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I Am Too Deep For a Lot of People

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 204 People

    The Depth of the Mind...

    The broad stroke of society - and at times there's an intersection.  Ah, and with madness, emotion or other influences the "Z" axis can also become a factor!
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Mar 13, 2009

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    I Understand...

    Of late, i understand things very deeply. I try not to think about stuff becoz i don't want to burden myself with knowledge of things that aren't important. I am not a big fan of my brain. I rather be with that which enables it. Being in practical world requires you to take the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 19, 2013

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    Frustration From Ostracization

    I don't blend well. I have never been able to sustain a conversation about something I care about in a way I care about it.  So I gave up.  My friend tells me I act robotic and unemotional.  I do so I don't have to get hurt anymore because people are so shallow.  I gave up...
    XxJamberxX XxJamberxX 18-21, F Jan 2, 2013

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    Pure Innocence...

    There is a space in me so beautiful, innocent and pure that i just can't allow anybody to get anywhere near it. I've tried to let few people come close to it but they weren't beautiful(not talking of physical aspect of it) enough to be around it. Whenever i see or feel beauty i...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Dec 29, 2012

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    They Say the Deeper The River..

    The stronger the love... At least that's what a line in one of my favourite songs says. Bless you, Chris Robinson. All I know is my intellect and passion scare a lot of people. God, is it bad to like Jean Paul Sartre, Shakespeare, apocalyptic sci-fi and discussions about...
    TheRealWoman TheRealWoman 31-35, F 3 Responses Aug 7, 2008

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    Delusions Of Grandeur...

    Wise like a rock. My experiences are etched on my mind, they have taken roots deep inside me. Nourished under the watchful eyes of me- the soul. I seek not myself in frivolity, am utterly consummate in myself. seeing right through this earthly facade. Their love and care, a curse...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Dec 30, 2012

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    My stomach hurts, I've lost my appetite.

    .... Can't get over the fact that you can give your whole self and soul and life to someone, and they can still be so careless and cruel to you..... They can still be so selfish .... I feel so sick I don't know how I will go on and be happy anymore...
    maybelle001 maybelle001 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 15, 2015

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    Mentally Not Physically

    I absolutely adore a man that can stimulate me mentally but when they can't I will soon become bored and begin looking elsewhere for my stimulation.  I have been lucky to find some really great friendships on EP that allow me to get that stimulation but in real life I am way...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 9 Responses Aug 7, 2008

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    My Apologies

    As a favor to a friend, I went on a double date once with two guys she had chosen, and during dinner, the subject of modern values came up in conversation. When asked my opinion, I gave it, and later had my friend pull me aside and hiss, "Stop being so deep! They won't like us...
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F 3 Responses Mar 11, 2010

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    That...

    I know if i do that i will get what i want. But i cant bring myself to doing that. In doing that i would cease to be myself. Earlier when i was ignorant i would do anything, for i didn't know better. Now, i do know, so i don't do that. I know the there are risks involved but i am...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jan 19, 2013

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    Contained Tornnado...

    I have loads of potential. I know it and have had it acknowledged by others too. I've had many sweet victories over difficult things at work and in personal life. I have mastered stuff related to sports, academics and life in general before. But, these days i have lost that spark...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Dec 23, 2012

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    I used to give everyone benefit of the doubt but after everything that happened by being betrayed and hurt by others. now, sometimes (if not most times) i'll watch my back with...
    EmaMisery EmaMisery 18-21, F 2 hrs ago

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    I wish I could dim it down sometimes :(
    TrapxFuturebass TrapxFuturebass 13-15, M 3 hrs ago

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    Family And others Sad fact
    JustBipolarMe JustBipolarMe 46-50, M 19 hrs ago

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    I hate to say that I enjoy talking deeply with people. Because I used to have poor sleeping aftet that. My mind usually go round and round into what I was talking. I don't know...
    Selftrue Selftrue 31-35, F 1 day ago

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    She could only look away, in disbelief at the events to transpire...as he fervently pushed himself against a never-changing grain...the ocean's waves crashed into the sand-strewn...
    Rabbittarius Rabbittarius 26-30, M 2 days ago

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    If you're a woman over the age of 19. I'll be very happy to get to know you better and sincerely acknowledge. I adore how busty you truly are for what ever age you are.You'd never...
    thebustierthebetter thebustierthebetter 46-50, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I need someone to love seafood because I REALLY neeeed to cook some. & I need to bake a healthy dessert too. PALZZZZZ??? I SAID please!!! plz plz?
    IAmDoneBeingLiedTo IAmDoneBeingLiedTo 31-35, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    My mother is a chef and she puts a lot of pressure on me to cook well. Often she comes back from work too tired to cook for us so I usually have to cook for the family and she can...
    ErinC1990 ErinC1990 13-15, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    And this is the problem. I feel so Much and live by My Whole heart. And I think and I am to logical. And this tears me apart when I'm making choises. Two extremely strong sides...
    darkspiritwolf darkspiritwolf 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    Just wish I could turn it off sometimes today has been one of those days I try so hard but I cannot no matter what I do.
    beautifullybroken29 beautifullybroken29 26-30, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    My dad in particular... That sick, sick man ruined my life, I became so desperate to have a father I would pay him my own money that I made working to keep him happy. I bought him...
    xXverlorenXx xXverlorenXx 22-25, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Especially at school because I know how it feels to be alone. I never confront them because I don't have guts for that.
    EnigmaticPerson EnigmaticPerson 13-15, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I was always looking for the reason I crossedressed or at least something to blame it on when I was younger. I would smoke pot to lose myself,I did coke because it made me horny...
    joanne969 joanne969 61-65, T 6 days ago

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    I have experienced there is more to life than what we are told. I am looking for other women who know this or desire this
    passionandcharacter passionandcharacter 22-25, F a week ago

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    not exactly some people like to be alone because the world is filled with ignorant stupid people they would rather get to look at the world then to hang around with those type of...
    cieloissky cieloissky 16-17, F a week ago

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    All my life had problem to interact with people. I remember I skipped many classes at Secondary school and University. I had to hear my father telling me over and over again how...
    mmorgam mmorgam 41-45, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Do you know that there is a search tool on EP? You can search people by gender or interests to make friends with. EP keeps the tool well hidden (I don't know why) EP Link
    Q2013 Q2013 46-50, F 1 Response Feb 1

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    I love to cook for my dad, I try to have it ready for him when he gets home from work.
    JTurner2002 JTurner2002 13-15, F 3 Responses Jan 31

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    Even when people act like %&$#@$^%#$#$#'ers.
    Treasure7 Treasure7 41-45, F 1 Response Jan 31

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    I am closer with my "friends" parents than my so called friends themselves.. I never hang out with people in groups because they like to be loud and draw attention to them and that...
    littlelynne littlelynne 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 30

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    Reason, Season, or Lifetime People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you figure out which one it is, you will know what to do for each person. When...
    Q2013 Q2013 46-50, F 2 Responses Jan 30

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    I want time to stop, I want us to stay, let's forget about the past, let's live the present, and make a future, if we give up, if we let this die, we won't, I know I'm not perfect...
    LoneWarrior94 LoneWarrior94 18-21, M Jan 30

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    Today's meal was a labor of love. Who says two women can't share a kitchen? My aunt and I cooked for her family today. My cousins, their spouses, my uncle, my husband and of course...
    Triztemuneca87 Triztemuneca87 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 28

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    Yes I do, I like knowing that my family and friends are getting something nutritious and healthy because homemade food is so much better. My kids' friends always know they can come...
    Libraladyseeking Libraladyseeking 36-40, F 1 Response Jan 27

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    I'm that gum stuck to your shoe. I'm that tattoo you regret. I'm the soft breathing at the back of your neck. I'm that scar that never goes away. I'm the embarrassing memory that...
    sophiebelle27 sophiebelle27 26-30, F 4 Responses Jan 26

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    I latch on to those who understand me sort of and make me feel comfortable. Then when they leave me, I get a horrible feeling and live with an emptiness in me for a while until...
    crimsoncube crimsoncube 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 26

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    And I get sad when I learn they are gone or are going away on trips *sighs*
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jan 25

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    My method of cooking: 90% Affection 6% Cooking time 4% on thoughts if the food is cooked properly or not ;)
    Goldenwonders Goldenwonders 22-25, F Jan 24

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    I am super ticklish everywhere. Anyone in Georgia want to tickle me?
    jonathan96 jonathan96 18-21, M Jan 23

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    I used to have dinners weekly for my family and with illness I have let them go . Sunday they are starting again and I am thrilled . I got the table set and the good dishes out. I...
    Dancemomisme1 Dancemomisme1 46-50, F 5 Responses Jan 22

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