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I Am Trying to Find Me

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 90 People

    Who Am I

    I am a 17 year old almost an adult and I have the mind of a 25 year old. I dont know who I am. I need to find myself. I have been through so much in my life. Judged for every little thing I have dont, judged for everything I say. I have been taught that I cant be who I want to...
    Babygurl2008 Babygurl2008 16-17, F Apr 24, 2008

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    I Am Trying To Find Me

    I'm looking for Me,Can anyone help,Please,I need a map,Directions,Please,I can't find Me!
    cndrewdrvr8 cndrewdrvr8 46-50, M 2 Responses Sep 9, 2011

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    Finding Who I Really Am

    It is hard to know where to start but here it goes. Up until January 29th 2008 I had a very fast paced career in Sales. I held the Job for three years and was quite successful. On January 29th my boss came into my office and told me that the president of the company wanted to...
    mjbauto mjbauto 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 5, 2008

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    Titbits Of Thoughts.

    little ferns of emotions deep inside my heart burns the thorn pric ks yet the bond beckons and I feel so drawn. The pain of longing says in your presence I want to shine. I know you are touch me not yet the cravings for me means a lot.It keeps me awake,it makes me breathe ,it...
    winterfall winterfall 36-40 Nov 19, 2013

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    I have lost myself in trying to be the best

    daughter, sister, wife and mother. My youngest are going to be 20 and don't need me the way they used to. Now I find myself with no reason to get out of bed. I lay here in silence, thinking of everything but nothing. I don't work, handicap. I do not have any friends. I sometimes...
    Nil0 Nil0 46-50, F 1 Response Oct 12, 2014

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    Life Is Not So Much About Finding Yourself As It Is About Creating Yourself.

    I saw that quote (or perhaps I paraphrased it) on a mug and loved it. I've been trying to figure out all the little details about me and that quote made me realize there is more to it. I can find the things I like, but I also get to decide how to do it and where I...
    SashaAmazon SashaAmazon 31-35, F 4 Responses May 1, 2009

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    Related Experiences

    I just want I find that someone that understands me. Someone that I can fell like I can call to talk about whatever with them, whenever I need to. Someone I can just take one...
    ThatGirlAllAlone ThatGirlAllAlone 16-17, F 2 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    I have been in prison alongside several murderers rapists and other nasties. I find it interesting how society usually has to label someone good or bad. when infact the contrast...
    LexJimChild LexJimChild 26-30, M 18 hrs ago

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    This may be hard for a lot of people to understand, and I don't expect them to. I have always wanted love. I will never admit it to your face, but I dream of finding that "perfect...
    MuscleCarBabe69 MuscleCarBabe69 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    This will be about the 3rd time now. Hopefully this one will work. Hope I can find all of the friends I once had on here! :-)
    anewguyonhere anewguyonhere 31-35, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    So to try and find happiness, I am making small changes. one I left behind someone that was destroying my life. Now months later after getting back into a semi stable place I am...
    fallenzero fallenzero 22-25, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I self harm and tried to kill myself. It doesn't matter if people don't find it as a habit, but i am trying to break all of those.
    mycliffordsoul mycliffordsoul 13-15, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    As far as MY sexually goes, I have been in a sexually relationship with a male before, but I am more of a romantic, whereas he is not and I enjoy the softness and warm behavior of...
    ascherlukas ascherlukas 16-17, T 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Trying to be open minded when I say this. Yes I am a boob guy, no I don't think about them 24/7. And given the circumstance if my girlfriends breasts shrank or had to be removed...
    PowerExtreme PowerExtreme 26-30, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I love. my son why is it my wife say she wants to work things out but when she seethe relationship we. have with each other she refuses to let him and I see each other. my son is 2...
    Mrassman14 Mrassman14 41-45, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I mean... here, at least on social apps or websites, it's easier for me to make friends... Because in real life I'm hella shy, but friendly... I mean if you get to know me, and if...
    LittleUnicorn LittleUnicorn 18-21 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I believe I am in s emotionally abusive relationship with my husband who I love more than just about anything in the world, this time I went back home to visit family and I could...
    wash02 wash02 31-35, F 8 Responses 6 days ago

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    It is very hard ... to accept you exist in my work place. At this point of my life, I just wish God will just wipe you off and let you get lost. No I don't hate you but I hate...
    StrongWoman9 StrongWoman9 26-30, F 6 days ago

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    Because we live in a messed up society where men are not allowed to feel vulnerable, we are supposed to "man up". Men have feelings too, yeah maybe we are supposed to be the brave...
    WokenandOpen WokenandOpen 31-35, M Jul 23

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    I read people's struggles, I can relate, I recall my darkest moments, so many years of existing one bad moment after the next. The worst for me was being told that I deserve to be...
    Bythelight0fthemoon Bythelight0fthemoon 36-40, F 5 Responses Jul 22

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    Good whatever you pray to... I dont care if its the god of whatever. Cause this is so me. ok, if I am looking for something, no matter what, my brain refuses to see it if its...
    AceWarbringer AceWarbringer 31-35, M Jul 22

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    I find it funny when you are talking to someone and you catch them in a lie and you humor them. You see if they'll come clean with you but then they just continue to lie not...
    Raptax231 Raptax231 18-21, M Jul 22

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    I'd be content with someone that AT LEAST TRIED or was interesting in trying to understand me, instead of always wanting me to focus on what they need.
    ImConvinced ImConvinced 31-35, F 4 Responses Jul 21

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    Every relationship I've ever been in has been super toxic. I've been cheated on so many times I'm not sure what it would feel like not to be. I know I'm not perfect but I always...
    ccarama ccarama 18-21, M Jul 21

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    Hey guys, im new here, and frankly, I feel so alone, I dont know who to trust or who to turn to to talk about my problems. Im hoping I can find people here that are like me...
    hsoj15 hsoj15 13-15, M 4 Responses Jul 21

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    I have battled trying to find happiness my whole life it seems. Ive found it a lot, I just lose it a lot at times too. I hope one day soon I find the true answer to remain strong...
    rissrose rissrose 18-21, F 8 Responses Jul 20

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    I am just trying to find love. I don't want to be lied to, let on or propositioned. I don't want to seek empowerment through hookups or one night stands, I honour myself and my...
    brightonion brightonion 26-30, F Jul 18

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    Does happiness even exist. I cant find this in my lifes' dictionary
    Lolitta2014 Lolitta2014 26-30, F 3 Responses Jul 18

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    Spent years being bullied for my body and accent. I used to look worse. I have BDD because of some girls in my freshman year who would always make fun of me. It wasn't a good life...
    SilverFang4772 SilverFang4772 16-17, M 5 Responses Jul 18

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    Isn't everyone? I guess to answer this question, you have to know what you're definition of happiness is. For me, I'm not talking about watching a clip and getting a chuckle...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Jul 15

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    Its been almost a year since i wrote my post about being a single mother. My daughters coming up two and things are getting better for me slowly, Im still a single mum and my...
    Toriaxo Toriaxo 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 14

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    My wife no longer loves me I am devastated I am trying to move on
    martinwoodall martinwoodall 46-50, M 4 Responses Jul 14

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    I'm trying. I'm trying to love myself. I'm trying to be more open minded and less judgmental. I'm trying to be kinder and gentler. I'm trying to accept my flaws. I'm trying to...
    anhonestgirl anhonestgirl 26-30, F 4 Responses Jul 13

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    I am trying to find happiness in my life... i am 20 years old and am constantly told my life will get better and have been told this sense i was five years old. *sigh* well so far...
    NaomiTheBunny NaomiTheBunny 18-21, M 4 Responses Jul 13

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    I really am trying to find happiness but it's probably not the way no one would agree with. Inside I feel more at peace. I feel kind hearted, genuine, free spirited and sometimes...
    toniyl toniyl 36-40, F 2 Responses Jul 13

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    I can't seem to stop ************. I find myself touching it every time that I am lying back relaxing. I really need to stop. It takes so much of my time.
    PinkSpotlight PinkSpotlight 18-21, F 8 Responses Jul 12

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    I'm in my mid-twenties. I'm trying to find my footing in this world (not sure what I want to study in grad school, find my passion, get a better job, etc.) while at the same time...
    willgethru willgethru 26-30, F 8 Responses Jul 12

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    Bette Midler once said The worst part of success is trying to find someone who is happy for you
    miimii0069 miimii0069 26-30, F Jul 12

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    I'm a little trying to find a Dom mummy or daddy pweeese welp me :(
    saraluvdom saraluvdom 13-15, F Jul 11

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    I dreamed of him last night, it felt so real it was insane. I was better this week, cheerful, positive and really excited of having this feeling that I am not hurting as much. I...
    Ccutler Ccutler 36-40, F 1 Response Jul 11

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    i dont believe love ,hate ,envy and respect are feelings,but im trying to understand that others are convinced they are felt sooo i fickle there fancy ... lead them astray...
    miimii0069 miimii0069 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 11

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