I Am Trying My Best

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 337 People

    To be accepted by people

    and when that happens I start to not be myself and unknowingly become rude or mean. Deep inside of me, I'm just wanting people to accept me for who I am. I am weird and I admit it. I don't like to be judged and I'm trying my best to not judge others. I'm just different when I'm...
    rachel96826 rachel96826
    18-21, F
    Aug 6, 2014

    Not to act crazy but it's

    so hard at times. I stay in building ment for storing construction matirals and some of the units are used as shops for welders and what not. It's a wooden two leveled old wooden structure splint into units by plywood walls. You can see thur the cracks and the way sound travels...
    707Sarah101 707Sarah101
    31-35, F
    Nov 2, 2015

    I really am trying to like myself more,

    the more I put myself down the more I just repeat my mistakes, I really want to become a more happier confident person
    maddieXxx maddieXxx
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jul 15, 2014

    I try my best to help my friends

    as i can but i think I ****** up if he can see this I am so sorry mate
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Sep 9, 2014

    Ran 4 miles tonight without dying,

    aha. Currently dragging myself through schoolwork. I'm really trying to work on myself more. Im mature and generally skilled but there's always, always room for improvements.
    mstv1112 mstv1112
    22-25, F
    Nov 1, 2015

    I'm Trying My Best To Live For Today

    For far too long I've struggled with forgiving myself for my past or stressing about my future. While I understand that learning from the past and planning for the future are necessary elements of a successful life, I spent all my time on it. I was missing out on my Todays!! I'm...
    singinangel91 singinangel91
    18-21, F
    May 31, 2010
    quanclopes quanclopes
    18-21, M
    1 Response Jul 15, 2014

    I am trying my best learning English through Ep,

    facebook as well, I don't know whether I am good or not, but I keep trying my best getting English. as far as I know I will be good at English soon, just need to be with English people, I got good teacher who teaches me good English , I would be happy if...
    Sonjay22 Sonjay22
    22-25, M
    Nov 22, 2015

    Even though I try my best,

    and people most likely tell me whatever it is I have done is good, I still always second guess myself. I will criticize myself so nobody else has the chance to. I am my own worst enemy.
    Mlh2378 Mlh2378
    36-40, F
    Nov 2, 2015

    I Dunno How Else To Put It.

    I must believe the sun will pierce this cold nocturnal shell                                     ...
    StarliteRose StarliteRose
    26-30, F
    10 Responses Sep 4, 2010

    I Am Trying My Best to Be Me.

    Everyone seems to be pulling me the way they want me. My mom is forcing me to go to college because she never got the chance and its a great opportunity. My father does his part in breaking me down and making me angry because he gives my half siblings everything that i never got...
    vmcguire vmcguire
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jul 6, 2008

    But sometimes it's just never good enough

    and it can really bring you down
    MaggieBlack MaggieBlack
    16-17, F
    4 Responses Sep 9, 2014

    Fighting Ana

    lots of try..i dont want to hear ''eat,eat'' but im trying so i wont even hear that either..ppl dont know about sometimes ok,but even ppl that know about it sometimes say thati want my aunt n uncle to trust me,eat alone..but then again im afraid coz even now is hard to eat but i...
    amysangels amysangels
    22-25, F
    6 Responses Jan 6, 2010

    I think there are so many people

    who are pissed off at me right now. I can't ******* please everybody, no matter how bad I want to. I can't take it anymore!!! I can't help everyone! It's ******* impossible!!! I'm about to go insane.... I need help to!!!! I put aside my problems to help others!!! I'm doing the...
    ACyanideSurprise ACyanideSurprise
    22-25, M
    1 Response Jul 15, 2014

    Trying Is Not Denying

    So for a long time it appeared trying was worthless. I mean people don't mind what you do and you don't got to do anything that you don't want to in our society. So it was kind of foolish in my opinion to try so much but that's who i am. I try to be 'solid' in everything i do...
    deleted deleted
    Apr 17, 2013

    I'M O.k.

    I'M O.K. is what people say when they really not. It's what you say when you don't want people to know that you have so much pain inside you. It's what you say when you don't want to tell people how much you hate your life. It's what you say to spare the conversation about how...
    lonelygirl92 lonelygirl92
    31-35, F
    1 Response Jul 20, 2009

    Not to start acting crazy again!

    I'm gonna pretend it was just the stores fault despite the facts ....which are: 1) I looked all over for the right (odd) size bras 2) I hate pink 3) I put them back and went to the car 4) I know it will be easy to call me crazy if I noticed later and said that one fit wired or...
    707Sarah101 707Sarah101
    31-35, F
    Nov 6, 2015


    I'm trying to just continue my life. I am trying to fake being a happy, normal person but I guess I don't really have much to go on because I've never really been either happy or normal.  I am trying my best to look like I am comfortable in day to day...
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    Sep 22, 2009
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