I Am Turning Anti-love

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 157 People

    Death of a Romantic

    After my girlfriend broke up with me because she fell out of love with me, she told me that she didn't think she could ever have a serious relationship with anyone else because what we had was so beautiful and amazing and if she couldn't make it work with me she couldn't make it...
    ellebishop ellebishop
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Dec 11, 2007

    Words Are Meaningless

    I'm just tired of the all talk and no action.. i cant trust anyone, and im tired of being nice about it.. I've been single for a while now.. and I am more bitter than ever.. I dont miss be tied up to someone and dealing with their bs. Maybe i am just meant to be single
    freeman2228 freeman2228
    22-25, M
    Sep 28, 2010

    Pro-playa

    I'm about to start playing men because it's like...I can never find the right one. I'm always getting cheated on! For what reason? But then when I leave them, they ******* cry about how much they love me...what ******* ever....I'm halfway done with love...not forever though.
    Val3ntine Val3ntine
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Oct 6, 2010

    I'm Not An Addict

    Science shows that love is a chemical process. Some have even likened it to doing cocaine. I'm already addicted to coffee and cigarettes. I don't want to be addicted to anything else. I don't know, call me a hopeless romantic if you must, but the idea of "depending" on...
    joekamal joekamal
    31-35, M
    Mar 11, 2011

    Hate Love

    i married the bastatrd 4months ago in that time he has been physically violent with me while i battle breast cancer i know u think i probaly didnt know him that long but u would be wrong i been knowing him since 2007 everything is my fault i was just told last week i have pts...
    nodrama123 nodrama123
    36-40
    Nov 28, 2010

    Feeling

    It's normal to be mad with love and to think that you won't find someone or you wre really hurt by someone. But eventually you'll get over it. And if you don't and remain bitter, you'll have no one to blame but yourself for holding yourself back. Yes someone can hurt you really...
    Aminik Aminik
    31-35, F
    10 Responses Dec 11, 2007

    You People Make Me Sick >:(

    HOW DARE YOUR GROUP PICTURE BE A  DEAD BABY ANGEL >:( Who would shoot an Arrow in a BABY!!!! For shame.... *
    Jnrx Jnrx
    18-21
    1 Response May 30, 2011

    Story 1

    So I am new to this site, and I hope this one is better then the other ones i had. First some of my background would help i guess. •My name is Leigh-Anne but i liked to be called Lea. •I am 16 years of age. •i am "bisexual" •im into the whole emo/goth/scean/punk/cyber...
    U555I666 U555I666
    18-21, F
    Nov 1, 2013

    Really am.. I am absolutely hating the idea of

    it and I'm getting sick of it. It's useless and it's pointless. All that's gonna happen at the end is heartbreak and depression. Wouldn't you agree? *puts sign on heart and closes the store* oops. *throws the keys away* >:3
    allie1353 allie1353
    16-17, F
    1 Response Apr 22, 2014

    I'm Not Really Anti-love, But...

    Maybe the appeal of love is in thinking we can control others, that we can make them love us back. Perhaps we think that we are so special and so worthy, that we even deserve someone who praises us and adores us deeply on a daily basis. Maybe love, passion and lust grows deeper...
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick
    22-25
    1 Response Aug 11, 2012

    And I Have a Lover...

    My relationship started out so good.  Yes, we had our differences, but we had so much of a common bond.  Now, everything has changed.  My boyfriend has become so lazy---I have to prod him to look for a better job, remind him that our baby needs diapers, and gently...
    patchworkofmistakes patchworkofmistakes
    26-30, F
    4 Responses Dec 11, 2007

    Turning?

    Romantic love... I'm pretty skeptical. I think once the newness of a new "love" interest wears off, people are ready to move on.
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit
    31-35, F
    Oct 16, 2010

    It Terrifies Me.

    I will admit it: I'm afraid of love. I just don't know if I can really put my trust in something that I see failing all the time. My parents both had previous marriages. My best friend just broke up with her boyfriend of a year. I think if love was as great and strong and...
    volleyballa volleyballa
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Jun 30, 2008
    Meth09 Meth09
    18-21, F
    2 Responses May 26, 2014

    God, I Don't Want To.....

    I don't, I don't want to turn Anti-Love....... I want to love, and I want to believe in love.......  I don't want to shut my heart of from the thing I want most.......  Sometimes its just hard I guess.......
    TheWanderingSupertramp TheWanderingSupertramp
    26-30, M
    1 Response Apr 29, 2010

    Love

    Turns people against each other..... But more importantly...... IT'S A TRAP!!!! RUN!
    LifelessSource LifelessSource
    18-21, F
    Apr 19, 2011

    Lovers Are The Most Selfish People In This World

    hai friends.i am 23 years old from cochin.every body says so great about love.but for me love is the most selfish thing in the world.real epitome of selfishness.lovers dont think about others including their parents who sacrificed their life for their children.i had a sister...
    amalvarmann amalvarmann
    22-25, M
    1 Response Jan 11, 2010

    Hate To Be Like This !

    i have been with a guy for 5 years. everything was fine till he went outside for post graduation. he ended everything for no reason . i took me an year to come out of the depression . its been more than 2 years and i am still not out of it ... i between i had gone through many...
    roshali roshali
    18-21, F
    1 Response May 23, 2013

    Some Thoughts to Consider

    I'm trying not to get on the same boat with folks over here, although I'm very much tempted to. My thoughts on the matter, after reading the stories: We don't realize that personal relationships are given to us to deal with nastiest traits within us because it's when our...
    misasja misasja
    26-30, F
    2 Responses May 7, 2008

    Love? What Is This Thing Called 'love'?

    Seriously, I don't think I know what love is anymore. It's really sad though. I don't want to turn anti-love but little by little I feel myself becoming closer to this. It's because every time I'm in a relationship, I got hurt. I lost a friend because of love. Love sucks. 
    amethyst91 amethyst91
    18-21, F
    Sep 25, 2010

    Yes, Because It Seems to Me...

    Yes, because it seems to me (since yesterday) that nobody loves anybody. You date with someone, you live with someone, then someday, years later, this person feels that your kisses don't taste so good that there used to, and leaves you alone. You've been "consumed...
    Lalie Lalie
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jan 10, 2008

    Loveless: A Rant

    Can't see it nor feel it? NOT FUCKKING REAL
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick
    22-25
    6 Responses Sep 25, 2010

    Cold As Ice

    A few years ago my heart was broken by the man I loved. He wasn't just my boyfriend he was my bestfriend. He said I changed and left me for another person. I promised myself I would never let myself that close to another person again and have effectively kept the wall up around...
    Lunarmoon22 Lunarmoon22
    22-25, F
    1 Response May 27, 2013

    Wtf Is It?

    I dont even know wtf love is, I have never felt the eld butterflies and all the rest of it, I have never felt love for family members in the way other people do. I get needy  and want certain people around me and get attached but never in love, I just don't feel that way...
    PriestAzrael PriestAzrael
    22-25, M
    1 Response Sep 16, 2010

    If I Could...

    I would give love the middle finger for f**king me over so many times, then I would beat the sh*t out of it. But alas, love can not be personified. So, I take it out on the only thing here to take something out on... Me.
    drcynic drcynic
    26-30, M
    3 Responses Dec 12, 2007

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