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I Am Transsexual

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 752 People


    Why is love so hard to find? Why does every woman turn on me the instant I ask them out? Am I just destined to be alone? Why do I feel so wrong when I do finally get a date? Is it because I have known I am a girl at heart since I was a small child? Is this why my ex left me and...
    Rose35 Rose35
    36-40, T
    1 Response Dec 16, 2012

    Coming To Be Me

    Well been doing my voice training, the laser hair removal, and toning and firming my body, I started out being 230 lbs of depression. Now I'm 176lbs and feeling great. My goals before I start HRT is to reach 140. The wt I was at 5 yrs ago, As for my voice everyone I know says...
    AshtonMarie81 AshtonMarie81
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Aug 10, 2013

    I've Known For Along Time

    I have known for a long time that I was transexual, I just recently embraced the fact and am know working at fixing my situation as much as I can. I have started hormones and now keep my body clean shaven, I just purchase my first breast pump and have fallen in love with it. I...
    Terresalee Terresalee
    46-50, T
    1 Response Sep 8, 2010

    Anyone From UK???

    Genuine 26 year old male in the midlands UK!! Would LOVE to chat! Message me on here or email me ;)
    xpower xpower
    26-30, M
    Jul 19, 2013

    Yes I Am A Ts But I'm Not A Tranny

    I hate labels but I know that if I wish to fallow the path set before me I must use these labels to help Dr.s identify my needs and help me get the assistance I need. I hope to find my way to no longer being transsexual but womanhood awaits.
    RJ43 RJ43
    46-50, T
    1 Response Dec 9, 2012

    Me Too

    I'm a trans female and 31. I've been on HRT for about six years and living as myself for about three, I couldn't be happier. Still saving up for surgery though so there's always a downer waiting around the corner. Nice to meet you all. l.
    lilyboosh lilyboosh
    31-35, F
    4 Responses Dec 7, 2009

    It Took A Long Time To Realize

    I've been aware of a difference in myself since my earliest years. My earliest memories at age three are of having a dream in which I was a little girl playing with other little girls outside, and when I woke up and came back to my boy self I was sad. But back in those days there...
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    2 Responses Jul 14, 2012


    That's not the title to just get your attention, nor is this an adult oriented story post. I'm a transsexual woman who has never been able to enjoy sex, ever. I feel like I'm a 30 year old virgin because I've never had a pain-free disgust-free ******. I hate my body and it...
    AngelaDark AngelaDark
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Apr 4, 2013

    I Am Hijra

    Neither am I  woman or man but of the third gender a gender between man and woman,but just as valid as anyone else in the world,my body says to me I am man but my soul says to me I am woman. From the beginning of my life my soul did not match my body and my soul cried...
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    2 Responses May 9, 2013
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    3 Responses Nov 21, 2012

    Looking To Date. Someone Near Me

    Well yeah I'm transgender, I'm in my early stages of transition, I'm working hard on making my self beautiful before hormone therapy starts, I am looking to meet and date some one near my area who is open minded and can see past my male looking outside and see my feminine...
    AshtonMarie81 AshtonMarie81
    36-40, F
    Aug 18, 2013

    I'm transsexual. I have always known I was,

    ever since I was four. Before I was born the doctors were sure I would be female, only at the last minute did they realize I was going to be male in body. I always looked like a girl, felt I should have been a girl, and acted like a girl. I was bullied, teased, and re-educated...
    meowmissy meowmissy
    31-35, F
    1 Response Jan 18, 2014

    News - A New Federal Law !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    WASHINGTON — The agency that enforces the federal job discrimination laws has for the first time ruled that transgender people are protected from bias in the workplace. In a groundbreaking decision late last week, the Equal Employment Opportunity Commission said a refusal to...
    JamieLee1 JamieLee1
    51-55, F
    2 Responses Apr 25, 2012

    Planning to Come Out Soon

        I am an 18-year-old transman, and have identified as male my entire life, from what I can remember. As of now, the only people I have told have been online friends, all of which I've met on an LGBT website, so perhaps that makes them a bit more open-minded...
    lovetypething lovetypething
    18-21, M
    6 Responses Jul 26, 2009

    Trans Fears

    Back in 2011 I had a private conversation with a cisgendered woman on this site. At the time she had an interest in getting to know what transgendered / transsexual people were really like and because I had extended a welcome for people to contact me if they had any questions on...
    MartyMcFly MartyMcFly
    26-30, T
    Aug 14, 2013


    I have know since I was about five years old that I was a girl ... regardless of having a male body. I always have identified with girls and women, I cry at movies and stories and love seeing beautiful dresses and skirts knowing I could be wearing them (among many things). I even...
    Josie06 Josie06
    56-60, F
    5 Responses Nov 27, 2006

    More ... Undeniable

    As I said before this is the side my family knows nothing about. My mind, my heart and my very soul scream out but only I hear.  I watch a movie or a TV show and I relate with the woman who is trying so hard to make it through. I can actually see myself in my mind's eye in...
    Josie06 Josie06
    56-60, F
    7 Responses Nov 2, 2007

    On Becoming a Woman

    As a very young child I always wondered what it would be like to be a girl. I played a lot with my sister and her friends, so I was just naturally interested. But I was to young to know what to do about it. When I was about eleven years old, I was left at home alone for a...
    lynn77 lynn77
    66-70, T
    16 Responses Feb 4, 2009

    A Story Of Me Part 1

    On a cold winters day in 1954, I was born in south Louisiana. Present on scene was my daddy my mummy and my grandmamma. I don' quite remember the time. Actually I don't remember any of it. I must to have been born seeing as I am here. When I was born, there was a little bit of...
    SkyLeigh54 SkyLeigh54
    56-60, F
    1 Response Feb 7, 2013

    One Final Story

    I came to EP and discovered I was not alone. I am one of the 1 in 4,500 males who has gender dysphoria. It took me 40 years to understand and to let go. It took 18 months to come to terms with what it meant for me, and I went through all the usual, trying to be a cross-dresser...
    Fullcircle Fullcircle
    51-55, F
    9 Responses Feb 8, 2013

    It's Official

    I've known I was transsexual since I was about 11 or 12 years old. I started dressing sometime in the 6th grade, about 1974 or 1975.  I didn't know the term at that time, I believe I found that out a coupla years later.  When puberty started something was not right.  My body...
    Ellefem Ellefem
    51-55, T
    21 Responses Sep 26, 2013

    I Am A Transsexual Woman

    For most of my life I denied myself the right to be me. Before school age I thought I was completely normal. That everyone had wished to be a girl at some point in their life. My parents told me so. But they didn't realize what they were telling me. We would be watching a movie...
    SophiezDreamn SophiezDreamn
    26-30, T
    17 Responses Aug 3, 2010

    I Am Not Hiding Anymore

    My name is Saeryn, and I am a transsexual (bio male, woman inside) who has spent her entire adult life trying to suppress her true self, as opposed to living life as I was destined to. With the support of my amazing lover I have finally, after a quarter-century as the wrong...
    ObliviousAndroid ObliviousAndroid
    26-30, T
    Jul 25, 2013

    Life Long Regrets

    I have spent my whole life knowing I am a woman in a mans body. It has caused me pain and emotional turmoil of type one could never imagine. I married some 20 years ago hoping that it would 'cure' me, but I was just so wrong. I spend every day saying, "If only I had become who i...
    CharlotteEden CharlotteEden
    Sep 12, 2012

    How I Met My Mother

    I have a couple of personality traits very much associated with males and derided by women. One is a very poor sense of direction, the other is being very forgetful of dates and times. Birthdays, anniversaries and when events occurred. So I am having a lot of difficulty...
    TSBree TSBree
    61-65, T
    May 9, 2013

    About Me

    November 15, 2012 I am diagnosed and suffer from this disorder 1 Comment Revisions: Gender Identity Disorder Under the proposed revision, what is currently called gender identity disorder (GID) in the DSM-IV-TR will be renamed “gender incongruence” in DSM-5...
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    3 Responses Nov 19, 2012

    From The News Desk Of Jamie Lee

    I recently had the privilege to meet the most heroic Male to Female Transsexual woman in our Community! This is a true story! Names have been changed to protect the innocent! It is a story about a woman who has the courage to grasp the Bull by the horns, so to say! Here is an...
    JamieLee1 JamieLee1
    51-55, F
    Jun 12, 2012

    Things Are Going Great

    Hey every one its Ashton Marie Well as of today I took the next step forward in my new journey in life, I dyed my hair and started a new hair style, I started to shape and thin out my eyebrows. I looked in my closet and honestly I got more cloths now being a girl then I ever...
    AshtonMarie81 AshtonMarie81
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Jul 20, 2013

    I Am A Woman

    I am a woman but precious few people know. I don't look like a woman. My life choices make that hard to show right now. In time, it will probably change. The day will probably come when I can take some of the corrective action that needs to be done to fix the birth defect. I...
    Kris99 Kris99
    41-45, F
    24 Responses Aug 2, 2010


    Cosmic Control or Just Coincidence Today I made my second appearance at the court-house of my county,In the matter of changing my name and gender marker on all my legal documents. While this may be a non issue for some transgender’s it is an important one for me...
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    2 Responses May 21, 2013

    Nova Scotia To Fund Sex Reassignment Surgery

    This news hit papers yesterday. I don't know what to feel. My life has been hellish lately as anyone who reads my stories knows. I'm sitting here waiting for unemployment at the same time applying for a job, and suddenly the NDP decides they are going to live up to the promise...
    AngelaDark AngelaDark
    31-35, F
    4 Responses Jun 14, 2013

    As I Said On the Other Group,

    I've been on hormones for a few years, I started talking to my doctors about it when I was 17 but got dicked around until I was 21. That pi$$ed me off so much. I'm now 25 and full time, name changed and everything. But I haven't been able to afford any surgeries or electro...
    AngelaDark AngelaDark
    31-35, F
    1 Response Nov 29, 2007

    I Need Help With Something

    i need a doctor that will fix everything I haven't gone under for any surgery yet and i would like to have fully functioning male genitals. Who should i see about this?? if you could help me that will be greatly appreciated! ^^
    zackzack123 zackzack123
    22-25, M
    1 Response Jun 27, 2013

    How I Met My Mother Part II

    I realize that this story may not be totally pertinent to this group or even in my desires to be female. It does go to my overall mental state and infatuation of all things sexual and sensual. Among my mother's things was a paperback book entitled "Japanese Sex Manuel" which...
    TSBree TSBree
    61-65, T
    May 16, 2013

    A Day In My Life

    April 28, 2013 April 24th 2013 April 24th was the one year Anniversary of my Fathers passing,I awakened to a gray, rainy, chilly day without any expectations of how the day would play in my life. The day...
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    2 Responses Apr 28, 2013

    A Story Of Me Part 2 - Dreams

    Remembering the first time my penis came off, it was horrifying. It was wonderfully thrilling. I really didn't want it there. Pulling very hard on it, the penis and scrotum just popped off. They slapped against my hand like a rubber band. I was only about three or four, and, was...
    SkyLeigh54 SkyLeigh54
    56-60, F
    1 Response Feb 20, 2013

    Breif Overview.

    It's funny that my first story to you would be of this given it's only a part of who I am, but it's only from this perspective you can understand the dangers, thrills, Heartbreak pain and joy I've experienced thus far. I will make it as short as I can and will elaborate on...
    Pebbles1726 Pebbles1726
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jan 10, 2011

    Three Score And Ten!

    You think the title of the story is strange, well, so has my life. My title references a verse in the Bible where God promises three score and ten years of life (70 years). Well, I passed that by a couple of years. My early life was consumed by confusion, fear, why and any other...
    VivianV VivianV
    70+, T
    Jul 22, 2012

    Coming To Be Who I Was To Be

    Hello everyone I am Ashton Marie. I'm 32 years old and since I was about the age of 10 I knew I was different, I secretly would wear girls clothing, since I was 16 and able to work and drive my own car I would buy girls clothing and secretly dress up and go out, when I moved...
    AshtonMarie81 AshtonMarie81
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Jul 7, 2013

    Im Completely Scared (please Read)

    Alright so im 16 now and ive been trying to control these emotions inside of me forever now and i just cant anymore!!!! I AM A MALE TO FEMALE TRANSGENDER!!!!! I really want to tell my dad but im scared and on top of that i have a girlfriend who i dont want to lose :'( any ideas...
    AutumnCD AutumnCD
    18-21, M
    5 Responses Apr 17, 2013

    My Journey

    I am Michelle-Marie of Williamsburg, Virginia. I live with Cameron Alison and today January 17th we entered our third year together. The past year has been one of many wonderful life changing experiences. We moved in with Cami’s Grandparents who are in their eighties to...
    MichelleMarie MichelleMarie
    56-60, F
    8 Responses Jan 18, 2009

    Freaky Shemales?

    I share this story for my sisters..... Recently I was approached by a friend who wanted to know if was ok to introduce me to a friend of his who was interested in dating a TS. Since I live my life as a stealth TS, I am usually reluctant for these type of introductions...
    BanMac BanMac
    26-30, T
    10 Responses Dec 10, 2010

    This Struck Home For Me

    Thanks Transformative Honeymoons....
    Josie06 Josie06
    56-60, F
    5 Responses Dec 26, 2011

    Not A Tranny...Just A Lil Feminine

    To just get things out of the way, I am a male but I have feminine characteristics in real life but i'm not gay/lesbian and I use a male persona most of the time but i'm not a tranny - but some people on the internet think it's wise to call me that to which it isn't. It's...
    Monstermaster13 Monstermaster13
    22-25, M
    Mar 9, 2013

    So I Am A Girl What??.....some Recently Asked Questions

    For those expecting another part of my story, I apologize. I thought I might add a bit of diversion for comic relief or whatever. I get asked alot of questions, not including therapy or those bizarre questions that guys like to ask, like....So are you dressed?  What kind of...
    Mules93 Mules93
    18-21, T
    11 Responses Feb 15, 2011

    my transformation began at the age of 13

    when i had 13 i started to feel different , my body was changing i started growing breast , but i had penis witch mean am a male , my family started to notice the changes in my body , my breast got bigger and bigger , they at first thought it was caused by fatness but they soon...
    theladykiller theladykiller
    6 Responses Mar 25, 2012
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