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I Am Trying To Prove I Am Not Bipolar

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    cainj312 cainj312 22-25, M Jan 18

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    Overcoming Bipolar Disorder

    Every day I'm going to write more about the expereinces I have gone through over the last 10 years.From teenage years to young adult years....from being reckless and in love to being a mother and in love.I was diagnosed at 16 as being bipolar....about 2 weeks after my 50 year...
    butterflydejavu butterflydejavu 26-30, F 2 Responses Sep 22, 2010

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    I have recently found out that I am bipolar and have been going through several medications to try and treat it but so far none have been right for me. It is very difficult to deal...
    JCP2 JCP2 22-25, M 2 Responses May 3

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    I was seeing psychiatrist that acted as a therapist for a few months and he seemed to believe that I have bipolar. I recently changed psychiatrists because I couldn't afford the...
    ddshaw ddshaw 18-21, F 2 Responses May 4

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    My bipolar makes me hate everything and everyone. I know it's not really me that hates so much, my bipolar has hijacked my brain and has filled it with so much hatred, anger, doubt...
    bipolarPeter bipolarPeter 31-35, M May 9

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    Around the time when I was 8-10, my father was diagnosed with the Bipolar disorder. My father was really depressed and me and my mom started to notice it. Sometime before or after...
    MyBFFLovesTurtles MyBFFLovesTurtles 13-15, F 1 Response May 6

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    Specifically, I was diagnosed with Bipolar Spectrum Disorder; I live with bipolar type two and a borderline personality disorder (BPD.) I first exhibited symptoms in 2002 and...
    grindhound grindhound 22-25, T May 12

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    This is the first time I've ever seen anything like this. If someone told me a few weeks ago I'd need to find support, education, and people in a similar situation to mine for...
    EmmaGuerra EmmaGuerra 22-25, F May 20

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    I live a strange life. On the outside I try to smile, to be friendly, and to just love the people around me. On in the side I'm angry, I'm frustrated, I'm aggravated, and I'm...
    zerosolution zerosolution 36-40, M 1 Response May 14

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    I recently started outpatient therapy in an adolescence mental hospital. I left my former therapist for this and was pretty nervous to meet my new therapist. I've already done a...
    littlebird88 littlebird88 13-15, F May 1

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    I got my diagnosis today. Bipolar with psychosis and mixed episodes. I already knew it anyway. But they won't help me. No meds, months until I can see a psychologist. I'm pissed of...
    animamia animamia 31-35, F 1 Response May 5

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    Bipolar Disorder Type II, anxiety, and adult ADD. I currently see a Psychologist and a Psychiatrist and have my disorders fairly under control.
    n266459 n266459 36-40, M 1 Response May 7

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    Hi everyone, I just found this site. I am 28 and bipolar 2, with symptoms of hypomania, depression, and anxiety, and mixed mania. My anxiety attacks used to be crippling. I also...
    TheMeanReds28 TheMeanReds28 26-30, F 2 Responses May 9

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    I can be fine one minute, and the next I flip into a monster with so much anger inside not knowing why, and then I can start crying for no reason. is either I'm bipolar or I'm just...
    crazy4love crazy4love 22-25, F 1 Response May 11

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    So an update on my bipolar and meds. I was having small ups and downs. but what bothered me more were the lows. I had gotten up to 900mgs (3x 300mgs a day) of trilepital. up to 20...
    WickedlilAngel WickedlilAngel 31-35, F 2 Responses May 12

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    I have been diagnosed with Bipolar II
    nitsyrk18 nitsyrk18 18-21, F May 17

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    I had my second serious manic attack for the past few months. I lost friends but I'm happy to say that I gained True Ones. I am rebuilding my life right now because of the...
    sakura379 sakura379 18-21, F 1 Response May 18

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    My daughter is bipolar - most of the time she is ok with medication. But when she has a bad day I find it really difficult to cope with
    freefish21 freefish21 46-50, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    It is humiliating. I am so ashamed of my mood swings. It takes away all confidence. One day I'm superwoman then I want to die. How I can I show face? How can I face the world...
    stufy stufy 46-50 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    I had a bipolar partner. He was obsessive and needy and lied and lied and lied. We split up almost 2 years ago, but lately we've been talking a bit and the new medications he is on...
    4science 4science 18-21, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I've been trying for so long. It is really starting to deteriorate not only my mind and emotions, but now also physically. I can barely eat, I cannot sleep. My depression is...
    Alexz72 Alexz72 22-25, F 2 Responses May 6

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    I'm at home now, ******** down to get comfortable. Got some packing done but now I am so tired. I'm trying to find a lady to drive me and my car up to Minneapolis, Minnesota from...
    turnpike1971 turnpike1971 41-45, M May 5

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    It's been 6 days since our last contact.I'm at the point of trying to let him go slowly,but its hard when your emotionally invested in that person.My heart is trying to understand...
    KAYDUBAU KAYDUBAU 31-35, F 2 Responses May 7

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    I am trying to be strong, i am trying to keep going on, but ive been doing this for to long, how can i go on...
    lynnewolf99 lynnewolf99 16-17, F May 7

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    I'm trying so hard to correct my mind set. I'm trying to be cool but all I want to do is vent and get things off of my chest. Everything seems to be an annoyance to me. I'm...
    Niran3 Niran3 22-25, M May 18

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    I'm seriously trying to eat healthier and exercise regularly, hopefully in the long run it'll help me loss weight and be healthier mentally. I'm putting a lot of effort into this...
    lovetodraw19 lovetodraw19 18-21, F May 18

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    And I'm trying, which is actually going good. I'm trying to think as positive as I can and think as less as I can about negative things. It's been helping me cause I see that I...
    IrwinsScars IrwinsScars 16-17, F 6 days ago

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    I've been broken into pieces for years but it's time to dust myself off and fix myself up. I want to work on my confidence so I can do all the little things everyone else does that...
    kdauthor kdauthor 18-21, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    being single is a disease, am new here trying to make things happen in a good way
    brown00012 brown00012 36-40, M Apr 29

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    Trying not succeeding so much...
    ZachCrip ZachCrip 16-17, M Apr 30

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    I'm trying to be happy . It's very hard but I have to do it . Even if I pretend it's alright even if it isn't . Life is hard.
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 1

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    I've been going to my dads pretty much every day for the past 6 months. and I still don't feel that my siblings care about me as much as I care about them. Then make me get so...
    tyman512 tyman512 16-17, M May 2

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    It's hard and frustrating but I'm trying to be positive. It's turning into depression but I'm fighting it off.
    Keystomyheart Keystomyheart 31-35, F 6 Responses May 4

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    I try to keep up with meditating every day on the regular and commit to doing so until i have opened my third eye, one day while i was meditating, i focused really hard and tryed...
    cameronight cameronight 26-30, M May 6

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    I'm always trying to be a better person, but some times its hard. but like someone once said " third time never fails " but they never told you that I would get my butt whooped for...
    btiny13 btiny13 13-15, F 3 Responses May 7

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    I'm trying to accept a lot of things right now. I try to accept the fact that my uncle died, that I can't change the past, and that I am too damn nice to people. I act as if I am...
    MichaelEgitto MichaelEgitto 13-15, M 1 Response May 7

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    Nearly 2 years ago I caught my step father filming me in the shower. Until now I can not comprehend why is my mother still with this man. I have moved out but happiness never found...
    rosepetalmarmalade rosepetalmarmalade 26-30, F 6 Responses May 8

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    im trying to be sociable but its really hard I can't keep my attention on anything for too long and can't keep a conversation going to save my life. it makes my whole life feel...
    hellokitty206 hellokitty206 18-21 May 9

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    I am trying to be strong, really I am, but every time I remember or see pictures of the past, I start to give in, seeing pictures of the future or of the present hurts....with each...
    MericaMan MericaMan 16-17, M 1 Response May 9

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    I'm trying so hard to lose we and eat healthy but thats hard to do when all my parents buy is junk food
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses May 10

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    I've been biting my lips for years, and trying to stop used to make it even worse. Last December 31st, I made a New Year's resolution: I bought 10 Babylips chapsticks and each time...
    StuckInABlender StuckInABlender 16-17, F 1 Response May 10

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