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I Am Trying to Find My Way Again

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    My Way Again

    Coo-coo-coo-coo ... here I am, passing through the tunnel, slow but surely.  :)
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr 36-40, F Dec 4, 2011

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    Whether They've Been There As Support Or To Make My Life A Living Hell

    I've learned a lot. I've learned that everything does happen for a reason. I've learned that everyone I've met has helped me to grow and learn in some way, whether they've been there as support or to make my life a living hell, it still helped me learn. I've learned to just...
    MissJessicurr MissJessicurr 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 16, 2012

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    I'm Trying

    I'm trying,I need to find my way,Life's gone off the rails,Since the quake,That forced me out,Never been the same,Always feelin' lost,I'm sure,I've lost my way.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Jan 27, 2012

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    May Not Be Much, But It's A Start

    I've been so darn reclusive over the last few years because I've been afraid. I've been hurt in the past and have withdrawn from society for the most part. I've recently been trying to do nice little things that I normally wouldn't do, just because, and I'm not acting upon...
    LawlessTranquility LawlessTranquility 26-30, M Nov 27, 2012

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    Played For A While, Lost It, Now It'S Slowly Coming Back

    I'm writing this to vent. Knowing that people are reading this is therapeutic. I think that's why a lot of us are here. I started playing guitar in high school. Mainly aggressive noise with a lot of distortion. "Noise" being the key word, as I was horrible. Mostly self taught...
    LawlessTranquility LawlessTranquility 26-30, M Feb 26, 2013

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    Feeling Like I Am Home Again...

    After the last two years of my life... now I feel like I 'm home again. Even though I've been in a physical way, a part of me was still struggling to feel that way, some parts of me are still missing, hope soon they can find their way to me. A very short engagement...
    watergirl07 watergirl07 41-45, F Dec 14, 2009

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    Feeling Like I Am Home Again...

    After the last two years of my life... now I feel like I 'm home again. Even though I've been in a physical way, a part of me was still struggling to feel that way, some parts of me are still missing, hope soon they can find their way to me. A very short engagement...
    watergirl07 watergirl07 41-45, F Dec 14, 2009

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    Finally Trying

    So I am finally trying to get help for my depression and cutting. I finally actually want to get better. Now that I'm trying though I am realizing how difficult it really is. I started feeling depressed and cutting myself about a year ago. Up until about a month ago I didn't care...
    lolajonson lolajonson 16-17, F Jan 13, 2011

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    Think I Found Him.

    it was kind of a magical night. i actually felt God's presence with me. it may sound crazy but i actually got to talk with him. didn't hear rhis voice but i am pretty sure i knew what he was saying.i still feel his preence when i am out of the house and i look at the beautiful...
    sayonaranow sayonaranow 18-21, F Nov 24, 2012

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    My Life Has Become Damaged

    I used to have tons of friends, relationships, and fun. Now, I'm stuck living in my uncle's living room. I don't know what the hell happened. Seems like everyone is fake. No one knows you when you're down. There is a lot more that I should add here, but I won't because I'm tired...
    LawlessTranquility LawlessTranquility 26-30, M Nov 26, 2012

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    Feeling Like I Am Home Again...

    After the last two years of my life... now I feel like I 'm home again. Even though I've been in a physical way, a part of me was still struggling to feel that way, some parts of me are still missing, hope soon they can find their way to me. A very short engagement...
    watergirl07 watergirl07 41-45, F 1 Response Dec 14, 2009

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    Not So Easy, Is It

    I have been trying to better myself and find my path for some time now. I have suffered great losses and came back, i have seen terrible things and bounced back again. I am finding that to truly want to be a better person it has to come from deep within. You can't just wake up...
    AsherBlu89 AsherBlu89 26-30, F 1 Response May 19, 2013

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    I'm Losing Interest In My Biggest Passion. Music :(

    I'm afraid I want to fill the void with something that will take up as much time, and something as meaningful as playing music used to mean. It's kinda heartbreaking knowing that I don't play much music anymore. I feel so hollow and am losing enthusiasm for something that used to...
    LawlessTranquility LawlessTranquility 26-30, M 1 Response Nov 28, 2012

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    I used to think I'd lost myself somewhere along the way and then I realised I hadn't, I'd just misplaced some unspent youth and am now finding it again one fractured piece of soul...
    Littlemisssomebody Littlemisssomebody 31-35, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    For some months I've been socializing with a woman. Our schedules don't allow us to spend a lot of time together but when we do we have a great time. Thursday evening her...
    Toyies Toyies 26-30, F Jan 3

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    alright. most of the people who know me here, they feel sympathetic towards me. but i don't like that, they talk to me like Im broken, weak, beat. Quite frankly Im not. Im just a...
    yashgup yashgup 22-25, M 17 hrs ago

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    My mind refuses to settle for unanswered questions. Knowing, or at least coming to a realization on my own is the only way I find my sense of calm...
    WithGracefulness WithGracefulness 46-50, F 3 hrs ago

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    Loved and hated. Bad combo. Happened to all of us. Well many of us. I will speak for me. All my ex bfs let me down. Broke me down. That's why I hated them for hardening my heart...
    Myalee Myalee 41-45, F 1 Response 23 hrs ago

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    It seems i have came to a point in my life where it seems i cannot find that special someone else and the longer it goes on i start to believe that its better that way, i still...
    scottishlostsoul scottishlostsoul 18-21, M 19 hrs ago

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    Gods word in error? How can one "claim" to be a born again Christian and at the same time claim the WORD of God is flawed and not true? Did God not promise to preserve his WORD...
    Stigmata1 Stigmata1 26-30, M 3 hrs ago

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    I tell myself I need to stop talking to the people who constantly ignore me or message me when it's convenient for them. And I do delete them, then one day out of the blue they...
    nottheaveragegirl nottheaveragegirl 18-21, F 6 hrs ago

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    Could be taking a chance by posting this but Idc at this point.... So I'm talking to this guy who is amazing in every way and has some faults but don't we all and I just don't know...
    ArtisticLife ArtisticLife 16-17, F Jan 11

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    I read so often of members attempting to meet with other members only to be put off with tons of excuses. Are people really so fearful here? Isn't this supposed to be a melting pot...
    manusundr manusundr 46-50, M 1 Response 17 hrs ago

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    people are influenced by differznt things at different grades, but what about stories, whether real or fiction, reading a story or hearing about it can influence us if we seek to...
    SabiDarrio SabiDarrio 18-21, F 1 Response 10 hrs ago

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    Single and alone, it was a huge change which I never signed up to go through. Every single day, I go out into the big scary world, and I live my life without him. I would go...
    stiltcourt stiltcourt 41-45, F 7 Responses Jan 9

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    EXPIRED though the shot hurt alot you seemed very relieved, you said now you will always come back to me . well A few years later I happened to run to far , I could not see you...
    youreadwhat youreadwhat 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    I have had what most would say a rough life. Ever since I can remember, I have been exposed to extreme amounts of violence within my family. I have been abused on multiple...
    KatarinaTillinghast97 KatarinaTillinghast97 16-17, F 2 Responses Jan 13

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    So in this lovely household of mine, i'm required to answer stupid questions. And because out of all of them I'm the most vocal, they use that against me because they are all...
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 22-25, F 4 days ago

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    Do you have a good idea about what a body and its needs? Many people are not properly educated about a proper diet and vitamin supplements. Your body needs a wide variety of...
    waypuma73 waypuma73 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 10

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    How long is my journey going to take? According to Ekhart Tolle, this is not a good question" It makes you lose the now. Ekhart Tolle: The power of now can only be realized...
    KemiKill KemiKill 36-40, F 1 Response Jan 22

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    EXPIRED though the shot hurt alot you seemed very relieved, you said now you will always come back to me . well A few years later I happened to run to far , I could not see you...
    youreadwhat youreadwhat 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    I did not start as an overweight person. When I was a kid I was very skinny, and Chinese looking. However, when I went into the 2nd grade of elementary I started to realize I love...
    Wewerethereinthattime Wewerethereinthattime 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 9

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    I have been and will be broken, There is no question to the word feel.. The hours depart and it is as though I am dancing on the edge of falling apart and simply pretending that I...
    PessimisticPenguin PessimisticPenguin 31-35, M Jan 21

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    Really on the fence about anything to do with God or religion. Trying to find my way but I see a lot of stupidity and egotistical bullshit. On the other hand I have had a few...
    sailorwinters sailorwinters 41-45, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I Was A False Convert I was born and raised in Asheville, North Carolina, just as was my mother. My father was from a small town in Georgia. I have often joked that I am the...
    Cootamundra Cootamundra 70+, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    many times in my life ,,,Lost at sea ,trapped in a fire ,being beat to death ,a gun misfiring meant to blow my brains out ,,He was always there ,and that was before I realized...
    rckt148 rckt148 51-55, M 2 Responses Jan 3

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    If anybody sees this, please answer. It's a very serious question concerning my current "relationship" with the supposed Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. I am not a Christian. I feel...
    narutobuddy narutobuddy 13-15, M 2 Responses Jan 6

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    I can't remember the six first years of my life but they were the happiest years i've had for sure.I lived my life thinking that i had everything,that i was the luckiest person on...
    Rockzanne Rockzanne 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 13

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    Never Tolerate Bring Hit!!! Does the abuser your with call it domestic discipline or refer to themselves as the head of the household? Are they using any church or social group...
    LadyGypsy LadyGypsy 36-40, F 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    And honestly I have been begging for answers That you and only you can give to me. My voice crying loud, I've been crying for days now, And as I start to run, I stop to breathe...
    RememberingSunday22 RememberingSunday22 36-40, F 4 days ago

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    as I was growing up in los angeles in the 1970's it was the in thing I guess for girls to have short hair. my mom always kept my hair cut short so I looked like a boy ; and as she...
    desire2bebald desire2bebald 41-45, F 6 Responses Jan 1

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    I hate it when it's sleeping time and memories start to flash back. it makes me wanna run to him and say "i forgive you no matter what you did to me" but i just can't . The pain is...
    stoawaywife stoawaywife 31-35, F 2 Responses 13 hrs ago

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    I've been hurt really bad that whenever something good is happening to me I believe it's to good to be truth and I get scared so I shut it down or whenever somebody is starting to...
    Hazel216 Hazel216 16-17, F 48 mins ago

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    Dated so many girls the past couple of years. Came to realisation last night, quietly thinking to myself. What is the point in it? Is it impossible just to find that perfect person...
    JoshBMTH JoshBMTH 16-17, M 1 Response Jan 2

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    It is quite entertaining to jump into an atheist or Christian topic where people from both sides are fervently "debating" their respective sides. I've pretty much avoided the whole...
    TooInnocent333 TooInnocent333 26-30, M 2 Responses Jan 3

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