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I Am Very Deeply Depressed In My Heart

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    Bad Marriage

          I am a 42 year old mother of a teenage daughter. I have been married to an extremely abusive man for a little over 20 years. This was an arranged marriage which is very common in my culture. I am highly  educated and I come from a very well...
    milasmom milasmom 41-45, F 5 Responses Sep 15, 2009

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    Disappointment

    I have no life! I want to do something but I dont have a lot of friends, and the friends I do have don't wanna hang. I dislike sports cause im overweight. I just want to make things better but I always make it worse. Someone please help!
    Asteroidfeild Asteroidfeild 16-17 Aug 12, 2012

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    Heartache

    I have this aching pain in my heart that just wont go away. My heart aches because it yearns for love. 
    nitid nitid 16-17, F Dec 20, 2010

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    Giving it until Christmas break is over

    for a miracle to happen. For him to stop hating me. He won't have sex with me. If he does it's for his own satisfaction. I love him so ******* much but a person can only be pushed so far and he's already driven me off the cliff. I want him back, I want dad of the year and super...
    lua009 lua009 22-25 Dec 19, 2013

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    I hate that feeling when I sad but I have no idea why I am sad. I just hate it because than it makes me think about my whole life and it gets me even more depressed :(
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    a lot of people I meet say they have a broken heart because of love.. that's not my case, well part of my case is love, is that I love people too much.. but in return I do not feel...
    Starz93 Starz93 18-21, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    Not heartless per se, just taking a stand for what you will and won't put up with emotionally. I'm sure to some it may look heartless, but for example: If you had a friend who by...
    MissusBrightside MissusBrightside 31-35, F 3 hrs ago

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    You were the love of my life. The one I could always turn to. The one I gave my all to. We were to be married July 9th of this year. Only three more days left. But you left. You're...
    Moweb95 Moweb95 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 6

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    The tides of life won’t always bring you back ashore sometimes, you have to row yourself over. Often, nothing changes until you change it. Nothing is better until you make it...
    brandon1841 brandon1841 18-21, M Jul 9

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    Someone who i care about, for some reason, unfollowed me on instagram, and i am extremely depressed about it. I know it probably doesn't really matter, but it matters really deeply...
    futurediary futurediary 13-15, M Jul 17

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    I'm not sure if I'm just feeling depressed or If I actually am. But I just need to write my feelings and thoughts right now because I can express myself on here and ONLY here...
    Littlewallflowerx Littlewallflowerx 16-17, F 2 days ago

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    I feel depressed off and on constantly. I'm 16 and this started around this past December. I am lonely. It's not like I have no friends, but I go on social media and see all these...
    averageandalone averageandalone 16-17, F 3 Responses Jul 3

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    I fell deeply in love with this girl, I never had opened myself to anyone like I opened myself to her. We were in love for about 2 years and everything seemed great, then one day...
    Santi0924 Santi0924 18-21, M 2 Responses Jul 6

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    I know this sinking feeling anywhere. It's happening again. I've been depressed most of my teenage years. I have plenty of ups, but there are always downs that follow close behind...
    LettersToTheSky LettersToTheSky 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 2

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    From the beginning of this year I knew I had my work cut out for me. But I didn't know how hard it would truly be. I go to a Private school, we have a small amount of students at...
    rachelharperr rachelharperr 13-15, F Jul 6

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    Think it's about time I post this :S. Please do not judge me this is veryyyyyyyyy hard for me. I know it's long sorry ha. About 2 years ago when I was 13/14 (underage and a minor...
    lela201465 lela201465 16-17, F 3 Responses Jul 7

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    you came walking through my life, like a sweet butterfly, so beautiful and nice.....you talked to me, although i was reluctant... but your persistant way manage your words...
    womanonly womanonly 41-45, F 1 Response Jul 7

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    July 14. We Are Lovable. "Even if the most important person in your world rejects you, you are still real, and you are still okay." —Codependent No More Do you ever find...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F Jul 14

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    I wrote this poem when I was depressed one night. I was 13 when I wrote this and it has been stuck in a folder for 3 years. I want to share it with someone so here goes nothing...
    AnArtistsPrayer AnArtistsPrayer 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 15

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    I'm sick to death of living. I'm sick of feeling a deep, gnawing depression 24 hours a day. I'm tired of feeling like a useless failure. My social life is pathetic. I'm way too shy...
    holdontilmay holdontilmay 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 15

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    July 19. Proving It to Ourselves. "I spent a year trying to prove to my husband how much his drinking was hurting me. When I began to recover, I realized I was the one who needed...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F Jul 19

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    July 20. Letting Go of Resistance. Do not be in such a hurry to move on. Relax. Breathe deeply. Be. Be in harmony today. Be open. There is beauty around and in us today. There...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F Jul 20

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    There is too much I feel, much I want to say. I feel hurt and I can't show how deeply only with expressing I can give a glimpse. I try to treat those around me with respect and...
    Xenasdreams Xenasdreams 22-25, F Jul 1

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    hey all ! ... this is important and big. can i have a small time of yours, just little.. few minutes.. i sign up here around a year back to share my story with people and i did. i...
    heartless2 heartless2 22-25, M Jul 22

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    hey all ! ... this is important and big. can i have a small time of yours, just little.. few minutes.. i sign up here around a year back to share my story with people and i did. i...
    heartless2 heartless2 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 22

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    hey all ! ... this is important and big. can i have a small time of yours, just little.. few minutes.. i sign up here around a year back to share my story with people and i did. i...
    heartless2 heartless2 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 22

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    I wouldn't say I'm fully depressed... I would just say my past isn't a good place to let my mind wonder... Yet that seems to be the only place it wants to go. I have a boyfriend...
    keepkeepinon keepkeepinon 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 8

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    Alone. I just want to get this off my chest. Maybe I'll feel better I doubt that. I am heavily depressed, going on a year now. After 37 years of marriage we separated two years...
    GAAlone GAAlone 56-60, M 2 Responses Jul 13

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    A letter to my 8 year old self; You've seen a lot of things and you've heard a lot of things too. Keep your head up. You'll never understand why dad did the things he did. Yes...
    EBAAA EBAAA 18-21, F Jul 13

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    Hi all I really don't know how to start well I am Asian guy before I start my story I would everyone to know that our culture is bit different then west we live together with...
    ahsanmehmood ahsanmehmood 22-25, M 3 Responses Jul 18

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    My current bout with depression has lasted for ten years. Today is July 25, 2014. On June 25, after feeling pretty bad after work, I sat down and wrote this. If there's one...
    UnderEli UnderEli 41-45, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    honestly what is there to say but I'm depressed i wake up depressed go to sleep depressed i cry myself to sleep i can give other people advice but i can't take my own advice! i...
    breebreet breebreet 13-15, F Jul 4

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    This all began when I graduated military college. *** you all know #military people# don`t have a possibility to choose where to serve or to work or whatever....... That was my...
    bilberrry bilberrry 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 6

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    This home I am living in is so depressing, I cannot take it anymore.My mum annoys the hell outta me, she is wrong about many things when it comes to treating my siblings and...
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F 4 Responses Jul 10

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    I'm mad depressed like I haven't been this depressed in a few months, I want to relapse and if you don't know what that is w.e. I doubt ppl will read this so if you do and don't...
    ImNotOkayWhyCantYouSeeThat ImNotOkayWhyCantYouSeeThat 13-15, F 5 Responses 6 days ago

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    Togepi07 Togepi07 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 3

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    EbbsBreaux EbbsBreaux 16-17, F Jul 13

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    Definitely one if my huge flaws. I'm a male and I inherited this trait from my mother. I take things to heart and it brings me down or holds me back alot of times. Truly a constant...
    Winbu Winbu 16-17, M Jul 15

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    First time I met her I remember i was so mesmerized. Since then I have adored her more than anything in the whole world. She was shy on telling about her feelings and I felt so...
    realandtrue realandtrue 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 20

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    I met a girl online 4 years ago, we have been talking since then almost every day. both of us love each other at the deepest levels. she lives 3,900 miles away. the thing i want...
    TheTruest TheTruest 18-21, M 3 Responses a week ago

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    I was in third grade. I didn't have friends,I was bullied. One day,my friend approached me and asked "why are you so depressed?" I sat down and cried. I was depressed. I had just...
    Here2helpforfree Here2helpforfree 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 17

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