I Am Very Confused About Everything In My Life

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 202 People

    Its my fault. I am always crashing in the same

    car. But sometimes I feel like I am wondering around with a blind fold on down a hallway of endless doors, feeling like I am desperately looking for something that I don't recall what it is or what direction, without my sight. I had a dream when I was about 19 or 20, that a...
    FYMS FYMS
    26-30
    Jul 2, 2015

    Am Down Harted

    I put my hand in everything thing seams like it want to get better but at a point it goes down, and they said is my girl friend doing it spiritually and i love her so much just cant let her go.
    echukson echukson
    31-35
    Dec 5, 2012

    I Am Confused About How I Should Live My Life

    I know this is a weird thing to say, but I really don't know how to live my life. I am only 17 and it's clear that i don't know much about life, but sometimes I realize I am just following a pattern, a routine, and I really don't know what to do in my life. I see different types...
    sherban2004 sherban2004
    16-17, M
    3 Responses Sep 16, 2007

    I Am Confused,Dumb,And I Don´T Know What To Do

    Hi. It is hard to me to share this with you because I am not very intelligent,smart etc. You know I was feeling little strage since i was little child. Every day seems like dadaistic movie.I was so messed up by violence, perversion, demoralisation on this earth and this caused...
    kangarooisdead kangarooisdead
    18-21
    Apr 14, 2013

    Love Life

    Dear Friend, I am A Orphan girl.I am studied and now working in my orphan trust 16 years. In the time I meet one boy.He is very love me.But he is very poor.I had adopted parents They searching me one spouse,he was already finished his marriage. he is in Chennai His wife died by...
    maalika maalika
    22-25, F
    Sep 11, 2013

    Am Realy Confused In Life And I Don't Know What To Do

    am someone who feel down when i see someone in pain Buh lately abt 7months i av move to stay with ma dad in Holland ..nd all my life i av live with ma mum ..friends nd family which was very interesting ..living wit ma dad is de worst feeling i av ever had coz am just new in...
    simile1994 simile1994
    18-21
    1 Response Jan 12, 2013

    need to find people who can lift my spirits

    and help me find my purpose in life
    makenzieluv2014 makenzieluv2014
    31-35, F
    1 Response Jul 22, 2014

    I Am Confused About How I Should Live My Life

    I know this is a weird thing to say, but I really don't know how to live my life. I am only 17 and it's clear that i don't know much about life, but sometimes I realize I am just following a pattern, a routine, and I really don't know what to do in my life. I see different types...
    sherban2004 sherban2004
    16-17, M
    7 Responses Sep 16, 2007

    My Emotions....

    No time for depression! But my aggression Is getting worse and worse But of course Something has to go wrong Because happiness doesn't last long
    ProfessorPsycho ProfessorPsycho
    13-15, F
    Sep 22, 2013

    I Am Too Confused For My Girl

    I am realy vry confused abt ma gfrnd n i realy dnt knw wht to do whn i am wth hr i feel like she is cheating me n m nt able to nethng for ma future jst bcoz of hr....n whn i hve lefthr feel tht she waz d bst gf in world n i want to b with bt whn i thnk abt future i feel lke ths...
    praran praran
    22-25
    Dec 26, 2012

    Right Now Im So Confused About Women....

    So, me and my girl friend broke up because she wanted some time to herself and I understand her point of view so I let it happen pretty easily even though I didn't want it to happen. We've only been seeing each other for about a month so its not like we were very far along in our...
    Ray1992 Ray1992
    18-21, M
    Feb 6, 2012

    Chaos Masquerading As Confusion.

    People, they are always saying, Yolo, you only live once. They are wrong, everyday you awake from sleep, is another chance to live again. Yodo should be the saying, for as many chances you get to live, you only recieve one chance to die. Thats all we live for isnt it, we all...
    BlindedbySight BlindedbySight
    16-17, M
    2 Responses May 8, 2012

    I'm Not Sure.

    I don't understand. I have a great gf and and good life. My friends are amazing. But right now everything is crashing in on me. I feel so pressured by everything. I had a massive breakdown the other day and ended up telling my mother about my gf. I'm not sure...
    Shae Shae
    16-17, F
    3 Responses Aug 1, 2007

    So Much Confusion, I Just Don't Know What To Think Anymore.

    Well,im a 17 year old male, and my life is just so confusing right now, like i dont know what to do, i dont know what to think,i dont even know what to say to people,Im starting to find everything awkward for example:today i went to a movie with a bounch of friends,and it just...
    sheldon1993 sheldon1993
    18-21
    6 Responses Feb 1, 2011

    Sometimes in okay, sometimes I'm Not,

    I just don't know how to feel, I wish I had a different life..
    ashleykaylor45 ashleykaylor45
    22-25, F
    Aug 23, 2014

    Birthday

    I will celebrate birthday with my Fiancée or with my parents
    Chinkya Chinkya
    26-30
    2 Responses Apr 13, 2012

    Very Confused

    I just turn 13 year. But I been confused scenes. I fell sad about everything. I don't want to be with any one and I want to be alone. I fell like I can't trust any one. I need help?
    Kool13 Kool13
    13-15, M
    Jan 6, 2013

    "Sophie's Choice" leading to a confusion?

    Hello, I'm 19 year old girl and I come from quite a poor family. Just like many other people I'm very much confused about stuff. I'm not sure what I'm doing, what I should do, not even what I want. I'm not sure If this is the right thread though. I never really knew what to do in...
    justanaveragelass justanaveragelass
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Jul 25, 2012

    That Girl, Break Up, Chain Reactions

    Hello viewers, I'm in my teens, 16-17 and I'm male. To start off i am simply confused and i want to get what i think 24/7 out into words but if anyone of my friends were to hear i know that there opinions would change for me and feel im too depressive or i complain allot...
    Feb 3, 2013

    Confused/W This Is For You

    I am truly confused about people. Even when I think I may know someone, I realize I really don't. EVERYONE lies, even when you are 100% honest. Someone on EP has choose to just blow me off. I had always just wanted to be there for him, to be someone to talk to, to be a friend...
    someday59 someday59
    56-60, F
    Apr 23, 2013

    My Life

    hi freinds its my my self jai my age between 22 years old. i am completed my graduation in proffessional background BMS & why iam chosse the proffessional study because i had so crage in management feild but now there is no scop for management, still iam working in crossword...
    jrawani612 jrawani612
    22-25
    Nov 15, 2012

    Life

    Life,I've been confused,Down and out,Not now,I'm on the up,Life,It's a funny thing.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket
    46-50, M
    Mar 6, 2012

    The Whole Thing

     When I was 16, I married my now ex husband. We were very much in love. He was older than me by about 8 years. When I was 19, I became pregnant and we were ecstatic. I was in college, and my life was everything I had ever wanted. We had money, we had a big house, but most...
    propheta propheta
    22-25, F
    1 Response May 25, 2009

    So Many Questions

    I feel like i have two different people inside my body, one who is more innocent, which is what i'm feeling now, and one that feels complete hatred towards the human race, Sometimes i'm afraid of my own thoughts, because i have horrible thoughts of how to kill things or how...
    Sekashi Sekashi
    16-17, F
    1 Response Dec 25, 2009

    I don't know what to do

    or what to feel, I'm just so lost honestly.
    ashleykaylor45 ashleykaylor45
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Jul 7, 2014

    I don't know why but lately I have been getting

    angry at the smallest thing. I don't want to talk to my parents(I'm not mad at them I honestly just don't know why I don't want to.) I look at **** and hate myself for doing it. All of my friends don't talk to me anymore, and I feel like I'm changing but I can tell if it's for...
    rcola rcola
    18-21, M
    1 Response Mar 31, 2014

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