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I Am Trying To Prove I Am Not Bipolar

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    Overcoming Bipolar Disorder

    Every day I'm going to write more about the expereinces I have gone through over the last 10 years.From teenage years to young adult years....from being reckless and in love to being a mother and in love.I was diagnosed at 16 as being bipolar....about 2 weeks after my 50 year...
    butterflydejavu butterflydejavu 26-30, F 2 Responses Sep 22, 2010

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    I'm at a strange place in my life right now. I've spent the last 20 years battling bipolar disorder type 1. I know a lot of people are misdiagnosed and bipolar, especially type 2...
    SeaOfMonsters SeaOfMonsters 26-30, F 2 Responses Dec 11

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    My school wants me to talk at the mental health assembly about my story. I am not sure what to talk about. I remember when I first started showing symptoms. When I was 13 I was a...
    LandonS LandonS 16-17, M 5 Responses Dec 12

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    How many of you are surprised by this?Good! Thats exactly how I want to break this stigma over mental illness.As MrHeartaFire I have been struggling to see if I should share my...
    MrHeartaFire MrHeartaFire 41-45, M 4 Responses Dec 2

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    Let me start the post by saying thank you to BrokenOneX here on ep. She said she suspects I'm bipolar so I did some research and I have more than enough signs proving her...
    akaShaun akaShaun 16-17, M 6 Responses Dec 7

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    It bites hard. Meds made it worse. And heart attacks on seroquel. But they can debate diagnosis. Was in phoenix. Had a doctor. He left. New doctor came. She...
    OddlyScintilating OddlyScintilating 46-50, M Nov 24

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    Umm.. So it was beautiful, ofcourse at the start, as every relationship is.. but very soon at the initial stage she lost my trust. Not love, I just stopped trusting her but I didn...
    mak2512 mak2512 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 6

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    It seems like everyone has an opinion on my relationship; what it is, what it isn't, what's wrong with it and what I should be doing differently. The thing is, most people don't...
    MintedLeaves MintedLeaves 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    My younger brother has bipolar disorder, he's also my best friend in the entire world and one of the sweetest, most intelligent people I know. ❤️❤️ it has been an...
    pipeandbook pipeandbook 18-21, F Nov 30

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    I was diagnosed with bipolar in 2010 and was hospitalized once because of it. i'm feeling a lot better since then cuz I've been on medication. but I still doubt if I really have...
    kk52314 kk52314 26-30, M 2 Responses Dec 7

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    Bipolar 2. Not as bad as Bipolar 1, and so I just wanted to say I feel for those who have BP 1...
    immortalspirit immortalspirit 31-35, M 2 Responses Dec 9

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    I hate myself. I'm at a friends house and everyone is a sleep I'm here trying to find cigarettes, pills, or alcohol, to take away this feeling of loneliness. I don't know why I'm...
    sahr86 sahr86 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 13

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    I only had one episode, it's been 4 years. But it was scary. Not when I lived it though. It was like I had put myself to sleep and someone else had taken over. Not like depression...
    aloneforlong aloneforlong 22-25, F 3 days ago

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    I closed down my account less than a week ago. I guess I was just trying to convince myself that I'm better. But I am not better. I hurt, all the time and there is nothing I can do...
    lily449 lily449 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    I AM AND I AM NOT AFRAID TO USE IT lol just kidding but like really i am Bipolar like, really :)
    jadelynthompson jadelynthompson 13-15, F 2 Responses Nov 22

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    Ok. Too bipolar to read posts. Again. And too dark to go write. Dang mood swings.
    OddlyScintilating OddlyScintilating 46-50, M Nov 24

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    I've known I've had depression for the past fourteen years but only just discovered I have bipolar depression last year when I went manic and started doing crazy **** that almost...
    rpg456 rpg456 51-55, M Nov 26

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    I have a boyfriend who I think has bipolar disorder. He has mood swings, depressions and tendencies to isolate himself. When he is in good mood, he's very sweet and he adores me...
    cutejny cutejny 31-35, F 8 Responses Nov 30

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    Hi bipolar thing Can I I just feel one emotion for one day?! Not be in 8 moods in 7hrs. I don't wanna smile at people then turn around and be the devil I don't want to push away...
    fav777 fav777 18-21 Dec 3

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    Hi im bipolar. Whats your name? Instead of Hi im jack. Whats your name? I am a person too. Not stable yet But a person none the less
    ChangingFaces5 ChangingFaces5 22-25 Dec 4

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    It's exhausting. I get manic in the morning and then agitated and angry in the afternoon and depressed at night....everyday. I have abilify to help me sleep cuz without it I would...
    danielle18 danielle18 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 9

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    i have bipolar and all the kids in my school wen i was in public school they would make fun if me for it and my dad dont help with it i mean what kind of dad doesnt make a little...
    bvbarmy4lif33 bvbarmy4lif33 13-15, F Dec 9

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    My sister is bipolar, and when she is irritable, which is most of the time, she snaps at everything that our very energetic 5-year-old niece does. It is one thing to be that way...
    faststart1686 faststart1686 51-55, F 2 Responses Dec 10

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    Hi Iv had bipolar for the last five years and have come off my meds about three months ago. I'm doing well with a little bit of anxiety. Does anyone know if you can live well...
    bipolarpink bipolarpink 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 10

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    I'm really struggling lately. I'm type 2 bipolar and I'm finding it really hard to control my feelings. I keep lashing out at my boyfriend over silly things and everybody irritates...
    Tilly95 Tilly95 18-21, F Dec 12

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    I'm really struggling lately. I'm type 2 bipolar and I'm finding it really hard to control my feelings. I keep lashing out at my boyfriend over silly things and everybody irritates...
    Tilly95 Tilly95 18-21, F 4 Responses Dec 12

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    My son is almost 15. Years of knowing there was some mood disorder and we finally have more clear diagnosis. School is very tough. His bio dad is untreated and undiagnosed but...
    redheadinny1 redheadinny1 36-40, F Dec 14

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    I wish this thing said I HAVE bipolar disorder. I am not the disorder.
    mellowwwave mellowwwave 26-30, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I am type 1, diagnosed at 18. I was told then that I could live a relatively normal life if I took my medication daily, no matter how I felt. I have done that, and no, I have not...
    justjessa justjessa 31-35, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Does anyone see or hear things with bipolar. I see things that's not there and hear things. I started smelling cigaret smoke recently but I don't smoke. I hate smoke. But I noticed...
    Bipolarshon Bipolarshon 31-35, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    Memory issues. When your synaptic nerves have been traumatized and askewed...the chemical imbalance can reduce your cognitive ability. Hence my "grampa" moments: I repeat the same...
    MrHeartaFire MrHeartaFire 41-45, M 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I said my name was Emily Williams. I said I was David's girlfriend. I said I deleted my "other" account. Truth is it was never mine. I'm not Emily Williams. And David is not my...
    Imaliar2 Imaliar2 16-17, F Dec 5

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    I don't know where to start this off, but I'll just first say that I can't do anything remarkable. I'm not special. I'm not good at anything. I'm just ordinary. I try so hard to...
    torr62 torr62 13-15, F 2 Responses Dec 14

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    My parents argue, yes they love me and they think I can do it but they only say to make me feel better. One day I will prove that I can do it. Actually to all those people who have...
    Adam352 Adam352 18-21, M 2 days ago

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    One step at a time is good walking. - Chinese Proverb
    expressomarkie expressomarkie 46-50, M 2 Responses Dec 11

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    I can prove the authenticity of my photos and will only exchange with trustful people who can do the same. For real owners, it is easy for instance, showing a photo of the person...
    nenalola nenalola 41-45, M 8 Responses Dec 11

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    Just a simple little gesture decided on between us to prove we are both talking to women, and you will not be disappointed I assure you. :-) this applies to anyone looking for...
    Nikkigreen Nikkigreen 31-35, F 2 Responses Dec 13

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    I'm trying, I swear I'm trying but that doesn't seem to matter now a days. My world is collapsing and all I can do is watch it tumble down. I feel like I can't even give the most...
    palomaflys palomaflys 16-17, F Dec 2

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    Like a lot of adolescents, I spent most of those uncomfortable years of change agonising over my own orientation, trying to work out from others around me (without making it too...
    morea morea 22-25, F 3 Responses Dec 13

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    I think I been trying to forget so much that it is all catching up with me I am trying so hard to get on with my life I been breaking down a lot I cry all the time it don't matter...
    monica0215 monica0215 51-55, F 1 Response Nov 24

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    Ever since I was a child I've always thought that I would grow up to save the world from things like sickness, getting old, dying, haterd, envy, war, pollution, corruption, etc...
    MK25 MK25 22-25, M 5 Responses Nov 28

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    I'm working on being present. On living in the moment, but not in the way that justifies doing harmful, destructive things. Just living in the moment, in the purest sense. I'm...
    manzanilla manzanilla 18-21, F Nov 30

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    I realized something recently: I was wrong when I said I have no pity for anyone.I pity you if you look down on others from high above, thinking you are some kind of God when you...
    1alwaysdreaming 1alwaysdreaming 18-21, F 13 Responses Dec 5

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    I'm trying and trying I hope I don't do anything
    EternallyHeartBroken EternallyHeartBroken 13-15, F Dec 13

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    I am trying to be a good person. Some times I make mistakes. I will keep trying to do better next time.
    socialskillstraining socialskillstraining 56-60, M 5 days ago

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