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I Am Very Angry With Me Sometimes

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    Why I Am Angry With Myself

    I am a single mother of 4 wonderful children.  I am recently divorced and had to move back in with my father.  I get so mad at my ex and it just ruins every part of my life.  I want to just get over it and what he has done to me but it seems like it has ruined so...
    greeneangel greeneangel 26-30, F Sep 6, 2009

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    I Let Myself Be Used

    Even though he didn't want me and didn't truly care how i felt i let him sleep with me. I let him touch my body and that is not something i let happen easily, but i trust him and i always had. The difference was ... this time he was using my body as his toy, to get himself off. I...
    deadinsideout deadinsideout 26-30, F Sep 28, 2013

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    When I Am Tired Like Now...........

    ~ When the night terrors won't let go. When the fear takes over & I get so tired of all the responsiblity. When all I want to do is say screw it & leave everything & everyone behind. When I dream for something magical to come along & fix it all...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 19, 2009

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    Why Do I Do This?

    What the phuck is wrong with me? Why do I feel like this? Why do I keep getting more and more upset about nothing? WHY IS IT THAT EVERYTHING I DO IS WRONG AND BAD AND HORRIBLE? I'm just so sick of being me. I'm sick of being the bad person. I'm sick of making everyone feel bad...
    TheMoonGetsMe TheMoonGetsMe 26-30, F Mar 27, 2013

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    Anger

    I get so angry with myself sometimes when I allow negative people to affect or bother me.  I wish I could just be transparent to these types of people and allow their attitude to just wash over me instead of letting it affect me and get to me.
    tatteredwings tatteredwings 36-40 3 Responses Apr 28, 2009

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    Looking Back

    When I "see" myself make an obvious mistake, it irriates me to no end.  Especially if I have made that mistake before.  One would think I would learn.
    iwork2much iwork2much 51-55, M Jan 19, 2009

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    For Failing to Take Control

    I failed to take control of a situation recently , one that i should never have let reach the point it did ... But no worries its gone now and i am fine and unscathed by my little escapade...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jan 17, 2009

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