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    I Am Trying To Find Me

    I'm looking for Me,Can anyone help,Please,I need a map,Directions,Please,I can't find Me!
    cndrewdrvr8 cndrewdrvr8 46-50, M 2 Responses Sep 9, 2011

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    I have lost myself in trying to be the best

    daughter, sister, wife and mother. My youngest are going to be 20 and don't need me the way they used to. Now I find myself with no reason to get out of bed. I lay here in silence, thinking of everything but nothing. I don't work, handicap. I do not have any friends. I sometimes...
    Nil0 Nil0 46-50, F 1 Response Oct 12

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    Who Am I

    I am a 17 year old almost an adult and I have the mind of a 25 year old. I dont know who I am. I need to find myself. I have been through so much in my life. Judged for every little thing I have dont, judged for everything I say. I have been taught that I cant be who I want to...
    Babygurl2008 Babygurl2008 16-17, F Apr 24, 2008

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    Titbits Of Thoughts.

    little ferns of emotions deep inside my heart burns the thorn pric ks yet the bond beckons and I feel so drawn. The pain of longing says in your presence I want to shine. I know you are touch me not yet the cravings for me means a lot.It keeps me awake,it makes me breathe ,it...
    winterfall winterfall 36-40 Nov 19, 2013

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    Life Is Not So Much About Finding Yourself As It Is About Creating Yourself.

    I saw that quote (or perhaps I paraphrased it) on a mug and loved it. I've been trying to figure out all the little details about me and that quote made me realize there is more to it. I can find the things I like, but I also get to decide how to do it and where I...
    SashaAmazon SashaAmazon 31-35, F 4 Responses May 1, 2009

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    Finding Who I Really Am

    It is hard to know where to start but here it goes. Up until January 29th 2008 I had a very fast paced career in Sales. I held the Job for three years and was quite successful. On January 29th my boss came into my office and told me that the president of the company wanted to...
    mjbauto mjbauto 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 5, 2008

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    I am really finding it hard to find myself. I feel like I'm trying to keep my head turned left and right and left at the same time. On one side my music life. I'm a drummer in a...
    ultramegagaydrummerboy ultramegagaydrummerboy 18-21, M Dec 18

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    I am trying to improve myself. I had a bad reaction to the Barium I had to drink for a CT Scan. I have missed almost two weeks of work. I feel better, but weak. Today I asked my...
    mom4ce mom4ce 51-55, F 1 day ago

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    I find a lot of happiness in my cats, although, I have trouble finding in other places. I'll keep trying.
    kittenstar kittenstar 18-21, M Dec 16

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    Find happiness or die trying. I feel like I cannot have been put on this earth to simply earn a living and struggle to push through the day. Life has to be more than a career...
    LeBonBon LeBonBon 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 19

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    Somewhere along the way I lost myself...lost my sense of identity and didn't know in what direction to head....now here I am still stumbling....I wonder if this is what life is all...
    genesis99 genesis99 22-25, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    I'm trying to find a way to end all the despair in this world
    sixxsin sixxsin 18-21 Nov 29

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    I'm working on being present. On living in the moment, but not in the way that justifies doing harmful, destructive things. Just living in the moment, in the purest sense. I'm...
    manzanilla manzanilla 18-21, F Nov 30

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    I let myself go to this boy and now I am struggling to find who I am. I feel myself changing and I want to get back to the independent, happy person I was. I tried to find my...
    murn murn 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 30

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    December 5. Difficult People. Few things can make us feel crazier than expecting something from someone who has nothing to give. Few things can frustrate us more than trying to...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F Dec 5

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    December 5. Difficult People. Few things can make us feel crazier than expecting something from someone who has nothing to give. Few things can frustrate us more than trying to...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F Dec 5

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    December 22. Good Things Coming. Do not worry about how the good that has been planned for you will come. It will come. Do not worry, obsess, and think you have to control it...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    December 22. Good Things Coming. Do not worry about how the good that has been planned for you will come. It will come. Do not worry, obsess, and think you have to control it...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F a week ago

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    The type of person I am (too long for an experience) is that of someone who believes in "the one," but unfortunately my approach is not generally liked or appreciated under the...
    city87 city87 26-30, M 2 Responses Dec 12

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    I've been struggling a lot with unfullfilled desires and other things like fear of uncertainty in life. Most of it there's a reason to it I have a list of mental ilnesses OCD, BPD...
    Nual Nual 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 19

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    I find obese women and men both attractive. There have been so many times when I thought a woman was so pretty or a man was so handsome, and they would lose a bunch of weight or...
    DarkwingGoslyn DarkwingGoslyn 31-35 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I have lived the most part of my life waiting for happiness to ...find me. But as you can guess, it didn't find me. In fact, it didn't even bother to look for me...lol For some...
    andy7rs andy7rs 31-35, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I dont know where to start. I suppose trying to find a new place is the first step. That poses a problem as nothing is availiable in south africa until January. appliances is the...
    justlikejessejames justlikejessejames 36-40, M a week ago

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    I always am the one cracking jokes trying to make everyone laugh. Sometimes my timing can be wrong and it can be inappropriate but hey at least I'm trying to keep everyone in good...
    SpongebobMetalPants SpongebobMetalPants 26-30, M 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    December 26. Growth. Just as when we were children and grew out of favorite toys and clothes, we sometimes grow out of things as adults - people, jobs, and homes. This can be...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    December 26. Growth. Just as when we were children and grew out of favorite toys and clothes, we sometimes grow out of things as adults - people, jobs, and homes. This can be...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F 2 days ago

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    Ok so a lot of people have been asking me why I always change my profile picture. So I wasn't annoyed when people first started asking me that but now people ask me this all the...
    liajip liajip 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 29

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    (Video not playable, so I just write down the lyrics.) "It's My Turn" I can't cover up my feelings In the name of love Or play it safe For a while that was easy And if living for...
    stiltcourt stiltcourt 41-45, F 5 Responses Dec 1

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    I have been an amputee since birth, being born with an incomplete left arm. Obviously I have gotten used to the situation and I have a prosthesis but I only got it when I was in...
    Marioom94 Marioom94 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 3

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    The gun is loaded but it's not in my hand I'm trembling and shaking too much to hold it This monotony has nearly drained me You are in my heart but I am still lonely This need...
    LittleBirds0827 LittleBirds0827 36-40, F 3 Responses Dec 4

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    That I am. I think its time I find me. I think its time I do some serious, serious thinking. I need to figure out where I'm headed. I think I finally found my movie adventure...
    wickedlilangel69 wickedlilangel69 31-35, F Dec 9

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    'Life is about trusting your feelings and taking chances, losing and finding happiness, appreciating the memories, learning from the past, and realizing people change.' - unknown
    111gadafy 111gadafy 31-35, M 1 Response Dec 11

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    Younger women dating older men mainly because younger women are attracted older men. older men mature, confident, stable .Mature guys always know how to treat their women.These...
    zoecc11 zoecc11 26-30, F 4 days ago

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    I wanna believe I am,Im trying to better myself..I wanna have faith I am.I hope me and him meet soon I wanna be ready already to meet my man,the right guy for me,my other half my...
    simpleandpossible simpleandpossible 22-25, F 2 days ago

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    I'm trying, I swear I'm trying but that doesn't seem to matter now a days. My world is collapsing and all I can do is watch it tumble down. I feel like I can't even give the most...
    palomaflys palomaflys 16-17, F Dec 2

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    I've only had sex with one person in my life and I've been married to him for 17 years. We've been together for a total of 22. And we're in our late 30's. There are times that I...
    LivingOneLife LivingOneLife 36-40, F 5 Responses Nov 30

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    December 4. Letting Go. "How much do we need to let go of?" a friend asked one day. "I'm not certain," I replied, "but maybe everything." Letting go is a spiritual, emotional...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F 1 Response Dec 4

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    December 4. Letting Go. "How much do we need to let go of?" a friend asked one day. "I'm not certain," I replied, "but maybe everything." Letting go is a spiritual, emotional...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F 3 Responses Dec 4

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    I can't seem to break free & show my true side. I've become timid, which years ago wouldn't have happened. I've let everyone take control of my life and I don't know what to do...
    MariaSmiles17 MariaSmiles17 18-21, F Dec 4

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    I know we aren't ever going to be together. It kills me knowing I will never have you the way we feel. I don't understand why we let things in life stop us. Yet I know everything...
    Duke87 Duke87 26-30, M Dec 5

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    But why do they always try to change me. I wrote this. Nothins gonna change if you can't change your heart. Lifes more than a stage. Nothing comes together till something comes...
    GivaCafeMatin GivaCafeMatin 56-60, M Dec 11

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    I was successful in my business,outgoing, fun,adventurous,and confident at one point in my life. Where did it all go? I dont like my Husband , but i still love him from who he was...
    OneLonelyHeartnSoul OneLonelyHeartnSoul 36-40, F Dec 15

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    December 16. Taking Care of Ourselves Emotionally. What does it mean to take care of myself emotionally? I recognize when I'm feeling angry, and I accept that feeling without...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F Dec 16

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    December 16. Taking Care of Ourselves Emotionally. What does it mean to take care of myself emotionally? I recognize when I'm feeling angry, and I accept that feeling without...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F Dec 16

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    Tired of having to balance his wife Cindy's checkbook, Mike made a deal with her; he would look at it, but only after she had spent a few hours trying to wrestle it into shape...
    jml2000 jml2000 56-60, M 2 Responses Dec 18

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    I am always telling myself that it will happen when it's meant to. But I find myself questioning that thinking "but what if it's not meant to happen at all" Maybe that's just the...
    St4rbright St4rbright 26-30, F 4 Responses Dec 19

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