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I Am Very Bored With Myself

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    Throughout my life I have struggled with

    feelings of boredom and anxiety filled depression. I would start a new routine or a new hobby, get bored eventually, and then BAM stay depressed for awhile. It wasn't until this past year that I realized all these hobbies and routines I would develop were always creative...
    RiioBunni RiioBunni 22-25, F 2 Responses May 12

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    Feelings Overload

    I am so bored and tired of myself at the moment. I have so many feelings and thoughts going through my head. And every time I think it's an epiphany or moments clarity, but it is not. Cause I one week later, I feel differently and think differently. But the most annoying part...
    Pmsdrama Pmsdrama 22-25 Oct 18, 2012

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    Ugh

    I've become addicted to taking in media and constantly having my mind occupied with outside stimulus, because I am so bored with my own thoughts. I guess for a long time I haven't had the kind of friend who really inspires me... Nothing captivates me anymore. I am coming to a...
    Sponyonye Sponyonye 16-18, F Jun 15, 2011

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    I get bored with EP from time to time. Lately I have been bored with it. I guess that probably happens to most people on here. Sometimes it seems I have gotten all I can out of...
    robbie1280 robbie1280 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 25

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    i am recently divorced . been with the guy 8 years or so. it is so easy to find a guy to date... the guy falls for you quick so you give your best to the relationship... then he...
    VictoriaRRose VictoriaRRose 26-30, F Jul 1

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    I am addicted to constantly thinking the worst of myself and making up in my mind what I want to believe to feel sorry for myself. I feel alone and am losing my battle with myself...
    aneurysm91 aneurysm91 22-25, M 2 Responses Jun 30

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    I keep putting off things that I want to accomplish and become frustrated with my parents and in the end mostly myself. I can't even make sense with my words right now. I have so...
    wajaylababo wajaylababo 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 25

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    I would be happy with myself once I get to 200 ibs.
    BigBeautifulGurl BigBeautifulGurl 13-15, F 3 Responses Jun 29

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    I am happy with myself, even if they are many things which I want to improve, to me, improvement starts with being happy now and cultivating an overflow of self-love. Two articles...
    Taurusedi Taurusedi 31-35, M Jul 5

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    I feel restless and don't know what to do with myself. I'm feeling like I need a life with new people.
    cassy412 cassy412 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 14

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    When I was 10 I learned to play with myself And once I got it done I did it off and on for hours after that day I did it almost every night when I was suppose to be asleep
    msjayy msjayy 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    People are so dramatic like your girlfriend broke up with you...move on man its not the end of the world. Or the other day in my house my mom figured out i wasnt taking the...
    Insomniac77 Insomniac77 16-17, M 1 day ago

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    So, recently I've come to the conclusion that I never feel completely satisfied or content with life. I have a decent job, I have a car, I have enough people to dub "friends" and...
    CocoaLibra CocoaLibra 26-30, F Jul 1

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    Crazy bored, someone message me?(:
    BeccaBoo7869 BeccaBoo7869 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 13

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    I can't believe I let myself live my life with fear. I let myself worry about social rejection, ridicule, and disapproval. I'm getting help in counseling and I'm trying to be more...
    ajrestless ajrestless 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Lately I haven't been able to look at myself, touch myself, think. It all just feels wrong, looks wrong, I can't stand myself. I always thought I was a b*tch but pretty decent most...
    WintersSoldier WintersSoldier 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    I disgust myself everyday...I'm obese and can't lose weight because I struggle with depression, anxiety and binge eating disorder. I hate myself more than words can describe and I...
    kaidosoo kaidosoo 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Even though people say that I'm am perfect how I am. But I still feel bad about how I look. I'm always jealous of other people at my school because they look perfect compared to me...
    believerofwolf believerofwolf 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 13

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    I have been trying to find myself over the years..and each circumstance that comes my way allows me to get to know me more. The decisions I used to make I questioned but now I have...
    strawberry38 strawberry38 36-40, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    im so fat! i try to work out and i do but then like a few days into it i wont do it anymore, yet i hate myself for that!
    cookiez6u6 cookiez6u6 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 28

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    In public, I sometimes wear a really short miniskirt that barely hides my private parts and when I sit down to eat at a restaurant or sit on a bench, I slide a finger between my...
    LilyOrlovsky LilyOrlovsky 13-15, F 10 Responses Jun 30

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    Hi Hi Do you like me?Yes I do.But why do you ask?Just my curiosity.It should not matter to you whether I like you or not.I may be biased.So I should not judge myself on what...
    restored87 restored87 46-50, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    I'm 18 and have never felt so alone. I have never had a boyfriend or even been kissed for that matter. I hate absolutely everything about myself and I guess this is one of the...
    REJ24 REJ24 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 30

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    I'm battling who I currently am with whom I'm meant to be. I'm trying to transition into a better version of myself.
    AquariusLife AquariusLife 26-30, F 2 Responses Jun 30

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    I've never really been the type to be too social.. always reading or doing something that didn't really need anyone but me. I assumed I would always be that way and didn't really...
    brownsugar95 brownsugar95 22-25, F a week ago

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    i am born as a male. i don't like my my body. sometimes i disgust it. i don't know why i feel that way.. but i feel comfortable with any gender socially. i cant understand my self...
    leftaalone leftaalone 22-25 1 Response Jun 25

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    I am numb, cold and empty i have nothing to give anyone anymore because i am too shut off. I did tell people this, i did warn them i am a different person and still not in a good...
    Gentleandlovingsoul Gentleandlovingsoul 36-40, F Jun 30

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    I forgave my bullies and harassers and they destroyed me and I dont know who will have the miserable life and burn in hell, me or my bullies because they have good grades and I...
    Miserablechildhood Miserablechildhood 13-15, M 1 Response Jul 13

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    life... It's a beautiful lie ... It is just a game and I hate it :(
    maryamgh1376 maryamgh1376 16-17, F 1 Response 12 hrs ago

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    Life is something to make a spark to change your emotion but life can also be taken away. Just like the sound of thunder . Why you may ask or think because thunder strikes once a...
    babylovestar15 babylovestar15 18-21, F 16 hrs ago

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    It's cool and all but, none of my friends ever post, half are lying about their gender, the other half are creeps. I know I'm a little weird but at least I'm a real person who has...
    Heartsu Heartsu 26-30, F 5 Responses Jun 27

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    My life is so meaningless.
    InsanelySaneGuy InsanelySaneGuy 18-21, M Jul 3

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    there is nothing to do in my life anymore ever since i got back from the mental health clinic there is nothing to do i just lost all the stuff i used to do and i just cant do it...
    Insomniac77 Insomniac77 16-17, M 1 Response Jul 11

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    Idk why, I should be happy cos I have a great boyfriend and good friends but I do the same thing everyday. All we do is smoke weed or other drugs and sit around all day. I want to...
    yuuung yuuung 16-17, F Jul 14

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    My mom always calls me fat and ugly and it makes me think it's true.
    jessicaville jessicaville 22-25, F 3 Responses Jun 27

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    You tell me that there is hope but I don't want it. I don't want anything other than to slowly rip my skin apart and find a way out of life. It's not like I'm the only one who...
    Bandit309 Bandit309 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 27

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    Why should I not be? 😂😂😂😂😂
    flyoffsomewhere flyoffsomewhere 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 5

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    I use to be such a depressed person but i found my inner happiness and i love life now. I'm so blessed to have my family and friends who are always there for me and my wonderful bf...
    sweetlikesuga sweetlikesuga 26-30, F Jul 7

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    So how do you know your current status?
    ThePeach ThePeach 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 10

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    I'm like 15 and currently 290 pounds and I eat a lot of food all the time ever since I was like 9 I are whole pizzas. I want to gain lots of weight till I'm so big I can barley...
    Gainerguy Gainerguy 16-17 1 Response a week ago

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    I'm slowly breaking down soon there will be nothing left of me
    quanclopes quanclopes 16-17, M a week ago

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    Unlike a lot of people on ep I'm happy👌
    yourbestnig yourbestnig 16-17, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Well not really at "peace" but ive been so calm and i feel just very neutral ever since ive been back from the mental clinic. Im so neutral its almost boring sometimes like i could...
    Insomniac77 Insomniac77 16-17, M 1 day ago

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    Well honestly, I am not very much sure why I hate myself. I got a job, loving parents and even some friends. But, still I cannot stay happy for long. I get sad and depressed very...
    atul0109 atul0109 22-25, M Jul 10

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    Well honestly, I am not very much sure why I hate myself. I got a job, loving parents and even some friends. But, still I cannot stay happy for long. I get sad and depressed very...
    atul0109 atul0109 22-25, M Jul 10

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    Im just plain bored with my life, work & everything in it... Being an adult sometimes sucks!!
    jawo7 jawo7 26-30, M 1 Response Jun 30

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    Sittin here bored with no one to talk to
    ForgivenPsycho ForgivenPsycho 22-25, M Jun 30

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