I Am Toxic And Should Be Killed

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 16 People

    I do not do drugs or alcohol.I don't and won't put up with the drama that comes with it. I seen it destroy a family 1st hand and I lost love ones to overdoses. Life is too short to...
    Tigerrascal Tigerrascal
    51-55, F
    Apr 21
    obe been with my now ex for only five month's if that. he from the start was very nean and controlling abusive and selfish. i knew what i was getting myself into and blame no one...
    jesslove5553 jesslove5553
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Apr 21
    Does anyone else have a so called "christian" mother in law who hates you because you're a different christian religion than her? My MIL is the most controlling, manipulative...
    jillie36 jillie36
    36-40, F
    1 Response Apr 19
    I'm gonna really miss ep. It’s helped me a lot and I wouldn’t have transformed into who I am today if I hadn’t found this site. I was in a toxic, emotionally abusive...
    tarara0414 tarara0414
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 19
    I'm finally cutting off toxic relationships from my life. Chip chop .. One by one they fall..
    EscapingUrLies EscapingUrLies
    31-35, F
    1 Response Apr 18
    fake people always say i hate fake,posers. and today i kicked toxic people out of my life i despise them they only need me when i'm fine and smile i'm not your property i don't...
    genjiipiexx genjiipiexx
    31-35, F
    4 Responses Apr 18
    It was just today... Sunday, April 17, 2016. I was texting her and I tried. I tried so hard to stop her... But. I'm scared. And I'm not sure if she did it but I think she did. In...
    IiOneInAMillioniI IiOneInAMillioniI
    13-15, F
    1 Response Apr 17
    When I was 22 I was serving in a very small town in Afghanistan on an aid mission, we were told to distribute medical supplies to local doctors and nurses, (because of a supposed...
    USMC1990 USMC1990
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Apr 17
    I will do anything to protect myself from anyone or anything who has brought me pain. Would be idiotic to get burned more than once by the same toxic people. Judging me or my...
    EscapingUrLies EscapingUrLies
    31-35, F
    Apr 17
    so my issue with my in law is that she's judgy and two faced... there are many reasons why I can't stand her at all...verbal abuse, emotional abuse and what's worse is she uses...
    SystemK SystemK
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 17
    i can't type 100 but i will try some i'm having groomy sunday morning my breakfast helps to start my day but i wanna pass out and need to sleep 10 hours(basically 6 or less) we...
    genjiipiexx genjiipiexx
    31-35, F
    Apr 16
    I wish I had the courage to kill myself.
    sweettlc sweettlc
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Apr 16
    When I was dating my very first girlfriend I was mesmerized by how attractive she was to me. I spent plenty of time contacting her, even when she didn't care to be contacted and I...
    niceguycursed niceguycursed
    31-35, M
    1 Response Apr 15
    Going Toxic
    savoy2 savoy2
    46-50, M
    Apr 14
    My life was just starting to get back together but the bullies go and do the unthinkable they killed my little brother he was 6 he was all I had left they beat him senseless and...
    myers79145678 myers79145678
    16-17, M
    2 Responses Apr 13
    Stepping into a cloud My girlfriend had some of her smoking friends over for lunch. I arrived about 15 minutes before they left. Our home was filled with a haze of grey tobacco...
    MedicMaster MedicMaster
    22-25, M
    Apr 13
    -Life In Transition: A Compilation of Memories-I was born biologically male, but over the course of my life, have realized that my mind and soul on the inside feels female. Women...
    KayleeBehrens KayleeBehrens
    18-21, T
    Apr 13
    I am not an aware person and I work real hard at it. Considering the environment in which I am surrounded in, there ismuch to say and see that can likely get you caught up or hurt...
    Sharime Sharime
    41-45, F
    Apr 13
    The Peterson Group hopes to boost public awareness about counterfeit drugs through this article. Expect to see substantial information related to counterfeits and other essential...
    thiag0131984 thiag0131984
    31-35, M
    Apr 13
    I recently broke up for probably the hundredth time with my boyfriend.We were in relationship for nearly six years. I want help in actually understanding what is actually going on...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Apr 12
    I just killed a fly intentionally because I'd accidentally smushed it a bit trying to get it out of my face, and I thought it'd be more merciful to bring upon a quick and easy...
    Letmebee Letmebee
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Apr 12
    It's time to let go of the toxic elements in my life. Farewell to my phone, the boy and the junk food.
    bawstenbrewin bawstenbrewin
    18-21, F
    Apr 11
    I have a twin flame who is on the other side. We were married 42 years. I never knew he was my twin flame. He confirmed it during a reading with a Psychic. We had a past life...
    Vincinzia Vincinzia
    66-70, F
    Apr 11
    I'm speaking about Aillin Wuornos(a serial killer) in this video. If you have little time,please watch this video. Thank you. https://youtu.be/58v4gZ0Fd4w She got excution and...
    genjiipiexx genjiipiexx
    31-35, F
    Apr 11
    I'm speaking about Aillin Wuornos(a serial killer) in this video. If you have little time,please watch this video. Thank you. https://youtu.be/58v4gZ0Fd4w She got excution and...
    genjiipiexx genjiipiexx
    31-35, F
    Apr 11
    I'm speaking about Aillin Wuornos(a serial killer) in this video. If you have little time,please watch this video. Thank you. https://youtu.be/58v4gZ0Fd4w She got excution and...
    genjiipiexx genjiipiexx
    31-35, F
    Apr 11
    A Nebraskan Farm Story Hillary Clinton and her driver were cruising home along a country road one evening when an old cow loomed in front of the car.The driver tried to avoid it...
    Rusham Rusham
    66-70, M
    3 Responses Apr 10
    WARNING: possible spoilers below. If you didn't watch the season finale of TWD, then continue at your own risk. The Internet is buzzing with the "who shot J.R." Style cop out that...
    CloseButNoGuitar CloseButNoGuitar
    26-30, M
    4 Responses Apr 10
    I can't stand that smell of pee, urin, your whole body start letting your urine thru your pores because your body going thru trauma of all the poison and toxic maybe if all the...
    hunlove hunlove
    36-40, F
    1 Response Apr 10
    I felt the need to say something about my spirituality and beliefs as it pertains to my life. Being raised Catholic there was quite a bit of guilt placed on me by the nuns at...
    nuwalker nuwalker
    66-70, M
    Apr 9
    If you're bringing nothing but negative vibes, you will be discarded. Whether you were once a big part of my life or not. Continue to bring me down, especially while I'm already...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Apr 9
    A man is doing the time for my crime. If it werent for the fact I sympathize with his indignation for the world, I would still be laughing and belching up worm liquer in san luis...
    rodentsalesmen rodentsalesmen
    22-25, M
    Apr 9
    I first joined EP at the beginning of 2010 after googling dream interpretations it linked me to EP. I had no clue of what EP was about and no expectations of where my EP journey...
    WanderingxYingxYang WanderingxYingxYang
    46-50, F
    1 Response Apr 9
    Well being depressed and lonely can make someone to hang on The people that I do have close to me I don't need them in my life. My mom and my husband has got to go. Basically...
    toniyl toniyl
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Apr 9
    Just finished AC rogue... I dont know why I didnt play it before... shay killed Arnos father!!! he ruined the brotherhood in America and killed them all... Why shay why!!!!?
    noora17sage noora17sage
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 9
    Bernie Sanders, a rare genuine candidate that we have not seen in a while, or the very least not in my generation. A candidate who reminds me of a Teddy Roosevelt, representing a...
    Johnny1001 Johnny1001
    26-30, M
    1 Response Apr 9
    I think today is finally the day. I want to say goodbye to so many people but I know they'll know. So I really can't but I wish I could tell them how much I love them and how sorry...
    sweettlc sweettlc
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Apr 8
    maybe when i have my last chemo this site will be gone so i wanted to share the joy I'd experience through this haiku if i live to to experience it though! ???? Toxic poison...
    ipromiseillbefine ipromiseillbefine
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 8
    I'm in a friendship i want out of, or for there to be some respect or balance. I feel as though everything i s on her terms. All she talks about its herself and accomplishments...
    ladyday35 ladyday35
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Apr 8
    Has anyone here ever dropped everything in their lives and just left? I'm feeling an overwhelming need to do this lately but I have some major road blocks. 1. (Most important to...
    ACWK226 ACWK226
    22-25, F
    5 Responses Apr 8
    I am about to take a giant leap in getting out of this toxic environment. I feel like I'm on a ledge and I'm jumping out into the unknown. God give me strength, courage and wisdom...
    jenjen0923 jenjen0923
    56-60, F
    1 Response Apr 7
    I recently just got a new job not a great one but well enough to support myself but I wish I had the opportunity to do more I was never given chances I came from Manhattan New York...
    Dominick1042 Dominick1042
    36-40, M
    Apr 6
    I don't run first sign of trouble. I've been trough hell back and again to walk with enough finesse and hold hands with the grim reaper. The eyes of darkness have stared right into...
    itsinmydna itsinmydna
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Apr 6
    we are all born on this planet as equals. soon as we are able to walk and have small ability to think properly. we all get put through 13 years of stressful years of learning...
    KittyLoveKat KittyLoveKat
    16-17, F
    5 Responses Apr 6
    mai rahoon ya na rahoon..of armaan malik..just reminded me of those nights when it was on repeat mode..it made me cry so much. .for nothing though. .he is not here today. .n I have...
    BrokenSB BrokenSB
    22-25, F
    Apr 6
    "The greatest thing I ever did was continuing my life when I wanted to die." -Juliette Lewis
    JaylenTho1 JaylenTho1
    16-17, F
    1 Response Apr 6
    I lost my brother due to committing suicide and I've lost my best friend that I knew for 6 years due to suicide
    Kristenandbaby2015 Kristenandbaby2015
    13-15
    1 Response Apr 6
    This EP'er story made me Cry.. Was Off and Felt dead, motionless inside.. through out night. evening.. and on.. I am missing you very much. It's feel like a WHOLE.. A Wale were dug...
    fuckuprincessanyajaki fuckuprincessanyajaki
    41-45, F
    Apr 5
    Several times doing stupid stuff, barely a scratch if that.... Proves there is a God!!!!
    Greendragonwolfkin Greendragonwolfkin
    16-17, M
    Apr 5
    knew......................
    TransgenderAlex TransgenderAlex
    13-15, T
    1 Response Apr 5
    TWO DECADES, TWO CONTINENTS (Part 31) A few days later, I got warnings from Outlook with these messages for back up: Subject : Fwd: Video Screen Shot The lady named Gladys with...
    Emmanjoy Emmanjoy
    46-50
    2 Responses Apr 5
    I'm killing myself, I'm so done with this ****, I can't take it anymore
    Jakesawesome2016 Jakesawesome2016
    13-15, M
    4 Responses Apr 5
    i love being in people's dreams well unless i get killed or something Once my friend had a dream that there was a serial killer at our school and everyone went behind bulletproof...
    softlywaking softlywaking
    31-35, F
    Apr 4
    So many good memories from my time on EP. Although I have created and deleted several profiles the last few years, I have went back to the username under which I had the most fond...
    Silenthawk Silenthawk
    46-50, M
    1 Response Apr 4
    I wonder if there's any coming back from a suicide attempt. You've lost all hope and don't see any point in moving forward, and decide not existing is the only way to go. You fail...
    fcksociety fcksociety
    22-25, F
    6 Responses Apr 4
    Many times actually. To bad they didn't work ):
    Angel2345 Angel2345
    13-15, F
    4 Responses Apr 4
    Leah wakes up to her eyes burning from the bright lights on the roof. Sweating and barely awake, she tries to break free her hands from the chair. She hears a voice in the...
    LeahLovee LeahLovee
    70+, F
    2 Responses Apr 3
    I have been having a lot of interpersonal conflicts lately and I haven't been able to figure out why. Maybe it's because it's April, maybe because one year ago today I learned that...
    AlacrityMelancholy AlacrityMelancholy
    41-45, F
    Apr 3
    "I dont really suffer from mobbing really, but Richard (givesrimjobs) is in real pain guys!!!" Although when you were in high school getting brutally bullied you did. Thats when...
    richardisdesperate richardisdesperate
    36-40
    Apr 3
    I got into a relationshio with this guy. i did like literaly evrything to support and help him. and he didnt appreciate , respect anything i did. i just wanna move on and know i...
    ITSME0510 ITSME0510
    22-25, F
    Apr 2
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