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I Am Trying to Find Myself Again

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 148 People

    I'm Trying

    I'm trying,Yes to find myself,Lost again,If I don't turn up,Please,Send a search party!
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Feb 28, 2012

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    I Am Learning How to Be "Me" Without "Him."

    Last October, I broke up with my high school sweetheart. We had been together for two years - always together, even though my mother disapproved of the relationship and forbade me from seeing him. I lost a lot because of him. I was in love. I foolishly tied my...
    Chassant Chassant 18-21, F 1 Response May 18, 2009

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    Life Is Short and I Don't Want to Be a Loser

    I am trying to find myself after years of taking care of everyone else. I have no hobbies, interests, activities or close friends. I have been a wife and a mother for the past 20 years. I have worked during that time, but never found time to nurture my friendships or when I did...
    losermomwife losermomwife 41-45 4 Responses Nov 13, 2008

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    Me???

    I have lost me. I don't know where and I'm not sure when. I'm not the same happy go lucky person I once was. I can't take the slings and arrows of life like I once did. Hell lately I don't know who I am. I'm not the fun-loving, flirty, upbeat person that I was not so...
    lonesomeloser66 lonesomeloser66 41-45, M 5 Responses Dec 25, 2009

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    Reflective Glass

    I did find myself. I was right where I left me. So, without giving it too much thought, I went to run some errands. You know, it is just like me to do things. While I was on my way out the door, I distinctly remember seeing myself in the bathroom last. Knowing that when...
    EricS EricS 31-35, M 21 Responses Dec 29, 2008

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    I Hate This Man

    Almost 3 years ago, I decided to give myself a chance in a relationship. I had suffered a terrible heartbreak from the man I loved with all my heart. I fell in lust with a beautiful man that listened to me encouraged me and made me feel like the beautiful woman that I am. ...
    BrownEyes727 BrownEyes727 22-25 1 Response Feb 22, 2009

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    Working Everyday (Somewhat)

    I have dreams secrets and goals I am trying to work on all of them everyday I cant get the thoughts out of my head of how or will I accomplish my goals but I just cant get motivated to do them I plan and say I'm going to work today but it doesn't work out. Tomorrow it will work...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jun 17, 2013

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    Living With Depression

    Child abuse and being molested ( @ 6 years old) has caused major depression in my life (now 60) I am trying to find myself again as well I spent about 2 million dollars helping people to try and make friends and to pull myself out of my pity party This didn't work after 30 years...
    whatswrongwith whatswrongwith 56-60 1 Response Jun 17, 2013

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    Im struggling. Just like I've always been. Ppl never are what they seem. I trust ppl an they all eventually turn on me. I take a huge risk letting them know a few things about my...
    AquilaAqua AquilaAqua 13-15, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Well, I often find myself lost and bored All The TIME. But when That happens i put on my headphones and listen to music and it feels right. But i take the headphones out, it all...
    ZeldaNerd ZeldaNerd 13-15, M 1 Response Mar 5

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    So, this is my story!, Im a single 36 year old woman, with a big heart that hides behind the wall, who loves to be in love, but also hates it sometimes. I havenĀ“t dated much, few...
    Gaialion Gaialion 36-40, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I'm 20 years old, I'm trying to find who am I. I'm trying to find my personality. trying to build my own empire.
    ihatepeople2015 ihatepeople2015 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 16

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    Right now i am trying to look for who i am.
    Thedepressedgirlatthewindow Thedepressedgirlatthewindow 16-17, F 2 days ago

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    Off work for awhile decided too walk around the mall maybe catch a movie. But just my luck a young woman comes up too me and ask me my name, the next hour is amazing talking about...
    kankuro18 kankuro18 18-21, M Mar 8

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    I got new glasses today. i haven't had new glasses in like 14 years. when i put them on and looked in the merrer i saw the kind hearted person i lost a long time ago. i don't know...
    bw32 bw32 31-35, M Mar 12

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    It took my mom 2years to finally let me be me. I'm changing universities and cites . I'm so excited for my fresh start and in a coastal city far from home. I'm happy :)
    prettyboo711 prettyboo711 18-21, F Mar 8

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    life asked death, "why do people love me but hate you?" death responded "because you are a beautiful lie and I am the painful truth.."
    cheyseason cheyseason 13-15, F Mar 19

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    It's quite difficult. I wanted to just have messages on my phone. It won't let me. This website stuff is quite difficult.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Mar 11

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    After a battle that lasted for more than twenty years, it feels painful to remove the armour.
    Sorfarina Sorfarina 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 13

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    These feeders on here! Won't mention any names but they have me blowing up like a balloon, so much food! Ever since these people came into my life, I've gained 10 pounds! It's only...
    Fatassboy Fatassboy 16-17, M 4 days ago

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    please do not ask me why it's a struggle. Lets just say it's a battle spiritually alrihgties good nitjeed
    Thedepressedgirlatthewindow Thedepressedgirlatthewindow 16-17, F 2 days ago

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    I'm afraid that I am going to feel this lonely forever
    Blueskybird Blueskybird 22-25, F 2 days ago

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    I want to say to the strangers, "please, do not look at me more than once." Frustration nibbles away at my nerves whenever someone keeps glancing my way. I don't look back as to...
    Ewoo Ewoo 16-17 Mar 11

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    I think I'm just going to block myself again for the second time. **** just doesn't worth much for trying anymore
    masmelo masmelo 18-21, F Mar 17

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    I am sitting here, sick, having trouble sleeping and thought to share an experience with you. When I was 16, I met a beautiful girl named Nikki. She needed my help with her trig...
    bioprof34 bioprof34 36-40 Mar 21

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    I'm a compulsive liar and this I do very well and have been one from a very young age. I'm now 24 and this has cost me a lot, my relationship of 3 years my close friends, my job...
    Mohau Mohau 22-25, M Mar 5

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    I was caught cutting and had no option but to stop. I'm 41 days clean and I am so triggered. I'm going insane, I really need to cut. I just don't know where. I can't cut on my...
    smgasf smgasf 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 8

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    Last year I was attracted to someone I couldn't have - he was in a relationship, and I am married. It was a professional relationship that had become close. It ended late last...
    gypsypearl gypsypearl 61-65, F a week ago

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    Hello everyone. I am writing today because I have to let out about how I feel inside. I have this tremendous feeling of hopelessness and sorrow that just keeps getting worse. I am...
    EternalLoneliness EternalLoneliness 31-35, M a week ago

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    It was a dreadful night that I hope I don't have to relive ever again. My boyfriend and I were at each others throats, testing each others limits and becoming increasingly agitated...
    Ginkofishin Ginkofishin 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 16

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    I hate being the reason for everything being crappy...i feel alone,and when the day is done,and when I think of all that has happened,it somehow is my fault. I feel like a jerk...
    cjimenez cjimenez 16-17 1 Response Mar 9

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    Lately, I find myself questioning if I said my thought out loud or if I just thought it. It's kinda embarrassing lol I'm only 23!
    pinkchandelier pinkchandelier 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 16

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    I suffer from psychosis and when I get mad, I am violent and I have no regard for.. humanity. I can't hold down a friendship cos of this **** and I hate it so much, I just wanna...
    wouldyoumissme wouldyoumissme 16-17, M 1 Response Mar 2

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    I was home alone today and depressed about life.I heard cutting helps people who are depressed.So I got a new razor and cut my upper arm 5 times.This is when I realized my...
    ironpack ironpack 13-15, M 2 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    Not doing very well I have to say. Right now, I am not coping with anything at all. School work has become harder and harder, and socialisation always makes me feel awful as I...
    CaitlinBuchan97 CaitlinBuchan97 16-17, F 11 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    This is my last miscarriage experience EP Link And although I wish I could try again (not just yet I want to wait to get past my original due date of 8/30 of this miscarriage) as...
    Triztemuneca87 Triztemuneca87 26-30, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    Have embaressed myself a number of times and will probably share more of those stories as go along. One of more embarassing was when i was out shopping and had decided to wear a...
    Pissyknix Pissyknix 36-40, M 1 Response 15 hrs ago

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    I don't ask for or desire much in life. It's easy to get over a broken heart if someone breaks my heart because I see the good in so many things. My heart gets broken a lot but I...
    blankcheck4urhart blankcheck4urhart 36-40, F 13 hrs ago

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    I was told I need to prove myself. I admit at this stage in my life I again have hit bottom and filled myself with depression as BPD has raised its ugly head again but in my life...
    wickedone72 wickedone72 41-45, F Mar 5

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    ... Like watching someone brush their teeth or when a person is trying to talk to you while brushing their teeth lol it just grosses me out for some reason.
    inloveandeath inloveandeath 22-25, F 12 hrs ago

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    I'm not sure soulmates exist anymore, I want to believe so badly that that person is out there looking for me, I am trying not to give up, but everyday that passes is a day lost...
    southernbell67 southernbell67 46-50, F 2 hrs ago

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    I'm wearily of trying to 'fit in', I'm going to be my own person, and not what other people or society wants me to be.
    everyotherusernamewastaken everyotherusernamewastaken 26-30, M 7 hrs ago

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