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I Am Very Angry With Me Sometimes

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    I Let Myself Be Used

    Even though he didn't want me and didn't truly care how i felt i let him sleep with me. I let him touch my body and that is not something i let happen easily, but i trust him and i always had. The difference was ... this time he was using my body as his toy, to get himself off. I...
    deadinsideout deadinsideout 26-30, F Sep 28, 2013

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    Why Do I Do This?

    What the phuck is wrong with me? Why do I feel like this? Why do I keep getting more and more upset about nothing? WHY IS IT THAT EVERYTHING I DO IS WRONG AND BAD AND HORRIBLE? I'm just so sick of being me. I'm sick of being the bad person. I'm sick of making everyone feel bad...
    TheMoonGetsMe TheMoonGetsMe 26-30, F Mar 27, 2013

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    When I Am Tired Like Now...........

    ~ When the night terrors won't let go. When the fear takes over & I get so tired of all the responsiblity. When all I want to do is say screw it & leave everything & everyone behind. When I dream for something magical to come along & fix it all...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 19, 2009

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    Looking Back

    When I "see" myself make an obvious mistake, it irriates me to no end.  Especially if I have made that mistake before.  One would think I would learn.
    iwork2much iwork2much 51-55, M Jan 19, 2009

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    For Failing to Take Control

    I failed to take control of a situation recently , one that i should never have let reach the point it did ... But no worries its gone now and i am fine and unscathed by my little escapade...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jan 17, 2009

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    Anger

    I get so angry with myself sometimes when I allow negative people to affect or bother me.  I wish I could just be transparent to these types of people and allow their attitude to just wash over me instead of letting it affect me and get to me.
    tatteredwings tatteredwings 36-40 3 Responses Apr 28, 2009

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    Why I Am Angry With Myself

    I am a single mother of 4 wonderful children.  I am recently divorced and had to move back in with my father.  I get so mad at my ex and it just ruins every part of my life.  I want to just get over it and what he has done to me but it seems like it has ruined so...
    greeneangel greeneangel 26-30, F Sep 6, 2009

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    This morning, i woke up feeling so angry with myself!
    pgalsh pgalsh 36-40, F 3 days ago

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    For making me do all of this again!!
    jradc jradc 46-50, M 5 days ago

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    I'm so mad that I'm thinking of deleting this account and never getting on this site ever again.
    CallmeHopelessNotRomantic CallmeHopelessNotRomantic 36-40, F 2 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    All of her life my Mom has been a victim. Every thing that has happened to her has shaped her into this person that I just can't stand. When my Dad left her when I was 15 I began...
    PerpetualPisces PerpetualPisces 26-30, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    For the past 3 or 4 weeks I've been having doubts about God...... I'm just so tired of being angry with him and right now all I want to do is restore my relationship with him, so...
    izzygirl360 izzygirl360 16-17, F May 17

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    It's been the hardest thing to deal with. I support him in recovery and I do not bother getting angry with him however I tell him it isn't right. It's ongoing- his addiction has...
    Gingerfab Gingerfab 18-21, F May 18

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    I have a 6 foot teddy named Theodore I cuddle with sometimes. And a little teddy named Ashton. I did have one named Ashley but she had to get washed and burned in the dryer.
    Raybae Raybae 18-21, F May 11

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    5 Months ago, my first son was stillborn at 34 weeks. it was and still is very devastating for me. . i miss my son dearly. i had to bury him along with all of my hopes and dreams...
    Sasquatch1990 Sasquatch1990 22-25, F 1 Response May 7

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    I am so glad I stumbled on this category of posts, because reading of other people's similar experiences is somehow helpful to me, although I'm sorry for all of your troubles. I...
    2323Anonymous 2323Anonymous 51-55, F May 11

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    Another lonely night. Can't tell him anything without him getting defensive. Can't even talk to my husband. I've been sleeping alone in our bed for about a month. He held me in the...
    Canibehonest Canibehonest 31-35, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    I don't know. None of this is finalized, but let me try to say it right. I just don't like you right now, but I am trying really hard not to waste "what precious time we have left...
    Itekimasu Itekimasu 18-21, F May 5

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    I feel it every day. It found a way to infiltrate my mind, conquering my feelings and my heart. Darkness. It’s like it just started to make me crumble away, taking what lightness...
    L1TLL3MY5T3RY L1TLL3MY5T3RY 18-21, M 1 hr ago

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    I feel dumb. I miss my abusive ex. But he treated me like crap. If I made him the slightest mad,if I did the smallest thing to set him off, he'd disappear for weeks at a time. Now...
    amtired amtired 22-25, F 4 Responses May 1

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    I rarely get angry anymore instead I take it with a great spirit n sense of humor. I know from experience that angry sucks every thing out of u n leave u as a shell with no energy...
    candles700 candles700 22-25, F 1 Response May 6

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    My son was born in August 2000, with Hemihypertrophy,he is now 14 1/2, he was taken from me in a child custody fight,along with his sister. My ex-husband was and is a monster, liar...
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 6

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    Why the duck do you care more about your nephew then me!! It was my birthday yesterday and you said happy broths ya and ignored me for the rest of the day!!! You made me pay for...
    Ridingtonewyork Ridingtonewyork 16-17, F 4 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    It is such a relief to get away from the mental hospital (roseberry park hospital )psychiatric hospital The people I'm there were pain in my *** ... I'm happy to be on leave for...
    Soullesss Soullesss 31-35, F May 1

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    Well sometimes it's hard to controle especially when I get upset or angry then my muscles tighten and I feel like I'm on fire but it only lasts a few seconds before I black out...
    Lucian187 Lucian187 18-21, M May 13

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    I rescued my kitten when he was only four weeks old. He'd already been taken from his mother and littermates, and was put in a home where people chased him, pulled his tail...
    dontyouunderstand dontyouunderstand 18-21 5 days ago

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    your a attractivr but were not attractable i hate to sound dramatic but in romantical making up words you can understandable its tragical thinkin some magical **** is gonna happen...
    jrogers561 jrogers561 31-35, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I was there, in my state of numbness, thinking that this would be my life. I was comfortable, settled. Not necessarily happy (there were moments) but I was there. There was a...
    aquiver aquiver 26-30, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I wish someone could understand me :( But instead of that they are just angry about my mistakes.. :( No one understands me.. :/
    Dana1212 Dana1212 18-21, F 6 Responses 3 days ago

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    I don't know, I get really pissed off sometimes and just start shaking like crazy.
    GreyColors GreyColors 13-15, F 3 days ago

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    Like right now....im not angry angry im just like mad
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses May 8

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    And I am sooooooo ******* angry right now. Just found out my friend who went to the hospital for trying to commit suicide, got out about a month ago, and when she did she got drunk...
    YouCantEscapeMyDemons YouCantEscapeMyDemons 13-15, M 6 Responses May 14

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    Holy ****, I'm so ******* angry all the time And I can't seem to understand what's wrong with me, I've been having crazy mood swings all day, My thoughts are driving me insane too...
    BrutallyHonest13 BrutallyHonest13 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 28

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    When was the last time you felt like the deepest part of your soul was in a tug-of-war? When was the last time you felt excited, yet sad? Angry, yet compassionate? Relaxed, but...
    IRealizedVienna IRealizedVienna 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 30

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    So I am so angry at myself I went to the bar yesterday I smashed my finger Friday and so when I went to the bar they saw my finger and said that they needed to drain it well 2 guys...
    SpiritWolfe741 SpiritWolfe741 36-40, F 2 Responses May 13

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    i made one of my classmates i always hated mad at me. we hated each other ever since, but in the last few month we became not friends but something normal. and now, he thinks im...
    spiritophile spiritophile 18-21 May 13

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    Nowadays, a lot of people don't care if they've hurt or offended someone, some even do it for enjoyment. On the other hand though, I couldn't live with myself if I knew I hurt...
    GizmoFox GizmoFox 13-15, T 4 days ago

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    im now making my best friend angry. i think she will cry now itself.
    irfusabir irfusabir 22-25, M Apr 30

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    I feel better for now, I'm not so angry anymore.... ****, I need cigarettes. ...
    BrutallyHonest13 BrutallyHonest13 22-25, F May 5

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    I have bipolar disorder, so I tend to get angry for no reason or for the smallest of problems. Like, if I bump my head on a corner I lose my temper, not because of the pain, but...
    RisaKazura RisaKazura 22-25, F 1 Response May 12

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    I'm really ******* angry right now and it only takes one person to do this to me!
    greyrainbows greyrainbows 18-21, F 3 Responses May 14

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    Hmm.... I know I maybe have an different approach to some things compared to others. I know some of my feelings and thoughts not always are correct and rational. I know I...
    mirkwood86 mirkwood86 26-30, M May 3

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