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I Am Wondering What the Point In Living Is

you know , the two comedians that I thought were hilarious both committed suicide. Isn't that weird. 4,418 People

    I really don't know where else to do.

    suicide is constantly on my mind. I try to be positive but it's not helping anyone. I don't want to bother anyone. which it seems that's what I always do even when just trying to hold a conversation or just checking on someone. I felt like hiding the pain would help but it's...
    survivorone survivorone 18-21, F 15 Responses May 4

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    I've been thinking way too much lately

    and not at all about anything that'll get me anywhere. As much as I want to I can't even try to give a damn about my future, whether it's 5 days or 5 years from now.
    TheDefaultIllusion TheDefaultIllusion 22-25, M May 10

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    Here's the thing that screws with my head.

    Afterlife. What if there is actually an afterlife, and it's just as bad as the current life? What if I escape the pain of this life only to land somewhere worse? When I imagine death, it's liberation, a release from pain. But my family is Catholic, big believers in hell, and...
    repeat36 repeat36 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 20

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    There's no hope of a future that's anything

    but sad and lonely. Every day I think about ending it but the only thing sustaining me is the joy I'll feel when my grandfather dies.
    hreinn hreinn 18-21, M 1 Response May 4

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    What Is The Point Of Not Living?

    When you need support it seems you are on your own. But here is the deal you say you hate yourself that you had enough but did you ever stop to realize that despite how you feel that you are truly unique? Did you realize that outside that life's twist and turns can make you want...
    deleted deleted 26-30 40 Responses Feb 5, 2013

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    Sometimes a purpose to keep going is just a

    fantasy, that may be stupid for most but it works for this pisces girl.
    Socalsunset Socalsunset 22-25, F 6 Responses 3 days ago

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    my family dont believe me bout s-abuse they are

    talking to the guy that did it it feels like betrayal im gonna die because i cant deal with life i cant stop talking to me mum and sis there all the family i have i just want them to love me be better if i wasnt here
    givenupforever givenupforever 22-25, F 1 Response May 5

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    Instead Of Fleeing The Absurd Meaninglessness Of Life, We Should Embrace Life Passionately....(Camus)

    NOTE: FOR MENTAL...NOT CHEMICAL DEPRESSION (while they do somewhat dance together)  Sartre commented on one of Camus stories: "The absurd man will not commit suicide; he wants to live, without relinquishing any of his certainty, without a future, without hope, without illusions...
    1NewWorldToronto 1NewWorldToronto 46-50, M 4 Responses Mar 18, 2013

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    I want to be shred into wings of a butterfly.

    My blood is a velvet coat, covering my last reminiscence of shame. I walk into a hall, the wooden pathway growing thinner, darker. Many doors, though no windows. Maybe, just maybe, I'll fall to the hands of a door trap, knocking the life out of my body.
    NatashaRose NatashaRose 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 14

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    FriendlyBeverage FriendlyBeverage 18-21, M 6 Responses Jan 14

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    What is the point of living?

    I'm alone, completely. I have $6 in change in my purse, my bank account is overdrawn by $700, and I owe more than $10,000 in regular loans, and $30,000 in student loans. I'm unemployed and over-qualified for anyone who's hiring - they won't even look at me. If I don't get a job...
    chumiloons chumiloons 46-50, F 6 Responses Oct 20, 2014

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    One More Sunset

    Nothing ever seems to make me feel better than seeing a vibrantly colorful sunset. I watched one yesterday and it was amazing, I cried. I keep on telling myself one more sunset, to try to convince myself to fight the dark thoughts and this damn disease. Being sick sucks...
    codycosmo codycosmo 18-21, M 3 Responses Apr 15, 2013

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    There really isn't a point to life.

    In the end, every single human will die and the Earth will decay. Everything we do in life is just there to act as a distraction from that harsh truth. The only reason I haven't ended my life yet is because I could never hurt my loved ones like that.
    uncle9583 uncle9583 18-21, M 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    There's no point now.

    Just need a method which will work in one attempt. I'm done. it's final. I don't want this not. I'm done.
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses May 7

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    Lately I got this deep depressions.

    .. I don't know if I should fight it anymore. Too exhausted to go on when there is nobody to fight for...
    deleted deleted 26-30 7 Responses Apr 26

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    my boyfriend who I love with all my heart left

    me today an has the girl I hate over and I'm going to Kill myself
    depressedfuck29 depressedfuck29 13-15, F 44 Responses Jul 5, 2014

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    Multi perterriti cogitandi mortis.

    Cumque elevasset faciem , atque dixerunt: "Non sum . Mori volo ".Hi suprema vox fuit.Hoc mortuo aut ultimo actu
    TheDefaultIllusion TheDefaultIllusion 22-25, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    what is the point if im not

    even living im just surviving
    emptyispure emptyispure 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 12

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    it's getting worse. after a fight with my

    family tonight I'm doing really bad
    ThatOneNerdGirl ThatOneNerdGirl 16-17, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I see absolutely No point anymore.

    .. it's not an attention post. I'm just tired. tired of everything. I don't try to be like I am all the time,but I try .finally hit me today though. bye.
    HenryYamada HenryYamada 18-21, M 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    I wonder what do I have to live for.

    ..I feel like I want to cut again and I feel like I'll never do anything productive.
    Logix22 Logix22 22-25, M 2 Responses Apr 10

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    Wondering, but not finding it,

    life just seems so meaningless when it is impossible for something to value itself. I don't want my life to be summed up by how you people think of me when you people don't like me anyways haha
    surfdas surfdas 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 20

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    Seriously, what is the point.

    i have no desire to do anything. i don't want money, or fame, or a house, or a car, or nice things. they all just seem so...petty. I just want someone to share my life with, but no one wants a man who's only ambition in life is to love and be loved. So i just sit here, existing...
    TheWickedJester TheWickedJester 26-30, M 4 Responses Jan 13

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    Everyday, all I feel the urge to do is end it

    all. My depression isn't easing up. Still have no meaning. No purpose. Friends are nowhere to be found. Parents will only judge me. Boyfriend wants to be around everyone but me. This is the true definition of loneliness and it is all too consuming. How can I believe in a...
    Tee0812 Tee0812 18-21, F May 2

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    Living Out Of Obligation

    I just got out of class. We had to do a quick project/conversation in pairs(language class). being that there was an odd number of students in class today, I just sort of stood there. I tried speaking to someone but was ignored and everyone around me spoke as If I wasn't even...
    collegeboy19 collegeboy19 18-21 1 Response May 10, 2013

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    I think stabbing myself in the heart would hurt

    less then this heartbreak does. suicide has never heel so strong before. I wont fail this time .
    Madison677 Madison677 13-15, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    my depression is at an all time low.

    the days that I'm not working and I decide to get out of bed, I sit on the couch and cut. I feel like I could take one "wrong" cut and no one would find me until the landlord comes knocking for rent. I know this sounds morbid and pathetic but it's how I feel. I was told how...
    mb2688 mb2688 26-30, M Apr 23

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    Today, I got really depressed,

    wanted to crash my car, but didn't, becuase I don't want to commit suicide, becuase that will hurt my family. Life is so pointless, I struggle everyday, especially for the last 10 year, and got nothig to show for it. I'm tired of being awkward, lonely and misunderstood. I'm...
    4EverBlissful 4EverBlissful 26-30, F 7 Responses May 27, 2014

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    Please help me tonight has all gone bad,

    depression and anxiety has taken over I now give up
    tracycox tracycox 26-30 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    i need help please...

    . I can't hurt my girlfriend but I need to go... please safe me before I go;/....
    PerfectMask PerfectMask 18-21, F 1 Response May 4

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    Death. Why is it such a heart breaking

    conversation and thought to have? Why fear death when that's all we're living for. Why judge when someone's wanting to die early on their own circumstances when your going to die unknowingly. People always say "If you could know when and how your going to die, would you want...
    Madison677 Madison677 13-15, F 3 Responses Apr 20

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    I mean. You are really insignificant.

    You just spend time preparing yourself for a boring life and school, and just bs your way through most of it. Ultimately, you are just preparing yourself to die.
    stormyskies12 stormyskies12 13-15, M 15 Responses Sep 16, 2014

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    I'm still trying to figure this out everyday,

    every minute. My thoughts are just everywhere and it takes forever to calm them down. Whenever I've calmed a certain thought, others pop up. I can never clear my head and think about what's the root of the problem. There's just too many obstacles to go through and I am...
    nirvsemp nirvsemp 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 26

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    Every Story Has An Ending,

    Bad Or Good When is it? When is it that you know your lost? When your broken into a million pieces and you can't find a single one? When your heart beats but you are no more alive then the ones you envy buried below? I don't know what it is. Or why it is. Why that single moment...
    solomon3020 solomon3020 18-21, M 3 Responses Jun 5, 2014

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    I feel sad, so sad. I am unemployed,

    few savings. So I got the idea to study again. But my family won't support me. I really don't know what to do anymore. Maybe it's better if I just vanish.
    naaktopstraat naaktopstraat 41-45, M 1 Response Apr 14

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    Its a question im asking myself right now

    and I still dont know why I am alive. People always tell me that I should live but if they knew everything, they would understand why I want to die. I am not able to go on and I just cant hold on for nothing. I only went to religion at first because i was scared of death and i...
    Unknown1047 Unknown1047 18-21, M 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    mandyxxx83 mandyxxx83 31-35, F 7 Responses Aug 16, 2014

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    What's the point of living.

    Going through all the bullshit just to die in the end. What's the point of working hard to get thing if your just gonna live it all behind . What's the point of going through all the pain of this world ,like to me it doesn't seem worth it . I try I fail but then I push myself to...
    prankqueen prankqueen 16-17, F 7 Responses Mar 24

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    Life is so dull 99% of the time.

    It's no wonder humans (and other animals) like getting high. Or creating fantasy worlds in the form of books, films and games. Or even just zoning out and listening to music. It seems everyone to some extent wants to escape reality and the dull monotony of life. How sad. It's a...
    Dontcare8 Dontcare8 26-30, F 14 Responses Sep 25, 2014

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    Sometimes when I'm constantly ignored

    and pushed aside my everyone. that's when I really think about this....
    EFairy EFairy 22-25, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    This is my sisters account.

    She tried to commit suicide last night, before she did, she put her phone on my bedside table when I was asleep. I unlocked it when I woke up, and this website came up when I did. I thought it was odd that her phone was there, and I began to read through the messages she had on...
    BethMP BethMP 16-17, F 3 Responses May 3, 2014

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    I swear no one understands how much I don't

    want to live. how much I hate living and this world. and how unhappy I am
    survivorone survivorone 18-21, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    A well known speaker started off his seminar by

    holding up a $20 bill. In the room of 200, he asked. "Who would like this $20 bill?" Hands started going up. He said, "I am going to give this $20 to one of you - but first, let me do this." He proceeded to crumple the 20 dollar note up. He then asked. "Who still wants it...
    Selanis Selanis 18-21, F 10 Responses Jun 15, 2014

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    This is the last thing

    that I am posting on here. I will leave my account up because my family will probably look on this or something. They know I have this account and they look on it regularly. Maybe they will post something on here but I don't know. Good look to the future everyone and please don...
    ZoeAmilia ZoeAmilia 16-17, F 8 Responses Jun 2, 2014

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    I want to die.... i'm an idiot,

    i'm a moron, i'm naive, i failed 2 universities, i am not doing my job, i'm lying to my parents, i'm lonely, i don't know what to do with my life, i don't know in who to trust and who to not, i don't even trust in myself, i'm dying inside, i'm lying to myself, i don't know how...
    Potchii Potchii 22-25, M 47 Responses Aug 8, 2014

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    Hey ********, 'tough love' doesn't help people

    with suicidal thoughts. And if you're not trying to help, why are you on this thread?! These people are already vulnerable and sensitive. They don't need your sarcastic comments and snotty remarks. I lost a friend thanks to idiots like that. So do everyone a favor and disappear...
    ShesSimplyKenny ShesSimplyKenny 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 15

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