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I Am Very Deeply Depressed In My Heart

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    Disappointment

    I have no life! I want to do something but I dont have a lot of friends, and the friends I do have don't wanna hang. I dislike sports cause im overweight. I just want to make things better but I always make it worse. Someone please help!
    Asteroidfeild Asteroidfeild 16-17 Aug 12, 2012

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    Giving it until Christmas break is over

    for a miracle to happen. For him to stop hating me. He won't have sex with me. If he does it's for his own satisfaction. I love him so ******* much but a person can only be pushed so far and he's already driven me off the cliff. I want him back, I want dad of the year and super...
    lua009 lua009 22-25 Dec 19, 2013

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    Bad Marriage

          I am a 42 year old mother of a teenage daughter. I have been married to an extremely abusive man for a little over 20 years. This was an arranged marriage which is very common in my culture. I am highly  educated and I come from a very well...
    milasmom milasmom 41-45, F 5 Responses Sep 15, 2009

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    Heartache

    I have this aching pain in my heart that just wont go away. My heart aches because it yearns for love. 
    nitid nitid 16-17, F Dec 20, 2010

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    So depressed can't stop crying in bed. Getting my children back soon.. I feel like a horrid mum as I don't think I can handle them right now :(
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    Watching my mum playing candy crush, seeing her smile. I used to share all my problem with my mum. And she's always there for me. But I couldn't share with her about my urinary...
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    As the days pass by i feel more & more depressed, more dead inside & i cant even talk to anyone about it because the last time i was open about how depressed i was people veiwed me...
    TheWorldVsJ TheWorldVsJ 26-30, M 6 Responses Apr 6

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    I have lived a long struggle when it comes to relationships. Have been through heartache as many have. At 41 I'm feeling my heart sinking as I think my girlfriend is pulling away...
    PeterBGood PeterBGood 36-40, M Apr 10

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    I was depressed all the time a mother of toe and one on the way I felt lost I had a home And husband a car a boat a family.. No reason I know now to be depressed I lost my 7 month...
    laceykight laceykight 26-30, F a week ago

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    Hi there , im totally depressed and i dont know how to handle my emotions .. Im a christiam believer And im a bisexual .. Im married .. Im happy .. I really want a friend to share...
    daffodils1975 daffodils1975 36-40, M Apr 5

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    Just feeling. The life. I've left #myworld for a bit. To let me find a way. My way. To find me. In peace. In control. When everything is real and no fiction. Not a moment is the...
    Peachh Peachh 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 12

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    I have two friends I go to university with, we live in the same town which is a little far from the campus so we carpool together. I drive one week, my friend M drives another week...
    classic00 classic00 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    I don't understand life. But I hope that it gets better. Work has been amazing but I have been trying so hard to deal with this broken heart. I am reaching a point where I have...
    dmsummerwind dmsummerwind 36-40, M 2 Responses Mar 22

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    its an unending circle. i am depressed because i am lonely and i feel i am alone because i am depressed. I can start any conversation you want online. i feel ok to be me online...
    confused623 confused623 36-40, F 3 Responses Mar 26

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    I am a over thinker. I constantly am thinking about how to fix my life. How to become financially independent. How to stop being depressed. Beating my self up for decisions I make...
    Angela1989 Angela1989 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 7

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    I met my boyfriend in 2010, in 2012 he asked for my hand in marriage. My dad said no, I should finish university. My boyfriend started working as a nurse in 2009. In 2013 my bf...
    Depthpain Depthpain 22-25, F 4 days ago

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    During my second year at uni my three year relationship ended when the person I love fell in love with my best friend and saw her behind my back, I never thought that the pain I...
    katehrdmn katehrdmn 22-25 2 Responses Mar 31

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    I just got married (2 years this June). A couple of years before the marriage we had some up and downs that we had successfully overcome. I told my wife that marriage is a serious...
    gbannis1 gbannis1 51-55, M 5 days ago

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    I really hope no one will mind me kept typing the same frustration and depression related to what I am facing. I tried my best to occupy myself, watch tv, watch YouTube... But once...
    sadboi sadboi 26-30, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Ever think to much about a person you love so deeply much and then you start to cry bc you can't be with that person and your heart is like tight together?. Yahh, It sucks.
    XxTheHighsxX XxTheHighsxX 16-17, F 1 day ago

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    Why do I miss you? I can't help getting butterflies when I see you. My friends think I've gone crazy for liking you this long. Idk why though. All you ever did was hurt me. You...
    MickeyGooger MickeyGooger 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 21

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    I stayed for not too long. I stayed with him Sunday night, Monday didn't feel the same. Something happen I wanted the true. After 5 o'clock today, my face, my heart was not the...
    hazel4 hazel4 22-25, F Apr 2

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    Want to die part 2 ( part 1 is my first experience that you can read) This experience is an interesting experience very interesting... I'm back here again feeling like a **** once...
    DepressedGirl22 DepressedGirl22 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 4

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    I have a broken heart and I feel so sad because of this boy... Russo Well one week Russo is all smiling at me being friendly, saying hi to me and poking me Then another week I...
    NoobLove NoobLove 22-25, F Apr 8

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    My Depression What a horrid beast it is. Every day I feel it Some days more than others And some days I forget it’s even there But it always finds a way to remind me it’s there...
    Idreamofveggie23 Idreamofveggie23 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 27

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    Look. This won't have proper word usage or fancy ******* vocabulary; this is raw emotion. I just... Cannot breathe. As soon as I read the news, I laughed. How could this be...
    AdelaideHayashi AdelaideHayashi 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 27

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    I've recently found and fallen for who could be the "one", Its a crazy, awesome, heart pounding, scary roller coaster ride of emotions. I love it and it scares me to death at the...
    StephanieDan StephanieDan 36-40, M 1 Response Mar 26

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    I was with the same woman for 22 years we have three kids together and I am divorced as of last week she has had three affairs in our 21 year marriage I still love her I am deeply...
    ichael70 ichael70 41-45, M 4 Responses Mar 30

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    Joshua Watson - I met him last year at SEP Transition for high school (SEP means Special Education Program, its for people who have disabilities like I'm deaf in one ear) and we'd...
    Gurl27 Gurl27 13-15, F Apr 2

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    So.. The truth is. You CANT have your cake and eat it too. As some of you know, my best friend/roommate Hayley has been lusting for me in a sexual way. I'd never known she liked...
    mylifesajoke mylifesajoke 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 2

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    Wow!! This is what love feels like... 😍😍Respect and honesty, patience, understanding.... I am so head over heels for this girl and in love already!!! She is so great to me...
    fight2staypositive fight2staypositive 22-25, F Apr 5

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    So, a little whole ago I saw my boyfriend hiding his phone from me. It registered but I chose to ignore it but couldn't forget it. In the meantime, I changed my contraceptive and...
    voldknow voldknow 26-30, F Apr 7

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    HopefulLovelyLioness HopefulLovelyLioness 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 9

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    Me and Saphron where no longer friends... It killed me. I loved her to bits! She was my bestfriend... My sister. We stopped being friends because she lied about everything! Her...
    OzTheAnonymous OzTheAnonymous 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 12

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    Ok, in my school, we are writing letters to ourself for when we are seniors to see what we were like in 8th grade. We are allowed to write ANYTHING. kinda like a private journal...
    Lgbtme Lgbtme 13-15, F 6 days ago

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    frostedoreo frostedoreo 22-25, F 5 days ago

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    achingheart123 achingheart123 26-30, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Sapphirefayth Sapphirefayth 22-25, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    sassysarah98 sassysarah98 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 25

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    allytoledodiaz allytoledodiaz 13-15, F Mar 29

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    I go through cycles of horrible clinical depression and feelings of neutrality/apathy. I was on medications for about two and a half years and felt great. So great that my...
    AlyxB AlyxB 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 30

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    Dear depressed people, you know you mean a lot to some people okay maybe not a lot but there is still that one person that cares,,, always. you know you have one life,right? so why...
    SAVEtheHER0 SAVEtheHER0 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 31

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    Well, it is no secret because I know. Is that all matters? No, but it seems like it. With my circumstances and the live and "family" I am stuck in, I suffer depression and nobody...
    ColourmeAmb ColourmeAmb 18-21, F Apr 10

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    I am very depressed due to my prostate problem and my mum with cancer. Yesterday when I went to see the doctor and the doctor said maybe it's prostate enlargement but he said...
    sadboi sadboi 26-30, M 6 days ago

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    I just went to the wash room and starting to feel abit difficult to let it out. I guess there's really something serious about my prostate. I hope is not cancer. I feel really...
    sadboi sadboi 26-30, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Alone I sit in the unforgiving darkness of the human heart. The clock ticks an the minutes pass, still no hope in sight. Left with only my thoughts slowly my mind wonders and my...
    tatterdremains tatterdremains 13-15, M 1 Response Mar 21

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    what to do ?im deeply in love with a seminarian,He steals time just to visit me and date with me .But sometimes my conscience kills me :( i dont know what to do .My family knows...
    lhangen lhangen 18-21, F Mar 23

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