What is it when the creator of your universe denies you the rewards that come from your hard work and suffering?
This is how I feel in my life right now. Like God's denying me access to a place I deserve, no matter what I do. Perhaps I don't deserve it though, but I've...
I am trying to get it together
Trying my best to sail this ship
Out of the stormy weather
And I am trying to go on
Doing by damnedest to be strong
When my world is collapsing around me
And everything has gone wrong
I have to pull myself
Back out of the gutter
And sail this ship...