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I Am Upset

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    My first day back and I realize one of my

    greatest friends has deleted his EP account and now he's gone forever and I may never see him again. He is completely gone. All cause EP cant handle my words. When I delete mine I want no words.
    Chpt16 Chpt16 16-17, M 3 Responses Apr 23

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    I despise it when people feel sorry

    for me. My life experience's does not leave me homeless or hungry. I am a widow it is not a life threatening disease!
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jun 29, 2014

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    Its one of those nights feeling nostalgic again,

    where i then start to think about all the people i disliked, all the people who hurt me, and all those people who stopped being friends with me. then seeing their Facebook and obsessing about keep checking it repeatedly seeing how much they are happier then me, how they have...
    hellokitty206 hellokitty206 18-21 May 25

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    My boyfriend told me over the phone he doesn't

    like the long distance between us and doesn't want to see me anymore. I told him I've got a job now and I can afford to see him more often but he doesn't see it. He's not a dickhead. Nice guy, funny, good to be around but just see's distance as an issue. I did fall in love with...
    Skin0Man1 Skin0Man1 18-21, M 1 Response May 7

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    I've barely hung out with a guy a few times.

    He said "to be honest so far your personality isn't that great. But I still just can't get you off my mind" at first I wasn't hurt bc I was in a bad mood some of the times I saw him but now I am ... Really hurt ....
    Justventingg Justventingg 18-21, F Jun 12

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    Yesterday was the worse morning to wake up.

    Today was just as bad remembering yesterday morning. Checked my final grades and I failed General Chemistry 2 for the second time. I cried so hard yesterday that even today it's hard to breathe deeply. I've always been bad at chemistry and I've really tried. I'm so sad to say...
    XxLionHeartxX XxLionHeartxX 18-21 2 Responses May 16

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    Why am I the one who is cursed?

    Saddled with this grief that has consumed my heart and tears away at my soul. Everyone else walked away happy and smiling, as if it meant nothing to then, while I am forsaken by all I once called friend, forced to bear this pain for all eternity. Regardless, I would not wish...
    System113 System113 18-21, M 3 Responses Aug 1, 2014

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    I feel like I'm losing myself.

    People treat me like ****. A lot of people say I'm good looking and at times that makes me feel worse because I'm even more confused about everything. Guys try to have sex with me and just mistreat me (my last exp). My friends usually treat me badly as well. Some girls don't...
    Justventingg Justventingg 18-21, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Today I went to go see my great uncle Alan.

    He has glioblastoma which is basically a brain tumor. So he isn't what's the word....um...sane? Anyway I went to go see him and I'm overwhelmed to say the least. When I first started talking to him he kept saying how much he hated France. Then he started telling me how he loved...
    ThisIsMyFightSong ThisIsMyFightSong 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 10

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    i am so tired of my Life right my own mom dont

    Believe that i can handle myself she says that i nead help she was the only that i feeld that never would lose the trust in me i really dont know what i shuold do i wanted to end it all or at least escape and i dont know i just feel like i been abdomned of everyone that i loved...
    BBlotr BBlotr 13-15, M May 18

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    I have been for a few days now.

    Its my bloody own fault, nobody elses. I have hurt myself. Whilst exercising, my calf muscle decided to tear. The pain was excruciating, and I fell to the floor like a penguin off an Iceberg. Rolling round on the floor. I've always said that exercise is no good for anyone. So...
    blindfoldstacy blindfoldstacy 41-45, T 1 Response Oct 9, 2014

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    I'm not a violent person

    but punching a wall would feel better than what I'm feeling right now.
    QuietKitten QuietKitten 18-21, F May 29

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    Got one of my final exams deferred.

    Feeling like a huge failure and a coward.
    drunkinlove23 drunkinlove23 18-21, F Apr 15

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    Some guy just started to tell me

    that I was a f.a.g.e.t and I got mad and he said I needed to change before it was two late ...i was like I can't this is who I am ,but he told me so much **** it pissed me off ..great way to start off my morning
    trew5432 trew5432 13-15, M 9 Responses Feb 21

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    The worst feeling of being upset is

    when something does lighten your mood for an instance, a fraction of time where you are happy, but it doesnt last. That initial thing that made you feel upset creeps back in fast and hits hard reminding you everyday that things are bad, I just wish things would be how they were...
    Verix Verix 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 21, 2014

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    I literally just talked a guy out of self-harm

    and even had a sweet moment. He asked what I looked like, I couldn't send a pic so I said I was black. Within mere seconds I was blocked! I wish no harm on you but I hope karma bites you in the *** and for everyone else, yes Chpt16 is black! ...cant stand you ignorant, pig...
    Chpt16 Chpt16 16-17, M 7 Responses Jan 2

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    Stop telling me I don't do s*** with my life.

    I don't see you raising a 2 year old, modeling, and becoming a firefighter. Yes I quit my job because it wasn't worth having emotional break downs all the time. And I my step-dad: Sorry you refuse to take me to fill out job application, sorry u don't want me to do anything with...
    DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt 16-17, F Jun 21

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    I'm so done I wanna get drunk

    so I can forget the world I wanna go have sex and screw my life over I wanna leave!! I can't take this I wanna die I wanna forget for once! I just freakin can't and it's so annoying! I need someone to talk to but the only person I can talk to about real things I feel doesn't...
    JalenFrankie616 JalenFrankie616 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 11

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    I love how just because u say no to sex with

    someone how they turn it into so much more then it had to be
    Peewee12414 Peewee12414 22-25, F 3 Responses Jun 17, 2014

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    I just found out that my boyfriend has been

    cheating on me for two years... I feel so stupid & I know i deserve better.
    ashley719 ashley719 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 13, 2014

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    Last night, Oceandock

    and I went to see the band Fuel. It was awesome. She had hurt her hip and I was worried she would get hurt when everyone left, so we left early. I dropped her off and was headed home. As I rounded the corner to a main intersection, I noticed a sheriff exiting a nearby...
    akindheart akindheart 56-60, F 36 Responses Jun 11

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    I am so upset that I don't

    even know what to do. I am losing track of time and space. I am losing trust in even myself. This is such a horrifying phase of my life which doesn't seem to end at all. I feel like giving up, because there is no hope left. Every single second of my life hurts me, and strangely...
    AmberDD AmberDD 22-25, F Jun 14

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    I just ate my body weight in tortilla chips

    because I feel like my life lacks a purpse
    downer12 downer12 16-17, M 1 Response Jun 23

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    leanna14xx leanna14xx 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 18

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    I am so upset.Found out my dad is gone

    for 3 months for his alcohol addiction.I'm proud of him for doing it.But I'm a daddy's girl.I miss him so much.I want him here for my birthday but he won't be here.
    MusicLover4Eternity MusicLover4Eternity 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 26

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    I been hurt so much I dont know

    why I cry anymore. The tears dont leave anymore...they just wait.
    Chpt16 Chpt16 16-17, M Feb 6

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    Today was terrible...

    . Lately I've been feeling like I'm just never good enough. Today confirmed it. I'm in a JROTC class at my school. Since a lot of seniors are gone, me and some other people are the new commanders. I'm not that good at my job but I try to make sure things run smoothly...
    PersistentRage PersistentRage 16-17, F Jun 11

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    My mom got a new dog

    and I didn't get a say in the matter, and we already have 3 other animals
    dominick6 dominick6 13-15, M 3 Responses Mar 23

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    As soon as I think I'm okay,

    something bad has to happen... I can never be happy for a day.. It just never happens
    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 16-17, F 3 Responses May 20

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    I think I pushed away the one man

    that said he was never gonna leave...
    Chpt17 Chpt17 22-25, M Apr 13

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    I don't come on here

    as often as I used to at all. Only really when I get upset like I am now. I've been talking to this girl for over a month now, it was complicated but a few days ago she straight up friendzoned me after we kissed and did other stuff. I'm not super upset but I just feel kinda...
    downer12 downer12 16-17, M Jun 22

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    EP and the people have changed way too much.

    I've had long friendships on here. 3 people I've been talking to since 2013 when I first got here. Now... Everyone's just... Completely different. Maybe it's cause I'm just emotional about school and the guy I'm talking to but any hurt to my pride in any way just makes me...
    PersistentRage PersistentRage 16-17, F Jun 14

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    3 girls at my school had a really bad accident,

    so I want to ask for prayers for them and their families!! 2 of them are in very bad condition they will need prayers.
    Beast16 Beast16 16-17, F 4 Responses Dec 30, 2014

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    I think two people at my work don't like my

    friend and I and I'm not sure. This Saturday we had a going away party for a coworker and we weren't invited and apparently it's not the first time they have meet up and we haven't been invited. Now today going back to work she/my trainer acted like I was annoying or not there...
    aestrada91 aestrada91 22-25, F Apr 14

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    Why can't everyone I care about just be happy?

    :( I hate seeing the ones I love upset, it's rubs off on me :( I wish I could give what happiness I have to the people who are not happy :(
    HidingBehindTheShadows HidingBehindTheShadows 18-21, M 3 Responses Mar 17

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    Im just tired of not being good enough.

    Always being left behind by "friends" And I'm sick of being alone. UHG and I hate feeling this way.
    LoveisBeautiful5013 LoveisBeautiful5013 18-21, F Apr 29

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    my bf iss so pissed off at me

    and and i dont know wht i did he wont tell me jus yellls incant stop cryin i think hes mad cause im ugly and fat but he wontntell me i feel do terrible what did i i do wrong
    AngelWithASecret2 AngelWithASecret2 13-15, F Sep 21, 2014

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    I am posting here again

    for venting reasons: Ya know, I get there are a lot of fakes on EP but I am not one of them. I've never sent a fake picture to someone stating its me, EVER. Why would I do that? I'm aware I'm insecure that is true but sending false pictures is just idiotic. I've been called bad...
    QuietKitten QuietKitten 18-21, F May 30

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    I seldom reach out to people.

    I am always there for other people. Sure, I have many acquaintences on EP, but non that I can call a really close friend. I am in a nightmarish position where I live. It will soon be over, thank God, but, right now I just wish that I had a really close friend that I could...
    SynchronicityMagic SynchronicityMagic 61-65, F Feb 8

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    I'm tired of people leaving me,

    so this time I'm the one leaving
    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 16-17, F 13 Responses 2 days ago

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    This guy on EP who shall remain nameless

    started talking smack to me today and eventually said "you better watch out cause I'll beat you so hard your dead best friend who shot himself will feel it" and later went on to say "it's good he's dead he was just a waste of space on this earth and did everyone a favor by...
    Unsettledteen Unsettledteen 18-21, F 6 Responses Aug 23, 2014

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    This is exactly why I don't talk to people

    about my problems. Im just sick of every time I tell someone Im a teenager they say OH ITS OKAY YOUR BODIES CHANGING ITS TOTALLY NORMAL! No. This is not normal. I know this is not normal and this has been happening since 5th grade or before.
    AnnaRose46 AnnaRose46 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 17, 2014

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    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 16-17, F 3 Responses Apr 30

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    I just had a guy send me an inappropriate

    picture on here. I feel so violated. I blocked him but still feel disgusted... I have a boyfriend... I am not on here to look at pictures of guys junk. I am on here to make friends. It honestly makes me not want to be on here and especially open messages from people I don't know...
    maggiemae89 maggiemae89 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 12

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    My ex (T) and I broke up five months ago.

    .. Two weeks ago we caught up and he said he felt like it wasn't over and that he still loved me and regretted the breakup. But I Havnt heard from him since. Wtf!!! I want to spend my life with him but I am so confused!
    jenniren jenniren 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 11

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    It's just there's this friend of mine whom I

    met here, we were close friends til came the time that I had feelings for him because he is just the SWEETEST friend I've known, he is smart and caring. I didn't told him because I respect him, I don't want to ruin our friendship, even if we don't see each other I know in my...
    Mrclubhouse Mrclubhouse 18-21, M Sep 24, 2014

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