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I Am Trying to Find My Way Again

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    Feeling Like I Am Home Again...

    After the last two years of my life... now I feel like I 'm home again. Even though I've been in a physical way, a part of me was still struggling to feel that way, some parts of me are still missing, hope soon they can find their way to me. A very short engagement...
    watergirl07 watergirl07 41-45, F Dec 14, 2009

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    I'm Losing Interest In My Biggest Passion. Music :(

    I'm afraid I want to fill the void with something that will take up as much time, and something as meaningful as playing music used to mean. It's kinda heartbreaking knowing that I don't play much music anymore. I feel so hollow and am losing enthusiasm for something that used to...
    LawlessTranquility LawlessTranquility 26-30, M 1 Response Nov 28, 2012

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    Finally Trying

    So I am finally trying to get help for my depression and cutting. I finally actually want to get better. Now that I'm trying though I am realizing how difficult it really is. I started feeling depressed and cutting myself about a year ago. Up until about a month ago I didn't care...
    lolajonson lolajonson 16-17, F Jan 13, 2011

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    Played For A While, Lost It, Now It'S Slowly Coming Back

    I'm writing this to vent. Knowing that people are reading this is therapeutic. I think that's why a lot of us are here. I started playing guitar in high school. Mainly aggressive noise with a lot of distortion. "Noise" being the key word, as I was horrible. Mostly self taught...
    LawlessTranquility LawlessTranquility 26-30, M Feb 26, 2013

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    My Life Has Become Damaged

    I used to have tons of friends, relationships, and fun. Now, I'm stuck living in my uncle's living room. I don't know what the hell happened. Seems like everyone is fake. No one knows you when you're down. There is a lot more that I should add here, but I won't because I'm tired...
    LawlessTranquility LawlessTranquility 26-30, M Nov 26, 2012

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    Whether They've Been There As Support Or To Make My Life A Living Hell

    I've learned a lot. I've learned that everything does happen for a reason. I've learned that everyone I've met has helped me to grow and learn in some way, whether they've been there as support or to make my life a living hell, it still helped me learn. I've learned to just...
    MissJessicurr MissJessicurr 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 16, 2012

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    Not So Easy, Is It

    I have been trying to better myself and find my path for some time now. I have suffered great losses and came back, i have seen terrible things and bounced back again. I am finding that to truly want to be a better person it has to come from deep within. You can't just wake up...
    AsherBlu89 AsherBlu89 22-25, F 1 Response May 19, 2013

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    Think I Found Him.

    it was kind of a magical night. i actually felt God's presence with me. it may sound crazy but i actually got to talk with him. didn't hear rhis voice but i am pretty sure i knew what he was saying.i still feel his preence when i am out of the house and i look at the beautiful...
    sayonaranow sayonaranow 18-21, F Nov 24, 2012

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    Feeling Like I Am Home Again...

    After the last two years of my life... now I feel like I 'm home again. Even though I've been in a physical way, a part of me was still struggling to feel that way, some parts of me are still missing, hope soon they can find their way to me. A very short engagement...
    watergirl07 watergirl07 41-45, F Dec 14, 2009

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    My Way Again

    Coo-coo-coo-coo ... here I am, passing through the tunnel, slow but surely.  :)
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr 36-40, F Dec 4, 2011

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    Feeling Like I Am Home Again...

    After the last two years of my life... now I feel like I 'm home again. Even though I've been in a physical way, a part of me was still struggling to feel that way, some parts of me are still missing, hope soon they can find their way to me. A very short engagement...
    watergirl07 watergirl07 41-45, F 1 Response Dec 14, 2009

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    May Not Be Much, But It's A Start

    I've been so darn reclusive over the last few years because I've been afraid. I've been hurt in the past and have withdrawn from society for the most part. I've recently been trying to do nice little things that I normally wouldn't do, just because, and I'm not acting upon...
    LawlessTranquility LawlessTranquility 26-30, M Nov 27, 2012

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    I'm Trying

    I'm trying,I need to find my way,Life's gone off the rails,Since the quake,That forced me out,Never been the same,Always feelin' lost,I'm sure,I've lost my way.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Jan 27, 2012

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