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I Am Very Depressed I Want To Change My Whole Life

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    I am very depressed & I want to change my whole life. I want me & my mother to move into a place that is more suitable for her, but that seems impossible seeing as how she is always either in the nursing home or hospital. I want her to live longer. I don't think she will live...
    lyricalongings lyricalongings 31-35, F 2 Responses May 14, 2010

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    I am depressed and want to change I'm a virgin

    nerdy guy that no girl likes and no girl has ever liked. I want to be the bad boy that smokes weed and gets all the chicks. Because from what I see and hear the only way to get into a relationship is if you smoke pot. There's a party tomorrow there will be drugs alcohol and I...
    nerd1500 nerd1500 16-17, M 1 Response Jul 10

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    Since  I was child they use to say that apperciate your youngness and your life BUT how? the time pass so quickly. I want to change my whole life. TO do what you desire, you should have money and luckyness i dont have neighther. Everybody wants to have a dream job earn lots...
    Auburnisland Auburnisland 41-45, F Oct 21, 2009

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    Help! You Know... My Family,(1st Sibblings- 3 Big Brothers,and Hero Dad Have All Left Me Behind Sorta In The Hometown We Were All Raised In. I Do Have My Mom Close, But...

    I feel very abandoned by my family and it has affected me quite severely over the years. I have SEVERE abandonment "ISSUES"!!  ! I hate my life, I'm a single Mom to a 2 yr old daughter and want to escape my hometown and move a bit closer to my kin. They never...
    demosi70 demosi70 36-40, F 2 Responses Apr 2, 2010

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    My life is changing because of 1 person. Most days are like a roller coaster with that many ups and downs. Talking for hours everyday I guess that'll happen. A person can change...
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    I think a chicken nugget can change your life too.
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    InfiniteMusic InfiniteMusic 13-15, M 1 Response Sep 16

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    I do to, especially if they believe in God. And when the change happens? It was God the whole time. :)
    Sheismybestfriend Sheismybestfriend 31-35, M Sep 15

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    I have changed many ppl life's because I shared to them gods great plan and his unconditional love
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    That is definitely a fact. Like the Drunken driver who hits you and cripples you for life!
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    Its up to the human to make that happen, life isn't hard or easy it isn't sad or happy, it is a series of events to which we as humans are able react to in a million different ways...
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