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I Am Trying to Find My Way Again

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    Played For A While, Lost It, Now It'S Slowly Coming Back

    I'm writing this to vent. Knowing that people are reading this is therapeutic. I think that's why a lot of us are here. I started playing guitar in high school. Mainly aggressive noise with a lot of distortion. "Noise" being the key word, as I was horrible. Mostly self taught...
    LawlessTranquility LawlessTranquility 26-30, M Feb 26, 2013

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    My Life Has Become Damaged

    I used to have tons of friends, relationships, and fun. Now, I'm stuck living in my uncle's living room. I don't know what the hell happened. Seems like everyone is fake. No one knows you when you're down. There is a lot more that I should add here, but I won't because I'm tired...
    LawlessTranquility LawlessTranquility 26-30, M Nov 26, 2012

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    Feeling Like I Am Home Again...

    After the last two years of my life... now I feel like I 'm home again. Even though I've been in a physical way, a part of me was still struggling to feel that way, some parts of me are still missing, hope soon they can find their way to me. A very short engagement...
    watergirl07 watergirl07 41-45, F Dec 14, 2009

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    I'm Losing Interest In My Biggest Passion. Music :(

    I'm afraid I want to fill the void with something that will take up as much time, and something as meaningful as playing music used to mean. It's kinda heartbreaking knowing that I don't play much music anymore. I feel so hollow and am losing enthusiasm for something that used to...
    LawlessTranquility LawlessTranquility 26-30, M 1 Response Nov 28, 2012

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    Whether They've Been There As Support Or To Make My Life A Living Hell

    I've learned a lot. I've learned that everything does happen for a reason. I've learned that everyone I've met has helped me to grow and learn in some way, whether they've been there as support or to make my life a living hell, it still helped me learn. I've learned to just...
    MissJessicurr MissJessicurr 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 16, 2012

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    I'm Trying

    I'm trying,I need to find my way,Life's gone off the rails,Since the quake,That forced me out,Never been the same,Always feelin' lost,I'm sure,I've lost my way.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Jan 27, 2012

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    Finally Trying

    So I am finally trying to get help for my depression and cutting. I finally actually want to get better. Now that I'm trying though I am realizing how difficult it really is. I started feeling depressed and cutting myself about a year ago. Up until about a month ago I didn't care...
    lolajonson lolajonson 16-17, F Jan 13, 2011

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    May Not Be Much, But It's A Start

    I've been so darn reclusive over the last few years because I've been afraid. I've been hurt in the past and have withdrawn from society for the most part. I've recently been trying to do nice little things that I normally wouldn't do, just because, and I'm not acting upon...
    LawlessTranquility LawlessTranquility 26-30, M Nov 27, 2012

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    Feeling Like I Am Home Again...

    After the last two years of my life... now I feel like I 'm home again. Even though I've been in a physical way, a part of me was still struggling to feel that way, some parts of me are still missing, hope soon they can find their way to me. A very short engagement...
    watergirl07 watergirl07 41-45, F Dec 14, 2009

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    Feeling Like I Am Home Again...

    After the last two years of my life... now I feel like I 'm home again. Even though I've been in a physical way, a part of me was still struggling to feel that way, some parts of me are still missing, hope soon they can find their way to me. A very short engagement...
    watergirl07 watergirl07 41-45, F 1 Response Dec 14, 2009

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    Think I Found Him.

    it was kind of a magical night. i actually felt God's presence with me. it may sound crazy but i actually got to talk with him. didn't hear rhis voice but i am pretty sure i knew what he was saying.i still feel his preence when i am out of the house and i look at the beautiful...
    sayonaranow sayonaranow 18-21, F Nov 24, 2012

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    My Way Again

    Coo-coo-coo-coo ... here I am, passing through the tunnel, slow but surely.  :)
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr 36-40, F Dec 4, 2011

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    Not So Easy, Is It

    I have been trying to better myself and find my path for some time now. I have suffered great losses and came back, i have seen terrible things and bounced back again. I am finding that to truly want to be a better person it has to come from deep within. You can't just wake up...
    AsherBlu89 AsherBlu89 26-30, F 1 Response May 19, 2013

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    I miss the light of the moon kissing your body as your voice fills the silence of the roomI miss the warmth of your lipsThe wet from every kissThe soft smacks that fill the silence...
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    This is my ultimate fantasy. To find a man who finds haircuts and short hair as arousing as I do. He would keep his hair short or shaved for me, and in return he is in complete...
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    wouldn't it be fantastic? you start you're life again with all you're memories. Imagine what could be acheived. you could stop being bullied at school in your teens, ask out that...
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    So last Saturday I broke up with my longterm girlfriend. I realized things were going to take a turn for the worse so I decided to end it while we still loved each other, before...
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    I know that I'm attracted to guys. I have a guy, so that's besides the point. Sometimes I find myself thinking about women. Not sure if it's a phase or if it's something that I'm...
    butterfly1013 butterfly1013 18-21, F 3 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    Let me preface this by saying I love my boyfriend, he's wonderful but not responsible or mature. I'm in a relationship where I pay for most things. If we go out, I pay, if we get...
    dashdash12 dashdash12 18-21, F 5 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    Do you ever get one of those days where you think you're pretty, but then other days where you over-analyze yourself in the mirror way too critically to the point in which that all...
    Eninferno Eninferno 13-15, F 11 hrs ago

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    To me it's an ecape. Just for a few seconds... I could be anyone... Absolutely anybody.... how great is that. My problems go away. I am dancing alone in apartment... and nothing is...
    Backspaceblogger Backspaceblogger 26-30 13 hrs ago

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    It was the spring of my freshman year in college, and I had recently broken up with the first guy I’d ever slept with. I was in a coed dorm, and M lived across the hall, a good...
    Multiversality Multiversality 46-50, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    OPEN HEAVENS FELLOWSHIP DAILY DEVOTION REIGN OVER SICKNESS!!! Romans 5:17 ... much more they which receive abundance of grace and of the gift of righteousness shall reign in...
    ganyoji ganyoji 22-25, F 5 days ago

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    Sometimes I fee like a bit%#, I've broken someone's else hearts a couple of time, but it was never my intention, I just stop feeling love, passion , and its not my fault I think...
    sweeter944 sweeter944 18-21, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    Ok this statement couldn't be more true. My post is going to be a confusing one.. As some of you have read my past posts I seem to still love someone who clearly doesn't want me...
    Beanbella Beanbella 31-35, F 4 Responses a week ago

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    I want to see rainbows and butterflies Every time I close my eyes And reserve the right to be mesmerised, By the pure delight that awaits me every night; Waking up in the morning...
    nivanvc nivanvc 36-40, M a week ago

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    find myself laughable whilst trying to improve my vocabulary. probably used 6985368 words in the wrong context within the past 24's😂
    samanthaannemccann samanthaannemccann 16-17, F Jan 31

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    So much has changed so fast and it's continuing to change. Something that I already hate. There was a time where I abused prescription medication. I used it to take the pain away...
    SylenaEverlasting SylenaEverlasting 16-17, F Jan 31

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    Why is it so messed up.. whenever I try to figure out things and decide something.. things just start changing. I have decided to take a step and move on.. something happened and...
    April2016 April2016 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 31

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    So yesterday night I was at frat party and everything was fine and fun and I was drinking and I started to feel dizzy and so went to go lay down in this room and so then I remember...
    thatgirltay09 thatgirltay09 13-15, F 38 Responses Jan 30

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    About two years ago I managed to lose 20 kilos in the space of 3 months, which was the best progress in weight loss I've ever had. Sadly, since then, I put that weight back on plus...
    olobolgo95 olobolgo95 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 30

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    I just went through a bad breakup. He physically and verbally abused me during the relationship. Yet, I still love him so much and I want the best for him. I know I'm not ready yet...
    MonicaGeller13 MonicaGeller13 18-21, F 8 Responses Jan 30

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    Seeing his face when I try so hard to please him, it's wonderful. It's not big, grand gestures. It's little things like doing things as soon as I'm asked, bringing him a morning...
    OwnedByDaddy OwnedByDaddy 41-45, F 2 Responses Jan 27

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    I also had this idea and now I really want to know and find a girl like me out there that is willing to try a long term relationship based on friendship and companionship. I'm a...
    Antglobe Antglobe 31-35, M Jan 25

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    So - I don't exactly feel very GOOD at life. I have a pretty good brain inside my head, but for some reason it didn't lead me to choose the correct decisions. I even KNEW the...
    milehighHeartbreak milehighHeartbreak 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 25

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    I've been questioning my sexuality a lot lately, mainly because of a close female friend that I have (I am also female. I like her a lot, but I don't want to ruin the friendship...
    naturalradiant naturalradiant 18-21, F 4 Responses Jan 25

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    Back in my young and single days, before I married and had kids, I used to frequent the nightclubs with my friends and dance the night away. I love dancing, plus I am a social...
    lightblueeyes lightblueeyes 46-50, F 7 Responses Jan 25

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    That moment where someone just says one thing and it's not meant to be funny but for some weird reason it's just the funniest ******* thing you ever heard, like stuff kids say or...
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