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I Am Trying To Prove I Am Not Bipolar

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    cainj312 cainj312 22-25, M Jan 18

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    Overcoming Bipolar Disorder

    Every day I'm going to write more about the expereinces I have gone through over the last 10 years.From teenage years to young adult years....from being reckless and in love to being a mother and in love.I was diagnosed at 16 as being bipolar....about 2 weeks after my 50 year...
    butterflydejavu butterflydejavu 26-30, F 2 Responses Sep 22, 2010

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    Confused, distraught, helpless, alone, judged, restless, tired, wired, but most of all frightened. I don’t know how to process that I have a disease that has no cure. A disease I...
    Isabellarose94 Isabellarose94 18-21, F 17 hrs ago

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    The road to my diagnosis was a long and rocky journey. I've had problems with depression since I was a teenager. My parents just wrote it off as me being a moody kid. During my...
    Imagine20 Imagine20 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 10

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    I'm fully aware what bipolar is but is it possible to think that you actually have it ? I have been diagnosed with depression but I believe there is more to it.. Has anyone been...
    demie18 demie18 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 11

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    I have been reading people's stories with no energy to write at all. I have been seeing a guy for 4 yrs. at first it felt like we were soul mates. we clicked n he was so...
    zamalishas zamalishas 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 18

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    i have moodswings that are not normal and one day when some kid bothered me about my shoes i almost killed him and then i suddenly turned manic with happiness of what i've done and...
    stella2b3 stella2b3 13-15, F 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    So, I've been really reluctant to post anything here but I'm just taking a leap of faith I guess. Two years ago, I was extremely depressed and was getting suicidal and I wrote a...
    BryannaC BryannaC 18-21, F a week ago

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    I have never posted a blog entry in my life but I need support from people who understand mental illness. I cannot stand being bipolar. I ******* hate it! It is exhausting and...
    Bipolartype2 Bipolartype2 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 16

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    A Proverbs 31 Woman....my desire for my future husband and family!!! 1. Faith - A Virtuous Woman serves God with all of her heart, mind, and soul. She seeks His will for her life...
    sunnycaramelo sunnycaramelo 46-50, F 9 Responses Jan 15

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    I really hate being Bipolar. I honestly don't really know anyone who likes it, but who knows. I am someone who likes know why and why not for almost everything. like everything has...
    AfraidOfMyOwnMind AfraidOfMyOwnMind 16-17, F 3 Responses Jan 20

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    Here I sit in a dilemma I often do to myself my ambitions have outweighed my capabilities.(if you're a grammar nut pls stop here) I'm bipolar and currently not medicated which has...
    tater08 tater08 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 21

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    The VA can't afford for all veterans to be diagnosed with PTSD, so before finally caving and giving me this diagnosis, which is more acceptable for a veteran, I was accused of...
    Stella30 Stella30 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 22

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    If you've read my previous stories you already know that i'm a crossdresser and that i'm not happy that it's seen in a negative way, like people think that people who do it are...
    shadowhero92 shadowhero92 22-25, M Jan 18

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    I had a major breakdown a couple of days ago and my family had to call the ambulance cause I was completely out of it. We were almost at the hospital when I began coming back to my...
    lily449 lily449 18-21, F Jan 3

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    It's hard to admit you're bipolar, nobody seems to believe me when I tell them. I don't take meds, I'm not sure I believe they really work, not for me anyway. They seem to kill my...
    Katree7 Katree7 26-30, F 3 Responses Dec 30, 2014

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    Does anyone else feel as if they are judged for their illness? Sometimes I feel as if I have to keep it all a secret... I don't let many people in, especially not about my past or...
    behindthesegemineyes behindthesegemineyes 18-21, F Jan 1

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    I dont know if this qualifies as being Bipolar but I share ma body with "myself". Meaning- its like I have to make decisions but I fight with maself. And when I make up ma mind...
    Adridee Adridee 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 1

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    I go through a roller-coaster of emotions everyday, sad than happy than angry to joyful. I'll have days when I can't stand the idea of people being around me or even getting out of...
    irishblackwolf irishblackwolf 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 3

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    The crazy thing about being bipolar and having people that care about you is the over analyzation. The why you woke at 4 instead of 5 is something wrong with you. Why are you...
    dburger dburger 26-30, M Jan 5

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    My mother has bipolar and sometimes admits it. Most of the time she won't. Two days ago she threatened to kill herself if I didn't give into her demands. She puts herself in...
    rudereplica rudereplica 31-35, F Jan 7

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    Experiencing bipolar symptoms. Ive been great for a month or two, lately these past few days ive been feeling depressed. Tonight i cried for the first time in a year. I was...
    TonyMontanah TonyMontanah 13-15, M 1 Response Jan 8

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    This is the time when my depression got the best in me! It's been so long from my last depression! I thought i am all cured until the beginning of this year! I had a huge fight...
    LovelyLilly13 LovelyLilly13 22-25, F Jan 13

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    I apologize in advance because I know this will be a long post. My fiancé and I have been together for a little over a year,she was diagnosed with bipolar1 with psychotic features...
    Suzuki437 Suzuki437 46-50, F 3 Responses Jan 16

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    Bipolar Sucks The one day that I'm feeling sick I can't be for fear my girls will make daddy mad because he's feeling "off" today. This sucks so much and makes me want to cry. So...
    Cilly32 Cilly32 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 18

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    I feel like my bipolar is ruining my relationship. I never know if I want to be with my gf or if the feelings are even there anymore and it's driving me mad. Anyone else been thru...
    HarrySavage96 HarrySavage96 18-21, M 5 Responses Jan 19

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    So the last few days have been hell for me because i don't know where i am with my bipolar, all i know is i have spent money i did't have which got me in trouble with my husband...
    BrokenWildChild BrokenWildChild 36-40, M Jan 19

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    I suffer with bipolar type 2 . For the last 3 years it was diagnosed with just pmdd. It's been so hard writing about it makes me want to tear up. It's hard to talk to someone about...
    final666 final666 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 20

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    I find it exhausting have so much going on in my mind, but no words or energy to express. I feel crazy with every thought that passes. I feel judged with every stare, pat or...
    honestcloud honestcloud 26-30, F Jan 21

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    So for the first time in my life I sought treatment for bipolar. I was put on meds. I gotta say. Damn I wish I'd of done this yrs ago! I feel calm. I don't feel that rage or...
    WickedlilAngel WickedlilAngel 31-35, F 5 Responses Jan 22

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    I think I am bipolar. I feel depressed and angry easily over thoughts in my head, 99.9% on how people have treated me with rudeness, betrayal, indifference and unfairness. In...
    Ssslm Ssslm 26-30, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I get mixed episodes a lot and my doctor told me that I have mixed bipolar and I was wondering what do your mixed episodes feel like? mine feel like extreme agitation like I can't...
    danielle18 danielle18 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    Bipolar 2 here, overcoming or at least dealing :)
    Stufy Stufy 46-50 1 Response 1 day ago

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    My dream is to prove everyone wrong. My goal is for everyone's eyes to be wide open with their expressions on their faces full of surprise and their mouths wide open. I'll...
    torr62 torr62 13-15, F Jan 4

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    A find it easier to remain in the dark crevasses of my mind as escape has proven impossible on my own.
    HermausMora HermausMora 18-21, M Jan 6

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    Nobody else is going to love you as much as you so you have to love yourself the best you can. Having support from others makes it easier to accept yourself, but that only helps if...
    c0nfus3d22 c0nfus3d22 18-21, F 5 Responses Jan 13

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    Be careful when a naked person offers you his shirt. (African Proverb) They tried to bury us, they didnt know we were seeds. (Mexican Proverb)
    50ShadesOfAnne 50ShadesOfAnne 26-30, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I know it's normal to feel worried about your future, but I'm overwhelmingly anxious. I try not to worry about things that I can't control but I can't help it. Since my parents...
    DarkGoddesss DarkGoddesss 18-21, F Jan 18

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    My wife wants me to sleep with other women. I'm 34, she's 34, we have a daughter, and I think we fight too much. She is very touchy about any time I even bring up our lack of...
    RealColonelMustard RealColonelMustard 31-35, M Jan 8

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    Lol I'm trying to change my life away from this hole I've dug myself into... But I can't do it all at once. I've never been good at organizing, so I'd like it if someone could help...
    MonkeyGirl0909 MonkeyGirl0909 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 1

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    Ugh, figuring myself out and trying to be okay with it and trying not to worry so much about it is so draining and difficult. I think I've discovered a new part of myself and it's...
    figuringmyselfout figuringmyselfout 18-21 1 Response Jan 7

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    I've been trying to talk to other guys. It helps a little bit, but still all I can think about is my ex. I still cry. He doesn't care about me. He wants to come pick up the rest of...
    EmilyPouliot EmilyPouliot 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 9

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    I have been trying to reconnect with my oldest friend but she just doesn't seem to care. its both our falts that we lost contact and I'm trying to fix it but she seems not...
    bw32 bw32 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 11

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    I am trying to find the person I used to be. I lost my identity over the last 15 years and have been trying to figure out what I actually like and what I will gladly leave behind...
    kelbase kelbase 36-40, F 3 Responses Jan 14

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    Had a get 1 hour visit with my "girlfriend" tonight, plus a couple of nice talks. The fact that she left to go home to her other live in boyfriend has once again left me feeling...
    DrHowl DrHowl 51-55, M 1 Response Jan 20

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