I Am Tired of Wishing Things Were Different

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    So Many Things

    I am so tired of wishing that I will wake up tomorrow and be the way that I am supposed to be. I am tired of wishing that my family would just accept me for who I really am. I am sick and tired of wishing that I wasn't always so sick, tired, and hurting. I am tired of wishing...
    lyricaldemise lyricaldemise
    41-45, T
    Mar 3, 2013

    Ending A Relationship

    I'm tired of wishing things were different.  Or that people, specifically my ex-girlfriend were different. I fell madly in love despite the red flags and warning signs of someone who who has a possible mental disorder.   I believed that she loved me too...
    Livingjuicy Livingjuicy
    31-35, F
    1 Response Nov 8, 2009

    Can I Just Beat Him???

    My husband and I got married about five years ago. Back then we actually had sex once every couple of weeks, and that was ok. He wasn't that into it even then, as I look back. We went months without and then had sex one last time. That ended with me looking him right in the...
    womanwiththeblues womanwiththeblues
    36-40
    1 Response Feb 12, 2012

    That's the Way It Is

    Sometimes it's hard for me to accept that there is no other way. I still think one day I'll wake up and see my life was just a nightmare. As hard as I try, nothing ever changes. And I still think maybe this time I'll make it better. Stupid.
    LordVoldemort LordVoldemort
    36-40, F
    6 Responses Sep 9, 2009

    How do I feel secure in my relationship?

    I'm not afraid he'll leave me, or cheat on me and yet, I do not feel that he's willing to risk everything to make this work. I know he will find happiness quickly without me. He may miss our son, but he'll get over that- he has two other children that he's already made his...
    secondandunhappy secondandunhappy
    26-30, F
    Dec 7, 2014

    Slowly Drowning......................

    What if your fears and dreams existed in the same place? What if to get to heaven you had to brave hell?? What if everything you ever wanted cost you everything You ever achieved? Would you still??
    Anto815 Anto815
    46-50, F
    1 Response Sep 5, 2011

    I Wish This All the Time

    Consciously or unconsciously, I do this all the time. I am always trying to bend it so that it becomes the way I want. Well, it works sometimes, but it is f... exhausting. It feels like you can never have a break, like you are pushing the control button non-stop.
    thinkandfeel thinkandfeel
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Sep 20, 2009

    That awful reminder everyday

    that you cant get something or someone no matter how bad you want it or love them can really *****. Nights spent lying in bed wondering to yourself "If only..." imagining scenarios of how life would be like if only that wish came true. Days spent bitter as you see people having...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Oct 31, 2014
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