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I Am Used To Doing Everything Alone

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    Did Not Use To Be That Way

    it use to be my GF then wife very young was right beside me help if we were working on the house or cleaning the house we did it with each other if we got in a fight with others kids she was right beside me covering my back i loved her very much she was very much a brat but...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M 1 Response Jan 4, 2012

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    Only Child

    I am very use to doing most things alone since I am an only child. I had no one to help me when Mum was out & dad was at work.
    rennie23 rennie23 22-25, M 1 Response Sep 25, 2013

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    That Doesn't Mean I Like It

    It just means I'm used to it. I can go to a movie theater by myself. I can eat out at a fancy restaurant or a fast food place alone. I can walk around the mall on my own. That's me the majority of the time. I guess I don't necessarily have to like it all the time. As long...
    deadmoon deadmoon 18-21, F 4 Responses Jan 3, 2012

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    Whatever...

    As much as I wish my friends would support me more often, I know they have their own problems to deal with.
    Ichilicious Ichilicious 26-30, M 1 Response Jan 3, 2012

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    No Family

    After the police found out that my father had been hitting me, I was put into foster care. That happened when I was 10. All of my foster parents gave up on me. They all said I was too rebelious and out of control. What did they expect? I was beaten and bullied my whole life. They...
    MayaMitchell MayaMitchell 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 4, 2013

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    After a while of people not wanting to do

    anything with you unless they need you, you get used to being left out and have to get stuff done on your own. It's alright though it can only making you stronger
    FutureMARSOCMarine FutureMARSOCMarine 13-15, M 1 Response Feb 4

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    I'm tired of it.. Seems like I'm pleasing other persons around me and makes me sick.
    myleslus myleslus 22-25, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    I do everything and go everywhere alone. Last month i was on a trip to sweden with my coworkers. When the bus tour was over i just walked off. Went to drift on the streets to...
    Zim0 Zim0 18-21, M Sep 11

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    Laughter is all around me, coming from me, and I can see the faces of my friends. It's a good night. We're all at dinner together, debating the stupidest of subjects like world...
    Skollon Skollon 18-21, F Sep 17

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    Have you ever got sick of being soft to people? The way they treat you, the way they say things and probably mean it. Well I'm going through things like that. I've had enough of...
    TheMoonShadow12 TheMoonShadow12 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 6

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    I'm pretty used to being alone and I prefer it even. I'm in my last year of high and my mom wants me to get involved in school. She fails to realize this is my third high school...
    EbbsBreaux EbbsBreaux 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 13

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    I used to hate this feeling. I still do, but as of recently I started to like being alone. Its sort of hard to explain. I think to sum it up I'd rather feel alone now, than be...
    bananaloc bananaloc 22-25, M 4 Responses 18 hrs ago

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    I'm in desperate need of company, the way I'm living is getting more and more unhealthy. I don't go to school, I have no job and I don't have any friends who I speak to regularly...
    caraacakes caraacakes 16-17, F 16 hrs ago

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    I feel so used..... I haven't heard from you in a week and when I text you, you open it and do not text me back...... Then in a week when you text me because it's convenient for...
    spence96 spence96 18-21, F 1 hr ago

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    Hi, I'm Maryam.. Now i believe that coz i just today i knew that there is more than painness in the whole world, i used to thinking about suicide alot ,there are alots of pain in...
    maryam75 maryam75 26-30, F 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    I want to really come to someone life who is alone like me and to remove her lonliness by marrying her
    hussein85 hussein85 26-30, M 1 Response 13 hrs ago

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    I have had two total hip replacements & one partial shoulder done from the sickle cell giving me avascular necrosis . I am a tough cookie who fights life back . I'm doing much...
    Boopsybop Boopsybop 31-35, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    I once had these thoughts that one day I'd find clarity and it would be so freeing. I'd let go of everything and everything would fall into place. Id no longer have to protect so...
    whoareyou208 whoareyou208 26-30, F Sep 1

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    It all started in 7th grade when I was introduced to K2/Synthetic Marijuana(there were a few other drugs I tried using but this is about the synthetic). I used to like the way it...
    SnakTaco SnakTaco 13-15, M Sep 4

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    Yes.... I love being home alone. This way I get to walk around naked... Yikes!! Just kidding.. I just love being home alone, It's such a beautiful feeling to knot have to close...
    HeyAsshole13 HeyAsshole13 22-25, F 3 hrs ago

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    Having a sense of being alone has been with me always. I am an only child. When I was a child I had one, perhaps two friends. I didn't have sports or other interests. The solitary...
    softgreenhourglass softgreenhourglass 36-40, M 2 Responses Sep 6

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    Recently I've been going to bed with my laptop next to me and I can't fall asleep unless I've got something playing. I've effed up my sleeping pattern by doing this because I've...
    cptdelaquoi cptdelaquoi 16-17, F 3 Responses Sep 14

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    I used to be such a "social butterfly," but it's like now, I've become so much more of an introvert. I hate doing presentations because I get so anxious about them. I've lost so...
    cheyenne416 cheyenne416 16-17, F 3 Responses Sep 19

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    Lately everyone, and I mean everyone has started dating and finding their 'soul mate.' I sit with my friends, whom might I add, make out with their significant other all the time...
    darkestpartofmymind33 darkestpartofmymind33 13-15, F 2 Responses Sep 17

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    My husband and I dated for almost 2 years before we got married. When we were dating, he wanted to spend every waking minute of the day with me. We even gave our virginity to each...
    MStinson713 MStinson713 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 22

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    Yeah i feel alone but hopefully it wont be like this forever. Friends don't last forever either or so i think. Yup loneliness feels really awful. ;-;
    Theguy0298 Theguy0298 16-17, M 1 Response 17 hrs ago

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    Ever since I can remember I was different. Not in the sense where different is always good. I mean, different's good sometime. But, no one around me saw that. I thought that I...
    kiebuttery kiebuttery 13-15, F 4 Responses 12 hrs ago

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    I always feel like I have to 'deal' with people. And when I'm alone, I don't have to worry about anyone around me, like if I'm going to offend someone by accident. And I never do...
    unicornbombz unicornbombz 16-17, F 3 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    I have friends at school but most of them are fake friends.One of my friends said that we were best friends and then she just abandoned me but it's cool I'm used to getting...
    lifeissowhatever lifeissowhatever 13-15, F Sep 4

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    Sometimes... I'm a bad person for a good reason, and other times I'm the opposite. I'm hated because I say bizarre and cryptic things when I speak. I'm ultimately that way because...
    zed2223 zed2223 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 20

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    I used to love Christmas. I used to get so excited about decorating & wrapping presents. Now I wish there was no such thing. I wish we could just celebrate New Years Day and...
    SirenaVonLee SirenaVonLee 36-40, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    People often ask me what I am gonna do over the weekend and I hate this stupid question. It is because I don’t know! I don’t make lots of plans to spend the entire weekend...
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F 5 Responses Sep 13

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    So all throughout high school my boyfriend and I had the most beautiful relationship ever. We were best friends at first before we became lovers. He played football in high school...
    minafinau minafinau 18-21, F Sep 14

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    Back in July, i moved away from my home of 10 years. My mother got engaged and is getting married, she also moved to the same place. I suppose you can say i followed her. I am...
    missrng missrng 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 14

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    You guys are gunna say it's just a phase or it gets better or just let it pass. This isn't gunna pass its true it's all true I'm a idiot I'm a ftard and I mess up watever I do. It...
    Coolman42801 Coolman42801 13-15, M 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    If you're down, broken or alone, i implore you....read. Though my words alone may not break through, i write in the hopes that my words may trigger a chain of happiness, whether...
    Chrispy793 Chrispy793 18-21, M Sep 2

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    Yep ... I've been through too much to not take what I've learned from past mistakes and apply them to my life. Why would I choose unhappiness for myself? Being alone does not...
    StarLily71 StarLily71 41-45, F 6 Responses Sep 8

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    I daydream about doing nothing while I work. About being nothing. I presume to know what people around me want of me and pretend to respond to them. Because having a job is...
    paul0wonder paul0wonder 31-35, M 1 Response Sep 9

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    **** my life. **** everyone. **** everything. Nothing matters anymore. I've lost everything. Ive lost everyone. I'm alone and I'm angry and I'm tired. So ******* tired of this...
    LoveandLoss17 LoveandLoss17 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 9

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    Sometimes I want to cry in class because of this. I used to be so loud and fun and now I feel so depressed. I hate going to a new hs because you're getting ignored. Sure there are...
    alyssagrey14 alyssagrey14 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 9

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    I have been with my boyfriend for over a year and have helped him everyday with anxiety problems and ocd even when he has anger outbursts and says terrible things i stuck by him...
    hannah7656 hannah7656 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 10

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    I am Alone. In life we are forced to be social. Our sanity depends on it, and even our confidence. Humans aren't lone wolves, they fight together as a pack of brothers or sisters...
    TheChosenOne32 TheChosenOne32 22-25, M 1 Response Sep 13

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    Ever so eloquently coming to this realization as I have a mental breakdown locked in the bathroom. I used to think that stating I am alone was ungrateful of me because i am not...
    CassieWithAnO CassieWithAnO 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 13

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    I got stuck and don't know how to overcome it. I am esperiencing this problem since the beginning of highschool. Now it has been 7 years or maybe more and I'm still trying to get...
    Unkyy Unkyy 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    As a boy, I used to hate going to the barbers. Sometimes I'd be taken by my father, or my mother, or rarely, by my grandfather. At all times I'd be given a short, back and sides...
    SLdale SLdale 51-55, M 1 Response Sep 2

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    I've been feeling so alone lately for a week now I'm like battling depression of not being good enough. I went through something like this last winter n now it's back . I just...
    youngadult14 youngadult14 13-15, F Sep 6

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    Hello, remember me? I still hope you do. I want to share my story with you guys now. A lot has changed in my life. A whole lot. You have no idea what I've been through and...
    GirlWithThePWSBM GirlWithThePWSBM 16-17, F Sep 10

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