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I Am Toxic And Should Be Killed

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    I had a goldfish when I was 15 yrs old, I forget his name but I liked him. One day I put a grape into his bowl to see what he would do with it, he did not react to it. The next...
    MrsDrZoidburg MrsDrZoidburg 26-30 4 Responses Jul 13

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    My family isn't per say toxic They love me and would do a lot for me, but I feel like they're only like that on their terms. I have been having school problems, and that...
    tankgirl12p tankgirl12p 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 3

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    For 45 years I have been the emotional dumping ground for a mother who lacks the ability to love anyone. I have been groomed for this situation since birth. I have been an...
    antidote4toxicity antidote4toxicity 46-50, F Jul 12

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    When i was a child my mother was so overprotective and never ever treat me with respect, she never allows me to decorate my own room the way i like and always throw away my...
    Loneliness78 Loneliness78 31-35, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I found this bird when he was still an egg - and I watched over him and his brothers as they grew big and strong. The nest was infiltrated by a cowbird so I took the egg out and...
    Garbivore Garbivore 18-21, F 6 Responses Jul 8

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    OK, I killed one, tried to save the other. I was watching my friend's pet bird while he was on a trip to Boston. So it was just there in the living room next to me, when my...
    wedgedhousefloor wedgedhousefloor 18-21, M 2 Responses Jul 13

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    Where I work we have this awesome dog that's there every day. My bosses dog he comes in to work every day for 10 years now. All of our customers know him and everybody brings him...
    sadsad411 sadsad411 41-45, F 1 Response Jul 18

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    I don't think I accidentally killed my cat, but I feel bad about what happened. I came home, and my cat was meowing in the corner. When I rushed her to the Animal 911, they said...
    gwarrocks gwarrocks 31-35, F 1 Response Jun 29

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    I don't think I accidentally killed my cat, but I feel bad about what happened. I came home, and my cat was meowing in the corner. When I rushed her to the Animal 911, they said...
    gwarrocks gwarrocks 31-35, F 1 Response Jun 29

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    I don't plan to anyway. Somehow I prefer being killed than killing someone just to protect myself. I don't wanna go and see hell.
    flyoffsomewhere flyoffsomewhere 16-17, F Jul 5

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    I have defiantly thought about it a few times....okay more than a few.....but I have never killed anyone outside of my mind. :3
    HeatherNightmare HeatherNightmare 16-17, F 7 Responses Jul 7

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    I can't live without music. Life for me without music would be a rough life.Music is truly the only thing that keeps me going when I'm in hard times.When I'm depressed I listen to...
    GingerSlimSTL GingerSlimSTL 13-15, M Jul 8

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    I accidentally killed my betta fish, and I feel like a completely terrible person. Before you say anything know that I have had several bettas that have lived 3+ years. This betta...
    E991010 E991010 13-15, F 3 Responses Jul 9

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    killed my sea monkeys within 5 days. they have two spoons to feed them with. one tiny spoon and one a bit bigger. well the 5th day you're suppose to feed them.i didn't see the part...
    enemyinthemirror enemyinthemirror 18-21, F Jul 10

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    Two days ago my friend (non specific) killed herself. I was the last person she called, texted, talked to. Her parents didn't even care about her they told her she was useless a...
    NotGoodEnoughAnyway NotGoodEnoughAnyway 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 12

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    Oh, hate is not the right term. He not only killed my parents, he, they, destroyed everything. Massacre. And then they got me. He certainly got what he wanted. And when it all came...
    macabrEnigma macabrEnigma 18-21, T 1 Response Jul 13

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    I haven't been the same since I accidentally killed my hamster. I keep having flash backs of when she was alive.
    Dreamer559 Dreamer559 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 17

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    It was my relatives goldfish and it wasn't an accident. I was 5 or 6 at the time and wanted my fish to life longer. So I dipped her fish in orange sirup. I'm not sure if the fish...
    Sourminds Sourminds 18-21, F Jul 18

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    I have killed someone. The girl I used to be.
    DarkSoulInsaneHeart DarkSoulInsaneHeart 13-15, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    It has destroyed my self esteem and made me depressed and anxious
    annapet1975 annapet1975 36-40, F 2 Responses Jun 28

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    I always try to keep the people who surrounds me clean...if someone does wrong I point it out with no mercy.Persist and you are out...sometimes takes a long time to realize.
    4biandu 4biandu 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 12

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    I think my younger sister is probably one of those people.. The way she emotionally manipulates people really bothers me, but I can't get away since I don't have money to move out...
    Riley218 Riley218 18-21, M Jul 12

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    Sucked into the bullshit again. My daughter has a friend she's known since she was an infant, even though we've lived in different states, they've remained tight, they are both 14...
    Hugmybear Hugmybear 46-50, F 1 Response Jul 12

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    Because I have struggled with depression, anxiety, stress, marriage issues, I have a strong B.S. tolerance. I'm pretty darn proud of it. However, there comes a point, when I can...
    Musicalangel13 Musicalangel13 31-35, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Just yesterday at around 7:30 Pm my mom said she had to fill the car with gasoline and so i had to watch the kids and so i brought my puppy with me in to the backyard to play with...
    Brandon13133 Brandon13133 13-15, M Jun 30

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    Yeah... Thats up there ^ Thats the problems, yup, big problem
    Tatatatatatatad Tatatatatatatad 18-21, M Jun 30

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    My father committed suicide when I was eleven. I used to think that this was the most traumatic experience of my life. I'm 29 now and things are slowly getting better.
    SmokingChrome SmokingChrome 26-30, M Jun 30

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    One time I had a dream that I was walking down a hallway and there was a bunch of people running, they seemed really scared... So I started running too. Well then, I go around a...
    TeethTheSizeOfPianoKeys TeethTheSizeOfPianoKeys 18-21, M Jun 30

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    I see dead dolls winking at me,
    86fx 86fx 26-30, M Jul 1

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    I was shot by Kermit the frog last night. All i remember, is me and Kermit standing there on the set to Michael Jackson's music video 'Beat it', when he pulled out a gun and said...
    Ryanholmes20375 Ryanholmes20375 18-21, M 5 Responses Jul 1

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    Thats my problem, up there...yup , absolutely the big problem... Again.. Should have kill someone
    Tatatatatatatad Tatatatatatatad 18-21, M Jul 1

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    I'm having a dark day. I woke up with the usual happy chirping from my beautiful lovebird, Lucky. She flew to our window few months and didn't want to leave, when we were sure no...
    beel0l beel0l 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 1

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    Accident happen, poisons happen to
    Tatatatatatatad Tatatatatatatad 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 1

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    I had a dream in which I was being escorted by an alien. I was walking on a path in a wooded area; ahead was an open field, all I could see were very bright lights. At some point...
    jtony jtony 36-40, M 1 Response Jul 1

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    I can’t stop thinking about suicide it literally consumes every ounce of my being and I can’t stop thinking about all the ways to do it and all the relief i’ll feel and the...
    Aliceasdfghjkl Aliceasdfghjkl 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 4

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    But I have seen someone getting murdered ....
    DrowningInPain2 DrowningInPain2 13-15, F Jul 5

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    Not that I haven't wanted to a few times, but I don't think I'm capable of killing anyone or anything for that matter ._. Except spiders
    LoserLibs LoserLibs 13-15, F Jul 5

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    30 people sitting on a park bench, all staring into their cell phone screens. I'd like to ask the pretty woman next to me if it's going to rain tonight, but I'd probably be looked...
    nynjtrini nynjtrini 26-30, M Jul 7

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    Omg yes I'm done,this 1 experience sums me up completely
    greatinbedchick greatinbedchick 16-17, F Jul 8

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    All the guilt I have regarding animals. Our family made this whole affair of buying a properly bred dog. Name him Floof. And one day he got tied up improperly by an IDIOT. This...
    StokesQuirky StokesQuirky 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 9

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    But I was 2 and I jumped on him πŸ˜’πŸ˜³πŸ˜£πŸ˜”πŸ˜’πŸ˜“πŸ˜©πŸ˜±πŸ˜°πŸ˜¨πŸ˜ͺπŸ˜₯ Luckily I forgave myself and that is it 😩
    DesiresFromTheHeart DesiresFromTheHeart 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 9

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    I was 5 and I pulled my hamsters leg to prevent it from falling off the bed and it died. 😰
    dannielong1 dannielong1 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 9

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    How was I supposed to know rabbits required food, I was like 5.
    DinosaurPie DinosaurPie 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 9

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    by injecting ethanol solution. After injecting, they blew up to twice their size, got hard and then slowy shrunk to about half their original size. Now they will have to be removed...
    AlexandraFlamingo AlexandraFlamingo 41-45, T 2 Responses Jul 10

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    i hate my older brother!!! could you believe?! he tried to kill me..not just once but twice!!!.i just want a peaceful family but all of that is shattered ;'( ..if i grow up i want...
    miru123 miru123 13-15, F Jul 12

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    i hate my older brother!!! could you believe?! he tried to kill me..not just once but twice!!!.i just want a peaceful family but all of that is shattered ;'( ..if i grow up i want...
    miru123 miru123 13-15, F Jul 12

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    Pewdiepie haters? Now you know how i really feel!!
    Angelynne Angelynne 13-15, F Jul 12