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I Am Trying 2 Find Myself

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 79 People

    Who The Hell Am I?

    I'm hoping if nothing else, that living alone cuz of this whole NYU thing will allow me the opportunity to find myselfMaybe i'll be able to train myself to work out regularly and pray consistently.Maybe this is a chance for me to better who I am, and figure out what makes me tick...
    CrazyHappySad CrazyHappySad 22-25, F Jun 7, 2012

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    Crazy From Birth!?!? Is It Possible

    first thoughts of suicide in 1st or second grade. wondering how i could just turn everything off like the tv. living for crazy moments and risk taking adventures with serious consequences was the cool thing. i have anearly always been to myself. so no one has been there to share...
    sht4brns sht4brns 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 6, 2009

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    This Is Me.

    I'VE ALWAYS Always always .. been seen different in comparison to the population and never considered normal so i do accept that, i do know my strengths and weaknesses flaws and certain things that just add up to me. Lately i do question my confidence and what have you times well...
    liveitupGravityX liveitupGravityX 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 2, 2009

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    Finally Looking For Myselffindingm

    My whole life I have let other's dictate what I do, what my opinions are, what I like and dislike, but I'm finally starting on my way to  finding myself. What was my wake up call? Well I had gotten into a relationship where at first it was great the guy was sweet and...
    InLoveWithAFeeling InLoveWithAFeeling 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 1, 2009

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    Every Day

    Every day I find something new about me.
    winniebree winniebree 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 9, 2009

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    Tryin to Find Myself

    I'm talking to friends and asking them how i act and there opinion of me and they all say about the same thing,"Your a trusting person, not very open, can be a mean person but really nice, and very self-Conscious ." they also say that I'm so shy to the point that its...
    retia retia 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 16, 2008

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    feels like my life has been fast forwarded

    and then paused. i feel stuck in my life. i feel lost and i want to find myself. its weird. i dont even understand my own self. :(
    justalittlehuman justalittlehuman 22-25, F 3 Responses Feb 3, 2014

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    Ugh, figuring myself out and trying to be okay with it and trying not to worry so much about it is so draining and difficult. I think I've discovered a new part of myself and it's...
    figuringmyselfout figuringmyselfout 18-21 1 Response Jan 7

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    How long is my journey going to take? According to Ekhart Tolle, this is not a good question" It makes you lose the now. Ekhart Tolle: The power of now can only be realized...
    KemiKill KemiKill 36-40, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I find everything confusing. My boyfriend cheated, lied and got overly possessive. I finally left him but can't seem to move on with life. I guess I still love him at times and...
    HeldonWhite HeldonWhite 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 17

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    I've never come out to anyone I know, but now I am on the Internet. I'm gay. I'm bi. I'm straight. I really don't know. Once the hormones finally hit, I found myself looking at...
    dexter06 dexter06 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 12

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    I need to move on and forget my ex of 20 yrs but how
    Kimberlee123 Kimberlee123 41-45, F 1 day ago

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    Love to share my girl. Shoot me a message if your interested in borrowing her for a while.
    MasterDomNick MasterDomNick 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 27, 2014

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    Love Ramblings I saved you for me My sight is restored My ragged breath is captured Whether in this moment Or forevermore I don't remember Who saved who...
    PoetryNEmotion PoetryNEmotion 51-55, F 5 Responses Dec 30, 2014

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    I have a disease that only some of my friends know about...it is not public knowledge because of the exclusion, ridicule, etc. that comes with it...because of that I struggle with...
    teemass teemass 46-50, M Jan 5

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    Everything my stalker has done/is doing is the definition of what stalking is. If they didn't enjoy and want my pain, tears, self injuries, and anguish, they would stop. Each...
    DarkwingGoslyn DarkwingGoslyn 31-35 Jan 7

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    It's kinda weird that you can think about someone as much as you want and they have no idea.
    Cheshirea Cheshirea 18-21, F Jan 10

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    I am definitely on a journey of self discovery and I'm going to go all nerdy on you and compare it to Lord of the Rings. I feel it highly beneficial to have a few Allies (thanks EP...
    KemiKill KemiKill 36-40, F 6 Responses Jan 11

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    Everyday is a new opportunity to do better. The seed is freshly planted, with only a single green blade peaking above the soil. I hope to cultivate it and make it into a strong...
    KemiKill KemiKill 36-40, F 4 days ago

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    I have an urgent need to forgive myself for something I did in high school. For years I've been very harsh with myself about this mistake and I've been telling myself that what I...
    NamelessNomad NamelessNomad 22-25, F a week ago

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    I love what this place has done for me. Just the sweet and simple act of rambling on and exploring who I am has given me so much freedom. But it's a little hard to keep a lid on...
    justNIK justNIK 41-45, F a week ago

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    My name's Chris and I am 20 years old, I have always kind of thought I was bisexual, I had a few relationships with women in high school which I thoroughly enjoyed being a part of...
    Captaincool23 Captaincool23 22-25 1 Response Jan 4

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    I strive every day to be formed in the image/likeness of Christ, but I fail every time. I think in 1st, 2 or 3rd John, it mentions about how you can't say you love God, whom you...
    otad12 otad12 31-35, F 3 Responses Jan 15

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    I think I'm bisexual. I haven't had a gay experience since I was 14 but lately, I don't know, I find myself more attracted to females. I don't know what to do. I feel trapped. I'm...
    drawtothemax drawtothemax 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 4

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    It is when I find myself being negative that I dislike myself. Example, getting jealous. Jealousy or envy is such a pathetic and waste-of-energy human emotion. It eats away at your...
    mercifulpennies mercifulpennies 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 27, 2014

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    I Let Myself Get Lost So That I Can Once Again Find Myself
    Gabster27 Gabster27 18-21, F Dec 30, 2014

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    Last year was a game changer for me..i left my boyfriend of five years last February. It was difficult to do but I don't regret it. It took me over a year to work up the courage...
    lambkin lambkin 26-30, F 4 Responses Jan 6

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    I can count on my hands how many "true" friends I have had. I am saddened by the phrase "true" friend. Personally to be considered my friend you have to get past the point where I...
    Ulrythe Ulrythe 36-40, M 1 Response Jan 17

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    In an attempt to find myself. I've lost any resemblance of myself. L O S T....
    serendipity65 serendipity65 41-45, F Jan 8

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    Since I was a teenager I've had the urge to cut myself and I was already seeing a counselor at the time for sexual abuse and anxiety so I told her my new urges and she didn't take...
    gardengirl17 gardengirl17 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 10

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    Oh gosh I find myself always saying "it's a secret" to people .__.
    PsychologyNerd PsychologyNerd 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 28, 2014

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    1. I'm biracial 2. I'm bisexual 3. I'm single 4. I live in Va. 5. I'm a country girl 6. College student 7. Flirty 8. My father is incarcerated 9. I'm scared of loosing the ones I...
    christin13 christin13 18-21, F Jan 2

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    I savour the male SWAG and dominance, the male "paparazzi", the 007 James bond charisma,the freedom of not being extra-conscious of what to wear, dresses and bags that match in...
    Significant Significant 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 19

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    To me it helps with my suffering cause I feel like I deserve it. Lately everyone is telling me who to be and what to do. I just want to scream. It's like everything was going...
    Wantu2behappy Wantu2behappy 13-15, F 15 mins ago

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    Hi ^u^. My name is Justin. So if u ever want to contact me say hi :). Background: read my featured story called~ i want to say thx you. :). But basically last year i was super...
    InfiniteMusic InfiniteMusic 13-15, M 20 hrs ago

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    It's been a horrid couple of days.... I feel myself sinking low... I'm going through the motions... But don't know where to go.... I turn on my computer.. That doesn't seem to...
    expressomarkie expressomarkie 46-50, M 2 Responses 17 hrs ago

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    I figure I should post some information on phones here, since it's nearly impossible to be a member of society without one. May as well make it as green as possible. First, it's...
    Unbeholden Unbeholden 18-21, M 1 Response 16 hrs ago

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    I've been dehydrated my whole life. My body doesn't tell me I need to drink until my mouth is so dry it's difficult to taste. I'm pretty sure my body fails to release whatever the...
    Twichl Twichl 18-21, F 20 hrs ago

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    I know i resist change a lot..It's hard..I hope I can change,I need to.it's just f**cking hard.I start doing things that are good for me than I'll stop and revert back to doing the...
    simpleandpossible simpleandpossible 22-25, F 2 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    I am trying to improve myself. I had a bad reaction to the Barium I had to drink for a CT Scan. I have missed almost two weeks of work. I feel better, but weak. Today I asked my...
    mom4ce mom4ce 51-55, F Dec 27, 2014

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    Thirteen year old Wedg.ie Mist.ress who is VERY CUTE And experienced wants a sla.ve girl under Fifteen. NO TRICK. SHE Can Prove She's Real. I only need to find her one sla.ve so...
    thatguy218 thatguy218 18-21, M 17 hrs ago

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    Yesterday has been and gone Tomorrow will I find the sun or will it rain Everybody's having fun except me I'm the lonely one I live in shame I said goodbye to romance Goodbye to...
    joophomme joophomme 41-45 4 hrs ago

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    I always find a way to make thing harder for me v.v
    Alonzoisgay Alonzoisgay 13-15, M 3 hrs ago

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    I am a romantic. I grew up always KNOWING I would get married and have kids. Well, it seems like time is passing, and I'm not sure if it's cause my future wife needs time to age...
    milehighHeartbreak milehighHeartbreak 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 12

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    was listening to a song the whole day and it keeps on playing in my head.. Maybe coz I can relate to it somewhat. I really need to figure out what to do and how to act from today...
    Sasori08 Sasori08 22-25, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    This year I went up to my grandparents for Xmas... I decided under no circumstances would I be a scrooge, have anyone upset me or just darn right make it a painful experience. In...
    lilygeorge12 lilygeorge12 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 30, 2014

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