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I Am Wondering What the Point In Living Is

you know , the two comedians that I thought were hilarious both committed suicide. Isn't that weird. 4,569 People

    I feel like there is no point of me living,

    I just feel so tired of being lonely and depressed that I don't really know if I can do this anymore. I just feel like the way out of depression and loneliness is suicide because I can't get out of loneliness and depression. I just hate myself too much, feel like I'm not good...
    MichaelHer1998 MichaelHer1998 16-17 2 Responses Jul 14

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    It's difficult to find reasons to live,

    but very easy to find reasons to not die. The worst feeling is that of not wanting to live, but not having the capability to die, either. Purgatory. So, I'm trapped in my mind, alone, with all of these mental disorders, hopeless, wondering what the point in living is. Maybe it...
    RadiantOpal RadiantOpal 18-21, M 2 Responses Jul 4

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    should I kill my self

    for being such a failure? I'm 29 and never had a girlfriend or approached a girl, work on a dead end job, just starting university this sep to get my degree. living in a **** apartment. no car no drivers license. I work downtown and everyday I see people my age living their...
    monotonouso monotonouso 26-30, M 4 Responses Jul 22

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    Death. Why is it such a heart breaking

    conversation and thought to have? Why fear death when that's all we're living for. Why judge when someone's wanting to die early on their own circumstances when your going to die unknowingly. People always say "If you could know when and how your going to die, would you want...
    Madison677 Madison677 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 20

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    We live. We die. We, perhaps,

    live again. But why? The world seems to get darker each day. I don't believe there is a god. So you see, what is the point? In the end, we all die.
    Beth965 Beth965 18-21, F Jul 9

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    I missed out on opportunities

    that could have fixed my life - fur the stupidest reasons, fur prior who were bullying me into starting connected with them, guilting me into denying myself. I feel like it's too late to mage anything worth living out of my life. in so scared of having to be homeless again, I...
    BlueDreamer87 BlueDreamer87 26-30, M 1 Response Jul 13

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    Every single night I grab a handful of pills

    and am inches away from stuffing them down my throat one by one. I can never do it though. I'm not even strong enough to kill myself. I'm pathetic.
    GirlforGod2 GirlforGod2 13-15 Jul 13

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    Today, I got really depressed,

    wanted to crash my car, but didn't, becuase I don't want to commit suicide, becuase that will hurt my family. Life is so pointless, I struggle everyday, especially for the last 10 year, and got nothig to show for it. I'm tired of being awkward, lonely and misunderstood. I'm...
    4EverBlissful 4EverBlissful 26-30, F 6 Responses May 27, 2014

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    I just don't get why the **** I'm here.

    I've always been that one awkward kid who nobody cares about or talks to. Everything I do and try I always seem to fail, let's face it, I'm a complete fuckup. I am 17 years old and have been suicidal since 10. I've just never had the guts to do it because what if I survive and I...
    g8471 g8471 18-21, M 3 Responses Jun 21

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    I really don't know where else to do.

    suicide is constantly on my mind. I try to be positive but it's not helping anyone. I don't want to bother anyone. which it seems that's what I always do even when just trying to hold a conversation or just checking on someone. I felt like hiding the pain would help but it's...
    survivorone survivorone 18-21, F 14 Responses May 4

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    I don't really think there is a point.

    Not anymore at least. ;_;
    Waffl3s Waffl3s 13-15 19 Responses Jul 2

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    This is the last thing

    that I am posting on here. I will leave my account up because my family will probably look on this or something. They know I have this account and they look on it regularly. Maybe they will post something on here but I don't know. Good look to the future everyone and please don...
    ZoeAmilia ZoeAmilia 16-17, F 8 Responses Jun 2, 2014

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    I hate my life. I hate meeting people

    and making bonds with fake friends. If I I'm not valuable enough to be someone's friend or boyfriend then why try? I really want to live for my family but I have trouble coping...I don't know if I'll be strong enough to make it.
    YeahthatsMylife YeahthatsMylife 26-30, M 1 Response Jul 15

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    I have pondered this very thought

    since I was 10 years old. While my school friends danced to the New Kids on the Block or played with their barbies.. I was trying to suffocate muself with my frilly pillow. I was surrounded by death, losing my mother to suicide at 7, sexually and physically abused by trusted...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 5

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    Which is favorable, a permanent solution to a

    temporary problem, or a temporary solution to a permanent problem?
    Elsiphael Elsiphael 16-17, T Jul 13

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    The lesson u will learn from "THE FIFTH

    MOUNTAIN" book that i have read (By paulo choelho) : U can recreate ur past, no matter how bad is ur past or bad things u have done or happened to u, u have to struggle. Maybe u failed in doing things in ur past, so why don't u succeed in the things u r doing now ? . u have to...
    Fo2los Fo2los 18-21, M 2 Responses Dec 20, 2013

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    There's this tree in my backyard,

    it's huge. I spent so many years of my childhood playing in that tree. I had my first kiss on a swing under it. Some of my happiest memories happened under that tree. But lately whenever I look at it I think about hanging myself off of it. I look at it and think it's sturdy...
    TheGirlFromJupiter TheGirlFromJupiter 18-21, F 6 Responses Jul 3

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    Seriously... do you ever just wonder "Why am I

    still breathing?" What's the point of having a life if you're always miserable... why am I here in the first place?? I feel like such a joke...alone an pointless. And I want to have a happy life I don't want to just be alive I want to LIVE an live well. I try to be a good person...
    irreelevance irreelevance 16-17, F 4 Responses Mar 30

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    I love talking to someone

    who eventually harasses and abuses me... I can't trust anyone anymore... It'll be better if I'm gone...
    silencespeaksloud silencespeaksloud 16-17, F 2 days ago

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    Meaningless

    Well, life hits me again like a baseball bat in the jaw. No, I didn't lose a family member or my dog, it's just that in the end of the day, when I have nothing more to do, I start thinking about stuff. Thinking about what happened to me today, what could've been the day if I...
    Darkz0n3 Darkz0n3 22-25, M 16 Responses Apr 19, 2010

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    I mean. You are really insignificant.

    You just spend time preparing yourself for a boring life and school, and just bs your way through most of it. Ultimately, you are just preparing yourself to die.
    stormyskies12 stormyskies12 13-15, M 14 Responses Sep 16, 2014

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    did I waste my life if I spent my whole youth

    hating myself. I'm 29 and never had a gf. as I'm becoming old I can't help but ask myself did I waste my life. I went to colleges and got jobs, that's all I did
    monotonouso monotonouso 26-30, M 3 Responses 22 hrs ago

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    I am so suicidal and no one

    even cares anymore. They wouldn't notice if I just left. I don't want to be forgotten. I feel so empty and upset
    lllie lllie 18-21, F 49 Responses Mar 27, 2014

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    I am failing a class

    that i need to keep my job that i suck at. I don't know what to do if i fail. I am too old to start a new career and have no skills to work with. I am not really suicidal. I am too much of a coward and have a child i love too much to see get screwed up
    PatSadist PatSadist 41-45, M 1 Response Jul 6

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    I can assure every single one of us

    that there is a point in living. We have so many opportunities to touch the lives of people around us. Never lose faith that things will get better.
    robbie1280 robbie1280 18-21, T 1 Response Jun 26, 2014

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    I always thought the days would get brighter.

    And I always thought I'd see myself smile soon. But it's been 8 years and I'm sad. I'm more sad than ever before and I don't know what to do. I have tried getting help but it didn't work. I have tried talking and writing my feelings and being happy but I cannot be happy. I...
    laurenzerbe laurenzerbe 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 25

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    I'm not really suicidal I just don't know what

    the hell the point is... You work all day to support your kids so that they can grow up and do the exact same thing? Work all day? Go to work so they can pay for a house that they leave empty all day?! Pay for food so they can live another day to go to work? I just don't see the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jun 19

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    FriendlyBeverage FriendlyBeverage 18-21, M 6 Responses Jan 14

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    (Apologies for the lack of modesty) I used to

    be a whiz kid till secondary school. Math was my main area where I really raced past every other student. In an absolute sense too, I would amaze profs with my analytical, weird yet witty solutions. A highly imaginative, process-enjoying, content person. Then the worst thing...
    SonOfMagnus SonOfMagnus 22-25, M 2 Responses Jul 9

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    Life is so dull 99% of the time.

    It's no wonder humans (and other animals) like getting high. Or creating fantasy worlds in the form of books, films and games. Or even just zoning out and listening to music. It seems everyone to some extent wants to escape reality and the dull monotony of life. How sad. It's a...
    Dontcare8 Dontcare8 26-30, F 14 Responses Sep 25, 2014

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    BrokenIndividual BrokenIndividual 26-30, F 3 Responses May 15, 2014

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    I am on meds again and thank the universe

    that I am because I hate the feeling of doom the accompanies the thoughts that I am having right at this very moment. I want to die. It's simple really. I feel I am calm and level headed right now - due to the meds, but I have nothing going for me in life, I don't have any real...
    SoberingBabySteps SoberingBabySteps 31-35, M 5 Responses Jul 13

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    I can't say I don't love life.

    This world is such a beautiful place. I even love its little dark corners. Perhaps I'm warped and a little morbid but I can't say I mind much. Yet, hear I am, seriously contemplating suicide for over two years now. I've never had a problem with the world even when it chooses to...
    solivagant86 solivagant86 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 10

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    It was 4 years back when i wanted to conquer

    the world. I started drawing as a kid and at 12 discovered my artistic abilities when i would create something and be appreciated for it. Those were the best moments in my otherwise depressing childhood/ teen years as i was an underdog barely known at school, the misfit, the...
    Bllahblah Bllahblah 22-25, M 2 days ago

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    Instead Of Fleeing The Absurd Meaninglessness Of Life, We Should Embrace Life Passionately....(Camus)

    NOTE: FOR MENTAL...NOT CHEMICAL DEPRESSION (while they do somewhat dance together)  Sartre commented on one of Camus stories: "The absurd man will not commit suicide; he wants to live, without relinquishing any of his certainty, without a future, without hope, without illusions...
    1NewWorldToronto 1NewWorldToronto 46-50, M 4 Responses Mar 18, 2013

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    What Is The Point Of Not Living?

    When you need support it seems you are on your own. But here is the deal you say you hate yourself that you had enough but did you ever stop to realize that despite how you feel that you are truly unique? Did you realize that outside that life's twist and turns can make you want...
    deleted deleted 26-30 40 Responses Feb 5, 2013

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    mandyxxx83 mandyxxx83 31-35, F 7 Responses Aug 16, 2014

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    It would be a great thing to be free from all

    this. All the pain..... All suffering.......... All the worrying.......... The only reason people don't want me to do suicide, it's because they don't want tell my dead body drop on their precious streets. I've heard all the lies like I'll be missed and that things will get...
    Unknown1047 Unknown1047 18-21, M 2 Responses Jul 22

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    To all the depressed people suicidal n all,

    before you say something, ask yourself one question. Have you ever tried living? Put some effort in to living? Have you ever eaten nutritious things that your body and mind soo needs? Have you ever put in 2 hrs of physical labor that ur body needs by nature in order to get...
    Bllahblah Bllahblah 22-25, M 2 Responses Jul 26

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    my boyfriend who I love with all my heart left

    me today an has the girl I hate over and I'm going to Kill myself
    depressedfuck29 depressedfuck29 16-17, F 43 Responses Jul 5, 2014

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    I really want to kill myself.

    The only thing that stops me is the fact of what happens after you die. I'm not staying for my family, friends or anything else but because of the unknown afterlife or if there's even an afterlife. My family is christian and I've been raised in church so I'm not sure.
    negativelycreative24 negativelycreative24 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 12

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    PatSadist PatSadist 41-45, M Jul 7

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    A well known speaker started off his seminar by

    holding up a $20 bill. In the room of 200, he asked. "Who would like this $20 bill?" Hands started going up. He said, "I am going to give this $20 to one of you - but first, let me do this." He proceeded to crumple the 20 dollar note up. He then asked. "Who still wants it...
    Selanis Selanis 18-21, F 8 Responses Jun 15, 2014

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    Is it wrong that I want to die.

    I think about it each day, waiting for the day that I end my life. Waiting for that day that I become free. People do try to help, but words do nothing. I do try to count on others, but they leave in end. I don't get the point in living if I know my future is going to be...
    Unknown1047 Unknown1047 18-21, M 3 Responses Jul 7

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    I am tired of being used

    and abused. Of having a disease that limits me daily. Of no support. I feel so overwhelmed and raw and angry. I just want to fall asleep and never wake up
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jul 12

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    They say that suicide is bad,

    but they don't realize that when a person life is bad enough, suicide what seemed like an option. Actually it always seems like only reason to be free. Words will always do nothing because it will always cover up the pain for mere seconds. I don't know if I'm going to suicide...
    Unknown1047 Unknown1047 18-21, M 6 Responses 1 day ago

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