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I Am Trying To Figure Out My Life

life will there to screw u completly at the very moment when u feel that u have figured out it.............come n shre yr feelings 1,131 People

    That feelin when all you have to do is to cry a

    river because whatever may happens, it's the consequences of all you've done. *Heartbreaking*
    Choirayla Choirayla 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 17, 2014

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    I'm 35..seperated after 15 yrs of marriage.

    .no kids..no house..no car..quit my job for various reasons. Was planning to get another job but my mum is ill and by all means insist that I take care if her..seeing about her,unable to go out as I choose..not working..makes it worse..even though she assist me with money its...
    bird7964 bird7964 36-40, F 4 Responses Dec 1, 2014

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    u know that moment in ur life

    when u realize that all u are is **** & all u will ever be is **** & ur going to amount to nothing bc me rn
    Angelcum Angelcum 18-21, F 4 Responses Dec 6, 2014

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    The trick to engaged writting is the same trick

    to an engaged life... put yourself in it.
    matthewnew matthewnew 18-21 1 Response Dec 29, 2014

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    I honestly don't know what to do with my life

    sometimes... I'm getting ready to go to college yet my parents are restricting me from studying the things I want I have been taking all the class they want me too and I good at them just I wish I had a bit more freedom to choose because I know if I did what I want I would be...
    AngelinaMilano AngelinaMilano 16-17, F 2 Responses Jan 17

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    okay.. well where to start.

    my hunni n I and our kids live together in our own home. my brother in law and sister in law recently moved to the area, they were staying with other family until they got their own place but now she wants to stay with us because she cant stand being in living conditions she is...
    squeaks79 squeaks79 26-30, F 2 Responses Nov 16, 2014

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    My family and I have made a decision.

    It's time for me to start being happy again and not wishing for the end. Being sober just isn't enough. Not for true peace. I'm going to get some professional help for myself and just shut down for a while so I can turn myself on again. The people who know me will...
    Raindancej Raindancej 36-40, M 1 Response Feb 13

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    Why is that my lot in life seems to be always

    abused and to be taken advantage of because I always seems to be the but of the joke and people just find ever so funny, because I do the slightest thing wrong or different everyone just runs a mile with it and the **** taking about it never ends. It doesn't whether I react...
    dstarbuck dstarbuck 22-25, M 1 Response Jun 20, 2014

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    My Reason For Being

    I'm trying to put the shattered fragments together and see the big picture. I know I want to reach out somehow, and help people who have lost all hope. I know I want a family. I know I want a little house with a garden. I know I want to find and keep a job I like, a job that...
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F 2 Responses Jan 27, 2011

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    i am confused and wanna become something

    before i get married but its hard due to the fact i dont know what my boyfriend wants and will he wait because other guys fancy me but i feel lonely as he went abroad for two months and i wanna make myself something but i am struggling big time and i wanna make my parents happy...
    Tahmina1997 Tahmina1997 18-21, F Apr 6

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    I think everyone is at my age.

    I'm just so confused . I look back on a year ago and so much has changed . It's like I've become a whole new person. I don't know what I want to be yet. Or what job I want I. The future , what style I want ... So much more . It's a huge confusing mess right now.
    alyssabay alyssabay 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 13, 2014

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    My boyfriend just proposed to me

    and I said yes butnow I having second thoughts what if we re too young for this marriage thing ? But cant just call off the wedding just before week ago it'll break his heart and I don't wanna lose him what should I do ? And I'm thinking why he just proposed me after my...
    ashley882 ashley882 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 4

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    to all my friends out there,

    life is precious when handled well
    ochendav5 ochendav5 22-25, M May 20, 2014

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    I feel that my existence is purely by chance,

    which it is in the first place. However, I feel that I am floating, like some spec of dust. Only I am not a spec of dust amongst many other specs, I am alone. And there is nobody around me who makes me feel less alone, not my family, few friends, boyfriend or myself. I feel...
    positivityiskey positivityiskey 18-21, F Apr 18, 2014

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    zoozjmuc zoozjmuc 31-35, M Dec 20, 2014

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    If you're familiar with Maslow's Hierarchy,

    you'll know what it means when I say that I'm on the Esteem level of the pyramid. I'm trying to cultivate my own independence, freedom, self-confidence, self-reliance, all those things. I'm in my early 20s and I've been a registered nurse for almost two years. I've been...
    Elsahen Elsahen 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 12

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    Hi I'm new here and looking to make some new

    friends and who knows what else lol I'm open to talk about anything ...just ask
    Billypuffnstuff Billypuffnstuff 46-50, M 1 Response Jan 23

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    I feel an aching pain in my heart right now.

    Have you also been to the point where you are sick of everything? Well anyways, I am used to being alone and being the girl who is not noticed at all. I am the girl people will not even take a look at and not worth remembering at all. That's fine with me because I'm used to it...
    isha07 isha07 18-21, F 4 Responses Feb 11, 2014

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    Fanteyzhuh Fanteyzhuh 22-25, F Sep 6, 2014

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    and I wish I could tell u this

    but wtevs I donno Wt happened, I'm thinking about my mom, but why? I started thinking about you and I wanted to cry, then my mother and I looked at the ground, then I thought about my grandma who loved me then I started crying then I started thinking about my past and flash...
    Silentsuffer Silentsuffer 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 22

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    I am nearing the end of my 22nd year,

    regardless to say the past year saying I'm 21 has been amazing but now that it is coming to a close I am realising that I have been officially IN my twenties. With that seems to come the expectation that I should have the determination and knowledge of what and where I want to...
    rezonance rezonance 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 23, 2014

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    The pieces of my life have started to fall

    into place: I have my degrees. I'm in a stable, healthy, and loving relationship. I have a job that I love, working for an organization with a mission I can believe in. I'm healthy. And yet, likely out of ingratitude or the wisdom of age, I still feel like there's something...
    snappingzero snappingzero 22-25, F Sep 29, 2014

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    ForeyerAlone ForeyerAlone 18-21, F Jan 13

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    I really can't justify how people are looking

    to me. Its that they know something that I don't. Feels like they're making fun of me.
    noy08 noy08 26-30, M 1 Response Feb 19

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    The hardest thing in my life is dealing with my

    alcoholic father. He's been an alcoholic since I was born, but from what I've been told, he was not like this before. Quite the opposite, actually. Funny, extremely smart and not at all antisocial. Nobody knows what changed him. My worst memories are defined by his actions. I...
    n0stradamus n0stradamus 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 28

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    I am really finding it hard to find myself.

    I feel like I'm trying to keep my head turned left and right and left at the same time. On one side my music life. I'm a drummer in a band and where kicking off our first out of state tour soon in Nebraska, and on the other side I've got my boyfriend I'm trying to keep happy and...
    ultramegagaydrummerboy ultramegagaydrummerboy 18-21, M Dec 18, 2014

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    10 Years Can Change Your World

    I have been through hell to get where I am today and there are so many lessons that I've learnt and wish I hadn't. I learnt things the hard way, not because I wanted too but had too. I am not going to lie and say everything turned out amazing. It hasn't. My parents are not awful...
    ElleRiddler ElleRiddler 16-17 1 Response Feb 1, 2012

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    Im so sad i found out my dad didn't want to

    spend time with me when i got older
    jahlae jahlae 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 25

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    I'm a 13 year old girl looking

    for a boy who is 13-14 years old and has brown hair and brown eyes ,and will love me and not going to be a jerk to me, I live in Longview, Washington call me @ 360-431-9891 or text me. Send a picture of yourself and I'll let you know if you're the one.
    brybry02 brybry02 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 13

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    I'm Trying To Figure Out My Life...

    ...and it's purpose. it just doesn't make sense to me why i'm here. i don't even know what i'm doing here other than wasting people's time.
    beltroyse beltroyse 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 5, 2010

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    That moment when your only friends are your

    family members. Not that it is bad to have them as friends. It is just that it is a different kind of fun. Even worse is when U keep sending happy 2015 msgs to people in ur list wishing any of them will invite u out.. mission failed. That is my old year resolution. And my new...
    mimosasgl mimosasgl 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 31, 2014

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    It’s funny how this thing turned out.

    I really didn’t believe I would ever get married. I secretly wanted to get married however did not believe that it would happen to me and if it did it would end in divorce just like my mother’s marriage ended. Well I got my wish. Here I am a 46 year old Christian Divorce...
    Freebabyy Freebabyy 46-50, F 2 Responses May 23, 2014

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    I Need A Miracle

    I am 22 years living with my mother n step father.. All my life everything always falls apart. Everytime! I just recently lost my job I have no matric I have no future. I hate my life and I wish I was dead there is just too many problems in my life right now. I can no longer take...
    pgm22 pgm22 22-25 Nov 7, 2012

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    im torn between trying to get my life together

    this year and be a good person or going on a path of self destruction and sinning like ****
    Angelcum Angelcum 18-21, F 25 Responses Jan 14

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    I don't know who I am.

    ...I know who I m not....I know what I like and I can assure you that is not normal....Is it normal to want to see others struggle with pain? Is it normal to feel joy while they are hurting....And they still call me innocent...You don't know me, you never will.....
    IAmACatXP IAmACatXP 13-15, F Dec 19, 2014

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    sorry i carnt be a good slave coz im to

    mischievous sorry i want to die and sorry i carnt do anthing right i might as welll go
    Lasbutterfly Lasbutterfly 16-17, F Dec 25, 2014

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    being single is a disease,

    am new here trying to make things happen in a good way
    brown00012 brown00012 36-40, M Apr 29

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    Oh where to start well I'm no angel

    and we all know that been single 8 months or so. And two of my ex's are friends and one came over told we they talk and what it comes down to I'm the *** hole and I Walsall the problem and it hurt but I know better the problem was dope and them on it
    daddylove4u daddylove4u 51-55, M Dec 17, 2014

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    mythlover mythlover 13-15, F Jan 6

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    Not Unhappy, Just Searching

    It seems that most of the folks who have joined this group are unhappy and/or feel that something is missing spiritually from their lives. That's not really my problem. I'm good spiritually and quite happy. However, I need to find a job I like that actually pays the bills. I'm...
    katsgrrl katsgrrl 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 21, 2010

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    I may be young but i dont

    even know what i will go to college for im afraid of going in undecided and coming out jobless for years. so far i only have few job options and none of which intrest me but i may have to put up with one wen i head into college
    Cheshirecupacat Cheshirecupacat 13-15, F 3 Responses Mar 25

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    jahlae jahlae 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 25

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    lissomirl lissomirl 22-25, F 1 Response May 12, 2014

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    Why is it easy to be sad!

    Happiness is the kind of thing that can be lost or decreased or not existed in the first place. It's exactly like failure. Some people are not afraid of failing, they're afraid of succeeding. Life goes on anyway! On and on. Life is hard...
    annabarns annabarns 22-25, F Feb 28

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