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I Am Trying to Find My Way Again

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 131 People

    Whether They've Been There As Support Or To Make My Life A Living Hell

    I've learned a lot. I've learned that everything does happen for a reason. I've learned that everyone I've met has helped me to grow and learn in some way, whether they've been there as support or to make my life a living hell, it still helped me learn. I've learned to just...
    MissJessicurr MissJessicurr 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 16, 2012

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    Feeling Like I Am Home Again...

    After the last two years of my life... now I feel like I 'm home again. Even though I've been in a physical way, a part of me was still struggling to feel that way, some parts of me are still missing, hope soon they can find their way to me. A very short engagement...
    watergirl07 watergirl07 41-45, F Dec 14, 2009

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    I'm Losing Interest In My Biggest Passion. Music :(

    I'm afraid I want to fill the void with something that will take up as much time, and something as meaningful as playing music used to mean. It's kinda heartbreaking knowing that I don't play much music anymore. I feel so hollow and am losing enthusiasm for something that used to...
    LawlessTranquility LawlessTranquility 26-30, M 1 Response Nov 28, 2012

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    Played For A While, Lost It, Now It'S Slowly Coming Back

    I'm writing this to vent. Knowing that people are reading this is therapeutic. I think that's why a lot of us are here. I started playing guitar in high school. Mainly aggressive noise with a lot of distortion. "Noise" being the key word, as I was horrible. Mostly self taught...
    LawlessTranquility LawlessTranquility 26-30, M Feb 26, 2013

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    Feeling Like I Am Home Again...

    After the last two years of my life... now I feel like I 'm home again. Even though I've been in a physical way, a part of me was still struggling to feel that way, some parts of me are still missing, hope soon they can find their way to me. A very short engagement...
    watergirl07 watergirl07 41-45, F Dec 14, 2009

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    May Not Be Much, But It's A Start

    I've been so darn reclusive over the last few years because I've been afraid. I've been hurt in the past and have withdrawn from society for the most part. I've recently been trying to do nice little things that I normally wouldn't do, just because, and I'm not acting upon...
    LawlessTranquility LawlessTranquility 26-30, M Nov 27, 2012

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    Think I Found Him.

    it was kind of a magical night. i actually felt God's presence with me. it may sound crazy but i actually got to talk with him. didn't hear rhis voice but i am pretty sure i knew what he was saying.i still feel his preence when i am out of the house and i look at the beautiful...
    sayonaranow sayonaranow 18-21, F Nov 24, 2012

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    Not So Easy, Is It

    I have been trying to better myself and find my path for some time now. I have suffered great losses and came back, i have seen terrible things and bounced back again. I am finding that to truly want to be a better person it has to come from deep within. You can't just wake up...
    AsherBlu89 AsherBlu89 26-30, F 1 Response May 19, 2013

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    I'm Trying

    I'm trying,I need to find my way,Life's gone off the rails,Since the quake,That forced me out,Never been the same,Always feelin' lost,I'm sure,I've lost my way.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Jan 27, 2012

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    My Life Has Become Damaged

    I used to have tons of friends, relationships, and fun. Now, I'm stuck living in my uncle's living room. I don't know what the hell happened. Seems like everyone is fake. No one knows you when you're down. There is a lot more that I should add here, but I won't because I'm tired...
    LawlessTranquility LawlessTranquility 26-30, M Nov 26, 2012

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    My Way Again

    Coo-coo-coo-coo ... here I am, passing through the tunnel, slow but surely.  :)
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr 36-40, F Dec 4, 2011

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    Feeling Like I Am Home Again...

    After the last two years of my life... now I feel like I 'm home again. Even though I've been in a physical way, a part of me was still struggling to feel that way, some parts of me are still missing, hope soon they can find their way to me. A very short engagement...
    watergirl07 watergirl07 41-45, F 1 Response Dec 14, 2009

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    Finally Trying

    So I am finally trying to get help for my depression and cutting. I finally actually want to get better. Now that I'm trying though I am realizing how difficult it really is. I started feeling depressed and cutting myself about a year ago. Up until about a month ago I didn't care...
    lolajonson lolajonson 16-17, F Jan 13, 2011

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    I am tired of allowing fear and anxiety control every aspect of my life and I do mean every. Not getting my drivers license, Going to bed, eating, what to wear, etc,etc,etc. I am...
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    So, this is my story!, Im a single 36 year old woman, with a big heart that hides behind the wall, who loves to be in love, but also hates it sometimes. I haven´t dated much, few...
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    I dont have many friends and none of them ever contact me. I'm trying to find more friends and happiness. My cat makes me smile he is always waiting at the door when i come home. I...
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    My Continuation of my Trichotillomania Story: Part 2: Healing Journey… Out of the darkness into the sun… Breakaway…. Grew up in a small town And when the rain would fall...
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    Right now i am trying to look for who i am.
    Thedepressedgirlatthewindow Thedepressedgirlatthewindow 16-17, F 9 hrs ago

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    The hardest thing in my life is dealing with my alcoholic father. He's been an alcoholic since I was born, but from what I've been told, he was not like this before. Quite the...
    n0stradamus n0stradamus 18-21, M 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    It will never be your looks ... your experience about women... what will attract me to you will be the way you deal with me, the way you talk with me, the way you consider me...I...
    Brunette4U Brunette4U 31-35, F 3 Responses Mar 19

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    hi I am not really sure what I am doing I just joined my husband said that its a great place to write your stories and see what everyone writes I too would love to fall in love...
    smuffette1967 smuffette1967 46-50, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    It was she that came to me…In a dream I wish so often to be a reality….I came home to find she had beaten me home from a long day’s work.Exiting my car...
    nocool nocool 41-45, M 2 Responses Mar 18

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    I am trying to recover from my self-harming addiction and yes you can become addicted to it. I feel the need to cut myself anytime something goes wrong and it is so hard to hold...
    theultimatesashacourtney theultimatesashacourtney 13-15, F Mar 15

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    It was Aug.1969. Woodstock had taken place about two weeks ago. I was in the repo-depot at Cam Rhan Bay getting ready to board the "freedom bird" back to the world. We were all a...
    lifeisforfree lifeisforfree 66-70, M Mar 16

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    I lost both my arms about 6 months ago due to an almost 2 year fight against osteosarcoma. My (ex) boyfriend and I had dated for a few months when I was diagnose and he was great...
    shelbyr90 shelbyr90 22-25, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I'm 20 years old, I'm trying to find who am I. I'm trying to find my personality. trying to build my own empire.
    ihatepeople2015 ihatepeople2015 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 16

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    Actually, I found it. Him. But I was stupid and lost it. Well, the whole story goes like this: The first time I discovered EP I was at a critical point in my life and I was feeling...
    ClausCherry ClausCherry 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 17

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    If the fetus is perfectly fine the idea of an abortion, I'm against it. It's just against my religion to harm an innocent life whatsoever the reason is...I believe in...
    EnvysEnemy EnvysEnemy 22-25, F 1 hr ago

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    Its true, I've always had a bit of a self esteem issue....and can be quite critical of myself, with the last serious relationship I had....my ex boyfriend said I was the ideal...
    sistahgirl39 sistahgirl39 41-45, F 1 Response Mar 5

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    I really do. I like finding different ways to think about things or ways to look at different situations. Today, my dad helped me look at something in a different way. It really...
    RhinosaurusRex RhinosaurusRex 18-21, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I realized yesterday that my relationship just cannot last, but I do I feel that I am stuck. My boyfriend and I met 2 years ago, at a club on my 19th birthday (legal age where I...
    Realitymeetsbliss Realitymeetsbliss 18-21, F 5 Responses Mar 7

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    It is true. I want what i want but I will never find it. I won't tell u what it is
    Thedepressedgirlatthewindow Thedepressedgirlatthewindow 16-17, F 10 hrs ago

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    I want to find someone i can bare my soul to, to be with for eternity. But im too broken for anyone to love. I feel so alone and no one understands me.
    XBrokenXLoveX XBrokenXLoveX 13-15, F 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    I hope one day to find true love, to be someone's everything...
    BeyondGreenEyes BeyondGreenEyes 31-35, F 7 hrs ago

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    how long I have to wait for finding my love?
    1andonlyme 1andonlyme 18-21, M 6 hrs ago

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    I need to find someone to love me no one loves me. Is that to much to ask for. Love is the only thing I want.
    Jada16 Jada16 18-21, F 2 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    I ran cross country in fall of 2012, but that season the coach turned into an *******. His treatment made me bitter towards running as a whole, so I quit running. Before then, I...
    a2alexa a2alexa 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 12

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    My to-do list is so long. I'm on spring break this week and I planned to stay in bed and Netflix it up all week, not doing anything, but my list is so freaking long. From...
    lizygurl lizygurl 18-21, F Mar 16

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    They ain't skinny jeans but hey I'M WEARING JEANS!!! :D i haven't fit in my jeans comfortably since I was 3 months pregnant! Now a year and 3 months later I can finally wear my...
    MommysGotTats420 MommysGotTats420 22-25, F 6 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    I stopped ballet lessons when I was 4 because my mum and dad realised that we did literally nothing, and I got bored of it anyway. I only realised this year that it might actually...
    laurabaillie16 laurabaillie16 13-15, F 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    I realized that I cant move on from my past relationship with out distracting myself... and maybe the best way to do that is to fall in love again... to fill my desire to love...
    ECrierie ECrierie 16-17, M 4 days ago

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    Amid the hustle and bustle of everyday life, remain calm and remember that peace can be found in silence. Treat every one with kindness, even those who may not treat you the same...
    awsome2 awsome2 18-21, T Feb 28

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    I have a crush on a boy, but I'm trying to forget him because my best friend has a crush on him too and I don't want it to ruin our friendship, she doesn't know that I like him and...
    Nordic5angel Nordic5angel 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 2