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I Am Toxic And Should Be Killed

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    All my dad's family are toxic. I am not sure why but in the end it only makes me sad that they live like this. It's all they know, to be filled with such limited experiences and...
    wingeyes wingeyes 31-35, F 1 Response May 5

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    I am in love still with an ex boyfriend. We were together for 3 years and broken up for a year. I love him to death but there is one thing that is toxic to me and that is his " ego...
    smiles212 smiles212 31-35, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    When someone (whom you would think of as being close to you, say, a trusted friend), repeatedly does one of the following things, you might want to consider that they’re...
    Injoy1767 Injoy1767 46-50, F 4 Responses Apr 22

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    I use to be sad, angry, uptight, but then I realized that toxic people where pulling me down. I can love them from a distance. My job is to save the world one person at a time, and...
    thastonechick thastonechick 36-40, F 1 Response May 7

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    I have to leave behind my "family" and "friends". Being is such a small town, they will make u feel as though you are better than everybody else for stuff people do everyday. Small...
    bigdreamssmalltown bigdreamssmalltown 31-35, F 4 days ago

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    I rather be alone than being with toxic people.
    Shansai84 Shansai84 26-30, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I Took a Life It's Saturday afternoon. It has been a long week. Last Saturday I told my wife I want a divorce. Yeah, it has been that long of a week. I'm laying on the couch, one...
    tkski tkski 41-45, M 1 Response Apr 23

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    It's weird. I think I am bordering between sanity and insanity. But I still keep myself sane. Or maybe I can see how I was killed in my past lives. I usually feel a gun on my head...
    PrInCeSsLiLo PrInCeSsLiLo 31-35, F 1 Response May 4

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    Today, I got angry so I ran up to my room and jumped on to my bed and threw my shoes off, without noticing, i hit my incubator with chicken hatching eggs inside that were growing...
    lewis142015 lewis142015 22-25, M Apr 26

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    This is the my last post. Today this afternooon cup who has been sexual abused to me found my new adress and came to my apartment and force me ,open door of my apartment,force...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 28

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    Once I almost killed myself on PURPOSE because I was so mad. At my parents (obviously) They took away my laptop and iPad because they didn't want me "staying up all night." I...
    ChocolateGirl04 ChocolateGirl04 13-15, F 3 Responses May 3

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    I decided to breed my conures, and being their first time, was very excited. I did everything in my power to make sure the hen had enough calcium, even went out of my way to get a...
    sakasandora sakasandora 18-21, F May 10

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    To put it bluntly….'I can't be arsed'!
    AutumnBliss AutumnBliss 46-50, F 1 Response Apr 25

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    I shut off my sons cell phone for being disrespectful to me and lying to his father and disappearing for 4 hours with his homewrecker-in-training. A couple days later I find out...
    taintedvixen taintedvixen 31-35, F 1 Response May 10

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    I always seem to find people that use me. I'm a good listener and I draw people that need listening ears. The sad fact is that those people are commonly very selfish and have no...
    MelMel68 MelMel68 31-35, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I hate everyone of my family members. I hate my father for he is self centered , dominating, abusive, manipulative and cunning. I hate my mother for she is illiterate, shallow...
    ithinkithink ithinkithink 26-30, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I really must.......but its when they inSINUATE ( put themselves INTO my life > withOUT any desire on my part that they be there ) that makes it really hard ( I got a HUGE dose of...
    cashetty69 cashetty69 51-55, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I've learned my lesson, but my only problem is that I see the good in everyone more than the bad side.
    SymphonyChild SymphonyChild 13-15, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    That is so true. In real life and online. I have a very short fuse when it comes to downing me, calling me names, or anything just to make your point. I will block you if you do...
    RealmRunner RealmRunner 22-25, F 2 days ago

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    Sooo good to feel that sore at my back, abs and knees! Felt great walking out from gym. Time was well spent. Love that sweat dripping..:)
    Elleshore81 Elleshore81 31-35, F Apr 23

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    My birth mom left me to die when I was a week old in a trash can . Long story short she came back into my life, my god mom told me not to trust her , my mom took me and after I...
    BabyBoyHatfield BabyBoyHatfield 18-21, M 2 Responses Apr 24

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    And I hope I never will! I believe strongly in no murder! A saying "one kill, devil drill." Lmao worst fail saying ever comment and heart if you support me!!!
    atfenix atfenix 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 27

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    I want to do it so bad, right now! Not just take you, but own you, and use you, destroy you-not your body but your mind, your soul. I want to shatter every confidence, every hope...
    JamieMostra JamieMostra 26-30, T Apr 28

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    I was done being told that I didn't know who I was. I was not accepted and my beliefs were attacked with false proof. I got criticized for my work before it was completed and have...
    decimatedxdreams decimatedxdreams 18-21, F 1 Response May 7

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    stabbing some one from behind and it comes out of their mouth so weird (I'm in Afghanistan and there was a rape rally)
    AlphaGrey AlphaGrey 22-25, M 1 Response May 11

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    Went to the hospital after for severe anxiety and depression. Talked to psychiatrists daily. It helped for a bit. But that was three months ago. And now I'm back at square one.
    Snowhiver Snowhiver 16-17, F May 13

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    Well after everything that's been going on I tried again took a lot of pills and just wanted to be done. don't ever open your heart up all you do is get hurt and crushed in the end...
    kmccrady12653 kmccrady12653 22-25, F 1 Response May 13

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    Not on purpose. When I was twelve I went to a Halloween party at my friend's house, and his older brother bought us all beer. I gave myself alcohol poisoning and spent almost two...
    TGBman TGBman 22-25, M May 13

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    I remember it was late at night and it was raining hard, the moon was really bright and full. I love the rain and the moon so it felt right. I had been depressed for months non...
    EmmaOnAcid EmmaOnAcid 18-21, F 1 Response May 13

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    Well.... First one of many! You may hide and run .... But we will find you!
    breathingeasy breathingeasy 41-45, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    i tried wristcutt but someone pull scissors at my hand. 8 suture. but i think the person who pull the siccors was not know what i am trying. because she is a annoying person and i...
    kara1kara kara1kara 22-25, F 3 days ago

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    by the FBI whooooooooo...
    Thought1 Thought1 22-25 2 days ago

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    I look very calm but in reality I am very violent :)
    Sesshomaru031 Sesshomaru031 16-17, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    to be honest i use to be the person who squashed insects but since i learnt a life is life no matter how small i stopped i am really fascinated when ever i look at ants hard...
    Mdesires Mdesires 18-21, M 2 hrs ago

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    I’ve always put so much of my anger onto my dad and how he treated me, but sometimes I think that is misplaced. First, I don’t have a pity party for myself most of the time...
    EverlyAnn EverlyAnn 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 27

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    I accidentally killed my Sweet Macaw . His name was Cuckoo and I raised him from a baby he was just about 20 years old. I loved him dearly my heart is broken and I don't know if I...
    mcm2015 mcm2015 51-55, F 6 Responses Apr 22

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    I always feel connected, I even know where he is. But he is so toxic I can't be with him anymore. Because of him I will never let anyone get as close as him. I don't want to give...
    antoinette74 antoinette74 31-35 May 5

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    My mother was exactly 40 years old. The police found her naked and lying in a puddle of vomit. She had suffered from mental illness her whole life. Right before she killed herself...
    ChelseaCupp25 ChelseaCupp25 26-30, F 1 Response May 12

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    Sometimes it's hard for me to arrange the entangled mess of emotions and thoughts that reside in the restless spaces of my mind into coherent words. It feels like an internal...
    ArcticNorah ArcticNorah 16-17, F 2 days ago

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    Dear ladies, For those of you trying to maintain NC, I feel for you. My heart breaks for those of you who are hurting. Although I am not in this situation right now, I did go...
    MadameMirage MadameMirage 36-40, F 3 Responses Apr 24

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    The biggest waste product in my home was clothes. Manufacture of cotton consumes more than half the world's use of toxic pesticides and depletes huge areas of land. Production of...
    pinetreeguy pinetreeguy 66-70, M 3 Responses May 11

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