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I Am Trying Not To Have Hate In My Heart

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    This May Be The Only Life We Ever Live. So Waste It By Hating Those Around You.

    Love is so severely important and underated. Hate is a word tossed around far too frequently i can honestly say there is not one person that I hate. To me hate is unproductive, and a toxic emotion to carry around. Love is what will make the world go round. We should not hate...
    Beautylieswithin93 Beautylieswithin93 18-21, M Oct 17, 2011

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    A little over a year ago,

    a huge fight broke out between me and my family and my brother's girlfriend and hers. My brother had gotten her pregnant in 2010 and she gave birth in January of 2011. I went across the country to be with them at her baby shower. My dad and I went up for the baby's first...
    mostofall mostofall 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 15, 2013

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    A Poem For My Boyfriend Let Me Know What Yall Think

    Usually I will write a cheesy love poem for you. But this here is coming from my heart, this is true. Everytime you talk about other girls how they're cute and hot. It hurts me even thought it must not. I may say the same thing about other guys just to get back at you. But those...
    SecrecyxBeauty SecrecyxBeauty 16-17, F Jun 22, 2012

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    It Is Just So Hard With All I Have Been Through

    All the bullying and the rapes, its just hard not to hate. i been through so much!!!
    sweetmusic2011 sweetmusic2011 18-21, F Apr 4, 2011

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    scars

    wisdom and psychology can't light the dark there is in me won't change the heart that's scarred and marred the innocence of childhood barred the trust is gone the world is wrong my electric guitar and a heavy metal song but I see a light and it's called love not given to me but...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Aug 9, 2013

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    It's Getting Ever More Difficult

    I am probably the biggest sap in the world. I keep going back and thinking if time passes things will be different, but i keep getting fooled, or worse, i try to start over and that doesn't work either. Really, it's pointless anymore. I just need to prepare to be alone for...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Oct 19, 2010

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    What I Need To Tell You.

    Its hard not to hate... especially people, when they break your spirit and show no remorse. Sometimes, hate is the only feeling that makes any sense. But i know what hate can do to a person, it can tear you apart, turn you into something you're not, something you never thought...
    DiesSomnium DiesSomnium 31-35 1 Response Oct 12, 2012

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    L Tink Its Holding Me Back

    let me start frm whn l was in love wit dis guy & jc whn l thought he was the one some gal shows up claiming 2 b pregnant wit his child, l jc wanted her 2 have miscarriage or disappear or 4 the baby nt 2 b my boyfranz' bt t was all wishes tht where never granted. l hated her so...
    Nisha89 Nisha89 26-30, F Dec 17, 2012

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    I Don't Want To Hate

    Even though it hurts as he entered me I don't want to hate Even though that the evil smile on his face as he takes me makes my stomachs ache Even though it's my brother who is rapin me I don't want to hate Even though he gave me a life to bring in the world with out my consent I...
    Alexandria22 Alexandria22 18-21, F 6 Responses Apr 19, 2012

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    Working On It

    I have griefs for sure, especially against my father on the paper, cauise he's such a mean person. I have decided to ignore him, purely. It's very selfish, I don't wanna have my life spoilt by him. Same with my bio father, I decided I will search for the truth, but I ddin't need...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jun 1, 2012

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    I Can't Fight Back

    Having just heard something, knowing I can't put 'my side of the story' to set the record straight. It's not fair, so one sided. I have taken so much for so long, so public. Today is supposed to be a special day, but that's been taken out of my hands too. I just want to...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 29, 2013

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    Do Not Become Like Them

    I still have a lot of hate from things that happened in my life, and I still haven't found a way to completely let it go. But I do believe that a life is way better without any hate and anger. That's why I Am Trying Not To Have Hate In My Heart.
    MukaiTheDifferent MukaiTheDifferent 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 28, 2011

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    Deep Down

    With all the stresses and the persons that have used me in my lifetime it becomes harder each day to keep the hate monster from devouring my heart sometimes but I am focused on being positive to the point where I will not let him win. So yes, I fight hate every day of my life...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F Oct 19, 2010

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    Work In Progress

    I'm trying not to carry around all this hate, I think its slowly affecting my brain.  I'm not as nice as I should be, I guess and it's because I am usually angry all the time because I have all this hate in me.When someone does something to me, it's damned hard for me to just...
    ImNotGood ImNotGood 31-35, F 1 Response Jun 3, 2011

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    Trying Not To Have Hate In My Heart

    I am not a person who hates for no reason.  I may not hate a person or people but sometimes the things that they do or say, makes me dislike them very much.  Anyway, it doesn't really matter, I just try not having hate in my heart.
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr 36-40, F May 15, 2011

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    Someone Help

    I have been seeing this girl for 3 years, for about the first year in a half i was dating other girls i was flirting with other girls in front of her n i would bring girls back when we would go out to parties together and she wasnt ok with it but she felt like she couldnt do...
    confusedNindecisive confusedNindecisive 22-25, M Jan 13, 2013

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    Hate

    Their is so many variety words to describe hate, .... You could have grief, you could want to rue the world. But I don't hate the world because of anything it's done to me. Infact I love the world. But have you ever really stopped and thought "how does a teenager feel about this...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Nov 7, 2012

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    It Hurts To Carry This Hatred With Me Every Day But I Can't Let Go

    I know that it's not constructive or healthy. I know that the only one I'm hurting by carrying the hatred is myself. But yet I can't let go and sometimes I think I don't want to. Sometimes I think it's easier to carry the hatred. The people I hate have been dead for many years...
    lauren71 lauren71 41-45, F 1 Response Sep 6, 2013

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    Related Experiences

    I have had my heart broken by so many guys I have lost track. Several didn't like me back as more than a friend, and another just wanted to hook up and nothing more. And I realized...
    advicefairy advicefairy 13-15, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    its broken in pieces like that Chinese vase your grandmother keeps even though it was dropped by the nieces. picked up all the parts, one by one, held it in my hand and looked down...
    xxbrokenlinkxx xxbrokenlinkxx 22-25, M 17 hrs ago

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    I failed in love for more than 20 times since my childhood. I am emotional at times. Slowly, I learn to patch-up my heart until I felt nothing at all. I recently got rejected again...
    CaptainHarlock CaptainHarlock 26-30, M 1 day ago

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    when you hate on someone all you're doing is feeding their ego. so really they are still winning while you're still losing.
    Angelcum Angelcum 18-21, F 10 Responses Nov 19

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    So, b*tches, you can't break something which doesn't exist
    BeingMe98 BeingMe98 16-17, M 1 day ago

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    .....or so I've been told .
    Alylovespuppies Alylovespuppies 18-21, F 19 hrs ago

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    I think every moment is going to be different. Some days I will feel strong and okay and others I will cry my eyes out. This is much like my last heart break. Same in many ways. it...
    searchingfar searchingfar 22-25, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    How long does it take? How long until you can forget? Can you even forget, is it possible? I love him so much.. I never believed in true love, let alone soul mates, until he came...
    xRiax xRiax 18-21, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    Actually I don’t think I have hated anyone ever. But if I have done, it was my father. He was the most pathetic turd piece of meat I’ve ever known. My grandma told me that...
    tazx tazx 46-50, M 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    Since I was little I have had the fear of being alone. I have watched throughout the years people grow and move apart from people. I have watched relationships become torn and...
    searchingfar searchingfar 22-25, F Nov 25

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    There are so many things that are wrong with this world and I hate them I just wish I could change it. People do so many stuff on the Internet that are not good and I hate that...
    isabel16 isabel16 16-17, F Nov 27

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    When I was in 6th grade I became obsessive about a guy I had liked...he was from Pakistan... I became so obsessed that I began to bother him...he hated me for that...he wanted me...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    how much longer before the pain ends. What if he's already met someone else? I miss him,I want him , I need him... another love lost...I hate my life. I never get chosen to be the...
    godsgab828 godsgab828 26-30, F 6 Responses Nov 20

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    so, like most women I hate my period, but this is not why I did this. I tryed to get pregnant and now I wont know if I am till next month, and im scared. I have a heart condition...
    Sammiegirl1997 Sammiegirl1997 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 24

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    If you read my other experience, you'll see that I have never had a girlfriend. I admit that I've got a big ego, but it's because of the pain that I've suffered from in the past. I...
    ChrisFerguson ChrisFerguson 16-17, M 4 days ago

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    I was in 8th grade when I first had the feeling for a certain boy. I saw him at the park and talked to him all night. I then started talking to him on Facebook since he was a grade...
    arianagrande14 arianagrande14 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 3

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    I'm not sure if this is the right place since I am not the girl but rather have a story about one. Sophomore year of 2008 I made a dear friend. She would flow with joy and we'd...
    icingh icingh 22-25, M Nov 25

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    I had a dream last night where I had a heart transplant. It felt so real. There are parts I remember vividly being on the operating table and the doctor asked me if I want to feel...
    ForeverIsOver ForeverIsOver 16-17, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    I had been out with my horse for about two hours, when all of a sudden, out of no where, I had the awfullest chest pain! It felt like something was crushing my entire chest, a...
    Willa91 Willa91 22-25, F Nov 22

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    Hi there. Since I was born I have been diagnosed with marfan syndrome. Little did I know, being an infant, I was on the verge of having many issues in life. They may not have been...
    ChrisSFTY ChrisSFTY 18-21, M 4 days ago

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    NOTE: Please be nice! This website is a safe-haven for people who need to get things off their chests! Thank you in advance for not being mean! Let's all just like and love what...
    YuriXWolfram86 YuriXWolfram86 18-21, F Nov 25

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    I never believe people When they said how much it hurts To have your heart broken Until It was me Lying on my bedroom floor With mascara running down my face gasping for air crying...
    ShadowRiver ShadowRiver 13-15, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I have hated myself for as long as I can rememeber it may appeared that I was in love with myself. But that was all part of my act. I loathe myself for a lot of different reasons...
    xdarkangelx666 xdarkangelx666 22-25, F 3 Responses Nov 20

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    i'm only 15, and i have so many issues and have made so many mistakes that i regret. i also have been heart broken, i swear to god i thought i was f*cking dying. it hurt so bad. it...
    courtneythepizzaqueen courtneythepizzaqueen 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 21

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    This is to you baby, our song: "Worldwide" [James:] Ooh Wait a minute before you tell me anything, how was your day? Cause I've been missing [Kendall:] You by my side, yeah...
    LawrenceGirl16 LawrenceGirl16 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 29

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    She can be immature, yet she can be so appropriate. She can have a heart as cold as ice, yet she can be so thoughtful. She has some emotional issues, yet she can seem so normal...
    aag311 aag311 41-45, M 2 Responses Dec 1

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    I have always been broken was abused by biological parents then adoptive tortured me til was 15 than foster parents everyone told me I was unlovable and unhuggable taught me to b...
    unspankablebrat80 unspankablebrat80 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 2

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    Feels like I'm going through purging withdrawals! I NEED to PURGE!!! Had a stressful day and I just NEED that feeling of discomfort when I binge because that's how I feel now. Then...
    yonnie97 yonnie97 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 9

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    You are a tough, lean, mean Marine; boy you certainly live up to the expectation. You stand one head taller than me. You can easily cover my whole head with both your hands, but I...
    dearalexe dearalexe 22-25, F 4 days ago

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