I Am Too Deep For a Lot of People

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 191 People

    Pure Innocence...

    There is a space in me so beautiful, innocent and pure that i just can't allow anybody to get anywhere near it. I've tried to let few people come close to it but they weren't beautiful(not talking of physical aspect of it) enough to be around it. Whenever i see or feel beauty i...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Dec 29, 2012

    The Depth of the Mind...

    The broad stroke of society - and at times there's an intersection.  Ah, and with madness, emotion or other influences the "Z" axis can also become a factor!
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Mar 13, 2009

    I Understand...

    Of late, i understand things very deeply. I try not to think about stuff becoz i don't want to burden myself with knowledge of things that aren't important. I am not a big fan of my brain. I rather be with that which enables it. Being in practical world requires you to take the...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jan 19, 2013

    My stomach hurts, I've lost my appetite.

    .... Can't get over the fact that you can give your whole self and soul and life to someone, and they can still be so careless and cruel to you..... They can still be so selfish .... I feel so sick I don't know how I will go on and be happy anymore...
    maybelle001 maybelle001
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jul 15, 2015

    They Say the Deeper The River..

    The stronger the love... At least that's what a line in one of my favourite songs says. Bless you, Chris Robinson. All I know is my intellect and passion scare a lot of people. God, is it bad to like Jean Paul Sartre, Shakespeare, apocalyptic sci-fi and discussions about...
    TheRealWoman TheRealWoman
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Aug 7, 2008

    That...

    I know if i do that i will get what i want. But i cant bring myself to doing that. In doing that i would cease to be myself. Earlier when i was ignorant i would do anything, for i didn't know better. Now, i do know, so i don't do that. I know the there are risks involved but i am...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jan 19, 2013

    Contained Tornnado...

    I have loads of potential. I know it and have had it acknowledged by others too. I've had many sweet victories over difficult things at work and in personal life. I have mastered stuff related to sports, academics and life in general before. But, these days i have lost that spark...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Dec 23, 2012

    Delusions Of Grandeur...

    Wise like a rock. My experiences are etched on my mind, they have taken roots deep inside me. Nourished under the watchful eyes of me- the soul. I seek not myself in frivolity, am utterly consummate in myself. seeing right through this earthly facade. Their love and care, a curse...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Dec 30, 2012

    Mentally Not Physically

    I absolutely adore a man that can stimulate me mentally but when they can't I will soon become bored and begin looking elsewhere for my stimulation.  I have been lucky to find some really great friendships on EP that allow me to get that stimulation but in real life I am way...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm
    41-45, F
    9 Responses Aug 7, 2008

    Frustration From Ostracization

    I don't blend well. I have never been able to sustain a conversation about something I care about in a way I care about it.  So I gave up.  My friend tells me I act robotic and unemotional.  I do so I don't have to get hurt anymore because people are so shallow.  I gave up...
    XxJamberxX XxJamberxX
    18-21, F
    Jan 2, 2013

    My Apologies

    As a favor to a friend, I went on a double date once with two guys she had chosen, and during dinner, the subject of modern values came up in conversation. When asked my opinion, I gave it, and later had my friend pull me aside and hiss, "Stop being so deep! They won't like us...
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Mar 11, 2010

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    Openhonestnudist Openhonestnudist
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    AConfusedLeo AConfusedLeo
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    26-30, M
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    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Apr 10
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    astro00 astro00
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    deleted deleted
    26-30
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    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Apr 4
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    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Apr 4
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    deleted deleted
    26-30
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