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I Am Wondering What the Point In Living Is

you know , the two comedians that I thought were hilarious both committed suicide. Isn't that weird. 3,919 People

    I want to die.... i'm an idiot,

    i'm a moron, i'm naive, i failed 2 universities, i am not doing my job, i'm lying to my parents, i'm lonely, i don't know what to do with my life, i don't know in who to trust and who to not, i don't even trust in myself, i'm dying inside, i'm lying to myself, i don't know how...
    Potchii Potchii 22-25, M 47 Responses Aug 8

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    This is the last thing

    that I am posting on here. I will leave my account up because my family will probably look on this or something. They know I have this account and they look on it regularly. Maybe they will post something on here but I don't know. Good look to the future everyone and please don...
    ZoeAmilia ZoeAmilia 16-17, F 8 Responses Jun 2

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    Why suffer? What is the world benefiting from

    my pain? I'm tired, bruised, and beaten. I'm beaten. You hear me, God? Let me go.
    Owlmaid Owlmaid 26-30, F 6 Responses Jul 31

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    nihilism saves me from getting tangled in this

    ****** up world, just so done with everything
    jazzg25 jazzg25 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 8

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    Will You

    As I search through my desperationsWill you,Guide me away from my pastSpeak for me till I find my voiceFight for me till I find my armorWill you..
    anathema09 anathema09 22-25, M 5 Responses Sep 22, 2013

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    I think about it Quite often lately Not

    as a first choice but as a back up My life seems to have gone on for 32yrs with no point No meaningful achievements Can't find a place to work that doesn't make me want to kill myself I've been fired from most jobs worked like a dog and always unhappy with all of them Always...
    MNI1982 MNI1982 31-35, F Oct 1

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    What are your thoughts.

    What if you were stuck in a situation were there was too much working against you. It's not like I don't see the beauty in life. Id just rather end it and find peace.
    gabbyxox gabbyxox 16-17, F 4 Responses Oct 7

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    I think about it Quite often lately Not

    as a first choice but as a back up My life seems to have gone on for 32yrs with no point No meaningful achievements Can't find a place to work that doesn't make me want to kill myself I've been fired from most jobs worked like a dog and always unhappy with all of them Always...
    MNI1982 MNI1982 31-35, F 2 Responses Oct 1

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    I don't like this. I don't really think I'm

    "depressed" or suicidal. I'm just tired. I don't know. I just don't like living. Waking up and doing the same things every day, I don't like it. I'm bored of it. I want it to end. But I don't want to kill myself. I wish I was never born. I wonder if anything would be different...
    ThatAwkwardPanda ThatAwkwardPanda 13-15 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    The Freedom Of Not Having A Point

    Maybe there just isn't a point to life at all. Humans have decided that LIFE had to have a point. So all of these human things-your career, relationships, material posessions (sp.?), all of that ****, but does it really matter all that much? We are all going to die. This is not...
    mistressmonique mistressmonique 46-50, F 8 Responses Oct 4, 2013

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    People are so dumb! I mean,

    i think they are blind or somewhat. Once i thought my family was different, i thought they had a better understanding in life and were not chained by these social matters (vanity, money, job, social prestige, and all this crap). But as times passed by i realized they're just...
    DiegoSMarinho DiegoSMarinho 16-17, M 2 Responses Sep 16

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    my boyfriend who I love with all my heart left

    me today an has the girl I hate over and I'm going to Kill myself
    depressedfuck29 depressedfuck29 13-15, F 47 Responses Jul 5

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    I'm beginning to wonder.

    I have lost everything in life now. The only person who cared for me. What's left for me if I recover.
    iamsodead iamsodead 16-17, M 1 Response Sep 18

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    I'm not sure how to start off,

    I'm not the best when it comes to communications, but I want give this a try. I'm not sure how this will come across, but I want to give this a try. This is for anyone who is depressed, feeling like a failure, who has losing hope, or has just given up hope. You are probably...
    BudBorden88 BudBorden88 26-30, M 4 Responses Jun 7

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    I don't want to kill myself,

    I want to kill the part of me that wants to kill myself.
    crookedteethteen crookedteethteen 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 9

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    I don't want to exist anymore.

    My life is fine, everything is good. Good family, nice house, great friends, I do well in school, I have no major problems in my life. Except for the way I feel inside, it's like I feel the weight of the worlds sadness 100 fold. I feel happiness too, frequently. But I constantly...
    Roseandrea Roseandrea 18-21, F 6 Responses Jun 27

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    Life is so dull 99% of the time.

    It's no wonder humans (and other animals) like getting high. Or creating fantasy worlds in the form of books, films and games. Or even just zoning out and listening to music. It seems everyone to some extent wants to escape reality and the dull monotony of life. How sad. It's a...
    Dontcare8 Dontcare8 26-30, F 17 Responses Sep 25

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    Okay so before I begin I have to say no I'm not

    going to commit suicide, or not anytime soon at least. So I was in bed thinking, life is comming at me way to fast. My friends are all going to be gone next year and where does that leave me. I see everyone having a future except me. I try to come of as a happy go lucky girl...
    KateTheStraightedge KateTheStraightedge 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 20

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    I have arrived at the point

    where I wish to end my life, and have a detailed plan for doing so. It is at this point that I have realised something rather crucial. People don't end their lives when they can't face tomorrow. They end their lives when they realise that they can't face tomorrow, the day after...
    RealJax0009 RealJax0009 26-30, M 6 Responses Oct 3

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    I feel like killing myself.

    I have nobody. Everyone thinks that it's gonna be ok and I'm scared to ask for help. I just want to die so bad. I need someone to talk to me. I need someone to listen in here. It would help a lot
    kjonesr kjonesr 18-21, F 4 Responses Oct 10

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    First Time For Everything

    I've been depressed as of lately. Very very depressed, but I always hide it so well in front of the face of others. I start to cut people off, the people that I love the most. I stopped playing roleplaying games, even though I am being forced into playing one tomorrow with our...
    catboydale catboydale 22-25, M 6 Responses Nov 9, 2012

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    The world is such a dark place anymore.

    People have no respect for one another, judge too easily, take too much for granted. It makes me sick to live in a world like this, with no joy or happiness.
    garfield82 garfield82 31-35, M 2 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    I have these feelings every couple of days

    where I just can't see my life changing in the next couple of years. When I was 14 I never would have imagined to be living Iike I am now. When I was 15 my best friend moved to Canada and that's pretty much when everything went downhill. I stopped going out, lost interest in the...
    Kampion Kampion 18-21, M 3 Responses Jul 12

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    The sticky web entangles everyone

    that it encounters. The web may sometimes give way to certain people. That numbing sensation begins to resonate once, as uselessness succumbs every gram and fiber of my being. Exhaustion sets in. The picture of the world zooms out. Everything is beyond my grasp. Reality twists...
    lon3lygam3r lon3lygam3r 26-30, M Oct 9

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    Your skin isn't paper,

    don't cut it. Your face isn't a mask, don't cover it. Your size isn't a book, don't judge it. Your life isn't a film, don't end it. You are beautiful and you don't need to do this to yourself.
    RadiateLove RadiateLove 13-15, F 3 Responses Mar 4

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    I need a co-writer for a realistic drama novel

    about a woman in prison. PLEASE HELP ME!!!!
    marcuscash marcuscash 18-21, T Sep 27

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    Living Out Of Obligation

    I just got out of class. We had to do a quick project/conversation in pairs(language class). being that there was an odd number of students in class today, I just sort of stood there. I tried speaking to someone but was ignored and everyone around me spoke as If I wasn't even...
    collegeboy19 collegeboy19 18-21 2 Responses May 10, 2013

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    People on here have been really nice

    and I appreciate it. I'm still really down. Still want to cut. But it's good to know that I've got support.
    AlleywayGospel AlleywayGospel 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 12

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    A well known speaker started off his seminar by

    holding up a $20 bill. In the room of 200, he asked. "Who would like this $20 bill?" Hands started going up. He said, "I am going to give this $20 to one of you - but first, let me do this." He proceeded to crumple the 20 dollar note up. He then asked. "Who still wants it...
    Selanis Selanis 18-21, F 10 Responses Jun 15

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    I know what the point of living is,

    I think, but I'm just not sure I have the energy any more. I feel indescribably unhappy - it's as though I'm suffocating, in a way. Or it's like I'm numb to everything, and I have a dense, tightened feeling inside my chest. But constantly. I feel abandoned, and I feel helpless...
    PhiliaSophia PhiliaSophia 18-21, M 3 Responses Oct 6

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    All life has given me is hurt.

    i can remember happy times, but than they were stolen from me. i feel like i have lived a thousand lives.no one wants to live that long. and neither do i. my own family didnt want me. do you know how hard that is?
    YouAreNotYourSkin YouAreNotYourSkin 16-17, F 2 Responses Oct 10

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    Seriously. We simply die.

    Why live in the first place? Especially if you aren't enjoying life. It doesn't make any sense whatsoever, someone please enlighten me! :/
    stupidfears stupidfears 13-15, F 3 Responses Sep 27

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    "they say commiting suicide is like the best

    roller coaster ride of your life, follow me into the other side"
    R4DIO R4DIO 16-17, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    Today I sat down on the ground.

    Stared at a door and just thought about slitting my wrists. I just sat there for an hour staring arms spread out like I actually cut them. I started wondering if this was why I wanted to see my veins so badly. Wondering what my purpose was. Why I ate the things I ate, drank...
    heylookineededanameok heylookineededanameok 22-25, M 3 Responses Jul 11

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    Every Story Has An Ending,

    Bad Or Good When is it? When is it that you know your lost? When your broken into a million pieces and you can't find a single one? When your heart beats but you are no more alive then the ones you envy buried below? I don't know what it is. Or why it is. Why that single moment...
    solomon3020 solomon3020 18-21, M 4 Responses Jun 5

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    This is my sisters account.

    She tried to commit suicide last night, before she did, she put her phone on my bedside table when I was asleep. I unlocked it when I woke up, and this website came up when I did. I thought it was odd that her phone was there, and I began to read through the messages she had on...
    BethMP BethMP 16-17, F 3 Responses May 3

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    mandyxxx83 mandyxxx83 31-35, F 9 Responses Aug 16

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    I'm just so scared.. I'm freaking out

    and slowly going mental. I am a functionally insane person. Yet, I can somewhat control myself... I really don't care about death, I think about killing myself everyday. It's nothing new, I don't attempt it, but I think about it. I keep writing everything down when I have these...
    chaotickisses chaotickisses 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 25

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    Meaningless

    Well, life hits me again like a baseball bat in the jaw. No, I didn't lose a family member or my dog, it's just that in the end of the day, when I have nothing more to do, I start thinking about stuff. Thinking about what happened to me today, what could've been the day if I...
    Darkz0n3 Darkz0n3 22-25, M 16 Responses Apr 19, 2010

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    MarienaMorello MarienaMorello 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 25

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    I hate this, mom is a bloody stupid lunatic

    always fighting with that dumb man, and River seems to be the only one who enjoys my company. **** this. Sorry for swearing but why, I'm not "suicidal" or "depressed" I'm freaken disappointed and annoyed at this life, same thing over and over again and when something good...
    Owlshirt Owlshirt 16-17, F Oct 12

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    I am so suicidal and no one

    even cares anymore. They wouldn't notice if I just left. I don't want to be forgotten. I feel so empty and upset
    lllie lllie 18-21, F 50 Responses Mar 27

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    I did not come here for a suicide message

    or anything I want to really know "What's the meaning of life?" Of course this question is unanswerable because there is no answer for the meaning of life besides in religions, but even religions don't give a full explanation.
    catbradley catbradley 13-15, M 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    One More Sunset

    Nothing ever seems to make me feel better than seeing a vibrantly colorful sunset. I watched one yesterday and it was amazing, I cried. I keep on telling myself one more sunset, to try to convince myself to fight the dark thoughts and this damn disease. Being sick sucks...
    codycosmo codycosmo 18-21, M 3 Responses Apr 15, 2013

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    Today, I got really depressed,

    wanted to crash my car, but didn't, becuase I don't want to commit suicide, becuase that will hurt my family. Life is so pointless, I struggle everyday, especially for the last 10 year, and got nothig to show for it. I'm tired of being awkward, lonely and misunderstood. I'm...
    4EverBlissful 4EverBlissful 26-30, F 7 Responses May 27

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    Lately, I've been thinking the point of Life is

    just to live. It's cliché, I know but...what if this is just a time to grow and experience? And the point is to trade fabulous and harrowing tales of our adventures with our fellow "souls" after death?
    AlleywayGospel AlleywayGospel 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 5

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    I've never done self harm,

    but I've thought about it, I've also thought about suicide and I've even made a plan about how I would do it. I am so alone and I barely even know what's stopping me from becoming nothing anymore.
    ozziegirl88 ozziegirl88 13-15, F 4 Responses Sep 18

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    What Is The Point Of Not Living?

    When you need support it seems you are on your own. But here is the deal you say you hate yourself that you had enough but did you ever stop to realize that despite how you feel that you are truly unique? Did you realize that outside that life's twist and turns can make you want...
    deleted deleted 26-30 40 Responses Feb 5, 2013

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    I wish we just skipped to the afterlife.

    I wish we were never created. I hate this world. I feel stuck inside this body. I believe in God but sometimes I question his reasons for depression. Why he created it. Idk but all these words are coming out of my head. I would never let people know what I'm thinking. Only EP...
    kjonesr kjonesr 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 1

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    Evening Walk

    Clinging to your index finger We went for an evening walk, To the lake side The returning sun tweaking our cheeks Flowers smiling at us Cattle herds giving us way The cool sea breeze relaxing us Went past the lively evening church Full of people and full of life We stayed a...
    anathema09 anathema09 22-25, M 4 Responses Sep 29, 2013

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    BrokenIndividual BrokenIndividual 26-30, F 3 Responses May 15

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    I need a co-writer for a realistic drama novel

    about a woman in prison SO BADLY. PLEASE HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I AM BEGGING YOU
    marcuscash marcuscash 18-21, T Sep 21

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    I literally at breaking point right

    now it hurts to be alive
    ElizaChloe ElizaChloe 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 3

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