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I Am Very Angry With Me Sometimes

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    I Let Myself Be Used

    Even though he didn't want me and didn't truly care how i felt i let him sleep with me. I let him touch my body and that is not something i let happen easily, but i trust him and i always had. The difference was ... this time he was using my body as his toy, to get himself off. I...
    deadinsideout deadinsideout 26-30, F Sep 28, 2013

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    For Failing to Take Control

    I failed to take control of a situation recently , one that i should never have let reach the point it did ... But no worries its gone now and i am fine and unscathed by my little escapade...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jan 17, 2009

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    When I Am Tired Like Now...........

    ~ When the night terrors won't let go. When the fear takes over & I get so tired of all the responsiblity. When all I want to do is say screw it & leave everything & everyone behind. When I dream for something magical to come along & fix it all...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 19, 2009

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    Anger

    I get so angry with myself sometimes when I allow negative people to affect or bother me.  I wish I could just be transparent to these types of people and allow their attitude to just wash over me instead of letting it affect me and get to me.
    tatteredwings tatteredwings 36-40 3 Responses Apr 28, 2009

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    Why Do I Do This?

    What the phuck is wrong with me? Why do I feel like this? Why do I keep getting more and more upset about nothing? WHY IS IT THAT EVERYTHING I DO IS WRONG AND BAD AND HORRIBLE? I'm just so sick of being me. I'm sick of being the bad person. I'm sick of making everyone feel bad...
    TheMoonGetsMe TheMoonGetsMe 26-30, F Mar 27, 2013

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    Why I Am Angry With Myself

    I am a single mother of 4 wonderful children.  I am recently divorced and had to move back in with my father.  I get so mad at my ex and it just ruins every part of my life.  I want to just get over it and what he has done to me but it seems like it has ruined so...
    greeneangel greeneangel 26-30, F Sep 6, 2009

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    Looking Back

    When I "see" myself make an obvious mistake, it irriates me to no end.  Especially if I have made that mistake before.  One would think I would learn.
    iwork2much iwork2much 51-55, M Jan 19, 2009

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    It's come to that point where I'm just tired. Tired of it just not working for me. I've been trying for nearly a year now with my faith but It just isn't working. I'm not having...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 1 Response Jan 16

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    I've known him since freshman year..and we dated for awhile. back then we were better as friends than we were as a couple so we broke up. he moved and I got with another guy and...
    imateenagewasteland imateenagewasteland 16-17, F 5 days ago

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    Well, when I was little, I suffered bullying from a girl that just would not let people talk to the "strange ones". I couldn't even talk with my "best friend" – She didn't talk...
    anusualgirl anusualgirl 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 4

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    To my best friend: “Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, but falling in love with you I had no control over.” - Unknown. I was with you one day, and it hit...
    PhilosophicalCoder13 PhilosophicalCoder13 16-17, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    he is so weired.. he is foreigner and he asked me to hang out with him. I agree, but i can go along with him after 3 pm because i have go to the church before meet him. Then he is...
    storyboutme storyboutme 26-30, F 4 hrs ago

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    ive becoming more and more angry lately and I know why im angry. I have had a hard past. And ive been broken hearted more than once and I hardly cry so much now but I get more and...
    gobacklike4thgrade gobacklike4thgrade 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 7

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    I have a habit, perhaps a weird habit, of holding onto things I once found to be valuable. Sometimes I might not act upon my wishes to be there for someone given the unfortunate...
    xyshin xyshin 18-21 42 mins ago

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    Well, its something I have always lived with. I have a tenancy to get really angry, and I hit things, sometimes people. And every time I get angry, I can feel myself getting closer...
    tanesha98 tanesha98 16-17, F Jan 18

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    I'm mean because I'm fed up. I've always had a mean streak every other year or so and when it hits it hits hard. But now that I'm fed up with life, impatient with this journey to...
    SheIsHealing SheIsHealing 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 13

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    It ended badly. As they all do, right? We have been "having fun" together for 10 months. Sometimes a couple days a week, and sometimes every couple weeks. We sort of had a...
    flowersandlove flowersandlove 22-25, F Jan 13

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    This is a lengthy post I am about to write and am doing so mainly out of desperation just to vent how I am feeling at this moment because I am drowning in a sea of unhealthy...
    LaGentilleDame LaGentilleDame 31-35, F Jan 6

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    I suffered form this anxiety- importance deficiency anxiety. Yes I made that up! I don't know how I got this disease. But it was really painful. It still is some times. So what is...
    im1whoknocks im1whoknocks 22-25, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I feel like guys don't respect women sometimes. Do guys ever think about the fact that I actually have oh i dont know feelings? And a brain?
    ErikaaaaaRenee ErikaaaaaRenee 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    My mother came for a visit to my house 5 years ago and has yet to leave... No seriously. She has been one of the most clingy, needy and emotionally abusive people that I've ever...
    tajadaja tajadaja 31-35, F 9 hrs ago

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    Being naked in my house is accepted. When we wake up in the mornings most of us are naked. We walk to the bathroom naked, we walk to our rooms naked after a shower. We shave our...
    BEARNDN BEARNDN 22-25, M 7 hrs ago

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    Wow. Somebody must have a parent like mine. First she'll act kind then sudden blame you for everything and say your extremely lazy and stupid. Or she'll complain to somebody else...
    fatality500 fatality500 13-15, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Has anyone ever thought, that maybe just maybe life wasn't meant to actually handle for ourselves. I have felt for a pretty good while, that I wish I could be free. To have all the...
    Miranda1008 Miranda1008 18-21, F 8 hrs ago

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    We were very close when I was growing up, but as I got to seventeen it began to change, our relationship. I grew closer to my father, and I suppose many would think me a Daddy's...
    Astrucbmt Astrucbmt 22-25, F 6 hrs ago

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    I have been bullied all my life, and have never had anyone I could really talk to. Sometimes I even wonder how I'm still standing in this world, cause it's never been easy to be me...
    Reven21 Reven21 18-21, M 2 hrs ago

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    I feel like there are so many women out there that are having these fairytale marriages, and have the most perfect husband. I find myself often longing to have someone surprise me...
    curiousmermaid curiousmermaid 22-25, F Jan 2

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    People are so disrespectful and down right rude ... I am so angry yet want to talk to them why can't they like me I am angry at them for trying to make out they are a saint...
    greatbritain1707 greatbritain1707 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 1

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    Specially when I am going to help them for free they misunderstand about me..normally I'm not a.person who gets angry frequently..but feel angry when some EP friends's way of...
    chethaki chethaki 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 2

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    So thanks to Facebook's new stalker-friendly privacy settings & a mutual friend's "like" I had the pleasure of seeing the fact that a woman I was at school with had changed her...
    Blondie1978 Blondie1978 36-40, F 11 Responses Jan 2

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    My best friend broke up with me after 9 years of friendship...and here's an open letter to Her: An open letter to My (EX) Best Friend: Long time ago you have unexpectedly walked...
    juniperlittle juniperlittle 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 4

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    I'm very upset and offended by the early intervention in psychosis services in Middlesbrough .i think because I'm a weak and naive person I got fooled and betrayed easily and I got...
    Anonymous79ea Anonymous79ea 31-35, F 2 Responses Jan 20

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    Yep, I am very angry. not just today, but I think I been angry for a good half of my life.
    Jabx82 Jabx82 31-35, M Jan 2

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    Really angry. People get in habits of playing a certain game with people. Not all people fall for the game. I feel less angry now I've expressed that. It is good to share.
    paliglass paliglass 31-35, F 2 Responses Jan 6

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    Guys, I have a lot of emotional baggage that I have to work through. Would you guys give me advice? I'll just elaborate a bit to help... Whenever things don't go the way they're...
    AriannaMariee AriannaMariee 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 11

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    In completely surrendering my broken marriage to God with so much sorrow last week its finally surfaced...I am sooo angry...Like I have never been so enraged at my situation, at...
    MrHeartaFire MrHeartaFire 41-45, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    There's a few things I hate, and one thing I hate is when someone tries to hide things from me especially when it's my husband. We were taking a nap, and I felt my husband wake...
    Mystery08 Mystery08 22-25, F Jan 2

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    quit my job recently, my family is in the opposite side of the continent, and I'm angry because my life is no where near what I wanted.
    jenneruz jenneruz 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 8

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    today i was walking with my friend to drop some applications at the university and suddenly this guy in a motorcycle comes out of nowhere and grabs my butt! yes you read right, he...
    wendym98 wendym98 16-17, F 2 Responses Jan 13

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    Just still feel angry and hurt for being in love with someone who did not love me. When I needed them they just walked away. It hurts should be happy not feeling like this. Just...
    stupid28 stupid28 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 15

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    DANM IT I FEEL ANGRY!!! ABOUT EVERYTHING!!!!
    isabel16 isabel16 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 19

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    Girls only like me on here cuz i got money and it makes me angry that there are gold diggers on here
    Karadonis Karadonis 16-17, M Jan 22

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    I was raised Mormon, left the church shortly after my little brother experienced a nervous breakdown whilst serving a mission. I had always had a fear of the mentally ill and...
    eviec7 eviec7 36-40, F 5 days ago

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    It's one of those really big fights where everyone is involved. Happens when my dad is angry, but the extent of this one doesn't happen often. Yesterday I woke up and found my...
    anonamanda001 anonamanda001 16-17, F 1 day ago

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    Mercy don't think she's pretty no more, Starin' at the stars through her back screen door, She tries and tries to make it all work out, No matter what she does, She's left...
    TheScorpio1966 TheScorpio1966 46-50, M 1 Response Jan 22

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    Sometimes I wonder what is the point of me. I can't remember the last time I felt truly wanted. I know I have family and friends that love me, and I know they would be there for me...
    rycbar10 rycbar10 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 16

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