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I Am Very Deeply Depressed In My Heart

Because 24 People

    Giving it until Christmas break is over

    for a miracle to happen. For him to stop hating me. He won't have sex with me. If he does it's for his own satisfaction. I love him so ******* much but a person can only be pushed so far and he's already driven me off the cliff. I want him back, I want dad of the year and super...
    lua009 lua009 22-25 Dec 19, 2013

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    Heartache

    I have this aching pain in my heart that just wont go away. My heart aches because it yearns for love. 
    nitid nitid 16-17, F Dec 20, 2010

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    Disappointment

    I have no life! I want to do something but I dont have a lot of friends, and the friends I do have don't wanna hang. I dislike sports cause im overweight. I just want to make things better but I always make it worse. Someone please help!
    Asteroidfeild Asteroidfeild 16-17 Aug 12, 2012

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    Bad Marriage

          I am a 42 year old mother of a teenage daughter. I have been married to an extremely abusive man for a little over 20 years. This was an arranged marriage which is very common in my culture. I am highly  educated and I come from a very well...
    milasmom milasmom 41-45, F 5 Responses Sep 15, 2009

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