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I Am Very Angry With Me Sometimes

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    For Failing to Take Control

    I failed to take control of a situation recently , one that i should never have let reach the point it did ... But no worries its gone now and i am fine and unscathed by my little escapade...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jan 17, 2009

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    I Let Myself Be Used

    Even though he didn't want me and didn't truly care how i felt i let him sleep with me. I let him touch my body and that is not something i let happen easily, but i trust him and i always had. The difference was ... this time he was using my body as his toy, to get himself off. I...
    deadinsideout deadinsideout 26-30, F Sep 28, 2013

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    Why Do I Do This?

    What the phuck is wrong with me? Why do I feel like this? Why do I keep getting more and more upset about nothing? WHY IS IT THAT EVERYTHING I DO IS WRONG AND BAD AND HORRIBLE? I'm just so sick of being me. I'm sick of being the bad person. I'm sick of making everyone feel bad...
    TheMoonGetsMe TheMoonGetsMe 26-30, F Mar 27, 2013

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    Looking Back

    When I "see" myself make an obvious mistake, it irriates me to no end.  Especially if I have made that mistake before.  One would think I would learn.
    iwork2much iwork2much 51-55, M Jan 19, 2009

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    When I Am Tired Like Now...........

    ~ When the night terrors won't let go. When the fear takes over & I get so tired of all the responsiblity. When all I want to do is say screw it & leave everything & everyone behind. When I dream for something magical to come along & fix it all...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 19, 2009

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    Anger

    I get so angry with myself sometimes when I allow negative people to affect or bother me.  I wish I could just be transparent to these types of people and allow their attitude to just wash over me instead of letting it affect me and get to me.
    tatteredwings tatteredwings 36-40 3 Responses Apr 28, 2009

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    Why I Am Angry With Myself

    I am a single mother of 4 wonderful children.  I am recently divorced and had to move back in with my father.  I get so mad at my ex and it just ruins every part of my life.  I want to just get over it and what he has done to me but it seems like it has ruined so...
    greeneangel greeneangel 26-30, F Sep 6, 2009

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    It's been 5 months since we've broken up and I'm still not over it .. I hate him so much and all this hate that I harbor is killing me.. One day I'm ok and the next I'm thinking...
    Dbell1101 Dbell1101 22-25, F 23 hrs ago

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    I'm so angry me and my ex have been to gether for 4 years once o got pregnant everything changed he left me when I was 4m pregnant after baby was born I wanted him with me so bad I...
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    I have read a lot of articles and blogs online about women who are in love with their abusers, but its often chocked up to Stockholm Syndrome. Meaning, their boyfriends and...
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    Sometimes I just have so much to do I can't think straight and end up with a song bouncing around my head and I don't even notice it and I can't figure out why I'm seeing in colors...
    whaliaj whaliaj 18-21, F 1 hr ago

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    Right now is really bad. I haven't had a good amount of sleep in the past few days. Lake of sleep = intolerant Intolerant = irritated Irritated = angry Angry = upset Upset...
    AngelWithASecret2 AngelWithASecret2 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 31

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    I hate being angry because the way I treat people. I can usually control, but sometimes it shows and of course I would deny it if you asked. I am not a person to just let it out...
    imjusttrying imjusttrying 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    I have always worn my emotions on my sleeves. I get angry so fast that it shocks me sometimes. I black out and before I know it I'm back and I'm looking at the person who made me...
    SheIsBroken SheIsBroken 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    I am sometimes antisocial. I think....Perhaps the word antisocial needs to be more clearly defined. I will define it for myself as - overwhelmed by being around people. I am...
    tryingagainII tryingagainII 56-60, M 6 hrs ago

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    I think I’m in love with my best friend and we are both female and straight. I have never felt this way about another girl, she makes me feel safe, and beautiful and loved. It...
    ast2014 ast2014 22-25 16 hrs ago

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    Hi, I really need your advice because I'm a bit confused and rattled. I was with my boyfriend for about 6 months when we first met everything was great, we laughed so much and had...
    Rainrebel Rainrebel 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 28

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    I have a tendency to let anger build up inside. I was taught to not cause waves and be over-emotional. Obviously, holding it in just makes it worse. There are times I get so angry...
    455cargirl 455cargirl 36-40, F 1 Response Nov 10

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    I feel worried that being angry is bad. I feel bad that I get worried about feeling angry. I feel scared that i will be judged for being angry. I feel scared that being angry will...
    dispossessed dispossessed 46-50, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I sometimes think Christians say what you would satan expect to say.
    JacobaMaria JacobaMaria 46-50, F 1 Response 18 hrs ago

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    There are times when i don't want to see a single soul...but sometimes i wish i had some real friends, not the hypocrite people i know... And hang out, dance stupidly and talk.
    ElizabethRives ElizabethRives 18-21, F 2 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    i'm a little bit drunk and probably you don't give a **** what i'm gonna say, but today was magic, i was talking with my teacher, he was so cute because i was sat on the table and...
    xeroxxxx xeroxxxx 16-17, F 2 hrs ago

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    Today marks 13 years me and my baby have been together and since he told me he loves me. I never knew the meaning of love till he told me he loved me. Everything fell into place...
    Babybf Babybf 31-35, F 25 mins ago

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    I do love him but sometimes I just want to punch him on the face and get all that anger out because for that stupid stuff he does ,he makes me go crazy, angry like im gonna lose...
    belllla belllla 18-21, F Nov 7

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    I searched for "chained to my past" and came up with this experience. That really is how I feel. When I was in junior year of high school, my best friend committed suicide. I was...
    emgrimm2011 emgrimm2011 22-25, F Nov 10

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    I think we've all been at this point in our lives at one point or another. Whether it's now or in the past. However, for me, this is how I feel every single day when I go to bed...
    lovedownunder lovedownunder 16-17, F 2 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    I go to a small school. I've gone their since junior kindergarden and am now in Grade 10 at that same school. It's a Jewish school. There are 7 other kids in my grade. Last year...
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    I am angry, depressed, and lonely. My wife left me almost three years ago. I was very angry in the beginning. I still get angry but its not as severe. She was not taking care...
    Joe1064 Joe1064 46-50, M Nov 12

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    I'm sad ... today was an awful day. without any mention that I feel broke because of my love Ahmad , other things happened to me which made me feel worse.  Firstly, I used to...
    unknown159231 unknown159231 18-21, F Oct 23

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    I'm sad ... today was an awful day. without any mention that I feel broke because of my love Ahmad , other things happened to me which made me feel worse.  Firstly, I used to...
    unknown159231 unknown159231 18-21, F Oct 23

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    I am writing this for myself I think. I want to prove to myself that maybe I have something that is valuable. A skill that is even just a little better than average that is...
    troybutler troybutler 18-21, M Oct 29

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    For the last four or more years I have consistently felt the same. I wake in the morning often feeling sad, sometimes I feel angry and alone. Yet my wife is right next to me, warm...
    clearsight clearsight 56-60, M 4 Responses Oct 30

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    "Take, take all you need And I'll compensate your greed With broken hearts." If the whole purpose of my life is to be used then f*** it all! I'll let them take everything until...
    SwanNual SwanNual 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 10

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    Another day getting ready to pass, another opportunity lost, why does it matter so much? Why when we know it would just be for a few days. Then back to normal.. If normal is what...
    W0lfhunter W0lfhunter 41-45, M 1 Response Nov 12

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    Sometimes I wonder why I was allowed to get sick at a time like t. People get upset with me when I don't know how to depend on others but I learned from an early age that my...
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 12

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    Damn it I don't want to fight. ..... I'm so tired of fighting. .... every time someone mentions her I get so angry because no one is worthy of talking about her to me. I don't...
    pikapup17 pikapup17 18-21 a week ago

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    Damn it I don't want to fight. ..... I'm so tired of fighting. .... every time someone mentions her I get so angry because no one is worthy of talking about her to me. I don't...
    pikapup17 pikapup17 18-21 a week ago

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    The sound of laughter makes me angry but I find everything funny.
    imhim imhim 31-35, M 5 days ago

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    Lost in Translation: So as the suicide bomber was getting ready to carry out his plans.. he had no worries.. for he new if he pulled it off all his dreams in the afterlife would be...
    Slashrattlenroll Slashrattlenroll 41-45, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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