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I Am Trying to Balance My Feminine and Masculine Sides

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    I Lost The Balance Act

    I lost the balance my female side is slow taking ove here and I dont care she a much better person then the one I'm loseing and a lot happyer too . soon she will be me all of me , I dont know how long it will take but I think I'm ready for her to lead me to my new life there no...
    ravennite44 ravennite44 46-50, T Oct 28, 2009

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    Do I? I Do!?

    Its a nice question... do I? Do I want the crossdressing?? In my soul i want, want it every day, every moment. Occasionally my mind ask myself: really do i? One way my mind have right... with crossdressing, i think harder to find a woman, its not impossible, but hard. I'm a...
    VivienXX VivienXX 26-30, T 1 Response Jun 28, 2010

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    Cd

    i wear womaen jeans.tshirt .sandal.ring.thong.pijamas.when im not working .im a crossdreser?
    yesiespi12 yesiespi12 36-40 2 Responses May 14, 2011

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    no longer trying

    I'm no longer trying to balance my male and female side . I've come to understand now what I've beed figthing all along was my ture self and thats is I am a female. only took me 45 yrs to understand that , I think the main reson was was I didnt know who I was,  and the way I...
    ravennite44 ravennite44 46-50, T 1 Response Nov 11, 2009

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    A Talk

    I thalk with some one a few day ago about my staying on the female side more then nomal for me a he said that the reson may be that my female side as been depress of so long that now it come out with a avegves and maybe to best thing to do is to let it ride it self out . let's...
    ravennite44 ravennite44 46-50, T 1 Response Sep 24, 2009

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    No Longer Trying

    its been two months now and I've been living full time as a woman , my life is the happyest I've ever know it to be
    ravennite44 ravennite44 46-50, T Dec 26, 2009

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    Related Experiences

    A lot of what I've written has been about my femininity and female body, now I want to explain how I also have a male/masculine side. For a lack of a better term I want to say that...
    ADF37 ADF37 56-60 Jul 2

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    Wow, I was quite surprised with the results. 84% masculine 16% feminine. XD more masculine personality than some grown men around here apparently.
    Movingpicture Movingpicture 13-15, F 2 days ago

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    Wow what do you know I am the most rare personality type. Figures as such. The INFJ personality type is very rare, making up less than one percent of the population, but they...
    Powederedtoastman Powederedtoastman 31-35, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Betrayed wives, I have been posting stories and resources under "I am trying to save my marriage" and a few other places. An EP pal, Uht2014, has some really good info on her...
    lillynfriends lillynfriends 46-50, F 2 Responses Jun 26

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    Im not into feminine guys... Coz im a dude and i really like girls. But i AM a feminine guy. There is nothing "gay" about it. You get macho gays, and fem gays. You get mach...
    Jonesing4nice Jonesing4nice 18-21, M 3 Responses Jul 1

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    I am proud of my legs. I'm 6ft tall and all legs. People have always said I was good looking and once my body started maturing I started getting more and more compliments on my...
    ADF37 ADF37 56-60 Jul 8

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    I can't change the fact my "mother" is insane and trying to get rid of me. I can't change my past. I can't change that I was attacked and raped. I can't change that destroyed my...
    sluggo111 sluggo111 16-17, M 5 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    At various times in my life l have sat on both sides of the fence. Although these times have not always been fun and at times have been fraught with difficulties, they have...
    2BlossomBlue 2BlossomBlue 51-55, F 1 Response a week ago

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    It's interesting that the Japanese tv dramas always like the stories about people with double sides of personality. It's like, the same person, but in one period of time is being...
    kekehuang kekehuang 36-40, F Jul 12

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    Obligations To Others and to Ourselves When we schedule too much in our lives trying to meet our obligations, we only end up draining our energy. We all encounter obligations...
    anghel77 anghel77 36-40, F Jun 27

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    Found this feminine guy on whisper that I'm talking to
    ShadowTech ShadowTech 22-25, M Jul 4

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    I made a balance beam and I created a putrid poo beam. I took off my dungarees and underwear and dropped dollops while balancing on the beam. I even jumped sometimes like a fart...
    Fartmickfart Fartmickfart 31-35, F Jul 12

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    Is it too feminine, Eric? No, I think it suits you just fine. lol
    eric2maid eric2maid 31-35, M 1 Response Jul 15

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    Because of the hots I had for a very feminine crossdresser.
    psycopower90 psycopower90 22-25, M 4 days ago

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    A thoughtful side, a kinky side, a sensitive side, a childish side, a selfish side...you add all of them and more and you have me. Of course you are not likely to enjoy all of them...
    gio36 gio36 36-40, M Jun 30

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    Emotions, experiences and expressions all make many facets to my personality. Sometimes I can be so moody, others so clinical. It is the same with most people I think, when they...
    Paca24 Paca24 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 11

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    My log, July 9th, 2014 Sometimes i wonder, why am i here, trying to reach out to people...when they rarely ever reach back. I have had luck with one person, not even in EP, but in...
    Alexob13 Alexob13 18-21, M 2 Responses Jul 9

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    I'm 23 and have been married for six months, now I'm longing for a baby. We've been casually "seeing what happens" since our wedding night but nothing so far.I've got an app on the...
    papercastles papercastles 22-25, F Jul 14

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    I'm one of those people that never usually goes on these forums to pour my heart out as I usually internalise things and try to deal with it myself - this seems to be one of the...
    Liya2004 Liya2004 41-45, F 3 Responses Jul 3

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    I'm trying to forgive an ex whom is not sorry and could care less that he treated me like **** or that he turned my world upside and stomped all over my heart. I'm trying to...
    lovelylady20 lovelylady20 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 13

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    well, I'm certainly not an expert on relationships and its consequences.I've been trying to get help online for a while but I need advice from real people.My friend is trying to...
    monoxcide monoxcide 16-17, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I try my best to fit in with my family but nothing seems 2 work :'(........ at school its the same i changed my whole image just 4 people 2 like me so one day i went as myself and...
    christinababy23 christinababy23 13-15, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    i'm constantly in this place where I'm trying to find my "happy"... my adventure... my story.. L-i-f-e - scares me.. i find myself constantly fearful of making the wrong decisions...
    TinkerFae TinkerFae 22-25, F 3 Responses Jun 25

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    I've recently been trying to lose 20-30 pounds by healthy eating and working out! I noticed a huge difference right away but what helped me "up my game" a little bit was the wraps...
    wrapsbychelsi wrapsbychelsi 22-25 Jun 25

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    I'm trying so hard to be a people person but it's doesn't matter how hard I try the worse it gets. I won't say I don't hate people but the majority that I've talked to lately are...
    June4U June4U 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 27

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    I love how experience project lets me vent my frustrations and feelings, and that is what I'm doing on this post. This story is not true...but I wish it were. I fiddled with...
    MyOwnSecretSide MyOwnSecretSide 16-17, M 2 Responses Jun 28

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    I am not really POPULAR or something. I even think they don't know i'm breathing. Only books knows me!!!! I don't know, even when I'm trying my best, It's like talking to a wall...
    SophicePrincess SophicePrincess 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 28

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    Ever since I had my daughter, I've been trying to get back into shape to feel good about my body again and to look good . When I was pregnant with her, I gained alot of pounds. I...
    caribbeanbabe808 caribbeanbabe808 13-15, F Jun 28

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    I have been overwhelmed and trying to cope. There is too much for me to handle.
    DarkwingGoslyn DarkwingGoslyn 31-35 Jun 29

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    **I feel like I'm in an AA meeting.** My name is Chris and I'm... ...the youngest of 8 kids. I was born in to a strictly religious home. My father was a military officer, a...
    dukelostboy25 dukelostboy25 26-30, M 5 Responses Jul 1

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    This is the hard time for me.. I need to be strong... I am trying to find myself after breaking up with my gf who i love to death
    AnnaKhit AnnaKhit 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 2

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    I'm trying hard to accept that my father will never change, he's an alcoholic. Which means he's selfish & manipulative.He only ever talks to me when he needs me to do him a favour...
    EveMarieJones EveMarieJones 18-21, F 7 Responses Jul 4

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    I'm trying to accept the fact I'm forever alone. Like today I went to work and there's a girl that comes in to my job all the time. She's my age 17 and I asked her out she laughed...
    superabe11 superabe11 16-17, M 6 Responses Jul 4

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    Well just trying to figure it out not much else
    Unsettledteen Unsettledteen 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 6

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    Losing weight is hard! I lost a lot weight lost summer and sadly I gained it back this summer. I'm trying again to lose the weight and keep it off. I been finding it hard to keep...
    Idreamtowaketofindthefate Idreamtowaketofindthefate 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 9

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    i just got blocked by some girl i was trying to help and welcome to EP because i'm a EP Volunteer Rep owch haha not really owch haha just surprising oh well has this happened to...
    ILeo ILeo 18-21, M 2 Responses Jul 9

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    You do not understand. You try, but you do not. Despite it being so confusing trying to translate what is inside to make sense to the outside, this is made so much harder when...
    macabrEnigma macabrEnigma 18-21, T Jul 9

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    For sohhh lonnnggg now. Started at 20. Am now 47. Tried sohhh hard. Had heart attacks trying. But they multiply. Those who are heard improve nothing. Tried...
    converted converted 46-50, M 2 Responses Jul 11

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    Just tired of my life. I love this song just don't like the singer. It's our party we can do what we want (no drama) It's our party we can say what we want (Mike will made) It's...
    BiConfused BiConfused 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 12

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    I really am! But she makes it so hard for me with her sarcasms and somehow she doesn't believe that I can do my job properly. And sometimes she's so nice to me and then I feel bad...
    SomeCorporateChick SomeCorporateChick 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 12

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    Well I'm trying to sorta "figure out" the whole bisexual thing.. Because I like boys... But I like girls A LOT MORE... Soooo... Yeaa... And I don't even think I like boys anymore...
    mmello00 mmello00 13-15, F 4 Responses Jul 13

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