I Am Trying To Fight Depression

I am just one person out of millions that battle depression... we are not alone. 256 People

    Therr u go im not perfect im always down alot

    have no faith in myself...if thinga get to me i bottle it up and want to let it out and lose control but i cnt...there seems to be 1 song that really carms me and thats linkin park-numb
    Romanticguy2013 Romanticguy2013
    26-30, M
    1 Response Jan 3, 2014

    Crushed under the weight of the world,

    broken.I'm convinced nobody cares about me.I'm struggling so much.if I could just put myself out of my misery.Is this worth it.are all my extreme efforts worth it.no one's here to see me break down.no one cares anyway.even with the friends I do have I'm so alone.they don't know...
    AndrogynousBeauty AndrogynousBeauty
    26-30
    1 Response Jan 13, 2014

    not one day goes by were I'm not fighting

    depression in one way or a other the thoughts that go though my head as i drive to work the thoughts when Im taking a shower when I try to sleep without passing out form watching TV or Netflix when I'm at home and the wi fi goes out and I got nothing to keep my mind off from my...
    VitoGarz VitoGarz
    22-25, M
    Jul 7, 2015

    A Poem By Me--sanity

    So much Depends upon Sanity Escape yourself, TRY That's life Pure agony Beauty
    justanothergirl215 justanothergirl215
    18-21, F
    Jun 12, 2013

    All I can think of repeatedly is "I hate my

    self." Why? For reasons that feed my self esteem issues. Since the past, present and it will affect my future. I hate myself for being partially racist towards people from my own culture, because I was raised being bullied by Maori's. Got harassed for bringing nutritious...
    LeMadCat LeMadCat
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 18, 2014

    Ever since I was in middle school I knew

    something wasn't right, I loathed myself so much and felt so numb and empty all the time. I thought, "oh, maybe this is just a phase, I'll get over it, I'm sure." I never did, I was scared that maybe it was just me, that I was supposed to feel like this. My life was pretty rough...
    epbowers epbowers
    22-25, F
    Dec 17, 2013

    Is depression found more in girls

    or boys ? I've always had the impression that it's more with girls... But then am I wrong.
    Alaska127 Alaska127
    13-15, F
    1 Response Oct 8, 2015

    It's definitely a daily battle to fight what

    can go on inside my head. Some days I win and some days i lose and just gone and hide from the world. I always fight for good days.
    mattywheels25 mattywheels25
    31-35, M
    1 Response Jul 8, 2015

    Things From My Journal #2

    This is my story, my life is my story. i choose when to turn the page,when to start the next chapter,and most important of all when the story ends. The pages are bloody, soaked in tears, and dried in the numbness i have felt in my heart for so long.
    justanothergirl215 justanothergirl215
    18-21, F
    Jun 16, 2013

    Sorry, I don't think I

    even want to start again tonight. I want to look at the positive and not even think about the uphill battle I have fought for 42 years! I won life's lottery just being born in the USA. How many people live in much worse situations? Many do! I am thankful for what I do have...
    Sadkay Sadkay
    56-60, F
    1 Response Jan 10, 2014

    hi everyone im darren i want to help any of you

    sufferers if uve cut..tried.to commit suicide.. tried to overdose.. anything.i would live to help and see if i can make a difference in ur life. private message me. i too am a sufferer
    Romanticguy2013 Romanticguy2013
    26-30, M
    Jan 6, 2014

    I'm Skye and I'm 14 I'm trying to fight

    depression and it's hard. I hate me life and sometimes I wish I could die
    EmberStars EmberStars
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jun 15, 2014

    I feel like my depression cut my whole

    personality in two . The happy one and the suicidal one.. And it makes me feel like I'm just a crazy person. >.<.. Wtf. This is just ridiculous. I just want to be alright and not on the brink of my own suicide so often. I want to be how I am right now and stay this way...
    SubmissiveSecrets SubmissiveSecrets
    22-25, F
    1 Response Nov 16, 2014
    PoeticJustice097 PoeticJustice097
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jul 4, 2015

    Things From My Journal #3

    I feel better only for a short while. then ghost in the walls appear. haunting my nothingness, feeding on the poor innocent soul of the not so innocent weakling I am. until nothing but blood and a soulless being are left to roam in my place.
    justanothergirl215 justanothergirl215
    18-21, F
    Jul 8, 2013

    Me...I'm rusted and weathered Barely holding

    together I'm covered with skin that peels and it just won't heal
    dannyn83 dannyn83
    31-35, M
    2 Responses Jun 15, 2014

    I'm fighting myself all the time.

    If the one person I care about dies I'm probably just gonna get my gun and see how many people I can shoot before the police kill me. Why not? I hate everyone but her. She's the only person I couldn't kill. I told her that if she dies I'm going with her. She's all I have left...
    IchBinDeutsch2 IchBinDeutsch2
    18-21, M
    5 Responses Sep 7, 2015

    I'm Trying.

    So i have taken a few test to see if i was just sad or depressed the results all come out to be me having high depressions. As time goes by it gets worse. I've tried to reach out for help but no one gets the hint. If i tell my mom i'm depressed she yells saying why the f*** do i...
    wolves41 wolves41
    22-25, F
    1 Response Nov 6, 2013

    Things From My Journal #4

    this is the last time. i tell myself this everyday. it is never the last. just one more and i am done i lie.
    justanothergirl215 justanothergirl215
    18-21, F
    Jul 9, 2013

    Things From My Journal #5

    I never sleep but always dream. Never good dreams but always Always bad. Either that or absolute nothing. I feel awake even when I sleep. But no one cares, no one knows.
    justanothergirl215 justanothergirl215
    18-21, F
    Jul 17, 2013

    I don't get it.. How do we

    even get depression in the first place?
    brokxnangxl brokxnangxl
    13-15, F
    Jun 15, 2014

    I have depression and i cut.

    because i feel like no one loves me
    toxicbunny15 toxicbunny15
    18-21, F
    Dec 16, 2013

    Depression

    Depression is not something you can "control" or "snap out of". And if you suffer from depression it is NOT your fault.
    justanothergirl215 justanothergirl215
    18-21, F
    Jun 12, 2013

    My friends are great.

    Their funny, spontaneous and enjoyable to be around. But then why is it that I feel so alone whenever I am with them? I feel as if they don't truly see me. I am just a passive listener that has to be responsive to the problems that go on within their lives. But then when is it...
    girl6691 girl6691
    18-21, F
    Jun 15, 2014

    I'm down toy last breath

    and thinking that 7 feet ain't so far down!
    dannyn83 dannyn83
    31-35, M
    1 Response Jun 15, 2014

    I am curious and all sorts of doubts

    and questions are in my head. I want to know especially experiences from married/divorced/seperated/estranged women if they ever doubted their husband could be Gay! Please trust me I love Gay people and most of my friends are gay. I have respect for everybody irrespective of...
    cimema cimema
    36-40, F
    May 31, 2014

    I want to give up. I want this pain to end.

    I don't want to suffer anymore. I'm tired. I feel so alone.
    girl6691 girl6691
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jun 15, 2014
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