I Am Weak

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 186 People

    **Trigger Warning** Every time something

    bad happens to me, every time I get manipulated, and every time I get abused, it's my fault. It's because I was too weak to stop people from doing it. Even though I reflect on this every time it happens, I have no solutions. All I can do is let it happen because I'm too afraid...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Oct 10, 2015

    I understand you have to be extremely careful

    when discussing this subject. I try very hard but have never been successful at doing anything perfectly. My body is decaying and I just want to go to sleep. I just don't have the energy to fight this world any more. Notice I didn't say that I'm going to kill myself... I'm not...
    jb888 jb888
    51-55, M
    Nov 8, 2015

    I'm angry with myself.

    There are too many people dealing with dreadful things and fight and fight for the best life they can possibly have, when I have a good life and am still miserable. I can't stand it, it's so selfish and ungrateful, but it's like I'm fighting against myself to not feel like that...
    girlgirlgirl0123 girlgirlgirl0123
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Feb 11, 2014


    So to catch everybody up, I snapped. Me and him are friends again, and I know im suppose to hate him, but I love him. I cant help it. /. Hes flirting with me and he got me to admit i miss him as a bf and he admitted he misses me as a gf.... I need to remember that this is just...
    suuicidee suuicidee
    18-21, F
    Oct 10, 2013

    A Total Weakling

    i admit it i am a total weakling and i am fine with that. not to say that i am totally out of shape because i'm not i do aerobics so i am fit in the cardiovascular sense. but physically i cant do much. i'm spent after two pushups. but i really don't care, i consider myself to be...
    nakedbunny23 nakedbunny23
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jan 16, 2012

    Neither Friendship Nor Love....then What Is It??

    From my childhood I was very shy. I hardly talked with girls. Nonetheless, after getting admitted into university I met a girl who was very frank from the beginning. She acted as if I know her for a long time. Everyday she sent me sms, ring me up a dozen times. Since I was alone...
    pr0n0b pr0n0b
    May 28, 2010

    I feel as if I am an emotionally & mentally

    weak person.. I see other people around me, so happy, so confident, so easy going, if something bad happens to them they might be sad for a little but eventually get over it. Me, I feel insecure a lot and shy..if someone says something to me I will think about it all day and it...
    whatdoyathink whatdoyathink
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 23, 2014

    Weakling Boy

    I am very weak for a 19 year boy. I cannot lift heavy objects. The primarily reason is that I don't work out. I am lazy watching television, online, and playing videogames. I read and write a lot, but rarely leave the house during breaks. I can't do a push up or a sit up. My...
    dave0903 dave0903
    18-21, M
    1 Response Nov 30, 2009

    Survival Of The Fittest

    when one becomes extremely ill it seems like everyone doesnt really understand until you die and u are left behind in this world to dwindle away only one who has been truly sick can empathize due to the fact that most people in this world only care about themselves its hard to be...
    claraella claraella
    18-21, F
    Dec 21, 2010

    I Am Weak Once again I have been hurt

    and once again I have put others over myself .I was weak .I gave into the loneliness and now I am left shattered again .I wonder if I walk around with a sign on my back telling everyone its okay for them to hurt me over and over again . I am no longer special in the world .I...
    undeterminedd undeterminedd
    13-15, F
    1 Response Oct 16, 2015

    pain has no weakness,

    it will always remain, even though we try to get away it will always leave a a stain. everyday we are blinded by the pain, its such a shame when eventually we all die vain. blinded by fire, coursed by liars in the end pain becomes unbearable. its such a shame as we try to run...
    chemicalkidsloveweed chemicalkidsloveweed
    16-17, F
    Jun 17, 2015

    I Can't Get Over How My Mom Treats/treated Me.

    98% of my childhood memories are of my mom mistreating me or treating me differently from my sister. She was always very hypocritical and I always felt unloved or neglected by her. I am now almost 19 years old and she is still treating me the same. If I ever try to talk to her...
    unknown159231 unknown159231
    18-21, F
    Jan 6, 2014

    All the time, I constantly try to eat healthy.

    I'll do good for about a week, then I'll give in again. It's ******* annoying because I want a nice body, I want to feel good about myself.. Why is it so hard? Am I missing anything in my life that makes me feel this way? Also with working out, I'll have a workout set for me...
    anonymousnorthxo anonymousnorthxo
    18-21, F
    1 Response Aug 14, 2014

    I was 16 and couldn't tell my parents.

    It was traumatising and still haunts me every day. I lost my friends, my relationship with my parents and my spirit. I suffer from depression, anxiety and self loathing. I am scared it is going to hold me back for the rest of my life. I have just found out I am pregnant again...
    solitude2014 solitude2014
    22-25, F
    1 Response Mar 8, 2014

    After over 5 years of taking martial art,

    I still can't move my brother out of the doorway because he decides to be annoying. I should be able to even just budge him enough to get through... I can't stand how weak I am... I do four sports, and try really hard at them. How am I even still this weak?
    asunasaoa asunasaoa
    13-15, F
    1 Response Dec 28, 2015

    I'm a tower compared to most people 6 foot 300+

    but that's just an illusion. Im weak a little boy crying in the corner but I've created an alternated personality. He is big angry and irrational. When feared I crawl in my hole and come out when safe. His thoughts of killing rage and pain fill my heart with darkness but the...
    NomadAngel117 NomadAngel117
    18-21, M
    Mar 30, 2015

    People see me as a very strong

    and brave person but in reality I'm so weak and I didn't find the person who discovers that and supports me . I guess I will never find that someone .
    Silentsuffer Silentsuffer
    16-17, F
    1 Response May 31, 2014

    some bad words ,or bad faces can ruin my mood

    for days it is so bad . people love doing that to weak persons though
    KuSeGanTian KuSeGanTian
    26-30, F
    Oct 17, 2015

    The Weak Are Stepped On And Hate Themselves.

     Day after day passes and I always feel the same, unwanted, unloved, not pretty enough, fat, and friendless. I was always a little different than everyone else always a little shy, quieter than everyone else, and sensitive. When I was younger I didn't really understand why I...
    nllchihuahua nllchihuahua
    13-15, F
    Dec 26, 2010

    Everything I wanted to do in life It seems

    mountain in front of me I am restricted :(
    gigus gigus
    26-30, M
    May 13, 2015

    Im Going To Admit It

    im weak, i know i am. i once again, gave into temptation, and gave into my urges. i know im weak, but now im not denying it anymore. im weak, i will admit it, im not strong now, and as hard as im trying to be, idk how to be.
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    1 Response Mar 11, 2010

    A Loner Like Me Is A Weak Person

    why i finally choose to be a loner, avoid and push people cause im emotionally weak and sensitive. do i have to put so much effort and suffer just to 'fit in' and be in the same level as everybody else? i used to do that. i am very tired from doing that. i am now in my own...
    Candybitch Candybitch
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Mar 11, 2010

    There are thousands of others,

    who feel far worse than I do. They stand resolute, strong regardless of whether or not they are helped. There are people who go through Hell everyday and still persevere. People who actually have a disease or disability who have accomplished things I can never hope to. I'm just...
    deleted deleted
    Sep 3, 2014

    Let's face it, I'm not weak

    when people judge me, bully me, or put me in situations where I'm going to break down easily unless if my family is involved. That's what makes me weak, family.
    MaryJay712 MaryJay712
    18-21, F
    Nov 3, 2014

    I'm oftenly teased at how weak I am.

    I'm easily the skiniest person and the most physically fragile person in my school. I never won an arm wrestle, and I have troubles trying to lift two chairs, I fell on my face two times trying to do it. Fortunately, I'm teased and not mocked about it, or I would have an ard...
    Catincanada Catincanada
    13-15, F
    Nov 2, 2015


    It is curious - curious that physical courage should be so common in the world, and moral courage so rare.
    maverick321 maverick321
    70+, M
    Jan 24, 2012

    I'm Weak

    i am a weak person, but i'm totally fine with that. i want someone bigger than me and stronger than me. sometimes i don't have enough energy. when i'm choking, i get so weak. i love being weak. i love being overpowered by someone. i prefer being choked than choking someone else...
    deleted deleted
    Aug 10, 2011

    I'm getting stronger in the weight room

    but I'm still pretty weak.
    rontheboss rontheboss
    16-17, M
    Apr 11, 2015

    I have no reason to be strong.

    I wish I did, but I don't. That's why I'm the biggest weakling you will ever find.
    seasalticecream seasalticecream
    18-21, M
    1 Response Dec 28, 2013

    All my dance teachers say it.

    I try comfort myself by saying I'm just tired but I know deep down I'm just a fat lazy piece of ****. Dancing is everything to me, I don't know what I would do if I don't get a career. Then at times I just wonder "why do I even bother?" I need help guys, I want to get better...
    Someoneatschoolfoundme Someoneatschoolfoundme
    18-21, F
    Jul 24, 2014
    laserabe1 laserabe1
    18-21, M
    3 Responses Aug 21, 2014
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