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I Am Very Angry With Me Sometimes

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    Why I Am Angry With Myself

    I am a single mother of 4 wonderful children.  I am recently divorced and had to move back in with my father.  I get so mad at my ex and it just ruins every part of my life.  I want to just get over it and what he has done to me but it seems like it has ruined so...
    greeneangel greeneangel 26-30, F Sep 6, 2009

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    Anger

    I get so angry with myself sometimes when I allow negative people to affect or bother me.  I wish I could just be transparent to these types of people and allow their attitude to just wash over me instead of letting it affect me and get to me.
    tatteredwings tatteredwings 36-40 3 Responses Apr 28, 2009

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    I Let Myself Be Used

    Even though he didn't want me and didn't truly care how i felt i let him sleep with me. I let him touch my body and that is not something i let happen easily, but i trust him and i always had. The difference was ... this time he was using my body as his toy, to get himself off. I...
    deadinsideout deadinsideout 26-30, F Sep 28, 2013

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    Looking Back

    When I "see" myself make an obvious mistake, it irriates me to no end.  Especially if I have made that mistake before.  One would think I would learn.
    iwork2much iwork2much 51-55, M Jan 19, 2009

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    For Failing to Take Control

    I failed to take control of a situation recently , one that i should never have let reach the point it did ... But no worries its gone now and i am fine and unscathed by my little escapade...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jan 17, 2009

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    When I Am Tired Like Now...........

    ~ When the night terrors won't let go. When the fear takes over & I get so tired of all the responsiblity. When all I want to do is say screw it & leave everything & everyone behind. When I dream for something magical to come along & fix it all...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 19, 2009

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    Why Do I Do This?

    What the phuck is wrong with me? Why do I feel like this? Why do I keep getting more and more upset about nothing? WHY IS IT THAT EVERYTHING I DO IS WRONG AND BAD AND HORRIBLE? I'm just so sick of being me. I'm sick of being the bad person. I'm sick of making everyone feel bad...
    TheMoonGetsMe TheMoonGetsMe 26-30, F Mar 27, 2013

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    Everyone always says how bad I am with my words, I'd rather keep it to myself than tell someone why I'm angry with them or why I'm angry in general
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    I wish my life could have turned out differently. I am a married woman, but have been very happy for the last 24 year now. I guess it was ever since we had to sell our new...
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    Sometimes I'll think about the STUPIDEST things and I get angry about them. Then I have to remind myself that's I was just thinking about stupid stuff.
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    I get angry at the slightest of things, usually I can absorb it and just take it in until I reach boiling point and blow up.
    Adam352 Adam352 18-21, M Aug 22

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    Okay, I don't know what to say.. My mom gets angry over small things very fast, the whole day she will be shouting at me and using abusive words though I know she doesn't mean it...
    instapic instapic 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 6

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    Yup, I admit it and it's nothing to be ashamed of because I'm very hot–tempered and emotional and sometimes I get angry and insult someone...don't be so sensitive you little...
    Xiara666 Xiara666 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 25

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    Sometimes? How about all the ******* time.
    emiveritas emiveritas 18-21, F Sep 4

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    sometimes I get up in wht I think is a bad mood which c an lead to a bad day ..those times I really need to b left alone or ill take my temper out on someone. thrs no actual reason...
    prettyflamingo prettyflamingo 41-45, F 13 hrs ago

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    Sometimes! There are alot of people that think differently than I do and they think that their opinion is all that matters. I can not be friends with someone that is not willing to...
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    Well, more than sometimes! I do tend to be on 'autopilot' when typing though. :)
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    I have always been easily annoyed by silly things which makes me so angry. for instance tonight I was just having our a typical normal talk with my best friend and when he just...
    effiestro effiestro 16-17, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    .....allow an imbecile to get their last word in than to continue wasting anymore of your time dignifying their moronic remarks with a more enlightened perspective.
    lincolnlogger lincolnlogger 36-40, M 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    I just had a fit at my husband! MEN!!!! Sometime you men just don't think and sometimes us (me) women just keep on going cause we want to argue! Lovely I'm so mature...not
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