There's this girl in my program who is in a number of my classes who I've started saying hi to pretty much every day. I suppose we've talked a bit last semester too.
She sits beside me sometimes in lectures and classes, not a big deal. But sometimes when something funny might...
I am not making any promises to thyself anymore. Nor my list of to do and do not's. Wow, must I really be tested like this. Hmn life. As I age, it still gets more amusing. I was trying to find ways to have it in me (again) the will and the power to roll with the punches. Hmn...
tomorrow will be a better day, but that tomorrow has given me worse.. I'd like to say today, tomorrow then,perhaps it's gonna be a lil better, but no,I'm nt gonna say it.. let them enjoy their moment for as long as they want to.. i need to save my energy to walk away..devastated...
. . . and start thinking about a bunch of stuff.
Like how I want:
for someone to let me pet their baby bat.
a ride to the park at 6 AM to make dew angels in the grass.
to understand why I should care about economies and summations when all I want to do is think about cats.
now in my university and the classes just started yesterday and now i feel like a withered plant. Gosh i feel so much pressure from now . Too much papers, reports to come and abundant assignments. Gosshh 19 units this semester. I hope I can make it :/ I will overcome this for my...
but its quite a relaxing tired, quite a 'satisfied' tired.
I am back at work after a good couple weeks with the family, I live and work away from them so Was quite emotional but a tremendously fun time My family and I had together.
So I lay here in bed and it feels like...
when everyone panics. That is so out of character and not to mention feeling excited dealing with the challenges. Still, it's tiring. Can't wait for the weekends when I can finally have my beauty sleep ! :D
if its not the homelife its the gym!
dont even think about the relationship anymore because that tires me out more than anything!
whay happens will happen, time to stop fighting and give up the trench ive dug, throw down my weapons and get back to being a focused and driven not...
And some kid had the nerve to wake me up by yelling in my ear! My dreams were definitely more interesting than algebra. Maybe I should sleep more, nah the internet was created to prevent people from sleeping, I swear.
more kind, more loving. I know that I am married to a good man. I know that I am lucky that he does the grocery shopping, washes the dishes, and does all the laundry.
I am grateful. I really, really am. I am grateful that I can have a career because he is so helpful at...
who only want one thing. It's like emotion doesnt exist for them. It makes me sick. I automatically get upset when i see look at people. I get angry, and disgusted. I feel like i need my space. And then when i lay in bed, i cry, then stop, then cry some more. It's like im...
with racing thoughts and constant fear.
I am tired of being scared:
I don't want to live in fear of the people who are supposed to care the most. I don't want to worry every day about whether I will get through the day without being hurt.
I am tired of getting stuck in the...
beards” / “real woman have curves” posts and any variant of them.
You know what “real” people ought to have? Respect for other people regardless of gender identity/presentation, body type and grooming choices.
Stop trying to kill someones confidence
Of wanting to die
Of being disappointed
Of feeling alone
Of sacrificing my desires for others
Of living without
Of pretending to be happy
Of living in this town
Of feeling hopeless
Of being inadequate
Of making stupid deductions
and I shall bid you all good night! I leave you with this request...
If you see a wrong, make it right. Make someone smile every day. And leave the place a little better than you found it.
I love you all!
where working incredibly long hours to the point all of 2014 is nothing more than a blur. I’ve had four days off this year, and two of those were snow days when the company closed down. I’m working for a company when you put in 50 hours they ask for more. You put in 60...
Felt that way for about a year now. My soul is tired. I feel like a butler to my wife, my career, and pretty much everything except myself. My personal growth feels completely retarded. My personality feels shriveled.
I just want time to explore myself again. I'm tired of...
world history, honors precalc, honors chemistry, anatomy and physiology ) They give so much homework as if I don't have a life ! Well I dont have a life anymore.. My dad still makes me do chores, dishes, bathroom, trash, cleaning stuff yaknow. & i have track practice everyday...
. Physically and mentally, but mentally even more..I am not sick (i think) and I am also not depressed or suffering of a mental disorder (I think), I just need to be charged with love, just like how you charge a phone and then it starts working perfectly again, I just need some...
trying to get people to like me
I'm tired of being afraid of rejection
I want a family
Not two house
I want true friends
Not ones that throw me a pity party
I don't wanna be afraid to make meaningful relationships or trust people
Is that so much to ask?
intentionally. I am tired of people falling out of love. I am tired of people not understanding why their boyfriend or girlfriend cheated on them and feeling so low about themselves when they deserve so much better. I am tired of traumatic events. I am tired of people forcing...