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I Am Trying to Change My Outlook On Life

Are you trying to change your outlook as well? 95 People

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    I am trying my best to be a good person. I don't think I have been bad or anything but just trying to better myself. I am so sick of having the weight of my husbands family on my shoulders and want to look at it from a different angle just to feel better. I don't know if it can...
    PrettyFlowerbythesea PrettyFlowerbythesea 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 6, 2008

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    Too Many Years Being Negative

    I want to start all over. I've been a single parent for over 16 years, struggled severely financially, been alone, been criticized, divorced, disappointed, broken hearted, rejected, clinically depressed, really anxious, medicated..blah blah blah But, here I am at work.  I...
    thoughts thoughts 36-40, F 4 Responses Sep 10, 2009

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    New Vision

    i am trying to change my outlook on life because  I used to be a very negative person and had this delusion that everyone was trying to get one over on me. i always blamed all my troubles on everyone but the one who was really at fault, me.
    youngbuddha youngbuddha 31-35, M Dec 5, 2009

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    I keep crying. It's truly sucks to know

    that at any point, I could just fall apart and let the feelings ripple out into my surroundings. I guess it's my brain trying to tell me that I can't always hide my feelings and that I need to let go of things. But if that was so easy then why can't any of us do that? The answer...
    JJSapphire JJSapphire 18-21, F Jan 19

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    Well, as many of my EP friends know,

    I have been struggling a lot with PTSD, depression, triggers, etc. That is no longer the case though! Lately, I have been so happy and at peace, it's unbelievable. I began meditating through a guided meditation app on my phone, and it has brought so much peace inside of myself...
    treasureforever treasureforever 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 29, 2013

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    Compaining And Negativity

    I am a morose person by nature. There have been numerous times where I have been so disgusted by the way I think and the way I treat people. I want to change. Looking on my experiences, I have realised how much I complain. I don't even realise it. I want to stop because I don't...
    startnewnow startnewnow 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 12, 2012

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    It's Christmas day and it should be a happy day for me but instead I feel hurt, disappointed and manipulated. All because last year around this time I gave my ex at the time a...
    road2recovery road2recovery 31-35 2 days ago

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    Alright I need to change my life and here's the list all in random order 1.talk to the girl that I love 2.workout and build muscles 3. Eat healthier 4. Accept my AB/DL side of...
    demonhunter7 demonhunter7 18-21, M Dec 1

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    So do I. A purposeless existence and wasting a life filled only with apathy and depression which is on it's way to despair...**** I'm even smoking now which is something I'm...
    ForTheFallen ForTheFallen 22-25, M 3 hrs ago

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    a few hours ago i was on facebook and i saw a picture of a couple and i thought to myself "wow how on earth did he get her?" then a few minutes after, i was on instagram and saw a...
    Stefanie321 Stefanie321 18-21, F 3 hrs ago

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    So i finally decided it's time for me to change... to walk a different path in life... you know "renewing thyself". Sigh, it's hard, it really is. The temptations, the urge of...
    BlueFloraKae BlueFloraKae 18-21, F Dec 3

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    I was so in love with this guy he treated me like **** the only time he wanted to be around me was when I could provide for him I was so hurt when we went our seperate ways that I...
    TrustNoOne22 TrustNoOne22 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 17

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    we've been friends since we're 13. and I have been crushing on him since then. we lost contact for a while. then we met at a gathering. he is so perfect. he has grown up into a...
    fearlessfour fearlessfour 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    we've been friends since we're 13. and I have been crushing on him since then. we lost contact for a while. then we met at a gathering. he is so perfect. he has grown up into a...
    fearlessfour fearlessfour 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    we've been friends since we're 13. and I have been crushing on him since then. we lost contact for a while. then we met at a gathering. he is so perfect. he has grown up into a...
    fearlessfour fearlessfour 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    we've been friends since we're 13. and I have been crushing on him since then. we lost contact for a while. then we met at a gathering. he is so perfect. he has grown up into a...
    fearlessfour fearlessfour 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Whenever things get hard, I think it's because I've done something wrong. During my development years my family always seemed to make me feel like everything I did was wrong. My...
    moolet moolet 36-40, F 4 Responses Dec 4

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    Well, maybe not right this second, but 2015 is the year. I'm going to learn another language, lose a stone in weight, and take some time for me. I might even change jobs. I...
    unluckE unluckE 31-35, M 3 Responses Dec 15

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    I had this story on my last account which I stupidly deleted, so here goes again. I am in for a big change in 2015, and it can't come soon enough for me. After being in a...
    PennyLaneXXX PennyLaneXXX 18-21, F 26 Responses Dec 18

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    I think real change is slow and hard, or its easily forgotten. It takes a lot more time and work to etch something into stone than to write it on paper.
    ThePinkPowerRanger ThePinkPowerRanger 31-35, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I wish I could go back to the time when someone decided that I would be ugly, miserable, without friends or parents who give a damn because I would do anything to change what makes...
    theultimatesashacourtney theultimatesashacourtney 13-15, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I was raped when I was 8 years old. It broke me in so many ways. I was battered and in so much pain. It turned me to homosexuality and I thought that it will make thing better but...
    yannie17 yannie17 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 10

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    All you have to do is to believe in your power YOU CAN. You are the master of your own life life will be as you want it to be. All you have to do is to surround yourself with only...
    nataliawww nataliawww 26-30, F 2 Responses Dec 15

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    I have had a **** life. I want to start over the only people I love is my grandparents and boyfriend
    Megancj Megancj 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 6

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    I simply feel like getting out of here today. I don't want to live like this. For the moment. I had a HUGE fight with my parents this morning, and now they are making me feel like...
    rabinafrost rabinafrost 18-21, F 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    I have a painful time going through life and here's why.... Hey I'm on my sisters account and she allows me but it's 4th grade that pins me to the wall. I am in 4th grade and have...
    QueenChelsea121 QueenChelsea121 13-15, F 1 Response 12 hrs ago

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    When a relationship ends, doesn't mean the two persons had stopped loving each other. They just stopped hurting each other.
    HananAquarius HananAquarius 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 28

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    How come society makes us feel bad for thinking out the box when all the time it's made up to control us. Come play at secreterotica . com it's sexy, fun the groups and library are...
    YouKnowItMakesSense YouKnowItMakesSense 31-35, M Nov 28

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    I like being nude.Any body else like being nude?
    gcornelius93 gcornelius93 51-55, M 1 Response Nov 29

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    The bond did. Was converted. And then left being second. Enough came fast. Grew from it.
    OddlyScintilating OddlyScintilating 46-50, M Nov 30

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    I wish this world was a much simpler place to live
    cluemisa cluemisa 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 3

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    “Some people believe holding on and hanging in there are signs of great strength. However, there are times when it takes much more strength to know when to let go and then do it...
    raquel80 raquel80 31-35, F 7 Responses Dec 3

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    throw Seth giliam, oliver queen, peter parker, the guy from 10 thousand BC, Nathan petrelli from heroes and Desmond from lost and James bond and Naruto and Kakashi and denzel...
    dksl14 dksl14 18-21, M Dec 4

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    i don't want to live in this society, but i can't find a way to get out. are there ways to get out anymore, or have we all succumbed to it already?
    lovecote lovecote 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 6

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    The wonderful thing about being flawed is that I have so many things to work on. Although I would love to have been born perfect, or at least to have become perfect, I do quite...
    PhresnoPhoenix PhresnoPhoenix 36-40, M Dec 6

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    Looking back , I'm glad you're with someone else instead of me. You were just abusive and horrible in every way. Good luck to the next girl who has to put up with you.
    frenchinhaleyoursins frenchinhaleyoursins 18-21, F Dec 11

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    It happened a month ago,he didn't pick up my calls no answering my texts for a whole day, so I got mad and I told him I don't want to see him ever again( I was not serious though...
    marryJohn marryJohn 22-25, F 3 Responses Dec 11

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    Hey guys meditation is something which we all must practice and how to make it easy for everyone to practice it is explained in this video i am sure it will help you out http://m...
    Anon8700 Anon8700 26-30, M Dec 12

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    JAMES QUAITNTANCE !!! I MEET HIM TODAY AT WORK AND IT WAS MAGICALLY. he's a hot *** model btw, look him up if you don't know. so anyways, I went up to him and literally was...
    TheVirginRapids TheVirginRapids 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 14

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    Here it is in a nutshell. I've been through a lot. It's time I finally get my **** together. It's time I take care of myself. Focus on what makes me happy. It's time I get the...
    poojibp poojibp 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 18

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    Deleting EP! Fed up of everything :(
    Iffy94 Iffy94 18-21, F 7 Responses 1 day ago

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    Ever since I turned 18, something in me just clicked... like there was this part of me that started realizing and digesting what has been really happening in my life. its like the...
    kmisfit123 kmisfit123 18-21, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    I am making a commitment as of this moment to start rebuilding my life. I have struggled my entire life. Abuse, rape, ADD, wrong friends, bad choices, bad marriage. I could go on...
    mandydburson mandydburson 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 27

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    I’ve learned-that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them.I’ve learned-that no matter how much I care...
    Girlwithbrains Girlwithbrains 18-21, F 11 Responses Dec 6

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    Why? I don't see why death should be a solution. Can someone please explain it? **** off to whatever person that has left you. Is life boring or just sad? Take medicines or drugs...
    AcidBrain AcidBrain 22-25, M 1 Response Dec 4

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    ok so four years ago i was close to suicide but i decided not to and change my life 3 years on my life has not changed am going from job to job . unable to make new friends...
    ufoundme109 ufoundme109 22-25 2 Responses Dec 12