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I Am Toxic And Should Be Killed

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    Every time go to sleep i wish to not wake up the next day. But unfortunately i do. I tried to kill myself 4 different times and every time in a different way but i keep surviving...
    MadCrafter MadCrafter 13-15, F 5 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    A few years ago I was very depressed. Just because I knew I am born in the wrong body. I am not a boy, I am a girl. But how should I tell my mom and dad? I was so confused about...
    GirlyGirl1993 GirlyGirl1993 18-21, T 2 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    I have found out today that people probably wouldnt even notice, I couldnt cope so walked away from my friends who said they always care for me and miss me when im not there and...
    megs1717 megs1717 16-17, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    I might get a lot of hate because of this, and some people might even dis me for what I'm going to say for not so obvious reasons. But I loved Scar more than I liked Mufasa...
    ashfaaqb ashfaaqb 18-21, M 8 hrs ago

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    I've dealt with suicidal thoughts for many years. I once swallowed all of my antidepressants because I wanted to die. I think I swallowed five or six. That's all I had left...
    ProfessorPhoton ProfessorPhoton 26-30, M 16 hrs ago

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    A few days before my birthday I attempted to kill myself because I was so tired of the family problems so I took a razor and made a lot of cuts to a point where I nearly passed out...
    semezuka semezuka 13-15, F 5 Responses 22 hrs ago

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    My friend was killed by a demon years ago.There was a demon inside their house.I stayed at their house for several months. The first night that we prayed for her something...
    yodatheching yodatheching 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    took pills. unresponsive. woke up in hospital. diagnosed as mentally ill.
    msmichelle111 msmichelle111 22-25, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I have tried for so many years to get my family to love me. My mom, she is hot and cold when she is not able to get any of my other siblings to talk to her she may call me but...
    Kristylynripley Kristylynripley 36-40, F 1 day ago

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    i took a lot of pills and my mom found out and my father came and made me trow up i regret it very much but ever since i have been through many things and never saying a word to...
    vicor123 vicor123 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    But you're pushing it granny.
    AshleyakaPebbles AshleyakaPebbles 22-25, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I put my beloved dog Baxter in the back of my suv to take him to the dog park. I went back inside to get his leash and got distracted and completely forgot I had already put him in...
    Mmccor02 Mmccor02 31-35, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I was very depressed because my dad was not the loving oe I remembered i had a glass shard and I started slicing my wrist but then my boyfriend text me and I told him i hated my...
    Maemae16 Maemae16 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    Came across this article today, and I realised after reading it, you'll never ever get any of these with a Narcissist, NOT a chance. It's the little things: Small gestures that...
    koh72 koh72 41-45, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    An ex of mine is extremely toxic. He's like an out of control storm. He's had a rather disturbing childhood I guess, but he lashes he pain on others. I've had to completely...
    DeIuxedEdition DeIuxedEdition 18-21, F 5 Responses a week ago

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    I am definitely a person who is not afraid to take risks. I will try almost anything at least once no matter how dangerous it might be. I have always lived on the edge and done...
    girlfullofenergy girlfullofenergy 13-15, F 1 Response a week ago

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    But then I realized that I'm the toxic one...
    halohai halohai 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 19

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    I live in a condo at the fifth floor and there are a lot of stray cats. But I love this particular feline. I do not know why some other cats do not like her... Today, I found her...
    KennethKuan69 KennethKuan69 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 18

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    it would be a lie for me to say I have never killed anyone I have killed morethan once sad as it is most had it coming I'm not proud having said this or of taking ones life But it...
    afterthedead afterthedead 56-60, M 1 Response Jul 17

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    Cut them all out of my life last year !!!! Don't want them , don't need them......I'm much happier without them......especially those emotional blackmailers !!!!!
    Ezmee Ezmee 36-40, F 3 Responses Jul 17

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    this good for nothing person woke me up to prove a point he didn't have. he claim that I was cheating on him. a female messaged him on fb. I told her he was married. this...
    LadyHeyward LadyHeyward 41-45, F Jul 17

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    I am not here to say that I haven't killed any one I'm here to say we are all killers. murders yes this is turth we were born to kill you are all killers of some other form of life...
    afterthedead afterthedead 56-60, M Jul 16

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    you ever decide to spend your life with someone, and then realized you made a mistake? Lately I've been feeling I made the wrong choice. It gets very annoying being the only bread...
    LadyHeyward LadyHeyward 41-45, F 1 Response Jul 16

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    I will and I have. Toxic people no matter if family, are bad for my well being. Negative people are complete poison for me.
    00DesertRose 00DesertRose 36-40, F 2 Responses Jul 15

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    I'm not saying that it was aliens, but JFK was totally killed by aliens.
    KnightSolaire KnightSolaire 18-21, M 3 Responses Jul 14

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    Well anyone who has the pleasure to, please don't hesitate...
    RagingDemon29 RagingDemon29 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 14

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    Unfortunately I come from a very abusive family and as the oldest of 3 girls I was always targeted for emotional, physical, and even spiritual abuse. I felt obligated to continue...
    marijoy77 marijoy77 36-40, F 4 Responses Jul 14

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    Did it hurt worse the second time around? I always wondered why people allow someone back into their life after they had the strength to leave. I give second chances, but not if I...
    koh72 koh72 41-45, M 3 Responses Jul 14

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    I had this good friend Ashley who was just killed last week in a nasty car accident. She was riding in the back seat with a group of her friends and out of nowhere this car runs a...
    olivia81401 olivia81401 13-15, F 3 Responses Jul 14

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    It was when I was 20.... if it wasn't for dad I would have. I'm feeling that way again, like there's nothing left to live for. My relationship is falling apart around me and...
    Looking4love24 Looking4love24 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 14

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    It was when I was 20.... if it wasn't for dad I would have. I'm feeling that way again, like there's nothing left to live for. My relationship is falling apart around me and...
    Looking4love24 Looking4love24 22-25, F Jul 14

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    It was when I was 20.... if it wasn't for dad I would have. I'm feeling that way again, like there's nothing left to live for. My relationship is falling apart around me and...
    Looking4love24 Looking4love24 22-25, F Jul 14

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    Tonight, I stood with a knife to my chest for 20 minutes before putting it back and then crying for another 10.
    YoungOne1901 YoungOne1901 22-25, M 2 Responses Jul 14

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    There was this one time, I was in the bathtub, and nearly dropped something electrical in. Like a blow dryer. So close
    LemStark LemStark 16-17, M Jul 14

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    I never exactly tried anything, but i wrote a long note and saved a rope for when i was ready. I was 11.
    mandycandy0123 mandycandy0123 16-17, F 3 Responses Jul 13

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    tried 8 times but I stopped trying cuz I don't have the b-a-l-l-s to do it but my suicidal thoughts came back now
    thelittlekidindiapers thelittlekidindiapers 13-15, M 1 Response Jul 13

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    multiple times. I've been depressed for over 10 years. I'm sadly learning to live with it. And I'm trying to find a way to thrive with it. Because after 10 years of depression I've...
    SyrkSefhir SyrkSefhir 18-21, T 1 Response Jul 13

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    So basically the one thing that has always really hits an emotional trigger for me is suicide. I had a very dear friend to me who hung herself a few months ago. I never realized...
    JoshNathan JoshNathan 16-17, M Jul 13

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    Negative people who try to tear me down will be deleted from my life and I will be happier.
    KiannaJ KiannaJ 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 13

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    Wish I could get the FK out of here. It sucks nothing to do unfair treatment work with well read morons.....I cannot leave too old w a pension...
    aradia11 aradia11 51-55, F 4 Responses Jul 13

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    My life was just getting so confusing and sad i was in a foster home once. My mum and dad hate each other too.
    hullly hullly 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 13

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