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I Am Trying To Prove I Am Not Bipolar

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    cainj312 cainj312 22-25, M Jan 18

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    Overcoming Bipolar Disorder

    Every day I'm going to write more about the expereinces I have gone through over the last 10 years.From teenage years to young adult years....from being reckless and in love to being a mother and in love.I was diagnosed at 16 as being bipolar....about 2 weeks after my 50 year...
    butterflydejavu butterflydejavu 26-30, F 2 Responses Sep 22, 2010

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    so I'm not sure how to cope with this anymore and I am looking for support. . my fiance has bipolar disorder from being over seas... he has recently smashed my cell phone against...
    Ampantlin Ampantlin 22-25, F 4 hrs ago

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    Confused, distraught, helpless, alone, judged, restless, tired, wired, but most of all frightened. I don’t know how to process that I have a disease that has no cure. A disease I...
    Isabellarose94 Isabellarose94 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 30

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    I am in a new (3 months) relationship with a guy that I immediately felt a strong connection with and fell in love with quickly. I adore him! But our relationship has been very...
    raveybaby78 raveybaby78 36-40, F Feb 1

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    I have always been smart. I never really had to try in school and even though my symptoms began early on, I was always able to compensate for them. Then came 8th grade. I had...
    julesgray julesgray 18-21, F Feb 10

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    i have moodswings that are not normal and one day when some kid bothered me about my shoes i almost killed him and then i suddenly turned manic with happiness of what i've done and...
    stella2b3 stella2b3 13-15, F 5 Responses Jan 28

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    I've been in treatment for years and nothing seems to work. I go through my manic episodes so full of energy and wanting to try new things like learn to play piano or go back to...
    angelique422 angelique422 22-25, F 4 days ago

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    I was diagnosed as Bipolar in October 1997. As a young child I had been anxious and prone to make myself sick at the least provocation. In my late teens I finally found some...
    abscuramma abscuramma 41-45, F 1 Response Feb 4

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    I'm not sure if anyone has shared this but I found Dr.Roger Sparhawks book, calm seas to be extremely informative on bipolar. with years of clinicals under his belt he described...
    AllOutWar AllOutWar 22-25, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I married my wife almost 27 years ago. Over the years she has done some pretty out of character things. I guess the first time was after we were married about 5 years. My daughter...
    shohawk shohawk 46-50, M 21 hrs ago

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    My mother is a dragon. No one escapes her fire. Everything in life is everyone else's fault. Professional victim, whining about everything to her wine glass. She has a growing...
    bottledhaterade bottledhaterade 22-25, F Feb 18

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    I had to see many diffent psychiatrists psychologists and counselors, all of whom having different approaches and opinions and different meds for me to take. I was diagnosed with...
    jayciedubb jayciedubb 46-50, M 2 Responses Feb 6

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    I'm not sure what being bipolar is but my friends say I'm bipolar.
    Adridee Adridee 16-17, F 2 days ago

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    My MrB changed the look in his eyes he had for me the moment i heard him say to me quietly who told him i had bipolar.... I didnt realist it then all that was in my head then was...
    missiDbmx missiDbmx 36-40, F 2 days ago

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    Trying to interact with my husband is a nightmare, I just feel like I don't exist. He's just been a right snappy arsehole to me because I asked him a question, which he gave me a...
    Jenezebel Jenezebel 26-30, F 15 hrs ago

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    I do not think that my situation is special, though it sometimes feels that way. I am going through a divorce, the filing of the finalization papers is probably tomorrow - though...
    Imperator44 Imperator44 31-35, M 5 days ago

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    I haven't been on here for so long, I used to be here everyday every moment almost. I had nothing, I had broken into so many pieces that I had nothing left to break. I had no hope...
    lily449 lily449 18-21, F Feb 6

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    I haven't been on here for so long, I used to be here everyday every moment almost. I had nothing, I had broken into so many pieces that I had nothing left to break. I had no hope...
    lily449 lily449 18-21, F Feb 6

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    I'm trying to stay out my feelings but it keep stirring up like please just for once can I control myself ?!
    shoptillyoudrop1997 shoptillyoudrop1997 18-21, F Feb 6

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    Sometimes I wonder why everyone else in the world has it easier than me. I've grown up in relatively abject poverty surrounded by great amounts of wealthy people. I've never had...
    thegreatestidiot thegreatestidiot 18-21, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Hard one this morning, getting up but it's about self control ...remind myself my brain chemistry is damaged....can't trust my negative illogical feelings. Today is a combination...
    MrHeartaFire MrHeartaFire 41-45, M 3 Responses Feb 3

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    And today I have won....not entirely but I am smiling now . Wrote last post about 3.5hrs ago ...it's just a shadow that I can't get rid of but...bipolar depression... Can't keep me...
    MrHeartaFire MrHeartaFire 41-45, M Feb 3

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    I've been getting these really intense mood swings, like one moment I'll be really angry at my friends and never want to see them again, and the next I'll love them and never want...
    LopsidedLollipop LopsidedLollipop 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 3

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    Honestly I have no idea if I am ...I just know that sth is wrong. Every few months I just get really depressed for at least a week or two. I have no idea what triggers it , it...
    ladymerylin ladymerylin 18-21, F Feb 13

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    I am getting treatment for possible bipolar disorder after a second extremely depressive episode inside of a year. The thing is.. my psychiatrist said that he is not ready to make...
    TheRedsGoMarchingIn TheRedsGoMarchingIn 18-21, M 4 Responses Feb 18

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    I'm struggling. I think I have Bipolar disorder. About 2 months ago, I finally plucked up the courage to get help as it was getting to much for me. Long story cut short, for a VERY...
    dte21 dte21 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 18

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    I'm starting to believe that the doctor might be right about me having bipolar disorder. I had a really good 3 weeks and then today I crashed for no reason. I hadn't been suicidal...
    thornedrose thornedrose 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 18

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    I have a constant cycle where I start at a stable-ish mood and then I work up the manic ladder and then crash and im depressed for about a month after which I move back up to a...
    madimase madimase 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 19

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    I have bipolar and recently moved my boyfriend in who was battling pancrietus i had a traumatic relationship with my ex which led to my baby bring adopted and my oldest had been in...
    missiDbmx missiDbmx 36-40, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Be careful when a naked person offers you his shirt. (African Proverb) They tried to bury us, they didnt know we were seeds. (Mexican Proverb)
    AcousticAnne AcousticAnne 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 29

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    -Understand where people are coming from -Learn from your mistakes -Don't beat yourself up all the time or be too hard on yourself -Be yourself -Don't live in the past -don't...
    torr62 torr62 13-15, F Feb 1

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    David DeMulle' is a successful entrepreneur, who has proved his proficiency in diverse fields. In 1985, he set up the first toner cartridge refilling company in the United States...
    bartonsmith bartonsmith 31-35, M Feb 5

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    You just did. You were right on a few accounts but I did not deserve what you've just said. If you only knew how some people would've reacted to what I've just said, I'm pretty...
    trAnSyLvanIanconcuBinE trAnSyLvanIanconcuBinE 26-30, F Feb 16

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    We all are trying in our own ways. For me it seems all I have been doing is trying to change and grow and improve. I am trying to not get stuck in the past. I am trying to...
    MKbookworm MKbookworm 13-15, F Feb 5

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    It's a complicated thing, trying to find yourself. Unsure of what you need to do to figure it all out, trying to separate yourself from everything and really decide what you need...
    misspaperwait misspaperwait 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 11

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    The life is all about that, right? Being at least a step further now as you was yesterday. Improving yourself by sensing, experiencing and doing things you've never done before...
    rolandback rolandback 41-45, M 1 Response Jan 29

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    I'm trying to do nice things each day and instill better habits for a more positive mind and so that ican manifest the life I want I think that achieving this will lead to a...
    zeitgeist211 zeitgeist211 18-21, F Feb 1

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    This is probably the best before and after picture that I could find of myself. Well, I tried. Haha. I feel uncomfortable when it comes to full body because I just don't like the...
    courtsley courtsley 18-21, F 35 Responses Feb 4

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    Every day, I am trying to not hate my body, and to not hate the number on the scale. I refuse to weigh in anymore. I'll start weighing in on Tuesday nights only. Once a week. I am...
    obscureriddle obscureriddle 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 11

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    I started of eating a lot like eating half a pizza and I was constantly eating even mid night when I visited my friend in another Country and than I started eating mc Donald's and...
    minniekoala minniekoala 22-25, F Feb 11

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    Trying to understand why things have ended up the way they are. When I was made this way and what the plan is for me. Some days can be really confusing trying to figure out ones...
    beenhereb4 beenhereb4 22-25, F Feb 16

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    It's so weird to feel so sure of your way, yet so lost at the same time. I am pretty young, yet I know exactly what I want to do and where I want to go in the future. I've planned...
    VolumeChi VolumeChi 13-15, F 5 days ago

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    My husband was injured at work three years ago, he has now had back surgery. This is my second marriage, we have been married almost ten years. I work full time, but needless to...
    stephz1 stephz1 36-40, F Jan 29

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    I am transgender and I am trying to become he woman i was meant to be I am raising money for my srs and more clothing I have a fundme.com account on line I am working so hard to.
    Sacgirl22 Sacgirl22 26-30, T Jan 29

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