I Am Too Old to Be Young But Too Young to Be Old

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    I'm so glad someone put this into words.

    Because this is exactly how I feel everyday
    DiamondAuthority DiamondAuthority
    18-21, F
    Nov 7, 2015

    I have such an old soul

    that it is masked by my innocent nature as a barrier to protect my inner being of energy, aka my soul. it comes off as annoying and immature but the most understanding of all.
    reyofsun reyofsun
    18-21, F
    Nov 9, 2015

    I feel like this is the most painful place to be

    because you don't fit in. Anywhere. And where are you supposed to go?
    DiamondAuthority DiamondAuthority
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Nov 9, 2015

    I'm only 20 but I saw things in the past decade

    than most people witness in their lifetime.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jan 24
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jul 6, 2015

    When I was a little girl I really loved the

    swings. I think all children did. I remember that feeling of flying as high as possible. It seemed as though the sky would swallow me up, and I welcomed it. Then when I finally felt free, I would jump. It was the closest I felt to flying. I'm different now. Something has changed...
    LavenderDarling LavenderDarling
    26-30, F
    7 Responses Jan 22

    I've grew up very fast in my childhood due to

    certain circumstances. However I Still Want To Enjoy Many things. I'm not old lol I guess and I'm very young at heart. Growing old is mandatory growing up is optional. He'll enjoy life because guess what. You'll never make it out alive anyway.
    Jllovin Jllovin
    41-45, M
    1 Response Dec 1, 2015

    Spent my life as it was supposed to be.

    I grew up got a job go married had kids raised kids. Kids went away, marriage went away job stayed lol.. I got fat old and started to see the changes of age. Then I woke up and hit that mid life crisis that I thought didn't really exist. It does exist and its a pain in the...
    lovemeback lovemeback
    51-55
    3 Responses Jul 12, 2015

    I feel young and see myself

    as young most days and then some youngster says, "Thanks, ma'am and blows it for me. ;)
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Jan 11, 2015

    I'm too young but fill older

    than my grandmother most times. Afraid to go out and live life, and if I do then I'm afraid to do it alone. Alone, Alone it sucks but Hey whatever
    Bryona Bryona
    18-21, F
    1 Response May 7, 2015
    bokading bokading
    31-35, F
    Jan 23

    I think I am going through a pre mid life

    crises! At the age of 28 I feel like I have missed out on not having more blinding nights out raving until sunrise. I could have carved a different career for myself even though I like the one I have. I would have liked to have had more mindless amazing sex. I want to still be...
    JuniperHendrix JuniperHendrix
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jan 11, 2015

    Mirror Man

    Yeah, not coping at all well with the old fart in the mirror. Who is he? Surely it can't be me! I still feel the same -inside- as I did in my 20s. Except I get tired more easily, and women don't look twice at me any more...
    amberdextrous amberdextrous
    51-55, M
    7 Responses Nov 3, 2009

    seriously. that'll be 26,

    too young to be, but too old to be.lol
    vf702 vf702
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Jun 25, 2015

    True. Old enough to have the means necessary

    and young enough to be willing to try new things. Awesome ain't it?
    shyguyat55 shyguyat55
    51-55, M
    Dec 21, 2015
    pinkplink pinkplink
    41-45, F
    3 Responses May 6, 2015

    Ready To Settle Down...

    At this age, 19, a college student should reflect on their attributions to society and how to maintain a proper balance between adulthood and education. We are to live wildly, party like it's 1999, drink until our livers are screeching with aching pain, but not me. I did my 18...
    PixieStixs PixieStixs
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Nov 8, 2013

    I'm 21 With 25 Years Of Experience

    I was "bummed" about being in a car accident and not being able to do the things I wanted to do. Like dance, swim, power walk, etc.I had to get well from being pretty banged up in the wreck.  The doctor wanted me to understand that I needed to get well and that things take time...
    iwritebiographies iwritebiographies
    41-45, F
    4 Responses Jul 4, 2011

    Stuck

    I'm just stuck in the middle. Now I'm reminded of a panty commercial with the song "Stuck in the middle with you" playing.
    MilwaukeeWoman MilwaukeeWoman
    31-35
    3 Responses Jun 20, 2010

    Who remembers this? (Pic attached) I haven't

    even seen this in years!!! But I was shopping Sunday and I saw it. My kids saw me taking a pic of it and said "mommy what is that?" I replied "it's a pack of gum" They picked it up and felt it then the oldest said "that's a lot of gum for one pack, but why does it feel like it's...
    TristeMuneca87 TristeMuneca87
    26-30, F
    5 Responses Jan 20

    I fret over those who are hurting,

    feel the weight of the world on my shoulders, stress over bills, stress with meeting expectations... And yet love cartoons, having water gun fights, seeing what shapes I can see in the clouds... In short the adult who cherishes the childlike wonder remaining in my heart.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Jan 23

    How Old Is Too Young?

    When I got to 45 I simply stated that Iwas half way to 90 and left it at that. Since then, helped no doubt by the fact that my wife gets words and thoughts tangled, I have started substituting one word for another just because it sounds similar - but means something...
    hawk2002 hawk2002
    46-50, M
    3 Responses Jul 28, 2009

    Snap Crackle and Pop came to visit

    and never left :-(*click
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Dec 4, 2015

    Exactly! Right in the middle.

    ..too old to know better, but still too young to care... Having more fun now than when I was in my 20s.
    amisfitlady amisfitlady
    41-45, F
    3 Responses Mar 7

    I wonder when being "absent minded" turns to a

    bigger problem of reality. I try not to panic when I open the pantry to put a fridge item in. I stop and regain my focus.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Dec 2, 2015

    I'm 45...do I FEEL 45?

    No. It's still crazy to me that I'm this age. I get along with people of all ages basically...but more so with people that are younger than me...sometimes a lot younger. I have friends who are in their early 20's. Of course, when I hang out with them I FEEL old...but most...
    RubyLane RubyLane
    46-50, F
    Oct 10, 2014

    .

    zemli zemli
    22-25, M
    Jul 6, 2015

    Every time I hear about the anniversary of a

    movie that seems like yesterday, I cringe at the thought of how fast the years have passed by. Today I hear it's been 20 years since the first Toy Story.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Nov 23, 2015
    tnomrev tnomrev
    61-65, M
    1 Response Dec 16, 2015

    I'm 26. I'm not young

    and energetic enough to enjoy clubs and getting hammered and trying to scream over loud, thumping music while trying, almost certainly in vain, to lay the pipe in some girl on her 21st birthday. But then again, even when I was young enough, that was never my thing anyway...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Feb 14

    the # system is order at its best,

    no longer the language of our society . . . we grow bored so easily
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    4 Responses Jan 29

    I am 52, and think most people on here are much

    younger. I certainly don't feel old. Remember that over 50s are still full of desires, wants and needs
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Feb 14

    Age is irrelevant. Our existence is based upon

    the fire within is, a caliber destiny roaring inside of our souls. Yet, the realization of age torments any human. Why fear growing gray hair, when it's our souls that blacken? Why linger over a few wrinkles when our demeanor is the aspect that folds over? Why would you want to...
    Auxillaries Auxillaries
    13-15, F
    1 Response Jan 8

    I'll be 30 in a couple of months

    but sometimes I feel a lot older. I think it's more to do with the life I've lived. The experiences (both good and bad) I've had and I think just growing up way too quickly. Unfortunately life through a lot of curve balls my way right from before I was born and they didn't...
    shecanonlydream shecanonlydream
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Feb 14

    I have a professional job at 22

    and I am already graying from stress.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jan 24

    I never got to have the normal experiences of

    youth that most have (because my mom raised me very religiously and expected me to do too much for her) so I don't want to be a "grown-up". At the same time, I have health issues that make me feel older physically than I do in my head.
    allshadesofgrey allshadesofgrey
    36-40, F
    4 Responses Jul 6, 2015

    The only thing I'm sure of is the fact

    that I'm 19 years old, but I'm already mourning the time that I was 15 years old...and I know that that mourning will only worsen with age. I numb this fact with alcohol, eating disorders, music, and long drives at night in my mind. That felt good to "say" out loud.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    4 Responses Feb 14

    If I lived in the Stone Age

    or something, I would be old, lol. I am still kind of young but not yet middle aged. Hopefully have a lot of decades of life left in me :)
    ErraticSarcastic ErraticSarcastic
    31-35, F
    1 Response Feb 16

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