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I Am Transsexual

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 787 People

    shelle48 shelle48 61-65, F 5 Responses Nov 21, 2012

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    How I Met My Mother

    I have a couple of personality traits very much associated with males and derided by women. One is a very poor sense of direction, the other is being very forgetful of dates and times. Birthdays, anniversaries and when events occurred. So I am having a lot of difficulty...
    TSBree TSBree 56-60, T May 9, 2013

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    A Story Of Me Part 2 - Dreams

    Remembering the first time my penis came off, it was horrifying. It was wonderfully thrilling. I really didn't want it there. Pulling very hard on it, the penis and scrotum just popped off. They slapped against my hand like a rubber band. I was only about three or four, and, was...
    SkyLeigh54 SkyLeigh54 56-60, F 1 Response Feb 20, 2013

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    A Story Of Me Part 1

    On a cold winters day in 1954, I was born in south Louisiana. Present on scene was my daddy my mummy and my grandmamma. I don' quite remember the time. Actually I don't remember any of it. I must to have been born seeing as I am here. When I was born, there was a little bit of...
    SkyLeigh54 SkyLeigh54 56-60, F 2 Responses Feb 7, 2013

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    A Day In My Life

    April 28, 2013 April 24th 2013 April 24th was the one year Anniversary of my Fathers passing,I awakened to a gray, rainy, chilly day without any expectations of how the day would play in my life. The day...
    shelle48 shelle48 61-65, F 2 Responses Apr 28, 2013

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    I've Known For Along Time

    I have known for a long time that I was transexual, I just recently embraced the fact and am know working at fixing my situation as much as I can. I have started hormones and now keep my body clean shaven, I just purchase my first breast pump and have fallen in love with it. I...
    Terresalee Terresalee 46-50, T 1 Response Sep 8, 2010

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    Trans Fears

    Back in 2011 I had a private conversation with a cisgendered woman on this site. At the time she had an interest in getting to know what transgendered / transsexual people were really like and because I had extended a welcome for people to contact me if they had any questions on...
    MartyMcFly MartyMcFly 22-25, T Aug 14, 2013

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    Not A Tranny...Just A Lil Feminine

    To just get things out of the way, I am a male but I have feminine characteristics in real life but i'm not gay/lesbian and I use a male persona most of the time but i'm not a tranny - but some people on the internet think it's wise to call me that to which it isn't. It's...
    Monstermaster13 Monstermaster13 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 9, 2013

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    My Journey

    I am Michelle-Marie of Williamsburg, Virginia. I live with Cameron Alison and today January 17th we entered our third year together. The past year has been one of many wonderful life changing experiences. We moved in with Cami’s Grandparents who are in their eighties to...
    MichelleMarie MichelleMarie 56-60, F 8 Responses Jan 18, 2009

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    Planning to Come Out Soon

        I am an 18-year-old transman, and have identified as male my entire life, from what I can remember. As of now, the only people I have told have been online friends, all of which I've met on an LGBT website, so perhaps that makes them a bit more open-minded...
    lovetypething lovetypething 18-21, M 6 Responses Jul 26, 2009

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    Nova Scotia To Fund Sex Reassignment Surgery

    This news hit papers yesterday. I don't know what to feel. My life has been hellish lately as anyone who reads my stories knows. I'm sitting here waiting for unemployment at the same time applying for a job, and suddenly the NDP decides they are going to live up to the promise...
    AngelaDark AngelaDark 31-35, F 4 Responses Jun 14, 2013

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    It's Official

    I've known I was transsexual since I was about 11 or 12 years old. I started dressing sometime in the 6th grade, about 1974 or 1975.  I didn't know the term at that time, I believe I found that out a coupla years later.  When puberty started something was not right.  My body...
    Ellefem Ellefem 46-50, T 23 Responses Sep 26, 2013

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    One Final Story

    I came to EP and discovered I was not alone. I am one of the 1 in 4,500 males who has gender dysphoria. It took me 40 years to understand and to let go. It took 18 months to come to terms with what it meant for me, and I went through all the usual, trying to be a cross-dresser...
    Fullcircle Fullcircle 51-55, F 9 Responses Feb 8, 2013

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    I Am Not Hiding Anymore

    My name is Saeryn, and I am a transsexual (bio male, woman inside) who has spent her entire adult life trying to suppress her true self, as opposed to living life as I was destined to. With the support of my amazing lover I have finally, after a quarter-century as the wrong...
    ObliviousAndroid ObliviousAndroid 22-25, T Jul 25, 2013

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    Yes I Am A Ts But I'm Not A Tranny

    I hate labels but I know that if I wish to fallow the path set before me I must use these labels to help Dr.s identify my needs and help me get the assistance I need. I hope to find my way to no longer being transsexual but womanhood awaits.
    RJ43 RJ43 46-50, T 1 Response Dec 9, 2012

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    Things Are Going Great

    Hey every one its Ashton Marie Well as of today I took the next step forward in my new journey in life, I dyed my hair and started a new hair style, I started to shape and thin out my eyebrows. I looked in my closet and honestly I got more cloths now being a girl then I ever...
    AshtonMarie81 AshtonMarie81 31-35, F 2 Responses Jul 20, 2013

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    A Guy Who Helped His Sister Transition

    Hello, This is Jack from North Jersey. I hope that everyone reading this is doing well and is happy. I had originally posted my story on one group and was asked to post it on more TG groups so I will now. This is the original with some added detail. I am new to the Experience...
    jacknj83 jacknj83 46-50, M 2 Responses Mar 9, 2013

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    Trisha Marie Roberts.

    Bullhead City Arizona New Year's thoughts January 4, 2014 6:36 A.M. If you're like me, you spend this Saturday taking down your Christmas decorations, watching football, relaxing... and thinking deeply about the Old Year past and the New Year just starting. For me, 2013...
    Trisha60ts Trisha60ts 61-65, T Jan 4

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    This Struck Home For Me

    Thanks Transformative Honeymoons....
    Josie06 Josie06 56-60, F 6 Responses Dec 26, 2011

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    As I Said On the Other Group,

    I've been on hormones for a few years, I started talking to my doctors about it when I was 17 but got dicked around until I was 21. That pi$$ed me off so much. I'm now 25 and full time, name changed and everything. But I haven't been able to afford any surgeries or electro...
    AngelaDark AngelaDark 31-35, F 2 Responses Nov 29, 2007

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    Undeniable

    I have know since I was about five years old that I was a girl ... regardless of having a male body. I always have identified with girls and women, I cry at movies and stories and love seeing beautiful dresses and skirts knowing I could be wearing them (among many things). I even...
    Josie06 Josie06 56-60, F 5 Responses Nov 27, 2006

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    Breif Overview.

    It's funny that my first story to you would be of this given it's only a part of who I am, but it's only from this perspective you can understand the dangers, thrills, Heartbreak pain and joy I've experienced thus far. I will make it as short as I can and will elaborate on...
    Pebbles1726 Pebbles1726 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 10, 2011

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    News - A New Federal Law !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    WASHINGTON — The agency that enforces the federal job discrimination laws has for the first time ruled that transgender people are protected from bias in the workplace. In a groundbreaking decision late last week, the Equal Employment Opportunity Commission said a refusal to...
    JamieLee1 JamieLee1 51-55, F 2 Responses Apr 25, 2012

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    Looking To Date. Someone Near Me

    Well yeah I'm transgender, I'm in my early stages of transition, I'm working hard on making my self beautiful before hormone therapy starts, I am looking to meet and date some one near my area who is open minded and can see past my male looking outside and see my feminine...
    AshtonMarie81 AshtonMarie81 31-35, F Aug 18, 2013

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    Anyone From UK???

    Genuine 26 year old male in the midlands UK!! Would LOVE to chat! Message me on here or email me ;) Genuinedl@live.com
    xpower xpower 26-30, M Jul 19, 2013

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    How I Met My Mother Part II

    I realize that this story may not be totally pertinent to this group or even in my desires to be female. It does go to my overall mental state and infatuation of all things sexual and sensual. Among my mother's things was a paperback book entitled "Japanese Sex Manuel" which...
    TSBree TSBree 56-60, T May 16, 2013

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    I Am Hijra

    Neither am I  woman or man but of the third gender a gender between man and woman,but just as valid as anyone else in the world,my body says to me I am man but my soul says to me I am woman. From the beginning of my life my soul did not match my body and my soul cried...
    shelle48 shelle48 61-65, F 2 Responses May 9, 2013

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    Coming To Be Me

    Well been doing my voice training, the laser hair removal, and toning and firming my body, I started out being 230 lbs of depression. Now I'm 176lbs and feeling great. My goals before I start HRT is to reach 140. The wt I was at 5 yrs ago, As for my voice everyone I know says...
    AshtonMarie81 AshtonMarie81 31-35, F 2 Responses Aug 10, 2013

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    Freaky Shemales?

    I share this story for my sisters..... Recently I was approached by a friend who wanted to know if was ok to introduce me to a friend of his who was interested in dating a TS. Since I live my life as a stealth TS, I am usually reluctant for these type of introductions...
    BanMac BanMac 26-30, T 11 Responses Dec 10, 2010

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    So I Am A Girl Now....so What??.....some Recently Asked Questions

    For those expecting another part of my story, I apologize. I thought I might add a bit of diversion for comic relief or whatever. I get asked alot of questions, not including therapy or those bizarre questions that guys like to ask, like....So are you dressed?  What kind of...
    Mules93 Mules93 18-21, T 13 Responses Feb 15, 2011

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    my transformation began at the age of 13

    when i had 13 i started to feel different , my body was changing i started growing breast , but i had penis witch mean am a male , my family started to notice the changes in my body , my breast got bigger and bigger , they at first thought it was caused by fatness but they soon...
    theladykiller theladykiller 18-21 7 Responses Mar 25, 2012

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    Bi-gendered Or Transsexual?

    People force each other into labels. I'm a very active person who works as a guy and lives as a girl.Of course I'm asked about my sexuality and my gender orientation. What am I transgendered, transsexual or something totally different?The wonderful part of life now is the...
    cyrsti cyrsti 61-65, T 5 Responses Aug 12, 2011

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    I Need Help With Something

    i need a doctor that will fix everything I haven't gone under for any surgery yet and i would like to have fully functioning male genitals. Who should i see about this?? if you could help me that will be greatly appreciated! ^^
    zackzack123 zackzack123 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 27, 2013

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    It's Not Just About Me!

    A month or so ago my Internet went down for a week or so and I was placed into a forced absence from my blog I write about life experiences I have as a transgendered female.During my forced absence from the blog, I had plenty of time to think about past ideas and experiences of...
    cyrsti cyrsti 61-65, T 5 Responses Dec 2, 2011

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    On Becoming a Woman

    As a very young child I always wondered what it would be like to be a girl. I played a lot with my sister and her friends, so I was just naturally interested. But I was to young to know what to do about it. When I was about eleven years old, I was left at home alone for a...
    lynn77 lynn77 66-70, T 16 Responses Feb 4, 2009

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    So...you Want To Be A Girl?

    The idea is as natural to me as it is foreign to you. You see I was born male but live female most of the time. I can't even begin to consider what a life in one gender would be like. I am transgendered. I used to envy the majority of human beings who were born exclusively...
    cyrsti cyrsti 61-65, T 4 Responses Nov 26, 2011

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    Im Completely Scared (please Read)

    Alright so im 16 now and ive been trying to control these emotions inside of me forever now and i just cant anymore!!!! I AM A MALE TO FEMALE TRANSGENDER!!!!! I really want to tell my dad but im scared and on top of that i have a girlfriend who i dont want to lose :'( any ideas...
    AutumnCD AutumnCD 18-21, M 5 Responses Apr 17, 2013

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    Sex

    That's not the title to just get your attention, nor is this an adult oriented story post. I'm a transsexual woman who has never been able to enjoy sex, ever. I feel like I'm a 30 year old virgin because I've never had a pain-free disgust-free ******. I hate my body and it...
    AngelaDark AngelaDark 31-35, F 2 Responses Apr 4, 2013

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    I Am A Woman

    I am a woman but precious few people know. I don't look like a woman. My life choices make that hard to show right now. In time, it will probably change. The day will probably come when I can take some of the corrective action that needs to be done to fix the birth defect. I...
    Kris99 Kris99 36-40, F 25 Responses Aug 2, 2010

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    I'm transsexual. I have always known I was,

    ever since I was four. Before I was born the doctors were sure I would be female, only at the last minute did they realize I was going to be male in body. I always looked like a girl, felt I should have been a girl, and acted like a girl. I was bullied, teased, and re-educated...
    meowmissy meowmissy 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 18

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    It Is Good To Be

    Being transsexual it nice. I can be male or female at any given time. Although my primary sex is male but I have breasts as well. I feel more female than male. Or maybe transgendered would be a closer fit for me. Or a shemale. Regardless, I have a penis and ****. I have not hard...
    Adam59 Adam59 56-60, M 1 Response Feb 21, 2013

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    Cosmic

    Cosmic Control or Just Coincidence Today I made my second appearance at the court-house of my county,In the matter of changing my name and gender marker on all my legal documents. While this may be a non issue for some transgender’s it is an important one for me...
    shelle48 shelle48 61-65, F 3 Responses May 21, 2013

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    Coming To Be Who I Was To Be

    Hello everyone I am Ashton Marie. I'm 32 years old and since I was about the age of 10 I knew I was different, I secretly would wear girls clothing, since I was 16 and able to work and drive my own car I would buy girls clothing and secretly dress up and go out, when I moved...
    AshtonMarie81 AshtonMarie81 31-35, F 2 Responses Jul 7, 2013

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    We Are All Daughters Of Christine Jorgensen

    I was just thinking this morning (November 23 2013). All of us who are in whatever state of transition, pre/post/non-op, all have a direct connection to Christine Jorgensen. Without her groundbreaking appearance and quite notable arrival, I would still be Thomas. You would...
    Trisha60ts Trisha60ts 61-65, T 1 Response Nov 22, 2013

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    Importance of Being You I want to share with

    you about acceptance. The past year (2013-2014) has been an emotionally challenging one for me, for many reasons. At the end of it, though, what I’m left with is a reminder to myself that I feel needs to be shared. I’ve struggled with anxiety and depression on and off since...
    Trisha60ts Trisha60ts 61-65, T Mar 17

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    Me Too

    I'm a trans female and 31. I've been on HRT for about six years and living as myself for about three, I couldn't be happier. Still saving up for surgery though so there's always a downer waiting around the corner. Nice to meet you all. l.
    lilyboosh lilyboosh 31-35, F 4 Responses Dec 7, 2009

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    From The News Desk Of Jamie Lee

    I recently had the privilege to meet the most heroic Male to Female Transsexual woman in our Community! This is a true story! Names have been changed to protect the innocent! It is a story about a woman who has the courage to grasp the Bull by the horns, so to say! Here is an...
    JamieLee1 JamieLee1 51-55, F 1 Response Jun 12, 2012

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    Life Long Regrets

    I have spent my whole life knowing I am a woman in a mans body. It has caused me pain and emotional turmoil of type one could never imagine. I married some 20 years ago hoping that it would 'cure' me, but I was just so wrong. I spend every day saying, "If only I had become who i...
    CharlotteEden CharlotteEden 51-55 Sep 12, 2012

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    Add Me On Snapchat

    I send naughty stuff xx sissysophia
    agirlatheart8 agirlatheart8 18-21, T Sep 21, 2013

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    More ... Undeniable

    As I said before this is the side my family knows nothing about. My mind, my heart and my very soul scream out but only I hear.  I watch a movie or a TV show and I relate with the woman who is trying so hard to make it through. I can actually see myself in my mind's eye in...
    Josie06 Josie06 56-60, F 7 Responses Nov 2, 2007

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    Depression!

    Why is love so hard to find? Why does every woman turn on me the instant I ask them out? Am I just destined to be alone? Why do I feel so wrong when I do finally get a date? Is it because I have known I am a girl at heart since I was a small child? Is this why my ex left me and...
    Rose35 Rose35 36-40, T 1 Response Dec 16, 2012

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