and I can't seem to get any sleep. Got to be up by six and at work by seven again tommorrow. The struggle between needing the hours and needing a day off is insane. I can't remember the last time I slept past 6am and got to sleep by 2am. My sleep is all kinds of messed up.
was actually pretty fun. I enjoyed it, but i'm kinda tired. Plus I woke up today like at 2AM. I am staying up a few more hours to fix my sleeping schedule. I am headed to sleep soon though. I wonder what will go through my head tonight :D I always look forward to the dreams.
I am not making any promises to thyself anymore. Nor my list of to do and do not's. Wow, must I really be tested like this. Hmn life. As I age, it still gets more amusing. I was trying to find ways to have it in me (again) the will and the power to roll with the punches. Hmn...
beards” / “real woman have curves” posts and any variant of them.
You know what “real” people ought to have? Respect for other people regardless of gender identity/presentation, body type and grooming choices.
Stop trying to kill someones confidence
. Physically and mentally, but mentally even more..I am not sick (i think) and I am also not depressed or suffering of a mental disorder (I think), I just need to be charged with love, just like how you charge a phone and then it starts working perfectly again, I just need some...
now in my university and the classes just started yesterday and now i feel like a withered plant. Gosh i feel so much pressure from now . Too much papers, reports to come and abundant assignments. Gosshh 19 units this semester. I hope I can make it :/ I will overcome this for my...
trying to get people to like me
I'm tired of being afraid of rejection
I want a family
Not two house
I want true friends
Not ones that throw me a pity party
I don't wanna be afraid to make meaningful relationships or trust people
Is that so much to ask?
while complaining how life is hard and whatever and how shes soo tired and is in pain while watching tv and yelling every 2 seconds , even the house chores are all on me , my little brother and sister are all over the place and she doesnt even care . im getting really tired of...
Felt that way for about a year now. My soul is tired. I feel like a butler to my wife, my career, and pretty much everything except myself. My personal growth feels completely retarded. My personality feels shriveled.
I just want time to explore myself again. I'm tired of...
but its quite a relaxing tired, quite a 'satisfied' tired.
I am back at work after a good couple weeks with the family, I live and work away from them so Was quite emotional but a tremendously fun time My family and I had together.
So I lay here in bed and it feels like...
despair is as addictive as heroin and more popular than sex, for the single reason that when one is unhappy one gets to pay a lot of attention to oneself. Misery becomes a kind of emotional ************.”
― Tom Robbins, Wild Ducks Flying Backward
the bar always wanna start $hit with. I'm the guy that dudes wanting to prove themselves, always gotta pick me. I'm loud,ugly,aggressive,and defiantly more than willing to finish anything wanna be tough guy at the bar wants to start. I am not intentionally this person. In fact...
if its not the homelife its the gym!
dont even think about the relationship anymore because that tires me out more than anything!
whay happens will happen, time to stop fighting and give up the trench ive dug, throw down my weapons and get back to being a focused and driven not...
i'm not weak.i'm strong.
but i have limits and feelings.
when i feel tired or have hard day,if someone hurt me..
You makes me wanna..die!
i don't.i won't.i’m trying to explain how i don't fit here..
keep mouth shut up
i'm just so tired..if i leave here..where elese to...
but somtimes i feel so ******* tired of it all, sigh. i cant give up, i wont. but still, holding on itself is so tiring. i wish sum1 were there to help me out, at leaest by being beside. but evne then i know it wont help, coz its my journey not thiers. still, i wish at least...
so tired recently?
My friend: I'm tired too, doctor. Can't you see my face so tired now?
My lecturer: No, the others is energetic. But I look you so tired? Why? *refer to me*
Me: Awkward smile...krik...krik...krikk...
How am I supposed to answer your question? I'm tired because...
who only want one thing. It's like emotion doesnt exist for them. It makes me sick. I automatically get upset when i see look at people. I get angry, and disgusted. I feel like i need my space. And then when i lay in bed, i cry, then stop, then cry some more. It's like im...
And some kid had the nerve to wake me up by yelling in my ear! My dreams were definitely more interesting than algebra. Maybe I should sleep more, nah the internet was created to prevent people from sleeping, I swear.
week woke up to my annoying alarm ready to face the day and felt kinda sick but that's not gonna stop me => got up got ready got my tea on my ride to class put my headphones on and ready for this crazy busy day happy Monday xP
I wanted to study more. But my fate never helped me.
Dint get the one whom I loved.
Dint get the life what I expected.
Dint get the job which I struggle for,
Sick and tired of being alone, thinking all time. Don't know what to do, confused with life.
Sometime I think what if I...
for being shy
I'm sorry that I don't say hi to people I know are gonna take it the wrong way
I'm sorry that I don't have a lot of friends cause I a tried of being let down and disappointed
Really dad I'm sorry.
more kind, more loving. I know that I am married to a good man. I know that I am lucky that he does the grocery shopping, washes the dishes, and does all the laundry.
I am grateful. I really, really am. I am grateful that I can have a career because he is so helpful at...
I'm supposed to say. I'm tired of smilin all the time, I wanna throw the mask away. Sometimes you just have a bad day. Sometimes you just wanna scream. Tell me I'm not the only one, tell me you feel just like me. Well we keep tryin to make it look so nice, and we keep hidin what...