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I Am Too Deep For a Lot of People

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    Frustration From Ostracization

    I don't blend well. I have never been able to sustain a conversation about something I care about in a way I care about it.  So I gave up.  My friend tells me I act robotic and unemotional.  I do so I don't have to get hurt anymore because people are so shallow.  I gave up...
    XxJamberxX XxJamberxX 18-21, F Jan 2, 2013

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    I Understand...

    Of late, i understand things very deeply. I try not to think about stuff becoz i don't want to burden myself with knowledge of things that aren't important. I am not a big fan of my brain. I rather be with that which enables it. Being in practical world requires you to take the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 19, 2013

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    They Say the Deeper The River..

    The stronger the love... At least that's what a line in one of my favourite songs says. Bless you, Chris Robinson. All I know is my intellect and passion scare a lot of people. God, is it bad to like Jean Paul Sartre, Shakespeare, apocalyptic sci-fi and discussions about...
    TheRealWoman TheRealWoman 31-35, F 3 Responses Aug 7, 2008

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    Pure Innocence...

    There is a space in me so beautiful, innocent and pure that i just can't allow anybody to get anywhere near it. I've tried to let few people come close to it but they weren't beautiful(not talking of physical aspect of it) enough to be around it. Whenever i see or feel beauty i...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Dec 29, 2012

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    The Depth of the Mind...

    The broad stroke of society - and at times there's an intersection.  Ah, and with madness, emotion or other influences the "Z" axis can also become a factor!
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Mar 13, 2009

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    That...

    I know if i do that i will get what i want. But i cant bring myself to doing that. In doing that i would cease to be myself. Earlier when i was ignorant i would do anything, for i didn't know better. Now, i do know, so i don't do that. I know the there are risks involved but i am...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jan 19, 2013

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    Delusions Of Grandeur...

    Wise like a rock. My experiences are etched on my mind, they have taken roots deep inside me. Nourished under the watchful eyes of me- the soul. I seek not myself in frivolity, am utterly consummate in myself. seeing right through this earthly facade. Their love and care, a curse...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Dec 30, 2012

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    Mentally Not Physically

    I absolutely adore a man that can stimulate me mentally but when they can't I will soon become bored and begin looking elsewhere for my stimulation.  I have been lucky to find some really great friendships on EP that allow me to get that stimulation but in real life I am way...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 9 Responses Aug 7, 2008

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    Contained Tornnado...

    I have loads of potential. I know it and have had it acknowledged by others too. I've had many sweet victories over difficult things at work and in personal life. I have mastered stuff related to sports, academics and life in general before. But, these days i have lost that spark...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Dec 23, 2012

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    My Apologies

    As a favor to a friend, I went on a double date once with two guys she had chosen, and during dinner, the subject of modern values came up in conversation. When asked my opinion, I gave it, and later had my friend pull me aside and hiss, "Stop being so deep! They won't like us...
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F 3 Responses Mar 11, 2010

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    I get a little to honest and deep for people and I think I scare them..
    DanceLover340 DanceLover340 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 4

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    I fall in love with people soo deeply that it hurts! So bad! Sometimes I wish that I don't care that much! I wish I won't love them that much but I do! I'm a person who loves 100...
    catxfreak catxfreak 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 28

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    im in too deep and there is no going back . i didnt fully realize what i was getting myself into exactly but i do now . its not what i expected but its nothing i cant handle...
    LunarDream LunarDream 13-15, M Jul 1

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    I get upset when I see dead animals and hear about animal cruelty and my pets die I am deeply offended when someone says something rude and inappropriate I have a gentle nature...
    GroundedButterfly81 GroundedButterfly81 31-35, F Jul 18

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    I either push the people I care most about away or I get too attached to people who don't care about me
    lizshiv lizshiv 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 27

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    im 19 and look 15 and im sick of it. i cant grow facial hair and im tall (6'2) and skinny. it has really affected my life. i am very self concious and i have a low self esteem. i...
    farmac1st farmac1st 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 18

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    I think I put people ahead of myself too often. for example I gave up on a crush so that my best friend could have him...now they are engaged. I have also stayed friends with...
    angelexondra angelexondra 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 13

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    Often i'm sitting alone experiencing life alone that is when i have time to think about my experiences and situations. People have different levels of intelligence always wishing...
    Autumnflowers Autumnflowers 18-21, F Jul 4

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    My mum was an alcoholic all her life basically, it use to infuriate me that she would constantly be drunk because she would turn in to this nasty person I hated. As I grew older I...
    Gentleandlovingsoul Gentleandlovingsoul 36-40, F Jul 1

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    I don't know why but I am too much into watching philosophical movies and feel like knowing so much about people. I have lost the sense of being "ignorant and unaware". Now it...
    unexpectedtraveller unexpectedtraveller 26-30, M 2 Responses Jul 12

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    I get too attached to the wrong people. I think I have attachment and abandonment issues from childhood. So when somebody really cares about me, I feel stifled. But if they throw...
    Tertiary Tertiary 46-50, F Jun 27

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    I love helping people. People i dont even know. I hate seeing people in pain or depressed. I try to help everyone who is suicidal because life is worth it. I was saved and now im...
    tribetown tribetown 16-17, M Jul 3

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    My dad is from Barbados, and the culture there is VERY blunt. They will state something really rude in a matter of fact way and be confused when you are offended :) lol. I grew up...
    janicefromkansas janicefromkansas 18-21, F Jul 14

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    Yup. Being Honest offends people.
    sashakimi4 sashakimi4 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 4

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    I am a person to hate lmao! Someone who tells always the truth and ask you to do the same,pushing your true self out and asking please to speak honestly your feelings. OMG! Speak...
    4biandu 4biandu 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 13

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    Maybe it's just because I love the people I forgive but I feel like I need to stay mad at them for a little while and let them say sorry to me. I can't do that though, once I share...
    samcozz22 samcozz22 18-21, F Jun 30

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    Returning to form part 2.... I certainly received a few emails and I appreciated the comments from my last Abby Vent. The theme was are comments more or less sexualized because of...
    AbbyVents AbbyVents 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 7

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    Not that being complicated is bad. It's just me. Too many (apparent) contradictions. Too much going on. Too much to do. Too much to write. Too many experiences to write about. OK...
    peternoc peternoc 61-65, M Jun 28

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    I really do! I have a disability myself and so I know exactly what it's like and how hard it is in a society we live in today... I know how horrible the struggles are and the...
    MilweePetite MilweePetite 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 13

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    I really wanna be tickled by people. I'm a14 year old girl extremely ticklish and I live in Jacksonville Florida. If anyone lives in Jacksonville Florida and would to tickle me...
    wolfy14 wolfy14 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 5

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    Anyone living a double life? We are working on a new documentary (apparently, I see on here there have been a few already on here looking for the same thing) exploring the...
    janesmith12 janesmith12 36-40, F 1 Response Jul 8

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    even if i'm not a good cook, i still try my very best to cook from the bottom of my heart (with love) .....Those people who eat my food and says its good are my LOYAL FANS...
    lissomirl lissomirl 22-25, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    Looking to chat with people in NZ. Hit me up!
    g0thicage g0thicage 22-25, M 3 days ago

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    My insurance will cover my psychiatrist bills. They've been giving him the runaround for months now and I just now found out about it. We cannot afford this as we are broke already...
    Britt25 Britt25 41-45, F Jul 5

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    is their anyone out their that well force me to crossdress??
    broujona broujona 18-21, M Jul 9

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    is their anyone out their that well force me to crossdress??
    broujona broujona 18-21, M Jul 9

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    is their anyone out their that well force me to crossdress??
    broujona broujona 18-21, M Jul 9

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    I think the best time of the years are holidays something in the air that smells good and feels heart warming cooking for family and friends just make it that much better .
    Fire143 Fire143 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 13

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    Ughhh, I'm really starting to think its true. All my friends and family members are all in happy lovey dovey relationships and I'm just sitting here like tha ****?. If I hear one...
    thanamesnyaa thanamesnyaa 13-15, F 3 Responses Jul 17

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    I love cooking breakfast for the family on Saturday mornings. Pancakes, eggs, bacon. :) I always look forward to it.
    newdayrising newdayrising 36-40, M 2 Responses Jul 18

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    One of my favorite things to do is cook for or with my boyfriend. I also cook for his family sometimes. I enjoy spending time with them and I appreciate that they allow me to come...
    fairytalesandspiderwebs fairytalesandspiderwebs 18-21, F Jul 19

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    Idk I just feel so bad for them because they look lonely
    jacithepanda jacithepanda 13-15, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    yet they're just the right size for me to worship and adore !
    bignatbreastluver bignatbreastluver 46-50, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Like talking about the destiny of mankind and the origins and the universe and it's purpose.
    LikeAPrayer LikeAPrayer 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    "Attachment leads to jealousy. The shadow of greed, that is." - Master Yoda
    NuclearELDER NuclearELDER 41-45, M 3 Responses Jun 27

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    i love making friends, real friends that i can count on. if your interested in talking message me or heart my post & i can message you (:
    cyndyarcia1 cyndyarcia1 18-21, F Jul 2

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    Earthlostangel Earthlostangel 46-50, F Jul 4

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