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I Am Very Deeply Depressed In My Heart

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    Heartache

    I have this aching pain in my heart that just wont go away. My heart aches because it yearns for love. 
    nitid nitid 16-17, F Dec 20, 2010

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    Bad Marriage

          I am a 42 year old mother of a teenage daughter. I have been married to an extremely abusive man for a little over 20 years. This was an arranged marriage which is very common in my culture. I am highly  educated and I come from a very well...
    milasmom milasmom 41-45, F 5 Responses Sep 15, 2009

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    Giving it until Christmas break is over

    for a miracle to happen. For him to stop hating me. He won't have sex with me. If he does it's for his own satisfaction. I love him so ******* much but a person can only be pushed so far and he's already driven me off the cliff. I want him back, I want dad of the year and super...
    lua009 lua009 26-30 Dec 19, 2013

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    Disappointment

    I have no life! I want to do something but I dont have a lot of friends, and the friends I do have don't wanna hang. I dislike sports cause im overweight. I just want to make things better but I always make it worse. Someone please help!
    Asteroidfeild Asteroidfeild 16-17 Aug 12, 2012

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    I've been so deeply depressed as though I have lost all hope of anything I thought I wanted life. I feel numb and helpless as though I don't know what the meaning of life is...
    gongetit121 gongetit121 26-30, F 4 days ago

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    I have been depressed like always and I tried to make myself feel better and I couldn't and a lot of things that are not ok crossed my mind suicide/cutting and I curled up in a...
    joshjudgment joshjudgment 13-15, M 2 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    a lot of people I meet say they have a broken heart because of love.. that's not my case, well part of my case is love, is that I love people too much.. but in return I do not feel...
    Starz93 Starz93 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 28

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    Not heartless is its truest sense, just keeping my heart guarded and only care when there is a genuine reason to care. People haven't given me a reason to genuinely care anymore.
    Lov3intheasylum Lov3intheasylum 31-35, F 1 hr ago

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    I don't know what to do for him. He randomly didn't speak to me all day yesterday, even though our conversation that morning was wonderful. I stayed up all night so I could be...
    WingsofTime WingsofTime 22-25, F Aug 10

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    "In the confusion of it all your heart grows fonder, yet your mind grows tired." Everything seemed so perfect, so right that nothing could ever go wrong. Yet, wrong was there...
    Bluetoxicity Bluetoxicity 18-21, F Aug 17

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    I'm not sure if I'm just feeling depressed or If I actually am. But I just need to write my feelings and thoughts right now because I can express myself on here and ONLY here...
    Faiithh Faiithh 16-17, F Jul 27

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    (Sorry for grammar mistakes. English is not my native language) It's a long and complicated story. So i will start with the background. I spent most of my life closed in my home...
    Valiosc2 Valiosc2 18-21, M Aug 12

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    For all the confusions and depression ive been getting through in my past im glad that it gives me the direction of my life as what i am standing now, i post my experienced last...
    fitty22 fitty22 22-25, F Aug 17

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    I'm destroyed! Ill give you an example. Imagine a mom and dad putting seeds in the ground to "grow" a beautiful plant. as the plant grows they start to forget about the plant. They...
    kjonesr kjonesr 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 18

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    Take me Away GingerSlim (Chorus) God please take me I can't do it anymore I need a call to say that I'm good Because I just can't take much more Vs1 I feel like Ive caused so...
    GingerSlimSTL GingerSlimSTL 18-21, M a week ago

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    Everyone is hurting or fighting some kind of battle, I hear it said a lot. Perhaps that is why I shrink back into myself when I am hurting and depressed. People are not equipped...
    PiscesDream PiscesDream 41-45, F 3 Responses Aug 5

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    Been dwelling on the experience for a while now, its something that's pretty inescapable for some. I really think that the cause for many peoples depression is the selfishness of...
    Richardwc Richardwc 22-25, M Aug 13

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    I don't know what happiness is. Some say that love is what makes you happy, but I've never been loved. Some say that money, but I don't have any money. Some say that God, but I...
    DeniedWings DeniedWings 18-21, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    August 23. Self Care. "When will we become lovable? When will we feel safe? When will we get all the protection, nurturing, and love we so richly deserve? We will get it when we...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F 4 days ago

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    August 25. Willing to Make Amends. The Eighth Step is talking about a change of heart, a healing change. This attitude can begin a great chain of repair and healing in our...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F 2 days ago

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    I had as just kept giving her more chances and kept saying we have something. We had nothing in common as she only say "i love you" to keep me attached with her. i say"i love you...
    Egyptianguy34 Egyptianguy34 31-35, M 3 Responses Jul 31

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    my first time connecting with someone i met on a dating site ( long distance relationship) We talked everyday on the phone, hours at a time for months we had build a very strong...
    LEZBhonest LEZBhonest 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 6

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    I thought you really loved me but I was so stupid enough to believe your lies. I was young, dumb, and in love. I thought you actually cared about me, but then again if you really...
    Zozolove Zozolove 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    The day I lay my Eyes on you my heart began to beat ! . Pumps & pumps suddenly it began to stop I start to drop I walked different my mood became sad I turned into zombie .. The...
    billyaldo billyaldo 22-25, M 2 Responses Aug 1

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    Everyone, I wish I could heal your aching hearts I wish I could be the pillow your head tries to rest on every night. I wish I could be the song you try to sing to get through...
    smilebigalways smilebigalways 18-21, F Aug 2

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    I am in the millitary in singapore. In here they call it national service. Every singaporean citizen who turns 18 automatically will recieve a letter stating that you are supposed...
    AravinZiltoid AravinZiltoid 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 6

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    I feel so down these days. Like worst than ever. I wanna rip everything out of my life and start over. I know people are gonna comment 'attention seeker' and stuff. Feel free to...
    LifeOnAThread LifeOnAThread 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 8

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    I had girlfriend , and i dint talk from last two years . and for some reasons and i talked now , and i heard one ******* news she said , I was in Relation with some other guy , my...
    Ramyvs Ramyvs 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 10

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    my ex broke up with me and then went on to someone new three weeks later after 4 years. He knowingly played with my heart for three months, in the end I lost out and am depressed...
    ll77 ll77 36-40, F 16 Responses Aug 11

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    My best friend and I met around 3 years ago and we were inseparable. Like soulmates. We were always together and it was weird for us to go more than three days without seeing each...
    idiotheque idiotheque 18-21, F Aug 15

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    My mom and my grandmother and aunt don't have a great relationship. Apparently my grandmother and my aunt treat my mother differently because they think she is too strict. I know...
    Ashbarg Ashbarg 13-15, F Aug 15

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    Well stupid me decided to see how my son Ricky was doing. So I went on fb and un blocked my aunt who has custody of him long story don't judge. Saw pictures of my Ricky and my aunt...
    Ali37sBrattyAngel Ali37sBrattyAngel 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 17

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    I don't know what else to do. Well, I should start at the beginning. Back in January my Mom got really sick. She had double pneumonia in both of her lungs. She came close to...
    JepMasta JepMasta 31-35, M 6 days ago

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    I am a 32 year old woman. I have been single for 7 years. I have only had one "serious" boyfriend and since then all I have experienced is heartbreak. Disastrous dates, flings, no...
    firecracker1 firecracker1 26-30, F 7 Responses 6 days ago

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    I'm Chris. (Sorry to those who've been told I was Jake. That was my Cousin.) Anyways the first time I had my heart broken was 6th grade. I was dating this girl. But, every time I...
    Gre3nBoytt Gre3nBoytt 13-15, M 17 hrs ago

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    I have been depressed for at least the last 3-4 years. My parents want me to get over my depression and take medication (Zoloft), but to be completely honest, I like being...
    bandfreak26 bandfreak26 13-15, F Jul 31

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    why???!! why did you ******* left me alone.. i dont know what to do.. you promise me forever!!! you promise me you and me togethed.. but now .. why!!???? what did i ever do to you...
    PartyPoison04 PartyPoison04 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 4

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    I came home this summer to get away from my own home. To actually try and function with my parents. The first 14 days went okay. After that I was miserable. Depressed. Anxious...
    Skywalker1979 Skywalker1979 31-35, M Aug 13

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    Today on the nightly news they were interviewing the Christians who were pinned down on a mountaintop in Iraq by the ISIS group. As they were describing the atrocities the grown...
    xxLionessxx xxLionessxx 36-40, F 2 Responses Aug 13

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    I have so much on my mind And so much in my heart My voice is ready So I'll just start Seeing you hurt make my heart ache blue Feeling your tears makes my eyes swell too Hearing...
    smilebigalways smilebigalways 18-21, F Aug 18

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    First of all I would like to thank those who take the time to read this. It took me all of my willpower to go seek out help for this is an experience I have a hard time talking...
    paschall1993 paschall1993 18-21, M Aug 19

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    I vow to the heaven and earth that I shall not fall for anyone in my life again. When I was 14, puerile and callow, I fell in love with someone I should not be. From states away...
    Driftingminds Driftingminds 16-17, F 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    August 22. Responsibility for Family Members. "I can still remember my mother clutching her heart, threatening to have a heart attack and die, and blaming it on me...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F 5 days ago

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    Its been about 45 days since u suddenly shattered my world by telling me u were tired of waiting, that there was some one else, that u thought it was best for me if we were just...
    Sharniab Sharniab 31-35, F 4 Responses Jul 30

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    I just realized that 'feel good with someone' and 'love someone' are different meanings. He said to me "I feel good to be with you, talking to you." 5years later and now He say...
    DAOZ DAOZ 18-21, F Aug 1

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    I offer you everything, for without you, I’m nothing To hold you tight, but not hold you back To stand by your side, as you stand by mine. To love you as you love me...
    Shad0wCat Shad0wCat 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 3

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    Men may assume I am merely a vixen,a sex-kitten meowing in bed, which I most certainly am, but I am also a sweetheart. I feel very deeply. I have a rich history of ups and downs...
    sunny3875 sunny3875 36-40, F 11 Responses Aug 3