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I Am Trying Not To Have Hate In My Heart

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    It Hurts To Carry This Hatred With Me Every Day But I Can't Let Go

    I know that it's not constructive or healthy. I know that the only one I'm hurting by carrying the hatred is myself. But yet I can't let go and sometimes I think I don't want to. Sometimes I think it's easier to carry the hatred. The people I hate have been dead for many years...
    lauren71 lauren71 41-45, F 1 Response Sep 6, 2013

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    A Poem For My Boyfriend Let Me Know What Yall Think

    Usually I will write a cheesy love poem for you. But this here is coming from my heart, this is true. Everytime you talk about other girls how they're cute and hot. It hurts me even thought it must not. I may say the same thing about other guys just to get back at you. But those...
    SecrecyxBeauty SecrecyxBeauty 16-17, F Jun 22, 2012

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    Deep Down

    With all the stresses and the persons that have used me in my lifetime it becomes harder each day to keep the hate monster from devouring my heart sometimes but I am focused on being positive to the point where I will not let him win. So yes, I fight hate every day of my life...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F Oct 19, 2010

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    Work In Progress

    I'm trying not to carry around all this hate, I think its slowly affecting my brain.  I'm not as nice as I should be, I guess and it's because I am usually angry all the time because I have all this hate in me.When someone does something to me, it's damned hard for me to just...
    ImNotGood ImNotGood 31-35, F 1 Response Jun 3, 2011

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    A little over a year ago,

    a huge fight broke out between me and my family and my brother's girlfriend and hers. My brother had gotten her pregnant in 2010 and she gave birth in January of 2011. I went across the country to be with them at her baby shower. My dad and I went up for the baby's first...
    mostofall mostofall 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 15, 2013

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    I Don't Want To Hate

    Even though it hurts as he entered me I don't want to hate Even though that the evil smile on his face as he takes me makes my stomachs ache Even though it's my brother who is rapin me I don't want to hate Even though he gave me a life to bring in the world with out my consent I...
    Alexandria22 Alexandria22 18-21, F 5 Responses Apr 19, 2012

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    scars

    wisdom and psychology can't light the dark there is in me won't change the heart that's scarred and marred the innocence of childhood barred the trust is gone the world is wrong my electric guitar and a heavy metal song but I see a light and it's called love not given to me but...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Aug 9, 2013

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    L Tink Its Holding Me Back

    let me start frm whn l was in love wit dis guy & jc whn l thought he was the one some gal shows up claiming 2 b pregnant wit his child, l jc wanted her 2 have miscarriage or disappear or 4 the baby nt 2 b my boyfranz' bt t was all wishes tht where never granted. l hated her so...
    Nisha89 Nisha89 26-30, F Dec 17, 2012

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    Do Not Become Like Them

    I still have a lot of hate from things that happened in my life, and I still haven't found a way to completely let it go. But I do believe that a life is way better without any hate and anger. That's why I Am Trying Not To Have Hate In My Heart.
    MukaiTheDifferent MukaiTheDifferent 22-25, M 2 Responses Jan 28, 2011

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    No Room For Hate

    I don't think I will ever have room for hate in my heart, but I do have hurt that still makes me angry sometimes....
    CuriousAngelina CuriousAngelina 46-50, F 9 Responses Jan 22, 2011

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    Working On It

    I have griefs for sure, especially against my father on the paper, cauise he's such a mean person. I have decided to ignore him, purely. It's very selfish, I don't wanna have my life spoilt by him. Same with my bio father, I decided I will search for the truth, but I ddin't need...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jun 1, 2012

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    I Can't Fight Back

    Having just heard something, knowing I can't put 'my side of the story' to set the record straight. It's not fair, so one sided. I have taken so much for so long, so public. Today is supposed to be a special day, but that's been taken out of my hands too. I just want to...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 29, 2013

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    Trying Not To Have Hate In My Heart

    I am not a person who hates for no reason.  I may not hate a person or people but sometimes the things that they do or say, makes me dislike them very much.  Anyway, it doesn't really matter, I just try not having hate in my heart.
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr 36-40, F May 15, 2011

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    It's Getting Ever More Difficult

    I am probably the biggest sap in the world. I keep going back and thinking if time passes things will be different, but i keep getting fooled, or worse, i try to start over and that doesn't work either. Really, it's pointless anymore. I just need to prepare to be alone for...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Oct 19, 2010

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    This May Be The Only Life We Ever Live. So Waste It By Hating Those Around You.

    Love is so severely important and underated. Hate is a word tossed around far too frequently i can honestly say there is not one person that I hate. To me hate is unproductive, and a toxic emotion to carry around. Love is what will make the world go round. We should not hate...
    Beautylieswithin93 Beautylieswithin93 18-21, M Oct 17, 2011

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    Hate

    Their is so many variety words to describe hate, .... You could have grief, you could want to rue the world. But I don't hate the world because of anything it's done to me. Infact I love the world. But have you ever really stopped and thought "how does a teenager feel about this...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Nov 7, 2012

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    What I Need To Tell You.

    Its hard not to hate... especially people, when they break your spirit and show no remorse. Sometimes, hate is the only feeling that makes any sense. But i know what hate can do to a person, it can tear you apart, turn you into something you're not, something you never thought...
    DiesSomnium DiesSomnium 31-35 1 Response Oct 12, 2012

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    Someone Help

    I have been seeing this girl for 3 years, for about the first year in a half i was dating other girls i was flirting with other girls in front of her n i would bring girls back when we would go out to parties together and she wasnt ok with it but she felt like she couldnt do...
    confusedNindecisive confusedNindecisive 22-25, M Jan 13, 2013

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    It Is Just So Hard With All I Have Been Through

    All the bullying and the rapes, its just hard not to hate. i been through so much!!!
    sweetmusic2011 sweetmusic2011 18-21, F Apr 4, 2011

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    I am too nice I am an easy target
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    In 2002, I met the love of my life. She was pregnant and single, but sweet and beautiful. We stayed together through thick and thin for 11 years. She was 14 years my junior, but we...
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    I can't even express my true feelings nor say anything. I feel the pain in my heart yet I'm scared to express my feelings. I'm afraid of hurting other feelings and this is why I...
    ohida ohida 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 19

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    Listen, if your ****** *** self has the heart to hit your child, you have the heart to..., BE THROWN IN JAIL!!!!! A little harsh but seriously some people shouldn't be parents.
    ciciyoshi ciciyoshi 13-15, F 3 Responses Aug 4

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    Alastair Newens I love you so much ! I know you will never be with me , because you are one insecure bastard ! I hate you and love at the same time ! I don't think I'll ever love...
    liveforever1 liveforever1 22-25, F Aug 6

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    Why I can't control my heartIt gives me pain more than happinesswhen you miss someone so much, all you get painjust because you have heartwhen you care/like someone a lot and read...
    sensualromantic sensualromantic 36-40, M 3 Responses Aug 12

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    My bf and I haven't been seeing each other that long, but we spend a lot of time together, and talked about it a month ago that once he finishes school we would move in together...
    match4me match4me 31-35, F 3 Responses Aug 14

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    Thinking of you ~C~. I always do. There hardly passes a moment in the day where you're not on my mind. My love for you is firmly ingrained in my soul. I know what your...
    bobrido bobrido 46-50, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Especially, Adult men who will be if not balanced operate a drastically better chance of heart attack, stroke, and Loss of life. If you are a victim, you'll want to talk to a...
    Anthony825d5cr0 Anthony825d5cr0 31-35, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Just had my first anxiety attack in a while. I think mothers day was the last time I had one. Holidays are never good. Usually get one during thanksgiving and Christmas. Not sure...
    kavlynn99 kavlynn99 22-25, F 4 Responses Jul 29

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    I have the heart of a small child. I love life. I LOVE to laugh. I love to have fun. I bear no grudges against anyone. But I'll admit: my greatest weakness is... I'm so easily...
    Rivalry0x Rivalry0x 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 31

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    I know this may sound stupid people saying why are you scared of spiders they wont harm you imagine when they see you how they feel! Sorry little spider but why on earth are you...
    Brook03 Brook03 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 13

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    Being inlove with someone you can't have.. It just sucks. You feel so empty inside when you've gave them your everything yet you get nothing. & til this day, this boy will always...
    ForeverYoung09 ForeverYoung09 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 12

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    We all have a heart that needs to feel loved, a mind that needs to know it's thought of and a soul that needs to feel valued. Like a flower that needs to be watered and a needle...
    Starz93 Starz93 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 15

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    That's an easy one. Always have been Whitney Houston, and it always will be. Not to sound cliche but I know for a fact I'm one of her biggest fans besides her family I'm #1. I love...
    gardengirl17 gardengirl17 22-25, F Aug 19

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    Seven years of sleep disturbed nights. Seven years of trouble staying asleep. I don't really know what it is that disturbs my sleep. I get very vivid and Dejavu dreams, which wake...
    Lecuyer90 Lecuyer90 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 20

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    I want to be more sociable but I've been alone for so long I get terrified when it's time for me to socialize and it's extremely frustrated. I went to ask for a job at a local...
    justalea justalea 18-21, F 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    I think the children produced from interracial relationships are some of the most beautiful babies I've ever seen; and some of them even grow up to be the most beautiful adults...
    RiceBunny55 RiceBunny55 31-35, F 8 Responses Aug 2

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    So my entire life, I have hated bananas and anything made with them like banana pudding and tropical drinks with banana flavoring. The only exception has been banana nut bread. So...
    Env06 Env06 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 9

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    Sometimes i like feeling sad/depressed..not sure why..maybe because it's familiar it's becomed my comfort zone i like listening to sad songs and watching sad movies..maybe the...
    seeminglypossible seeminglypossible 22-25, F 3 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    I used to really hate myself, I honestly did. But now, I'm happy I have what I have. When I was in elementary school, I never talked to anyone, I would walk around the playground...
    ThatRobotChick ThatRobotChick 18-21, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    If your relationship is based upon lies, let it go. It may be hard but in the future it will be the best thing for your heart.
    FlyShawtyyy FlyShawtyyy 16-17, F 6 hrs ago

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    Just woke up and I can't seem to get over my ex. Keep looking at my phone expecting to get how 'good morning' text, I miss his smell, everything. The relationship wasn't amazing...
    jhenifad jhenifad 22-25, F 2 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    I hate the fact that I'm turning into what I hate. I hated pervs and I became one, I hate cheaters yet I became one, I hated mean people yet I became one, and I hate people who...
    YLIhououin YLIhououin 18-21, M 1 hr ago

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    I have a teacher in my school that I really hate. She quickly assumes stuff, and this is what got me to hate her. Theres a kid in my homeroom who I am friends with. Hes over...
    OutOfTheOrdinary OutOfTheOrdinary 13-15, F 46 mins ago

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    Dream: I was standing outside looking up at the sky during the day. The sky was blue and it seemed to be a beautiful day. My mother was standing next to me when I started to see...
    dreamerCam dreamerCam 26-30, F 4 hrs ago

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    I've been posting about the same topic for a while, and I feel like posting again so I can ventilate as I'm having a terrible morning. Nearly two months ago, my ex-girlfriend broke...
    xSundip xSundip 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 20

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