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I Am Very Bored With Myself

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    Throughout my life I have struggled with

    feelings of boredom and anxiety filled depression. I would start a new routine or a new hobby, get bored eventually, and then BAM stay depressed for awhile. It wasn't until this past year that I realized all these hobbies and routines I would develop were always creative...
    RiioBunni RiioBunni 22-25, F 2 Responses May 12

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    Feelings Overload

    I am so bored and tired of myself at the moment. I have so many feelings and thoughts going through my head. And every time I think it's an epiphany or moments clarity, but it is not. Cause I one week later, I feel differently and think differently. But the most annoying part...
    Pmsdrama Pmsdrama 22-25 Oct 18, 2012

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    Ugh

    I've become addicted to taking in media and constantly having my mind occupied with outside stimulus, because I am so bored with my own thoughts. I guess for a long time I haven't had the kind of friend who really inspires me... Nothing captivates me anymore. I am coming to a...
    Sponyonye Sponyonye 16-18, F Jun 15, 2011

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    I feel very bored with myself.

    Lately I feel like I've lost me zeal for live. I have stopped living and started just passing through. Surviving life instead of living. I see others be themselves and thrive. Other have so much energy about life. And I want to regain that zing for life again. Why am I not...
    flowerloverxxv flowerloverxxv 22-25, F 2 days ago

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    While I do certainly have a certain set of Values and Ideas , I am completely bored with those who claim to be interesting but are in reality as plain as a blank sheet of Paper...
    TsavoHunter TsavoHunter 36-40, M 5 days ago

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    Almsot a month ago, I met a guy I fell in love with. I usualy don't let my self falls in love so deep... It was like he was my dream guy. I found out he wants me too.. And we made...
    evgeniaEv evgeniaEv 18-21, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    i am recently divorced . been with the guy 8 years or so. it is so easy to find a guy to date... the guy falls for you quick so you give your best to the relationship... then he...
    VictoriaRRose VictoriaRRose 26-30, F Jul 1

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    I am addicted to constantly thinking the worst of myself and making up in my mind what I want to believe to feel sorry for myself. I feel alone and am losing my battle with myself...
    aneurysm91 aneurysm91 22-25, M 2 Responses Jun 30

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    I am dissatisfied with myself. I work too hard and missed out on my childhood. Though I was a popular kid in high school I never visited parties. Instead, I constantly dedicated...
    choppamonsta1 choppamonsta1 22-25, M 3 days ago

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    I would be happy with myself once I get to 200 ibs.
    BigBeautifulGurl BigBeautifulGurl 13-15, F 3 Responses Jun 29

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    I am happy with myself, even if they are many things which I want to improve, to me, improvement starts with being happy now and cultivating an overflow of self-love. Two articles...
    Taurusedi Taurusedi 31-35, M Jul 5

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    When I was 10 I learned to play with myself And once I got it done I did it off and on for hours after that day I did it almost every night when I was suppose to be asleep
    msjayy msjayy 18-21, F 4 Responses Jul 20

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    As long as I can remember I have always been the one that everyone picked on and made fun of. Because of that I learned to withdraw within myself and keep everything inside, never...
    chadjunk chadjunk 46-50, M 5 days ago

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    People are so dramatic like your girlfriend broke up with you...move on man its not the end of the world. Or the other day in my house my mom figured out i wasnt taking the...
    Insomniac77 Insomniac77 16-17, M a week ago

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    So, recently I've come to the conclusion that I never feel completely satisfied or content with life. I have a decent job, I have a car, I have enough people to dub "friends" and...
    CocoaLibra CocoaLibra 26-30, F Jul 1

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    Crazy bored, someone message me?(:
    BeccaBoo7869 BeccaBoo7869 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 13

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    I can't believe I let myself live my life with fear. I let myself worry about social rejection, ridicule, and disapproval. I'm getting help in counseling and I'm trying to be more...
    ajrestless ajrestless 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 19

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    Lately I haven't been able to look at myself, touch myself, think. It all just feels wrong, looks wrong, I can't stand myself. I always thought I was a b*tch but pretty decent most...
    WintersSoldier WintersSoldier 18-21, F Jul 20

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    I disgust myself everyday...I'm obese and can't lose weight because I struggle with depression, anxiety and binge eating disorder. I hate myself more than words can describe and I...
    kaidosoo kaidosoo 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 20

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    Even though people say that I'm am perfect how I am. But I still feel bad about how I look. I'm always jealous of other people at my school because they look perfect compared to me...
    believerofwolf believerofwolf 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 13

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    I have been trying to find myself over the years..and each circumstance that comes my way allows me to get to know me more. The decisions I used to make I questioned but now I have...
    strawberry38 strawberry38 36-40, F 3 Responses Jul 20

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    In public, I sometimes wear a really short miniskirt that barely hides my private parts and when I sit down to eat at a restaurant or sit on a bench, I slide a finger between my...
    LilyOrlovsky LilyOrlovsky 13-15, F 10 Responses Jun 30

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    Hi Hi Do you like me?Yes I do.But why do you ask?Just my curiosity.It should not matter to you whether I like you or not.I may be biased.So I should not judge myself on what...
    restored87 restored87 46-50, F 3 Responses Jul 20

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    I'm 18 and have never felt so alone. I have never had a boyfriend or even been kissed for that matter. I hate absolutely everything about myself and I guess this is one of the...
    REJ24 REJ24 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 30

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    I'm battling who I currently am with whom I'm meant to be. I'm trying to transition into a better version of myself.
    AquariusLife AquariusLife 26-30, F 2 Responses Jun 30

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    I've never really been the type to be too social.. always reading or doing something that didn't really need anyone but me. I assumed I would always be that way and didn't really...
    brownsugar95 brownsugar95 22-25, F Jul 15

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    It seems like I FAIL at EVERYTHING I do. I never achieve my goals, which I set pretty often. For the last 4 days, I have binge eaten nothing but junk food or fast food. I've never...
    mnm92 mnm92 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    More and more I find myself wondering why I can't stand the thought of ME. It's a very hard thing to come to grips with.
    theluckyduck theluckyduck 26-30, M 4 days ago

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    Life right now I great sorta. I love being at school because I do well, I have lots of friend and I get along with everyone, so school is great. At home it's ok but my parents...
    kat99rebal kat99rebal 13-15, F 4 days ago

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    I talk to myself all the time. I'll answer I'll argue I'll debate opposing sides to an issue. I'm comfortable with it so much I don't even realize half the time I do it but it...
    thebigtexrock thebigtexrock 41-45, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Warning! The truth hurts. - - - I am that kid you went to school with all those years ago. You know, the one who was always in the shadows, the one who had no friends. I was the...
    iwassoStupid iwassoStupid 13-15, F 1 day ago

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    I am numb, cold and empty i have nothing to give anyone anymore because i am too shut off. I did tell people this, i did warn them i am a different person and still not in a good...
    Gentleandlovingsoul Gentleandlovingsoul 36-40, F Jun 30

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    I forgave my bullies and harassers and they destroyed me and I dont know who will have the miserable life and burn in hell, me or my bullies because they have good grades and I...
    Miserablechildhood Miserablechildhood 13-15, M 1 Response Jul 13

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    I need a release before going to bed and would love to share with any horny ladies. Are there any ?
    Stephbscot Stephbscot 41-45, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    May 20, 2010 that's when I started Experience project and it was awesome because of the chat box but I quit back in November. Now that I'm back a month ago I still find it boring...
    TheKillerShot TheKillerShot 22-25, M 4 hrs ago

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    My life is so meaningless.
    InsanelySaneGuy InsanelySaneGuy 18-21, M Jul 3

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    there is nothing to do in my life anymore ever since i got back from the mental health clinic there is nothing to do i just lost all the stuff i used to do and i just cant do it...
    Insomniac77 Insomniac77 16-17, M Jul 11

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    Idk why, I should be happy cos I have a great boyfriend and good friends but I do the same thing everyday. All we do is smoke weed or other drugs and sit around all day. I want to...
    yuuung yuuung 16-17, F Jul 14

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    life... It's a beautiful lie ... It is just a game and I hate it :(
    maryamgh1376 maryamgh1376 16-17, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I don't know if I'm on the right track, all I know is I'm driven by my dreams to pursue my dreams.
    inseng12 inseng12 22-25 5 days ago

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    Why should I not be? 😂😂😂😂😂
    flyoffsomewhere flyoffsomewhere 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 5

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    I use to be such a depressed person but i found my inner happiness and i love life now. I'm so blessed to have my family and friends who are always there for me and my wonderful bf...
    sweetlikesuga sweetlikesuga 26-30, F Jul 7

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    So how do you know your current status?
    ThePeach ThePeach 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 10

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    I'm like 15 and currently 290 pounds and I eat a lot of food all the time ever since I was like 9 I are whole pizzas. I want to gain lots of weight till I'm so big I can barley...
    Gainerguy Gainerguy 16-17 1 Response Jul 15

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    I'm slowly breaking down soon there will be nothing left of me
    quanclopes quanclopes 16-17, M Jul 15

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    Unlike a lot of people on ep I'm happy👌
    yourbestnig yourbestnig 16-17, M 1 Response Jul 19

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    Well not really at "peace" but ive been so calm and i feel just very neutral ever since ive been back from the mental clinic. Im so neutral its almost boring sometimes like i could...
    Insomniac77 Insomniac77 16-17, M a week ago

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