I Am Tired of Waiting

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    I am tired of waiting on getting a proposal.

    It's been nearly 9 years, a lot of ups and downs, a new baby, moving into a new place, etc.. Had several conversations on getting married, our future and what we want for our family and working towards it, yet no ring, no nothing. There is no mention of anything except him doing...
    Michtq Michtq
    26-30, F
    Jun 9, 2015
    SuchHorribleThings SuchHorribleThings
    16-17, F
    Jun 17, 2015

    **** this ****... I've been doing this

    for so many god damned years. All I can do is to count the days and wait for my final seconds on this earth to come...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Sep 29, 2015

    And Dont Even Know Why...

    Im so tired of waiting for something great to happen to me. I feel so anxious that it is unbarable. But nothing seems to just shine through like I am expecting something to. I am completly miserable where I live. My friends dont trust me and my family dosent care for me. Cant...
    slothboytopher slothboytopher
    26-30, M
    6 Responses Oct 6, 2008

    When will my new exhaust come?

    I want it NOW! Come on postie!
    Littlebikiechick Littlebikiechick
    41-45, F
    May 25, 2014

    Just Wait; Be Patient

        I have a feeling that being patient and waiting and being alone is my life's purpose. I'm waiting to start living but this wait has been dragging on since the day I was born. I just have to live every day and be patient and maybe my life will start. This patience and...
    Chloekid Chloekid
    22-25, F
    Mar 4, 2012

    Waiting Game

    I feel like I've been waiting forever for my life to take a turn for the positive and for everything to work out for me instead of working against me. Yes, my life has its up and down moments, but it's starting to seem like the down-moments last even longer than the up ones. I...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    4 Responses Nov 13, 2013

    I'm tired of waiting

    for a husband . People don't understand how frustrating it is not know who you'll marry and when especially if you're like me and plan your whole life ... I expected to be married by 25... Since I was young I've just looked at marriage as some kind of saving grace from the hell...
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    22-25, F
    8 Responses Jul 18, 2015

    Wait Wait Wait Is All I Ever Do

    I used to be very patient actually.  And in many ways, I'm much more patient than many people.  But just lately, here in my late teen/young adult years, I've grown very impatient.  Everyone gets things before I do.  My friends got their driver's licenses the...
    RopinTexan RopinTexan
    22-25, M
    6 Responses Oct 26, 2008

    Very Enticed To...

    Lately ive been noticing that waiting around for the one thing you really want and need in life is pointless. Im tired of waiting around for the right person to come into my life to feel something real and meaningful so im just going to stop waiting for that person. It's not a...
    misternobrain misternobrain
    26-30, M
    Nov 23, 2012

    Sick Of It

    Getting a little better, but still not going anywhere. I have to stop waiting and do something.
    asert12345678 asert12345678
    31-35, M
    Oct 16, 2012

    It's Painful

    All my life I've spent waiting for a better tomorrow. They always say that I'm still young, that I will find a great job, a great guy, and great friends, but when will they come? All I know is that I want them here, and I want them now. I know my impatience is immature, but I'm...
    TheNobody TheNobody
    16-17, F
    Dec 25, 2011

    I am tired of waiting around

    for the guy I like to make up his mind whether he wants to be with me or not. Sometimes there's something going on, sometimes he can be really cold towards me. We've already crossed the friendship barrier so in normal circumstances you'd carry on to having a relationship. In...
    Lavender1145 Lavender1145
    26-30, F
    1 Response Apr 12, 2014

    I'm tired of waiting

    and hoping that one day you will change your mind. That one day you will want me back again, and that one day I'll mean as much to you as I did before.
    sewellerica07 sewellerica07
    16-17, F
    1 Response Mar 29, 2014

    Why

    Why do we wait? I wait because I don't know how not to, and I don't know how to do things differently.... I have been waiting for something significant. I just want something, something powerful—and what is it?
    emdi emdi
    18-21, F
    Jan 19, 2013

    Time

    I am tired of waiting around to be in the arms of the man I love, for the day that I will finally give in to my urges to hit shoot up again, for things to get better, for the day I can honestly say that I am free and happy, for the day I can say that I am stong enough to take on...
    imperfectbeauty imperfectbeauty
    18-21, F
    Jul 10, 2012

    I am tired I waiting

    for the guy I like to ask me out because he is gonna ask me out he's told everyone and 2 days before the school holidays we started hugging and he's liked me for a while and he said he's gonna wait till the holidays finish and that goes for 5 weeks.. But seriously why would you...
    jazzy0191 jazzy0191
    13-15, F
    1 Response Apr 20, 2014
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Nov 18, 2015
    Charmeeee Charmeeee
    36-40, F
    3 Responses Apr 14, 2014

    **** Yeah

    one day is too long...just too long....need it now
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    19 Responses Nov 21, 2007

    It seems like my whole life,

    I've been waiting for people who promise to be there. I'll be hopeful, optimistic even, but no one ever comes. Not even my therapist showed up when I needed her, even though she had promised a WEEK prior. I'm tired of waiting around and ending up broken-hearted or disappointed.
    YesThisIsJenna YesThisIsJenna
    18-21, F
    Feb 3, 2014

    I am tired of waiting

    for her reply. But why am I still staring at my FB Messenger. Still hoping she would answer :(
    theregretskeeper theregretskeeper
    22-25, M
    Feb 9
    isaha24 isaha24
    18-21, M
    Dec 24, 2014

    As I sit here typing this,

    I am constantly looking at my phone, waiting for him to text or call. Our 3 year anniversary was this past week. He remembered, and told me Happy Anniversary. I just don't hear from him as much as I would like, I just don't think he realizes how much this bothers me. The only...
    truckerswife86 truckerswife86
    26-30
    Jan 29, 2015

    It is unreal how hard I've looked

    for other people like me online, but damn if most people like me don't keep it to themselves. I just want to find one real person who thinks how I do before meeting me, not after motivation from me. Someone real, someone who believes in freedom, someone who just wants to run...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jun 23, 2015

    I met my now best friend four years ago

    while studying abroad. Long story short: we had an instant, beautiful, close connection and spent all our time together. Naturally, people often assumed there was more than a friendship between us, but that really was never the case then. Upon coming back to the US, we managed...
    conflicted24 conflicted24
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Aug 30, 2014

    I am waiting for Game of Thrones Season 5

    and Penny Dreadful season 2. Come on, let the days pass quick!
    Baqar Baqar
    22-25, M
    Jan 29, 2015

    Waiting For The Future

    I want to stop hurting because of my past. I want to start moving towards my future but I'm so uncertain that I even have a bright future and that scares me everyday. I feel like I'm just sitting waiting for this future that may or may not be good and I'm tired of that, I just...
    ligerlover3 ligerlover3
    18-21
    Apr 22, 2012

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