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I Am Trying Not to Go Back

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    Working My *** Off

    I am trying Extremely hard To Stay Positive. Today was a knocker for me. I can't explain Why exactly. Except when I got Really Sick, I Felt like I did Back When I First Started Getting Headaches. I Felt Bound, Almost Lost. I didn't understand it. So It made me Really upset. Then...
    matthewsmommy matthewsmommy 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 22, 2008

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    I Try Not To....

    Look into the past but I keep having flashbacks...and now they're happening more and more often....they just can't be stopped...
    TheemopandaX TheemopandaX 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 25, 2010

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    Always Stepping Forward

    Before I came here i was very much repressed in what my thoughts were and how to share them.  I do not wish to return there as I have been given a sense of freedom in being a member here.  I do not wish to be that person that wears the variety of masks pending on the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Sep 22, 2008

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    Never

    I talk about the past because it's important to keep all those memories alive. Some make me smile and others remind me that I can do better. I refuse to go back though... not so easy to do as it is to say but I'm trying. I've come too far at this point.
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F 1 Response Aug 15, 2008

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    I am trying to accept that what ever i do my family will never apreciate me!!! Even i do work hard they will just say i just playing around! Even i am tired and stress they dont...
    meowandarf meowandarf 26-30, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Hello everyone, it's my first post here....and here it is: Few years ago I had stroke. Strong one, followed by NDE. I recovered completely....they said I am OK now. While still on...
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    RubyLane RubyLane 41-45, F 6 Responses Oct 10

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    I have come back because the need to write out my feelings and perhaps gain a little bit of help and insight may be advisable at this time. I don’t plan on frequenting the Q&A...
    Myfairlady1 Myfairlady1 46-50, F 7 Responses 1 day ago

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    maddieboo16 maddieboo16 16-17, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    Hello, I am Maddie I am 16 years old. I have been over weight almost my hole life. I have never been that skinny girl that I have always been. When I was around 9 years old I got...
    maddieboo16 maddieboo16 16-17, F 3 days ago

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    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Sep 23

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    A friend once told me, that people must learn to look back to their past, because it defines them of who they are. But she added, God placed our eyes in the front of our head and...
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    NaNaJene NaNaJene 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 12

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    I am a mother of three beautiful daughters. My oldest became very ill in 2011. She almost died. She had surgery. She was septic. She was in a coma for three days. She was married...
    pinefire pinefire 46-50 1 Response Oct 13

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    My marriage is being restored! I asked the Holy Spirit of God for wisdom and He guided me to do something I thought was crazy. Even more surprising to me it's how it worked on that...
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    Who in the hell am I is my question? I don't know why I always think that someone else can tell me or to figure it out for me. I was a people pleaser when I was a kid...well into...
    RubyLane RubyLane 41-45, F Oct 10

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    I just wrote a story in another place about "happiness." Yes I have been trying to find that elusive thing they call happiness for quite some time now...just when I think I have...
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    foryoureyesonly1983 foryoureyesonly1983 18-21, F Oct 14

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