I Am Trying to Become Positive

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 208 People

    After All The Rain U See The Sun Come Out Again

    i cant believe i believed everything we had would last, i was so in love and innocent i thought she was from u past. it was silly of me to think of one day having u kids, i cried a lot when you family said u was fake, was hard very hard i cried a lot but now im strong and i...
    thenewmisslunallena thenewmisslunallena
    22-25, F
    Nov 16, 2010

    Positive

    Positive, I try to be, Not always easy, Still, I try, Doesn't always work.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket
    46-50, M
    1 Response Jan 24, 2012

    One Step At A Time

    I used to not be positive at all. I have been praying and working on changes within me. That is where it starts. I don't want my inside to be ugly because then it will relflect my outside. But for sometime I have been postive. But I have been balanced. My husband says that I am...
    iamchanging iamchanging
    36-40, F
    3 Responses Dec 25, 2010

    my boyfriend told me ,

    ,Love you ,, you've been getting smarter & happier....how sweet it is to be loved by he!
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Mar 18

    I have to try and feel better

    and look and things in a new way. Here's hoping!
    Idekw Idekw
    18-21, F
    4 Responses May 26, 2014

    Is It Worth It?

    I have always tried to think the best of everyone and everything. However, when I do think positive, it seems nothing ever turns out, so tell me, why even bother? I feel like I might as well be smashing my head against a wall, in expecting anything to turn out a good way. If...
    snowlady snowlady
    36-40, F
    1 Response Aug 24, 2009

    Take A Sad Song and Make It Better

    Well, I'm not going to lie... A lot of the choices I have made in my life have not exactly been the best; they've cost me things like my dignity, my pride, my sense of self worth & unfortunately, have altered the very way I see myself when I look into the mirror every morning...
    LieutenantSnuggles LieutenantSnuggles
    18-21, F
    Feb 9, 2013

    Lol I'm trying to change my life away from this

    hole I've dug myself into... But I can't do it all at once. I've never been good at organizing, so I'd like it if someone could help me! If you message me I'd gladly give the list of things I'm trying to improve in my life and you could give opinions... Thanks... XD By the way...
    MonkeyGirl0909 MonkeyGirl0909
    13-15, F
    1 Response Jan 1, 2015

    I don't think I'm gonna make it,

    I'd rather stop immediately. positive means unrealistic e.g. believing everything is gonna work my way or there's someone who gives people what they have so I can't get something coz he didn't gimme that's lazy, believing that everyone is good, I gotta get back to my "negative...
    dollarsigns dollarsigns
    16-17, M
    2 Responses Mar 18

    I have learned something very useful last night

    about exams that you are studying for a reason.. All the sets of information that you are learning is just a part of life which makes you more capable to handle life decisions and just makes you a better person.. Knowledge and attitude is everything.. If you memorise something...
    rajbconnor rajbconnor
    18-21, M
    Mar 18

    I Do Try.......

    I have bouts of being positive ...it does help. Trouble occurs when after your best efforts, life goes all wrong again, negativity sets in and its hard to remember to think positively, let alone do it. I may as well try again though, even if I can't have what I want or reach any...
    lostbird lostbird
    51-55, F
    6 Responses Dec 3, 2007

    Almost There?

    When I first signed up with EP I was depressed,full of anxiety,but I see the horizon.  My mind still races,but i go with flow. I dont beat myself up. Im learning to accept,love,and be confident, not just for me,but my 5 beautiful children.  I look in the mirror,and...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses May 17, 2010

    Trying Is The Operative Word

    I have had a rough road to travel for about 3 years now. I won't go into detail, but due to things beyond my control, I have become trapped in a town I hate, with no prospects for work or friendships. I have no family, and the one person in the world who cares about me is doing...
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit
    31-35, F
    6 Responses Feb 28, 2011

    Today is the first day of the rest of my life.

    I am going to remember the happy good positive person I was before I met him and I am no longer going to let him drag me Dow to his level. I am better than that. I am good. I have lots of love to offer and I am not going to let his incapacity to receive love or treat me...
    cailinAlainn cailinAlainn
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Mar 1, 2014

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