that being "tired" means different things to different people depending on what they have going on in their life? A few months ago when I was battling some ailments and pretty major mood swings, being tired would have meant that I was emotionally worn out, over it, ready to shut...
and energetic. But instead I feel like I haven't slept for days!!! Last night when I was going to sleep I don't even remember what happened and how I fell asleep. I have been feeling exhausted for a few days. And coffee doesn't seem to help at all.
tired of being sad
I'm tired of pretending
I'm tired of being alone
I'm tired of being angry
I'm tired of feeling crazy
I'm tired of feeling stuck up
I'm tired of needing help
I'm tired of being different
I'm tired of feeling worthless
I'm tired of wishing I could start over
. Physically and mentally, but mentally even more..I am not sick (i think) and I am also not depressed or suffering of a mental disorder (I think), I just need to be charged with love, just like how you charge a phone and then it starts working perfectly again, I just need some...
And some kid had the nerve to wake me up by yelling in my ear! My dreams were definitely more interesting than algebra. Maybe I should sleep more, nah the internet was created to prevent people from sleeping, I swear.
A double edged sword that gives you rewards beyond your wildest dreams but it takes from you as well. It takes your energy , your blood, your sweat and most importantly your time. It leaves you feeling satisfied but with each effort robbing you more and more until you have no...
I can’t figure it out.
I don’t feel anything.
It’s like a blank screen in front of everything, and nothing gets through. I go through everything and it doesn’t feel right. Like I’m crazy for trying. But I can’t stop trying.
I don’t want to go through the bad times...
while complaining how life is hard and whatever and how shes soo tired and is in pain while watching tv and yelling every 2 seconds , even the house chores are all on me , my little brother and sister are all over the place and she doesnt even care . im getting really tired of...
Been putting in a steady 60 hours a week. I have kids that play sports. Seems like im always on the go. Always seems like a practice or game is going on. I pretty much run every day on 5 hours of sleep. Trying to juggle my job and kids but its exhausting. My husband works 12...
and have been unable to go back to sleep. I think it's because I saw he texted me at 6 saying he was awake and that I should come over. It puzzled me. I replied back asking what happened, and his response back to that was even stranger. It sounded more like he was half asleep...
And at site since Friday where the wake up times are 430 and don't get back to camp till about 6. Needless to say I'm tired, irritable sometimes, emotional sometimes. Bear with me!! Be a little understanding! Cause I have 3 sleeps to go :/
I'm stuck in this routine.
A whole new different day but the same old things
All I got is dreams that nobody else can see
Nobody else believes, nobody else but me.
Where are you victory? I need you desperately
Not just for the moment, but to make history.
despair is as addictive as heroin and more popular than sex, for the single reason that when one is unhappy one gets to pay a lot of attention to oneself. Misery becomes a kind of emotional ************.”
― Tom Robbins, Wild Ducks Flying Backward
. . . and start thinking about a bunch of stuff.
Like how I want:
for someone to let me pet their baby bat.
a ride to the park at 6 AM to make dew angels in the grass.
to understand why I should care about economies and summations when all I want to do is think about cats.
that I spent almost the whole day working on! Yay! Celebrate!
Now moving on to the next one....... :')
Also, to the smug bastards who are leaving the office already and saying goodbye with, "See you next year!" because they will be on leave......... Screw you. 😂
I've been running on about an hour of sleep the last few nights prior. I was hoping to be able to rest yesterday, my day off, but I was called into work. Wanting - and needing - the overtime, I gladly accepted.
Big mistake... lol
I work in the cafeteria of a private boarding...
Emotionally draining. Fun. Sad. Happy. Exciting. So many different emotions with everything that has been going on. Late nights. Early starts. Didn't get enough sleep last and was awake super early chatting with someone this morning as well. Have more family coming...
and I shall bid you all good night! I leave you with this request...
If you see a wrong, make it right. Make someone smile every day. And leave the place a little better than you found it.
I love you all!
SOOOO hard for us both and I am tired. tired from fighting depression daily and any other feelings that comes with it. I'm sorry for being selfish. I love that woman so much words could not say. I want to be the girl you deserve...but half the time I feel you deserve better, I...
I was not able to sleep at all. I was exhausted but kept continuously snapping out of light sleep for no discernible reason. I suppose several times I rolled too close to the edge of the bed. I don't know. On top of that the brief period of time I did sleep deeply enough to...
I am not making any promises to thyself anymore. Nor my list of to do and do not's. Wow, must I really be tested like this. Hmn life. As I age, it still gets more amusing. I was trying to find ways to have it in me (again) the will and the power to roll with the punches. Hmn...
for being shy
I'm sorry that I don't say hi to people I know are gonna take it the wrong way
I'm sorry that I don't have a lot of friends cause I a tried of being let down and disappointed
Really dad I'm sorry.