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I Am Toxic And Should Be Killed

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    It never fails... As soon as I start to back away and move forward, he shows the changes that I needed to see years ago, even months ago it probably could have worked. I start to...
    TheGoddessB TheGoddessB 31-35, F 1 day ago

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    The medication I am on makes me think this everyday I don't know what people would think of me. My parents would be devastated and the rest of my family. For the few friend I do...
    Harold87 Harold87 26-30, M 1 day ago

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    I need some serious advice. my best friend of 12 years just got engaged to a guy she has been dating off and on for 5 years. the relationship is extremely toxic as they are both...
    drummergrl06 drummergrl06 26-30, F 2 days ago

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    Breezy was my brothers dog. Before he died 4 months ago I promised him I would take care of her. Instead I forgot her in the hot car after coming back from running errands Friday...
    bookdragon bookdragon 41-45, F 2 days ago

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    ive distanced myself from my mom. idk how to talk to her. she lives with me and my family. ive been giving her money for a living expense and she hasnt been paying it. im really...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 days ago

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    My sister and mom are thick as theives. I had a huge awakening about 5 months ago. Things I always thought were off and things that hapoened i always just let go and brushed off...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 days ago

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    I....I killed and ate him....Pope Benedict the 43rd....was a great man...Or woman...Whatever he/she was...Anyway, he tasted good with farfalle...He was a fine tasting chicken...
    ForeverOnMyGuard ForeverOnMyGuard 16-17, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I don't know if my relationship is toxic. Half of me feels like I'm in love with him and he's the one. The other part of me feels like he is toxic to my life. I don't want to let...
    emyay emyay 18-21, F a week ago

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    I get a notification from a person by the username of: TrevorThomson. This user on EP responded to one of my posted experiences; categorized as: "I Almost Killed Myself." I hope...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jun 25

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    I would love to post the pic that was left for me by my sister my family had continuously degraded me, hurt me, shamed me all my life . my sister became a quadriplegic in 1986...
    pearly1991 pearly1991 41-45, F Jun 25

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    Sent from Yahoo Mail on AndroidPoderosísima oración e invocación a La Santa Muerte para amarrar y hacer retornar en siete días a un amante, novio, o marido a tu lado. Por...
    anonimato anonimato 46-50, F Jun 24

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    Don't want to go into details but tried to kill myself a few times, each time it was the coward's way out and I still find it hard to count life as a blessing at times but I have...
    spark16 spark16 26-30, M 2 Responses Jun 23

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    Its just bullshit after bullshit. Life gets harder and harder and After a while you just give up. I don't care anymore
    DQcountry DQcountry 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 23

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    Today has been a real wake up call for me as because of me, I fear for my life. I was walking alongside the main road, I don't know what happened next. I just remember waking up to...
    WokenandOpen WokenandOpen 31-35, M 1 Response Jun 23

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    I've tried in the past before 2-3 times and I can never go through with it...wonder if Id try again it'd work this time...I just wish I wasn't here anymore idk why it's so hard for...
    emylauren27 emylauren27 18-21, F 5 Responses Jun 23

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    i say almost because ive tried so many ******* time and the **** never works. what kind of **** is that, huh?
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 23

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    This is an issue for me as I have been spending time alone to Soul seek. I have let toxic people in and they have an insidious way of exhausting me so that I am exposed, out of...
    luvstolye26 luvstolye26 46-50, F Jun 22

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    Por los poderes de la tierra, Por la presencia del fuego, Por la inspiración del aire, Por las virtudes del agua, Invoco y conjuro a la santa Muerte, Por la fuerza de los...
    anonimato anonimato 46-50, F 1 Response Jun 22

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    Living with any type of toxicity in your life can make you feel as though you're wearing a boulder around your neck while trying to stay afloat.
    lonelybutok lonelybutok 46-50, F Jun 21

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    My family is toxic my mother is crazy but she won't admit it although I'm not blaming her because she's married to my dad he always needs to control something or someone in a way...
    jessica1996j jessica1996j 18-21, F Jun 21

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    I grew up in what could be called a 'Narcissistic Family'. The parent agenda, took priority over the needs of my sister and me. Everything revolved around what my father decided...
    ILAMA2 ILAMA2 41-45, F Jun 20

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    It wasn't my pet but it was my friends pet. I was at my friend's house one day for a sleepover and she let me hold her hamster. The hamster bit down on my pinky finger and it...
    Lcy2472 Lcy2472 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 20

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    Mom ~ physically beat us and calls it discipline. Cousin ~ poor me, everybody hates me because I'm fat...let me drag you into my drama. Uncle ~ (cousin's adoptive dad) spends...
    teadiva teadiva 31-35, F 1 Response Jun 20

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    EP friendship- part 2 And my special friend from EP was there with me on a messenger app and told me to drink or throw up. He made me text to him to not fall asleep. I don't...
    StephanieLycka StephanieLycka 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 20

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    I'm talking about my fathers side of the family. They always have stuff to say about people, even though that person is a friend to them or they didn't do anything in general. So...
    gorgeusgirlSky3 gorgeusgirlSky3 13-15 1 Response Jun 20

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    My grandma seems to dislike me. I'm told that I'm her favorite, and I believe it, but being near her is so bad for me, mentally. Once I felt like I should take my life, and one...
    zydeko zydeko 18-21 Jun 19

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    I've been hated and disliked by my cousins and their mother since I was born. My aunt couldn't stand that I was put on a pedestal for being smart and pretty and doing everything...
    FutureVet2014 FutureVet2014 18-21, F Jun 19

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    By the time I leave my parents, I will cut them out of my life completely. Not old enough, yet. Had enough of all the abuse they given me over the years. From the physical harsh...
    RainbowBlood RainbowBlood 13-15, F 2 Responses Jun 18

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    Sometimes I think putting a gun to my head, closing my eyes and counting to three would solve everything. But what would that truly accomplish? I've put a barrel to my forehead and...
    Charper44 Charper44 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 17

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    I'm eliminating people from my life that are extremely negative.
    blkrhino blkrhino 31-35, M Jun 16

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    One problem after the next, I get it. It's life, suck it up, but seriously? How much more bullshit does life hand out before it takes a break from ******** on me and moves on to...
    CongratulationS CongratulationS 22-25, M 6 Responses Jun 16

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    A relationship in which when i told him i wanted to leave him, he pulled out a knife and started to kill himself on my porch. Was forced to stay with him (even after rape) I wish i...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 15

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    LA PERSONA QUE ME LO ENVIO ESTA TODAVIA ASOMBRADA DE LO OCURRIDO, YA QUE ELLA DICE QUE LO HIZO POR HACERLO Y QUE PIDIO ALGO QUE CREIA CASI IMPOSIBLE DE LOGRAR PROBEMOS. * Para ti...
    anonimato anonimato 46-50, F Jun 15

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    Nooo toxic relationships are part of my must have list :(
    fauxlady fauxlady 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 14

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    I left my beloved lab in the car accidentally. I had taken my daughter to school and Otis was in the back seat. He generally sat up a made happy noises but for some reason he laid...
    mmp301 mmp301 41-45, F 4 Responses Jun 14

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    The day is fast approaching. My sons last exam! The goal I had set myself to leave this toxic marriage. In an ideal world, when I raise the taboo subject again, he will be ready...
    Inspireme1 Inspireme1 46-50, F 1 Response Jun 14

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    This girl I had met on swim team lets call her Izzy were really great friends for a while. Over a misunderstanding through text she calls me garbage, and rude, and a horrible...
    awesomeana awesomeana 16-17, F 2 Responses Jun 13

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    Fortunately, my toxic person wasn't very bad. We met at a summer camp, after a talent show. I had played a (very difficult D: ) arrangement of "This Day Aria" from the children's...
    dabram71 dabram71 16-17, M 1 Response Jun 13

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    There was this girl I was in love with, I never said a thing because I didn't want to end our friendship. She started cutting and my mother ended our friendship until I finally...
    TrashedMusic TrashedMusic 13-15, F Jun 13

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    in my age its very common to fall in so called love...but i dont know what felt very good in beginning started creating ripples in my life , i started crying , started fighting...
    naturallypretty naturallypretty 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 13

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