I Am What Others Try To Be Or Have Afraid To Embrace

!!!...I Am What Others Try To Be...!!! 25 People

    deleted deleted
    26-30
    May 2, 2011
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    May 2, 2011

    Try To Be Me

    I was told; I am what others try to be.  I don't see what do I have that they don't!  I am just a regular person.
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr
    36-40, F
    2 Responses May 26, 2011

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