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I Am Trying Not To Have Hate In My Heart

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 486 People

    A Poem For My Boyfriend Let Me Know What Yall Think

    Usually I will write a cheesy love poem for you. But this here is coming from my heart, this is true. Everytime you talk about other girls how they're cute and hot. It hurts me even thought it must not. I may say the same thing about other guys just to get back at you. But those...
    SecrecyxBeauty SecrecyxBeauty 16-17, F Jun 22, 2012

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    Deep Down

    With all the stresses and the persons that have used me in my lifetime it becomes harder each day to keep the hate monster from devouring my heart sometimes but I am focused on being positive to the point where I will not let him win. So yes, I fight hate every day of my life...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F Oct 19, 2010

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    A little over a year ago,

    a huge fight broke out between me and my family and my brother's girlfriend and hers. My brother had gotten her pregnant in 2010 and she gave birth in January of 2011. I went across the country to be with them at her baby shower. My dad and I went up for the baby's first...
    mostofall mostofall 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 15, 2013

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    It Hurts To Carry This Hatred With Me Every Day But I Can't Let Go

    I know that it's not constructive or healthy. I know that the only one I'm hurting by carrying the hatred is myself. But yet I can't let go and sometimes I think I don't want to. Sometimes I think it's easier to carry the hatred. The people I hate have been dead for many years...
    lauren71 lauren71 41-45, F 1 Response Sep 6, 2013

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    This May Be The Only Life We Ever Live. So Waste It By Hating Those Around You.

    Love is so severely important and underated. Hate is a word tossed around far too frequently i can honestly say there is not one person that I hate. To me hate is unproductive, and a toxic emotion to carry around. Love is what will make the world go round. We should not hate...
    Beautylieswithin93 Beautylieswithin93 18-21, M Oct 17, 2011

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    I Don't Want To Hate

    Even though it hurts as he entered me I don't want to hate Even though that the evil smile on his face as he takes me makes my stomachs ache Even though it's my brother who is rapin me I don't want to hate Even though he gave me a life to bring in the world with out my consent I...
    Alexandria22 Alexandria22 18-21, F 6 Responses Apr 19, 2012

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    Work In Progress

    I'm trying not to carry around all this hate, I think its slowly affecting my brain.  I'm not as nice as I should be, I guess and it's because I am usually angry all the time because I have all this hate in me.When someone does something to me, it's damned hard for me to just...
    ImNotGood ImNotGood 31-35, F 1 Response Jun 3, 2011

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    L Tink Its Holding Me Back

    let me start frm whn l was in love wit dis guy & jc whn l thought he was the one some gal shows up claiming 2 b pregnant wit his child, l jc wanted her 2 have miscarriage or disappear or 4 the baby nt 2 b my boyfranz' bt t was all wishes tht where never granted. l hated her so...
    Nisha89 Nisha89 26-30, F Dec 17, 2012

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    Working On It

    I have griefs for sure, especially against my father on the paper, cauise he's such a mean person. I have decided to ignore him, purely. It's very selfish, I don't wanna have my life spoilt by him. Same with my bio father, I decided I will search for the truth, but I ddin't need...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jun 1, 2012

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    It's Getting Ever More Difficult

    I am probably the biggest sap in the world. I keep going back and thinking if time passes things will be different, but i keep getting fooled, or worse, i try to start over and that doesn't work either. Really, it's pointless anymore. I just need to prepare to be alone for...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Oct 19, 2010

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    It Is Just So Hard With All I Have Been Through

    All the bullying and the rapes, its just hard not to hate. i been through so much!!!
    sweetmusic2011 sweetmusic2011 18-21, F Apr 4, 2011

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    scars

    wisdom and psychology can't light the dark there is in me won't change the heart that's scarred and marred the innocence of childhood barred the trust is gone the world is wrong my electric guitar and a heavy metal song but I see a light and it's called love not given to me but...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Aug 9, 2013

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    What I Need To Tell You.

    Its hard not to hate... especially people, when they break your spirit and show no remorse. Sometimes, hate is the only feeling that makes any sense. But i know what hate can do to a person, it can tear you apart, turn you into something you're not, something you never thought...
    DiesSomnium DiesSomnium 31-35 1 Response Oct 12, 2012

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    I Can't Fight Back

    Having just heard something, knowing I can't put 'my side of the story' to set the record straight. It's not fair, so one sided. I have taken so much for so long, so public. Today is supposed to be a special day, but that's been taken out of my hands too. I just want to...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 29, 2013

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    Hate

    Their is so many variety words to describe hate, .... You could have grief, you could want to rue the world. But I don't hate the world because of anything it's done to me. Infact I love the world. But have you ever really stopped and thought "how does a teenager feel about this...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Nov 7, 2012

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    Do Not Become Like Them

    I still have a lot of hate from things that happened in my life, and I still haven't found a way to completely let it go. But I do believe that a life is way better without any hate and anger. That's why I Am Trying Not To Have Hate In My Heart.
    MukaiTheDifferent MukaiTheDifferent 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 28, 2011

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    Trying Not To Have Hate In My Heart

    I am not a person who hates for no reason.  I may not hate a person or people but sometimes the things that they do or say, makes me dislike them very much.  Anyway, it doesn't really matter, I just try not having hate in my heart.
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr 36-40, F May 15, 2011

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    Someone Help

    I have been seeing this girl for 3 years, for about the first year in a half i was dating other girls i was flirting with other girls in front of her n i would bring girls back when we would go out to parties together and she wasnt ok with it but she felt like she couldnt do...
    confusedNindecisive confusedNindecisive 22-25, M Jan 13, 2013

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    I just had a full blown one. Couldn't breathe, face and arms went tingly, numb and the paralysed. Ended up going to the hospital. Honestly thought I was about to have a heart...
    xlxSpiraxlx xlxSpiraxlx 26-30, F Jan 7

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    If Only Have you ever wanted something so badly, and then not get it? Whether it be a love interest, a job, or another opportunity, you were just sure would be the perfect fit...
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    I'm so fat and ugly and stupid. I'm a massive screw up, I can't do anything right. I can't stick to a diet because I'm such a fatass. I have no self control. I barely have any...
    SheSaid15 SheSaid15 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 7

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    If you have the attention span of a gnat or you don't enjoy reading, keep it moving. This is my bully story. Real life bullies hurt people more than online bullies. Granted, if...
    adianoeta adianoeta 26-30, F 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    Before I forget, I will write about this. I guess I have mentioned it already in an earlier bit under this heading, but it's become more poignant, I think, since then. Or...
    Lgl700 Lgl700 51-55, M 6 days ago

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    The sun is so bright but the air is so cold I have a heart full of love but no hand to hold
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