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I Am Trying to Find Myself Again

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 150 People

    I'm Trying

    I'm trying,Yes to find myself,Lost again,If I don't turn up,Please,Send a search party!
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Feb 28, 2012

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    Working Everyday (Somewhat)

    I have dreams secrets and goals I am trying to work on all of them everyday I cant get the thoughts out of my head of how or will I accomplish my goals but I just cant get motivated to do them I plan and say I'm going to work today but it doesn't work out. Tomorrow it will work...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jun 17, 2013

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    Me???

    I have lost me. I don't know where and I'm not sure when. I'm not the same happy go lucky person I once was. I can't take the slings and arrows of life like I once did. Hell lately I don't know who I am. I'm not the fun-loving, flirty, upbeat person that I was not so...
    lonesomeloser66 lonesomeloser66 41-45, M 5 Responses Dec 25, 2009

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    Life Is Short and I Don't Want to Be a Loser

    I am trying to find myself after years of taking care of everyone else. I have no hobbies, interests, activities or close friends. I have been a wife and a mother for the past 20 years. I have worked during that time, but never found time to nurture my friendships or when I did...
    losermomwife losermomwife 41-45 4 Responses Nov 13, 2008

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    Reflective Glass

    I did find myself. I was right where I left me. So, without giving it too much thought, I went to run some errands. You know, it is just like me to do things. While I was on my way out the door, I distinctly remember seeing myself in the bathroom last. Knowing that when...
    EricS EricS 31-35, M 21 Responses Dec 29, 2008

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    I Hate This Man

    Almost 3 years ago, I decided to give myself a chance in a relationship. I had suffered a terrible heartbreak from the man I loved with all my heart. I fell in lust with a beautiful man that listened to me encouraged me and made me feel like the beautiful woman that I am. ...
    BrownEyes727 BrownEyes727 22-25 1 Response Feb 22, 2009

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    I Am Learning How to Be "Me" Without "Him."

    Last October, I broke up with my high school sweetheart. We had been together for two years - always together, even though my mother disapproved of the relationship and forbade me from seeing him. I lost a lot because of him. I was in love. I foolishly tied my...
    Chassant Chassant 18-21, F 1 Response May 18, 2009

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    Living With Depression

    Child abuse and being molested ( @ 6 years old) has caused major depression in my life (now 60) I am trying to find myself again as well I spent about 2 million dollars helping people to try and make friends and to pull myself out of my pity party This didn't work after 30 years...
    whatswrongwith whatswrongwith 61-65 1 Response Jun 17, 2013

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    Related Experiences

    Yup, I have about 1000 groups I have created here on EP. You are welcome, EPeeps :) It was fun. At one point, we even had our "creator of group" status marked next to a group...
    NyxInvictus NyxInvictus 41-45 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    I thought I had it figured out already -- being confident with myself, accepting myself, being comfortable with being around people, socializing, believing in myself and in my...
    Chraie Chraie 18-21, F 1 Response 16 hrs ago

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    It's always a struggle to wake up and get out of bed in the morning. My belly gets in the way and it takes me about half hour just sit up, by that time I am exhausted and I lie...
    ThickLegged ThickLegged 18-21, F 3 Responses 20 hrs ago

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    I'm a great person and I know that, but I do have my faults. I also suffer from an anger issue. When I'm mad.. I'm really mad. I will instantly feel a threat and that means I will...
    Aflame22 Aflame22 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    its an addiction. I'm 1 week clean. wish it was more but no because some people out there don't care how you feel. they don't care. you end up being really worried for them but all...
    kimberlylovesbands kimberlylovesbands 13-15, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    feel so destroyed i always expected this...that it will fade away this illusion i cherish...i lived in..for some bright moments in my life i was ready to give all...never taken...
    anotherclone anotherclone 26-30, M 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    That is the purpose of this site, isn't it? LOL, I have been browsing the stories and questions and see that their is definitely a lot of sexually themed posts. I don't mind that...
    sxyamber sxyamber 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I just want to say I was just talking to myself a minute ago and I was complaining about me talking to myself again cause its just a habit and then "Everybody Talks" by Neon Trees...
    whatonmars whatonmars 13-15, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    Yeah, so... I'm too ugly to be loved... I don't go anywhere and sometimes I'm afraid to because I fear rejection... I felt like if I ever lost weight, I know I'd be in check, so...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    precious hate running through our veins...our child we loved..and created in us feeding it more everyday...knowing more and breeding more...in the graveyard of soul it's so...
    anotherclone anotherclone 26-30, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    .. And it was like everything i did was falling apart.Everything i had was fleeting and everybody i loved ..they were losing trust on me.I couldn't find myself anywhere in their...
    anupamasatyarthi anupamasatyarthi 18-21, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I find myself to be absolutely repulsive. Every person I've come across has rejected me or turned me away (except for one) because I'm too negative. I can't help it if I have this...
    JSylvia1015 JSylvia1015 13-15, F 6 days ago

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    Actually, I'm talking to the TV (same difference). I'm kind of a news junkie, but lately the stories being covered and the spin being put on them are just plain annoying in my view...
    Dave002 Dave002 56-60, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I married young... I loved being married, but being single for the last year has really made me examine who I am as an individual. I realize that as independent as my husband and...
    Dahlia2020 Dahlia2020 31-35, F 2 Responses Jul 24

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    emotional clearing is a gateway to the next level of development on the individual basis it seems. since yesterday; being emotionally triggered revealed many things perhaps i was...
    Solongotgon Solongotgon 26-30, F Jul 24

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    I feel like I'm almost breathing properly again. I can sleep like a baby again and wake up without feeling like my life is crushing down on me the minute I wake up. And if I haven...
    Miriamjen Miriamjen 16-17, F Jul 24

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    I struggle with low confidence and low self esteem, but I'm definitely trying to put in the effort to build it all up again. I tend to compare myself with others, which I think...
    AcousticSoul17 AcousticSoul17 16-17, F 3 Responses Jul 23

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    I don't want I be gay. However, my feelings insist on me being gay. A gay **** pop-up appeared one time when I was watching a show on an apparently unprotected website, and it...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 23

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    I lost my grandma on my dad's side in 1993, lost my dad in 2005, then lost my mom 2008. Since losing the 3 people I was closest to growing up, I lost myself and am having a hard...
    Firefly8380 Firefly8380 31-35, F Jul 22

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    I swear I really don't know who I am. It is really messed up. I don't know what makes up me anymore. Can a person go through life and enjoy it not knowing who they are because...
    jenjef jenjef 36-40, F 1 Response Jul 22

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    you can't find one who don't even know where they're you will be loved and destroyed by me all is well around me..except within me seconds of melancholic void maybe i feel...
    anotherclone anotherclone 26-30, M Jul 22

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    I am just trying to find love. I don't want to be lied to, let on or propositioned. I don't want to seek empowerment through hookups or one night stands, I honour myself and my...
    brightonion brightonion 26-30, F Jul 18

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    1. I'm 17 years old. (Will be 18 in four months) 2. I'm a bookworm. I love to read books, and I'll spend hours reading if the book is interesting enough. 3. I'm 'bi-curious'. I'm...
    AcousticSoul17 AcousticSoul17 16-17, F Jul 18

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    I have really bad insomnia. I just can't sleep it's abnormal like I'm not suppose to sleep. It's so bad I feel tired but my body doesn't want to sleep and I find myself up for over...
    Shilfer Shilfer 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 18

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    Every day is like a new adventure. In fact, the last ten years of my life have been one great adventure, most of it not very good. Now that I am older with the mistakes of my past...
    iSpyce iSpyce 26-30, F 8 Responses Jul 15

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    Isn't everyone? I guess to answer this question, you have to know what you're definition of happiness is. For me, I'm not talking about watching a clip and getting a chuckle...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Jul 15

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    i just cut myself again im tired of everything??
    zaynabo zaynabo 18-21, F Jul 14

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    I'm trying. I'm trying to love myself. I'm trying to be more open minded and less judgmental. I'm trying to be kinder and gentler. I'm trying to accept my flaws. I'm trying to...
    anhonestgirl anhonestgirl 26-30, F 4 Responses Jul 13

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    Sitting here, wondering how l got here...not literally, but emotionally. I thought if l write about it, maybe it would help put my thoughts and emotions in order. It's not one...
    MistyGoddess MistyGoddess 41-45, F 15 Responses Jul 13

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    A response to my previous writing. Burning Back Down Or maybe I'm full of ****. I'm still ******* sick of it. My mind begins to cringe As my wrists begin to itch. I'm still in...
    manchild81 manchild81 26-30, M 1 Response Jul 13

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    I really am trying to find happiness but it's probably not the way no one would agree with. Inside I feel more at peace. I feel kind hearted, genuine, free spirited and sometimes...
    toniyl toniyl 36-40, F 2 Responses Jul 13

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    I've never fully had self confidence. I've always hated how I looked. I've gotten compliments anywhere from 'gorgeous,beautiful,cute,pretty,hot,sexy... Etc.' and every time I get a...
    Aflame22 Aflame22 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 12

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    I can't seem to stop ************. I find myself touching it every time that I am lying back relaxing. I really need to stop. It takes so much of my time.
    PinkSpotlight PinkSpotlight 18-21, F 8 Responses Jul 12

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    No one else will love you as much as yourself. No one else will support you as much as you. If you desire something don't look for support from spouse, family, friends, or...
    TooTenderForThisWorld TooTenderForThisWorld 26-30, F Jul 12

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