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I Am Trying Not To Have Hate In My Heart

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    A little over a year ago,

    a huge fight broke out between me and my family and my brother's girlfriend and hers. My brother had gotten her pregnant in 2010 and she gave birth in January of 2011. I went across the country to be with them at her baby shower. My dad and I went up for the baby's first...
    mostofall mostofall 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 15, 2013

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    It Hurts To Carry This Hatred With Me Every Day But I Can't Let Go

    I know that it's not constructive or healthy. I know that the only one I'm hurting by carrying the hatred is myself. But yet I can't let go and sometimes I think I don't want to. Sometimes I think it's easier to carry the hatred. The people I hate have been dead for many years...
    lauren71 lauren71 41-45, F 1 Response Sep 6, 2013

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    Trying Not To Have Hate In My Heart

    I am not a person who hates for no reason.  I may not hate a person or people but sometimes the things that they do or say, makes me dislike them very much.  Anyway, it doesn't really matter, I just try not having hate in my heart.
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr 36-40, F May 15, 2011

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    This May Be The Only Life We Ever Live. So Waste It By Hating Those Around You.

    Love is so severely important and underated. Hate is a word tossed around far too frequently i can honestly say there is not one person that I hate. To me hate is unproductive, and a toxic emotion to carry around. Love is what will make the world go round. We should not hate...
    Beautylieswithin93 Beautylieswithin93 18-21, M Oct 17, 2011

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    I Don't Want To Hate

    Even though it hurts as he entered me I don't want to hate Even though that the evil smile on his face as he takes me makes my stomachs ache Even though it's my brother who is rapin me I don't want to hate Even though he gave me a life to bring in the world with out my consent I...
    Alexandria22 Alexandria22 18-21, F 6 Responses Apr 19, 2012

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    I Can't Fight Back

    Having just heard something, knowing I can't put 'my side of the story' to set the record straight. It's not fair, so one sided. I have taken so much for so long, so public. Today is supposed to be a special day, but that's been taken out of my hands too. I just want to...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 29, 2013

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    Someone Help

    I have been seeing this girl for 3 years, for about the first year in a half i was dating other girls i was flirting with other girls in front of her n i would bring girls back when we would go out to parties together and she wasnt ok with it but she felt like she couldnt do...
    confusedNindecisive confusedNindecisive 22-25, M Jan 13, 2013

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    Deep Down

    With all the stresses and the persons that have used me in my lifetime it becomes harder each day to keep the hate monster from devouring my heart sometimes but I am focused on being positive to the point where I will not let him win. So yes, I fight hate every day of my life...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F Oct 19, 2010

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    A Poem For My Boyfriend Let Me Know What Yall Think

    Usually I will write a cheesy love poem for you. But this here is coming from my heart, this is true. Everytime you talk about other girls how they're cute and hot. It hurts me even thought it must not. I may say the same thing about other guys just to get back at you. But those...
    SecrecyxBeauty SecrecyxBeauty 16-17, F Jun 22, 2012

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    It Is Just So Hard With All I Have Been Through

    All the bullying and the rapes, its just hard not to hate. i been through so much!!!
    sweetmusic2011 sweetmusic2011 18-21, F Apr 4, 2011

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    Hate

    Their is so many variety words to describe hate, .... You could have grief, you could want to rue the world. But I don't hate the world because of anything it's done to me. Infact I love the world. But have you ever really stopped and thought "how does a teenager feel about this...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Nov 7, 2012

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    What I Need To Tell You.

    Its hard not to hate... especially people, when they break your spirit and show no remorse. Sometimes, hate is the only feeling that makes any sense. But i know what hate can do to a person, it can tear you apart, turn you into something you're not, something you never thought...
    DiesSomnium DiesSomnium 31-35 1 Response Oct 12, 2012

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    scars

    wisdom and psychology can't light the dark there is in me won't change the heart that's scarred and marred the innocence of childhood barred the trust is gone the world is wrong my electric guitar and a heavy metal song but I see a light and it's called love not given to me but...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Aug 9, 2013

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    It's Getting Ever More Difficult

    I am probably the biggest sap in the world. I keep going back and thinking if time passes things will be different, but i keep getting fooled, or worse, i try to start over and that doesn't work either. Really, it's pointless anymore. I just need to prepare to be alone for...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Oct 19, 2010

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    Do Not Become Like Them

    I still have a lot of hate from things that happened in my life, and I still haven't found a way to completely let it go. But I do believe that a life is way better without any hate and anger. That's why I Am Trying Not To Have Hate In My Heart.
    MukaiTheDifferent MukaiTheDifferent 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 28, 2011

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    Work In Progress

    I'm trying not to carry around all this hate, I think its slowly affecting my brain.  I'm not as nice as I should be, I guess and it's because I am usually angry all the time because I have all this hate in me.When someone does something to me, it's damned hard for me to just...
    ImNotGood ImNotGood 31-35, F 1 Response Jun 3, 2011

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    Working On It

    I have griefs for sure, especially against my father on the paper, cauise he's such a mean person. I have decided to ignore him, purely. It's very selfish, I don't wanna have my life spoilt by him. Same with my bio father, I decided I will search for the truth, but I ddin't need...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jun 1, 2012

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    L Tink Its Holding Me Back

    let me start frm whn l was in love wit dis guy & jc whn l thought he was the one some gal shows up claiming 2 b pregnant wit his child, l jc wanted her 2 have miscarriage or disappear or 4 the baby nt 2 b my boyfranz' bt t was all wishes tht where never granted. l hated her so...
    Nisha89 Nisha89 26-30, F Dec 17, 2012

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    Not all the time. I've gotten quite a bit better about letting go of things that make me cold and heartless. But hatred derives from pain. I loathe the fact that a few certain...
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    I have an enlarged heart and pretty frequent palpitations. I could die any time but it doesn't really bother me. The thing is, some days I hope my heart just stops and doesn't...
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    TrueLove213 TrueLove213 26-30, F 4 days ago

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    I will never give my heart to someone again. I have been hurt too many times. How can anyone be so cruel ?
    sassygirl42 sassygirl42 41-45, F 2 Responses Mar 11

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    I think this is the real reason I'm afraid of relationships. My last experience crippled my ability to trust and open myself up to anyone. I was emotionally abused by someone I...
    theloveofmylife2 theloveofmylife2 18-21, F Feb 28

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    I am having a hard time convincing myself that everything about you was just a lie... i want to move on and accept the fact that there will never be an "us".. but every time i...
    TrueLove213 TrueLove213 26-30, F Mar 16

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    But it's mostly due to acid reflux.
    MermaidCurry MermaidCurry 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 19

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    I'm basically going to just rant right now. Today and tomorrow are going to be stressful for me. I'm homeschooled and quit my job due to panic attacks so I basically stay home...
    HazzaBoo HazzaBoo 16-17, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    True heroes are not only the ones who triumphs - but also true heroes are those who makes efforts and attempts, those who keep the idea to try and keep trying - trying is the...
    Stephenrko Stephenrko 31-35, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    This is something that I have been considering for some time now. Before I go into my story, I will tell you a bit about me. I am a divorced, mother of three beautiful children...
    youchampion youchampion 36-40, F 1 day ago

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    Screaming !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! God help me i gonna lose my mind. I know i dont have the heart to kill myself so I know imma lose my mind so much pain so much disappointments...
    Icantgiveupnow Icantgiveupnow 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 17

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    Everyone at school talks about grand parents. My grandma made these cookies my grandpa took me here... And I am over here like, never met one of my grandpas. The one on my mothers...
    LoverOfAllSouls LoverOfAllSouls 13-15, F Mar 11

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    My marriage is a horror story. My husband is lucky to even call me his wife. I'm beautiful, intelligent, & loyal. We also have a gorgeous son. To start off with, I met my husband...
    dbdz dbdz 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 7

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    I would rather have my heart broken with the truth than shattered with a lie. Liars are cowards
    pinkstarburst pinkstarburst 41-45, F 1 Response Mar 9

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    dear dad, can you have a heart of a mom?
    boom991 boom991 16-17, M Mar 10

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    This is something I am truly passionate about. This has to be one of the lowest things humanity could do. It's been something I've cared about for as long as I could remember but...
    Thespistx Thespistx 26-30, M a week ago

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    But it may have shrank. Heart attacks can cause that. Since i smoke.
    convertihd convertihd 46-50, M 5 days ago

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    The best way to not get a broken heart, is to pretend that you don't have a heart.
    serenapaul serenapaul 13-15, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I have 2 miserable adopted siblings, I have hated these 2 since the day my parents brought them home when I was 12 and they were 6 and 4. These 2 monsters have done nothing but...
    QueenB32 QueenB32 31-35, F 3 Responses Mar 18

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    Technology marches on. I am old enough to remember how things were and to see the changes that have come to be. IBM introduced the PC in form of the XT in 1980. Bill gates talked...
    lasergraph lasergraph 61-65, M 4 Responses Mar 16

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    My mind is badly fractured I hate the body I am in My thoughts shall destroy me As I mutilate my skin I'd rather change myself Than never live at all But it seems that change won...
    SkullRoseInsignia SkullRoseInsignia 16-17, T 6 hrs ago

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    I have come across countless people who will walk up to me on the streets and try asking me for my number or "take me out" and it's so creepy and gross. Like, I am obviously young...
    AlexisOwO AlexisOwO 16-17, F 2 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    Has anyone had much experience with having epilepsy and being pregnant or raising kids? I have a two year old step son, and I hate having seizures in front of him. My husband and I...
    sarbear82 sarbear82 18-21, F 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    i dont know why people search for the thing where it doesn't really exist. and why they don't realize the things where they really exist. there is an expiry date for the artificial...
    einzig einzig 22-25, M 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    I hate being a stepchild. It's just so much that a normal person would never understand. I don't get treated less but there is more that comes along with everything. It hurts...
    Purpletears17 Purpletears17 16-17, F 3 Responses 54 mins ago

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