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I Am Very Up And Down With My Emotions

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    Finding Peace

    All my life I have I been seen as the happy go lucky guy and for the most part  I am, but when things go bad for me it seems to  spiral into months of depression nd I think that it is starting again. I can never talk to my parents bc of the past experiences...
    jxw043 jxw043 18-21, M Dec 16, 2009

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    It Scares Me

    At times. Because one minute I'll be crying and feeling suicidal, and the next I feel happy and like laughing at everything. Everything's fine. It's like I turn into different people. Or I'll start hurting myself, then suddenly feel happy and I'll laugh about it while I do it...
    LifelessSource LifelessSource 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 19, 2011

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    Rollercoaster Ride

    I always try to be the positive one, always listening and helping others with their problems. I'm always the one trying to make everybody smile and be happy when they are down. I always try to count my blessings. Today, well, today I feel DEAD inside. Nobody can make me smile...
    unveil unveil 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 26, 2012

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    One Day And Then The Next.

    You can't help me. No one can. I lower my face to my hands and try to wipe the grime of the days aches, pains and thoughts away, to no avail. My eyes are red and tired, my body one gigantic sore spot. The stress is overwhelming and I just want to crawl away and die. The life in...
    theredlady theredlady 41-45, F 15 Responses Jan 6, 2010

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    I CAN NOT keep my emotions going straight I

    literally just like break down sometimes so if I ever block u no warning I got pissed and u had messaged me at the like perfect moment...
    ImNotOkayWhyCantYouSeeThat ImNotOkayWhyCantYouSeeThat 13-15, F Mar 1

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    I had a bad month, had a good past three days

    and then broke down into a sobbing mess. I threw out all my flaws, things that bugged me, things that have been stressing me out and so on... I was shaking like I always was. I hate to feel as weak as I just did around someone else. But I couldn't stop venting. I have been...
    Chiisai425 Chiisai425 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 1

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    I Am Still Trying To Find My Balance.

    I am still trying to find my balance. It never fails when I am doing well and feel pretty good about my life, my emotions take hold of me and throw me down. They overwhelm me and drown me. I let it out here, but I don't expect sympathy. Life is what it is.......ongoing. She...
    theredlady theredlady 41-45, F 4 Responses Jan 24, 2010

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    Typical Pms

    I like to think of myself as someone who's calm, cool, and collected, but I can either get extremely angry, sad, or both sometimes. I'm both ashamed and proud of my emotions...sometimes.
    Ichilicious Ichilicious 22-25, M 2 Responses Aug 11, 2011

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    At times I can just feel like ughhhh😩

    and I dont know why. So ill be irritated and I will just wanna be left alone. Then later on, Ill be kind of mello and relaxed after I had time to soak or dwell upon my issue.... Yeah its an emotional 🎢
    Butterpecan40 Butterpecan40 36-40, F Apr 25

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    Ups & Downs

    Sometimes I can smile and laugh while other times I can be dragging my feet and complain about every damn thing.
    TideToGo TideToGo 18-21, F Jan 25, 2010

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    sex without love is like the sky at night without the stars or the moon, yeah it may be possible for it to exist it but it takes away the special,beautiful and magical experience...
    Nichalas Nichalas 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 19

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    wish I could sit down and talk with a friend .... just have a drink and pore my heart out .... take all my anger out .... let all my grievances out .... its holding me back .... I...
    shikorbihin shikorbihin 36-40, M Jul 14

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    I would never get tired of that ability lol
    rmindeed rmindeed 22-25, M Jul 16

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    Hi, I am new to this MPD so, I may not know much about it. I am currently dating a woman who has it and it has been a little rocky ever since we dated 4 months ago. Our love for...
    Junchew Junchew 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 30

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    Sex without love is empty feeling. Without emotions, it's simply just an physical act that i'm not interested in. The connection and bond you have with someone you love is what...
    evesss evesss 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 6

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    So I was walking around a shopping mall today. I saw some sun glass the place was in front of a Hollister I went to grabbe a pare of sun glass when my pants fell down. That's not...
    sniper15rex sniper15rex 13-15, M Jul 5

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    I was bullied in gym class because i was chubby and thick . And as we changed out this girl chose to push me down to the floor & i got up and pushed her back and we had a fight...
    carolinathebasic carolinathebasic 13-15, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I have Tourette's. It sucks SO MUCH. People always tell me it's part of who I am and I should accept it. But how can I accept something that stutters my breathing and keeps me from...
    goats4lyfe goats4lyfe 13-15, F 2 Responses Jun 30

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    I hand just split up with my girlfriend of a few years and felt very vulnerable. The night before I had stayed up late playing computer games and smoking weed, something that often...
    pwis2648 pwis2648 31-35, M 1 Response 13 hrs ago

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    I always feel pain when go through emotions. That makes me weak. I am a emotional person. If I feel for some one can not able to detached my emotions away. People says should not...
    Smunai Smunai 36-40, F 1 Response Jul 14

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    I don't like to talk about my feelings or what's going on in my life; it makes me feel stupid, and when I try to talk to people about why I hold in my feelings I get a lecture...
    oliviarosev oliviarosev 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 13

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    I can show emotions like anger or hapiness but thats about it, the other emotions are just too uncomfortable and awkward for me. My sister once called me heartless for not reacting...
    bloodstone98 bloodstone98 16-17, F Jul 5

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    They run us, they rule every fibre in us.... we hate them, we love them, we need them to make us human... We try to shut them out, close them out, turn them off or just push...
    SassyBabe39 SassyBabe39 41-45, F Jul 15

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    I called her a lady cause she is heaven She's not a typical A Heart loads with kindness A down to earth and accept me for who i am A young by age but a woman by heart An...
    geezzo geezzo 31-35, M 11 hrs ago

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    Absolutely. I count myself as an emotional person and in turn, my emotions have a huge impact on me. I sometimes make decisions based on them, I let them rule me without knowing it...
    MindvsHeartAJ MindvsHeartAJ 18-21, T Jul 9

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    I have come to realize that feminism and new age go together like peanut butter and jelly. There are no rules, no shaming, no responsibility for your actions in the new age sector...
    MrCouture MrCouture 22-25, M 4 Responses Jul 4

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    I am not married, not yet, but hope to be in the near future. My boyfriend is a retired infantry soldier who served two tours in Iraq. I have only known him since he was retired...
    Serenity14 Serenity14 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 21

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    And here I was thinking the guy was a sociopath. No, he's just a narcissist. Like that's supposed to be comforting or something.. Well, here's the story. When we first met, he fell...
    JourneeBlue JourneeBlue 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 22

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    Lately it seems like all you hear is bullying this bullying that and we cant seem to figure out why it keeps happening well i have a theory.... First off im not insensitive i was...
    HowLongWillWeBeWaiting HowLongWillWeBeWaiting 22-25, M 8 hrs ago

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    I want to find a female ticklee that loves being tied down and tickled! Girls are so fun to tickle.
    spikekekoa spikekekoa 22-25, M 2 hrs ago

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    I am shutting down my account.
    ballboy24 ballboy24 18-21, M 1 hr ago

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    Why do I feel like this? Months ago, my boyfriend and I broke up. We had a strainful and failing relationship, a lot of it from the getgo. I was in shambles and in hell. I cried...
    ImmortalxApathy ImmortalxApathy 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 11

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    i am who i am..lol i think i have a great personality.. i get along with everyone i meet
    haileyx16 haileyx16 16-17, F 5 Responses 14 hrs ago

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    Colossians 3:12-14: Put on then, as God's chosen ones, holy and beloved, compassionate hearts, kindness, humility, meekness, and patience, bearing with one another and, if one has...
    dfries63 dfries63 46-50, M 7 hrs ago

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    My parents look down on what I listen too . So I always have headphones . No matter what.
    emoniemm emoniemm 13-15, F 2 Responses 40 mins ago

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    I want to release all my emotions and beat someone to a bloody pulp
    sorrybouttheugly sorrybouttheugly 16-17 Jul 6

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    I want to release all my emotions and beat someone to a bloody pulp
    sorrybouttheugly sorrybouttheugly 16-17 Jul 6

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    I was left with this guy alone while everyone was buying bud and we ended up having sex, then he asked me if I want to be fwb and I was down but yesterday was kinda awkward ... He...
    mariaababieexo mariaababieexo 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 6

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    Hey pals! Another subject on healing.So, I sometimes listen to music when things get low...when my emotions are pulling me down.I made a playlist of some songs that help me...
    lillynfriends lillynfriends 46-50, F 3 Responses Jul 7

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    I have periodic spurts of good moments, but then my mood seems to swing back into being heavy and glum. The most annoying part is i feel trapped. My default mentality is optimism...
    Jonesing4nice Jonesing4nice 18-21, M Jul 11

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    I'm sick and tired of opening up to people who just take me for granted. You think you can trust someone and then they use it as a weakness. This makes me tend to hide my emotions...
    eliam14 eliam14 18-21, M Jul 12

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    I'm scared of my emotions, and I don't know what to do. I try to fight them, to lock them away, or eliminate them, but no matter what I do, no matter how logical I try to be, I can...
    Nix0 Nix0 16-17, M 1 Response Jul 12

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    I'm tired of feeling like I'm going to be replaced.. I hate having to feel like everything I do I mess up.. I was taught to stay strong but I can't when people are messing with my...
    annabell89 annabell89 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 14

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    when I have no control over them. once we learn to control our emotions we can lean from them, learn about who we are and what we believe in
    Li1981 Li1981 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 14

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    We separated just over a month ago and I did not do well at first where as you appeared to be managing better. Then a while later, you showed how you really felt, but alas it was...
    whoosah whoosah 31-35, M Jul 15

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    I really don't care what they're even saying about me. The fact that they're trying to make me feel worse is saying a lot more about them than it is about me. Please, grow the...
    ashbomb132 ashbomb132 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 16

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    I honestly feel so sad. I don't know what to do. I feel as if I'm going to break down. I feel so lonely, why does everyone leave me? Why did you leave me? I told you how I...
    Zoewithoutthei Zoewithoutthei 16-17, F 8 Responses Jul 18

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    https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=INP494j92sg "I Knew I Loved You" By-"Savage Garden" The way he gave this one to me... So I actually had had a DIFFERENT song pop into my head. It...
    BelleGold BelleGold 16-17, F Jul 18

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