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I Am Violent

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    Ah Yes

    I don't need to be caressed and petted. I'm not fragile. I take orders and I don't submit. I want an angry lover who can drag me to the bed and scratch my neck. And if they scratch deep enough, I'd hopefully bleed. Bleed that sweet red of my body so they can painfully lick the...
    queer4clockwork queer4clockwork 18-21 4 Responses Nov 17, 2011

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    So stay on my good side.

    ......................................OR SUFFER THE CONSEQUENCES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!RAWR!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    Whoami30 Whoami30 26-30, M Apr 1

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    I'm violent sometimes.

    I know I'm not right in the head. I know it's not okay to flirt with a man, let him bite me on the neck and bite his lip and punch him in the right nut. This isn't flirting... not for most people; but I am not most people... especially when I admit that I was somewhat...
    BrokenBeauty301 BrokenBeauty301 31-35, F Feb 26

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    When Will The Anger Stop?

    I was such a happy child, than at the age of 11 I was molested by my brothers friend. I told my mum but she Didnt do anything so it continued, I feel let down and so angry about it all, but I'm taking my anger out on my fiancé and it gets rather violent! I punch kick bite pull...
    jazzycherrie jazzycherrie 26-30 1 Response Dec 1, 2012

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    At Times..

    I'm not violent with everyone... Ugh... The only people I've ever been violent with, I guess, are my parents. I really wish I wasn't... I know it's wrong and 'violence is never the answer'.. And, I know I can't give excuses about why I am...
    Debunkifyme Debunkifyme 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 4, 2009

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    I Wish I Could Be Different.

    I have always been violent in my nature. Why? idk, I'm angry with everyone who has hurt me, my dad beat my mum and my brother beat meet....maybe thats why but who knows for sure. I was bullied for a short while at school, and I couldn't handle it, I was bullied day in and day out...
    AWUK AWUK 26-30, F 8 Responses Sep 19, 2007

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    Violence Ahh

    I am a wierd person. I enjoy violence but yet I do not. I know I have a very violent nature my only checks being my wife and two kids but I hate that violent nature. At the same time I love to fight with friends. Not literaly fight but set rules and just go a few rounds till we...
    Karalas Karalas 26-30, M 4 Responses Oct 4, 2007

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    I hate being violent,

    but it's hard for me to find a different option, I drive people away not because I am physically violent, but words can be nasty, and boy can I dish it out...
    Idkanything Idkanything 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 27

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    I Try Not To Be.

    you couldnt really tell, unless youre the one who pissed me off. then, you see, im hell to deal with. mostly, im damaging to myself, but if someone ****** me off enough, its on.
    monsterwithinme monsterwithinme 16-17, F Jun 13, 2012

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    I see no wrong with being a generally violent

    person.... I all happened cos a friend challenged me to lose all of my fear... Goes like this... A friend of mine who was a counsellor noticed that I was full of fear.. I was afraid of everything.... so I did NOTHING with my life... and was a waste it all was. So she...
    Hhaawke Hhaawke 36-40, F Dec 30, 2013

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    It'S Kinda Random

    When I was standing in line for lunch I had a strong need to hurt someone. It continued on after lunch when we were back in class and the teacher was outside the door. I put my left hand against the board and tapped my right fist on it. I thought about what it would feel like to...
    KuraiLight KuraiLight 13-15, F May 2, 2013

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    Moments...

    I've never been violent with anyone in my life so why have I just randomly started being violent in a relationship now? i'm in a same sex relationship and it hasn't all been plain sailing but why does that lead me to violence? I hate the way that I act with her sometimes, its not...
    rawrrr91 rawrrr91 18-21 1 Response Aug 30, 2010

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    Sense of Loss

    i'm strange when it comes to my anger. instead of it gradually coming about it hits me all at once. its a terrible and scary feeling. then i feel like i lost all control of things. i've taken classes and am in therapy for a load of issues, but this one i cant seem to overcome...
    peace1117 peace1117 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 18, 2009

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    I Am A Terrible Person....

    t I have never been violent in the least. For the past 2 or so years I have been through a very bad break-up and my "rebound" ended up me being the "reboudeee" (in other words, I was lied to and used-and I see this person almost daily). I am also dealing with on-again-off-again...
    RK123 RK123 26-30, F 2 Responses Feb 28, 2011

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    I want to kill people

    who get on my nerves I feel an anger building and I am able to hold it back but if I was ever pushed too far I snap
    overit36 overit36 16-17, M Jul 7

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    I Am Violent

    I grew up with violence my mom used to hit me really bad and my dad too even my older sister, and i didnt like it. But now when i see somebody that does something wrong that i hate i hit them and go overboard. I cant control this i feel really bad afterwards, i've told my...
    realidade14 realidade14 18-21 3 Responses Jan 29, 2009

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    And I regret so much

    after a very bad relationship when my bf hit me and humiliate me I feel I am becoming him and my new bf is paying for..I feel so bad, he was upsetting me lately and i feel i was holding so much myself till I snap, and I hit him, bite him through him things. It hurts me so much...
    veny1919 veny1919 26-30, F Feb 18

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    I am very violent but i would give almost

    anything to not be the way i am but then agin " trying to be someone else is a waste of who you really are " i just wish 'the person i really am' wasn't so violent .. There isnt really anything i can do about it ...... Oh well, my loss
    YouAreAllPesants YouAreAllPesants 16-17, F Apr 24

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    I'm Just So Angry And Don't Know What To Do...my Husband Is Fed Up

    I am a 24 year old woman who grew up with occasional thoughts of hopelessness and not wanting to live anymore, not necessarily suicide, just not wanting to exist. The thoughts stopped for a while. I recently got married and those thoughts have been coming to me again. Also, I...
    angrrr angrrr 22-25 Oct 5, 2010

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    I Enjoy Being Violent.

    I'm now 69 years old, I am currently on Parole, I have been for 10 days now. Ever since I was a youngster in the School Yard I have been violent towards people who upset me or who I think pose a threat to my reputation. When I was 8 years old a boy insulted me because I couldn...
    PhilipLane1944 PhilipLane1944 66-70, M 3 Responses Oct 28, 2013

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    I Try Not To Be

    Growing up people always messed with me. I tell a teacher and they would join in. Well i learned somethin, if you are violent, then people wont mess with u as much. for example, Someone calls me a ******. If i just walk away they will feel that they can keep messing with me...
    Krie Krie 22-25, M 2 Responses Oct 18, 2009

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    Truth Behind Being A Violent Person

    i am a very violent person and this thing of violence came in me from few years i tried to figure it out why its because the pain inside becomes so much that its intolerable we try to tell others to people we might think friends, loved ones, or family etc., but inside pain is so...
    evilkilllingme evilkilllingme 22-25, F 4 Responses Aug 7, 2011

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    My Hatred

    I am only 17 years old and I am very scary towards my brother. Whenever he doesn't listen to me I someone bring hatred burning to the surface and I can't stand him so much that i want to explode. I yell, cuss, and when it is really bad I hit him. Not only do I yell I yell things...
    Verveen Verveen 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 15, 2010

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    ...

    I am just so angry all the time and I don't even know why. I'm not strong and I can't really hurt anyone but I consider myself violent none the less. This has been going on since childhood and I feel like something is wrong with me. I just want to feel normal and I want to stop...
    bridgett237 bridgett237 18-21 Oct 23, 2010

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    I like to be nice. I don't hurting people,

    physically or emotionally. I love being gentle, but there's always some dumbass getting on my bad side. The violent nature in me can't sit still. I fight, not argue. I try not to but end up embracing my mothers side of the family. Gets me in trouble more than I need to.
    Kaychani7 Kaychani7 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 9, 2013

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    More Than Usual

    I didn't used to be particularly angry or violent. I used to be able to hold in my anger for a very long time, and it would either go away or I'd rant for an hour after a few months and be fine. Now it's more like I'm furious at least once a week. Little things make me want to...
    Starcrossed Starcrossed 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 16, 2008

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    Hi,i Like You...

    I'm not gonna break your heart.I'm more likely to rip out your heart,bite out a chunk,then throw it back at you.:) hehe
    KindaCrazy KindaCrazy 18-21, F May 31, 2011

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    Related Experiences

    If a person looks at todays media it is more violent, more of everything that wasn't there 20 years ago. If you look way, way, way, back in the past it was there was a uproar...
    BibleThumper BibleThumper 26-30, F Aug 3

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    This was a wake up call to me. I never knew that women could be so violent. When I was 19 and really stupid, I moved in with a girl because I thought she was amazing. However, she...
    Christo23 Christo23 22-25, M 5 Responses Aug 11

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    Hi guys, im that guy who writes violent story's of what happend in my life. Why do I write these experience? My life IS violence, not a good town, not a lot of enforcement on the...
    Blast9003lawl Blast9003lawl 16-17, M Aug 14

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    Tell me... What is the worst you can do to sweet lil' me? :P
    Minadora Minadora 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 30

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    They come and go. I keep having them recently, childhood memories but distorted, and when I'm in them I feel like a little kid again, completely powerless, and I get that...
    Potentiallylovely Potentiallylovely 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 6

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    Did you doooo too many drugs? 
    AldousHuxtable AldousHuxtable 41-45, M Aug 8

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    I know a couple of people that are in one, and there's nothing I can do 😕
    ShotOfWhisky ShotOfWhisky 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    well, I met him about 3 years ago. We were both drawing the same things and struck up a conversation, we became friends. When the year ended though we were supposed to be going to...
    0ct0pus 0ct0pus 16-17, F 6 hrs ago

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    I'm fairly certain I just finally figured out why I'm such a loner. Despite being friendly around others and always having people receive me warmly, I've never actually sought out...
    GiantKaiju GiantKaiju 22-25, M 6 hrs ago

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    I'm not a professional, but I'm pretty sure my friend is the textbook definition of a sociopath. I met him a while ago back in 5th grade, and it sounds cliche but I knew he was...
    Jules255 Jules255 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 14

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    Chapter one: The Atheist I was baptized a protestant Christian but I come from a secular family. Everybody in my family is atheist. I was an atheist too until recently. Austria is...
    Pathfinderr Pathfinderr 26-30, M 1 Response Aug 2

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    An Interview with Alexandr Dugin by Manuel Ochsenreiter Prof. Dugin, the Western mainstream media and established politicians describe the recent situation in Ukraine as a...
    TheDaken TheDaken 26-30, M 1 Response Aug 6

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    Have you ever experienced it? You know....that feeling.......when something which is bracketed as 'wrong' and you do the thing feeling confident that its 'right'? Well after all...
    swashochi swashochi 36-40, F 4 Responses Jul 24

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    I have had many a dream - quite different to the normal dreams I experience - which have come true. The problem is, these 'dreams' are very violent. I have started to document...
    ckbkss06 ckbkss06 36-40, F Jul 25

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    First of all I am not condoning the use of this drug as i have heard many "bad trip" stories from other people , to know you can have a terrible and frightening experience, but...
    Paulchanning Paulchanning 41-45, M 1 Response Jul 26

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    My husband has been diagnosed with PTSD (twice, the first time he refused to believe it). He is a very intelligent, very emotional and creative man. A good father and, at heart...
    madam99 madam99 36-40, F 1 Response Jul 29

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    When I was 15 I was sent to a treatment center for teens. It was I Maine, a place called Ironwood I was there for many reasons. First I had been raped the year before. It was very...
    jujubee16 jujubee16 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 2

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    When I'm angry/irritated or irritably upset, I tend to throw the nearest object at anything. I've done it since I was 14. My first break-up, I threw tons of glasses at my own...
    Gemz2411 Gemz2411 18-21, F Aug 3

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    Ukitake being space marine and what about that reptilians? Oh God Damn It! WHAT a dream I had! You know who Ukitake is? It's that white haired guy from Bleach (It's been years...
    karasugi karasugi 18-21 1 Response Aug 6

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    (And Mass Immigration) English Witness to Their Darkest Hour Edited by Pat Scrivener Athelney, 174 Pages Available for purchase from Amazon Reviewed by David Hamilton English...
    TheDaken TheDaken 26-30, M 2 Responses Aug 7

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    My friend and her husband got in a fight this last weekend. Her husband knows she had an affair. When he drinks he becomes insane. Last weekend he yelled at all the kids told them...
    Circlesnomore Circlesnomore 31-35, F 10 Responses Aug 7

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    My mother is convinced that all of this started when I was three and she lost me in a mall for two hours. I have no recollection of this. It could be any of a thousand reasons I...
    Mystchevious Mystchevious 31-35, M Aug 15

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    Very violent scary ones where u can't get out of them ! I hate that
    unhappygirl21 unhappygirl21 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 23

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