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I Am Used To Doing Everything Alone

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    After a while of people not wanting to do

    anything with you unless they need you, you get used to being left out and have to get stuff done on your own. It's alright though it can only making you stronger
    FutureMARSOCMarine FutureMARSOCMarine 13-15, M 1 Response Feb 4

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    Only Child

    I am very use to doing most things alone since I am an only child. I had no one to help me when Mum was out & dad was at work.
    rennie23 rennie23 22-25, M 1 Response Sep 25, 2013

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    That Doesn't Mean I Like It

    It just means I'm used to it. I can go to a movie theater by myself. I can eat out at a fancy restaurant or a fast food place alone. I can walk around the mall on my own. That's me the majority of the time. I guess I don't necessarily have to like it all the time. As long...
    deadmoon deadmoon 18-21, F 4 Responses Jan 3, 2012

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    Whatever...

    As much as I wish my friends would support me more often, I know they have their own problems to deal with.
    Ichilicious Ichilicious 26-30, M 1 Response Jan 3, 2012

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    No Family

    After the police found out that my father had been hitting me, I was put into foster care. That happened when I was 10. All of my foster parents gave up on me. They all said I was too rebelious and out of control. What did they expect? I was beaten and bullied my whole life. They...
    MayaMitchell MayaMitchell 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 4, 2013

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    Did Not Use To Be That Way

    it use to be my GF then wife very young was right beside me help if we were working on the house or cleaning the house we did it with each other if we got in a fight with others kids she was right beside me covering my back i loved her very much she was very much a brat but...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M 1 Response Jan 4, 2012

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    I do everything and go everywhere alone. Last month i was on a trip to sweden with my coworkers. When the bus tour was over i just walked off. Went to drift on the streets to...
    Zim0 Zim0 18-21, M a week ago

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    Laughter is all around me, coming from me, and I can see the faces of my friends. It's a good night. We're all at dinner together, debating the stupidest of subjects like world...
    Skollon Skollon 18-21, F 23 hrs ago

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    Have you ever got sick of being soft to people? The way they treat you, the way they say things and probably mean it. Well I'm going through things like that. I've had enough of...
    SarahTheHunter SarahTheHunter 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 6

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    I'm pretty used to being alone and I prefer it even. I'm in my last year of high and my mom wants me to get involved in school. She fails to realize this is my third high school...
    EbbsBreaux EbbsBreaux 16-17, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I just want someone to hold me.. Tell me everything's alright.. Not let me be alone.. Understands my fear of crowds.. Makes me feel beautiful.. Makes me laugh through my tears.. I...
    ravenzewolf ravenzewolf 13-15, F 1 hr ago

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    I have trichitillomania. There I said it. But no one I know has this problem at all. I used to be very bubbly and happy bit now I can hardly even look someone in the eyes without...
    sparkilypink sparkilypink 13-15, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    I used to be a happy kid, i was a tomboy, i was friends with all the boys and girls, and i was happy! Suddenly things changed, like everything of the past didnt matter anymore. I...
    staystrongsu staystrongsu 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 27

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    Is it bad that since I've felt alone for so long that even when I have somebody I'd rather be alone
    InternetKid905 InternetKid905 13-15, F 2 Responses 12 hrs ago

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    So finally that time is here when i can actually see myself being used & walked over. Here's to the group of friends & people i know. They'd text me, call me & be nice to me...
    Xyanii Xyanii 22-25, F 3 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    I once had these thoughts that one day I'd find clarity and it would be so freeing. I'd let go of everything and everything would fall into place. Id no longer have to protect so...
    whoareyou208 whoareyou208 26-30, F Sep 1

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    It all started in 7th grade when I was introduced to K2/Synthetic Marijuana(there were a few other drugs I tried using but this is about the synthetic). I used to like the way it...
    SnakTaco SnakTaco 13-15, M Sep 4

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    I always feel that im alone in this world, i dont have the other person i can share everything everyday. Im awkward, i used to be okay but i have always been having some friends...
    hooncaramello hooncaramello 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 27

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    Having a sense of being alone has been with me always. I am an only child. When I was a child I had one, perhaps two friends. I didn't have sports or other interests. The solitary...
    softgreenhourglass softgreenhourglass 36-40, M 2 Responses Sep 6

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    When I moved to a new city everything changed my home, friends everything. Couple of years later my friend has been having parties with drinking and drugs I wanted to be cool so I...
    misfitoutsider misfitoutsider 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 21

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    I feel like if i show how alone i feel i would end up screaming in a room full of people or just speeding up to the end and die already to end the torture. It cant keep going on...
    Noahn85 Noahn85 26-30, M Aug 27

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    A few years ago, i battled with depression, anxiety, sexual abuse, and just being absolutely hateful to everyone around me. Because of this, I've broken a few hearts. If you'd...
    salen01 salen01 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 31

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    Recently I've been going to bed with my laptop next to me and I can't fall asleep unless I've got something playing. I've effed up my sleeping pattern by doing this because I've...
    cptdelaquoi cptdelaquoi 16-17, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    Amidst the tears of everyday, I lose my hope, that simplicity that caused my excitement during the late nights. And now I'm alone. The extra terrestrial being that filled the void...
    kittenasylum kittenasylum 16-17, F 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    I hate the fact that he's not here anymore. I hate the fact that we can't talk anymore. I hate the fact that we can't think of meeting each other anymore. But worst of all, I hate...
    Moon95 Moon95 18-21, F 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    Since I was a young child I didn't see eye to eye with almost everyone in my family. The only person I trusted was my brother, my sister and parents never treat me with respect so...
    ozziegirl88 ozziegirl88 13-15 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    Or let's just call it "I'm not afraid" because I used to fear EVERYTHING. that's what anxiety does to you. you stay home one day it turns into two weeks. Can't leave your room. Can...
    sevenforasecret sevenforasecret 18-21, F Aug 25

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    We don't talk like we used to and it makes me kinda sad... Everyone's moved on and left me and I'm here alone not knowing what to do.. I completely understand if you don't wanna...
    NobodyCaresOkai NobodyCaresOkai 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 26

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    I am so ****** up I do not know where to turn too everyone I cared about is gone and now it's just me and I want to get back I am not me anyone and feel I do not care anyone I am...
    dmsme dmsme 31-35, F 4 Responses Aug 31

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    But I'm not lonely. I used to be with someone and felt so alone with him and his friends, I used to feel so detached. Now I'm alone, I'm not lonely I'm just alone. So much more...
    29wine 29wine 41-45, F 3 Responses Aug 22

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    well my ex broke up with me a month ago. We have a son together and I try all the time to get back with him. We still have sex the only thing differently is that he won't say he...
    Fleo94 Fleo94 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 27

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    No one knows how much this is actually hurting me, wait I don't even know, I've never felt this much pain.I'm doing things I never thought I would do, I'm saying things that I...
    ThatOneSadGirl ThatOneSadGirl 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 31

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    Lately everyone, and I mean everyone has started dating and finding their 'soul mate.' I sit with my friends, whom might I add, make out with their significant other all the time...
    darkestpartofmymind33 darkestpartofmymind33 13-15, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    Sometimes I just want to be alone and watch the kinds of movies I want to watch, not have to share my food, or compromise on anything. I've been living with people my entire life...
    RayvenJ RayvenJ 22-25, F Aug 24

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    I made that choice. I am very lonely, BUT... Due to a touch of Aspergers (and because the world moves on without me in some ways) I am pretty much always alone. So there I was...
    zmedleff1 zmedleff1 41-45 2 Responses Aug 29

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    I have friends at school but most of them are fake friends.One of my friends said that we were best friends and then she just abandoned me but it's cool I'm used to getting...
    lifeissowhatever lifeissowhatever 13-15, F Sep 4

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    Budapest is One of the 25th most frequented sites on earth, the town welcoming in excess of four.three million Worldwide readers each year,[131] therefore the standard and the...
    Lyndon407mj Lyndon407mj 31-35, M 1 Response Aug 21

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    People often ask me what I am gonna do over the weekend and I hate this stupid question. It is because I don’t know! I don’t make lots of plans to spend the entire weekend...
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    So all throughout high school my boyfriend and I had the most beautiful relationship ever. We were best friends at first before we became lovers. He played football in high school...
    minafinau minafinau 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    Back in July, i moved away from my home of 10 years. My mother got engaged and is getting married, she also moved to the same place. I suppose you can say i followed her. I am...
    missrng missrng 22-25, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I hang around my house day after day doing absolutely nothing. i convince myself that this is the way i want to live, that i enjoy being alone, but after a couple of hours of being...
    livingwithdepression livingwithdepression 13-15, F 4 Responses Aug 22

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    I used to be very social, too kind and caring to everyone. I used to smile almost always because no matter what happened, the people that I love and care about were always there...
    StupidM StupidM 22-25, M 2 Responses Aug 26

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    If you're down, broken or alone, i implore you....read. Though my words alone may not break through, i write in the hopes that my words may trigger a chain of happiness, whether...
    Chrispy793 Chrispy793 18-21, M Sep 2

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    Yep ... I've been through too much to not take what I've learned from past mistakes and apply them to my life. Why would I choose unhappiness for myself? Being alone does not...
    StarLily71 StarLily71 41-45, F 6 Responses Sep 8

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    I daydream about doing nothing while I work. About being nothing. I presume to know what people around me want of me and pretend to respond to them. Because having a job is...
    paul0wonder paul0wonder 31-35, M 1 Response Sep 9

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    **** my life. **** everyone. **** everything. Nothing matters anymore. I've lost everything. Ive lost everyone. I'm alone and I'm angry and I'm tired. So ******* tired of this...
    LoveandLoss17 LoveandLoss17 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 9

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    Sometimes I want to cry in class because of this. I used to be so loud and fun and now I feel so depressed. I hate going to a new hs because you're getting ignored. Sure there are...
    alyssagrey14 alyssagrey14 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 9

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