I Am Trying to Figure Myself Out

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    I'm trying to figure out how I can be

    so happy, yet so sad all at the same time.
    Hannahmikel Hannahmikel
    18-21, F
    Aug 30, 2015

    In life, I think we can be our own biggest

    enemies... I know I am mine, in a way, always trying to live up to others expectations of me, or is it expectations that I've set for myself? Fantasies of what is supposedly the perfect life which has me wondering, why on Earth do I care so much about what others think of me...
    SouthernSky76 SouthernSky76
    36-40, M
    1 Response Jan 25, 2014

    Who in the hell am I is my question?

    I don't know why I always think that someone else can tell me or to figure it out for me. I was a people pleaser when I was a kid...well into adulthood as well. Hated people being mad at me, hated to do anything "wrong." So what did I do? I changed to fit into whatever...
    RubyLane RubyLane
    46-50, F
    Oct 10, 2014

    Call Me Weird, Call Me Strange, Call Me Different

    but sometimes   i wonder if i was ment to be a girl...   i get alot that i make a pretty boy and some pictures i take ppl think i AM a girl   so i wonder if i was ment to be one and something just went wrong...
    Paine316 Paine316
    18-21, M
    3 Responses Apr 2, 2009
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