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I Am Trying to Act Human

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 58 People

    Should I?

    I'm so tired of acting. I just keep having to repress my real feelings. I want to be myself! I hate having to conform to society's expectations of me. I want to go wild and go wolf. I'm worried though. What should I do? Be myself, or conform? Gotta say, when it's put like that...
    ShadoWolfx ShadoWolfx 13-15, F 3 Responses Jan 9, 2013

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    Be

    Try...??? Try Not!!! Do...??? Do Not!!! Be...Yesssssss...Just Be
    8FOOTDREAD 8FOOTDREAD 41-45, M 4 Responses Sep 18, 2010

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    School Uniform

    Parents should have the right to choose were they purchase school uniform, The school has no right to force Parents into buying their uniforms from their expensive retailer it is wrong. Why,?  I think some parents struggle to put food on the table and pay rent and gas bills...
    rosesweet rosesweet 56-60, F Aug 30, 2012

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    People Don't Know How Wierd I Am

    When I'm in public, I feel like acting crazy, like just getting up and striking an odd pose or just telling a random joke to the crowd. I often have to suppress my laughter because I can get to laughing pretty manically.
    cassandrathethinkerbleedsteal cassandrathethinkerbleedsteal 18-21, F 5 Responses Jun 20, 2008

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    I'm Starting to Realise How Unhealthy For Me This Is

    to act human i need to supress my natural emotions so that i feel none, and layer false emotions on top, ones that show outwardly but i don't really feel anything from and they are created by my conceous mind specifically for the purpose of making me appear normal and...
    AngelaDark AngelaDark 31-35, F 6 Responses Dec 22, 2007

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    Hi there, I feel like I've relapsed or something because I am on here again. I only come here when I am feeling really bad and I have no one to really talk too but on here. My last...
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    I m human too , i can't be perfect on everything , but i am trying my best to be the perfect one for my love , I am trying...
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    I am currently, for the "I don't know how many" times, wonders this question. Why are humans made with the urge to seek love from others. It's like a sudden magical spark that one...
    keytobit keytobit 18-21, M 1 Response May 14

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    So they are gone. It seems as if the pain is going to split you into two, or as if your heart was brutally snatched away. So instead of facing the end or the beginning of their...
    weirdWorks4me weirdWorks4me 22-25, F 6 Responses May 20

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    I'm interested in knowing more people that are not human, how did it change your life? How you act with humans? What's your mission in this world? Abilities and such, I'm very...
    tobi6231 tobi6231 18-21, M 1 Response May 21

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    What a difference a few days makes. I am amazed how ovulation can control human behavior. No, I'm not talking about sex, that's already non-existent in this sexless marriage, I am...
    koh72 koh72 41-45, M 5 Responses 4 days ago

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    I feel sometimes people forget that I'm human too and don't even consider how I feel. That's why I've been trying my hardest to make everyone I meet feel good about themselves when...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response May 20

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    wesleyjones wesleyjones 31-35, M 1 Response May 20

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    There are some people on this site ( and in the world in general ) with such extremely low morals. people who not only lack respect for others, but lack respect for themselves. It...
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    The world would be in a much better place if we all had an understanding of the things we now do not understand. By that I mean stepping into the shoes of someone else and...
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    today i helped my ex boyfriend ( kids father) move into his new place, after 6 years we decided to split up. weve decided to stay friends and im trying to remain happy but inside...
    seductivesub69 seductivesub69 18-21, F a week ago

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    Comes with the territory for a biologist and naturalist.  I study the natural world, do my best to assign reasons and rationales which can be tested and proven to explain the...
    Extant1 Extant1 51-55, M 10 Responses 20 hrs ago

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    It's more than a profession or livelihood. It's more than WHO I am. It's sort of what I am. Well not the "being an actress" but the dramatic and over or melodramatic side of me...
    simplysusan01 simplysusan01 41-45, F 1 Response Apr 30

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    I wish I was anything else besides human. I hate my life it sucks and I have nobody in my life. Being human means that you have to talk to other people in order to survive and...
    atr7887 atr7887 26-30, M May 6

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    I AM JUST F**** DON'T UNDERSTAND WHAT BEING A HUMAN IS!! - we live in the modern society where every body really have a great amount freedom in their behalf owned by amendment...
    blackravencat blackravencat 22-25, M May 13

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    ijustdontlikehumanbehaviour ijustdontlikehumanbehaviour 22-25, F 1 Response May 4

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    Growing up, being as shy as I was, it sucked. Trying to get the courage to make friends was like, trying to get courage to talk to your crush. Talking in general was something I...
    xDrAwInGxStOrMsx xDrAwInGxStOrMsx 13-15, F 2 Responses May 9

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    TayRayy TayRayy 18-21, F 7 Responses May 16

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    On the riots in Baltimore: Here is a rough paraphrase of what my mom said. I thought it was brilliant "We're getting all these white people from areas with more than enough food...
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    I try to reason why someone would act in a certain why, rather than judging their actions. I believe theres deeper roots to why we act in anyway, sometimes its sensivity...
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