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I Am Trying to Find Myself Again

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 152 People

    I'm Trying

    I'm trying,Yes to find myself,Lost again,If I don't turn up,Please,Send a search party!
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Feb 28, 2012

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    Reflective Glass

    I did find myself. I was right where I left me. So, without giving it too much thought, I went to run some errands. You know, it is just like me to do things. While I was on my way out the door, I distinctly remember seeing myself in the bathroom last. Knowing that when...
    EricS EricS 31-35, M 21 Responses Dec 29, 2008

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    Working Everyday (Somewhat)

    I have dreams secrets and goals I am trying to work on all of them everyday I cant get the thoughts out of my head of how or will I accomplish my goals but I just cant get motivated to do them I plan and say I'm going to work today but it doesn't work out. Tomorrow it will work...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jun 17, 2013

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    Me???

    I have lost me. I don't know where and I'm not sure when. I'm not the same happy go lucky person I once was. I can't take the slings and arrows of life like I once did. Hell lately I don't know who I am. I'm not the fun-loving, flirty, upbeat person that I was not so...
    lonesomeloser66 lonesomeloser66 41-45, M 5 Responses Dec 25, 2009

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    Life Is Short and I Don't Want to Be a Loser

    I am trying to find myself after years of taking care of everyone else. I have no hobbies, interests, activities or close friends. I have been a wife and a mother for the past 20 years. I have worked during that time, but never found time to nurture my friendships or when I did...
    losermomwife losermomwife 41-45 4 Responses Nov 13, 2008

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    Living With Depression

    Child abuse and being molested ( @ 6 years old) has caused major depression in my life (now 60) I am trying to find myself again as well I spent about 2 million dollars helping people to try and make friends and to pull myself out of my pity party This didn't work after 30 years...
    whatswrongwith whatswrongwith 56-60 1 Response Jun 17, 2013

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    I Hate This Man

    Almost 3 years ago, I decided to give myself a chance in a relationship. I had suffered a terrible heartbreak from the man I loved with all my heart. I fell in lust with a beautiful man that listened to me encouraged me and made me feel like the beautiful woman that I am. ...
    BrownEyes727 BrownEyes727 22-25 1 Response Feb 22, 2009

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    I Am Learning How to Be "Me" Without "Him."

    Last October, I broke up with my high school sweetheart. We had been together for two years - always together, even though my mother disapproved of the relationship and forbade me from seeing him. I lost a lot because of him. I was in love. I foolishly tied my...
    Chassant Chassant 18-21, F 1 Response May 18, 2009

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    I don't really understand myself. I don't really feel like there is much motivation for me being here, but at the same time I know I'll never off myself. I'm just super confused...
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    Who am I? I have no clue! Maybe I don't need to know exactly but just something to work with. Something to build on! So I can build a future for myself!
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    bambi456 bambi456 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 28

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    venomsounds venomsounds 13-15, M Dec 7

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    wanderquietly wanderquietly 18-21, F Dec 8

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    Heya ladies, I'm getting pretty tired of being told, “You can't write this or that.” I've decided that's ok though because I've found a new website. I've only been here for 2...
    DevilishTongue DevilishTongue 26-30, F Dec 10

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    so I was in the bathroom yesterday, and ilthere was no toilet paper, and I really needednto pee and I was already sitting in the toilet, so I had to knock on the stall next to me...
    ThePixie123 ThePixie123 16-17, F 21 hrs ago

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    BubbaSasquatch BubbaSasquatch 18-21, M Nov 24

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    jetboyjetgirl jetboyjetgirl 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 1

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    mckennaolsen mckennaolsen 13-15, F a week ago

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    I said this once, but nowadays I find myself falling in love with life. I fall in love with the happiness of other people. I fall in love with the trees changing color, and music...
    TheRisingPhoenix TheRisingPhoenix 16-17, F Nov 24

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    I am always telling myself that it will happen when it's meant to. But I find myself questioning that thinking "but what if it's not meant to happen at all" Maybe that's just the...
    St4rbright St4rbright 26-30, F 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    I haven't dated anyone in years. And recently, it's slowly becoming unbearable to me. It's not like no one asks me out. It's just that I'm so scared of being vulnerable that i...
    northsky northsky 22-25, F Nov 22

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    It's been 4 months and I'm doing pretty well considering how close I was to losing myself the first couple of weeks. I was shattered. Crushed beyond repair. People who I'd never...
    queenettejeanette queenettejeanette 13-15, F Nov 25

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    I fell in love. He said he did too. He decided he didn't want to love me anymore. He decided he didn't want my love anymore. His loss. I can do better anyways. He was a great guy...
    MidnightLaughter MidnightLaughter 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Okay, so this is actually old news that I'm experiencing strong emotions about again. My mother died when I was 13, after about 8 months of battling cancer. That in itself was...
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    I often write or type what I feel not because I prefer to express myself that way, but rather no one seems to be too concerned with what I have to say. I have always been pushed...
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    finding myself is a process that will most likely take my entire life, but I can concentrate on what makes me happy and fulfilled and find the center of my being, along with it, my...
    sister11 sister11 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 10

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    The black hair and the shape of their eyes are just so sexy. I find myself only being attracted to Asian guys and I honestly don't know why this is. I just wished I could find one...
    SweerWen SweerWen 18-21, F a week ago

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    I'm a girl with a PAST. A past that no one completely knows about. Just me. yes I've shared a few things to like very few people but I have never said everything. I feel that I don...
    vnesanarti vnesanarti 22-25, F 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    I cut myself again last night. Im so pissed off at myself, because i try to help so many with their problems i forget about my own. To and try to get them to stop. Makes me feel...
    Nick54 Nick54 18-21, M Dec 8

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    I hate that I left my wife. Ever since I left I have missed her so much. A few months ago we signed the papers. It was so hard too but I did it. She was the world to me and still...
    mophasa mophasa 36-40, M Dec 11

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    tRueInSAnItY tRueInSAnItY 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 23

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