I Am Trying To Figure Out My Life

life will there to screw u completly at the very moment when u feel that u have figured out it.............come n shre yr feelings 1,601 People

    It’s funny how this thing turned out.

    I really didn’t believe I would ever get married. I secretly wanted to get married however did not believe that it would happen to me and if it did it would end in divorce just like my mother’s marriage ended. Well I got my wish. Here I am a 46 year old Christian Divorce...
    Freebabyy Freebabyy
    46-50, F
    2 Responses May 23, 2014

    okay.. well where to start.

    my hunni n I and our kids live together in our own home. my brother in law and sister in law recently moved to the area, they were staying with other family until they got their own place but now she wants to stay with us because she cant stand being in living conditions she is...
    squeaks79 squeaks79
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Nov 16, 2014

    My family and I have made a decision.

    It's time for me to start being happy again and not wishing for the end. Being sober just isn't enough. Not for true peace. I'm going to get some professional help for myself and just shut down for a while so I can turn myself on again. The people who know me will...
    Raindancej Raindancej
    36-40, M
    Feb 13, 2015

    The hardest thing in my life is dealing with my

    alcoholic father. He's been an alcoholic since I was born, but from what I've been told, he was not like this before. Quite the opposite, actually. Funny, extremely smart and not at all antisocial. Nobody knows what changed him. My worst memories are defined by his actions. I...
    n0stradamus n0stradamus
    22-25, M
    1 Response Mar 28, 2015

    I thought I needed time

    but I don't believe that anymore.
    Nonotu Nonotu
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Mar 9

    Everyone is busy with their issues.

    That means everyone needs help. Give hand to help others now. Anyways your help to others are always come back to you!
    Natureismagic Natureismagic
    18-21, F
    1 Response Nov 19, 2015
    jahlae jahlae
    16-17, F
    1 Response Apr 25, 2015

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    that can give you anything you want just name contact ken +447087669464
    masterken234 masterken234
    36-40, M
    Apr 2

    One long lasting problem

    that I've had in my life is what's going on with my sexuality and my feelings. One big moment where the thoughts of 'I think I'm bisexual' or 'I think I like guys too' come along is when something falls through badly with a girl that I like. I feel like I'm treating this whole...
    WackedWasp WackedWasp
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Jan 19

    It's a New Year 2016.

    And I hope this year brings me a better understanding of what I'm supposed to do with my life. I have so many things on my mind still trying to figure out what I'm going to do for a living. And how I'm going to live my life. I already know that I'm going to have to live a...
    rubyjuly rubyjuly
    26-30, F
    Jan 3

    We can be whoever we want to be.

    But tell me one person on earth who is totally aware of the infinite possibilities and is not panicking..
    Awkward26 Awkward26
    26-30, F
    Feb 18

    I think everyone is at my age.

    I'm just so confused . I look back on a year ago and so much has changed . It's like I've become a whole new person. I don't know what I want to be yet. Or what job I want I. The future , what style I want ... So much more . It's a huge confusing mess right now.
    alyssabay alyssabay
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Aug 13, 2014

    Simply trying to figure out

    who my real friends are. High school is harder than k thought.
    madeleine4 madeleine4
    13-15, F
    Jan 27
    DoughnutVader DoughnutVader
    13-15, F
    Jan 31

    It’s just that… I wasn’t

    happyI’m an entrepreneur a startup company founder and a CEO a city manager and a senior relationship manager Big words. Big titles for a young guy such as myself these are just words I use to get the attention of employers on LinkedIn not sure why but they seem to like...
    bash19899 bash19899
    26-30, M
    Jan 21
    Fanteyzhuh Fanteyzhuh
    22-25, F
    Sep 6, 2014

    Somethings are better hidden in the closet.

    I wish that I had not accidentally stumbled on that old skeleton. There are somethings I wish I could forget I had accidentally found. Then I could have just gone on with the same view I had about my life. I am not sure why God wanted me to know this secret about my family...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jun 27, 2015

    As I sit here drinking the last of Belgium

    white, ive come to the realization that I'm not content with a few aspects of my life. This will be my last open letter to anyone that I've connected to on here. It was nice talking to the few I actually connected with but the journey has come to an end.
    mimieux187 mimieux187
    26-30, F
    4 Responses Apr 18

    I have changed so much in this last past two

    years idk who I am anymore I have done and said things that ante me I have worked so hard to be a good person but it's like someone always has some thing to say to me and most of the time it really gets to me I just don't no anymore I'm so confused on what to do anymore bc I...
    Cookielove26 Cookielove26
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Nov 20, 2015

    to all my friends out there,

    life is precious when handled well
    ochendav5 ochendav5
    22-25, M
    May 20, 2014

    I honestly don't know what to do with my life

    sometimes... I'm getting ready to go to college yet my parents are restricting me from studying the things I want I have been taking all the class they want me too and I good at them just I wish I had a bit more freedom to choose because I know if I did what I want I would be...
    AngelinaMilano AngelinaMilano
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 17, 2015

    The trick to engaged writting is the same trick

    to an engaged life... put yourself in it.
    matthewnew matthewnew
    18-21
    1 Response Dec 29, 2014

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    wisdomfinancial wisdomfinancial
    31-35, M
    Dec 9, 2015

    I have heard many people say

    that "you have your life so figured out! Especially for being so young!" But this is in fact not true. Just cause I know what I WANT in life does not mean I have it figured out. Sure do I have a plan in my head of how I'd like things to go step by step? Sure. But those are...
    DeathAngelS300 DeathAngelS300
    18-21, F
    1 Response Feb 18

    I'm 15 years old and I'm doing extremely well

    at school. I love attending school and learning at school. But, as I'm so smart! I want to be something to do with health - such as a male nurse, paramedic, physiotherapist, optometrist etc. I wonder if I'm going to change my mind on my career. I want an awesome job that I enjoy...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Nov 27, 2015
    lissomirl lissomirl
    26-30, F
    May 12, 2014

    im gone from a single mamas boy,

    to married in a open sex life in under two years. talk about trying to figure it out....
    LedgeOfficial LedgeOfficial
    22-25, M
    1 Response Nov 21, 2015

    So he dose not care, big deal you get out of it

    what you can. Take advantage of the human connection and the sexual release. IF you need to move on then do so. I know that I will deal with disappointment and heartache but I must keep moving on. Push past the pain and try not to make things into something they are not. Never...
    rubyjuly rubyjuly
    26-30, F
    Sep 6, 2015

    I became a lawyer almost 30 yrs ago,

    & was married 20 years until 2014, and have 2 teen sons (I keep full time). I addition to understanding the mistake of that marriage, I've recently accepted that I only pursued law because it was esteemed & have never really liked it. In fact, I've never had any real pull in any...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Feb 3

    hmmm.... hello guys i wanna tell you my story.

    . last year i was in love with a guy and he had to change his school..he is not with me and nevr we talked face to face only chat.....now i dn't knw how and why i m in love with his friend...i see my first love in him....i dnt knw how can i evn think of other guy....evn i stilll...
    ngnn ngnn
    16-17, F
    1 Response Jan 5

    Not sure what to write about.

    The start of my disillusionment with society or some of the bazar experiences that I have had, and there has been a few. What would you like to read anyone?
    rrjk rrjk
    41-45
    1 Response Oct 10, 2015

    I feel an aching pain in my heart right now.

    Have you also been to the point where you are sick of everything? Well anyways, I am used to being alone and being the girl who is not noticed at all. I am the girl people will not even take a look at and not worth remembering at all. That's fine with me because I'm used to it...
    isha07 isha07
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Feb 11, 2014

    Simply wanting something does not give you the

    right to have it, but if you, through trial and error have earned the right to own it, then you have the right to claim what is yours with pride.
    Adoflamingo Adoflamingo
    18-21, M
    Jan 27

    So... I changed alot in the past few years.

    When I was in 6th grade I was a good kid, Had great grades and good friends.. I really don't know what happened. I started smoking & Drinking. It wasn't like pear pressure or anything. I just wanted too I guess. In 7th grade I Started skipping school. I smoked almost everyday...
    hrw11 hrw11
    16-17, F
    1 Response Jan 19

    The pieces of my life have started to fall

    into place: I have my degrees. I'm in a stable, healthy, and loving relationship. I have a job that I love, working for an organization with a mission I can believe in. I'm healthy. And yet, likely out of ingratitude or the wisdom of age, I still feel like there's something...
    snappingzero snappingzero
    22-25, F
    Sep 29, 2014

    and I wish I could tell u this

    but wtevs I donno Wt happened, I'm thinking about my mom, but why? I started thinking about you and I wanted to cry, then my mother and I looked at the ground, then I thought about my grandma who loved me then I started crying then I started thinking about my past and flash...
    Silentsuffer Silentsuffer
    16-17, F
    Apr 22, 2015

    Dont want people to be beauty.

    Because everyone is already. Want eyes that can see beauty in people
    Natureismagic Natureismagic
    18-21, F
    Nov 19, 2015

    u know that moment in ur life

    when u realize that all u are is **** & all u will ever be is **** & ur going to amount to nothing bc me rn
    Angelcum Angelcum
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Dec 6, 2014

    They said ''avoid people

    who are negative''... As far as I would like to stay positive, sometimes, there's really some days that no matter how much you want to stay positive you just feel suddenly gets sad...for no reason. I don't like to believe I have depression. But I guess there's already a figment...
    19chum 19chum
    18-21, M
    Jul 3, 2015

    I know the goals i want in life

    and the dream i have but i don't know what else i want out of life.
    ZingySpirit ZingySpirit
    22-25, M
    Nov 8, 2015

    I may be young but i dont

    even know what i will go to college for im afraid of going in undecided and coming out jobless for years. so far i only have few job options and none of which intrest me but i may have to put up with one wen i head into college
    Cheshirecupacat Cheshirecupacat
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Mar 25, 2015

    Im so sad i found out my dad didn't want to

    spend time with me when i got older
    jahlae jahlae
    16-17, F
    1 Response Apr 25, 2015

    In my senior year of college I realized

    that I didn't want the responsibility of being the main teacher for an entire room of children. But since I had already made that far I graduated and now almost 2 years later the most I've done with my degree is put it in my closet. Hopefully I'll figure out what I want to do...
    hippopotamusluv hippopotamusluv
    22-25, F
    Feb 19

    sorry i carnt be a good slave coz im to

    mischievous sorry i want to die and sorry i carnt do anthing right i might as welll go
    Lasbutterfly Lasbutterfly
    18-21, F
    Dec 25, 2014

    im torn between trying to get my life together

    this year and be a good person or going on a path of self destruction and sinning like ****
    Angelcum Angelcum
    18-21, F
    19 Responses Jan 14, 2015

    I feel that my existence is purely by chance,

    which it is in the first place. However, I feel that I am floating, like some spec of dust. Only I am not a spec of dust amongst many other specs, I am alone. And there is nobody around me who makes me feel less alone, not my family, few friends, boyfriend or myself. I feel...
    positivityiskey positivityiskey
    18-21, F
    Apr 18, 2014

    Why is that my lot in life seems to be always

    abused and to be taken advantage of because I always seems to be the but of the joke and people just find ever so funny, because I do the slightest thing wrong or different everyone just runs a mile with it and the **** taking about it never ends. It doesn't whether I react...
    dstarbuck dstarbuck
    22-25, M
    1 Response Jun 20, 2014

    Why is it easy to be sad!

    Happiness is the kind of thing that can be lost or decreased or not existed in the first place. It's exactly like failure. Some people are not afraid of failing, they're afraid of succeeding. Life goes on anyway! On and on. Life is hard...
    annabarns annabarns
    22-25, F
    Feb 28, 2015

    I have been in a relationship with a guy

    for 7 years, we've had our ups and downs and now we are engaged to get married, somehow I feel like I'm not treating him right, I feel he deserves someone totally different from me and I feel I don't love him as much as he loves me. sometimes I find myself wondering if I...
    brokentee brokentee
    22-25, F
    Jan 24

    I tell them that it takes time to be heard,

    when your words don't curve to defeat & that's all they wanna see.
    marianajohnson marianajohnson
    16-17, F
    Feb 20

    " Triple Jeopardy is the idea

    that women are oppressed in three interlocking ways for not only their race and gender but also as a member of the third world gay community, or any other oppressing factor. [10] These women often want the right to have "self determination over the use of their bodies" and the...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Dec 20, 2015
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jul 27, 2015
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