I Am Very Up And Down With My Emotions

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    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Nov 19, 2015
    inlivwitwildlife inlivwitwildlife
    31-35, F
    Feb 10

    Rollercoaster Ride

    I always try to be the positive one, always listening and helping others with their problems. I'm always the one trying to make everybody smile and be happy when they are down. I always try to count my blessings. Today, well, today I feel DEAD inside. Nobody can make me smile...
    unveil unveil
    31-35, F
    1 Response Nov 26, 2012
    Cheshirecupacat Cheshirecupacat
    13-15, F
    Nov 6, 2015

    ok i wake up to use the bathroom an catch my

    husband playing with his self?! such an EMBARRASSING MOMENT OMG IM PLAYING 6016 AND 6616
    inlivwitwildlife inlivwitwildlife
    31-35, F
    Feb 17
    Mrskatearch Mrskatearch
    31-35, F
    Nov 19, 2015

    when you see all that bird $#!

    + on ur car dont touch it get a car wash
    inlivwitwildlife inlivwitwildlife
    31-35, F
    1 Response Feb 17

    Finding Peace

    All my life I have I been seen as the happy go lucky guy and for the most part  I am, but when things go bad for me it seems to  spiral into months of depression nd I think that it is starting again. I can never talk to my parents bc of the past experiences...
    jxw043 jxw043
    18-21, M
    Dec 16, 2009
    Alylovespuppies Alylovespuppies
    18-21, F
    May 3, 2015

    Today started off pretty good considering.

    But it's not ending very well. I can't sleep at all. I would love to just lay down and sleep soundly for once in my stupid life. My brain won't shut up.
    CallmeHopelessNotRomantic CallmeHopelessNotRomantic
    36-40, F
    May 28, 2015

    It Scares Me

    At times. Because one minute I'll be crying and feeling suicidal, and the next I feel happy and like laughing at everything. Everything's fine. It's like I turn into different people. Or I'll start hurting myself, then suddenly feel happy and I'll laugh about it while I do it...
    LifelessSource LifelessSource
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 19, 2011
    inlivwitwildlife inlivwitwildlife
    31-35, F
    Feb 17

    Sometimes I feel like I'm totally crazy.

    I can be drowning in a pool of misery, wishing I could just sleep forever, crying for no ******* reason.... then someone cracks a stupid joke and then hey, the world is brighter again. I'm completely nuts, lol.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Feb 11

    I used to think that the opposite of happy was

    sad But it's not, they go hand in hand. You can only feel one if you've felt the other. It's how you know the difference between tears of joy and tears of sadness The enemy of happiness is actually numbness. The feeling of looking at something and not even feeling a single thing...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jan 13

    I always between overconfidence

    and under-confidence. I just can't seem to find the balance :/
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Feb 8

    my psychic saod 2-06-16 would be a day of

    regret indeed it was Nothing wwnt my way like nothing then 2-16-16 ?????{came about and the only GOOD THING I CAN ATEST TO IS I STILL HAVE MY WIFI IM WATCHING LION DOCUMENTARY AN MY DIABETES ON DIALYSIS MOTHER WHOSE SURVIVED A KIDNEY TRANSPLANT SINCE 1975 GOT DISCHARGED TODAY...
    inlivwitwildlife inlivwitwildlife
    31-35, F
    Feb 17

    Am always like that, one moment.

    am very happy and as soon as something doesnt goes the want i want it to be, i become hysterical..sometimes its really violent, they say breath, but at this point i forget it all.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response May 4, 2015

    One Day And Then The Next.

    You can't help me. No one can. I lower my face to my hands and try to wipe the grime of the days aches, pains and thoughts away, to no avail. My eyes are red and tired, my body one gigantic sore spot. The stress is overwhelming and I just want to crawl away and die. The life in...
    theredlady theredlady
    41-45, F
    15 Responses Jan 6, 2010

    Hell yeah mmmmmm Up and down mmmm ohh that's it

    ahhh Up and down oh yessss Up and down mmmm get it get it ahhhh Up and down Up and down Holly push-ups bat man !! That's the most push-ups I've done in years :)
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response May 3, 2015

    The expression your face makes the moment you

    find out "My van just got repoed ok lets call the car people pretend as if i have the money and i dont!
    inlivwitwildlife inlivwitwildlife
    31-35, F
    Feb 17

    I CAN NOT keep my emotions going straight I

    literally just like break down sometimes so if I ever block u no warning I got pissed and u had messaged me at the like perfect moment...
    SomethingAboutFigureSkating SomethingAboutFigureSkating
    18-21, F
    Mar 1, 2014

    its been five days since i didint talk,

    cooking for her, well all the stuff i have been doing for her, i feel free, i feel a bit bad and want to talk, then the second after, thinking of what she told me, i feel angry, but i think that this time i wont forgive her, its all her fault, if she talks, i will talk, but if...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    May 27, 2015

    At times I can just feel like ughhhh😩

    and I dont know why. So ill be irritated and I will just wanna be left alone. Then later on, Ill be kind of mello and relaxed after I had time to soak or dwell upon my issue.... Yeah its an emotional 🎢
    Butterpecan40 Butterpecan40
    41-45, F
    Apr 25, 2014

    I Am Still Trying To Find My Balance.

    I am still trying to find my balance. It never fails when I am doing well and feel pretty good about my life, my emotions take hold of me and throw me down. They overwhelm me and drown me. I let it out here, but I don't expect sympathy. Life is what it is.......ongoing. She...
    theredlady theredlady
    41-45, F
    4 Responses Jan 24, 2010

    Oh my people I don't

    even know or ever talked to have blocked me!!
    unhear unhear
    13-15, F
    Feb 13

    i plant all the right seeds

    and this is what i anticipate to grow good karma yet im getting the opposite due explain where i went wrong?
    inlivwitwildlife inlivwitwildlife
    31-35, F
    Feb 17

    I had a bad month, had a good past three days

    and then broke down into a sobbing mess. I threw out all my flaws, things that bugged me, things that have been stressing me out and so on... I was shaking like I always was. I hate to feel as weak as I just did around someone else. But I couldn't stop venting. I have been...
    Chiisai425 Chiisai425
    16-17, F
    1 Response Mar 1, 2014

    THE FEELING YOU GET WHEN YOU THONK YOUR GETTING

    AN OFFICIAL LOAN COME TO FIND OUT YOU GOT SCAMMED BY AN AFRICAN CON ARTIST WHO WHO PRETENDS AS IF HES YOU DEPOSIT 3 COUNTERFEIT CHECKS INTO YOUR FEDERAL ACCOUNT AND HAS THE ODASITY TO CALL AN BEG YOU FOR MONEY?!
    inlivwitwildlife inlivwitwildlife
    31-35, F
    Feb 17

    The moment when you think you get your tax

    returns and the bills are due an its that time of the year for IMPROVEMENT AND ALL YOU HEAR IS "I GOT AUDITED" ( LIKE WHAT THE ? DOES THAT MEAN AN WHERE THE ? IS MY MONEY?
    inlivwitwildlife inlivwitwildlife
    31-35, F
    Feb 17

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