I Am Used To Doing Everything Alone

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 378 People

    No Family

    After the police found out that my father had been hitting me, I was put into foster care. That happened when I was 10. All of my foster parents gave up on me. They all said I was too rebelious and out of control. What did they expect? I was beaten and bullied my whole life. They...
    MayaMitchell MayaMitchell
    16-17, F
    1 Response Jun 4, 2013

    Only Child

    I am very use to doing most things alone since I am an only child. I had no one to help me when Mum was out & dad was at work.
    rennie23 rennie23
    26-30, M
    Sep 25, 2013

    This is so depressing.

    I've been trying so hard to be loved by people but it seems it's so hard to get the people I like love me. I do things alone. I feel that it's never going to change. I feel il be alone til im old. I feel that im not good enough for somebody. I feel im not lovable at all. Am I...
    Elleshore81 Elleshore81
    31-35, F
    1 Response Nov 19, 2014

    Did Not Use To Be That Way

    it use to be my GF then wife very young was right beside me help if we were working on the house or cleaning the house we did it with each other if we got in a fight with others kids she was right beside me covering my back i loved her very much she was very much a brat but...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2
    61-65, M
    1 Response Jan 4, 2012

    I get overwhelmed if there are other people in

    the room, and having the house to myself is ideal! I focus better and feel more comfortable if there's no people around. Not sure why this is?
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    5 Responses Oct 24, 2014

    After a while of people not wanting to do

    anything with you unless they need you, you get used to being left out and have to get stuff done on your own. It's alright though it can only making you stronger
    FutureMARSOCMarine FutureMARSOCMarine
    16-17, M
    1 Response Feb 4, 2014

    Back in school, we had to do group projects.

    Nobody wanted me, or I was forced into a group. Even then, I was ignored and blamed for not doing anything even though they never told me what to do
    srgamesalot srgamesalot
    16-17, M
    1 Response Jun 23, 2015

    I don't really have many friends to do things

    with. just cause I'm used to being alone doesn't mean I dont like it... :/
    Azeazal Azeazal
    16-17, M
    Jun 7, 2015

    That Doesn't Mean I Like It

    It just means I'm used to it. I can go to a movie theater by myself. I can eat out at a fancy restaurant or a fast food place alone. I can walk around the mall on my own. That's me the majority of the time. I guess I don't necessarily have to like it all the time. As long...
    deadmoon deadmoon
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Jan 3, 2012

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