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I Am Trying Not To Have Hate In My Heart

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    I Can't Fight Back

    Having just heard something, knowing I can't put 'my side of the story' to set the record straight. It's not fair, so one sided. I have taken so much for so long, so public. Today is supposed to be a special day, but that's been taken out of my hands too. I just want to...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 29, 2013

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    Trying Not To Have Hate In My Heart

    I am not a person who hates for no reason.  I may not hate a person or people but sometimes the things that they do or say, makes me dislike them very much.  Anyway, it doesn't really matter, I just try not having hate in my heart.
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr 36-40, F May 15, 2011

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    Deep Down

    With all the stresses and the persons that have used me in my lifetime it becomes harder each day to keep the hate monster from devouring my heart sometimes but I am focused on being positive to the point where I will not let him win. So yes, I fight hate every day of my life...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F Oct 19, 2010

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    My Mission

    I will try not to, but after all I've been through, the pain and sadness... I admit its got the best of me, but I know that it doesnt help me or anyone else for that matter.
    quietbeauty quietbeauty 31-35, F 3 Responses Jun 18, 2012

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    Someone Help

    I have been seeing this girl for 3 years, for about the first year in a half i was dating other girls i was flirting with other girls in front of her n i would bring girls back when we would go out to parties together and she wasnt ok with it but she felt like she couldnt do...
    confusedNindecisive confusedNindecisive 22-25, M Jan 13, 2013

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    A little over a year ago,

    a huge fight broke out between me and my family and my brother's girlfriend and hers. My brother had gotten her pregnant in 2010 and she gave birth in January of 2011. I went across the country to be with them at her baby shower. My dad and I went up for the baby's first...
    mostofall mostofall 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 15, 2013

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    No Room For Hate

    I don't think I will ever have room for hate in my heart, but I do have hurt that still makes me angry sometimes....
    CuriousAngelina CuriousAngelina 46-50, F 9 Responses Jan 22, 2011

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    It Is Just So Hard With All I Have Been Through

    All the bullying and the rapes, its just hard not to hate. i been through so much!!!
    sweetmusic2011 sweetmusic2011 18-21, F Apr 4, 2011

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    Work In Progress

    I'm trying not to carry around all this hate, I think its slowly affecting my brain.  I'm not as nice as I should be, I guess and it's because I am usually angry all the time because I have all this hate in me.When someone does something to me, it's damned hard for me to just...
    ImNotGood ImNotGood 31-35, F 1 Response Jun 3, 2011

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    Do Not Become Like Them

    I still have a lot of hate from things that happened in my life, and I still haven't found a way to completely let it go. But I do believe that a life is way better without any hate and anger. That's why I Am Trying Not To Have Hate In My Heart.
    MukaiTheDifferent MukaiTheDifferent 22-25, M 2 Responses Jan 28, 2011

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    Working On It

    I have griefs for sure, especially against my father on the paper, cauise he's such a mean person. I have decided to ignore him, purely. It's very selfish, I don't wanna have my life spoilt by him. Same with my bio father, I decided I will search for the truth, but I ddin't need...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jun 1, 2012

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    I Don't Want To Hate

    Even though it hurts as he entered me I don't want to hate Even though that the evil smile on his face as he takes me makes my stomachs ache Even though it's my brother who is rapin me I don't want to hate Even though he gave me a life to bring in the world with out my consent I...
    Alexandria22 Alexandria22 18-21, F 5 Responses Apr 19, 2012

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    scars

    wisdom and psychology can't light the dark there is in me won't change the heart that's scarred and marred the innocence of childhood barred the trust is gone the world is wrong my electric guitar and a heavy metal song but I see a light and it's called love not given to me but...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Aug 9, 2013

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    Hate

    Their is so many variety words to describe hate, .... You could have grief, you could want to rue the world. But I don't hate the world because of anything it's done to me. Infact I love the world. But have you ever really stopped and thought "how does a teenager feel about this...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Nov 7, 2012

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    A Poem For My Boyfriend Let Me Know What Yall Think

    Usually I will write a cheesy love poem for you. But this here is coming from my heart, this is true. Everytime you talk about other girls how they're cute and hot. It hurts me even thought it must not. I may say the same thing about other guys just to get back at you. But those...
    SecrecyxBeauty SecrecyxBeauty 16-17, F Jun 22, 2012

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    It's Getting Ever More Difficult

    I am probably the biggest sap in the world. I keep going back and thinking if time passes things will be different, but i keep getting fooled, or worse, i try to start over and that doesn't work either. Really, it's pointless anymore. I just need to prepare to be alone for...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Oct 19, 2010

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    It Hurts To Carry This Hatred With Me Every Day But I Can't Let Go

    I know that it's not constructive or healthy. I know that the only one I'm hurting by carrying the hatred is myself. But yet I can't let go and sometimes I think I don't want to. Sometimes I think it's easier to carry the hatred. The people I hate have been dead for many years...
    lauren71 lauren71 41-45, F 1 Response Sep 6, 2013

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    What I Need To Tell You.

    Its hard not to hate... especially people, when they break your spirit and show no remorse. Sometimes, hate is the only feeling that makes any sense. But i know what hate can do to a person, it can tear you apart, turn you into something you're not, something you never thought...
    DiesSomnium DiesSomnium 31-35 1 Response Oct 12, 2012

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    L Tink Its Holding Me Back

    let me start frm whn l was in love wit dis guy & jc whn l thought he was the one some gal shows up claiming 2 b pregnant wit his child, l jc wanted her 2 have miscarriage or disappear or 4 the baby nt 2 b my boyfranz' bt t was all wishes tht where never granted. l hated her so...
    Nisha89 Nisha89 26-30, F Dec 17, 2012

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    This May Be The Only Life We Ever Live. So Waste It By Hating Those Around You.

    Love is so severely important and underated. Hate is a word tossed around far too frequently i can honestly say there is not one person that I hate. To me hate is unproductive, and a toxic emotion to carry around. Love is what will make the world go round. We should not hate...
    Beautylieswithin93 Beautylieswithin93 18-21, M Oct 17, 2011

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    You find out the truth abt people once you've met them or heard the truth abt them. Well at least i know how to face a problem with someone instead of trying to throw shade or...
    beautylasts beautylasts 13-15, F Jul 20

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    I always knew I had a big heart but didn't know how big until today after the results of my chest X-Ray. It's not too bad, moderate to medium but doesn't explain why it keeps...
    Kindal Kindal 46-50, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    And just like that 4 years of my life learning to trust you was just like a person taking the gum out of it's wrapper only to take the gum , and what was protecting it gets thrown...
    hiddenname23 hiddenname23 16-17, F Jul 8

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    as it happens again, I get scared. Not of the loss I am experiencing, not of the missed chance of actual happiness, or her smile that use to give me a physical feeling of...
    xavis xavis 26-30, M Jul 14

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    You never know what kind of person someone is until you actually take the time out to meet them
    beautylasts beautylasts 13-15, F 3 Responses Jul 22

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    Why am I such a fool? I can't stop myself from loving you. Countless nights I've cried over you, Just because my feelings are true. You're up, you're down, Your feelings are all...
    silentlyscreaming102 silentlyscreaming102 16-17, F 5 Responses Jul 5

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    Firstly I hate the word 'have' it suggests people are a possession for others to own and they aren't, that said this is the closest I have to express myself. It will have to do. So...
    LastEnglishRose LastEnglishRose 36-40, F 1 Response Jul 8

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    When someone stares to demean or yells out a slur, it proves that they have no heart. We are stronger than they will EVER be. If they are just curious, I am open to genuine...
    TheWomanWhoDid TheWomanWhoDid 36-40 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Please don't hate.... haters feed on being hated. Just like lovers grow on love. Become neutral, indifferent... it takes you less energy and feeds them less. I have hated with a...
    mickyisback mickyisback 51-55, M 1 Response Jul 20

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    Cuz of regret of somethin I didn't do . My heart hurts and my eyes tear . My head aches and my hand's cut. I fall down on the floor . I'm ignored from every one. I have no one at...
    DrowningInPain2 DrowningInPain2 13-15, F Jul 5

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    Life is tough...but sure I am living unforgettable moments wich makes all wide worth. Speak to someone who was only in your wildest dreams,see her again on videochat and make that...
    4biandu 4biandu 26-30, F Jul 16

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    Well I had my first unplanned trip to the hospital on Saturday. Basically the heart murmur I have had for awhile finally did something bad and I ended up being wheeled into an...
    MattsShadow MattsShadow 18-21, M Jul 21

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    I dated this guy my junior/senior year of high school. He was always super sweet and of course very cute. I was an idiot and broke it off because of something's people were saying...
    PierceTheOvercastKid PierceTheOvercastKid 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 1

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    I don't want a ton of money and I don't want to be poor .. In all reality how do we really know what we need? My bank account has had 4 digits only one time in my life and it still...
    RiseAbove222 RiseAbove222 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 21

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    Can money buy me love? I feel so torn & broken inside. I wanna have my heart back. It's broken & not in 1 piece, but I wanna have it back.
    JonDanny JonDanny 18-21, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I have nightmares about everything that happened this past year. I dreamt that my aunt was going to do surgery on my breasts. It was a nightmare because my aunt is horrible and a...
    Acebo Acebo 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Just had my first anxiety attack in a while. I think mothers day was the last time I had one. Holidays are never good. Usually get one during thanksgiving and Christmas. Not sure...
    kavlynn99 kavlynn99 22-25, F 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    I have a heart shaped birthmark on my upper right thigh💕 personally I love it because it's unique and cute...that's until I saw my younger sisters thigh seeing she had the same...
    XxbixtchybellaxX XxbixtchybellaxX 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 13

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    My anxiety was out of control today . Thought I was gonna have a heart attack in the middle of dinner .. Nothing worse then thinking you are going to die in front of a bunch if...
    snowmoon123 snowmoon123 26-30, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I have 4. I have a rose that covers my left foot. (large and unfinished) I have a heart shaped locket and key on the left side of my chest and collar bone (large and unfinished) I...
    alexdahlia alexdahlia 26-30, F 3 Responses Jul 15

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    It's taken me and my sister a very long time to realise that our mother is passive aggressive. We always thought our mother was selfish and wanted the world to revolve around her...
    Cupcakes95 Cupcakes95 36-40, F 1 hr ago

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    He confuses me. Some days, I swear i see clear hints that he likes me. Other days, it's as if he's avoiding me. I can't get him out of my head. He's the first thing i think about...
    confusionswirlinginmyhead confusionswirlinginmyhead 18-21, F 5 hrs ago

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    I can't skateboard around the neighborhood with my little brother without being paranoid about him driving up. As I sit and watch my brother skateboard , every passing car makes me...
    CaliforniaPsycho CaliforniaPsycho 18-21, F 37 mins ago

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    "Sticks and stones can break my bones but names can never hurt me" well, i would rather have my bones broken than my heart cut apart like this..
    FatinNajihah1 FatinNajihah1 13-15, F 4 hrs ago

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    To danced in the rain with you my loveThe rain falls as it swirls and dances around usCalling beckoning us to join the rain ...Feeling it as it slides down our skinIt lights up our...
    mintybear2 mintybear2 41-45, F 2 hrs ago

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    when your parents notice cuts i moved to my fist. i beat myself till tears ran forth like the river of sorrow in my heart. the bruises you cover. start wearing a shirt to bed so...
    saint0928 saint0928 18-21, M 5 hrs ago

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    ---WARNING: Venting piece, don't read if you don't want to--- I've realized that after 5 years of depression, I can't do this anymore. I can't. I'm done trying to hold onto a...
    00SecretGarden00 00SecretGarden00 13-15, F 3 days ago

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    My name is Mackenzie aka "Kenzie" I'm 13 years of age and I am currently a victim of physical bullying & verbal. I'm a quite nice girl but there's a certain group of girls that...
    Kenzieeeeee Kenzieeeeee 13-15, F 7 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    We had been discussing the possibility of separating for about 4 months. Things were becoming strained between us. We were growing distant and I kept trying so hard to bridge the...
    Navylove19 Navylove19 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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