I Am Very Sad Right Now

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 421 People

    I fell in love with my best friend

    that ive known since middle school, who is now in a serious relationship with someone. It's hard to hang out with her and even harder because I rarely see her anymore.
    gentandhalfassscholar gentandhalfassscholar
    22-25, M
    Feb 16
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Apr 7, 2015

    fantasies... please dont try to draw me into

    them. I have my own dreams...all your fantasies do is remind me how my own dreams are a laughable joke. I know no one reads the scribblings of middle aged dudes but nothing ive written shows the desire to play games. I only dream with those who have a special place in my...
    ArnoldJRimmer ArnoldJRimmer
    46-50, M
    Nov 30, 2014

    Art And Parents

    I love art. It's basically my life. When I am in a fight with my parents and depressed thats what I do, I paint or graffiti, or draw or just whatever, and it helps me calm down. I'm always taking art classes to try and improve, learn new techniques and so on. It gets boring...
    Icecream2117 Icecream2117
    18-21
    Jun 3, 2013

    my daughters dad wants to take me to court to

    force her to stay at his every other weekend she doesnt want anything to do with i forced her to seem him for years and still no bond between them so i said she didnt have to see him no more and now this its he is gonna hurt her help me im so sad for her she is 8 years old
    nicholajns6 nicholajns6
    36-40, F
    1 Response Feb 1

    Don't you hate when you are gonna go to bee on

    time because you have to get up early but then your ex decides to text you and confess that she still likes you and then you end up telling her you still like we and by the time this is all over nothing has chafed except you get an hour of less sleep
    ryanjoseph ryanjoseph
    18-21, M
    3 Responses Jul 27, 2014

    I haven't heard from my friend in a while

    and I'm so worried ;-; he makes everything better and I don't know if he's okay. He hasn't been on here lately , and he's not logged in on kik ;-; just so worried and I miss him . Other than worrying about him I'm very lonely and just sad and depressed. I feel like no one really...
    brooketheunicorn brooketheunicorn
    16-17, F
    1 Response Sep 7, 2015

    Im best ep friend deleted her account without

    saying good bye im sad and worried
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    6 Responses Feb 24

    Is This Depression?

    I feel like crying everytime i see my dad, im just so hurt, i told myself to be strong and not to cry. I swallow the tears back everytime. Somtimes, it fails and they come out flowing like a tap water. Today, i pinched myself real hard To avoid these tears from flowing out, it...
    usedt0behappy usedt0behappy
    13-15, F
    1 Response Jul 9, 2012

    For These Reasons

    1.) All I'm trying to DO is switch my cellular phone (which I despise) back to a landline phone with the same number. I was able to do vice versa within three days, three years ago. Now that I have an AT&T bundle purchased and installed on my telephone, computer, and television...
    MaryJanine MaryJanine
    61-65, F
    Aug 6, 2013

    obviously I know that at 13,

    drama comes in middle school but all of my popular friends ditched me over being myself, I can be a little hyper every so often. However I never left there side when they were mean to me . I feel so lost. What do I do?
    glittercat13 glittercat13
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Nov 29, 2014

    My friend on EP left,

    got deleted by my other one and the one I talk to is not very deep with me. I don't have anything here anymore. How am I supposed to make new friends, that can be equally as good as my friend Kaire Rune? Damn these days!
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Sep 1, 2014

    I'm Losing Friends...

    Since I was little, my friends were always important to me and I would do anything for them ... But this time I feel like I'm losing every single friend of mine day after day and it's really depressing ... While I'm writing this I'm in tears right now ... I just need to share...
    Danapina Danapina
    16-17
    1 Response Apr 11, 2012

    I don't know why. I wish I did.

    I also wish I could go to sleep. I was pretty happy yesterday, I wonder what happened.
    Maihowl Maihowl
    22-25, F
    Mar 29, 2015

    I want to be happy. But it's always eluded me.

    Mental illness and depression robs me of my joy. I can't remember joy really. Feeling like all is right in the world and you can conquer anything you put your mind to has never been part of my life. At least I don't think so. I just exist. And that's not really living.
    Ludavin Ludavin
    46-50, F
    1 Response Jan 6, 2015

    My friends leave for college on Sunday

    and last night was our last night to Han out but I got sick so I couldn't go and I also couldn't work today. And my body hurts because I can't so anything! This weekend was suppose to be great and it went down hill fast
    ryanjoseph ryanjoseph
    18-21, M
    Aug 9, 2014
    TheCroissant TheCroissant
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Feb 1

    I keep crying. And stopping.

    And feeling numb. Then the pain wells up in the tears again. I don't want to be here. I'm sick of dealing with the same stuff over and over. I can't change it. It's like being in the middle of a hurricane. And I'm powerless. I'm tired. I'm defeated. I feel like I can't do...
    Ludavin Ludavin
    46-50, F
    2 Responses Jan 29, 2015

    I am sad most of the time,

    it really sucks.
    usedandabused73 usedandabused73
    41-45, M
    2 Responses Jan 31

    Yeah... he asked me if I still love him then I

    said yes, tf happened? he told me that he still feels the same thing. But why tf did he dumped me? Jerk.
    BoyishDancerXOX BoyishDancerXOX
    18-21, F
    Feb 2

    the reason why I think my Ep relationship with

    a A B is not going to work out with him
    kittybaby1968age3 kittybaby1968age3
    46-50, M
    Feb 16
    rainandbooks rainandbooks
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Feb 1

    Betrayal. Just one word.

    But it cuts out your heart and lays you bare. The most helpless feeling. It makes you question everything.
    Ludavin Ludavin
    46-50, F
    4 Responses Dec 3, 2014

    I'm just lonely... because my boyfriend is

    grounded and so I'm basically talking to no one until he's ungrounded
    undeadxrose undeadxrose
    16-17, F
    1 Response Feb 1

    Extremely.

    I am listening to sad music and just crying.  I hurt so deeply, it is indescribable.  I have been going through so much lately.  I don't have a best friend to turn to.  I had one but I broke his heart, because I couldn't enter into a marriage with...
    BellasHappyPlace BellasHappyPlace
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 16, 2010
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Dec 19, 2014

    I just found out that my friend

    who was in jail since August 4 had died..because of an accident he had hit someone and was put in jail...it breaks my heart not knowing what had happened because were so far away...the last time that we texted was February 9...he was working in Lagos Nigeria to be honest I wish...
    pineapple2016 pineapple2016
    66-70, F
    Feb 16

    Reason:

    This year as a whole has been so difficult.... it started with a bang when a very close friend of mine nearly died (appendix leaking for 2 weeks).  Acquaintence confided in me that he is getting beat up and attempted suicide. A new friend that i hit it off with quite...
    fiatluxanna fiatluxanna
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jul 3, 2008
    LexHeart LexHeart
    13-15, F
    Feb 1

    I'm really sad right now

    because I feel like I have no real friends.
    tomtomison103 tomtomison103
    46-50, M
    1 Response Nov 18, 2015

    hi am very emotional sensitive broken hearted

    person trying to build a relationship with someone at the moment the But I BO keep getting emotional sadness I'm going to lose
    kittybaby1968age3 kittybaby1968age3
    46-50, M
    Feb 1

    Just recently got divorced

    and trying to get my life back in order but seems I have so many setbacks that I'm just about ready to give it all up!!my kids try to help me but I don't want them to worry!I just very sad at the moment and need help!!!
    Ally49 Ally49
    46-50, F
    2 Responses Jul 22, 2015

    The day that God cried (To my homeland,

    Serbia) Yes, our God cried today. He has been crying for the last few days. And his tears are not the tears of water and salt, but the tears of destruction. All the cities now in ruins, all the lives just taken. And all the lives that are left, just victims of a sad...
    EvilMiracle EvilMiracle
    18-21
    May 22, 2014

    I absolutely hate myself.

    I have the worst social anxiety, and my family- especially my parents, don't understand me. They say I can tell them anything and that they won't judge me, but I've found out that that's not true at all. They think it is, but they're so wrong. I don't know- does anyone else feel...
    KyrBella KyrBella
    16-17, F
    1 Response Dec 20, 2014

    I don't wanna talk about it.

    Would like to see funny videos to take my mind off of it.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Nov 8, 2014

    Guess It Sounds Silly

    For the first time in many years, this past weekend the loss of my wife so many years ago really hit home. I had drag racing, and friends from the bank husband was going to drive my car this weekend and they had so much fun racing each other and being silly It just opened the...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2
    61-65, M
    2 Responses May 7, 2013

    Lonely

    I had a friend who I would see at the park. He was my only friend I didn't see him in months and his sibling don't do to the school anymore. I am sad . What I would do to see them. 😖😟 please help
    Starla72012 Starla72012
    26-30, F
    Mar 8, 2013

    Do I Have Depression? I'm Afraid.

    I was a girl who wouldn't cry so easily. I was a tough girl. I didn't cry over small matters. But now, I'm totally different. Such a drastic change, I don't even know what changed me. I've kept many things to myself. I don't know who to turn to and there is no one i can turn to...
    usedt0behappy usedt0behappy
    13-15, F
    4 Responses Jul 2, 2012

    Death fuses with the soul of a child abuse

    survivor. Is that really surviving?
    Ludavin Ludavin
    46-50, F
    1 Response Jan 10, 2015

    I feel so lonely.. the word my sister said

    really hurt me. but i cannot share with anyone.
    crystisazz crystisazz
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jan 31

    I hate ,disrespect and loath myself

    so much I'm sick and tired of this I just want to go through my days like a normal human being. I want to know what it feels like to have confidence and a healthy self estem this has been going far too long I'm just so tired of this. what shall I do about this
    sweeeeeeeeeeetheart sweeeeeeeeeeetheart
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Feb 1

    I am wasting my life.

    OMG. Lol. :(
    Scaredmonster Scaredmonster
    16-17, F
    1 Response Dec 5, 2014
    vikasgaiwad vikasgaiwad
    22-25, M
    Dec 8, 2014

    Why Am I So Sad?

    I know why...it's so odvious.  My husband(commen law, whatever) just lost his job.  Actually he quit a good job to go to another which he got fired from and he's been home for a few weeks.  During that time he's been making me feel like **** everyday.  He does...
    nightshadow nightshadow
    26-30, F
    1 Response Feb 7, 2008

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