I Am Very Nice But Sometimes I Explode

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    Goodgirl/badgirl?

    I'm not a very emotional person, but lately I've been trying to be more expressive because I know that if I keep holding all my emotions inside I'm going to explode eventually and it won't be pretty. Ever since I was a kid I've had the same pattern in my life. Happy, bottled...
    imsohorridithurts imsohorridithurts
    18-21
    Jan 3, 2011

    Oh Girl...

    And becuase I'm normally nice, when I get mad people look at me like "where did that come from?" I just have this capacity to take enormous amounts of crap for the sake of getting something done, keeping the peace, etc. My friend Marcos is great about teaching me to be in...
    mbug44 mbug44
    36-40, F
    4 Responses Oct 25, 2007

    I Need to Regain Control....

    I would venture to say that I am semi independent. I pay my bills on time, take care of my kiddos pretty well and do a pretty ok job working at both of my jobs. But, for a long time I have battled with my anger.....and lost miserably in controlling it. I yell, scream and say...
    MegJgeM MegJgeM
    36-40, F
    4 Responses Jul 2, 2009
    SurpriseMeToday SurpriseMeToday
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 6, 2015

    You Better Run

    i am nice person but when i get mad boy but when i get mad you know you have done wrong cause all hell breaks lose i will sware my at you i will fight you i will break everthing in my path (BOOM BAM $##### **** WTF ) try me i person can only take so much and i takes a hell of a...
    pinkapp pinkapp
    13-15, F
    Apr 4, 2011

    Ditto

    I am a very nice person, but i think i hold things in for way to long then when its brought up I just explode, I let it all out at once.  I wish I could change this about me.  I don't know if its my dna or if its just something i picked up over the yrs.  pam
    SouthernGirl08 SouthernGirl08
    41-45, F
    1 Response Nov 6, 2007

    Eating Away At Me

    you always see me.sitting there in the dark.i say "i'm fine! dont worry,"i lied.truthfully my heart is a black hole.sucking the happiness from my life.i show a smile, pretend everything is ok.it never is.will all my suffering end?could i turn to the knife for my help?its not like...
    taboo221 taboo221
    13-15, F
    4 Responses Dec 13, 2011

    I Have A Limit Or A Time Bomb .

    Everyone who has talked to me or knows me, you know that i am a nice person and i respect everyone that shows the same respect for me. But when someone talks crap about me or disrespects me, then i do explode. I believe in self defense. Even if you talk crap about me behind my...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jan 10, 2013

    Very Nice

    Very nice,That's me,When I'm at my best,Unfortunately,I'm only human,And sometimes,Self destruct!
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket
    46-50, M
    Dec 27, 2011

    Watch The Quiet Ones

    I got my sweet side and my you wanna piece of me? side. Depends on how you approach me and what you say as to which you will see. Some people have a knack for pushing your buttons, some ya didn't know you even had. They are a scratchin nails down the chalkboard. The fly in...
    DieKatzeSchreibt DieKatzeSchreibt
    41-45
    Jul 17, 2011

    I'm think I'm a nice person?

    I get it from people all the time. I even try to keep my composure with obnoxious people. But I can only tolerate so much; just like any other human being. My temper is like filling a balloon with air. It starts small but eventually it gets to a point where that balloon "pops...
    TheAnimeGamer TheAnimeGamer
    22-25, M
    Jun 4, 2015

    I Could Benefit From Some Anger Management

    As hard as that is to admit, I think I would benefit greatly from some anger management courses.   I get these idyllic, romantic notions in my head, about how things should be ~ all serene, all going my way, all under control and just beautifully flowing along. ...
    hippieheart hippieheart
    41-45, F
    3 Responses Feb 12, 2008

    Balloons, look very nice and.

    . Well.. Ballooony, but when they get to big and filled with air or helium, they pop
    DoorMattress DoorMattress
    13-15, M
    1 Response Jun 10, 2015

    So Sweet And Kind And Nice

    BUT WATCH OUT BECAUSE I WHIP OUT ON YOU! No seriously, I really can.. Some people teach their children to fight with hands, walk away, stand up for themselves... but in a way, my mom taught me to fight with words. I have always known ways to just tear people down and there have...
    WiltingBlossom WiltingBlossom
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Dec 1, 2010

    Oh Brother

    I'm very nice and calm...until someone presses my buttons. I have a horrible temper. in 7th grade during class, this girl was teasing me and I turned right around and got in her face and if it weren't for my teacher I would have slapped her really hard.
    cassandrathethinkerbleedsteal cassandrathethinkerbleedsteal
    18-21, F
    Dec 4, 2007

    From Zero To One Hundred

    This seems to be a major issue for me. I was raised where good manners were number one and in a religious household you must always turn the other cheek. I do think good manners are important and I love my lord. These things have been so ingrained into me that I end up getting...
    2rustno1 2rustno1
    36-40
    Mar 29, 2012

    i can be the nicest person in the world.

    but cross me and you've made an enemy for life.
    CallmeHopelessNotRomantic CallmeHopelessNotRomantic
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Jun 5, 2015

    Everyone Does It

    I am a very nice and loving person and been told i have a big heart. It takes alot to get me mad. I will do just about anything for anybody that needs my help. I will laugh with you and i will cry with you but one thing that gets me fired up, when you put your nose where it...
    kiki1956 kiki1956
    56-60, F
    Mar 28, 2012

    Stand Aside. Lunatic At Large

    My patience is tremendous. My bottle (bottled up) is humongous! When I get to that point though, I do explode. My family are the only ones to witness it, though. Thank goodness! They definitely stay out of my way and if they have to come in a room where I am, they try to sneak...
    silvermystics silvermystics
    51-55, F
    1 Response Jun 18, 2009

    Explode

    Me explode?  It takes me lots before I explode.  I keep it in until I cannot any longer and then, well we all know where it leads.  If anyone plans getting me nervous / frustrated in order for me to explode, well you haven't (general speaking) seen my bad side either.  I can...
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr
    36-40, F
    Aug 24, 2011

    Happened This Evening

    Today i exploded and i am so guilt ridden bc i acted like such an infant with a potty mouth.I  also hurt the one I love most.I am probably not the calmest person to begin with, then top it off with my 'issues', i'll not get into them here it's too boring and repetitive lol...I...
    Lunadelobos Lunadelobos
    41-45
    4 Responses Apr 20, 2011
    iCuriousBabe iCuriousBabe
    41-45, F
    1 Response Jun 5, 2015

    Me.

    I am a very kind person until someone repeatedly pushes my buttons. I find this hard to deal with in my life sometimes. I hate to explode. I let things build up...but, then I just let go and all hell breaks loose. I have actually scared people when Ive done this. They know the...
    picgirl picgirl
    31-35, F
    4 Responses Dec 11, 2007

    It Doesn't Happen Often!

    But it do happen! I have a very high tolerance and patience for others. It takes A LOT to set that fuse. I think I only exploded twice this year alone. :-D I'm pretty calm and cool, most of the time. I may get a little annoyed or agitated, but it mostly doesn't raise past...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Dec 29, 2008

    Who Doesn't Have A Meltdown On Occasion?

        I am the type of person that I go out of my way to help others. It was something my dad did, and I do that as well, because I feel like it honors his memory and I was amazed at how many people really loved my father. From the time I was maybe four, I always wanted to be...
    lonewolf1964 lonewolf1964
    41-45, M
    Apr 28, 2012

    Nice....But If You Mess With the Ones I Love

    I have to say, I'm a very nice person, and try to be nice to everyone anytime. But I could just scream my heart out at somebody that messes with my friends, or family, or people like that. I tell them off no matter where we are. And I stay mad for that day, then the next I can...
    ROCKjunki42 ROCKjunki42
    16-17, F
    Oct 24, 2007

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