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I Am Very Depressed I Want To Change My Whole Life

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    Help! You Know... My Family,(1st Sibblings- 3 Big Brothers,and Hero Dad Have All Left Me Behind Sorta In The Hometown We Were All Raised In. I Do Have My Mom Close, But...

    I feel very abandoned by my family and it has affected me quite severely over the years. I have SEVERE abandonment "ISSUES"!!  ! I hate my life, I'm a single Mom to a 2 yr old daughter and want to escape my hometown and move a bit closer to my kin. They never...
    demosi70 demosi70 36-40, F 2 Responses Apr 2, 2010

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    Since  I was child they use to say that apperciate your youngness and your life BUT how? the time pass so quickly. I want to change my whole life. TO do what you desire, you should have money and luckyness i dont have neighther. Everybody wants to have a dream job earn lots...
    Auburnisland Auburnisland 41-45, F Oct 21, 2009

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    I am depressed and want to change I'm a virgin

    nerdy guy that no girl likes and no girl has ever liked. I want to be the bad boy that smokes weed and gets all the chicks. Because from what I see and hear the only way to get into a relationship is if you smoke pot. There's a party tomorrow there will be drugs alcohol and I...
    nerd1500 nerd1500 16-17, M 2 Responses Jul 10

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    Yes And Yes

    I am very depressed & I want to change my whole life. I want me & my mother to move into a place that is more suitable for her, but that seems impossible seeing as how she is always either in the nursing home or hospital. I want her to live longer. I don't think she will live...
    lyricalongings lyricalongings 31-35, F 2 Responses May 14, 2010

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    I have had many people come and go in my life, some leaving for the best and the ones coming to replace them, not mentally or physically , but another person caring in replace of...
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    I've been grinding my whole life niqqa.Know what I'm talking bout?In all honesty, I hate these guys. There's just so much wrong with hood culture. Gangster rap has such a negative...
    IndoSavior IndoSavior 18-21, M 2 Responses Jul 10

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    I woke up today with a strong mentality today. I have always complained about being overweight and whatnot and well today will/is the day that I'm going to change my life and my...
    beyondthebluesea beyondthebluesea 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    She changed my life for the worse and the better. The worse because she mentally and emotionally ruined me by stringing me along and leaving me to be an obsessive, jealous...
    emiveritas emiveritas 18-21, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I have neglected to write an experience about the most important man in my life. Rarely do I come across someone as extraordinary as him, and although it may be near impossible to...
    PrincessKayleigh PrincessKayleigh 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 18

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    I think its time to change my life for the better. And it all begins how? In my head! Change ur thinking and u will be changed!
    angel8i angel8i 31-35, F 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    I am in a marriage that sucks, but I am keeping it together for my kids. My girls are happy because he is a good daddy, just not a good match for me. I don't want to split up my...
    truthandbeauty truthandbeauty 36-40, F 5 Responses Jul 1

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    this video totally changed my life god bless you Kaelynn!by the way the music in the background is Angels on the moon by thriving ivory.
    BenjaminChapman BenjaminChapman 18-21, M Jul 3

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    My husband leaving me is the one bug thing that has changed my life. Didn't see it coming at all... Now I'm just trying to find my feet and my way again.
    mssst mssst 36-40, F 4 Responses Jul 8

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    My best friend has changed my life tremendously. He has made me realize so much and has made my laugh more than anyone else has. I don't know what I would do without him
    JalenFrankie616 JalenFrankie616 13-15, F Jul 18

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    Yes I want to live life to the fullest. 1 .Eat drink and be merry, for tomorrow we may be dead . 2. Don't keep turning the other cheek, do whatever turns you on, and feels good...
    JohnCrighton JohnCrighton 51-55, M 1 Response Jul 5

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    I was having problems with sleeping. I started sleeping 24 seven and couldn't stay awake. So my doctor put me on medication that wakes me up during the day. The problem is now I...
    Britt25 Britt25 41-45, F 6 days ago

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    In January, I stupidly decided I was fine to drive and got a DUI. My BAC was .083, just above the legal limit. I was not pulled over under the suspicion of drinking and driving...
    marmie123 marmie123 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 4

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    I joined this website a long while back because I was going through a very bad time, I was depressed, suicidal and lost. My life has changed now and I still feel funny. I had...
    doctorwhofan doctorwhofan 22-25, F Jul 17

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    This is a thought. I need to make this thought reality. This was the worst period in my life. I was just lost and confused. I didn't have any purpose. I saw inspiring movies, but...
    TheAverageIdiot TheAverageIdiot 16-17, M 2 Responses Jul 10

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    I really want to be serious about his! To start taking action and stick to a plan.. I don't know why I lack commitment and consistency to my personal goals.. Whether I like it or...
    ThePeach ThePeach 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 12

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    The bad part is that the change can be for the better or for worse
    hebr0 hebr0 16-17, F 5 Responses Jul 5

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    Okay so before the whole break up thing, I was probably the loudest, bubbliest, talkative person known to man, yet now I'm just the complete opposite:') I hardly talk to people, I...
    teebagg teebagg 16-17, F Jul 8

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    My life will start to change when I will change my thoughts and my view on life.Life is already beautiful.
    Heaventohell1 Heaventohell1 18-21 6 days ago

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    I like routine, order and structure I think because I'm slightly OCD. But I think that if I continue the same thing ever day anymore it's going to drive me insane. Every morning I...
    Ailurus23 Ailurus23 18-21, M 6 days ago

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    To live life to it's fullest ... For everyone it can mean a totally different thing. For some it may mean finding their soulmate, to others it may be having a family, others could...
    RiseAbove222 RiseAbove222 22-25, F Jul 21

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    I want to change myself. I want to be the bad boy girls want and not the ugly virgin guy that has no tattoos. I know I'm going to join the marine corps after high school but I want...
    superabe11 superabe11 16-17, M 2 Responses Jul 21

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    So I have noticed my changes in eating. I have limited myself only to an amount and not binge eat like I normally do. I think this is great because like a really good friend on...
    beyondthebluesea beyondthebluesea 18-21, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    It's so difficult to change the elements I want to change. Which is predominately finding work and meeting people I actually have a connection with. But I won't give up.
    Reallifeperson Reallifeperson 22-25, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I've made dramatic changes and hopefully all will come through. I least expected my parents to be as supportive as they've been - it's been a true blessing. Though not perfect...
    Quanitta Quanitta 26-30, F Jul 10

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    I would like to change myself.I think I have always been the too good kind.I never complained much when I was taken for granted.I would like to change that.
    booklover87 booklover87 46-50, F 3 Responses Jul 11

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    Maybe but to what? Yea I move up n progress. But what do I expect? A firm also in the face. Rejection. Change a game to you but a struggle to me. How you know change an option...
    YoungRidah YoungRidah 18-21, M 1 Response a week ago

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    People come and go in your life but sometimes you meet one or two people that stand apart from the rest. They really leave an impression on you. You learn from them, you are amazed...
    StoneWall77 StoneWall77 36-40, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I have realized that through my experiences, that one person that fits you perfectly, doesn't need to change you, but you change for the better. Once I allow myself to step back...
    kennalynn67 kennalynn67 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    My life right now is sad, its lonely and i havent done anything i dreamed of doing, I hold myself back from all the possibilities and i dont understand why, I plan to do all these...
    xchelseydawnx xchelseydawnx 22-25, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I just want to run away. Drive until I break down and can't keep going anymore. I want to start another life and be another person. That wouldn't be enough though because I know I...
    kitten96 kitten96 18-21, F Jul 3

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    Today I woke up from a well rested night, but yet all day today I have felt drained. My family nieces were over and wanted to play and I would for a little while and then go lay...
    ladypatrice ladypatrice 22-25, F Jul 9

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    What has caused me to be a victim of bullying? What traits do I possess that make me reluctant to be a victim? Some may see them as flaws but I'm not sure that is the truth. Just...
    betweenlustandlove betweenlustandlove 22-25, F Jul 2

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    I remember my first really bad break up. I have never fully shared what I'm about to say here... It was back in highschool. And I had fallen for this guy, it took one of my...
    HealingMyHeart HealingMyHeart 18-21, F Jul 4

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    Every day I'm living I feel like I'm getting closer to it. To the me that I want to be.
    alexiadahl alexiadahl 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 6

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    Strings Each soul is linked through silent strings, tiny thread bare happenings Flowing through life's captured moments, vibrating in hopes lost torrent A second on pass, a flowing...
    Icarus1228 Icarus1228 36-40, F 1 Response Jul 7

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    I feel like people all around me are successful and I'm absolutely worthless. I'm at work right now and all I want to do is go home and be alone.
    riotforless riotforless 26-30, M 1 Response a week ago

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    Ive had a change of perspective, or should I say an addition of a new one... Nevertheless, at any given time I have always hated the person who I used to be. it could be the me...
    prosaicmosaic prosaicmosaic 18-21 1 Response 6 days ago

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    For being 18 years old, I have a lot of health problems. I'm 5'8" and 170lbs. I'm uncomfortable with the way I look and feel. I'm a hypochondriac, so naturally when I have an...
    mattihope mattihope 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    My life isn't in the right place right now, I wish I can remove certain people out of My life for good,
    saneelax saneelax 18-21, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    The only thing preventing me from moving forward and living a truly blessed and free life is financial and emotional obligations that I have pressed upon myself due to the good...
    Awakening29 Awakening29 26-30, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    You must have courage to change if you want to grow.
    Bird488 Bird488 26-30, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    I feel like I am indeed changing my life at the present time. I decided a few weeks ago to meet someone I had met on a dating site. I was sick of being lonely and finally had the...
    asert12345678 asert12345678 31-35, M 2 Responses Jul 2

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