I Am Totally Lost and Alone

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 419 People

    I Feel Your Pain. Some Of Your Words Are Mine As Well. This Is My 2011!

    Had to sell my house because mortgage was too much. Diagnosed with multiple sclerosis after weeks of pain and misery. Totaled my car that was paid off and was basically the only thing I owned. Oh and went to jail for DWI and I wasn't even freaking drunk. Resigned from job before...
    WutAlife WutAlife
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Jan 1, 2012

    Most of my friends are

    either away or life just made us fall apart.. I have a beautiful family that supports me and a good job.. but I still feel lonely.. no friends to talk to except for 2 or 3 ppl.. I'm divorced since 2007 and been in love for a couple of times and both ended up very painful with a...
    LoulouB80 LoulouB80
    36-40, F
    Feb 20, 2015

    Feeling Hopeless To Finding Hope

    Feeling Hopeless to Finding Hope It was an unforgotten night in November 2008. I sat on the cold, hard kitchen floor, with my back resting on the cabinets, knees pulled to my chest, with my arms holding tightly around them. Warm tears flowed down my cheeks as I sat there...
    jdyd4me jdyd4me
    36-40, F
    Apr 3, 2012

    Anyone knows how to be a man?

    A man who will love a woman not his own kind..
    deesensei deesensei
    26-30, M
    Apr 22, 2014

    Why Does Life Have To Be So Damn Difficult.....

    well, reading what everyone else has to say on here triggered alot of raw nerves. at the tender age of 44, i feel that i have achieved nothing....i have had failed relationships for reasons I guess I'm not willing to admit...being betrayed in the past has alot to do with it i'm...
    lostandlonely2 lostandlonely2
    3 Responses Jul 30, 2011

    Geez Just Who Knows Anymore

    I find myself wishing to be like the kids that u see running around in hte garden worry free and i realise that even as a kid i wasnt that-care free. I look around me and wish I was totally different. For as long as ive remembered Ive worried about stuff-worried about getting...
    nuttygirl nuttygirl
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Oct 21, 2007

    Its been a sad week for this lady here.

    I think...im pretty sure ive b%tched about this before, it seems to be a reoccurring thing for me. I only had 4 people that i really liked and enjoyed talking to online. Now i only have 1 but his awesome but hes having a rough time. Anyways, the others r clearly showing me that...
    ShesDisturbed ShesDisturbed
    22-25, F
    Sep 26, 2015

    Help. I feel worthless,

    and incompetent. If I accomplish one thing, then I forget something equally important. I can't handle being in school, and I know that's bad. I keep procrastinating on everything. My parents only talk to me about how important is that I keep good grades, and get into to college...
    Ariomelody42 Ariomelody42
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 1, 2015

    Lost & Lonly &hopeing It Gets Better

    seems like every time i open my heart to someone they take it and stomp all over it had someone i thought was a friend was close to she flurt with me get mad if anyone else flert with me itold me she had dream we lived together what made it crazy i had the same dream started...
    steve1973 steve1973
    36-40, M
    May 18, 2012


    Yup, I pretty much am. But it's what I'm used to. I don't really care, because I don't have a reason to. The thought of being by myself always makes me happy..until I think about it anyway. I wasn't always this way, but life has led me down a path that I actually prefer to walk...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Jul 31, 2011

    I lost my best friend just over a month ago.

    . I feel like no one understands the pain I'm going through. I have no one to turn to, to laugh with, to just talk to.. text random things during the day, anything. I feel so lost, like I'll never be happy again. I try to carry on during the day but I feel like I'm just going...
    knuxbbgrl knuxbbgrl
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jun 18, 2014

    I Am A Robot

    I have an empty sinking feeling, like something bad is really going to happen, something that will terrify me, that's going to change my life. I have an empty sinking feeling, that someone close will hurt me soon . And I laugh, because I'm expected to be functional in society...
    GenineFilS GenineFilS
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 2, 2012

    Feeling Unloved While There Is A Lot People Love Me !

    I'm a caring person , I love all my family and friends . and I know they love me too but the weird thing is I can't feel that I feel so alone when I'm with them , I feel uncomfortable . i don’t go out much , my family start saying that I might be mentally ill because I sit...
    somaz somaz
    26-30, F
    1 Response Dec 20, 2012

    What To Do

     What do you want to do for your self, we are all live and are living through things we watch everyday. When I am driving around the city I live in I always think about why em I here and what em I suppose to do? I am not really sure why I even want to learn anything what do I do...
    Dylan522 Dylan522
    31-35, M
    Nov 17, 2013

    Tired ..

    I'm tired of trying to stay positive , I'm tired of being alone . I'm tired of trying to change but not getting any results .. I'm tired of feeling lost and aimless .. I don't want to give up ! but seriously I'm so tired ..
    somaz somaz
    26-30, F
    1 Response Dec 30, 2012

    My Dead End

    Every day I think that I have never felt so lonely before. In school I was treated as a freak because I wore glasses and was a quiet, shy and clever pupil. I had few friends, but at that moment I didn't mind. I went to college in order to make a difference in my life, to run...
    ranyar ranyar
    26-30, M
    1 Response May 9, 2013

    Left Wanting

    My username is exactly how I feel... Why am I always feeling like there should be more? It seems absurd that I feel lost and alone... I have an amazing family and some great friends but I feel like among them all I am not heard.  I am not seen.  Or I am seen in they way...
    leftwanting leftwanting
    2 Responses Mar 28, 2009

    Is Isolation A Fate?

    I have been trying to make myself feel better but I cannot seem to. I am at a lost how to make myself be better. I feel like the world is isolating me from everything. No matter what I do or when I try to reach out to people around, it seems like no one cares. Every day I...
    nybagels nybagels
    1 Response Jul 31, 2012

    Lost Reality

    No one seems to understand, they believe i mean it as a metaphor. i truly feel disconnected from this world. i feel like i'm not here, this isn't my body, i'm not in control. Everything feels like i'm reviewing an old memory. Everything is surreal, so much so it is physically...
    dmstargrave dmstargrave
    31-35, M
    3 Responses Sep 8, 2013

    I Need Someone To Give Me Advise This Time.

    I'm a 19 year old boy that has some friendship issues. I'm not having a hard tine making friends, its pretty easy for me, but making close friends is a challenge. i have a close friend that I'm not so afraid of telling anything to, lets name him "G" for the story. That doesn't...
    cheesewar cheesewar
    1 Response Jan 2, 2012

    Growing up in a big family,

    being alone never crossed my mind. After the dust settled, my brothers moved out and it was just my brother and I. Once i finished school. It hit me so hard, im alone! I got no friends. Even after meeting a few people online. I cant help but feel alone most of the time. I try to...
    ShesDisturbed ShesDisturbed
    22-25, F
    1 Response Mar 6, 2015

    I just get so caught up in my thoughts

    that I miss what's going on around me, and now I have no idea what I want to do with my life. I have two really good friends that mean the world to me. There the only people I have in my life because I've lost touch with so many others. I tried to keep my relationships with...
    Nineismyname Nineismyname
    22-25, F
    Oct 2, 2014

    Is there a way to escape the constant feeling

    of being out of place. Feeling alone in a room full of people. Looking into eyes full of love for someone who isn't me. I see that all around me while I'm staring into the lights while the lovely couples are holding each other and dancing. I feel so sideways. Inside out...
    ryanisthename ryanisthename
    18-21, M
    Sep 20, 2014


    I don't know where to start.  It has been a painful journey.  It is one of great loss caused by following idealism and values.  The regrets are enormous.....  So where does one start when he fears, through recalling a relentless saga of painful memories for the purpose of...
    feathertail feathertail
    56-60, M
    Jun 12, 2012

    Lost, Consfused, Lonely....

    Its just something in my life that is missing I can seem to find it. I feel as if happiness is not meant for me. Im always someones last option and im just tired of it. my life sometimes feels like it has no meaning. I need redirection, and I need to transform my life. Its time...
    Dee910 Dee910
    26-30, F
    1 Response May 13, 2012

    Although yes i do have friends,

    im not the most popular of people but i do have a pretty big social group which i hang out with. And yes gratefully i do still have my family, my parents and siblings. I have people im my life but i still ponder the question why i feel so alone and lost in the world with only an...
    oxzymoron oxzymoron
    22-25, M
    1 Response May 5, 2014

    I Am Lonely And Empty, I Can't Take This Anymore.

    I am so lonely. My empty and joyless life drags on and on and on... I don't have any friends. Nobody needs me. I'm worth nothing to nobody. I'm just an empty space of nothingness. Everything in my life is a lie. During the day I pretend to be happy, so that people around me...
    Starjacked Starjacked
    18-21, M
    3 Responses Sep 8, 2012

    The Endless Maze

    I am a seafaring nomad hiking the treacherous paths of this desert "oasis".  The light gleams upon the town and from a distance you are blinded by the promise of its light and warmth.  Suddenly as you near this promising pillar of hope it becomes a wave of...
    MisguidedAngel MisguidedAngel
    2 Responses Jul 6, 2008

    What Am I Doing With My Life?

    I don't know where to go next. I feel like I go through the same thing day after day. I'm never happy anymore and I can't put my finger on why. I feel so alone even though I have people I can talk to if I need it. My best friend and I haven't talked in about 6 days. He used to...
    Oneloveee69 Oneloveee69
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 20, 2013

    I'm 15 and turning 16 on august ,

    & will be on college next year. I'm so confused and don't know what course will I take and where will I study. I know what I wanted & what's my dream job, But I'm scared that if I tell my mom about it , she might reject it. And because of this , I don't know what to do in my...
    deleted deleted
    3 Responses Mar 30, 2014

    No One There

    i have no family i can talk to.  my brother and sister were abusive to me so i don't see them.  I have no friends where i live. my children only call when they need something. I just have my pets who try their best to comfort me.  my bosses get in snits all the...
    solitarysoul solitarysoul
    56-60, F
    10 Responses Jan 13, 2010

    Trying To Stay Faithful

    I feel like I don't connect to anyone. I have friends but they don't understand my problems. The majority think if I just do more, try harder, make it my goal please him, my problems will be solved and my marriage would be better. The rest of my friends and all my family I think...
    cryingintheshower cryingintheshower
    46-50, F
    Sep 15, 2013

    Heartbroken And Grieving...

    So my soulmate, or what i thought was my soulmate died in a hospital after a horrific road traffic accident. As i rush to his bed side it soon comes apparant that im not in fact his girlfriend but his 'bit on the side' as i find out he is still actively in a relationship with his...
    spt1 spt1
    Jun 17, 2012

    Lost My Ego

    its been long since i'v lost my ego... which was the only thing i had earned so far, and i could face any of the problems which my destiny could offer to me, but i was shattered one day by my own near ones, now what i have is life with the disease as they say.. travelled whole...
    futurefather futurefather
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Dec 8, 2010

    Wtf?!! What's Going On?

    I am not a crybaby. I am the opposite. All my life I have been told to "Don't cry" "Be a MAN" "Be tough". And now, I find myself lonely, though surrounded by family. Unable to voice my true feelings, having to deal with their frustrations and fears. When did I become a punching...
    AyamBud AyamBud
    Jan 21, 2013

    I Am Totally Lost (and Alone 12 Hours A Day)

    I am not actually totally alone- I have a wonderful husband and daughter. But I feel alone because I have no skills and thus I am the lowest rung for everyone to step on at work- and it hurts so much. I have a education but education no longer means anything anywhere anymore. Now...
    QuestionMarks QuestionMarks
    41-45, F
    3 Responses Sep 27, 2010

    My Back Is Against the Wall... I Am Stuck and Confused...

    ..Ready to FIGHT or FALL...or Slide down the WALL and loose it all...My Sanity that is. I have been in My own rut ,far too long,and I am now at the point where I feel that my thoughts and my actions are numb and blocked from ever regaining a sense of Who I am as a person,how...
    ajarofgin ajarofgin
    46-50, F
    3 Responses May 2, 2008

    Their was this guy who I really liked

    but he moved to Queensland, do I tried so hard to forget about him but the other day my mum said his name... His name that's all it took and now I can't stop thinking about him. What should I do?
    kerrilyn kerrilyn
    18-21, F
    Apr 1, 2014

    Spirit Is Willing But Body Betrays

    I have learned to hate my life. I have always been a very active person. Working 2 jobs, taking care of home, husband and children. Good spirits, love people pick tease, play and laugh all the time. I have been told be many people i have a witty personality. All that has changed...
    carold57 carold57
    56-60, F
    1 Response Apr 10, 2012

    and so I slink back to this place

    where it all started, I said I was done with EP and may still be. (to the extent of sharing) but something said I had to come back and put this down. things are broken, this hurt, the flaws have begin to show, but the worst part is I don't think that they are real. this so...
    LovingDead LovingDead
    26-30, M
    1 Response Aug 17, 2015

    Borderline Personality Disorder and Lonliness

    Just to keep it short...... I've had BPD all my life, but only had it recently diagnosed. I have loads of friends but for some reason I still feel alone. There is only one other person out there who makes me feel like I'm not alone and he's not gonna be around for...
    extreem extreem
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Nov 6, 2008

    Feeling Totally Lost and Alone

    I don't really know where to begin.  I'm here at this site for a reason.  Part of me wants to stop feeling the way I feel but part of me is comfortable with the status quo.  Change is hard.  It's easier to sit back and feel sorry for myself instead of doing...
    SomeoneOutThere SomeoneOutThere
    41-45, M
    18 Responses Jun 15, 2007

    I Have Been Where You Are :)

    Signed in tonight to see that almost all stories shared tonight are about people who are hurt, alone, sad, depressed and upset about something. I feel very upset at seeing this and remember how i used to feel 4 years ago when i was so alone i was also homeless and begging on the...
    Rocks08 Rocks08
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Dec 12, 2010

    What Have I Ever Done To Deserve This???

    Hi Everyone, this is my first message / experience share with you guys and I hope that someone can understand how I feel:I haven't had an easy life but my feeling crashed 2 days ago when I did the worst possible thing I could think of, I read my girlfriend's diary, I know this is...
    TheLostEmperor TheLostEmperor
    1 Response Mar 15, 2011
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