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I Am Toxic And Should Be Killed

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    This is the my last post. Today this afternooon cup who has been sexual abused to me found my new adress and came to my apartment and force me ,open door of my apartment,force...
    Theykillme Theykillme 31-35, F 1 hr ago

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    I've struggled with depression since I was 7 or 8. I handled it by pretending it wasn't happening and didn't talk about it. Honestly I don't think anyone knew when I was younger...
    transtastic transtastic 18-21, T 4 Responses Apr 19

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    I need to write this, I need to get this off my chest. This isn't me being a victim, this is me saying that my life has been extremely hard and still is sometimes because of my...
    KAlexxx KAlexxx 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 9

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    When someone (whom you would think of as being close to you, say, a trusted friend), repeatedly does one of the following things, you might want to consider that they’re...
    Injoy1767 Injoy1767 46-50, F 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    I Took a Life It's Saturday afternoon. It has been a long week. Last Saturday I told my wife I want a divorce. Yeah, it has been that long of a week. I'm laying on the couch, one...
    tkski tkski 41-45, M 5 days ago

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    I really don't know why I haven't killed myself yet. My life is **** and it isn't getting any better any time soon. I've made plans but I never go through with them. I just want to...
    TiredSoVeryTired TiredSoVeryTired 18-21, M 2 Responses Apr 1

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    Today, I got angry so I ran up to my room and jumped on to my bed and threw my shoes off, without noticing, i hit my incubator with chicken hatching eggs inside that were growing...
    lewis142015 lewis142015 22-25, M 2 days ago

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    I want to do it so bad, right now! Not just take you, but own you, and use you, destroy you-not your body but your mind, your soul. I want to shatter every confidence, every hope...
    JamieMostra JamieMostra 26-30, T 13 hrs ago

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    I've already gone through this at one point in my life, so I know not to go through it again. If you actively wish harm upon others, I'm not interested. If you're purposefully rude...
    RhinosaurusRex RhinosaurusRex 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 2

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    i got rid of my best friend just now. he's a jerk and a weirdo and i'm glad we're not friends anymore. i even blocked him on Facebook. so now i can relax more & find someone better...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Apr 3

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    And I need my stuff back. She's rude to my family, she blatantly insults me and, of course, my family, TO me and in front of me, she gets upset if I go longer than a day without...
    talkingjane talkingjane 18-21, F Apr 5

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    They are recognizable by manipulative, controlling, cunning, selfish and aggressive personality traits, especially when they have some sort of power over you that they abuse to...
    rockingentleman rockingentleman 26-30, M 3 Responses Apr 9

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    I don't think they will leave us alone. They are jealous for themselves and their mum! And the husbands enjoy their visit. I had a boyfriend with three grown up daughters of his...
    pnina pnina 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 13

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    I seem to have a couple actually. A few weeks ago I got rid of one but I've still got a few to filter out of my little group of friends. I might still talk to them but we won't be...
    Skuggington Skuggington 16-17, M Apr 14

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    So after 3 hours of text fighting with my 'soon to be ex' he finally agreed to move out AGAIN and this time for good by the end of May. I honestly don't know why I let him back in...
    thelionsden13 thelionsden13 41-45, F Apr 16

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    Need help with resources. Most resources are for children of narcissistic parents. I am a normal parent with narcissistic adult child who uses the grandkids against me.
    jaygee64 jaygee64 51-55 1 Response Apr 20

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    To put it bluntly….'I can't be arsed'!
    AutumnBliss AutumnBliss 46-50, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Everyday is a pain and I have to go through it alone. No one is there when I need them, but I have to be there for them. People say I can't do suicide, but they continue to...
    Unknown1047 Unknown1047 18-21, M 5 Responses Apr 1

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    like seriously I'm quite surprised
    thewolfwiththecollar thewolfwiththecollar 13-15, F Apr 1

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    i tried to kill myself this week but it didnt work. i feel like ive lost my will to live. im in love with someone who no longer loves me and moved on to someone else. the...
    niellyn niellyn 22-25 3 Responses Apr 4

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    Actually I've tried several times. Pills, suffocation, you name it. People have tried to kill me. Been held hostage, jumped, almost stabbed when I was 16, shot, etc etc. however! I...
    PartyGuy21 PartyGuy21 18-21, M 3 Responses Apr 5

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    In one month, I was in the hospital two times for an attempted suicide. I don't want to trigger others so I'll go into detail in private messaging only.
    koditrust koditrust 16-17, F 3 Responses Apr 5

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    ~shrugs~ I was just being stupid
    BrokenInnocence BrokenInnocence 13-15, F 4 Responses Apr 5

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    He was the best teacher you could imagine, he was my closest friend and my role model who helped me through rough times. I never knew couldn't even handle his own problems, it's...
    Skeletonhat Skeletonhat 13-15, F Apr 9

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    Here's the story: I was 5 years old and didn't have a clue how much food you're suppose to feed a group of fish. I had the container of fish food and poured a large amount of it in...
    gorgeusgirlSky3 gorgeusgirlSky3 13-15 Apr 10

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    he doesn't wanna talk to me no more and I don't wanna live that works out I'm a stupid girl who hurts everyone and no one likes me it's not fair to them if I live they deserve to...
    butterflybaby123 butterflybaby123 13-15 7 Responses Apr 11

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    Yep, and they are pretty much all about rape and suicide. I just love PTSD.....
    kingbrizo kingbrizo 18-21 Apr 11

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    There is a video that shows Osama being shot, how can he still be alive?
    Smurfberry24 Smurfberry24 13-15, F Apr 12

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    Crossing the street today... And I all I could think was, "do it, *****. Just fuking hit the gas."
    Foenix Foenix 36-40, M Apr 17

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    I feel empathetic for those left behind by suicide, I feel emphatic for being left behind by suicide, but I don't feel empathetic for those I'd leave behind if I committed suicide
    repeat36 repeat36 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 18

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    Sometimes I lay awake at night thinking if people would really even care. What if I just disappeared? Would anyone even look for me?
    Tsubaki16 Tsubaki16 16-17, F 3 Responses Apr 18

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    Early this morning I awoke in a sudden panic when I realized my baby chick was no longer in the blanket I had wrapped him up in last night. In a mere second I had realized, without...
    truthinwings truthinwings 18-21, F Apr 18

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    I have attempted suicide before. It's never honestly bothered me much if people fall to pieces or if they move on with their lives. I really don't care either way because I won't...
    Allforaview Allforaview 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 19

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    So this happened on this Friday (04.17.2015). I overdosed on sleeping pills and a few painkillers. I did it about 7.30am. I knew that my mom got out of work 12pm. I remember...
    effyjenkins effyjenkins 13-15, F 3 Responses Apr 19

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    This is something we would nevt say in front of our friends and family but we are all thinking it
    Fierrrrce Fierrrrce 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 19

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    Just curious, I won't kill myself :(
    OneWithTheSkies OneWithTheSkies 18-21, F 5 Responses Apr 19

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    I actually tried to kill myself when i was like 8 or 9. Idk. I hated my parents and decided i wanted to kill myself.
    Jackyy13 Jackyy13 13-15, F 4 Responses Apr 19

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    I was starring in our high school's production of High School Musical: The Musical. On the night of our second show I skipped out on going to the cast gathering at Steak and Shake...
    AntiDepressantInTheMaking AntiDepressantInTheMaking 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 19

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    If my parents would not of came to look for me I would of been dead, but they found me and rushed me to the hospital. :(
    DSHammonton DSHammonton 31-35, M 2 Responses Apr 19

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    I was about 12, hated my life, hated my mom. I told her that I was stressed, but she would say I couldn't be more stressed then her or she'd just ignore me. It was the ignoring...
    coveringwithsleevesandsmiles coveringwithsleevesandsmiles 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 19

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    My mother is on drugs living on the streets about to die...
    AshhIsRad AshhIsRad 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 19

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