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I Am Trying to Find Myself Again

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    Working Everyday (Somewhat)

    I have dreams secrets and goals I am trying to work on all of them everyday I cant get the thoughts out of my head of how or will I accomplish my goals but I just cant get motivated to do them I plan and say I'm going to work today but it doesn't work out. Tomorrow it will work...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jun 17, 2013

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    when you're fighting

    for something and then suddenly u begin to realize that ur fighting for nothing and then everything becomes meaningless lifeless dull and u start to drift back into that dark void , sucking life out of your system like a black hole -JL
    EternallyEphemeral EternallyEphemeral 26-30, F Aug 12, 2015

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    I Hate This Man

    Almost 3 years ago, I decided to give myself a chance in a relationship. I had suffered a terrible heartbreak from the man I loved with all my heart. I fell in lust with a beautiful man that listened to me encouraged me and made me feel like the beautiful woman that I am. ...
    BrownEyes727 BrownEyes727 22-25 1 Response Feb 22, 2009

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    I Am Learning How to Be "Me" Without "Him."

    Last October, I broke up with my high school sweetheart. We had been together for two years - always together, even though my mother disapproved of the relationship and forbade me from seeing him. I lost a lot because of him. I was in love. I foolishly tied my...
    Chassant Chassant 18-21, F 1 Response May 18, 2009

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    Me???

    I have lost me. I don't know where and I'm not sure when. I'm not the same happy go lucky person I once was. I can't take the slings and arrows of life like I once did. Hell lately I don't know who I am. I'm not the fun-loving, flirty, upbeat person that I was not so...
    lonesomeloser66 lonesomeloser66 41-45, M 5 Responses Dec 25, 2009

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    Living With Depression

    Child abuse and being molested ( @ 6 years old) has caused major depression in my life (now 60) I am trying to find myself again as well I spent about 2 million dollars helping people to try and make friends and to pull myself out of my pity party This didn't work after 30 years...
    whatswrongwith whatswrongwith 61-65 1 Response Jun 17, 2013

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    Life Is Short and I Don't Want to Be a Loser

    I am trying to find myself after years of taking care of everyone else. I have no hobbies, interests, activities or close friends. I have been a wife and a mother for the past 20 years. I have worked during that time, but never found time to nurture my friendships or when I did...
    losermomwife losermomwife 41-45 4 Responses Nov 13, 2008

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    Reflective Glass

    I did find myself. I was right where I left me. So, without giving it too much thought, I went to run some errands. You know, it is just like me to do things. While I was on my way out the door, I distinctly remember seeing myself in the bathroom last. Knowing that when...
    EricS EricS 31-35, M 21 Responses Dec 29, 2008

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    I'm Trying

    I'm trying,Yes to find myself,Lost again,If I don't turn up,Please,Send a search party!
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Feb 28, 2012

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    I don't want to fall into the trap if giving someone a million "second chances".... It's funny how some people will only try harder when they feel the danger of losing something...
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    I almost always find myself more attracted to men who are at least 10 or more years older than me, than guys my own age. Aside from the aesthetically appealing qualities, to me...
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    My Dad once told me the only way to rid of spiders in my bed was to eat an orange, that they hated the smell of citrus. One night I was so terrified of bugs tickling my skin that I...
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    Why can't I shout anymore? I write to express my feelings, yet I find myself lulling the noise as I pick up my pen. I wonder if I'm afraid to see myself ugly. I wonder if...
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    Especially 2 year ago I'm all depressed and stuff but then I woke up with a good feeling and I tried going to church and the funny thing is it works haha I mean I'm not very...
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    bongolongo bongolongo 26-30, F 3 days ago

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    They say when one door closes, another opens. At this point in my life, I'll settle for a fricking window and a step stool
    Lloorrii2 Lloorrii2 41-45, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    ....with life, many times. So far, I'm still here. Pointless really, but nevertheless I've got nothing better to do, than try not to screw up my sons' lives more than I would if I...
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    I know that I'm attracted to guys. I have a guy, so that's besides the point. Sometimes I find myself thinking about women. Not sure if it's a phase or if it's something that I'm...
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    I'm learning to be myself again. It'll take a lot of patience...Lord knows I need that, but it will be a beautiful journey.
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    ...simply stated. i find myself worrying so much about the smallest things. the bible says to do this and it's for our own good. i pray that Jesus will give me the strength and...
    coffeeonice coffeeonice 31-35, F 1 Response Feb 4

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    I feel like I lost who I am, but I can't figure out where. I need to find myself, I'm tired of being emotionless and watching everyone around me succeed and live their life. I feel...
    DaisyKaine DaisyKaine 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 3

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    I feel that most people in my life are only there due to convenience. I don't feel any "bond" or connection with even my closest friends and family anymore. I know it's my fault...
    Sparklyblueunicorns Sparklyblueunicorns 22-25, F 5 Responses Feb 3

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    i used to appreciate what i liked and enjoyed and respected myself. now...i need that again.
    coffeeonice coffeeonice 31-35, F Feb 3

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    To figure out who I am and I truly want not passively accepting what others want for me. I am gradually searching to fulfill my long term life aspirations and be my authentic self...
    moonlightflower moonlightflower 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 2

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    My "Goodbye" letter to my ex husband: Dear ___________ , I have loved you with an intensity second to none. You were my soul mate, my best friend, my other half. I thought we...
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    I'm learning how to love myself again. I had it down but my boss bullied me for years at work and sucked my self esteem dry. I don't have friends or family or support so doing this...
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    I find myself staying up really late and can't sleep until After I please myself.. Am I the only one?
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    Ok this statement couldn't be more true. My post is going to be a confusing one.. As some of you have read my past posts I seem to still love someone who clearly doesn't want me...
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    find myself laughable whilst trying to improve my vocabulary. probably used 6985368 words in the wrong context within the past 24's😂
    samanthaannemccann samanthaannemccann 16-17, F Jan 31

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    It seems so simple, self-explanatory, and obvious, doesn't it? Loving oneself sounds like something that should come totally naturally. I have found that mindfulness helps me stay...
    rebekahanastasia rebekahanastasia 18-21, F 6 Responses Jan 30

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    I just went through a bad breakup. He physically and verbally abused me during the relationship. Yet, I still love him so much and I want the best for him. I know I'm not ready yet...
    MonicaGeller13 MonicaGeller13 18-21, F 8 Responses Jan 30

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    My dad and I just talked for 20 minutes. I love my dad. He is a great guy who loves his family. My mom died of lung cancer six years ago. He remarried about six months after...
    Doomflower Doomflower 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 27

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