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I Am Trying to Find Me

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    I Am Trying To Find Me

    I'm looking for Me,Can anyone help,Please,I need a map,Directions,Please,I can't find Me!
    cndrewdrvr8 cndrewdrvr8 46-50, M 2 Responses Sep 9, 2011

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    Titbits Of Thoughts.

    little ferns of emotions deep inside my heart burns the thorn pric ks yet the bond beckons and I feel so drawn. The pain of longing says in your presence I want to shine. I know you are touch me not yet the cravings for me means a lot.It keeps me awake,it makes me breathe ,it...
    winterfall winterfall 36-40 Nov 19, 2013

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    I have lost myself in trying to be the best

    daughter, sister, wife and mother. My youngest are going to be 20 and don't need me the way they used to. Now I find myself with no reason to get out of bed. I lay here in silence, thinking of everything but nothing. I don't work, handicap. I do not have any friends. I sometimes...
    Nil0 Nil0 46-50, F 1 Response Oct 12

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    Life Is Not So Much About Finding Yourself As It Is About Creating Yourself.

    I saw that quote (or perhaps I paraphrased it) on a mug and loved it. I've been trying to figure out all the little details about me and that quote made me realize there is more to it. I can find the things I like, but I also get to decide how to do it and where I...
    SashaAmazon SashaAmazon 31-35, F 4 Responses May 1, 2009

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    Who Am I

    I am a 17 year old almost an adult and I have the mind of a 25 year old. I dont know who I am. I need to find myself. I have been through so much in my life. Judged for every little thing I have dont, judged for everything I say. I have been taught that I cant be who I want to...
    Babygurl2008 Babygurl2008 16-17, F Apr 24, 2008

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    Finding Who I Really Am

    It is hard to know where to start but here it goes. Up until January 29th 2008 I had a very fast paced career in Sales. I held the Job for three years and was quite successful. On January 29th my boss came into my office and told me that the president of the company wanted to...
    mjbauto mjbauto 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 5, 2008

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    Related Experiences

    I am not a virgin, I have also been married before and have unfortunately had many experiences of sex without marriage. I really enjoy sex, however, I have always believed sex...
    jrsybelle jrsybelle 26-30, F 4 hrs ago

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    I am trying very hard to be happy but mrs Scrooge is really bringing me down.
    grinbearit grinbearit 51-55, M 9 hrs ago

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    Love is a very mysterious word for me. I don't even think I can define it. It's vague and it has so many possibilities. But what I know is that love makes me dream. It makes me...
    MsDemeanorMe MsDemeanorMe 31-35, F 4 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    my fantasy and would dream of finding a girl like this
    ry1252 ry1252 26-30, M 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    I am really finding it hard to find myself. I feel like I'm trying to keep my head turned left and right and left at the same time. On one side my music life. I'm a drummer in a...
    ultramegagaydrummerboy ultramegagaydrummerboy 18-21, M 2 days ago

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    I find a lot of happiness in my cats, although, I have trouble finding in other places. I'll keep trying.
    kittenstar kittenstar 18-21, M 4 days ago

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    Find happiness or die trying. I feel like I cannot have been put on this earth to simply earn a living and struggle to push through the day. Life has to be more than a career...
    LeBonBon LeBonBon 22-25, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I'm trying to find a way to end all the despair in this world
    sixxsin sixxsin 18-21 Nov 29

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    i Find it funny how people change , i also find it kinda sad. one minute their one person and the next their someone completely different , the person they were at first was an...
    LunarDream LunarDream 16-17, M 2 Responses Nov 20

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    I'm working on being present. On living in the moment, but not in the way that justifies doing harmful, destructive things. Just living in the moment, in the purest sense. I'm...
    manzanilla manzanilla 18-21, F Nov 30

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    I let myself go to this boy and now I am struggling to find who I am. I feel myself changing and I want to get back to the independent, happy person I was. I tried to find my...
    murn murn 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 30

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    December 5. Difficult People. Few things can make us feel crazier than expecting something from someone who has nothing to give. Few things can frustrate us more than trying to...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F Dec 5

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    December 5. Difficult People. Few things can make us feel crazier than expecting something from someone who has nothing to give. Few things can frustrate us more than trying to...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F Dec 5

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    The type of person I am (too long for an experience) is that of someone who believes in "the one," but unfortunately my approach is not generally liked or appreciated under the...
    city87 city87 26-30, M 2 Responses Dec 12

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    I've been struggling a lot with unfullfilled desires and other things like fear of uncertainty in life. Most of it there's a reason to it I have a list of mental ilnesses OCD, BPD...
    Nual Nual 22-25, F 1 Response 21 hrs ago

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    So... Around last year at this time, my boss at the time had started to send me emails & messages, and telling me about personal issues (marriage, kids, family, sex, etc.)... So i...
    poopfantastica poopfantastica 70+ Nov 28

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    For the most part, this is more about not being gender specific in searching for a partner. We all create limits to narrow down who our partner(s) will be. For now, I'm...
    efron1 efron1 31-35, M 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    I am trying to write a poem about a guy, looking for love in all the wrong ways and places. But I can't find the flow. Could I get some female advice? Please. WOMEN ONLY!
    deademotion11 deademotion11 22-25, M Nov 23

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    I once had a friend. One that knew every thing, every little inch of me, one who i can speak without words. One that i thought i could grow old together. Being engage to her was...
    DNightTrain DNightTrain 26-30, M 2 Responses Nov 24

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    Ok so a lot of people have been asking me why I always change my profile picture. So I wasn't annoyed when people first started asking me that but now people ask me this all the...
    liajip liajip 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 29

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    (Video not playable, so I just write down the lyrics.) "It's My Turn" I can't cover up my feelings In the name of love Or play it safe For a while that was easy And if living for...
    stiltcourt stiltcourt 41-45, F 5 Responses Dec 1

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    I have been an amputee since birth, being born with an incomplete left arm. Obviously I have gotten used to the situation and I have a prosthesis but I only got it when I was in...
    Marioom94 Marioom94 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 3

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    The gun is loaded but it's not in my hand I'm trembling and shaking too much to hold it This monotony has nearly drained me You are in my heart but I am still lonely This need...
    LittleBirds0827 LittleBirds0827 36-40, F 3 Responses Dec 4

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    That I am. I think its time I find me. I think its time I do some serious, serious thinking. I need to figure out where I'm headed. I think I finally found my movie adventure...
    wickedlilangel69 wickedlilangel69 31-35, F Dec 9

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    'Life is about trusting your feelings and taking chances, losing and finding happiness, appreciating the memories, learning from the past, and realizing people change.' - unknown
    111gadafy 111gadafy 31-35, M 1 Response Dec 11

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    I try to practice mindfulness. I go for walks, but I'm in tears after fifteen minutes from the pain in my joints. I focus on my breathing, but my chest feels tight; I can't get...
    SimiRayea SimiRayea 22-25, T 4 Responses Nov 21

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    I'm trying, I swear I'm trying but that doesn't seem to matter now a days. My world is collapsing and all I can do is watch it tumble down. I feel like I can't even give the most...
    palomaflys palomaflys 16-17, F Dec 2

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    November 21. Financial Fears. I sat in the car, looking at the sign on the door of the food shelf office: "Closed until Friday." It was Wednesday. I had two hungry children and...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F Nov 21

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    November 21. Financial Fears. I sat in the car, looking at the sign on the door of the food shelf office: "Closed until Friday." It was Wednesday. I had two hungry children and...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F Nov 21

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    Anyone from Saskatoon or anywhere near wanna join me? I'm 16, F, and I've bin trying for years to runaway, so I'm 100% about it! And won't back out when the going gets rough, if...
    NewMoon188 NewMoon188 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 21

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    I am trying to guess which one goes with which of the Pirate's recently captured ladies?   Aurora, Diablesse, SmartKat ?and putting two of my favorite things together...
    elKraken elKraken 70+ 1 Response Nov 21

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    For awhile I wanted to be the one to support everyone else, I wanted to be strong. That's changed quite dramatically. I just want to be held and feel protected now. Though I think...
    Friability Friability 18-21 1 Response Nov 22

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    I cannot change my past, I can only work on forgiving myself for the mistakes I made, for people I may have hurt without knowing, and for not seeing the truth of someone else's...
    Rainey14 Rainey14 61-65, F 8 Responses Nov 23

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    I want to go back to the old self that wandered for a time. 'Tho I know, the trauma has changed me somehow. Despite the hurt, the pain, the mess that "accidentally" visited, the...
    stiltcourt stiltcourt 41-45, F Nov 25

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    Sitting up in the dark watching a movie while my fiancé is sleeping, thinking on a decision I might go through tomorrow but debating. I'm going on 39 yrs old in a few weeks I just...
    mznyc75 mznyc75 36-40, F 4 Responses Nov 28

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    I've only had sex with one person in my life and I've been married to him for 17 years. We've been together for a total of 22. And we're in our late 30's. There are times that I...
    LivingOneLife LivingOneLife 36-40, F 5 Responses Nov 30

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    December 4. Letting Go. "How much do we need to let go of?" a friend asked one day. "I'm not certain," I replied, "but maybe everything." Letting go is a spiritual, emotional...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F 1 Response Dec 4

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    December 4. Letting Go. "How much do we need to let go of?" a friend asked one day. "I'm not certain," I replied, "but maybe everything." Letting go is a spiritual, emotional...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F 3 Responses Dec 4

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    I can't seem to break free & show my true side. I've become timid, which years ago wouldn't have happened. I've let everyone take control of my life and I don't know what to do...
    MariaSmiles17 MariaSmiles17 18-21, F Dec 4

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    I know we aren't ever going to be together. It kills me knowing I will never have you the way we feel. I don't understand why we let things in life stop us. Yet I know everything...
    Duke87 Duke87 26-30, M Dec 5

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