I Am Very Lonely In My Marriage Forum & Chat Board | What do I do with my sadness and who do I talk to ?

I am so lonely and sad because I am married to a man who is emotionally absent! He never speaks to me I really mean literally doesn't talk and when I ask him why he won't talk to me he says he is not a talkative person. (that is crap by the way) I left my husband and moved into my own home, got a great job, and filed for divorce and started dating and I was really happy, then when he realized I was happy he came in for the kill.  He cried and begged me to come home, we went to counciling, he showered me with flowers and love and attention and started going to church with me. Then all of a sudden after I gave up my home, my job, my life on my own to move back in with him and make our marriage work, he turned back into himself.  Now I am even more miserable than before because I have lost it all and I don't have the resources to get any of it back. I feel so alone and wish I just had someone to talk to.

Oh, wow! I am so so sorry. I wish I could say more. I don't know why people like that have to have control and will do whatever it takes to have it. We are not people, we are possessions, we are dogs that they throw a bone to. I am so sorry.