I Am Trying Not To Need Him

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    Saying Goodbye

    So... he didn't change. he asked me back in less than a week. i said sure. but we still weren't together. and well... yeah. he still has no time for me. he's still mean and tempermental. and i stoped talking to him. just today. i needed him yesterday and he couldn't text...
    SummerMaiden SummerMaiden
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Nov 1, 2009

    I Can't Do This.

    Its like i'm obsessed. I told him we shouldn't talk anymore. and i think i'm the only one who suffering from it. i can't sleep. i can't focus on my exam which will take place in 1.5 hours. i cry. i can't force him to love me. or talk to me. or be my friend. or...
    SummerMaiden SummerMaiden
    22-25, F
    1 Response May 6, 2010

    Where We Stand.

    This is all happening in a sort amount of time. Everything in our relationship seemed to happen in a short amount of time. I told my mother that we broke up. And just as I finished, he texts me. He didn't speak to me at all monday. But Tuesday, he's back. He's apologizing...
    SummerMaiden SummerMaiden
    22-25, F
    Nov 4, 2009

    Tragedy In Disguise

    I loved him more than anything. Just hearing his name would bring a smile to my face, a lift to my spirit. His name was Ryan. I remember the day we first met like it was yesterday, over a year ago. I never thought i would fall so deeply and desperately in love with him. He was 21...
    chelsbels105 chelsbels105
    18-21, F
    Jun 1, 2013

    I Think... I've Done It.

    Well... as simple as it sounds. I asked him to call it a truce with me. Yeah, I'm still hurt a bit. I still feel used. i just finished crying.   But... he said fine. And I feel totally relieved.   He's honestly a lying, unfeeling, user jerk. But I...
    SummerMaiden SummerMaiden
    22-25, F
    May 7, 2010

    I Still Love You

    from the moment you say you have moved on ,it doesn't mean no more crying times,and mo more stupid self control either to text or not to text him... that's what im doing,im still loving him so much...
    stilllovingyousomuch stilllovingyousomuch
    18-21, F
    Jul 2, 2012

    Understanding This "space" Thing.

    He broke up with me two days ago now. From the beginning it's been weird. We've known each other since we were freshman in highschool, we even attened the same middle school. We just got close last year around September or October. We were just friends, it was fine. Until I...
    SummerMaiden SummerMaiden
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Oct 22, 2009

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