Post
Hello - EP may be briefly unavailable shortly as we apply some critical server updates. Thanks for your patience!
Experience Project iOS Android Apps | Download EP for your Mobile Device

I Am Toxic And Should Be Killed

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 14 People

    I've met too many people who are what is commonly known as toxic, and they truly are twisted, they really messed with me..But I can honestly say, my life is clean of toxicity! I've...
    xbethx xbethx 16-17, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I've spent my whole life around people who are toxic. By toxic I don't just mean people who steal, hurt other people, or someone who has a bad attitude. I'm also talking about...
    saeteurn saeteurn 22-25, M 3 Responses 4 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I asked God to rid of all toxic people in my life and He heard my prayer. Last year, my so called best friend and I stopped talking. I did my best to bridge the gap, but the rift...
    krimsonlove krimsonlove 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 16

    Your Response

    Cancel
    If you get involved with someone that has a bad attitude, a critical spirit, a judgemental demeanor, and a knack for seeing the negative..Be prepared for all of that to eventually...
    sartur sartur 36-40, F 15 Responses 4 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Yeah !! My aunt just came to my room in search for the gun that her daughter was killed with.and it was me she got into my room saw the gun,as she tried to pick it up I jumped in...
    Sophiakhan1 Sophiakhan1 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 10

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Which is completely awesome, because I would so so so drop the soap like pfffftt..50 times( those lil buggers are slippery) I would majorly be bi-t-chified completely. I do not...
    OrchidsNuBlu OrchidsNuBlu 36-40, F 1 Response Jan 13

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I killed my classmate. I think I was 9 or 10. The whole thing was fuzzy, because i repressed it for years until i recently allowed myself to remember. I sitting at my desk...
    Igotbullied Igotbullied 22-25 4 Responses Jan 15

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Life is a lot better now that I have left my job. New management came in and felt they needed to revamp. We had a great team but slowly one by one, we all left. I was the last...
    organizedmadness organizedmadness 41-45, F 1 Response Dec 29, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I an the oldest of 5 children. Growing up I always felt I got the blame if my siblings did anything wrong,I am now in my 30s and it's still the same.. I have not spoken to my...
    scarlett26 scarlett26 31-35, F Jan 5

    Your Response

    Cancel
    "Avoid loud and aggressive people. They are vexatious to the spirit". Desiderata.
    picklebobble picklebobble 46-50, M Jan 13

    Your Response

    Cancel
    DRAMA people I just want put up with. If you bring DRAMA with you I let them go. Specially family. I can't stand people that just keep screwing up and come whinnying to me. Hey...
    jeankachew jeankachew 51-55, F 4 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Did chest and back, was about to pass out, shaking at the end, but a good workout, now i'll rest then do running/cardio, was happy it was snowing out, i just walked outside in a t...
    miketolike miketolike 18-21, M Jan 3

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I'm totally pissed off with my classmates!! >_< They think they already know me! They judge me and they laughed at me but I just can't express my emotions in front of everybody...
    KaitlynFeldman KaitlynFeldman 16-17, F 4 Responses Jan 5

    Your Response

    Cancel
    maybe if i suicide, i wouldn't have to deal with all the unfair **** in my life. I have no hope left to go on.
    caactas caactas 16-17, T 2 Responses Jan 5

    Your Response

    Cancel
    It was a few months ago in August, the day before school started and I sat in my room, my dad's pistol in my hand right up to my temple ready to shoot. Several times I wanted to...
    americankittyg6 americankittyg6 16-17, F 2 Responses Jan 6

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Welp I have been in this way of thinking for a looooong time. Humans are no good scum in this world. They are good for nothing, and do more harm than they do good. All they are...
    BMMitch BMMitch 18-21, M Jan 9

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Why cant ny heart just stop working thats easier
    WarriorPoet97 WarriorPoet97 16-17, F 3 Responses Jan 11

    Your Response

    Cancel
    ...myself, on the inside...
    Plainkyle Plainkyle 22-25, M Jan 11

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I wonder why I stay. I only have one thing keeping me here. I have nothing else, someone please save me from my own destruction.
    lovelydisgrace lovelydisgrace 16-17, F 5 Responses Jan 11

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Then I say to my self the world would be a darker place because I will not be there to save it.
    Deuz Deuz 18-21, M Jan 12

    Your Response

    Cancel
    This is true. I attempted about a month ago, and I think it's my mother that keeps me from acting upon my thoughts. My girlfriend recently left me, I lost my father to drug abuse...
    allilynnx allilynnx 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 12

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I've thought about this a lot. I keep saying I'll wait until my sister graduates high school, but I may be able to work around that if need be. I've talked with my family about my...
    PuckDrop PuckDrop 18-21, M 4 Responses Jan 13

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Why nothing feels funny anymore?...Why everything i do feels like a waste of time?...Why people look way more happy when i'm not around?....Why should i seek help? i wasted...
    anderlr anderlr 13-15, M 2 Responses Jan 13

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I was trying to download a file. My PC itself, not a antivirus security software, said 'This type of file can harm your computer. Do you want to keep file anyway'....damn....I...
    Levi1 Levi1 13-15, M 1 Response Jan 17

    Your Response

    Cancel
    And oh god I felt the pain. It was horrible
    MacabreCannibal MacabreCannibal 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 17

    Your Response

    Cancel
    i told my friend goodbye and basically told her i was going to kill myself. She got worried and told my dad. So my dad came to my moms house to pick me up to take me to his house...
    Thatrandompersonme1 Thatrandompersonme1 16-17, M 3 Responses Jan 18

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I was 17 and I had been dealing with depression and suicidal thoughts for about 5 years. That morning I woke up next to my best friend and on the way home from dropping her off I...
    unrequitedlove99 unrequitedlove99 18-21, F 2 Responses a week ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I feel realyyyyy awful for my fault ,my parrot fall into water while his sleeping time then he became so tired, I NEVER felt worse &when he was tired I couldn't do any thing to...
    yoyo526 yoyo526 16-17, F 6 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Last night i had a dream that i kept trying to kill myself. people kept saving me thinking it was a accident. it was like they were completely unaware i was trying to kill myself.
    bw32 bw32 31-35, M 4 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    i was 14, only had one friend at the time(he was an interent friend) he thought i lied to him and blocked me facebook.(the only way we talked) i went a little crazy, the last...
    andylovesyou23 andylovesyou23 13-15, M 3 Responses 3 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I have only been in online relationships (relationships that began online) for about 10 years. I get attached fast. I'm trusting. I'm passive. I all but expect guys to read my mind...
    DarkwingGoslyn DarkwingGoslyn 31-35 1 Response 2 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I was recently cheated on. my boyfriend is my best friend, we went to a bar here in town and i caught him looking at his ex, later he tried making small talk with her. when we left...
    Smileprettygirl13 Smileprettygirl13 18-21, F 95 Responses 2 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    If you do then you are sick and wrong and should be locked up. Think if someone hunter came after you. You wouldn't like wouldn't you? That's how animals feel. We should safe...
    Wolfy14 Wolfy14 13-15, F 2 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Yep.... I almost took 10 sleeping pills, it was January 1st I was crying really hard and not feeling well at all... But ever since then I've been happy
    AuEnEl71301 AuEnEl71301 13-15, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    So much worrying and suffering. I just wanted to end it all.
    mynameispaul23 mynameispaul23 18-21, M 1 Response 2 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I was out walking my little Jack Russell on Saturday night and I slipped on black ice and I when back up and realized I had crushed her - I weigh 275 lbs. I can't get the images...
    jpd2 jpd2 56-60, M 1 Response 1 day ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I figure I should post some information on phones here, since it's nearly impossible to be a member of society without one. May as well make it as green as possible. First, it's...
    Unbeholden Unbeholden 18-21, M 1 Response 14 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    My siblings and I have recently all moved out of home. My mother has always been strangely possessive since young. She would restrict our variety of food intake, not allow us to...
    losthopesandfallendreams losthopesandfallendreams 22-25 6 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    IS GOD CRUEL Atheists who claim God is cruel have a large burden of proof. They are not merely claiming to know about the actions of God; they are also claiming to sufficiently...
    jburns1947 jburns1947 61-65, F 3 Responses 9 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    My childhood friend, Cyrus. He was found dead by police less than a week ago. He killed himself after he killed a man, and shot another several times. The news claims that he was...
    smokebombtom smokebombtom 18-21, M 1 Response 3 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    ZIAUDDIN SARDAR Wednesday 21 January 2015 Islamic history is full of free thinkers - but recent attempts to suppress critical thought are verging on the absurd The West's best hope...
    sogdianrock sogdianrock 51-55, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    oh what a nuisance was Wee Willy Wilde, he'd been devil's spawn since barely a child. most everyone hated him, then they debated him. maybe Wee Willy had best be exiled. nobody...
    paulie138 paulie138 66-70, M 18 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    this maybe crazy but one of the true crime books that really messed with my head was called "Life with Billy". He was definitely a sick sadistic piece of ****. I have to say when...
    bellaboo68 bellaboo68 36-40, F 17 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    [x] Smoked A Cigarette [] Smoked A Cigar [x] Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex [x] Are / Been In Love [x] Dumped someone [x] Been Fired [x] Been In A Fist Fight [x] Had A...
    ZoAnnBow ZoAnnBow 16-17, F 16 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Ajax-Classical Mythology. a Greek hero in the Trojan War who rescued the body of Achilles and killed himself out of jealousy when Odysseus was awarded the armor of Achilles. Amanda...
    AjaxJaxson AjaxJaxson 13-15, F 9 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel