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I Am Trying to Distance Myself

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    Wtf

    Okay,my fellow friends of my past use to say about all of us going to hell. Hailey. Chantal. Hala had a weird dream about me and chant(never met her before)she couldnt see her face''tia,she doesnt have a face.'' ''oh she does..'' ''um,okay'' then out of no-where,angel and arch...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 28, 2011

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    I have walls around me.

    I take a very strict line from others.
    meandmythought meandmythought 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 19, 2014

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    From My Parents

    I try as hard as I can to spend as little time with them as possible. They know little about me at all, even though we live in the same house. I think it's because I'm angry at them. I'm having trouble forgiving them for all that they've done. My dad is always so critical of me...
    flyingintherain flyingintherain 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 30, 2008

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    I made a friend who lives in Ireland

    but I'm afraid this friendship is gonna end like mine and my superman (Tyler) me and him say I love you he calls me babe and baby and we just talk all day everyday. He wants to be with me and I want to be with him but he's so far away it's not possible
    Jurnee16 Jurnee16 16-17, F Jan 27

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    From My Freind

    and it is heart breaking.his drug habbit has gotten him nearly killed.he steals,lies ..etc.i have tried and tried to help.i even brought him down to my house for a while.but,he left after a week because my house is so remote.i heard he go beaten up pretty bad after that.his...
    ghostofmyself ghostofmyself 36-40 1 Response Mar 31, 2009

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    But It Breaks My Heart

    I'm going to do by best to speak literally here, but I'm not very good at it. So here it goes: I help people, it's what I do. I'm a kind, caring person and I think about the people I help out before helping out myself. It is my biggest strength, yet it is my strongest...
    HypeArt HypeArt 18-21, F 7 Responses Jan 29, 2009

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    From Men.

    The guy who has been my friend for 4 years,who I spent two lovely nights with,but who used me for sex to fill the void of him and his fiancee having a break. The man who I spend every Monday afternoon and Tuesday evening talking politics with. But...
    orangeblossom89 orangeblossom89 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 29, 2008

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    pushing people away felt easier.

    i dont have to rely on anyone, burden anyone with my quirks, flaws and problems. It also disables people from leaving me, abandoning me and turning their backs on me. and anyways, i deserve to be alone.
    ProfessorPsycho ProfessorPsycho 13-15, F 2 Responses Feb 3, 2014

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    I don't push myself enough. I have depression and I let it win. Or at least I use to. It still gets to me, but I keep pushing myself to do what I need to.
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    I feel like I should just put and end to myself sometimes, well most of the time.
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    I'm playing with myself in my attends. While I was playing I peed all over my hand. It's fun to be playing with myself in a dry diaper and then then start peeing. I'm still playing...
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    I'm trying to accept that I can't ever been friends with my ex best friend, it's hurts and awkward but trying my hardest.
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    I don't ask people about themselves, because I don't want to be nosy. I was always told as a child not to be nosy, and not to ask too many questions. Questions were annoying...
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    this is a true experience, and just for note I don't like peeing myself at all. I don't mind desperation in private, but I don't like it in public or find it fun at all. This for...
    kgirl17 kgirl17 18-21 1 Response 2 days ago

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    TheCallipygist TheCallipygist 22-25, M 5 Responses 3 days ago

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    Notification Notification 13-15, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I don't know how to cope with not seeing him for so very long. Trying to find the strength to be the strong independent woman I am meant to be. He had decided that he doesn't want...
    ladylonewolf89 ladylonewolf89 26-30, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    ucSAMicu ucSAMicu 18-21, M 4 Responses a week ago

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    Dated a lot of girls in person, but the only one I ever actually fell in love with was a long distance relationship. We were both young and had absolutely no idea how to properly...
    Erizabesu Erizabesu 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I've been in a long distance relationship for about four months now and I'm so in love with this kid. I'm living in NJ and he's living in NE. He's 18, and I'm 16. He's made me the...
    cmast99 cmast99 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 18

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    I'm 23. I just moved 7months ago to LA from a country 8,000miles away from here. 3months ago I met this guy who is 20 and still goes to college in Wisconsin. His cousin is the...
    JUSTME1217 JUSTME1217 22-25, F Aug 17

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    17/08/2015 Expectations : Oh I'm really happy. I've moved on it's been a while. I don't feel depressed anymore. Reality : Things didn't change to the best. I'm still feeling...
    Extrano Extrano 18-21, F Aug 17

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    Last time I posted here it was when my mom was diagnosed with stage 4 breast cancer and was very ill. She passed away in 2012. I went with her to my country because she wanted to...
    littlesadgirl littlesadgirl 18-21, F Aug 15

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    littlesadgirl littlesadgirl 18-21, F Aug 14

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    AceAroAthe AceAroAthe 16-17, F Aug 14

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    Being in a military relationship is not all rainbows and butterflies, I get so irritated when someone asks about my boyfriend& I tell them he's in the Navy & they reply with the...
    SaraiSosa SaraiSosa 22-25, F Aug 14

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    it's not about distance ...for me it's all about "love" and "honesty" ;) being single again but I still believe in long distance can be work.
    imagineon imagineon 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 12

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    True love is true love, and it is a powerful emotion no matter what the distance. It may be hard, but a long distance relationship can work.
    SavinienBrassheart SavinienBrassheart 26-30, M Aug 11

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    My Star, My Moon Chapter 2: Dream State Varg opened his eyes. The moon was shining down, from a dark, cloudy sky. He sat up and took a look around at his surroundings. From what...
    satanicangel66689 satanicangel66689 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 11

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    My Star, My Moon Prologue "Is this a dream? Is this reality? Am I really here?" I slowly open my eyes. The sky is dark, but the stars and the moon, they bring light in the...
    satanicangel66689 satanicangel66689 22-25, F Aug 11

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    ReallyConfusedTeen ReallyConfusedTeen 18-21, M 3 Responses Aug 11

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    kat115nk kat115nk 22-25, F Aug 10

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