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I Am Toxic And Should Be Killed

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    I am a college student and have been exposed to a lot of bad influences, I've met and hung around with these people and only live now to regret it. Luckily I had the mentality to...
    Life1sinteresting Life1sinteresting 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 18

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    I will only surround myself with genuine people. I want positive influences and role models, especially for my son. I don't care if you ***** and gossip about me. I'm not a...
    GroundedButterfly81 GroundedButterfly81 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 18

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    I'm toxic, poison, not good for the people around me. Anyone who gets close to me gets hurt . I am bad for you.
    alexahatesyou alexahatesyou 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 18

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    Ya I've killed....with my good looks!!! Ooo seriously why do they have this category if someone really did kill someone wouldn't they be in jail or if it was they line of duty like...
    kendralyn kendralyn 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 30

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    Sunday march 16 2014 5:15 pm: I woke up yesterday at five in the morning with my bird crushed under me. I tried my best to make Montey happy and that meant sleeping with him for a...
    miran13 miran13 13-15 2 Responses Mar 16

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    This is my story. I took a class, 'How to use the whole animal' Which went from taking two live animals, goats, from being alive, to becoming, clothes, string, water containers...
    chimbie88 chimbie88 31-35, M 1 Response Mar 16

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    This is LeVantae. He was born on January 15th, 1997 and died on September 11th, 2001. it was a tragic day, one of the worst ive ever lived. because on that fateful day, i lost...
    RizwanKureshi RizwanKureshi 70+ 2 Responses Mar 21

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    Rowan. I can't believe I was so terrible to him. I still remember the day. I came to school and was supposed to tell him that there is a laast minute practice after school. I kept...
    LandonS LandonS 16-17, M Mar 26

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    I had been wanted a pomeranian puppy for years but only recently got into the position where I could get one. I searched for the right pomeranian for months and one day I found her...
    Morganann345 Morganann345 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 28

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    I stepped on it and then mushed it.
    MajorDeal MajorDeal 22-25 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    I didnt know how to say it when a relationship or friendship got into a point when i became a doormatt. They would snap at me, saying they did everything right and i was the bad...
    gerlisu gerlisu 26-30 1 Response Mar 25

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    How can I explain to you the picture of this avenue? The rain falls on the street outside my window on this Tuesday afternoon. I sit alone inside these same four walls I've lived...
    noblenomad28 noblenomad28 18-21, M Mar 28

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    They are one of my favorite bands. And they have a lot of meaningful lyrics.
    totallynotalunatic totallynotalunatic 16-17, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I feel like more people should have experienced this.
    LadyMerida LadyMerida 16-17, F Mar 17

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    I wonder. All the time. "How would SHE react?" "What about HIM?" "Hm, would that person even care?" "Would she even notice?" I seem to find myself scanning my classrooms wondering...
    yourguardianangel9613 yourguardianangel9613 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 17

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    I was washing and drying my comforter, and I had put it in the dryer, grabbed some dryer sheets and put them in, and shut the door and set it to "extra heavy". While it was going I...
    stephaniepegg stephaniepegg 18-21, F 7 Responses Mar 19

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    3 times. I have out a knife on my chest ready to fall over. But I caught my fall. I had a line of pills in front of me. I started to take some, but stopped in the middle of it...
    jamesradcock jamesradcock 18-21, M Mar 20

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    Yet... but the time may be coming soon.
    yulico yulico 13-15, F 6 Responses Mar 21

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    I'm totally fed up right now. I don't have anyone. My only friend hates me for no reason. I am sick of everything. I'm constantly bullied, I get called ugly and fat and stupid all...
    breannainreverse breannainreverse 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 22

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    That's funny....Going thru with big D now and I hate my wife. She gives no ground at all.. She demanded the kids I freaked and they want to be with her.. She demanded we sell...
    johny1222 johny1222 41-45 Mar 23

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    I Can't take this feeling, lately it's very strong. I look around, I see the reasons to live for but at the same time I don't want to live. Everything annoys, inside there's pain...
    Demeterdreaming Demeterdreaming 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 25

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    Yep........it was my job to off him how 8 grand. Money is money
    TrustMeBitch TrustMeBitch 13-15, F 4 Responses Mar 26

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    Six months ago I overdosed. My mom works late everyday, and she's home at 5-6 o'clock in the afternoon. My mom never checks on me in the morning, so she didn't see that i was...
    NinjaRose NinjaRose 13-15, F 5 Responses Mar 26

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    I so wish some of my past attempts were successful although I have a lot in life I still think bout it a lot. I have to much now to do anything so now I'm stuck alive. I love life...
    Abb50 Abb50 18-21, F Apr 3

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    It's been a little more than 3 weeks since my puppy died. I still think of her all day everyday. I miss her more than anything and i still haven't come to terms with what happened...
    Morganann345 Morganann345 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 4

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    I felt the world closing in, starting in my veins, my hands were shaking and I was losing all sense of peace within myself. I was talking to this girl I love to death, and the one...
    EmptyAgain EmptyAgain 16-17, F Apr 5

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    I feel like this category is for superheroes and super villains. (No offense)
    Haybaybee Haybaybee 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 8

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    I am pathetic. My emotions are consuming me. I just wanted to end it. Yet, the unsteady hand of the blade could not cut. As hard as i tried to move it closer to my pale flesh, the...
    NotTheOnlyOne23 NotTheOnlyOne23 16-17, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    All I wanted was to miss a day off school...
    MrIndeedNL MrIndeedNL 13-15, M 4 days ago

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    It was an unusual day and I remember feeling a bit off and anxious ( I thought it was about christmas shopping). I was at work - as a nanny- and my boyfriend came over, to comfort...
    katherinesophia katherinesophia 31-35, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I was broken, I was lost, I was bleeding. coulda died. I was down. everything was wrong. I'm not sure if anything is worth it anymore. the it thing keeping me alive is a goal I...
    madybreen madybreen 13-15, F 1 day ago

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    Here is a very sad story. I have bipolar. I am allergic to all bipolar medications and they cause me to have an adverse reactions. Lithium caused me to act insane and created...
    ruanbe ruanbe 18-21 Apr 5

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    (Not mine) Found this and thought I'd share. Dear Teenagers, It's really easy to know the person you're associating with, you don't need them to confirm their goodness, or tell...
    CastDownChloe CastDownChloe 22-25, F 10 hrs ago

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    So I left Australia a while ago. Life has been truly great since then. Sometimes it feels like a much needed detox session to get all the nastiness of the "Australian culture" out...
    Lefttheshithole Lefttheshithole 31-35, F 5 Responses Mar 18

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    The day I met her, she kissed my statue which my husband made for me, my heart sank, and I knew, she was from my past. I loved her instantly, of cause she broke my heart, she...
    wowman1011 wowman1011 36-40 2 days ago

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    Being With The Wrong Person... Most people can relate to over-staying in a relationship with a partner who was not right for them, who displayed major red flags, or treated them...
    sciguy18 sciguy18 51-55, M 4 Responses Apr 7

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    Where to begin. All I can say is although I have moved out of my fathers toxic home, I am still very nervous as I write this. I can literally feel the anxiety building up. Ok...
    rrrrandom rrrrandom 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 24

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    I'm a former/medically seperated Marine I was injured before I was to deploy to Iraq I had to have surgery for my injury but while I was on leave my best friend who it was suppose...
    Devildad99 Devildad99 26-30, M 2 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    Darkness at the break of noon Shadows even the silver spoon The handmade blade, the child’s balloon Eclipses both the sun and moon To understand you know too soon There is no...
    tacitlygarrulous tacitlygarrulous 70+, M 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    Layne Staley fronting Alice in Chains. Went to see them out of curiosity. They absolutely kicked ***. I thought Layne was just the ultimate dark, tormented rock star. It was the...
    frankiegee frankiegee 46-50, M 8 hrs ago

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    My Life Of Drug Addiction By: An Addict named brad In the beginning, I shot myself in the head. Three times. With a nail gun. As I remember, it didn’t really hurt all that...
    sober4life sober4life 41-45, M 4 hrs ago

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    I've been clean for a moth, but then I killed them all. Now I can't stop, I'm addicted to cutting again. Failure.
    Iamscaredtodream Iamscaredtodream 16-17, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    I'm happily married and I recently visited my husband in Dubai. I was so happy spending my days with him and everything between us was fine until I met this stranger in the plane...
    Gypsyinlove Gypsyinlove 26-30, F 1 hr ago

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    Today it hurts!! :( thanks to a friend on EP I'm keeping myself in check but I haven't cried in a long time and I did today ... Aaahh He said one day you will be just a distant...
    circlesnomore circlesnomore 31-35, F 1 Response 42 mins ago

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    Adrenal Fatigue, Hypothyroidism, Heavy metal toxins, elevated melatonin, low vitamin D, food intolerances Its best to start from the beginning, so here goes….I have been a...
    AnxietySoldier AnxietySoldier 36-40, M 1 Response Mar 24

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    I think I'm too old to realize that these negative people are toxic to positive people and things. I dealt with my partner's family for years. I never knew why I felt bad vibes...
    AprilBurden23 AprilBurden23 18-21, F Mar 30

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    Let's start with removing some grime.... Remove David Koch from the Board of Trustees or the Science Visiting Council for WGBH, a PBS affiliate whose mission is “fostering an...
    DreamWizard DreamWizard 41-45, F Apr 3

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    OK. I've had it with you uneducated bogans who believe that you are the be all and end all of existence. I'm devoting an entire rant against you. Before any of you start telling me...
    fuckbogans fuckbogans 22-25, M 3 Responses Apr 6

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    I was with my daughters father for 5 years it started off so nice like all relationships do loving or so i thought, it took me about a year or so to really figure out i was being...
    msrose22 msrose22 22-25, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    23 Painfully True Lessons You Learn By Age 23: 1. You are not your failures or rejections. You are not the boy who couldn’t love you, the job you couldn’t get, the school who...
    nealbrute nealbrute 22-25, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    As I said, I will post the MB terrorist attacks, and here is another one. Hope blind people will finally see the terrorism being committed in Egypt and realise who the army is...
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 21

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