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I Am Upset

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    I been hurt so much I dont know

    why I cry anymore. The tears dont leave anymore...they just wait.
    Chpt16 Chpt16 16-17, M Feb 6

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    I am posting here again

    for venting reasons: Ya know, I get there are a lot of fakes on EP but I am not one of them. I've never sent a fake picture to someone stating its me, EVER. Why would I do that? I'm aware I'm insecure that is true but sending false pictures is just idiotic. I've been called bad...
    MellowKitten MellowKitten 18-21, F May 30

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    Why can't everyone I care about just be happy?

    :( I hate seeing the ones I love upset, it's rubs off on me :( I wish I could give what happiness I have to the people who are not happy :(
    xBleedMeDryx xBleedMeDryx 18-21, M 2 Responses Mar 17

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    Stop telling me I don't do s*** with my life.

    I don't see you raising a 2 year old, modeling, and becoming a firefighter. Yes I quit my job because it wasn't worth having emotional break downs all the time. And I my step-dad: Sorry you refuse to take me to fill out job application, sorry u don't want me to do anything with...
    DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt 16-17, F Jun 21

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    Why am I the one who is cursed?

    Saddled with this grief that has consumed my heart and tears away at my soul. Everyone else walked away happy and smiling, as if it meant nothing to then, while I am forsaken by all I once called friend, forced to bear this pain for all eternity. Regardless, I would not wish...
    System113 System113 18-21, M 3 Responses Aug 1, 2014

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    Im on my phone and suddenly i get a text from a

    friend telling me that she's throwing a party on wednesday, that i have to go because everybody's gonna be there. I haven't even said yes and she's already telling that there's this girl who needs a ride to the party! I was getting all excited that finally "my friends" were...
    wendym98 wendym98 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 20

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    I love how just because u say no to sex with

    someone how they turn it into so much more then it had to be
    Peewee12414 Peewee12414 22-25, F 3 Responses Jun 17, 2014

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    I'm tired of people leaving me,

    so this time I'm the one leaving
    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 16-17, F 13 Responses Jul 4

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    Yesterday was the worse morning to wake up.

    Today was just as bad remembering yesterday morning. Checked my final grades and I failed General Chemistry 2 for the second time. I cried so hard yesterday that even today it's hard to breathe deeply. I've always been bad at chemistry and I've really tried. I'm so sad to say...
    XxLionHeartxX XxLionHeartxX 18-21 2 Responses May 16

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    I feel like I'm losing myself.

    People treat me like ****. A lot of people say I'm good looking and at times that makes me feel worse because I'm even more confused about everything. Guys try to have sex with me and just mistreat me (my last exp). My friends usually treat me badly as well. Some girls don't...
    Justventingg Justventingg 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 1

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    I am so upset and so tired

    for living in this life. No one asks me how i really feel. No one ******* cares. I wish i had someone does. I wish i had someone to tell my sadness. I sometime want to stop studying for a while and travel some countries to release my stress and maybe when coming back, i ll feel...
    Heyjin Heyjin 13-15, F Jan 2

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    I've been having problems with my best friend.

    We grew close over a year ago after I found out she was struggling with depression and reached out to her. She had always been very quiet and considerate of other people's feelings, which is something I really admired about her. However over the last few weeks she has been...
    rhinestoneeyes rhinestoneeyes 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 4

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    3 girls at my school had a really bad accident,

    so I want to ask for prayers for them and their families!! 2 of them are in very bad condition they will need prayers.
    Beast16 Beast16 16-17, F 4 Responses Dec 30, 2014

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    People always leave. Lately it's been without

    any explanations or actual reasons. I had a friend who got close to me and then randomly deleted their account. It freaks me out a bit because they know a lot about me and I'll never know why they started ignoring me and then left. I have another friend who's currently doing the...
    EssSmith EssSmith 16-17, F 8 Responses Mar 29

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    I've barely hung out with a guy a few times.

    He said "to be honest so far your personality isn't that great. But I still just can't get you off my mind" at first I wasn't hurt bc I was in a bad mood some of the times I saw him but now I am ... Really hurt ....
    Justventingg Justventingg 18-21, F Jun 12

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    It's just there's this friend of mine whom I

    met here, we were close friends til came the time that I had feelings for him because he is just the SWEETEST friend I've known, he is smart and caring. I didn't told him because I respect him, I don't want to ruin our friendship, even if we don't see each other I know in my...
    Mrclubhouse Mrclubhouse 18-21, M Sep 24, 2014

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    i am so tired of my Life right my own mom dont

    Believe that i can handle myself she says that i nead help she was the only that i feeld that never would lose the trust in me i really dont know what i shuold do i wanted to end it all or at least escape and i dont know i just feel like i been abdomned of everyone that i loved...
    BBlotr BBlotr 13-15, M May 18

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    I ruined my education

    because I was afraid to face the guy that rapped me friends at school. I let my school work never get caught up, skipped finals, I hate myself for it...
    DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt 16-17, F May 27

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    Today I went to go see my great uncle Alan.

    He has glioblastoma which is basically a brain tumor. So he isn't what's the word....um...sane? Anyway I went to go see him and I'm overwhelmed to say the least. When I first started talking to him he kept saying how much he hated France. Then he started telling me how he loved...
    ThisIsMyFightSong ThisIsMyFightSong 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 10

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    My boyfriend told me over the phone he doesn't

    like the long distance between us and doesn't want to see me anymore. I told him I've got a job now and I can afford to see him more often but he doesn't see it. He's not a dickhead. Nice guy, funny, good to be around but just see's distance as an issue. I did fall in love with...
    Skin0Man1 Skin0Man1 18-21, M 1 Response May 7

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    As soon as I think I'm okay,

    something bad has to happen... I can never be happy for a day.. It just never happens
    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 16-17, F 3 Responses May 20

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    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jun 18

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    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 16-17, F 3 Responses Apr 30

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    just too upset right

    now to say anything.
    fuglygirlonthebench fuglygirlonthebench 22-25, F 7 Responses 1 day ago

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    If you ever get upset,

    try imagine a T-Rex attempting to make a bed ☺️
    AlfaCough AlfaCough 26-30, M 1 Response Sep 1, 2014

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    I just had a guy send me an inappropriate

    picture on here. I feel so violated. I blocked him but still feel disgusted... I have a boyfriend... I am not on here to look at pictures of guys junk. I am on here to make friends. It honestly makes me not want to be on here and especially open messages from people I don't know...
    maggiemae89 maggiemae89 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 12

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    The worst feeling of being upset is

    when something does lighten your mood for an instance, a fraction of time where you are happy, but it doesnt last. That initial thing that made you feel upset creeps back in fast and hits hard reminding you everyday that things are bad, I just wish things would be how they were...
    Verix Verix 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 21, 2014

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    My mom got a new dog

    and I didn't get a say in the matter, and we already have 3 other animals
    dominick6 dominick6 13-15, M 3 Responses Mar 23

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    I despise it when people feel sorry

    for me. My life experience's does not leave me homeless or hungry. I am a widow it is not a life threatening disease!
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jun 29, 2014

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    I don't even remember how many times I've had

    my heart ripped out and stomped on. I don't know how many times I've carried myself to sleep or how many times I've just wanted to give up on everything. Now when I'm actually upset and feel alone I have no tears left to cry and no one left to talk to. I just feel empty inside...
    MEGH0119 MEGH0119 13-15, F 1 day ago

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    I seldom reach out to people.

    I am always there for other people. Sure, I have many acquaintences on EP, but non that I can call a really close friend. I am in a nightmarish position where I live. It will soon be over, thank God, but, right now I just wish that I had a really close friend that I could...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Feb 8

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    My first day back and I realize one of my

    greatest friends has deleted his EP account and now he's gone forever and I may never see him again. He is completely gone. All cause EP cant handle my words. When I delete mine I want no words.
    Chpt16 Chpt16 16-17, M 3 Responses Apr 23

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    Sometimes... I just want to hurt myself

    so bad.. But I never do, cause I know that will have an affect on my health, and on people around me.
    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 16-17, F 4 Responses Apr 7

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    I literally just talked a guy out of self-harm

    and even had a sweet moment. He asked what I looked like, I couldn't send a pic so I said I was black. Within mere seconds I was blocked! I wish no harm on you but I hope karma bites you in the *** and for everyone else, yes Chpt16 is black! ...cant stand you ignorant, pig...
    Chpt16 Chpt16 16-17, M 7 Responses Jan 2

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    Last night, Oceandock

    and I went to see the band Fuel. It was awesome. She had hurt her hip and I was worried she would get hurt when everyone left, so we left early. I dropped her off and was headed home. As I rounded the corner to a main intersection, I noticed a sheriff exiting a nearby...
    akindheart akindheart 56-60, F 35 Responses Jun 11

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    This is exactly why I don't talk to people

    about my problems. Im just sick of every time I tell someone Im a teenager they say OH ITS OKAY YOUR BODIES CHANGING ITS TOTALLY NORMAL! No. This is not normal. I know this is not normal and this has been happening since 5th grade or before.
    AnnaRose46 AnnaRose46 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 17, 2014

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    This guy on EP who shall remain nameless

    started talking smack to me today and eventually said "you better watch out cause I'll beat you so hard your dead best friend who shot himself will feel it" and later went on to say "it's good he's dead he was just a waste of space on this earth and did everyone a favor by...
    Unsettledteen Unsettledteen 18-21, F 6 Responses Aug 23, 2014

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    When he is being a total *******

    and you have more balls then he does
    NoOrdinaryDork NoOrdinaryDork 13-15, F Jul 14

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    Well, I'm being blamed

    for my parents possibly having a divorce. All because my *** of a sister (she's 14) can't keep herself from attacking me whenever I do something unfavorable to her. It started yesterday. I just got off the phone with my boyfriend and my music was still playing from earlier. She...
    Ginkofishin Ginkofishin 18-21, F 3 Responses May 30

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    I'm not a violent person

    but punching a wall would feel better than what I'm feeling right now.
    MellowKitten MellowKitten 18-21, F May 29

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    Im just tired of not being good enough.

    Always being left behind by "friends" And I'm sick of being alone. UHG and I hate feeling this way.
    LoveisBeautiful5013 LoveisBeautiful5013 18-21, F Apr 29

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    I just ate my body weight in tortilla chips

    because I feel like my life lacks a purpse
    downer12 downer12 16-17, M 1 Response Jun 23

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    Some guy just started to tell me

    that I was a f.a.g.e.t and I got mad and he said I needed to change before it was two late ...i was like I can't this is who I am ,but he told me so much **** it pissed me off ..great way to start off my morning
    trew5432 trew5432 13-15, M 9 Responses Feb 21

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    When someone reads two of my messages

    and not reply. Like, you took the time to read them, the least you could do is take two seconds to reply. ****
    xBleedMeDryx xBleedMeDryx 18-21, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I have been shut out.

    Anchored in cement. Not permitted to change. I am a stubborn heart that should have been given a shot to turn around. When I recognized implications, & put time off so I could be at my woman's appointment... She refused to let me be there. I forgot exactly when the due date for...
    JeremiahWitte JeremiahWitte 36-40, M 1 day ago

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    So my sister asked me to watch her dog

    and didn't inform me she got a puppy. I watched the dogs from wed night to sun morning. Every night they would fight on the bed and not listen when I told them to stop or get out of my face. I had just gotten shots in my back for two bulging disc. And the dogs have done nothing...
    aestrada91 aestrada91 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 19

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    I don't come on here

    as often as I used to at all. Only really when I get upset like I am now. I've been talking to this girl for over a month now, it was complicated but a few days ago she straight up friendzoned me after