I Am Very Unhappy With My Life

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    Just because you see me smile,

    laugh and act like happy well I'm not... I cry all the time behind close doors... I don't have anyone I can talk too.. It's just me.. I don't have anyone.
    Sammie099 Sammie099
    16-17, F
    5 Responses Feb 7, 2014

    What Happened

    The other night I found myself sitting in my car across from my old high school, wondering how the hell I got there. . I hadn’t been back for over 5 years.The lights of the school gave out an eerie glow in the night that lit up the walls of the school like an old dream from the...
    moose09 moose09
    22-25
    2 Responses Aug 14, 2011

    I am 21 years old. I have been in community

    college fpr 3 years. I havent accomplished anything I am proud of. I feel like a failure. I dont write well or speak well and I am not very smart. sure I can catch up and study and improve on that but I feel like I should have started when I was younger. I wish I took school...
    dalia5 dalia5
    18-21, F
    Mar 16

    Translate if you want to know What i Wrote.

    . It's Danish. Jeg synes mit liv er så kedeligt, så ensformigt. Så ville mange mennesker nok bare sige: så gå ud i verden og gør noget ved det! Der er kun det sjov du selv laver. Men nej det er slet ikke så nemt. For hvis jeg bare kunne gå ud i verden og ændre det hele...
    kamillemille kamillemille
    16-17, F
    1 Response Apr 20, 2015

    Saved up all my money

    for a car and some thief stole all my money.. People these days.
    Madisonmakayla Madisonmakayla
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jul 16, 2015

    I don't really know why i am Posting - I guess

    I need some way to get my feelings out to someone who won't dismiss them and tell me how I am wrong- overreacting - premenstral- trying to start a fight........../etc. etc. My story is too long to try and post all at once - I am defiantly at a crossroad in my life- and it's...
    Wastedtime11 Wastedtime11
    36-40, F
    3 Responses Jul 26, 2014

    Sometimes I feel like I should just end my life.

    ...I have no sense of hope for the future. I just want things to change. I'm unhappy with my life atm
    GeorgiaAlicee GeorgiaAlicee
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 29, 2014

    Hate

    Every since I was a child I've struggled with self- worth. I do not connect with people easily. Whenever I do get close to someone they end up tossing me aiside like I'm nothing. My dad has never been around, and my step-dad commited suicide. So I can't help thinking, I wasn't...
    nerdbabe102 nerdbabe102
    18-21, F
    7 Responses Nov 10, 2012

    I Need A Purpose

    I'm not unhappy with my life in the typical way of thinking. I'm not in an abusive relationship. My parents can be a pain in the ***, but they care. I've had many incredible opportunities that don't get presented to many people. I've traveled the United States, I've been to...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    4 Responses Jun 15, 2013

    I need to live my life.

    I feel like I have being living a lie. I need to live d way I want to live but if I do I will lose u. I live my life to much to please ppl.
    Mahaliajackson Mahaliajackson
    31-35, F
    1 Response Jan 10, 2014

    I wish my life could have turned out

    differently. I am a married woman, but have been very happy for the last 24 year now. I guess it was ever since we had to sell our new townhouse and then move to a new city. I really hate living here. It so difficult to meet new people and make new friends. And forget about...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Aug 30, 2014

    I feel so unhappy in life

    and have so much on my chest, I don't even know if life is really even worth living. I know I could never actually do it but sometimes I just think things would be better if I wasn't here. I guess all I really want is for someone to finally be here for me nd comfort me when I...
    BlueMoonx BlueMoonx
    18-21, F
    Sep 30, 2014

    Life Sucks

    My teacher always had a saying and it was the most truthful thing someone has ever said- "Rule #1 Life is not fair." No it definetly is not. My life totally sucks well not totally there are a few good things but way more bad than good. I feel like abandoned and unloved. It's like...
    HurricaneLeia HurricaneLeia
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Mar 13, 2008

    My Life...

    My life.. The worst thing in the world.. Starting from the beginingg: Mom and Dad were screwing around with drugs and alcohol at (mom being 17/18, dad being around twenty or so), a prom after party.. Mom got pregnant, again.. With me.. Didnt tell anyone in the family she was...
    RachelMarie96 RachelMarie96
    16-17, F
    3 Responses Aug 18, 2012

    There are not much to say I don't get

    satifaction of any thing. I don't appreciate anything. I don't take risks, I'm always so afraid. It feels miserable, cold, numb. It's lonely and dark.
    EleniHaru EleniHaru
    18-21, F
    Dec 19, 2015

    Ever since this girl first walked into our

    school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my mind I was thinking "you know what, I'm gonna try to talk to her, I need to man up, I need to know how to talk to a girl and here's my first...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789
    18-21, M
    1 Response Apr 4, 2014

    Unhappy With Life

    I am very unhappy with my life... I want to know what is my true purpose in this life... I want to know why was I born.... There are times when I get really depressed and start to wonder how much better it would have been if I was never born... I am depressed most of the times...
    TheemopandaX TheemopandaX
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Feb 19, 2011

    most days I feel good about the way things are

    but others it seems like I can no longer hide the areas I want to ignore and I feel like I slip into a mini depression. more so just feel really unhappy about certain aspects or situations existing in my life.
    Renegade2300 Renegade2300
    31-35, M
    Dec 24, 2014

    I'm 19 and in college.

    I don't particularly like the school I'm at either. It's a really small school. I prospered In high school. I was homecoming queen and Cheer captain. But as soon as I left... I've been on an extreme never ending roller coaster ride... I've been searching for a person I can call...
    ebuggy14 ebuggy14
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Apr 4, 2014

    By Declaring We Are Weak, We Become Weak, We Do Not Become Better.

    Whatever you dream and think of, you create. If it is hell, you die and see hell. If it is evil and Satan, you get a Satan. If ghosts, you get ghosts. Whatever you think, that you become. If you have to think, think good thoughts, great thoughts. This taking for granted that you...
    Abhih123 Abhih123
    22-25, M
    Jul 30, 2013

    Constantly Disappointed

    I'm constantly disappointed with my life. It's not that I don't get what I want. Well, maybe a little bit, 'cause what I want is happiness and the problem happens to be the fact that I don't even really feel truely satisfied, truely happy anymore. I'm a first year student in a...
    krentuu krentuu
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Sep 21, 2012

    I have been there,but change comes from within,

    emotional pain is so hard, only you really know how it feels and others can only guess. if anyone ever want to chat please let me know, I am a work in progress, but it is progressing towards being happy with who I am and where I am at in this journey called life.
    knfsyr83 knfsyr83
    31-35, F
    Jan 18, 2015

    Too lonely, too many thoughts

    and addictions and pain. I wish I had just one sober friend because this is becoming unbearable. I've NEVER been suicidal but sometimes I wonder how long I can live this way... I guess it's another night alone with my thoughts and guitar, I know one day this lifestyle will...
    cainjo1994 cainjo1994
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Mar 6, 2015
    Dee87 Dee87
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Sep 19, 2014

    I feel really, really sad

    and i don't really know why.
    Lilys3 Lilys3
    18-21, F
    Sep 19, 2014

    I Failed To Do It

    we pay for the failures we make in the past in the present day. I know its still possible and we can still succeed but its just soo much harder. I feel defeated. I hate living here, i hate working here, at my dads whom i live with. Its just depressing, im slowly losing my sanity...
    BronzeEspada BronzeEspada
    26-30, M
    5 Responses May 26, 2011

    Why Can't I Be Happy

    When I was growing up, I remember my father constantly complaining about his job, which always seemed to keep him from doing the things he loved. I always vowed that I would follow a path that would make me happy, that happiness was more important to me than money or prestige. It...
    searchingforhappiness searchingforhappiness
    31-35
    3 Responses Jan 11, 2009

    I just want to give up ,

    because everything in my life is bad right now. I've had such a positive attitude for so long I don't know how much more I can take.
    sammylynn333 sammylynn333
    18-21, F
    1 Response May 5, 2014

    Not Completely But Getting There

    I am growing unhappy with my life. I just turned 42 years old and all my birthday did was remind me that Im getting older and I have not realy accomplished anything or gotten anywhere. The only good thing that keeps me from being totally unhappy is that I have a wonderful woman...
    IndyJoe IndyJoe
    41-45, M
    14 Responses Apr 20, 2009
    Jeniha Jeniha
    18-21, F
    1 Response Nov 4, 2015
    rhona101 rhona101
    31-35, F
    1 Response Jul 14, 2015

    “How important can it be

    that I suffer and think? My presence in this world will disturb a few tranquil lives and will unsettle the unconscious and pleasant naiveté of others. Although I feel that my tragedy is the greatest in history—greater than the fall of empires—I am nevertheless aware of my...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Jul 15, 2014

    I'm very unhappy with how things are going right

    now in my life…I feel like I don't have a choice anymore...going to a job I hate and then coming back to a home that I hate even more…having no support from anybody makes things even harder for me I just don't have any hope for the future anymore
    lilyflorence lilyflorence
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Sep 2, 2015

    In your opinion , how much should you be

    unhappy to commit suicide؟
    nilz94 nilz94
    18-21, F
    1 Response Oct 6, 2014

    I am 19 years old and in my second year of

    college. I am about 350 miles from home. Last year I really struggled with being homesick and not really finding my place at my college. Second semester of freshmen year I even looked in to transferring to a school in my hometown that had an equally good program but I found out...
    autumnk26 autumnk26
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 17, 2015

    Despair - I Feel So Empty, Trapped, Depressed

    I am married to a man who is chronically ill.  He should be dead but he just hangs on.  He is not the man I married.  I promised I'd never leave him.  So I am stuck living in limbo.  I can't do what I want.  I had a bad childhood - sexual abuse...
    foreverlost foreverlost
    51-55
    3 Responses Oct 18, 2008

    All i wana do now!! Is die!

    ! I have my reasons and my mates wont let me
    Lasbutterfly Lasbutterfly
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Feb 1, 2015

    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Aug 6, 2014

    Unhappy. I am very unhappy.

    Today, I realized how messed up my life is. My best friend doesn't even give a **** about me. My friends insult me endlessly. No one actually really likes me. But while wearing my mask, no one knows. No one knows that that happy girl who plays with a water gun in class, laughs...
    imamelonslut1954 imamelonslut1954
    16-17, F
    Apr 23, 2014

    Getting Old - Achieved So Little

    I have been retired for a few years now and I feel angry, sad, frustrated and worried about my situation. When my father died I took early early retirement (I'm still only mid 50's) thinking I would be able to follow my various hobbies and have more time with family and friends...
    SkymanUK SkymanUK
    51-55
    Dec 12, 2008

    My wife and I are both ex catholic.

    We are looking for a few close friends, to talk to about our beliefs
    skyboy4545 skyboy4545
    61-65, M
    4 Responses Oct 16, 2014

    that moment when your told something else is

    more important then you...gut drop. heart shattered.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Apr 23, 2015

    I tell myself I deserve to be happy.

    .. But why do I feel like that's the biggest lie.
    sydneyrosza sydneyrosza
    18-21, F
    1 Response Aug 1, 2015
    imtired123456789 imtired123456789
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Mar 1, 2015

    Constant Slumps And No Helpful People Around

    This year so far hasn't been the best. Ever since January I have experienced severe, drastic mood swings and in May my mental state got a lot worse. I have been through many, many trials when it comes to my mental health. I've been through so many storms that I literally can't...
    msteresa87 msteresa87
    22-25, F
    Oct 23, 2011

    I am so fking unhappy.

    It's bothering me like insects crawling under my skin. I can't deal anymore
    imtired123456789 imtired123456789
    22-25, F
    1 Response Mar 1, 2015

    How would I live without her?

    I have invested emotionally everything that I am into this girl. This girl is wholly unique in ways far to private to discuss. She is unique in the mundane things she does. Her smiles make my days make my nights... She knows me better than I know myself. I know her better than I...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Aug 9, 2014

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