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I Am Trying 2 Find Myself

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    Who The Hell Am I?

    I'm hoping if nothing else, that living alone cuz of this whole NYU thing will allow me the opportunity to find myselfMaybe i'll be able to train myself to work out regularly and pray consistently.Maybe this is a chance for me to better who I am, and figure out what makes me tick...
    CrazyHappySad CrazyHappySad 26-30, F Jun 7, 2012

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    Finally Looking For Myselffindingm

    My whole life I have let other's dictate what I do, what my opinions are, what I like and dislike, but I'm finally starting on my way to  finding myself. What was my wake up call? Well I had gotten into a relationship where at first it was great the guy was sweet and...
    InLoveWithAFeeling InLoveWithAFeeling 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 1, 2009

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    This Is Me.

    I'VE ALWAYS Always always .. been seen different in comparison to the population and never considered normal so i do accept that, i do know my strengths and weaknesses flaws and certain things that just add up to me. Lately i do question my confidence and what have you times well...
    liveitupGravityX liveitupGravityX 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 2, 2009

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    feels like my life has been fast forwarded

    and then paused. i feel stuck in my life. i feel lost and i want to find myself. its weird. i dont even understand my own self. :(
    justalittlehuman justalittlehuman 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 3, 2014

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    Tryin to Find Myself

    I'm talking to friends and asking them how i act and there opinion of me and they all say about the same thing,"Your a trusting person, not very open, can be a mean person but really nice, and very self-Conscious ." they also say that I'm so shy to the point that its...
    retia retia 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 16, 2008

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    Every Day

    Every day I find something new about me.
    winniebree winniebree 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 9, 2009

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    Crazy From Birth!?!? Is It Possible

    first thoughts of suicide in 1st or second grade. wondering how i could just turn everything off like the tv. living for crazy moments and risk taking adventures with serious consequences was the cool thing. i have anearly always been to myself. so no one has been there to share...
    sht4brns sht4brns 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 6, 2009

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    Related Experiences

    I have cried myself to sleep more than once. And tonight, i think its going to be another night....I just know its happening, I can't stop the tears now, and I haven't even laid...
    BroknGirl89 BroknGirl89 26-30, F 1 hr ago

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    Well not saying i,m trying to find one but id sure like to know what it,s about...I know id like for a woman to take the upper hand on me...Make me her B...h would be hot...
    MARRIEDBUTBI MARRIEDBUTBI 26-30, F 3 hrs ago

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    04/07/2015 - 9:01PM I'm proud of myself. No suicidal thoughts today. No severe depression. Am I really getting better? At the same time I'm scared, lol. Eveytime I'm "Okay...
    Extrano Extrano 18-21, F 3 hrs ago

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    Hit my in the messages please! So f****** turned on I have to feel myself
    69dirtygirl69 69dirtygirl69 18-21, F 4 hrs ago

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    see myself as i am fading away, smoke of those dreams have become reality wasted feelings..imprisoned in misery letting go..for a moment and thinking it was fate..my life...
    anotherclone anotherclone 26-30, M 5 hrs ago

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    sorry for...this all..my rise and endless fall tried..or i thought i did...but i feel like shtt.. let's accept what is here..right front of us.. can we forget the past..that...
    anotherclone anotherclone 26-30, M 5 hrs ago

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    i confess of all what you say about me put a bullet through my head, let me be free tired of these fkd up emotions tired of burning very inch of my soul everyday, with new...
    anotherclone anotherclone 26-30, M 5 hrs ago

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    I know you're out there. I thought I had already found you. But I was wrong. I'm only 16. I have time. I don't know where you are, or what your name is. But I know that you are...
    EthanRobinson EthanRobinson 16-17, M 5 hrs ago

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    This is Literaturegirl. My account was suspended, at the moment someone by pm told me to shut the f*u*k up. Go figure! I have written to EP many times asking them to delete my...
    Finklepuss Finklepuss 46-50 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    I got in the shower no shirt but underwear and leggings. I teased myself with peeing then when I was done kept my underwear on buy took off my leggings. I would squat and tease my...
    12apk12 12apk12 26-30, F 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    I accept myself as i am but that doesnt mean i cant grow. i havnt used typing much in my life but im startin to understand how important language is. i wana express myself clearer...
    JennaRee JennaRee 13-15, F 3 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    Maybe I spend a lot of times by myself because I always end up being invisible when I socialize.. Maybe because I just wanna be alone this time....and I like spending time by...
    PureLies PureLies 13-15, F 2 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    I rub on myself 5 or 6 times a day. I have had that same routine for 30 years now. .
    LLANKE LLANKE 41-45, M 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    I hate myself because I've been hated on a lot in middle school and high school. I only have three friends who love me for me and my randomness. I wish I had more friends who are...
    xxemogirlxx xxemogirlxx 22-25, F 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    I have the type of personality that seems to inspire others to pick on me. Always have. When I was a kid, I used to let it bother me. As I got older, I realized that people...
    ThirtySevenX ThirtySevenX 46-50, M 3 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    how can I when all people do is put me down not every one but most people like if I was beautiful why would all my boyfriends just dump and cheat on me for eny other girl I mean...
    susananngoga32 susananngoga32 31-35, F 1 Response 13 hrs ago

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    I graduated from high school two years ago and it felt like my life went crashing down sideways. I've always had problems with focusing in school because of my ADD and I've had...
    KellerKing13 KellerKing13 18-21, F 6 Responses 15 hrs ago

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    I am Trying to Break Your Heart I am hoping to hang your head on my wall in shame— the slightest taxidermy thrills me. Fish forever leaping on the living-room wall...
    LadyGallivanter LadyGallivanter 41-45, F 1 Response 15 hrs ago

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    INFJ RELATIONSHIPS When it comes to romantic relationships, INFJs take the process of finding a partner seriously. Not ones for casual encounters, people with the INFJ personality...
    AloneTogetherAgain AloneTogetherAgain 36-40, M 16 hrs ago

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    I have never really ever thought of my self, as beautiful, hell I have never even thought of my self, as even average. I just always feel like, I am the ugliest person in the world...
    BroknGirl89 BroknGirl89 26-30, F 16 hrs ago

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    I often cry myself to sleep, more than usual lately, I am going through a whole lot right now, especially with my family, there has been a lot of stress, and during the day I smile...
    BroknGirl89 BroknGirl89 26-30, F 1 Response 17 hrs ago

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    rambling and tired lol not a good combination. Have a Wonderful night everyone.
    Ayaime7 Ayaime7 26-30, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Wow. Just. Wow. I'm still a little shocked at myself. I wonder if he is too... He made me mad, you see. Not like it's the first time he's made me mad in 15 years, of course...
    justNIK justNIK 41-45, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I'm so confused, Many say you're life is already planned kind of like everyone has their own book. A lot has happened these past few months. Everything is adding up, Things I want...
    yasminesaleh00 yasminesaleh00 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    I can't remember the last time I was angry and after a veeery long time.. for the first time, I'm angry >:( I'm the unfriendly and introvert type and I have trust issues. In...
    FallingWind FallingWind 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    Suicide is easy. Reach your hand out, you get drugs. Break something with your hands, you can find a sharp tool to stab or slit. Find a rope, you can find yourself breathless...
    colourflame colourflame 13-15, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    Normally when I am sad I like making music, drawing or writing. I never really mind being sad because i draw lots of inspiration from it. I was blessed to start my own company...
    GuiltBear GuiltBear 31-35, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Walking around in nature. I could walk forever. In this national park that I find myself in, like so many hikes I've done before but, this one is different. I'm alone as I walk and...
    Sometimesilence Sometimesilence 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    Circumstances may make you who u r but YOU decide to either fight it with all you have and try to find your own happiness or to surrender to the hell you've known. For me I...
    FightingForHappiness FightingForHappiness 31-35, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    To hell with trying to find myself, I'm going to create myself.
    IchirinNoHana IchirinNoHana 22-25, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    Funny thing is, I met the person who does understand me. He points out all the things I'm too afraid to say about myself. He's special to me. I wish I could tell him that he is...
    rebecky1221 rebecky1221 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    Who am I? Why do I belong here? Everything I say is weird, When I say something no one knows how to respond to it back and everything I do I am still alone. I feel like a...
    AwesomeGuyy22 AwesomeGuyy22 22-25, M 1 Response Jun 26

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    I lost myself while trying to make everyone happy now I'm losing everyone while trying to find myself.
    ImJustANobody ImJustANobody 26-30, M 4 Responses Jun 26

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    For years I've tried..I've tried my very best, and I can't do it anymore. I have reached far beyond my breaking point. If I do it for another day I'll go insane. I used to think...
    KyrBella KyrBella 13-15, F Jun 25

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