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I Am Trying To Find Reason To Smile

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 24 People

    I am nervous, and upset.

    Can't figure out how to get rid of these feelings.
    blindangel92 blindangel92 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 14, 2015

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    People say I just don't know what the reason is.
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    i have a thing for smiles. especially people with big lips. sometimes, i even stare at a person and wait for them to smile. even sometimes, i pick a funny movie to watch just so i...
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    My default mood is Eeyore and I wear it well. I'll give people a smile, not because I'm happy, but because I absolutely hate having folks trying to figure out why I'm so sad. I...
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    I cant find humanity in this world .Where is humanity where did it disappear ?Those people that are dying because of the war what is their fault .Humanity is hidden and someone has...
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