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I Am Very Depressed I Want To Change My Whole Life

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    I am very depressed & I want to change my whole life. I want me & my mother to move into a place that is more suitable for her, but that seems impossible seeing as how she is always either in the nursing home or hospital. I want her to live longer. I don't think she will live...
    lyricalongings lyricalongings 31-35, F 2 Responses May 14, 2010

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    Help! You Know... My Family,(1st Sibblings- 3 Big Brothers,and Hero Dad Have All Left Me Behind Sorta In The Hometown We Were All Raised In. I Do Have My Mom Close, But...

    I feel very abandoned by my family and it has affected me quite severely over the years. I have SEVERE abandonment "ISSUES"!!  ! I hate my life, I'm a single Mom to a 2 yr old daughter and want to escape my hometown and move a bit closer to my kin. They never...
    demosi70 demosi70 36-40, F 2 Responses Apr 2, 2010

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    Well not my whole life,

    just my personnality. I'm sick of being shy, it's stupid, I want not to care about what people think. I'm tired of Trying to be nice and getting told that I am mean. So **** everything. You think I am mean, well, just look at the futur new me now!
    Naockey Naockey 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 13, 2015

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    I am depressed and want to change I'm a virgin

    nerdy guy that no girl likes and no girl has ever liked. I want to be the bad boy that smokes weed and gets all the chicks. Because from what I see and hear the only way to get into a relationship is if you smoke pot. There's a party tomorrow there will be drugs alcohol and I...
    nerd1500 nerd1500 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 10, 2014

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    Since  I was child they use to say that apperciate your youngness and your life BUT how? the time pass so quickly. I want to change my whole life. TO do what you desire, you should have money and luckyness i dont have neighther. Everybody wants to have a dream job earn lots...
    Auburnisland Auburnisland 41-45, F Oct 21, 2009

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