I Am Trapped In My Memories

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 148 People

    Lost Girl

    i really dont know how to start with this but i can say. that i never had time to live for me at a young age i developed major responsibilitys and dealing with the fact that i had neither a mother or father to look up to was a chanllenge. i was always alone and misunderstood...
    mzpeachez089 mzpeachez089
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 3, 2009


    We were never your run of the mill kids Many years ago I was told the only fight Roberta, even had with her mother was about me, and whether her mother would tell me the truth or did Roberta have to do it. I think the closer it came to that weekend the more she may have...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2
    61-65, M
    May 23, 2011

    The Dreams Are the Worst.

    The dreams of those horrible times are back, and have been for awhile now i don't get much sleep at all anymore, it's getting worse actually everyday.  i thought i put it behind me but i haven't. Sometimes i feel like no one understands but then again only two people...
    BrokenSound BrokenSound
    18-21, F
    Sep 16, 2007

    It Is A Wierd Thing

     since my spine has started giving me problems,i find more and more that i have become trapped by my memories .and more and more are happy ones.i can`t leave the house much between me having my little problems and my mom being very ill.but i love to talk to her about all...
    ghostofmyself ghostofmyself
    Oct 13, 2009

    Memory Links

    What I love about memories are the hidden strands of stories that they tell to you after being forgotten. You remember them after linking from the memories around it. I just took a drink of an AMP Overdrive, not the healthiest of drinks, but the memories that come back to me. It...
    deleted deleted
    May 9, 2011

    They Won't Go Away

    I hate a lot of my memories. I basically wish I could just completely erase this one person from my memories all together. Everytime I think about anything something with him pops up. I really wish I could just forget about it all. At least be able to ignore them, something...
    Melody08 Melody08
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 16, 2008

    Your Memories

    Trapped in your memories...
    DrowningSoul DrowningSoul
    Mar 21, 2008


    Wish it was easier to forget the past, but it seem like for some reason we have to keep reliving it in out sleep. I relive the rapes by others at age 5 that went on for 3 years and no one cared and there were 5 of us telling other. Relive something for many years; I could never...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2
    61-65, M
    Dec 26, 2010

    It Never Stops

    My memories haunt me everyday, i mean everything i do reminds me of things i want to forget. A conversation at school a random thought just little things that make me think back to the past. I always get upset because of this, i know i should just move on and get over it but for...
    BrokenSound BrokenSound
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Aug 12, 2007

    And again all I see is the bonfire burning with

    all of us sitting together; a guitar and just happiness. Where'd the times go where everything was so easy to handle?
    Kkgunny Kkgunny
    18-21, F
    1 Response May 3, 2015

    Memories.... Some U Should Forget, But Can't.

    When I was 12 I would go on omegle.com and talk to older guys ... role play with them... one guy was special. He wasn't like the othersm. I did it to the others so they would be happy. So I didn't know how to keep him happy... well role play did but other things.. he actually...
    DarkRainbow1899 DarkRainbow1899
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Apr 6, 2012

    Forever Trapped?

    Can someone escape there own memories?  When ever I am doing something that doesn't require much thought I seem to fall back into my memories---my first kiss, my first break-up, my best friends, standing on the bridge.   Are all of these keeping me from living in...
    AJ8 AJ8
    18-21, F
    Aug 11, 2007

    Stuck In the Past

    I have had nightmares constantly for years. Some things that I often dream about are: blood, death, the broken windshield, the man in hoodie in the dark and screams. The dream scenarios vary a lot, though.   Due to the nightmares, I’ve been afraid of sleep...
    SomewhereTomorrow SomewhereTomorrow
    18-21, F
    Jul 23, 2009

    Memories Are All I Live For Right Now

    Memories can be your strength and weakness wrapped up in one. Even the good ones can form happy or sad emotions. I'm grateful that my memories are bitter sweet cause although these memories sadden me at times I know in due time we can make some more cherished forever memories...
    FreeVic FreeVic
    22-25, F
    5 Responses Apr 17, 2011

    Bad Memories

    there are bad memories that are always there and don't seem to want to go away, i can put them into the back of my mind, but then when i situation comes up where something like the memory could happen, it comes back, clear as anything. it's not very nice, but i suppose the best...
    sezy sezy
    18-21, F
    Aug 14, 2007

    Some Days

    I cant do anything but remember, obsess, and lament.  As i get older it is getting easier to step away from that, but.... this month I've really been trapped in the past.  It does horrible things for my sleeping, bathing, and cleaning habits. Here's to tomorrow, i...
    Shierke Shierke
    26-30, F
    Mar 31, 2008

    Wish I Could Forget Everything

     why is it that when yall want to forget something that yall hate like a nightmare or a bad past yall cant but when yall want to remember something good yall forget it    has anyone ever forgotten something bad like it and if so any ideas how too
    gurlonthemove gurlonthemove
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Jan 1, 2010


    i find myself..mind just drifting to yesteryears...it's amazing how time can fly when you daydream about things that you can't control...can't change...
    lostprophet lostprophet
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Dec 12, 2010
    sparkydream sparkydream
    22-25, F
    Jan 3, 2015


    Trapped,Yes, I am,The memories,I have,Wish I could erase,Start again,A fresh life.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket
    46-50, M
    Jan 31, 2012

    Roberta 2

    Roberta 2 As many of you know from past post we were different then other kids our own ages. I think sometimes even in our own time we did not belong. Think part of the problem of not being able to go on with my life and the loss of Roberta is how her death happened and it...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2
    61-65, M
    May 25, 2011

    Who Isn't?

    Tha past made us who we are today,so of course we will be stuck in them:/ good or bad and the best thing to do is to look forward as chessy as that sounds and my biggest pet peeve is when someone keeps talking about the past trying to figure out what happened,leave it as it is...
    18-21, F
    Feb 15, 2012
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