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I Am Trying To Figure Out My Life

life will there to screw u completly at the very moment when u feel that u have figured out it.............come n shre yr feelings 894 People

    Because I don’t believe my thoughts,

    sadness doesn't exist. 
    wendu44 wendu44 18-21, F Aug 18

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    u know that moment in ur life

    when u realize that all u are is **** & all u will ever be is **** & ur going to amount to nothing bc me rn
    Angelcum Angelcum 18-21, F 5 Responses Dec 6

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    So... Around last year at this time,

    my boss at the time had started to send me emails & messages, and telling me about personal issues (marriage, kids, family, sex, etc.)... So i just thought that he needed a place to vent, so i was trying to be a good friend and listen and try giving him some advice and help him...
    poopfantastica poopfantastica 70+ Nov 28

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    I feel that my existence is purely by chance,

    which it is in the first place. However, I feel that I am floating, like some spec of dust. Only I am not a spec of dust amongst many other specs, I am alone. And there is nobody around me who makes me feel less alone, not my family, few friends, boyfriend or myself. I feel...
    positivityiskey positivityiskey 18-21, F Apr 18

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    I'm trying to find God's plan

    for my life, and let him lead, rather than trying to figure it all out myself, do my own thing, you know. I go to a good university, and am told I'm smart by my friends and family, but I don't feel comfortable with my major or my direction so far. I actually don't have a life...
    reluctanthuman reluctanthuman 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 6

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    casmir5046 casmir5046 26-30, M Sep 2

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    I am nearing the end of my 22nd year,

    regardless to say the past year saying I'm 21 has been amazing but now that it is coming to a close I am realising that I have been officially IN my twenties. With that seems to come the expectation that I should have the determination and knowledge of what and where I want to...
    rezonance rezonance 18-21, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    It'S My Life

    I am not a puppet that you can stick your hand up my *** and make me talk. I'm at that point in my life where I am clueless of where I'm going. My mom thinks she knows exactly who I should be, it ****** me off! Mom I'm not your SIM. I just need to find a place to live pretty soon...
    onmycloud onmycloud 18-21, M Oct 3, 2013

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    I'm 35..seperated after 15 yrs of marriage.

    .no kids..no house..no car..quit my job for various reasons. Was planning to get another job but my mum is ill and by all means insist that I take care if her..seeing about her,unable to go out as I choose..not working..makes it worse..even though she assist me with money its...
    bird7964 bird7964 31-35, F 3 Responses Dec 1

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    Not Unhappy, Just Searching

    It seems that most of the folks who have joined this group are unhappy and/or feel that something is missing spiritually from their lives. That's not really my problem. I'm good spiritually and quite happy. However, I need to find a job I like that actually pays the bills. I'm...
    katsgrrl katsgrrl 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 21, 2010

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    Why Try

                                 The more you care and the more you try to be a nice person The less the world cares about you. A honest person in our world gets nothing but....pain and misery....while the liars and selfish get nothing but pleasure. Why is the world we...
    Anto815 Anto815 46-50, F 1 Response Sep 27, 2011

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    Oh where to start well I'm no angel

    and we all know that been single 8 months or so. And two of my ex's are friends and one came over told we they talk and what it comes down to I'm the *** hole and I Walsall the problem and it hurt but I know better the problem was dope and them on it
    daddylove4u daddylove4u 51-55, M Dec 17

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    I think everyone is at my age.

    I'm just so confused . I look back on a year ago and so much has changed . It's like I've become a whole new person. I don't know what I want to be yet. Or what job I want I. The future , what style I want ... So much more . It's a huge confusing mess right now.
    alyssabay alyssabay 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 13

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    What Do I Want? Where Do I Go?

    So, this is something that's been plaguing me for a while. I can't seem to pin down where I am, and where I need to go. Apart from my summer job, I have time so I should use it. I have a couple months to figure my **** out. There are things I know I want, e.g. I know I want to...
    waterandmusic waterandmusic 18-21, T May 3, 2013

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    since im young i experience a lot just to live

    long in this world. I undergo three times major operation ,thus i suffer for financial problem for now . I have two kids and this need to push me here ask for help on this matter... please please help me.
    eilasor eilasor 36-40, F Jul 24

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    It’s funny how this thing turned out.

    I really didn’t believe I would ever get married. I secretly wanted to get married however did not believe that it would happen to me and if it did it would end in divorce just like my mother’s marriage ended. Well I got my wish. Here I am a 46 year old Christian Divorce...
    Freebabyy Freebabyy 46-50, F 2 Responses May 23

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    lissomirl lissomirl 22-25, F 1 Response May 12

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    Fanteyzhuh Fanteyzhuh 22-25, F Sep 6

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    Never Let Go................................

    Never let go of the person you can:t go a single day without thinking about and never let go of someone. Just because you are scraed then you might let the best thing that:s ever happened to you go............................
    Anto815 Anto815 46-50, F Sep 27, 2011

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    That feelin when all you have to do is to cry a

    river because whatever may happens, it's the consequences of all you've done. *Heartbreaking*
    Choirayla Choirayla 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 17

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    I am really finding it hard to find myself.

    I feel like I'm trying to keep my head turned left and right and left at the same time. On one side my music life. I'm a drummer in a band and where kicking off our first out of state tour soon in Nebraska, and on the other side I've got my boyfriend I'm trying to keep happy and...
    ultramegagaydrummerboy ultramegagaydrummerboy 18-21, M Dec 18

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    sorry i carnt be a good slave coz im to

    mischievous sorry i want to die and sorry i carnt do anthing right i might as welll go
    Lasbutterfly Lasbutterfly 16-17, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I contacted what used to be my best friend

    and we are going to meet up. I am nervous and so excited. I think I may just burst into tears when I see her again.
    agentwelve agentwelve 18-21, F Nov 17

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    to all my friends out there,

    life is precious when handled well
    ochendav5 ochendav5 22-25, M May 20

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    I'm a senior in high school.

    My boyfriend is 2 years older than me and just finished his education and he is ready for a career. I don't think I could catch up to him quickly. I don't see him in my near future very much. I want to be going to school for a few more years and live on my own. How can this work...
    Jakebrum Jakebrum 16-17, M 1 Response Jul 24

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    okay.. well where to start.

    my hunni n I and our kids live together in our own home. my brother in law and sister in law recently moved to the area, they were staying with other family until they got their own place but now she wants to stay with us because she cant stand being in living conditions she is...
    squeaks79 squeaks79 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 16

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    I Need A Veterinarian Surgeon.............................

       If a animal gets sick or old you take them to a veterinarian surgeon. Who can give them a fatal injection. ( put the animal out of their misery ) Why cant a doctor do the same to us. I:m suffering and miserable. I have tried to keep my head up and my heart strong but..I cant...
    Anto815 Anto815 46-50, F 2 Responses Sep 28, 2011

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    Why is that my lot in life seems to be always

    abused and to be taken advantage of because I always seems to be the but of the joke and people just find ever so funny, because I do the slightest thing wrong or different everyone just runs a mile with it and the **** taking about it never ends. It doesn't whether I react...
    dstarbuck dstarbuck 22-25, M 1 Response Jun 20

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    I Need A Miracle

    I am 22 years living with my mother n step father.. All my life everything always falls apart. Everytime! I just recently lost my job I have no matric I have no future. I hate my life and I wish I was dead there is just too many problems in my life right now. I can no longer take...
    pgm22 pgm22 22-25 Nov 7, 2012

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    I'm Trying To Figure Out My Life...

    ...and it's purpose. it just doesn't make sense to me why i'm here. i don't even know what i'm doing here other than wasting people's time.
    beltroyse beltroyse 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 5, 2010

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    I need to find myself

    before I can look for anyone else.
    Daisymae11 Daisymae11 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 2

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    I feel an aching pain in my heart right now.

    Have you also been to the point where you are sick of everything? Well anyways, I am used to being alone and being the girl who is not noticed at all. I am the girl people will not even take a look at and not worth remembering at all. That's fine with me because I'm used to it...
    isha07 isha07 18-21, F 4 Responses Feb 11

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    I am very alone in my life i have everything a

    boyfriend some really close friends a brother and a hard time companion but even after all this i always feel alone i feel like crying all the time without any reason because there is a huge pain inside me my past is very bitter i want to accept it but its being difficult for me...
    raswayam6 raswayam6 13-15, F Sep 9

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    new to all this social networking.

    ppl interested in genuine conversation and friendship add me on facebook (mainly coz i cant remember all these different passwords)its Daniel Ezra. thanks
    anonymous1219 anonymous1219 22-25, M 1 Response Nov 3

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    In This Body..............................

    In this body I have failed and with Death, shall come a New Birth a new vessel. And a new chance..........................................
    Anto815 Anto815 46-50, F Sep 28, 2011

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    Hi guys .. So As you might know .

    .. Im 19 So ... Im living with my mom ... My parents are both Got separated This year ( long story ) Anyways ... I was a high school dropout till this year so i decided to go back to school this september . & you know how important eduction in our time ... & Im still figuring...
    lordeley952 lordeley952 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 18

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    Because I don’t believe my thoughts,

    sadness doesn't exist. 
    wendu44 wendu44 18-21, F Aug 18

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    Melons1008 Melons1008 16-17, F Nov 19

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    My Reason For Being

    I'm trying to put the shattered fragments together and see the big picture. I know I want to reach out somehow, and help people who have lost all hope. I know I want a family. I know I want a little house with a garden. I know I want to find and keep a job I like, a job that...
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F 2 Responses Jan 27, 2011

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    I feel like my life's going in an endless circle

    and I don't know what to do or where to go. It feels like I have no future to look to, I'm just here to be here and nothing more.
    Doof00 Doof00 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 26

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    Miscellaneous Quarrels............

                         I know I do this everytime, but once again let me apoligize for any informalities in my writing yesterday. I have not been especially concerned with much lately except for simply expressing myself ( in regards to writing ) You know, I have a pretty...
    Anto815 Anto815 46-50, F Sep 27, 2011

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    Fanteyzhuh Fanteyzhuh 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 19

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    The pieces of my life have started to fall

    into place: I have my degrees. I'm in a stable, healthy, and loving relationship. I have a job that I love, working for an organization with a mission I can believe in. I'm healthy. And yet, likely out of ingratitude or the wisdom of age, I still feel like there's something...
    snappingzero snappingzero 22-25, F Sep 29

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    I don't know who I am.

    ...I know who I m not....I know what I like and I can assure you that is not normal....Is it normal to want to see others struggle with pain? Is it normal to feel joy while they are hurting....And they still call me innocent...You don't know me, you never will.....
    KLawliet KLawliet 13-15, F a week ago

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    Clueless

    Jeez who isn't? But I think it will help me to accept that I'll never be totally sure what's going on.
    Eggyegg Eggyegg 46-50, F Sep 29, 2011

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    Trying to get a grasp of the first steps.

    Literally, the very first steps. Affirmations? Make 'To Do' lists? Buy a bottle of wine???
    skoo2 skoo2 46-50, F Dec 1

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    10 Years Can Change Your World

    I have been through hell to get where I am today and there are so many lessons that I've learnt and wish I hadn't. I learnt things the hard way, not because I wanted too but had too. I am not going to lie and say everything turned out amazing. It hasn't. My parents are not awful...
    ElleRiddler ElleRiddler 16-17 1 Response Feb 1, 2012

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    Somewhere along the way I lost myself.

    ..lost my sense of identity and didn't know in what direction to head....now here I am still stumbling....I wonder if this is what life is all about...trying to find your way in life...many of us might never find it and those that do find it might not even realize it...I don't...
    genesis99 genesis99 22-25, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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