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I Am Upset

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    about so much that it's too overwhelming to

    even talk about. I feel so alone. This is my, like, millionth post like this. I don't even necessarily want anyone to talk to..I don't know...I can't stop crying...
    kittenkate kittenkate 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 12

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    Someone on here just told me

    that I deserved to get raped when I was little. Like seriously what do I do about people like that on here?
    forevertrue123 forevertrue123 18-21, F 6 Responses Aug 2

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    The worst feeling of being upset is

    when something does lighten your mood for an instance, a fraction of time where you are happy, but it doesnt last. That initial thing that made you feel upset creeps back in fast and hits hard reminding you everyday that things are bad, I just wish things would be how they were...
    Verix Verix 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 21

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    Doesn't it annoy u when people act like they

    know how 2 run your life And they think they know what's best 4 u and u know they care but @ the same time it's like f*** off please :/
    sarsar4dawin sarsar4dawin 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 10

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    BLEEDING Love.

    I got a broken heart and will it ever heal. I got a wonderful life in every way......people looking at me from the out side suspect i have it all.....but deep down on the inside I'm fractured i love some one so much id give it all up to be with him in a heart beat. The man...
    ZILPA ZILPA 36-40, F 1 Response Sep 17, 2008

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    In exactly 2 weeks, I will be 16.

    I should be excited, that's what everyone else is telling me, but I can't. I can't because it'll be spent on my own, and my head will be filled with the daydreams of what could've happened. On the 21st of August it'll get my exam results and a month after my birthday I will be...
    ForBetterOrForWorse ForBetterOrForWorse 16-17, F Jul 25

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    Damn it do I have to right about this too?

    Can't my friends go through one day without doing stupid things? Maybe I'm just too sensitive, I don't know anymore
    emptyskyform emptyskyform 18-21, M Jul 20

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    At the beginning of this year everything was

    looking so bright and promising, but ever since I made one decision everything seems to be going wrong, now I wouldn't say that I was depressed but dealing with all of this crap at once certainly isnt doing me any good, I just wish there was something to tell me that things were...
    Verix Verix 18-21, M Jul 3

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    Everytime I walk in my room,

    no matter what, I always see those damn papers. And to think, I was willing to give up everything for you to meet your birth father. And the saddest thing is, I'm still willing to do so, but you don't even want to talk to me, yet begged and pleaded that I write you while I was...
    TheAmazingSpiderJoe TheAmazingSpiderJoe 18-21, M Jul 30

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    me and my boyfriend were best friends,

    we broke up a few weeks ago and it didn't hit me until the last few days and now I can't stop missing him, wishing we were together. We ended it on awkward terms but now all I want is him back with me because I don't feel right without him
    taylorjamesx taylorjamesx 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 13

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    I'm sitting in an old toy closet that's dark

    and I'm crying my eyes out cause of a stupid fight but it's not like i can go to my room cause one I'm not at home two I'm sharing the room with the person I'm fighting with. I really wish I could stop crying
    AngelWithASecret2 AngelWithASecret2 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 1

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    The past couple of weeks have been a hell of an

    experience :/ not the best one either. Iv been through a lot and that's all I will say... But I have never felt so low to the point of emptiness. I wake up everyday feel as if I'm the only one in a desolate world. To the point where I wish I was no more. I know Iv come along way...
    chevellT chevellT 18-21, M Aug 21

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    All tonight my parents have been showting at

    each other and I absolutely hate it, when I was little I saw my dad so angry he drove off for a few hours then came back and I was in tears. I hate seeing them fight its horrible, my mum is over reacting and she wont listen as usual and its driving us especially my dad crazy I...
    TargetAimShootKill TargetAimShootKill 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 3

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    Soo.. I'm suppose to lose weight,

    but I can't go to the gym? I can't jog, lift, a little biking, and walk slow? And my doctor said I should eat pizza instead of lettuce? Since when is pizza healthier than lettuce?! Wtf..
    DepressingKayla DepressingKayla 16-17, F 7 Responses Jun 9

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    For 1 straight week i have done nothing

    but cry myself to sleep.... Its getting to the point where im eventually gonna become tear-less. i feel totally worthless again thanks to a few people in particular. Only one friend actually knows that im upset. I know that i will most likely end up being depressed again and im...
    Callmedarvi Callmedarvi 13-15, F 2 Responses Feb 7

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    somehow i feel like life hasn't given me a

    chance to forget. isn't it funny how you can fall in love so easily but then it bites you in the ***. i fell in love with the wrong guy and now i am heartbroken by his comments and actions. How can i forget him he was my very first love.
    Zephira Zephira 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 12

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    Why am I the one who is cursed?

    Saddled with this grief that has consumed my heart and tears away at my soul. Everyone else walked away happy and smiling, as if it meant nothing to then, while I am forsaken by all I once called friend, forced to bear this pain for all eternity. Regardless, I would not wish...
    System113 System113 18-21, M 2 Responses Aug 1

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    I told you I didn't like alcohol

    because of what its misuse can lead to, several times. And what happens? You throw a party with a day's notice, invite several "friends" over, and have such a ******* good time. In all the fun, my bike gets thrown up on, you get us a noise complaint from our neighbors, and the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Dec 17, 2013

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    Sometimes it feels like being a kind person

    hurts yourself only. people don;t want to understand you. in this world its better to be like others. sometimes it feels like to dump kindness and be like others.. play with them.. use them and forget them.... ;(
    pari11angel pari11angel 26-30, M 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    It really grinds my gears

    when people ask if I enjoyed my vacation... I would of work the full month with out a day off and then some on exchange to have my coworkers back well and healthy. If I could have one wish in life it would be to reverse time and do things differently :(
    MrsGigalowJr MrsGigalowJr 26-30, F 1 Response May 24

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    Haayyyythere Haayyyythere 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 16

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    It's Just Too Much

    I have a funeral to go to tomorrow, a young girl (8yrs old) was killed on December 27th in a bad car accident. I met this family when I was in high school. I took a class that was called parenting class, you are assigned a 'little buddy' who is a 3 yr old child that is just...
    LittleFerrett LittleFerrett 18-21, F 8 Responses Jan 7, 2012

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    Blue

    Ive been feeling so upset these days. The circumstances Im going through have dominated my brain and eaten my strength. Ive been trying to lift up myself and my soul, but its not really easy knowing that I dont have someone to constantly chat with as most of my friends here can't...
    theoabern0741 theoabern0741 26-30 1 Response Mar 15, 2013

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    I've just finished year 11 a few months ago.

    In September everyone is now able to go where they want. Sixth form, college or get a job. My two best friends are both going to college and i'm staying at my school for sixth form. They are going to college because they have high ambitions for their futures. I am staying at my...
    SilkyDoughnut SilkyDoughnut 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 18

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    http://www.ustream.tv/channel/superhero-tutorial Hey I'm making a livestream for anyone who is upset or anxious or depressed or anything, I will listen to you and try to help.
    CheeseBomb500 CheeseBomb500 13-15, M Aug 5

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    No More English Guy For Me...

    pretty bummed out.... we hadn't spoken in a week and i asked him last night to message me just giving me a clue... I just got a response that he found a local guy that he likes, and i shouldn't put my hopes on him for next year when I was planning on moving there... I still care...
    jbar291 jbar291 18-21, M 2 Responses Oct 13, 2013

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    alexiaaaxx alexiaaaxx 18-21, F Jun 29

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    Too Much All The Time!

    I won't go in to detail, it would take me forever. I'm just venting here! You do all you can for the ones you love and its never enough. You can't just let go because you love them too much! No matter what age, you just can't stop being a parent. Special circumstances here, and...
    honeysuckle23 honeysuckle23 46-50, F Apr 5, 2012

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    Dear ex, It was hard enough to deal with the

    fact that you wanted to leave me. It was hard enough coping with the fact that you lost feelings for me, that you were already with someone else. That your new girlfriend in 2 months got to send you off to the navy with your family (such a monumental moment). It was even harder...
    Jenmissescolston Jenmissescolston 18-21, F Jul 21

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    I despise it when people feel sorry

    for me. My life experience's does not leave me homeless or hungry. I am a widow it is not a life threatening disease!
    MzPhoenix MzPhoenix 31-35, F 3 Responses Jun 29

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    I've been here four years contributing some

    stories, mostly adult oriented, met some friends sharing those experiences and just found them all deleted..... my avatar of a van Gogh classic, and a pic or two... I feel like a part of my life has been robbed from me... now I admit, some of my best adventures with the fling...
    bobbyorr bobbyorr 51-55, M 1 Response Jul 7

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    Day after day .... constant sad thoughts,

    why am i becoming one emotional wreck?.... Schools was horrible to me.... i walked away from my "friends" leaving them clueless on what is was doing ...being left out and betrayed made me leave. Im breaking to pieces, bit by bit, and im pretty much struggling to put a smile on...
    Callmedarvi Callmedarvi 13-15, F Feb 10

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    It has been much awaited day

    yet I am not feeling excited nor anxious at all.. Literally upset over no contact.
    Pretywoman Pretywoman 36-40, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    My best friend wasn't responding to any of her

    texts this summer and I was worried she didn't want to be my friend anymore. Finally I received a text from her telling me that her parents told her she is not allowed to talk to me anymore. When I asked why, she said that her parents found out she was cutting, which wasn't news...
    Teenager1421 Teenager1421 13-15, F Jul 28

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    I have been with my boyfriend

    for 15 months. We love each other and are always talking for the future, but it seems like I'm the only one actually planning and preparing for it. I had an abusive mother growing up, and the first chance I saw out of her home and arms I took. I moved into my boyfriends mothers...
    edlineuser edlineuser 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 13

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    Am I still a princess like he says I am?

    Even if I cut? Even with the scars? He says he loves me but it's hard to believe.
    AngelWithASecret2 AngelWithASecret2 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 12

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    Cold War

    A couple of days ago, I responded to a thread.   To be honest, I don't recall what I said, except that it was about the Cold War, with which I grew up. Now, I get a message from someone who tells me that I don't know what I'm talking about, because I never had to serve in...
    Meggi51 Meggi51 51-55, F 5 Responses Nov 7, 2008

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    I just found out that my boyfriend has been

    cheating on me for two years... I feel so stupid & I know i deserve better.
    ashley719 ashley719 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 13

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    Ripping Apart My Soul

    Sometimes words can change people’s life. It happened to me. My parents blame me for everything. For all the problems that are caused at home,I am responsible. Personally I don’t think so. But I am made to think like that. It hurts like **** when two people who love the...
    heavenlysoul heavenlysoul 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 21, 2012

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    I'm not going back to see my boyfriend ever

    again, if he doesn't travel to see me this time, even though he helps pay my fare. There's no excuse anymore. He always wants me to come visit him, but he doesn't want to make the effort to come to me. He doesn't even want to meet me half way. I'm tired of his excuses. First he...
    KiannaJ KiannaJ 22-25, F Jul 4

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    This guy on EP who shall remain nameless

    started talking smack to me today and eventually said "you better watch out cause I'll beat you so hard your dead best friend who shot himself will feel it" and later went on to say "it's good he's dead he was just a waste of space on this earth and did everyone a favor by...
    Unsettledteen Unsettledteen 18-21, F 7 Responses 6 days ago

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    I wish someone understands that

    because I made out with you doesn't mean I'm suddenly your girlfriend. For me to your girlfriend it means you need to ask me out on a date- not to your place. And you need to actually be interested in me or what I like not about my body. It really upsets me when I cancel on a...
    Canterella Canterella 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 10

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    I don't know why :( I just hope you will not

    change and continue to believe in everything that we have.
    Mrclubhouse Mrclubhouse 18-21, M 1 Response May 1

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    I felt so happy yesterday

    because I thought my bestfriend who kind of replaced me called my name to join her yesterday.. I went over there and we talked. I was really happy because I felt like she had chose to talk to me before choosing the other girl.. Today I found out that she actually called the...
    DepressingKayla DepressingKayla 16-17, F 1 Response May 6

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    I feel terrible right now!

    I wanna cry πŸ˜°πŸ˜”πŸ˜­πŸ˜¨πŸ˜₯😰
    watermelongirl watermelongirl 16-17, F 3 Responses Jul 21

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    I think that I have either annoyed

    or upset someone. They know who they are. I just want to say I'm really sorry and that I know I can be a bit dumb sometimes but it's just me. The last message I sent you I was joking I didn't mean it. I just hope you can forgive me if I've done something wrong. You know I...
    AmyGirlAutumn AmyGirlAutumn 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 30

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    I love how just because u say no to sex with

    someone how they turn it into so much more then it had to be
    Peewee12414 Peewee12414 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 17

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    Mismatched Support Worker....

    Hi, my name is TRW and I have angry tears flowing down my face. This morning, I endured the most distressing shift I have had with a support worker in years. I was humiliated by a judgmental human who should not work in care. I am physically alright, but emotionally shaken. I am...
    TheRealWoman TheRealWoman 31-35, F 10 Responses Nov 6, 2010

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    Ugh. How is it that less

    than a week after helping my close friend with a big project for a preschool I feel worthless again? I thought I was done with this and yet it's back so soon. Why is it that I need to feel needed? I hate myself for needing this and I hate myself for not being over all this crap...
    Matrixking Matrixking 18-21, M 4 Responses Feb 17

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    I'm all out of icecream

    and all I want is iceream. I like icecream a lot and tonight I was sad and when I went to get some icecream we were all out and now I'm more sad :'(
    efrejoles efrejoles 13-15, M Aug 14

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    I hate upsetting people. I feel a heat inside, a feeling physically similar to fear when I find i have let someone down. The feeling I get when someone tells me "i am disappointed...
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    Just found out a few days ago that my ex from last year got married last week. I haven't looked at her facebook in six months but something told me to look.. so I gave in and saw...
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