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I Am Very Sad Right Now

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    Extremely.

    I am listening to sad music and just crying.  I hurt so deeply, it is indescribable.  I have been going through so much lately.  I don't have a best friend to turn to.  I had one but I broke his heart, because I couldn't enter into a marriage with...
    BellasHappyPlace BellasHappyPlace 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 16, 2010

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    Do I Have Depression? I'm Afraid.

    I was a girl who wouldn't cry so easily. I was a tough girl. I didn't cry over small matters. But now, I'm totally different. Such a drastic change, I don't even know what changed me. I've kept many things to myself. I don't know who to turn to and there is no one i can turn to...
    usedt0behappy usedt0behappy 13-15, F 4 Responses Jul 2, 2012

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    I keep crying. And stopping.

    And feeling numb. Then the pain wells up in the tears again. I don't want to be here. I'm sick of dealing with the same stuff over and over. I can't change it. It's like being in the middle of a hurricane. And I'm powerless. I'm tired. I'm defeated. I feel like I can't do...
    Ludavin Ludavin 46-50, F 2 Responses Jan 29

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    Guess It Sounds Silly

    For the first time in many years, this past weekend the loss of my wife so many years ago really hit home. I had drag racing, and friends from the bank husband was going to drive my car this weekend and they had so much fun racing each other and being silly It just opened the...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M 2 Responses May 7, 2013

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    Why Am I So Sad?

    I know why...it's so odvious.  My husband(commen law, whatever) just lost his job.  Actually he quit a good job to go to another which he got fired from and he's been home for a few weeks.  During that time he's been making me feel like **** everyday.  He does...
    nightshadow nightshadow 26-30, F Feb 7, 2008

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    I want to be happy. But it's always eluded me.

    Mental illness and depression robs me of my joy. I can't remember joy really. Feeling like all is right in the world and you can conquer anything you put your mind to has never been part of my life. At least I don't think so. I just exist. And that's not really living.
    Ludavin Ludavin 46-50, F 1 Response Jan 6

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    My friends leave for college on Sunday

    and last night was our last night to Han out but I got sick so I couldn't go and I also couldn't work today. And my body hurts because I can't so anything! This weekend was suppose to be great and it went down hill fast
    ryanjoseph ryanjoseph 18-21, M Aug 9, 2014

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    HappyWife16 HappyWife16 18-21, F Dec 19, 2014

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    Death fuses with the soul of a child abuse

    survivor. Is that really surviving?
    Ludavin Ludavin 46-50, F 1 Response Jan 10

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    Today I learned that my boyfriend has a "crush"

    on someone else. He says there aren't any real feelings involved and that he still feels the same way about me, but we both know that isn't true when we look at each other.
    Iamsad1234 Iamsad1234 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 30, 2014

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    I don't wanna talk about it.

    Would like to see funny videos to take my mind off of it.
    YuriXWolfram86 YuriXWolfram86 18-21, F Nov 8, 2014

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    I'm Losing Friends...

    Since I was little, my friends were always important to me and I would do anything for them ... But this time I feel like I'm losing every single friend of mine day after day and it's really depressing ... While I'm writing this I'm in tears right now ... I just need to share...
    Danapina Danapina 16-17 1 Response Apr 11, 2012

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    I'm struggling with my 12yr old son.

    And it's the last day of school.
    mmp76 mmp76 36-40, F May 22, 2014

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    Is This Depression?

    I feel like crying everytime i see my dad, im just so hurt, i told myself to be strong and not to cry. I swallow the tears back everytime. Somtimes, it fails and they come out flowing like a tap water. Today, i pinched myself real hard To avoid these tears from flowing out, it...
    usedt0behappy usedt0behappy 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 9, 2012

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    I don't know why. I wish I did.

    I also wish I could go to sleep. I was pretty happy yesterday, I wonder what happened.
    Maihowl Maihowl 22-25, F Mar 29

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    I spent the day out at the lake

    and while leaving I dropped my phone on the dock and it shattered the screen :/
    ryanjoseph ryanjoseph 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 23, 2014

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    vikasgaiwad vikasgaiwad 22-25, M Dec 8, 2014

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    HappyWife16 HappyWife16 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 7

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    Don't you hate when you are gonna go to bee on

    time because you have to get up early but then your ex decides to text you and confess that she still likes you and then you end up telling her you still like we and by the time this is all over nothing has chafed except you get an hour of less sleep
    ryanjoseph ryanjoseph 18-21, M 3 Responses Jul 27, 2014

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    Art And Parents

    I love art. It's basically my life. When I am in a fight with my parents and depressed thats what I do, I paint or graffiti, or draw or just whatever, and it helps me calm down. I'm always taking art classes to try and improve, learn new techniques and so on. It gets boring...
    Icecream2117 Icecream2117 18-21 Jun 3, 2013

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    The day that God cried (To my homeland,

    Serbia) Yes, our God cried today. He has been crying for the last few days. And his tears are not the tears of water and salt, but the tears of destruction. All the cities now in ruins, all the lives just taken. And all the lives that are left, just victims of a sad...
    EvilMiracle EvilMiracle 16-17 May 22, 2014

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    Cant Hold It In.

    I haven't spoken with her in a year. I love her so much, she randomly starts talking to me the other day and we talk for 4 days straight We have 4 years history together and I find out she moved on. I haven't and my world is destroyed. I need to cry I can't , I am very alone...
    rabadaglan rabadaglan 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 1, 2013

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    Reason:

    This year as a whole has been so difficult.... it started with a bang when a very close friend of mine nearly died (appendix leaking for 2 weeks).  Acquaintence confided in me that he is getting beat up and attempted suicide. A new friend that i hit it off with quite...
    fiatluxanna fiatluxanna 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 3, 2008

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    For These Reasons

    1.) All I'm trying to DO is switch my cellular phone (which I despise) back to a landline phone with the same number. I was able to do vice versa within three days, three years ago. Now that I have an AT&T bundle purchased and installed on my telephone, computer, and television...
    MaryJanine MaryJanine 56-60, F Aug 6, 2013

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    I am wasting my life.

    OMG. Lol. :(
    Scaredmonster Scaredmonster 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 5, 2014

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    obviously I know that at 13,

    drama comes in middle school but all of my popular friends ditched me over being myself, I can be a little hyper every so often. However I never left there side when they were mean to me . I feel so lost. What do I do?
    glittercat13 glittercat13 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 29, 2014

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    My friend on EP left,

    got deleted by my other one and the one I talk to is not very deep with me. I don't have anything here anymore. How am I supposed to make new friends, that can be equally as good as my friend Kaire Rune? Damn these days!
    QuietFreedom QuietFreedom 13-15, M 1 Response Sep 1, 2014

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    Betrayal. Just one word.

    But it cuts out your heart and lays you bare. The most helpless feeling. It makes you question everything.
    Ludavin Ludavin 46-50, F 4 Responses Dec 3, 2014

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    I absolutely hate myself.

    I have the worst social anxiety, and my family- especially my parents, don't understand me. They say I can tell them anything and that they won't judge me, but I've found out that that's not true at all. They think it is, but they're so wrong. I don't know- does anyone else feel...
    KyrBella KyrBella 13-15, F Dec 20, 2014

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    fantasies... please dont try to draw me into

    them. I have my own dreams...all your fantasies do is remind me how my own dreams are a laughable joke. I know no one reads the scribblings of middle aged dudes but nothing ive written shows the desire to play games. I only dream with those who have a special place in my...
    ArnoldJRimmer ArnoldJRimmer 46-50, M Nov 30, 2014

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    Lonely

    I had a friend who I would see at the park. He was my only friend I didn't see him in months and his sibling don't do to the school anymore. I am sad . What I would do to see them. 😖😟 please help
    Starla72012 Starla72012 26-30, F Mar 8, 2013

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