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I Am Very Depressed I Want To Change My Whole Life

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    Help! You Know... My Family,(1st Sibblings- 3 Big Brothers,and Hero Dad Have All Left Me Behind Sorta In The Hometown We Were All Raised In. I Do Have My Mom Close, But...

    I feel very abandoned by my family and it has affected me quite severely over the years. I have SEVERE abandonment "ISSUES"!!  ! I hate my life, I'm a single Mom to a 2 yr old daughter and want to escape my hometown and move a bit closer to my kin. They never...
    demosi70 demosi70 36-40, F 2 Responses Apr 2, 2010

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    I am depressed and want to change I'm a virgin

    nerdy guy that no girl likes and no girl has ever liked. I want to be the bad boy that smokes weed and gets all the chicks. Because from what I see and hear the only way to get into a relationship is if you smoke pot. There's a party tomorrow there will be drugs alcohol and I...
    nerd1500 nerd1500 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 10, 2014

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    I am very depressed & I want to change my whole life. I want me & my mother to move into a place that is more suitable for her, but that seems impossible seeing as how she is always either in the nursing home or hospital. I want her to live longer. I don't think she will live...
    lyricalongings lyricalongings 31-35, F 2 Responses May 14, 2010

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    Since  I was child they use to say that apperciate your youngness and your life BUT how? the time pass so quickly. I want to change my whole life. TO do what you desire, you should have money and luckyness i dont have neighther. Everybody wants to have a dream job earn lots...
    Auburnisland Auburnisland 41-45, F Oct 21, 2009

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    I accept that I will never be able to change my life. Nothing is the answer. I can only wait for my perishing.
    JupiNoGoYea JupiNoGoYea 22-25, M 51 mins ago

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    I had a premonition today. I was walking my dog. and I thought of how I like life to be easy. but all the time. I thought how I may never leave up to the standards of our society...
    ItsRissa88 ItsRissa88 26-30, F 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    I feel like the whole world is ****** up. I look around, and am baffled by the way people live. Why is everything so convoluted?! It' snot as simple as living your life, and...
    Jamieappleseed Jamieappleseed 26-30, F 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    'if u want to change your life change first the way you think'. yeah right and i want to change my life....
    cozycazozenroze cozycazozenroze 18-21, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    Without sounding too cliche, I was not looking for a boyfriend when I met Alex. He was supposed to be helping me improve my Science grades ready for exams. Over time (of course) I...
    tinyheart8888 tinyheart8888 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    So ready for a change of environment...wish I could start over in a new place...would I be great to meet someone who would help me do this๐Ÿ˜‰
    anonymous4now anonymous4now 26-30, F 2 days ago

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    At this moment, I want to make changes. It's always the same things every year. I have a different mindset on things and I intend to change them as time passes me by. For one, I...
    youhavemedarling youhavemedarling 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    There's a difference between surviving and living. I was the type of girl who would walk with her head bowed in the hallway, going straight to class without stopping to "chat" or...
    songwrxter songwrxter 18-21, F 8 Responses 3 days ago

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    I don't think books can change lives. but if we really want to change our lives they can help in showing the right path..
    bak4u bak4u 26-30, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    i could be the first to tell you that i was foolish, that i've been played. everyone's played the victim a time or two in their life. but there comes a point when you have to grow...
    selfh8ter98 selfh8ter98 16-17, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Eyes watch, brain looks, we see, We are three parts, Recognize this every time, every place, Our body, mind and spirit, One extending through the other, You search for happiness...
    xtaldart xtaldart 31-35, M 3 days ago

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    "A Child Called It", "The Lost Boy" and "A Man Named Dave", by Dave Pelzer. I read these when I was in high school and I've never forgotten them. Before I read those books, I...
    iSpyce iSpyce 26-30, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    The book thief. Being a depressed and suicidal kid, I always had to fear death. It's the only way I ever survived my childhood without throwing myself off something. But after...
    Radomguy1000 Radomguy1000 22-25, M 3 days ago

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    Zoe Letting Go by Nora Price. I didn't know how significant and relatable it was in my life until a few months after I read it. I really want it back
    lycancrux lycancrux 16-17, F 3 days ago

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    Because he died over the weekend I would put Oliver Sack's The Man Who Mistook His Wife for a Hat and A Leg to Stand On here because he changed forever how to perceive one's world...
    ksbobmst ksbobmst 26-30, M 3 days ago

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    Funnily enough The South beach diet book changed the way I looked at food forever. Weird but it did.
    Issima Issima 31-35, F 3 days ago

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    Harry Potter... My life without it would be so different.
    veruyanako veruyanako 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    I was struggling big time having been seperated from my now ex wife. She was in a relationship &it down spiraled me into a very dark place. Alone,scared,confused I wanted out...
    Sugasug Sugasug 41-45, M 4 days ago

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    Books are one of the most amazing means of escape we can have, I love reading but I go through phases of reading solidly for days throughout my free time or I read sporadically...
    RaiseYourWhat RaiseYourWhat 26-30, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    ๐Ÿ’š The secret, although I still struggle w the issues life's been throwing at me...
    AMORDEAMOR AMORDEAMOR 36-40, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    The book that changed my life is The Bible
    theguywiththeredhair theguywiththeredhair 18-21, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Books are so very important, and have always been a love of mine since early childhood. All-time favorites of mine that changed my life are: The 7 Habits of Highly Effective...
    NeverDespair NeverDespair 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    Don't know about "Changed my life". But there are one or two that widened my perspective on life. To kill a mockingbird by Harper Lee seems to recur often. The world on all it's...
    picklebobble picklebobble 46-50, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    There are a lot of books that have influenced my life. The two most recent are "Without a Paddle" by Warren Richey and "The One That Got Away" by Howell Raines. I am definitely not...
    camulos camulos 36-40, M 4 days ago

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    The book that changed my life would probably be The Portrait of Dorian Gray. This book was beautifully written and was filled to the brim of new ways of looking at the world and...
    messedupmindandsoul messedupmindandsoul 16-17, F 4 days ago

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    I hate everything about my life, I just sit home alone waiting for the day to be over just so I can wake up and wait for that day to be over.
    startingover34 startingover34 31-35, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I wanted to write this for everyone who's going through a heartbreak including myself. Today is the day. It's time to move on, we already know how a heartbreak looks like but we...
    American19 American19 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    He broke up with me 5 months ago....after fighting long distance for over a year, and I still love him, and he still gets to me. We've been trying to be friends, but everytime he...
    georgia5656 georgia5656 16-17, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    I was with her for 6 months, it ended kinda oddly, but for the right reasons. I can't get over it, honestly it's kinda annoying because I just want to move on. But I am having...
    brentlz brentlz 16-17, M 1 Response a week ago

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    Been extremely busy and occupied... Being a college student is no joke. I feel like 24 hours in a day is NOT enough. In life.. We learn new things everyday... If we don't learn...
    kiMiiLe kiMiiLe 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 26

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    *PLEASE READ NEED HELP* I can't say this to anyone I know, so it's nice that I can say it on here. I met this person when I was in year 10, and three years on they have had a...
    LivingPositive LivingPositive 18-21, F Aug 26

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    I want to be happy and enjoy the short time I have to spend with the ones I love and doing the things I love. I also want to have as much experience as I can. I have only one life...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 25

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    I really want to be that teenage girl that goes to party's and all that stuff but I'm a good Christian girl and I don't want to change that
    brooklynturner brooklynturner 16-17, F 6 Responses Aug 23

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    I want to run away from my family because they hate me, i never want to but i always hurt and lose anyone. I just want this to end.
    Ebolallama Ebolallama 16-17, M 4 Responses Aug 23

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    I'm lonely I've been use to doing things with people my whole life and now being independent is hard I hardly spend time at home my home doesn't feel cosy a bit like a garage to...
    freefalling123 freefalling123 31-35, F 2 Responses Aug 22

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    I made an account on this website when i was 16 but did not use it at all. Made my username a lyric from Nickelback's "Far Away'. How simple life used to be. I am now 19, back here...
    farawayforfartoolong farawayforfartoolong 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 21

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    I have to get this out of me, I have to share this story I cannot even believe myself...how a total stranger not only changed my life, but saved my life. I have went trough alot...
    somedude92 somedude92 26-30, M 1 Response Aug 21

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