I Am Trying to Keep It Together

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    I literally have class in 8 minutes

    and I'm trying to calm myself before I breakdown. I just have to get through these two and a half hours and then I'll let my emotions do whatever they want but I have never lost it around anyone but myself and I will not be doing it today... Hold it together Alicia, hold it...
    Shygirl917 Shygirl917
    22-25, F
    Mar 25, 2014

    Putting yourself through

    so much for one person but never being enough and I'm still here waiting like your going to come save me, when will my heart except your long gone. With her.
    katehelen katehelen
    18-21, F
    May 16, 2015


    B must keep it together . keep it together . no tears . don't go off on anyone . keep it together . ***** says this to myself********
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    2 Responses Apr 14, 2010

    And I Will

    It's hard. And I'm trying, but I will keep it together. And I have to, because no one else is gonna do it for me, I've gotta be strong like they say I am!
    WiltingBlossom WiltingBlossom
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Nov 29, 2010

    Corpse of the Undead Zombie

      Corpse of the undead Zombie which is me wrap in my obsolete skin with no insides and cast iron heart which does not beat a single beat, a mask to hide the scares of my life to make people think everything ok when its not. The only way was to closing the door on...
    Femlog Femlog
    36-40, F
    May 26, 2009

    But It Is Very Hard.....

    I am really struggling at the moment. I have an 18 year old sister who is mentally unwell. My parents are in denial despite her attempting suicide a few months back. I listen to her talk of how suicidal she feels and it is really tough and hard going. I have no partner or friends...
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    2 Responses May 8, 2012

    It is very difficult to quit smoking

    when my bf is such a heavy chain smoker! I try yet it's really difficult. I got a cheap vaporizer and it's helping just not there yet. I guess I'm hard on myself but I should've quit years ago. I am disappointed in myself. I guess I just thought I had more time and stronger will...
    kayegela kayegela
    36-40, F
    May 30, 2015

    I tried to do it alone.

    I tried to play by all the right rules. Im over being someone that I am not, I'm doing what works for me and my kids.
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    1 Response Jan 14, 2016

    Trying Does Not Equal Success

    I try, yes. But do I succeed? No. Sometimes, of course there are little moments when I seem together. And sometimes I actually feel like I am, until I fall apart again. I may be in pieces, but I still function. I just wish I felt brand new again.
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    1 Response Jun 19, 2009


    Tomorrow my favourite person in the world is going to make a huge life altering mistake and there is nothing I can do about it. I can't stop him or talk to him or anyone about it. All I can do is try and keep it together and get through tomorrow, hoping I'm wrong and all goes...
    sezziy sezziy
    22-25, F
    May 29, 2009

    Trying to Keep It Together

    Do not ask me questions on this, my twisted blast from the past. I do not like who I am or where I am at this moment it time, me brain is going ten to the dozen. Wanting to cry but the tears are at the back and bottom of my eyes, in an away I think it does not ask questions on...
    Femlog Femlog
    36-40, F
    May 23, 2009

    I have anxiety. Bad. I wasn't always this way.

    ..so social situations make me feel like I'm going to implode.
    mommyraquel mommyraquel
    Feb 25, 2015
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