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I Am Used To Doing Everything Alone

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    Whatever...

    As much as I wish my friends would support me more often, I know they have their own problems to deal with.
    Ichilicious Ichilicious 26-30, M 1 Response Jan 3, 2012

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    That Doesn't Mean I Like It

    It just means I'm used to it. I can go to a movie theater by myself. I can eat out at a fancy restaurant or a fast food place alone. I can walk around the mall on my own. That's me the majority of the time. I guess I don't necessarily have to like it all the time. As long...
    deadmoon deadmoon 18-21, F 4 Responses Jan 3, 2012

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    After a while of people not wanting to do

    anything with you unless they need you, you get used to being left out and have to get stuff done on your own. It's alright though it can only making you stronger
    FutureMARSOCMarine FutureMARSOCMarine 13-15, M 1 Response Feb 4, 2014

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    I get overwhelmed if there are other people in

    the room, and having the house to myself is ideal! I focus better and feel more comfortable if there's no people around. Not sure why this is?
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Oct 24, 2014

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    Back in school, we had to do group projects.

    Nobody wanted me, or I was forced into a group. Even then, I was ignored and blamed for not doing anything even though they never told me what to do
    srgamesalot srgamesalot 13-15, M 1 Response Jun 23

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    Only Child

    I am very use to doing most things alone since I am an only child. I had no one to help me when Mum was out & dad was at work.
    rennie23 rennie23 22-25, M 1 Response Sep 25, 2013

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    I don't really have many friends to do things

    with. just cause I'm used to being alone doesn't mean I dont like it... :/
    Azeazal Azeazal 16-17, M Jun 7

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    No Family

    After the police found out that my father had been hitting me, I was put into foster care. That happened when I was 10. All of my foster parents gave up on me. They all said I was too rebelious and out of control. What did they expect? I was beaten and bullied my whole life. They...
    MayaMitchell MayaMitchell 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 4, 2013

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    This is so depressing.

    I've been trying so hard to be loved by people but it seems it's so hard to get the people I like love me. I do things alone. I feel that it's never going to change. I feel il be alone til im old. I feel that im not good enough for somebody. I feel im not lovable at all. Am I...
    Elleshore81 Elleshore81 31-35, F 2 Responses Nov 19, 2014

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    Did Not Use To Be That Way

    it use to be my GF then wife very young was right beside me help if we were working on the house or cleaning the house we did it with each other if we got in a fight with others kids she was right beside me covering my back i loved her very much she was very much a brat but...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M 1 Response Jan 4, 2012

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    When I'm alone I can think about what I want to do with my life. I can just cry and it makes me feel better. Sometimes the only person who can make me feel better is myself
    RatchetGurl101 RatchetGurl101 16-17, F 3 hrs ago

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    Why? Because when I was younger I was always with someone. I'm left at home with my cat & I'm not scared because I have him. But when no animal or human was around me, I then...
    MyNameIsNotKnown MyNameIsNotKnown 13-15, F 4 hrs ago

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    I used to use this website under another username because I felt so lonely and out of place. My depression got the best of me, but currently I'm so much better. I used drugs...
    nostalgiaa nostalgiaa 13-15, F 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    There's been something on my mind for awhile... Ok, more then awhile, it happened last summer. But before I get into anything else I just want to say that this is probably going to...
    xxJaydaxx xxJaydaxx 13-15, F 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    I have a large family and a lot of friends but I'm basically alone. I'm just kind of lost I guess. I have my kids but it's different cause they need me, one day they too will be...
    reynanv reynanv 26-30, F 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    I've been in my room for three days. not meeting anyone my dad saying I might be crazy if go on doing this. but please, give me some time. Its a hard life phase for me now. I just...
    jalanyanglurus jalanyanglurus 22-25, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I have a great life but inside I feel so torn. I have worked so hard over the years in my career but am more happy when I am not doing my job then when I am. I used to love it when...
    ozdiva ozdiva 31-35, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I can be around people yet still feel so alone... Having no voice to speak. Always being ignored. At my age you'd think that this wouldn't happen but it does. Especially in the...
    lostinwoods83 lostinwoods83 31-35, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I am a 15 year old girl. I am the oldest in my family and i just finished 10th grade. I do ok in school but i got bullied by the older girls. I have a few friends but they're...
    Dunyyax Dunyyax 13-15, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    e When you find out the person you love never loved you back first you get upset, mad, disappointed and many other unhappy feelings. And day by day your feelings for them start to...
    comlpicatedguy comlpicatedguy 18-21, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Man, I'm afraid I'm going to be alone forever. I'm sick of being used, hurt, given false promises... Ugh. I know I deserve better. Like LOTS better. Why does love hurt so much?
    SeanaO SeanaO 18-21, F 5 Responses 2 days ago

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    Bit of a different experience for you all today. Since I’ve never written a story about my Native outfits while I’ve been out in the winds before I thought why not share one...
    WindySpirit WindySpirit 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    About five years ago I lived downtown in a major city in the US. I’ve always been a night person, so I would often find myself bored after my roommate, who was decidedly not a...
    InvinsibleViper InvinsibleViper 22-25, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    i'm sorry but i need to get this off my chest i don't know how to explain this i get angry when people tell me 'god will help you just don't let go' well he let go of me and let me...
    shysnowwhite shysnowwhite 16-17, F 5 Responses 4 days ago

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    I'm finally getting off my lazy bum and making some wind-related art! I've done two sketches so far, itching to do a third later today. But, I need some suggestions for what sorts...
    GryphonChick GryphonChick 18-21, F 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    One of the hardest things ever to do is trying to fix yourself when you feel like you're doing it all alone.
    nathanieljlaw nathanieljlaw 18-21, M 5 Responses 5 days ago

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    I used to be outgoing happy care free just loved the outdoors friends and life...now over the years of having children I let myself become fat!!!!  Like in todays society the...
    ZoeyIsadora ZoeyIsadora 26-30, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    I used to be this happy, bright, outgoing, loving, sweet girl. Everything changed. Grew up and realize this world is so messed up and that my family isn't the family I once knew. I...
    PrincessSkulls PrincessSkulls 18-21, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I used to cut about 2-3 years ago because of the lifestyle my mom put me through. Her boyfriend at that time was a drug addict and has a record. He would beat my mom every other...
    cutemonkey cutemonkey 13-15, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    inb4 tldr;all these beautiful young ladies hurting themselves for whatever reason. i know .. im 35 and i started cutting when i was .. about 14. ive dealt with it for a very long...
    thegreatruiner thegreatruiner 70+, F 6 days ago

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    Ive never really felt lonely, until now. For some reason. I usually enjoy being by myself because its less stressful, but lately Ive been doing things all day long, and havent...
    moretotheeyes moretotheeyes 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    I'm not like any other girls.I have difficulty doing things that others find easy.I hate feeling like this even though urs true I am alone.I'm just gonna hide in my room for the...
    MusicLover4Eternity MusicLover4Eternity 13-15, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    i'd like to be alone for the rest of my life. sounds selfish but i like beoling alone . more time for doing stuff i like. i think i would spend my life watching as many movies as...
    MadCrafter MadCrafter 13-15, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    I have been single for 7 months now. I was in a serious relationship for 7 1/2 years before this. I guess it was only serious to me cause throughout our whole relationship I spent...
    onlyhuman1 onlyhuman1 26-30, F 1 Response a week ago

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    So, a few months back I wrote about a falling out between my best friend and I. This was a 25 year friendship but basically it fell apart because I realized that as part of that...
    lavendersea lavendersea 41-45, F 11 Responses Jul 20

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    I use this site to vent and expect nothing in return, lol - no need to respond, I'm just in my feelings. No one knows the pain I live with every day, my heart aches because I feel...
    Darcie5 Darcie5 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 19

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    I am so alone it litteraly hurts my body. It's maybe been a year now without any friends outside school. In school I had 1 friend but she didnt want to hang out with me after...
    coupdefoudre coupdefoudre 16-17, F 3 Responses Jul 18

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    Sitting by my sister at a baseball game... I am alone, she is next to her husband. The dislike between them is palpable, years of fights and tensions, everything (which wasn't much...
    elizabethmariejazz elizabethmariejazz 36-40, F Jul 18

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    Sometimes, I feel that I am destined to be alone... Whenever, I feel close to someone... Bad things happen way out of my control. Good friends are leaving and it sucks to be left...
    maleficent08 maleficent08 31-35, F 2 Responses Jul 17

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    So...am on holiday at the moment. And I am staying with family friends for a little bit. They are fun and we go out, do all sorts of things and I am enjoying myself. But the...
    CuriousGuy833 CuriousGuy833 22-25, M Jul 17

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    you know how do I feel when you just abandon me and betrayed me, and I'm just.. still can't forget you..?? I'm just like rat lab.. getting used by someone and just abandoned and...
    GFrans GFrans 16-17, M 2 Responses Jul 16

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    Didn't expect for it to happen this morning this early. Started crying but I'm just going to block everything else for the rest of the morning and try not to think about work...
    IntoxicatedFairy IntoxicatedFairy 18-21, F Jul 15

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