I Am Trying But Failing Miserably

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    i relapsed, and im sorry that. i didnt want to do it but i had no choice, the needle was staring me down. the marks will be there forever and i am sorry people have to see them. they are ugly and unattractive. i promised myself i wouldnt do it until it got to the point where it...
    helpXmee helpXmee
    13-15, F
    Jan 15, 2011

    I Wish Things Could Be Different

    My mother died four months ago and ever since then i've been trying to come to terms with her death. I pretend to be okay because that's what everyone wants to hear. Everyday is a fight to be happy and it feels like i'm losing.
    nickole88 nickole88
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Oct 31, 2009

    ...at pretty much everything.

    All I want to do it shutdown. And block out the world.
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    1 Response Aug 14, 2014

    I am trying so hard but there is always

    something. I have a bad love life. Going to fail a college class. I feel lonely I have no college friends to hang. like wtf at one point I had my **** together. this helps letting some stress out
    canttouchthisxp canttouchthisxp
    22-25, F
    Apr 18

    I'm not doing well in lots of classes.

    Mostly because I was sick a lot this year. But I have around 2 weeks left and I'm scared that I won't pass :(
    kaitlynmuell kaitlynmuell
    16-17, F
    May 5, 2015


    I've tried everything I know how to do to find a job here in this shithole town, and start my life over. Nothing has worked out. Not even moving away- I tried that too, and it failed. I have been sitting here with my hands folded for a year, because I honestly don't know what to...
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit
    36-40, F
    Nov 27, 2010

    This is not I imagined

    or expected my life to be... i thought this time two years ago i would be atleast planning to attend a Drama University or going to work in WDW in Florida. I remember two years ago i was figuring out how to get my work visa to go the USA. So from acting and dancing here Iam as...
    achorusgirl achorusgirl
    18-21, F
    Feb 24, 2014
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