I Am Trying to Act Human

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 58 People

    I'm Starting to Realise How Unhealthy For Me This Is

    to act human i need to supress my natural emotions so that i feel none, and layer false emotions on top, ones that show outwardly but i don't really feel anything from and they are created by my conceous mind specifically for the purpose of making me appear normal and...
    AngelaDark AngelaDark
    31-35, F
    6 Responses Dec 22, 2007

    People Don't Know How Wierd I Am

    When I'm in public, I feel like acting crazy, like just getting up and striking an odd pose or just telling a random joke to the crowd. I often have to suppress my laughter because I can get to laughing pretty manically.
    cassandrathethinkerbleedsteal cassandrathethinkerbleedsteal
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Jun 20, 2008

    Should I?

    I'm so tired of acting. I just keep having to repress my real feelings. I want to be myself! I hate having to conform to society's expectations of me. I want to go wild and go wolf. I'm worried though. What should I do? Be myself, or conform? Gotta say, when it's put like that...
    ShadoWolfx ShadoWolfx
    13-15, F
    3 Responses Jan 9, 2013

    Be

    Try...??? Try Not!!! Do...??? Do Not!!! Be...Yesssssss...Just Be
    8FOOTDREAD 8FOOTDREAD
    41-45, M
    4 Responses Sep 18, 2010

    School Uniform

    Parents should have the right to choose were they purchase school uniform, The school has no right to force Parents into buying their uniforms from their expensive retailer it is wrong. Why,?  I think some parents struggle to put food on the table and pay rent and gas bills...
    rosesweet rosesweet
    56-60, F
    Aug 30, 2012

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