I Am Trying Not To Snap

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    Shattering

    I've already snapped. I snapped a long time ago. I'm broken, and I broke a long time ago. I'm shattered. That happened a long time ago. I'm crumbling, and that started a while ago. It's just all on the inside. I'm trying desperately not to snap on the outside. Anorexia. Bulimia...
    lilianthegreat lilianthegreat
    16-17, F
    Oct 23, 2013

    I Feel That I Am Lost Forever.

    Within my heart... love, hate, loneliness and remorse.Within my mind... happiness, anger,sorrow and confusion.Within my soul... light and dark.Things happen for the better or worse. Anything can drag me down.Constantly I am tested, always influenced.In the end there is choice...
    gosling28 gosling28
    41-45, F
    6 Responses Nov 10, 2011

    You Don't Even Know Me.

    You tell me it's so easy, that all  you have to do is this, this, and this.If it's so easy, why don't you do it? I'll tell you why, because you don't know what the **** you're doing and you're just repeating what I told you five minutes ago.You told me to write it, so I did.Then...
    eris39 eris39
    16-17, F
    Oct 31, 2011

    m u s t s t a y c a l m .

    j u s t b r e a t h e
    Katastr0phic Katastr0phic
    31-35, F
    1 Response Sep 12, 2014

    Sometimes I Wonder

    Just how much I can take before I do for good. But that's life I guess. So many people seem to expect so much from me and I never feel I'm allowed to be myself unless I'm on EP and/or writing.
    lilnursygrl lilnursygrl
    26-30, F
    Jul 4, 2011

    Nobody Knows.

    There is a constant fight inside me...and nobody knows how hard it is for me to suppress my psychopathic tendencies!Nobody gets it. I try so hard to not just freak out at people and most times I DON'T. >sigh< just wanna get some credit sometimes, you know? just for being...
    CrazyHappySad CrazyHappySad
    26-30, F
    Jun 7, 2012

    Not True

    I have never been able to snap...........my fingers, that is.
    Serenitree Serenitree
    70+, F
    Oct 13, 2012

    how do i learn coping skills?

    I have zero tolerance for what im not of.....
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Dec 22, 2015

    ...

    I am trying very hard not to snap, and try not to lose it, and try not to scream  and just explode but its very hard....
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jan 7, 2011

    Trying....

    So I cope, i distant, and I barely talk to anyone, I don't tell anyone how I really feel, because I know once I do, than I will become weaker, than I already feel right now. I do feel Like I am going to Lose it, and snap, that is why I am trying not to really say what I am...
    xSilentlySufferingx xSilentlySufferingx
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Jun 14, 2010

    >.<

    Sometimes I wonder what's wrong with me.No one really understands the full scope of my problems, not even me. Sometimes I am convinced that I am depressed or have bipolar disorder. And then sometimes I berate myself because I'm convinced that I unconsciously have a desire for...
    eris39 eris39
    16-17, F
    1 Response Sep 17, 2011

    I'm going to ***** flip.

    Lol!!! She completely ignores me. I can't do anything else. If you are wondering why I didn't tell her this is person because she's been f*cking ignoring me. Yay!!!!!!! But still if she's just going to continue to be like this I'm gonna snap.
    MichaelEgitto MichaelEgitto
    13-15, M
    Nov 23, 2015

    Snap.

    It sucks when you try your best and you fail each time.I have snapped several times. One time it put me in the self-harm hospital. Other times they leave me on the bathroom floor crying. :/I miss being happy.All I feel right now is something inside trying to break free. Not...
    bathanie bathanie
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Dec 30, 2010

    but...but this song has a ring to it.

    ..CLAP,SNAP..... https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=_bP48M2BEs0 #classic
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Dec 25, 2015

    Broken Home

    I'm trying so hard not to lose it...my dad is gone..I live with my "mom." and I'm getting closer to the edge everyday.
    ilovejuliancasablancas ilovejuliancasablancas
    13-15, F
    1 Response Nov 14, 2010

    Well,

    an awesome group i have to say........... *deep breath*  You know, all my joking aside- i think most of us are trying not to snap. Although, if i could i would. Honestly- just lose my **** and get locked up and put on meds (for a bit not long term)............i know at...
    EdieQuinnz EdieQuinnz
    31-35, F
    33 Responses Jun 14, 2010
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