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I Am Trying Not To Need Him

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    I Think... I've Done It.

    Well... as simple as it sounds. I asked him to call it a truce with me. Yeah, I'm still hurt a bit. I still feel used. i just finished crying.   But... he said fine. And I feel totally relieved.   He's honestly a lying, unfeeling, user jerk. But I...
    SummerMaiden SummerMaiden 22-25, F May 7, 2010

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    Tragedy In Disguise

    I loved him more than anything. Just hearing his name would bring a smile to my face, a lift to my spirit. His name was Ryan. I remember the day we first met like it was yesterday, over a year ago. I never thought i would fall so deeply and desperately in love with him. He was 21...
    chelsbels105 chelsbels105 16-17, F Jun 1, 2013

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    Understanding This "space" Thing.

    He broke up with me two days ago now. From the beginning it's been weird. We've known each other since we were freshman in highschool, we even attened the same middle school. We just got close last year around September or October. We were just friends, it was fine. Until I...
    SummerMaiden SummerMaiden 22-25, F 4 Responses Oct 22, 2009

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    I Still Love You

    from the moment you say you have moved on ,it doesn't mean no more crying times,and mo more stupid self control either to text or not to text him... that's what im doing,im still loving him so much...
    stilllovingyousomuch stilllovingyousomuch 18-21, F Jul 2, 2012

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    Saying Goodbye

    So... he didn't change. he asked me back in less than a week. i said sure. but we still weren't together. and well... yeah. he still has no time for me. he's still mean and tempermental. and i stoped talking to him. just today. i needed him yesterday and he couldn't text...
    SummerMaiden SummerMaiden 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 1, 2009

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    I Can't Do This.

    Its like i'm obsessed. I told him we shouldn't talk anymore. and i think i'm the only one who suffering from it. i can't sleep. i can't focus on my exam which will take place in 1.5 hours. i cry. i can't force him to love me. or talk to me. or be my friend. or...
    SummerMaiden SummerMaiden 22-25, F 1 Response May 6, 2010

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    Where We Stand.

    This is all happening in a sort amount of time. Everything in our relationship seemed to happen in a short amount of time. I told my mother that we broke up. And just as I finished, he texts me. He didn't speak to me at all monday. But Tuesday, he's back. He's apologizing...
    SummerMaiden SummerMaiden 22-25, F Nov 4, 2009

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    Related Experiences

    idk why, but I've been feeling lonely now ever since he broke my heart. its been months since I talked to him last. there is no other boys at school who wants me now. its just me...
    ThatOneSomaliGirl ThatOneSomaliGirl 13-15, F Feb 2

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    I want a loyal and loving boy to call mine. 💛💙💖💜💚❤️
    Yandos Yandos 13-15 2 Responses Feb 17

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    I wish I had a boyfriend I can sit down and he actual hold me like a boyfriend should. Instead my boyfriends tell me "to get off" or sit beside them. I'm single right now I'm...
    lorrena19 lorrena19 18-21, F Feb 17

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    I will never have a girlfriend because I am so short and akward
    blueguy123456 blueguy123456 13-15, M 2 Responses Feb 18

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    I'm not even sure where to start, or how to do this. As I try to focus to get this out, I can't help but fear how melodramatic I'm being. I don't get to talk to anyone, really. The...
    tacgirl tacgirl 26-30, F 4 Responses Feb 2

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    'I will help u as much as I can' said he and he's kept his promises. She never took him for granted and appreciated all the help he gave her. 'I got u a small thank you gift' and...
    Myalee Myalee 41-45, F Feb 2

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    i still love him. i've been worrying because this is my first time being in love. i thought the rush that he used to give me had been replaced with feelings of loneliness and...
    daydreamer27 daydreamer27 16-17, F Feb 22

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    I am recovering from abuse. Help? I hate this. :( Now that he's gone.. I've fallen into a deep depression. I am pathetic I stopped caring for myself. I felt I needed him for...
    amtired amtired 22-25, F 7 Responses Feb 16

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    About 3 weeks ago, I was having some unusual stomach pain. After a month of pain, I finally went to an urgent care. The doctor told me I was pregnant. I am 20 years old, single...
    emmaba emmaba 18-21, F 9 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    stupid bastard. I hate him bc I love him loved him thought I loved him. I hate him bc I felt he was trying to love me wanted to love me. if it would have been a postcard it was...
    jaxpdx jaxpdx 41-45, F 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    I have a crush on a boy, but I'm trying to forget him because my best friend has a crush on him too and I don't want it to ruin our friendship, she doesn't know that I like him and...
    Nordic5angel Nordic5angel 13-15, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    My bf is mad because I asked a friend about relationship advice. I first tried coming to my bf with the issue and all I get is sarcasm. Now he doesn't want me talkin to that friend...
    Jess7787 Jess7787 26-30, F 3 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    Do you think its possible to fall in love with someone online ?A none dating site .Do you think it could work? when I was in high school I meant this guy online .We skype so I...
    kellner27 kellner27 18-21, F 5 Responses 1 hr ago

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    I'm grounded from Skype and enjoying every minute of it.Yeah, seriously, I'm not kidding. I'm not allowed to talk to anyone on Skype unless it's with my Dom or my friend or my...
    shimmeringrose shimmeringrose 31-35, F 1 Response Feb 17

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    My husband cheated on me 6 years ago ! My problem is ... i don't seem to be able to move on ... From the cheating, hurt, pain and upset I feel 😞 I also feel like my world has...
    Heartbroken46 Heartbroken46 41-45, F 35 Responses Feb 15

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    I don't know whether to blame myself or call him names( I already did 2 months back). This guy and I have been friends for past 3 years.We had met few days before Valentine's day...
    FallenAngelStar FallenAngelStar 31-35, F 1 Response Feb 5

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    Ugh someone I need sex so bad I need to get laid this is getting terrible I need help
    SnowWhiteapple SnowWhiteapple 18-21, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    Why me? I have been trying to think which part of my life I want to write about. So much hurt, so many regrets, so few smiles. It must be me, there must be something wrong with me...
    sjb54 sjb54 51-55, F Feb 3

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    I've been doing some thinking about what I really need from this new guy should I ever meet him. and if I'm presented with anything less it's not happening. what I need right now...
    lilygeorge12 lilygeorge12 22-25, F Feb 22

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    so I truly need help forgiving people who have hurt me... I have a hard time trusting people as Is and I decided to let a guy in my life come into it and be apart of my life we got...
    alexmorales123 alexmorales123 18-21, F Feb 16

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    I really need someone to talk to and keep me company. Someone to listen to and to listen to me. I just really need a friend right now...and I don't know where to reach..
    burningcolors burningcolors 16-17, F 2 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    Is there anyone who is understanding and won't judge me that I can talk to. I don't even really need advice I just need to vent to a humble person who can relate to my ****** life
    londepV londepV 22-25, F 8 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    He's the Mr. Grey of my life. I would do anything for him, ANYTHING.
    FRAROLA FRAROLA 26-30, F 4 Responses 50 mins ago

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    My boyfriend cheated. We have been together now for 2 years and 2 months, however last year In May, he cheated on me. I was absolutely heartbroken, but this is what happened. So...
    DAHSIENEK DAHSIENEK 22-25, F 5 Responses 2 days ago

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    Hi. I'm so confused and really don't know what to do anymore about my relationship. We have been together almost five years now and I don't know if I should keep going forward. I...
    famwoman17 famwoman17 22-25, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    So my friends joke and say I need an intervention, i have havent talked to my ex in 2 weeks. and my friends say I should start dating...I tried to go on a dating site. So many...
    carebearblue carebearblue 36-40, F 1 day ago

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    Okay so I kinda cut and my boyfriend use to cut and he wants me to stop for him and I've been trying really hard but I got into a huge fight with my dad last night and he said he...
    CookieMonsta16 CookieMonsta16 18-21, F 6 Responses Feb 2

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    Usually I good with the whole not being pawed at or being the center of attention but I really am feeling the need to be wanted.
    ridge76 ridge76 22-25, M 9 hrs ago

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    I need a hug. I sometimes feel I'm a bad person. But I want someone who says I'm not with giving me a strong hug
    Kayu96 Kayu96 31-35, F 2 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    Need a beautiful rich lady that can hold me down like I can her ;)
    alexizcaked alexizcaked 18-21, M 3 hrs ago

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    My name is Joe, and I'm a tall ambitious 26 year old in business school in New England. Since I can remember I've always been dominant and it's only been in the last few years I...
    MacromastiaFan MacromastiaFan 26-30, M 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    I signed up to the experience project because i need to do something. A friend of mine's friend killed herself three days ago. i hate seeing the aftermath of suicide and it breaks...
    lvowles lvowles 18-21, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    It's a complicated thing, trying to find yourself. Unsure of what you need to do to figure it all out, trying to separate yourself from everything and really decide what you need...
    misspaperwait misspaperwait 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 11

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    Today for lunch I wanted to go out to eat. I chose to go to McDonald's. Here is where things got different. I had on a tight shirt that rolls up every time I take a breath. I...
    chocolatenavel chocolatenavel 26-30, F 11 Responses Feb 2

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    I've been in recovery of a substance abuse addiction for about 4 years now and I'm going through another relapse. I've been trying to get into a clinic for medical treatment and...
    ishola5466 ishola5466 31-35, M Feb 3

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    I recently found out that my dad is in jail again. I was trying to visit him when I found out. He was gone my whole childhood because he was in jail. I don't want him to be gone...
    moose73630 moose73630 16-17, M 5 Responses Feb 5

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    When I was younger my sister and I use to fight a lot. Sibling rivalry maybe? I don't know. My dad did favor my sister more than me ever since she was born. I mean she got the good...
    UnfinishedStar UnfinishedStar 18-21, F Feb 8

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    For my Kids. Even though all I want to do right now is cry and scream this pain all out. My husband doesn't love me and isn't willing to work on himself to see why things are so...
    sp7799 sp7799 36-40, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    I tried to go to bed on time today at 10 pm it's now 5 am lol I couldn't fall asleep and i hadnt used the comp all day either and was so stressed out i needed to use it,i tried...
    simpleandpossible simpleandpossible 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 15

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