. Physically and mentally, but mentally even more..I am not sick (i think) and I am also not depressed or suffering of a mental disorder (I think), I just need to be charged with love, just like how you charge a phone and then it starts working perfectly again, I just need some...
for being shy
I'm sorry that I don't say hi to people I know are gonna take it the wrong way
I'm sorry that I don't have a lot of friends cause I a tried of being let down and disappointed
Really dad I'm sorry.
Been putting in a steady 60 hours a week. I have kids that play sports. Seems like im always on the go. Always seems like a practice or game is going on. I pretty much run every day on 5 hours of sleep. Trying to juggle my job and kids but its exhausting. My husband works 12...
work. When did the office become this place of politics and intrigue? I just want to be able to do my job well.
But apparently people are roleplaying Game of Thrones and strategising over how to take the role as top dog at the office, no matter who they step on in their quest...
but its quite a relaxing tired, quite a 'satisfied' tired.
I am back at work after a good couple weeks with the family, I live and work away from them so Was quite emotional but a tremendously fun time My family and I had together.
So I lay here in bed and it feels like...
while complaining how life is hard and whatever and how shes soo tired and is in pain while watching tv and yelling every 2 seconds , even the house chores are all on me , my little brother and sister are all over the place and she doesnt even care . im getting really tired of...
and I shall bid you all good night! I leave you with this request...
If you see a wrong, make it right. Make someone smile every day. And leave the place a little better than you found it.
I love you all!
more kind, more loving. I know that I am married to a good man. I know that I am lucky that he does the grocery shopping, washes the dishes, and does all the laundry.
I am grateful. I really, really am. I am grateful that I can have a career because he is so helpful at...
And at site since Friday where the wake up times are 430 and don't get back to camp till about 6. Needless to say I'm tired, irritable sometimes, emotional sometimes. Bear with me!! Be a little understanding! Cause I have 3 sleeps to go :/
fill before what feels my shoes is someone elses feet?
Combat boots, non slip shoes, nikes, hiking boots, boots for puddles, nurse shoes, steel toed ones. How many more shoes will I have to put on and take on the responsibilities that come with it?
When everyday I come home...
i can never get to sleep and wake up in the night occasionally. I put all my energy into school days and have become reliant on caffiene pills. I'm just tried of living as well. My life is so boring, nobody puts any hope or effort into me and quite frankly, I'm tired of putting...
school is such a good idea. Especially when I'm trying to break my procrastination habit with homework.
I just feel a little stressed when I have to go to school then work all day. I do want money, but not that bad. I think I would be better off without a job during school, but...
despair is as addictive as heroin and more popular than sex, for the single reason that when one is unhappy one gets to pay a lot of attention to oneself. Misery becomes a kind of emotional ************.”
― Tom Robbins, Wild Ducks Flying Backward
I hate that I'm gay, why can't I be normal? What's my purpose on this earth l? Was I created solely to live a miserable life! I'm a Christian so coming out is completely out of the question. I tried so hard to be like my brothers to have girlfriends and marry but I just can do...
I am not making any promises to thyself anymore. Nor my list of to do and do not's. Wow, must I really be tested like this. Hmn life. As I age, it still gets more amusing. I was trying to find ways to have it in me (again) the will and the power to roll with the punches. Hmn...
tired of being sad
I'm tired of pretending
I'm tired of being alone
I'm tired of being angry
I'm tired of feeling crazy
I'm tired of feeling stuck up
I'm tired of needing help
I'm tired of being different
I'm tired of feeling worthless
I'm tired of wishing I could start over
Further and further down.
What happened this time?
I can never tell anymore.
I just don't know.
I want to give up most of the time.
But I stay.
It hurts to breathe.
But sometimes it doesn't.
You makes it easier.
I try not to hide.
But showing you hurts.