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I Am Toxic And Should Be Killed

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    I think about it a lot but one day after coming out and losing everything I tired it! I swallowed a bottle of pills and went for a walk! I remember getting dizzy and sitting down...
    glendon21 glendon21 18-21, T 13 hrs ago

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    They suck everything outbid you plain and simple
    SassyBabe39 SassyBabe39 41-45, F 2 Responses 16 hrs ago

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    I always wonder if I killed myself will people care about me cuz right now it seem like no one cares about me only my best friend that care and I tried to kill myself so many time...
    lookket lookket 18-21, F 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    nope. no. nunca. --- and you can tell.
    spinsterC spinsterC 41-45, F 1 day ago

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    i have killed 2 peepsi cleared a room and have seen brains and the open body of a subject lol but i liked it
    cpltew cpltew 31-35 1 day ago

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    I wonder how my mom would feel if I killed myself. I think she would be sad but would be able to move with life easily. I think I would be mourned for a short time and then...
    Fuckmerite Fuckmerite 16-17, M 1 day ago

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    No matter what they say, the story underneath it never changes.
    SilverSearching SilverSearching 31-35, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Whenever I think about this, I start to cry...
    LittleMidnight LittleMidnight 18-21 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Nobody listens to me anyway...
    Fernblaze101 Fernblaze101 13-15 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I've just spent time catching up with an ep gf on skype and we were discussing the in's and out's of a ducks arsehole on life and the like as per usual.. so it comes up about...
    Littlemisssomebody Littlemisssomebody 31-35, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I am so close to removing my very own sister from my life... from an outside perspective this might seem very harsh... but no one has any idea the pain she has put me and my family...
    cupcakes1995 cupcakes1995 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Nobody really understands why a young girl wants nothing to do with her own mother, but it had to be done. 18 years of nonstop verbal, mental, and physical abuse had to end. I left...
    Emma1ee Emma1ee 18-21, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Never wanted to do it, never enjoyed it, always tried to avoid it. First few times it really bothered me until after a while I realized that this what people do and this is the...
    jbm67 jbm67 22-25, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I find it hard to admit this. I truly don't understand how it can be. I try to give my heart and feed the desires of people who I care about, but eventually the dark cloud begins...
    LbQueen961 LbQueen961 46-50, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Most people are toxic from time to time.
    poetry69 poetry69 51-55, F 6 days ago

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    When I was 13 I stole a vehicle from my teacher. (economics) During the commission of this crime I shot the teacher in the face and killed him. I am now 44 years old. He is right...
    Jerkkotze777 Jerkkotze777 41-45, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    My Revenge(Failed Murder Plot)-While I kept my ears strained for the sounds of running water,behind the door of master bedroom's attached bath,my clumsy 11 year old hands tried to...
    SoullessEyes SoullessEyes 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I've had ferrets for a few years, older ones adopted from a shelter. I had always wanted ferrets, and was in love with them immediately. They fit great into my life and home...
    Rinzilla Rinzilla 26-30, F 6 days ago

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    Though POS is making some days really unbearable, I can almost smell the end now - 6 weeks. What's even better is that she has decided to work 7 days a week between now and then...
    koh72 koh72 41-45, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I hid a goodbye letter and my favorite sexy underwear underneath his pillow after we had rough hard sex... No regrets. Atleast he got a remembrance. My only way of moving on. I...
    22Nm 22Nm 22-25, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Still AM to an extent.. .
    cashetty69 cashetty69 51-55, M 1 Response a week ago

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    Hi you guys. I'm sure people would care a lot more than you think they would. My boyfriend committed suicide and so did my brother and I miss them like crazy! It's a tough world...
    BunheadSalamander BunheadSalamander 16-17, F Aug 21

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    Sitting here asking myself how I could not see this in the beginning, but it was right there plain as the nose on my face. I just choose to pretend it wasn't there. I mean how long...
    mm104127 mm104127 41-45, M Aug 20

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    I have the worst relationship ever. He steals he lies, if I want him to treat me like he loves me, I'm supposed to ask and beg for it. We never talk. We're never happy, and he...
    ShekenahRising ShekenahRising 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 20

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    yah, which one??? I removed mass numbers of toxic ppl
    StreetgirlnamedDesire504 StreetgirlnamedDesire504 36-40 Aug 18

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    Has anyone else had to remove their dad from their life? I made the decision to at 18 after a childhood of trauma and I'm 24 now. I don't regret my decision but in cutting him off...
    fourleaf10 fourleaf10 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 18

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    So happy hez out of my life... Depressed the hell out of me... When ironically... I got him out of depression... Before we Started going out...
    ThatPrettyGirl ThatPrettyGirl 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 16

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    my best frd for 16 years and thx god that i did
    lebanongirl lebanongirl 22-25 Aug 16

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    It was swamp man. ..........
    Workingclassman Workingclassman 31-35, M 1 Response Aug 16

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    Actually, I have removed many toxic people from my life. Some were relatives.
    LadyLouisiana LadyLouisiana 56-60, F 9 Responses Aug 16

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    Once a cheater, right? This is a long story. I met this person, Idk let's call him John, two years ago at a bar, back when we were both basically drunks. We got to talking and I...
    XlizrocksY XlizrocksY 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 16

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    She brought me down and changed my perspective and it took me a while until i couldn't believe the things i was saying or doing...i was told the my culture and heritage defines me...
    JordanO198 JordanO198 16-17, M 1 Response Aug 16

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    Congrats to us all, for protecting ourselves just a little bit more..
    wrestlingwithhope wrestlingwithhope 41-45, M Aug 15

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    I thought he loved me too but he was just using me.....I'm better off now and having way more fun...girls don't let anyone tie you down!!!
    DTFgurl DTFgurl 22-25, F 4 Responses Aug 15

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    I wonder if they would be surprised? or if they would say something like, "it's about time"???
    StreetgirlnamedDesire504 StreetgirlnamedDesire504 36-40 1 Response Aug 15

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    Anger is not something to be ashamed of. Anger is a natural response to injustice and can help break the cycle of abuse. Anger is a crucial part of recovery. Two weeks ago on 7/31...
    wowodeals wowodeals 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 15

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    I know there'd be a Fiesta in my neighborhood and Qawali Night would be every night! They're Like: Woo-Hoo! Ding-Dong the Wicked Witch is Dead! DING DONG THE WICKED WITCH THE...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 14

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    NOT that I am suicidal....
    cashetty69 cashetty69 51-55, M Aug 13

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    I feel like one of the things that is so vastly wrong about society is the expectation that we keep a public face on instead of expressing what we are truly thinking or feeling. I...
    Mossonarock Mossonarock 41-45, M Aug 13

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    I sometimes may seem calm but inside of my mind i just thrown you off of a mountain.
    RVFreeze RVFreeze 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 13

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