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I Am Trying to Be Cheerful

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    I know I'm truly depressed when I reread Sylvia Plath O.O .... I'm trying to not drown in a sea of self pity ....I'm trying to drudge through this ... I hate it ! I get angry with...
    chernobylplayground chernobylplayground 36-40, F 2 Responses Apr 2

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    I have so much potential I can do so much more So much more I am lazy My mind is lazy I am slow Doctor said my eyes are slow My brain is slow And I think it's the lack of food I...
    LeahLovee LeahLovee 16-17, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I am guilty, i know. But i am trying to keep myself away from here. I m trying good,my friend. Why did you go away? why.......................................................... I...
    noblerain noblerain 31-35 a week ago

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    I am trying to stay strong despite the PTSD and depression that currently controls my life, dragging me back down into the pits of hopelessness. I am trying stay strong for my...
    LivLivv LivLivv 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I can't stand it! My step dad plays bass guitar to music, sometimes for hours and hours, at the most inopportune times! He always plays late at night or early in the morning when I...
    LittleBabyAnimals LittleBabyAnimals 22-25, F Mar 28

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    My Birthday came, like it does every year. But this year was different. Every day for about 2 weeks leading up to my birthday was complete misery. Me being blamed for everything...
    St4rbright St4rbright 26-30, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Can anyone who has been pregnant or is trying to be pregnant help me out? Okay so me and my fiancé has been having sex every other day but we have been trying for about 6 months...
    kaileyy48 kaileyy48 22-25, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    This is actually a very hard thing to do, especially when you don't have friends by your side. I have two main friends. Lets call the first one "jamie" and the second one "jessica...
    maria67108 maria67108 13-15, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    My boyfriend wants a non-monogamous relationship. He keeps saying he loves the connection we have, and he says he feels like it would still be there between us even if we broke up...
    Jarka123 Jarka123 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 23

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    Okay so me and my fiancé have been trying to get pregnant for over a year and it's frustrating me are we doing something wrong? Do you guys have any suggestions?? We really want...
    eatmyasslikeacupcake eatmyasslikeacupcake 18-21, F 6 Responses Mar 24

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    I'm always thinking about doing things that I can see myself throw it and those things can be anything even if it's small, but it means a lot to me and to other people and that's...
    Beyondtheseaa Beyondtheseaa 26-30, F Mar 24

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    Seriously sounds cool.And I want to see for myself if a spirit comes and talk to me. I am curious.I will be trying it by the end of this week.
    GenuineAngel GenuineAngel 18-21, F 5 Responses Mar 24

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    So I have been taking to this guy for a little over a year now and in the beginning everything seemed to be going great. you know how everyone starts out talking every day and all...
    erinnicole03 erinnicole03 22-25, F 8 Responses Mar 24

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    Hello everyone. I've been MIA from my MM for 4 weeks and 1 day. This is monumental because usually I cave after 4 weeks to the day. (You could set your watch to it.) I've...
    ArizonaCheater ArizonaCheater 46-50 Mar 25

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    (Photo attached) At the store trying on dresses. 😊👗
    BeautifulPetal BeautifulPetal 18-21, F 21 Responses Mar 25

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    I dont have many friends and none of them ever contact me. I'm trying to find more friends and happiness. My cat makes me smile he is always waiting at the door when i come home. I...
    wawow wawow 26-30, F 5 Responses Mar 28

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    with Satanic parents and sis. My parents and my sister are Satanists. I don't feel good anymore. I am all alone too. I feel like running away from home. I do not feel well. My...
    Thedepressedgirlatthewindow Thedepressedgirlatthewindow 16-17, F 4 Responses Mar 31

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    Trying to accept things is never easy. It's ****** up how one day you bring me happiness and hope the next I think of you and burst into tears... I don't know why I thought this...
    Catho Catho 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 1

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    Drank a 1.5l bottle of water yesterday and will today. I try to everyday. I measured my waist and I feel I might be slimmer on one side at times but at other times (even minutes...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 1 Response Apr 1

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    I saw my doctor exactly two weeks ago. If I went to see him suddenly today he'd see like no change in me weight wise. Why is weight so slow to come off if I'm really trying? And I...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 1 Response Apr 2

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    I've been trying too keep my cool but I can't anymore. I lost all my friends and now my sister because she rather spend more time with her boyfriend than family. I always thought...
    Justadarkhole Justadarkhole 22-25, M 2 Responses Apr 2

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    I just became a single mother about a month ago and moved away to help with the heartbreak.. He has not tried to make any contact with our child and I just found out he has a new...
    krmdr krmdr 18-21, F 5 Responses Apr 2

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    So I went for my usual every second day walk. Nearly home and some guy (whom I can't see) says something like "losing calories?". Then nothing else. I thought maybe he was speaking...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 1 Response Apr 4

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    I'm trying to figure everything out. I started dating my girl last month and it's going great but she's my first girlfriend.
    koditrust koditrust 16-17, F Apr 5

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    Hello all, so I posted here a few days ago that I was trying to go Vegan. I have been off all meat products, eggs fish and dairy except for a few squares of chocolate for 5 days...
    restartnow restartnow 31-35, F Apr 5

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    Five thing I'm trying very hard to accept.
    hunter7080 hunter7080 36-40, M Apr 6

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    I have the feeling I'll be trying (and failing) for a long, long time...
    everyotherusernamewastaken everyotherusernamewastaken 26-30, M 1 Response Apr 6

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    I am trying to accept that the father of my child and I, do not work well together. But it's difficult when you fell in love with the person they use to be.. There were very good...
    krmdr krmdr 18-21, F 4 Responses Apr 6

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    I tried to be good with a person and now I'm being in line of fire from that person coz of silly reasons, tried my best to give them a reason to, not, treat me like useless stuff...
    krmehta krmehta 26-30, M 3 Responses Apr 6

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    I'm trying to lose weight...... By starving myself. If I eat I throw it up... Am I relapsing into my bolema?
    Kar197 Kar197 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 7

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    I'm trying to accept that life is not a joyful ride, that it is actually pain and sorrow also. I should be able to accept, that sorrow and pain are part of the beauty of life. And...
    Bluehalo Bluehalo 36-40, F 3 Responses Apr 7

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    **** trying. It just gets you nowhere and embarrassing yourself.
    Headlights Headlights 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 7

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    I probably should have gotten therapy years ago but never did. I'm so reluctant to share my problems with anyone. How could they understand, anyway? I'm so different everyone else...
    starling156 starling156 18-21, M Apr 8

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    ive been trying to quit smokeing but everyone i know smokes its i dont even last a day when i try
    kittycat1598 kittycat1598 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 8

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    Several weeks and I've still not lost anything but a few grams. Ive been trying so hard with exercise. I cut out all the junk I was eating. Why am I still so far after weeks now...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 1 Response Apr 9

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    I have been trying w/o much results. I need to get active.
    kfg4279 kfg4279 22-25, F 3 Responses Apr 9

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    i think negatively alot but i try not to do that, or say it out loud. trying to look on the bright side isnt always easy but i think id go crazy if i didnt
    kittycat1598 kittycat1598 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 10

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    Trying to cope with this throwing up and dizziness! Wtf just go away please
    xdontletmedrownx xdontletmedrownx 18-21, F a week ago

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    Actually I gave up on doing that for now....I still want to express myself....but I fail at everything I try....kept trying for years...I guess some people are just born to be like...
    anderlr anderlr 13-15, M a week ago

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    I am trying to be the best person I can possibly be. I want to grow and expand my wings.... I want to fly and touch the sky~!
    OrchidLilacChrys OrchidLilacChrys 26-30, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I'm 26with two kids trying to find happiness other then my kids..Idk I guess looking for my soulmate.. but its hard to find someone that doesn't mind me having 2 kids..my friends...
    swann89 swann89 26-30, F 11 Responses 5 days ago

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