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I Am Trying to Find Me

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    little ferns of emotions deep inside my heart burns the thorn pric ks yet the bond beckons and I feel so drawn. The pain of longing says in your presence I want to shine. I know you are touch me not yet the cravings for me means a lot.It keeps me awake,it makes me breathe ,it...
    winterfall winterfall 36-40 Nov 19, 2013

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    Finding Who I Really Am

    It is hard to know where to start but here it goes. Up until January 29th 2008 I had a very fast paced career in Sales. I held the Job for three years and was quite successful. On January 29th my boss came into my office and told me that the president of the company wanted to...
    mjbauto mjbauto 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 5, 2008

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    Who Am I

    I am a 17 year old almost an adult and I have the mind of a 25 year old. I dont know who I am. I need to find myself. I have been through so much in my life. Judged for every little thing I have dont, judged for everything I say. I have been taught that I cant be who I want to...
    Babygurl2008 Babygurl2008 16-17, F Apr 24, 2008

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    Life Is Not So Much About Finding Yourself As It Is About Creating Yourself.

    I saw that quote (or perhaps I paraphrased it) on a mug and loved it. I've been trying to figure out all the little details about me and that quote made me realize there is more to it. I can find the things I like, but I also get to decide how to do it and where I...
    SashaAmazon SashaAmazon 31-35, F 4 Responses May 1, 2009

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    I Am Trying To Find Me

    I'm looking for Me,Can anyone help,Please,I need a map,Directions,Please,I can't find Me!
    cndrewdrvr8 cndrewdrvr8 46-50, M 1 Response Sep 9, 2011

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    From all the cold and heartless things I've seen happen around the world i find my self doubting that god ever existed. why would a man with such great power sit by and ignore all...
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    July 19. Proving It to Ourselves. "I spent a year trying to prove to my husband how much his drinking was hurting me. When I began to recover, I realized I was the one who needed...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F Jul 19

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    July 19. Proving It to Ourselves. "I spent a year trying to prove to my husband how much his drinking was hurting me. When I began to recover, I realized I was the one who needed...
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    Well I'm trying to sorta "figure out" the whole bisexual thing.. Because I like boys... But I like girls A LOT MORE... Soooo... Yeaa... And I don't even think I like boys anymore...
    mmello00 mmello00 13-15, F 4 Responses Jul 13

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    June 28. When Things Don't Work. Frequently, when faced with a problem, we may attempt to solve it in a particular way. When that way doesn't work, we may continue trying to solve...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F Jun 28

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    June 28. When Things Don't Work. Frequently, when faced with a problem, we may attempt to solve it in a particular way. When that way doesn't work, we may continue trying to solve...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F 1 Response Jun 28

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    July 27. Letting Go. Stop trying so hard to control things. It is not our job to control people, outcomes, circumstances, and life. Maybe in the past we couldn't trust and let...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F 1 day ago

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    July 27. Letting Go. Stop trying so hard to control things. It is not our job to control people, outcomes, circumstances, and life. Maybe in the past we couldn't trust and let...
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    My log, July 9th, 2014 Sometimes i wonder, why am i here, trying to reach out to people...when they rarely ever reach back. I have had luck with one person, not even in EP, but in...
    Alexob13 Alexob13 18-21, M 2 Responses Jul 9

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    July 23. Making It Happen. Stop trying so hard to make it happen. Stop doing so much, if doing so much is wearing you out or not achieving the desired results. Stop thinking so...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F 5 days ago

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    July 23. Making It Happen. Stop trying so hard to make it happen. Stop doing so much, if doing so much is wearing you out or not achieving the desired results. Stop thinking so...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F 5 days ago

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    This is the hard time for me.. I need to be strong... I am trying to find myself after breaking up with my gf who i love to death
    AnnaKhit AnnaKhit 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 2

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    Well I'm trying to.. Was in an abusive relationship for years, started therapy a few years ago and am finally getting out. I have my days that I think I won't ever find my way but...
    ro01 ro01 36-40, F 1 Response Jul 11

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    I'm one of those people that never usually goes on these forums to pour my heart out as I usually internalise things and try to deal with it myself - this seems to be one of the...
    Liya2004 Liya2004 41-45, F 3 Responses Jul 3

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    ---WARNING: Venting piece, don't read if you don't want to--- I've realized that after 5 years of depression, I can't do this anymore. I can't. I'm done trying to hold onto a...
    00SecretGarden00 00SecretGarden00 13-15, F 17 hrs ago

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    Our lives are considered to be packed in a matter of 80-90 years. If you get lucky enough, maybe 100 years will be your life. Everyday, the subtraction of hours into minutes into...
    Wewerethereinthattime Wewerethereinthattime 18-21, F Jul 7

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    I love how experience project lets me vent my frustrations and feelings, and that is what I'm doing on this post. This story is not true...but I wish it were. I fiddled with...
    MyOwnSecretSide MyOwnSecretSide 16-17, M 2 Responses Jun 28

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    Losing weight is hard! I lost a lot weight lost summer and sadly I gained it back this summer. I'm trying again to lose the weight and keep it off. I been finding it hard to keep...
    Idreamtowaketofindthefate Idreamtowaketofindthefate 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 9

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    I really am! But she makes it so hard for me with her sarcasms and somehow she doesn't believe that I can do my job properly. And sometimes she's so nice to me and then I feel bad...
    SomeCorporateChick SomeCorporateChick 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 12

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    Trying to be resilient ..... Today is one of those days Domestic violence is NOT just physical Sometimes I have thought if I had a black eye ,people may then empathise and...
    fivefoottall fivefoottall 46-50, F 2 Responses Jul 17

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    I explained in my previous stories, along with steps and resources, that my husband and I attend a monthly marriage support group for marriages that have run into trouble. This...
    lillynfriends lillynfriends 46-50, F 2 Responses Jul 7

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    Spent the last 6 years with someone who I didn't love. The sad part is that because it didn't work out I was hopeless of ever finding someone I could genuinely fall in love with...
    Shey12 Shey12 18-21, F 36 Responses Jul 7

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    I'm always trying to find the truth about life. I know it's not just about being in this body. Sometimes I feel that I am the only one thinking about these things. I know that...
    kittamaow kittamaow 41-45, F 1 Response Jul 9

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    After being in hell for the last 2yrs, things are solely starting to get better. I am finding the path that I am suppose to be on and trying to make everything all right!
    sunnysmiles1234 sunnysmiles1234 36-40, F 1 Response Jul 11

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    Usually because the quote means something to me personally. The quote at the moment that echoes in my head like a wonderful sound that you replay over and over again despite it...
    MindvsHeartAJ MindvsHeartAJ 18-21, T Jul 12

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    I've been trying out different ways to find happiness in myself.. Listening to different kinds of music, exposing myself to new cultures and lifestyles, It helps quite a bit...
    pennyly pennyly 13-15, F Jul 12

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    I have no self-discipline I find it really hard to stay away from chocolate, sweets, biscuits, ice cream, cake. I have decided to do without those things in the week and eat what...
    jellybean113 jellybean113 41-45, F 2 Responses Jul 16

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    I have stepped outside of my comfort zone. I left all my friends and family and moved to another country. Now that I am away from all that is familiar to me I realize how much of...
    elitetb elitetb 31-35, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    Hello I'm trying to find someone to talk to?
    dl666 dl666 18-21, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I am trying to keep it together. I am trying so hard not to burst into tears. I am trying not to scream at the top of my lungs that I hate the man you really are. You are not the...
    classynsassy34 classynsassy34 31-35, F 2 days ago

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    The Black Woman's Kids- My younger sister and I are the product of a well off very married Middle Easterner and his Black mistress. Illegitimate if there ever was any. My mother...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 30

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    i thought being with the one who i clicked with the most would be the most ideal now after being with them they have high expectations that im still trying to adopt into my...
    figmentoftheirimagination figmentoftheirimagination 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 2

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    I need to find myself before I can look for anyone else.
    Daisymae11 Daisymae11 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 2

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    It started when I was younger and all of my friends were just discovering relationships.. I always told them how pointless it was. I would say, "I'm fine alone. I'm going to wait...
    amberooo amberooo 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 3

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    I was teased and called a lesbian after an incident in year 7 when I unknowingly dated a girl on BBM (this was before I started questioning my sexuality). After joining tumblr I...
    ledarkknightess ledarkknightess 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 6

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    I have a giant whole in my heart and soul iv been trying to fill my whole life and it's hard to do
    kintobeans kintobeans 22-25, M Jul 7

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    I think I am bisexual... I never really thought about it and always told myself I was into guys... But I often find myself looking at girls and being sexually attracted to them...
    faithandfree faithandfree 16-17, F 3 Responses Jul 7

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    July 8. Going with the Flow. Go with the flow. Let go of fear and your need to control. Relinquish anxiety. Let it slip away, as you dive into the river of the present moment...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F 1 Response Jul 8

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    July 8. Going with the Flow. Go with the flow. Let go of fear and your need to control. Relinquish anxiety. Let it slip away, as you dive into the river of the present moment...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F Jul 8

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    It is true. I have no idea whatsoever as to why people replace a letter in my name with the letter J. This is a real puzzle I have been trying to solve for years now.
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 8

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    I do not answer all the messages I get here on EP. It is too hard to keep up. I like my circle small and if you say something clever. I might reply but in general. There isn't...
    MRack MRack 41-45, F 1 Response Jul 10

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    up till school...everything was fine. i was a dumb kid though...after i went in college...things took a bad way...i was physically teased just because i did not respect the idiot...
    postNIRVANA postNIRVANA 18-21, M Jul 12

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