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I Am Trying to Balance My Feminine and Masculine Sides

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 103 People

    Do I? I Do!?

    Its a nice question... do I? Do I want the crossdressing?? In my soul i want, want it every day, every moment. Occasionally my mind ask myself: really do i? One way my mind have right... with crossdressing, i think harder to find a woman, its not impossible, but hard. I'm a...
    VivienXX VivienXX 26-30, T 1 Response Jun 28, 2010

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    No Longer Trying

    its been two months now and I've been living full time as a woman , my life is the happyest I've ever know it to be
    ravennite44 ravennite44 46-50, T Dec 26, 2009

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    A Talk

    I thalk with some one a few day ago about my staying on the female side more then nomal for me a he said that the reson may be that my female side as been depress of so long that now it come out with a avegves and maybe to best thing to do is to let it ride it self out . let's...
    ravennite44 ravennite44 46-50, T 1 Response Sep 24, 2009

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    no longer trying

    I'm no longer trying to balance my male and female side . I've come to understand now what I've beed figthing all along was my ture self and thats is I am a female. only took me 45 yrs to understand that , I think the main reson was was I didnt know who I was,  and the way I...
    ravennite44 ravennite44 46-50, T 1 Response Nov 11, 2009

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    Cd

    i wear womaen jeans.tshirt .sandal.ring.thong.pijamas.when im not working .im a crossdreser?
    yesiespi12 yesiespi12 36-40 2 Responses May 14, 2011

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    I'm still working on this.

    She's been inside me my entire life and is one of my best friends. She's more proud of my accomplishments than I am, and gets just as upset (if not more) as I do if something goes wrong. She's been that little voice in my head either calming me down or giving me another way to...
    ia16 ia16 36-40, M Aug 30

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    I Lost The Balance Act

    I lost the balance my female side is slow taking ove here and I dont care she a much better person then the one I'm loseing and a lot happyer too . soon she will be me all of me , I dont know how long it will take but I think I'm ready for her to lead me to my new life there no...
    ravennite44 ravennite44 46-50, T Oct 28, 2009

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