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I Am Trying to Act Human

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    Try...??? Try Not!!! Do...??? Do Not!!! Be...Yesssssss...Just Be
    8FOOTDREAD 8FOOTDREAD 41-45, M 4 Responses Sep 18, 2010

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    People Don't Know How Wierd I Am

    When I'm in public, I feel like acting crazy, like just getting up and striking an odd pose or just telling a random joke to the crowd. I often have to suppress my laughter because I can get to laughing pretty manically.
    cassandrathethinkerbleedsteal cassandrathethinkerbleedsteal 18-21, F 5 Responses Jun 20, 2008

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    School Uniform

    Parents should have the right to choose were they purchase school uniform, The school has no right to force Parents into buying their uniforms from their expensive retailer it is wrong. Why,?  I think some parents struggle to put food on the table and pay rent and gas bills...
    rosesweet rosesweet 56-60, F Aug 30, 2012

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    I'm Starting to Realise How Unhealthy For Me This Is

    to act human i need to supress my natural emotions so that i feel none, and layer false emotions on top, ones that show outwardly but i don't really feel anything from and they are created by my conceous mind specifically for the purpose of making me appear normal and...
    AngelaDark AngelaDark 31-35, F 6 Responses Dec 22, 2007

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    Should I?

    I'm so tired of acting. I just keep having to repress my real feelings. I want to be myself! I hate having to conform to society's expectations of me. I want to go wild and go wolf. I'm worried though. What should I do? Be myself, or conform? Gotta say, when it's put like that...
    ShadoWolfx ShadoWolfx 13-15, F 3 Responses Jan 9, 2013

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    I'm so tired hearing about kids my age and even much younger having boyfriends, thinking they really grown. I don't care if you're a teenager. Just because you're a teenager doesn...
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    hmm dont know how to put it. kinda really disappointed with friends ..a close friend whom thought might last a lifetime of good friendship, or lest many good years. From college to...
    sommersjo sommersjo 36-40, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    At the end of the day, its a choice. Plain and simple. There's no metal for or honorable mention once you're dead and gone for yourself or your kin. There are people who were...
    WarriorsHeart WarriorsHeart 22-25, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I really like to act. I don't do it often, but I mean, I was in the classroom plays. I'm not enrolled in anything. I try out for the plays in middle school and during the Summer...
    Fairygirltwin Fairygirltwin 13-15, F 6 days ago

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    It is very hard ... to accept you exist in my work place. At this point of my life, I just wish God will just wipe you off and let you get lost. No I don't hate you but I hate...
    StrongWoman9 StrongWoman9 26-30, F a week ago

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    I love people individually, but I am somewhat disappointed in humanity as a collective whole. We are still wrought with so many conflicts and divisions, over race, culture...
    TheBookAddict TheBookAddict 36-40, M 1 Response Jul 25

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    Stop acting so small. You are the universe in ecstatic motion. - Rumi.
    AlphaLion AlphaLion 22-25, M 2 Responses Jul 24

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    I have been trying to distance myself from the toxic people in my life. it's amazing how some are acting as though they are offended by this. I keep thinking that it isn't me they...
    Serendipitydoda Serendipitydoda 46-50, M 4 Responses Jul 24

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    Recently I've become what I think it's like to truly be fascinated by humans. I find myself observing people's behaviors and try to learn each persons personality trait and predict...
    201rainbow 201rainbow 26-30, F 3 Responses Jul 23

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    I've always been the happy go lucky person in the group and for the most part it was true. As much as it hurt, I was always smiling and trying to keep the group happy, I never...
    Simone423 Simone423 13-15 Jul 23

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    A year an a half ago I moved out west by myself and away from everyone. Including my family. Literally months will go by before I hear from them. It's been that way for several...
    snowberry75 snowberry75 36-40, F 9 Responses Jul 22

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    Fascinated isn't the actually word I'm thinking of. Actually it's sort of sarcasm. I'm mainly confused with human behavior. What it is, is that I feel like I'm not from here. I...
    Indicudsarah Indicudsarah 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 21

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    My name is Vicky. I have cerebral palsy. I went to a boarding school near Brighton. I was a pretty girl then. I had long blond hair. I am slim as well as being quite small. I...
    vickybiggs vickybiggs 18-21 Jul 21

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    Issues at work... It continues to amaze me how immature and vindictive and narcissistic so many can be. Why can't you follow protocol like everyone else? Why must you make...
    PowerBroker PowerBroker 36-40, M 8 Responses Jul 21

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    I enjoy people watching and wiggin on convos in coffee shops lol. Some would say that makes me a creep or a weirdo or both, but it's always a delight (and a privilege) to have a...
    ClownNine ClownNine 56-60, M 2 Responses Jul 20

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    I am staying in a hotel room for a meeting for two nights. It is a very nice room and comfortable. More than I really need actually, but, like many hotel rooms, the walls are...
    goliathtree goliathtree 46-50, M 2 Responses Jul 20

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    I'd like to say that I've already figured it out, not that this is a cognitive problem. From what I understand about myself I'm about 99% attracted to women and 1% attracted to men...
    honestlyanonymouslyme honestlyanonymouslyme 22-25, F 4 Responses Jul 19

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    I think it's so cool how a person's body language can say so much about a person, sometimes more than actual words. It fascinates me!
    Musiclife12 Musiclife12 18-21, F 4 Responses Jul 19

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    I'm scared that I might come to clingy, needy or too distant. I either talk a lot or speak no words at all. I do want you to know me, but I'm still trying to know myself. P.S. I...
    Salute2MyFlaws Salute2MyFlaws 18-21, F 4 Responses Jul 18

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    Found this story on my old deleted account from when I was new to EP in 2011. The Bar Scene Over in the corner of the bar, I sat, as a spectator. It had been a long day. I had...
    RhombusInTheSquare RhombusInTheSquare 36-40, F 3 Responses Jul 17

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    I dunno, I act wolf-ish, it happened to me all of a sudden, but I enjoy it, we humans are animals anyways :P
    WolfsterTheWere WolfsterTheWere 16-17, M Jul 16

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    Okay guys morality question time!! People are pissed about this Best Buy glitch, they think best buy should have just sucked it up and take the loss. Of course it was a mistake...
    BeautifullyAmiss BeautifullyAmiss 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 16

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    I know I rant about my crazy coworkers and joke that I actually work in an asylum. Today I have been reminded why I stay and why I truly do love where I work.This past week a...
    pinkstarburst pinkstarburst 41-45, F 16 Responses Jul 16

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    Who'd'a thunk it: Nicotine is harder to quit than Methamphetamine. :/ Day 2. Well, actually, no, 26 hours down. I was going to join the, "I am a recovering addict," but they were...
    yopu yopu 26-30 1 Response Jul 15

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    15th day. Yesterday morning, I got hit by depression again (after 5 days of peace), I was trying the whole day not to let my suicidal thoughts turn into actions. Today wasn't good...
    Extrano Extrano 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 15

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    I am a firm believer in always showing kindness to others, it's been instilled in my family since I was young. Once I was standing in line at the grocery store behind this woman...
    holgado holgado 31-35, F 2 Responses Jul 15

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    True fact: Grey's Anatomy emerged from a 10th grade Creative Writing/Health Careers collaborative writing experiment. Acting lessons? You guessed it! 10th grade Drama Club.
    biggunsatx biggunsatx 41-45, M 8 Responses Jul 14

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    On Lying, A Mouth Full of Roaches, and Cirque du Soleil When you lie. I pull up my tiny chair, and sit anxiously to watch the show. You stand in front of me, as I stare, amazed...
    diegodlavega diegodlavega 46-50, M 2 Responses Jul 13

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    Hema Malini,you maybe a good actress but not a good person.Your driver hits another car and you don't bother to take the little injured girl to hospital fast.Then you blame the...
    whitesunshine87 whitesunshine87 51-55, F 5 Responses Jul 13

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    My EP account doesn't really show who I am. All the Stories and Experiences that i shared are just a part of me. I'm so much more than what I've shown on my EP account. I just wish...
    Paradox2493 Paradox2493 18-21, M Jul 13

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    A few months ago I realized how ****** up humans are.I have a lesbian friend.She is in a relationship with another girl for a year and 3-4 months.My friend and I are really close...
    andreea999 andreea999 16-17, F 3 Responses Jul 12

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    I woke in a strange mood.... questioning my very existence.... I have no special talents. I'm not passionate about anything in particular. I am not overly intelligent so even at...
    dancingWATERz dancingWATERz 51-55, F 13 Responses Jul 12

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    I get asked a lot on EP why I'm so sad. I'm not sad!!! I think my username invokes images of a poor pitiful sad woman. My marriage isn't great, not even good actually, but every...
    fallensparrow fallensparrow 51-55, F 3 Responses Jul 12

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    Human touch is a necessity. Babies who are not touched with love, but are fed and kept clean will die. Touch is an expression of love, acceptance, and comfort. I'm suffering from...
    TroubleInDeCamp TroubleInDeCamp 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 11