I Am Upset

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    I am sad and horrified to know

    that EP is going to shut down soon. Some people may say that this is just a website, but for me, this is safe haven. I get to express myself and my problems freely here and I get feedback which I can't get from just writing in a journal. I can stay anonymous, so I don't have to...
    Letmebee Letmebee
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Mar 24

    Last night, Oceandock

    and I went to see the band Fuel. It was awesome. She had hurt her hip and I was worried she would get hurt when everyone left, so we left early. I dropped her off and was headed home. As I rounded the corner to a main intersection, I noticed a sheriff exiting a nearby...
    akindheart akindheart
    56-60, F
    22 Responses Jun 11, 2015

    I seldom reach out to people.

    I am always there for other people. Sure, I have many acquaintences on EP, but non that I can call a really close friend. I am in a nightmarish position where I live. It will soon be over, thank God, but, right now I just wish that I had a really close friend that I could...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Feb 8, 2015

    I have been for a few days now.

    Its my bloody own fault, nobody elses. I have hurt myself. Whilst exercising, my calf muscle decided to tear. The pain was excruciating, and I fell to the floor like a penguin off an Iceberg. Rolling round on the floor. I've always said that exercise is no good for anyone. So...
    blindfoldstacy blindfoldstacy
    41-45, T
    Oct 9, 2014

    my Netflix account got hacked!

    ! and I can't use it or anything unless I have all of the digits to the card I used before which my dad threw away (it's his) screw you Netflix when I get my account back I'm going with Hulu.
    PetiteChica PetiteChica
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Mar 12

    Why is it considered socially acceptable

    that Trump has that much money?? He doesn't even spend it on anybody or anything! If I had that money, I'd be swimming in cereal boxes. Who on earth can own so much and still want to take more from earth JUST to drop it in a hole where nobody else can reach it? STAHP KEEPING UR...
    EatingSomeCereal EatingSomeCereal
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Jan 8

    So this is for those of you out there with

    complete and utter disrespect to others wishes. **** OFF! I already posted three of these, I do not want people more than two years older then me to message me, if you are older then 18, **** off, I am not joking around anymore. If anyone older than 18 messages or friends me...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Mar 19

    Some guy just started to tell me

    that I was a f.a.g.e.t and I got mad and he said I needed to change before it was two late ...i was like I can't this is who I am ,but he told me so much **** it pissed me off ..great way to start off my morning
    Angel1Hinojosa Angel1Hinojosa
    13-15, M
    8 Responses Feb 21, 2015

    Sometimes... I just want to hurt myself

    so bad.. But I never do, cause I know that will have an affect on my health, and on people around me.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    4 Responses Apr 7, 2015

    I think you should be focused on him not

    yourself!!!!..he has an abusive situation at home anf if phone gets taken away then mo communicstion casn happen..plus of everything from yesterday... It is you who are bring selfish...however I understand your point and I already apologized jeeze.
    Butifulblueyes Butifulblueyes
    46-50, F
    1 Response Jan 27

    I love how just because u say no to sex with

    someone how they turn it into so much more then it had to be
    Peewee12414 Peewee12414
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Jun 17, 2014

    Why can't everyone I care about just be happy?

    :( I hate seeing the ones I love upset, it's rubs off on me :( I wish I could give what happiness I have to the people who are not happy :(
    ACyanideSurprise ACyanideSurprise
    18-21, M
    1 Response Mar 17, 2015

    it's been nine years

    since my dad died. everyday i try to be glad i got the memories i did; but everyday i make a memory i wish he was here to share, everyday i am reminded of what i can't have. no father daughter dance, no walking me down the aisle, he won't see me in a cap and gown. nothing, it...
    FlightlessBirdAmericanMouth FlightlessBirdAmericanMouth
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Mar 29

    If you ever get upset,

    try imagine a T-Rex attempting to make a bed ☺️
    AlfaCough AlfaCough
    26-30, M
    1 Response Sep 1, 2014

    Is this unreasonable to be upset about?

    Over the weekend I had a really rough time. My dad had a fit and my mom almost had to call the police. On top of this I am battling mental illness. I had told one of my good friends all of this. Today when I came back to school I told her I was not doing so well and could use a...
    Hush92 Hush92
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Mar 20
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    4 Responses Sep 22, 2015
    sarahbear420 sarahbear420
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 14

    Everyone in my family

    now knows that I have "issues" and they are all encouraging me to take this medication that many of them supposedly took. They won't stop bugging me. I have determined that medication is not an option at all. Somehow that medicine supposedly makes me more positive. This, I...
    NameIsMailbox NameIsMailbox
    16-17, M
    1 Response Apr 18

    I've been having problems with my best friend.

    We grew close over a year ago after I found out she was struggling with depression and reached out to her. She had always been very quiet and considerate of other people's feelings, which is something I really admired about her. However over the last few weeks she has been...
    rhinestoneeyes rhinestoneeyes
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 4, 2015

    God. I am tired of people here only talking

    or messaging me because they want something. Like a nude picture and sexual gratification. Ugh. I should just leave now and save myself the trouble. This place is dead.
    BuryMeAlive BuryMeAlive
    22-25, F
    1 Response Feb 9

    It makes me upset because every time i try to

    do something different with myself my dad and family shoots me down :/
    nanersrgood nanersrgood
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Mar 28

    It feels a bit like my stomach is filling with

    blood and my throat is closing. If only I were so lucky to actually die rather than feel like dying every day. I sleep a lot more now than I did. If only I could stay asleep and then die.
    greatgost greatgost
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 8

    my grandmother just broke her hip

    and is hospitalized. she's in a different city and goes without saying we were very close. so I had to really convince my mother to let my brother and me go to visit her and she's been constantly looking for reasons to not let us go. all I asked for was one day. a ******* day...
    Unmasked Unmasked
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Jan 20
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Feb 4

    My match didn't work.

    Darn. Stupid match companies should do their job right! I should just go buy a whole box but I don't think they sell them at grocery stores and I don't wanna go far away. I have this odd craving to touch fire right now even though that's really stupid.
    NameIsMailbox NameIsMailbox
    16-17, M
    1 Response Mar 20

    One day I just wanna run away

    and not tell anyone I'm tired of everyone's bullshit and lies
    TimePrincess TimePrincess
    13-15, F
    4 Responses Aug 31, 2015

    I just listened to the 911 call of Jonathan

    Hoffman. A boy who got shot by his own grandma. He pleaded for help and told the operator he got shot on the chest and his arm.. His voice was so weak and was in panic.. It's so awful.. During the call u can hear the boy say he got shot again .. And pleaded for help while...
    Chiscuit Chiscuit
    31-35, F
    1 Response Jan 26

    I am really upset. This time its getting very

    serious. Now I have no choice about getting help. To tell u the truth I had a few dreams were I hurt myself. Like last night I had a dream about me jumping out the window ( I won't give u the details but u get it ). So my school therapist had a meeting and I was there about how...
    SuchHorribleThings SuchHorribleThings
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Jan 27

    I just had a guy send me an inappropriate

    picture on here. I feel so violated. I blocked him but still feel disgusted... I have a boyfriend... I am not on here to look at pictures of guys junk. I am on here to make friends. It honestly makes me not want to be on here and especially open messages from people I don't know...
    maggiemae89 maggiemae89
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jan 12, 2015
    PotPrincess PotPrincess
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Jan 24

    Remember the lesson from the pain of the

    freezing cold in the ghetto without a warm shower. Furthermore, there is still a bombarder who relentlessly bombards with her irrational fit pf temper. I really hope to have a place free of her sight. Originally I could still go to Sinica staying in those seminar rooms to enjoy...
    ExileMyself ExileMyself
    26-30, F
    1 Response Feb 6
    sagespoo sagespoo
    16-17, F
    3 Responses Mar 28

    My mom got a new dog

    and I didn't get a say in the matter, and we already have 3 other animals
    dominick6 dominick6
    16-17, M
    3 Responses Mar 23, 2015

    I spilled syrup in my bed

    and I keep getting sticky):
    Alylovespuppies Alylovespuppies
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Aug 23, 2015

    The construction noise of my neighbor's house is

    so loud that I feel upset about it. I really hate the thundering noise. I feel the vibration and noise so annoying that I can't concentrate on my studying. I'm still studying the paper Gravitons as Goldstone Modes.
    ExileMyself ExileMyself
    26-30, F
    1 Response Feb 4

    The torturing stupid situation of the day .

    I've just arrived home from school with a pathetic wet school uniform , frozen blue hands and trembling lips . I also believe I caught a bit of cold . However , the worst part was watching my mum's car barking there near the bus stop without any sign of her ( the bus stop...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Mar 21

    I despise it when people feel sorry

    for me. My life experience's does not leave me homeless or hungry. I am a widow it is not a life threatening disease!
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Jun 29, 2014

    I'm tired of people leaving me,

    so this time I'm the one leaving
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Jul 4, 2015

    I just can't take all the pressure.

    I've gotta get away to someplace dark and quiet and warm. I hate anxiety and panic attacks. I wish I could wake up from this nightmare...
    SRayne SRayne
    51-55, M
    1 Response Feb 23

    Today I went to go see my great uncle Alan.

    He has glioblastoma which is basically a brain tumor. So he isn't what's the word....um...sane? Anyway I went to go see him and I'm overwhelmed to say the least. When I first started talking to him he kept saying how much he hated France. Then he started telling me how he loved...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jan 10, 2015

    I've come to the realization that

    even at my very best I am not and will not ever be good enough to my mom.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    10 Responses Jan 4, 2015

    Just need to say I want to die

    and I have no where else to put this so here's my woe is me pathetic bs
    sarahbear420 sarahbear420
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Mar 26

    I just want to be loved.

    I think that is normal but honestly I dont even believe love is real in this generation
    Positivevibes12 Positivevibes12
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Dec 26, 2015

    I'm sick of feeling so manipulated

    and used. Grow a spine and quit trying to make me feel less than because of my personality.
    sarahbear420 sarahbear420
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Mar 8

    There's definitely something seriously wrong

    with me today. I knew it was serious when my dad offered me ice cream and I declined. That has never happened before. I think he was shocked by that too. It's frustrating because I can't open up and tell my parents why I'm so upset without exposing this big lie that is EP. My...
    Hannah1100 Hannah1100
    13-15, F
    1 Response Mar 31

    I'm $1.10 in the negatives

    because of this stupid Domino's. I'm never buying anything from there again. **UPDATE** I talked to the manager of the place and he everything is back. All is good now. :)
    PetiteChica PetiteChica
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Jan 15
    ARB999 ARB999
    18-21, M
    1 Response Jan 23

    I found out my dad won't be going to my band

    concert..he went last year but only able to stay for a little bit..cause of work...and it's the same thing this year...but oh well. Time to put on the mask and move along
    breatheasy2017 breatheasy2017
    13-15, F
    1 Response Apr 1

    As soon as I think I'm okay,

    something bad has to happen... I can never be happy for a day.. It just never happens
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses May 20, 2015

    Yesterday was the worse morning to wake up.

    Today was just as bad remembering yesterday morning. Checked my final grades and I failed General Chemistry 2 for the second time. I cried so hard yesterday that even today it's hard to breathe deeply. I've always been bad at chemistry and I've really tried. I'm so sad to say...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response May 16, 2015

    I feel sad that I will have to go back to

    school in one day. Can anyone cheer me up plz? I'd be your best fwend
    chasetheweirdo8 chasetheweirdo8
    16-17, M
    2 Responses Jan 3, 2015

    The problem with parents is they always stand

    by one another even if they disagree with the other. I mean that's great and all since they're supposed to support each other and everything. But when one parent is mad and yelling at you the other will support them and stick by them, but no one is there to stand by you. To me...
    Juliette20 Juliette20
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Feb 4

    I'm upset because now

    that EP is basically shutting down. I need a place to vent and aak stupid questions. What am I going to do without you EP?
    sagespoo sagespoo
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Mar 25

    Evidently the lives of 29 coal miners

    who died in West Virginia is equal to $250,000 fine and 1 year in prison. The loss of 11 off-shore Oil workers lives and hundreds of millions of gallons of oil spilled in the the Gulf of Mexico is worth 30 days probation. I guess that the energy bosses are worth more than the...
    Fatherofthedaughter Fatherofthedaughter
    51-55, M
    4 Responses Apr 6

    It's just there's this friend of mine whom I

    met here, we were close friends til came the time that I had feelings for him because he is just the SWEETEST friend I've known, he is smart and caring. I didn't told him because I respect him, I don't want to ruin our friendship, even if we don't see each other I know in my...
    Mrclubhouse Mrclubhouse
    18-21, M
    Sep 24, 2014

    Don't you just hate it

    when you spend a year getting over someone, and when you finally are, they tell you that they liked you too ?!?! *cough* fucktard *cough*
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Oct 13, 2015

    just too upset right

    now to say anything.
    fuglygirlonthebench fuglygirlonthebench
    22-25, F
    5 Responses Aug 3, 2015
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