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I Am Used To Doing Everything Alone

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    That Doesn't Mean I Like It

    It just means I'm used to it. I can go to a movie theater by myself. I can eat out at a fancy restaurant or a fast food place alone. I can walk around the mall on my own. That's me the majority of the time. I guess I don't necessarily have to like it all the time. As long...
    deadmoon deadmoon 18-21, F 4 Responses Jan 3, 2012

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    Did Not Use To Be That Way

    it use to be my GF then wife very young was right beside me help if we were working on the house or cleaning the house we did it with each other if we got in a fight with others kids she was right beside me covering my back i loved her very much she was very much a brat but...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M 1 Response Jan 4, 2012

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    Whatever...

    As much as I wish my friends would support me more often, I know they have their own problems to deal with.
    Ichilicious Ichilicious 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 3, 2012

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    Only Child

    I am very use to doing most things alone since I am an only child. I had no one to help me when Mum was out & dad was at work.
    rennie23 rennie23 22-25, M 1 Response Sep 25, 2013

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    After a while of people not wanting to do

    anything with you unless they need you, you get used to being left out and have to get stuff done on your own. It's alright though it can only making you stronger
    FutureMARSOCMarine FutureMARSOCMarine 13-15, M 1 Response Feb 4

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    No Family

    After the police found out that my father had been hitting me, I was put into foster care. That happened when I was 10. All of my foster parents gave up on me. They all said I was too rebelious and out of control. What did they expect? I was beaten and bullied my whole life. They...
    MayaMitchell MayaMitchell 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 4, 2013

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    Soldiergirl3 Soldiergirl3 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 6

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    Today was ******* weird. It started off like a normal day getting up, making bottles, changing diapers making breakfast normal mom stuff. Got ready ran some errands. Ended up at a...
    Jess7787 Jess7787 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 3

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    Don't mean in the relationship way...I'm a military brat moving has always been my way of life from one place to another go go go only problem I'm Having with it is I'm always...
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    Okay so I feel really really alone right now :c I used to hang out with my mother every night but ever since her boyfriend moved in we never talk or see eachother and it's killing...
    SolarSkyDiver SolarSkyDiver 16-17, M 3 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    I don’t know where everything went wrong ,how I lost the gamble of life. My inexplicable mind didn’t keep anything though,no balance sheet it prepared- what it got and what it...
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    I refuse to stand down or give in. I will not let them control me or give me orders. I refuse to bow and I will not break. When everyone stands against me, I can stand alone. I...
    Deadlynightshade5 Deadlynightshade5 22-25, F 1 Response 13 mins ago

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    I used to be a happy kid, i was a tomboy, i was friends with all the boys and girls, and i was happy! Suddenly things changed, like everything of the past didnt matter anymore. I...
    staystrongsu staystrongsu 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I miss the old me who I used to be. wide eyed, playful, kind i even miss how gullible i was used to see the world so different used to be so different I miss the way I spoke...
    tostai tostai 18-21, F 1 hr ago

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    "I like to get drunk alone on the weekends, and just play video games, because it's honestly more fun to "party" by myself". A friend of mine sent me an internet meme, with that...
    DeathstalkerScorpion DeathstalkerScorpion 22-25, M 15 hrs ago

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    I always feel that im alone in this world, i dont have the other person i can share everything everyday. Im awkward, i used to be okay but i have always been having some friends...
    hooncaramello hooncaramello 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    My boyfriend of a year and a half has put me second to girls he claims he USED to like. I hate feeling second to someone i put first, always. I never knew how jealous of a person...
    micheller1995 micheller1995 18-21, F Aug 17

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    It's one of the things that helped me to not be depressed. It also challenges me and I always feel good after doing a little yoga
    fallingintowonderrland fallingintowonderrland 16-17, F 49 mins ago

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    Recently one of my best friends and I have been getting in fights a lot, and I'm terrified that we won't be friends anymore because of what happened today. We both used our mutual...
    alecsaf alecsaf 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 17

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    When I moved to a new city everything changed my home, friends everything. Couple of years later my friend has been having parties with drinking and drugs I wanted to be cool so I...
    misfitoutsider misfitoutsider 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 21

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    I still don't know how to admit that I feel alone without thinking it is a fundamental weakness.
    mp446 mp446 22-25, F 2 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    I am alone in my mind and with my thoughts. Friends don't seem to be real. I am disposable. I could disappear and nobody would really notice any difference. If you are down...
    lexlugor lexlugor 36-40 2 hrs ago

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    I am alone in my mind and with my thoughts. Friends don't seem to be real. I am disposable. I could disappear and nobody would really notice any difference. If you are down...
    lexlugor lexlugor 36-40 2 hrs ago

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    I feel like if i show how alone i feel i would end up screaming in a room full of people or just speeding up to the end and die already to end the torture. It cant keep going on...
    Noahn85 Noahn85 26-30, M 3 days ago

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    hey guys I usually write in this page when things start getting bad again I guess I just rather write my feelings out than bleed them ( selfharming). It is getting worse and worse...
    CarolinaS1 CarolinaS1 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 15

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    Or let's just call it "I'm not afraid" because I used to fear EVERYTHING. that's what anxiety does to you. you stay home one day it turns into two weeks. Can't leave your room. Can...
    sevenforasecret sevenforasecret 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    We don't talk like we used to and it makes me kinda sad... Everyone's moved on and left me and I'm here alone not knowing what to do.. I completely understand if you don't wanna...
    NobodyCaresOkai NobodyCaresOkai 13-15, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    for me everything happened in my life a disaster. firstly cuz of my bestfriend long long time ago? I remember I was so little that time. I got raped by him. I know nothing bout...
    RegineAbiertasPalencia RegineAbiertasPalencia 18-21, F 4 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    My mum and dad went away for a week on holiday last week and as I'm a teen I immediately had people round (which they knew about.) I had a few gatherings at my house over the week...
    nanny95 nanny95 18-21, F Jul 31

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    I recently left my child's father... He was a controlling manipulative negative judgmental person... But he took care of is financially, to me it's more expensive to let him...
    Jezzebel143 Jezzebel143 26-30, F 4 Responses Jul 31

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    But I'm not lonely. I used to be with someone and felt so alone with him and his friends, I used to feel so detached. Now I'm alone, I'm not lonely I'm just alone. So much more...
    29wine 29wine 41-45, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    well my ex broke up with me a month ago. We have a son together and I try all the time to get back with him. We still have sex the only thing differently is that he won't say he...
    Fleo94 Fleo94 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Sometimes I just want to be alone and watch the kinds of movies I want to watch, not have to share my food, or compromise on anything. I've been living with people my entire life...
    RayvenJ RayvenJ 22-25, F 6 days ago

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    I made that choice. I am very lonely, BUT... Due to a touch of Aspergers (and because the world moves on without me in some ways) I am pretty much always alone. So there I was...
    zmedleff1 zmedleff1 41-45 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I do enjoy being at home as no one stare at me while walk at streets. I have an issue lately which is feeling insecure while going anywhere. I do used to get out a lot and talk...
    Egyptianguy34 Egyptianguy34 31-35, M Jul 31

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    Seeing as most of my relationships have ended in me being cheated on, lied to, used, or just generally walked all over. Nd how i get accused of being the one cheating, (guess its...
    Anth9012 Anth9012 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 8

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    Not physically, but emotionally. I live with my mom and sister so I see them but my mom is evil and my sister just wants me to leave her alone. I go to my weed dealer's house and...
    crazyhobo crazyhobo 26-30 1 Response Aug 8

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    Yes, I can fake a smile...am good at it. I can be pretentious. I'd been doing it in my real life for years. But I cannot fake myself. (laughs) I am not here to create a bogus...
    0nOpalsMind 0nOpalsMind 41-45, F 3 Responses Jul 30

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    I am twenty two years old very beautiful,intelligent,and kind hearted but Im so lonely at first being single was great I didn't have to worry about where my man was or what he's...
    Cencere92 Cencere92 22-25, F Jul 31

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    So I'm at this dinner party with my cousins and my ex is here as well. I feel so completely alone today like I don't belong here. I'm about to break down crying but I'm trying not...
    VasilisaDra VasilisaDra 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 1

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    I'm not even really sure how to tell my story or if I should. I'm trying to "find myself" so maybe a strangers opinion would help me see what I can't I've been married for over 2...
    twisten1329 twisten1329 41-45, F 5 Responses Aug 17

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    Budapest is One of the 25th most frequented sites on earth, the town welcoming in excess of four.three million Worldwide readers each year,[131] therefore the standard and the...
    Lyndon407mj Lyndon407mj 31-35, M 1 Response Aug 21

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    I wanna say about a year and a half/ two years ago, I was a completely different person. I had started seeing this guy, thought he was great, 3 months into the relationship we got...
    brandijade92 brandijade92 18-21, F 4 Responses Jul 30

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    When I'm alone, that's when I can truly think and be myself. That's when my mind is fully open and I can meet my full potential. I write my best poems and draw my best drawings...
    LoveandLoss17 LoveandLoss17 16-17, F Jul 31

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    I wish people cared about me like they used to. People used to be there for me. Now I am just alone with it feels like no one to talk to. I wish I could find someone who would...
    MeganXXXXX MeganXXXXX 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 11

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    This is super long but I just needed to get it off my chest. You used me. You first told me that having the label of "boyfriend and girlfriend" would ruin our relationship so you...
    lunalight21 lunalight21 18-21, F Aug 12

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    As an introvert, I enjoy being alone sometimes. Being around people for long periods of time can be quite exhausting. I like having time to myself to reflect on things and be alone...
    Sapphire14 Sapphire14 18-21, F Aug 13

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