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I Am Very Bored With Myself

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    Throughout my life I have struggled with

    feelings of boredom and anxiety filled depression. I would start a new routine or a new hobby, get bored eventually, and then BAM stay depressed for awhile. It wasn't until this past year that I realized all these hobbies and routines I would develop were always creative...
    RiioBunni RiioBunni 22-25, F 2 Responses May 12

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    Ugh

    I've become addicted to taking in media and constantly having my mind occupied with outside stimulus, because I am so bored with my own thoughts. I guess for a long time I haven't had the kind of friend who really inspires me... Nothing captivates me anymore. I am coming to a...
    Sponyonye Sponyonye 16-18, F Jun 15, 2011

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    I feel very bored with myself.

    Lately I feel like I've lost me zeal for live. I have stopped living and started just passing through. Surviving life instead of living. I see others be themselves and thrive. Other have so much energy about life. And I want to regain that zing for life again. Why am I not...
    flowerloverxxv flowerloverxxv 22-25, F Jul 26

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    Feelings Overload

    I am so bored and tired of myself at the moment. I have so many feelings and thoughts going through my head. And every time I think it's an epiphany or moments clarity, but it is not. Cause I one week later, I feel differently and think differently. But the most annoying part...
    Pmsdrama Pmsdrama 22-25 Oct 18, 2012

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    While I do certainly have a certain set of Values and Ideas , I am completely bored with those who claim to be interesting but are in reality as plain as a blank sheet of Paper...
    TsavoHunter TsavoHunter 36-40, M Jul 23

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    Almsot a month ago, I met a guy I fell in love with. I usualy don't let my self falls in love so deep... It was like he was my dream guy. I found out he wants me too.. And we made...
    evgeniaEv evgeniaEv 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 24

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    I am dissatisfied with myself. I work too hard and missed out on my childhood. Though I was a popular kid in high school I never visited parties. Instead, I constantly dedicated...
    choppamonsta1 choppamonsta1 22-25, M Jul 25

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    I always seem to be in a battle with myself over something... I battle an illness that little is known about and nothing can be done about it.. I battle with feeling worthless to...
    off2heavenIgo off2heavenIgo 13-15 1 Response 6 days ago

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    As long as I can remember I have always been the one that everyone picked on and made fun of. Because of that I learned to withdraw within myself and keep everything inside, never...
    chadjunk chadjunk 46-50, M Jul 23

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    I'm having a hard time explaining how I feel. The closest that I can come to it is ennui. I need a change and purpose to feel fulfilling. I fantasize about just packing my bags...
    AdoreWyoming AdoreWyoming 31-35, F Jul 31

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    I don't even know what's wrong with me. I feel like a random speck of dust floating around and nothing is happening. I keep getting random feelings for no reason, I've begun to get...
    littlemeFern littlemeFern 13-15 1 day ago

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    What to hate about me? I'm too perfect to live in this world XD jk! Seriously.. Sometimes i love myself like a lover other times like a best friend Sometimes I hate myself but...
    AutoLove0 AutoLove0 22-25, F Aug 3

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    My sweet heart left for work out of town. it's my first time being alone every and it's terrible!! I can't cook for one person! what Italian cooks for one.. Just started a new job...
    Juli3mari3 Juli3mari3 22-25, F Aug 7

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    More and more I find myself wondering why I can't stand the thought of ME. It's a very hard thing to come to grips with.
    theluckyduck theluckyduck 26-30, M Jul 24

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    Life right now I great sorta. I love being at school because I do well, I have lots of friend and I get along with everyone, so school is great. At home it's ok but my parents...
    kat99rebal kat99rebal 13-15, F Jul 24

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    I talk to myself all the time. I'll answer I'll argue I'll debate opposing sides to an issue. I'm comfortable with it so much I don't even realize half the time I do it but it...
    thebigtexrock thebigtexrock 41-45, M 1 Response Jul 24

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    It seems like I FAIL at EVERYTHING I do. I never achieve my goals, which I set pretty often. For the last 4 days, I have binge eaten nothing but junk food or fast food. I've never...
    mnm92 mnm92 18-21, F Jul 24

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    Warning! The truth hurts. - - - I am that kid you went to school with all those years ago. You know, the one who was always in the shadows, the one who had no friends. I was the...
    iwassoStupid iwassoStupid 13-15, F Jul 27

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    I am lost smewr within the darkness inside me n I dont know the way back to me anymore... confused like a child... craving for help.. shouting out loud ... nd all disappearing into...
    nixf1 nixf1 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 2

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    I'm 23 years old, new to this site and trying to cope with my problems. I will have a lot of student loan debt and no degree to show for it. I'm unemployed with no idea what I'm...
    BrotherBay BrotherBay 22-25, M Aug 12

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    So damn difficult when there's nothing to work with. No skills and no motivation.
    Ri95 Ri95 18-21, F Aug 12

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    life... It's a beautiful lie ... It is just a game and I hate it :(
    maryamgh1376 maryamgh1376 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 22

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    I don't know if I'm on the right track, all I know is I'm driven by my dreams to pursue my dreams.
    inseng12 inseng12 22-25 Jul 23

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    May 20, 2010 that's when I started Experience project and it was awesome because of the chat box but I quit back in November. Now that I'm back a month ago I still find it boring...
    TheKillerShot TheKillerShot 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 28

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    It seems like I have nothing to do on life. No reason for my living. I have nothing to be excited for. It feels like I am waiting for something but don't have any idea for what...
    guitarsongwriter guitarsongwriter 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 5

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    I went to college in switzerland, im 1000 times smarter than all dem combined...i cant even explain it to them, they're too dumb to get it...
    Bonzaman Bonzaman 26-30, M 3 Responses Aug 6

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    I went to college in switzerland, im 1000 times smarter than all dem combined...i cant even explain it to them, they're too dumb to get it...
    Bonzab Bonzab 36-40, M 4 Responses Aug 7

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    Its like playing a video game and then finally reaching the end. The player can easily take the game out and put another game in and start a new adventure. On the other hand, I...
    Meowingtonn Meowingtonn 22-25, F a week ago

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    Life is something to make a spark to change your emotion but life can also be taken away. Just like the sound of thunder . Why you may ask or think because thunder strikes once a...
    babylovestar15 babylovestar15 18-21, F Jul 22

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    No more words for how I feel right now.
    NightStalker67 NightStalker67 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 27

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    I've been bingeing and watching series all weekend.
    emmacla emmacla 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 27

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    I wait for my wife to get up to work out every morning to jerk off before work. Then I eat the load when I'm finished.
    Sarahb82 Sarahb82 26-30, T Jul 31

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    Is anyone awake to talk right now I really need someone to talk to plz
    Shinecarberry Shinecarberry 13-15, F 3 Responses Aug 1

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    I've done something i shoulnt have done to someone who is really good to me :'c
    sapatov sapatov 16-17, M Aug 2

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    it is so fun once in awhile a big truck come by and I have to cover up or they may see my balls and pe*is. sometims I make a mess if I cant stop, you know what I mean.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Aug 2

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    Everyone is fighting their own battle, to some it may not come close to be considered one but to that person that battle is their world.
    miae13 miae13 22-25, F Aug 11

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    I am battlling my insomnia
    jenny180 jenny180 31-35, F a week ago

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    I have a boyfriend, but ever since my first time on EP I've been getting off to the thought of another guy who sent me his pics. I feel bad for my bf but I cant get this guy out of...
    Krystalbabe97 Krystalbabe97 16-17, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Even when I'm doing something I'm always bored I try to do fun things but then get bored with it I play video games get frustrated and quit like I do with everything
    Crazybunny101 Crazybunny101 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 25

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    I am so bored with my life. It seems like everyday is just as boring and meaningless as the last. I feel like I am moving towards an event, but that whenever I reach that event...
    heapograss heapograss 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 30

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    I am at work bored, with 4 hours left might listen to some music. Anybody want to talk message me
    TwisterTy TwisterTy 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 28

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    When i was 8 or 9 years old my parents got divorced. My little sibbling (he was 3 or 4 years back then) and i had to stand by ourselves. My mother cheated on my dad; he loved her...
    Lately90 Lately90 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 8

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    I been growing out my hair for a while. I easily get bored with it. I might just let my hair grow out and get it trimmed and layered. I also kind of like Taylor swift new hair. I...
    Idreamtowaketofindthefate Idreamtowaketofindthefate 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    Gosh! Where to begin? So it’s fair to say that I haven’t been suffering for as long as some people with their eating disorders but I can’t dismiss the fact that I HAVE been...
    Thatgirl889 Thatgirl889 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 5

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    i appreciate my own company. i always have but ive been lonely too. now im making a bit of effort because ive left myself alone or in someone elses hands for too long. its weird...
    luckylassie luckylassie 51-55, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    It's therapy to me. The relaxing part of the day. If I don't talk to myself, I think that would make me even crazier than how society already sees me. I'm an introvert. I hate...
    dustyoldclock dustyoldclock 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    Since I was young I enjoy having conversations with myself. Sometimes it's just me scolding myself or I pretend there is somebody asking me questions and I imagine myself in...
    yetanotherhuman yetanotherhuman 26-30, M Jul 27

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