I Am Wondering What the Point In Living Is

you know , the two comedians that I thought were hilarious both committed suicide. Isn't that weird. 4,779 People

    The lesson u will learn from "THE FIFTH

    MOUNTAIN" book that i have read (By paulo choelho) : U can recreate ur past, no matter how bad is ur past or bad things u have done or happened to u, u have to struggle. Maybe u failed in doing things in ur past, so why don't u succeed in the things u r doing now ? . u have to...
    Fo2los Fo2los
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Dec 20, 2013

    (I refer this to Christians going through

    TRIALS or/and TEMPTATIONS, lest a fellow wishes to wrongly counter the write-up) Dear Christians and whomever this may concern, God doesn't give us what we can handle but helps us handle what we are given, because, just as impure gold is passed through fire and made pure, we...
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    16-17, M
    1 Response Apr 10

    A well known speaker started off his seminar by

    holding up a $20 bill. In the room of 200, he asked. "Who would like this $20 bill?" Hands started going up. He said, "I am going to give this $20 to one of you - but first, let me do this." He proceeded to crumple the 20 dollar note up. He then asked. "Who still wants it...
    Selanis Selanis
    18-21, F
    7 Responses Jun 15, 2014

    F, 28. Looking for someone

    who also plans on committing suicide. Please private message.
    jlg813 jlg813
    26-30, F
    4 Responses Jan 29

    I'm hated by everyone except one person.

    ..I'm abused I'm raped and it doesn't get much better at home...in fact it gets a lot worse...my foster family hates me I have no biological family alive I'm a freak and I just want to die but this one girl won't let me......should I listen to her though...there are 7billion...
    vamp1r3 vamp1r3
    13-15, M
    4 Responses Feb 14

    I don't no what the point of living is anymore.

    I'm always going to be alone. be when you have a disability nobody wants me. I hate my life
    kev1254 kev1254
    26-30, M
    7 Responses Jun 20, 2015

    so my boyfriend, soon to be baby daddy,

    is on a date with his ex and im not supposed to know. but its 10pm n he hasnt tried to have sex in 3 days. so im sure hes having sex with her tonight. i cant handle this.
    solost413 solost413
    22-25
    Jan 30

    The Freedom Of Not Having A Point

    Maybe there just isn't a point to life at all. Humans have decided that LIFE had to have a point. So all of these human things-your career, relationships, material posessions (sp.?), all of that ****, but does it really matter all that much? We are all going to die. This is not...
    mistressmonique mistressmonique
    46-50, F
    8 Responses Oct 4, 2013

    I usually don't say this

    so bluntly, but honestly I really want to die. I'm hurt and hurting so bad mentally to the point where i can hardly breathe, to the point that I literally feel like I am going insane. I'm tired of my family, tired of trying but its never enough, tired of school, tired of feeling...
    leadmenot leadmenot
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Jan 8

    I'm failing out of college essentially.

    Heavily depressed plus extra chronic health conditions. My parents want to put me in a facility if I end up coming home and they don't want to understand that I can't deal with a facility again. Either I go in and never come out or I kill myself. More toward killing myself...
    transtastic transtastic
    18-21, T
    1 Response Mar 13

    Instead Of Fleeing The Absurd Meaninglessness Of Life, We Should Embrace Life Passionately....(Camus)

    NOTE: FOR MENTAL...NOT CHEMICAL DEPRESSION (while they do somewhat dance together)  Sartre commented on one of Camus stories: "The absurd man will not commit suicide; he wants to live, without relinquishing any of his certainty, without a future, without hope, without illusions...
    1NewWorldToronto 1NewWorldToronto
    46-50, M
    4 Responses Mar 18, 2013

    I want to kill myself

    but I feel like I'll miss out on something. Idk. Not looking for attention just wondering about your suicidal experiences?
    maloriemeow maloriemeow
    22-25, F
    6 Responses Apr 14

    I really don't know where else to do.

    suicide is constantly on my mind. I try to be positive but it's not helping anyone. I don't want to bother anyone. which it seems that's what I always do even when just trying to hold a conversation or just checking on someone. I felt like hiding the pain would help but it's...
    survivorone survivorone
    18-21, F
    12 Responses May 4, 2015

    Can anyone give a point in living a nightmare?

    No bullsh*t that random people care or family care or anything, a normal good reason..
    Rokas2260 Rokas2260
    13-15, M
    1 Response Feb 12
    mandyxxx83 mandyxxx83
    31-35, F
    6 Responses Aug 16, 2014

    I think I want to quit life.

    I'm kind of sucking at it, I'm really unhappy, and I doubt anyone would care anyway. My parents would pretend to care because it wouldn't be socially acceptable not to care that your daughter committed suicide. But they've never really liked me as a person and wouldn't miss...
    sting0611 sting0611
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Feb 3

    I've never been suicidal before.

    ..I have been contemplating it a lot lately I have been experiencing NOTHING BUT traumas and heartache the past month..lost my aunt my mother is very ill and my boyfriend of 15yrs snapped and assaulted me over me asking for support...I'm so hurt that I'm not sure how much longer...
    Patek8ks Patek8ks
    36-40, F
    Feb 29

    For with God nothing will be impossible (Luke

    1:37). There yet is hope for you in Christ. Whatever your problem may be, and however seemingly grave the situation miay be, it is nothing to the Age of Ages. There yet is hope for you in Christ. All other things are void of actual help. Some may help in soothing the problem...
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    16-17, M
    Apr 3

    Death. Why is it such a heart breaking

    conversation and thought to have? Why fear death when that's all we're living for. Why judge when someone's wanting to die early on their own circumstances when your going to die unknowingly. People always say "If you could know when and how your going to die, would you want...
    Madison677 Madison677
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Apr 20, 2015
    BrokenIndividual BrokenIndividual
    26-30, F
    3 Responses May 15, 2014

    i am alone in the world

    and i know that i will never be wanted plus we are not alound to have scientists create science to have people being imortal or living forever so whats the point?
    warcraftlover16 warcraftlover16
    18-21, M
    Feb 6

    my boyfriend who I love with all my heart left

    me today an has the girl I hate over and I'm going to Kill myself
    depressedfuck29 depressedfuck29
    16-17, F
    39 Responses Jul 5, 2014

    For those of you who have lost your desire to

    pray, to sing,I'm asking God to put that melody back in your hearts tonight; cause you to lift your voice, even though you don't understand. Your Father in Heaven loves you, do not forsake Him...do not forget the benefits of the Lord. God bless you.
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    16-17, M
    Apr 1

    sometimes if I'm walking

    and I see a car coming I drift closer and I think to myself that if it hit me I wouldn't be sad.
    thatsnotmyname12 thatsnotmyname12
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Oct 21, 2015

    I am so suicidal and no one

    even cares anymore. They wouldn't notice if I just left. I don't want to be forgotten. I feel so empty and upset
    lllie lllie
    22-25, F
    45 Responses Mar 27, 2014

    For those of you who have lost your desire to

    pray, to sing,I'm asking God to put that melody back in your hearts tonight; cause you to lift your voice, even though you don't understand. Your Father in Heaven loves you, do not forsake Him...do not forget the benefits of the Lord. God bless you.
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    16-17, M
    1 Response Apr 1

    When life is rough, pray.

    -----:------:------:----- Pray, when life is great.
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    16-17, M
    Apr 1

    I call the era in my life

    now the "In-Between". A moment in your life where you literally feel like your in the middle between life and death and don't know which direction to choose. I have both the crave to live and another to die to let my demise sprinkle everyone with great joy and parade. A...
    DarkPhoenix1985 DarkPhoenix1985
    26-30, M
    1 Response Feb 8

    Just thinking about how society runs,

    how many people suffer just becuz were given options that's ******* absurd. I get why suicide becomes an option, always in the back of our mind... why go through it anymore... why pretend were gonna be alright living in this ******* prison
    kiki2016 kiki2016
    26-30, F
    1 Response Sep 19, 2015

    One More Sunset

    Nothing ever seems to make me feel better than seeing a vibrantly colorful sunset. I watched one yesterday and it was amazing, I cried. I keep on telling myself one more sunset, to try to convince myself to fight the dark thoughts and this damn disease. Being sick sucks...
    codycosmo codycosmo
    18-21, M
    3 Responses Apr 15, 2013
    Ohanablue Ohanablue
    16-17, F
    1 Response Jan 22

    I mean. You are really insignificant.

    You just spend time preparing yourself for a boring life and school, and just bs your way through most of it. Ultimately, you are just preparing yourself to die.
    stormyskies12 stormyskies12
    13-15, M
    14 Responses Sep 16, 2014

    Living Out Of Obligation

    I just got out of class. We had to do a quick project/conversation in pairs(language class). being that there was an odd number of students in class today, I just sort of stood there. I tried speaking to someone but was ignored and everyone around me spoke as If I wasn't even...
    collegeboy19 collegeboy19
    18-21
    1 Response May 10, 2013

    Seriously... do you ever just wonder "Why am I

    still breathing?" What's the point of having a life if you're always miserable... why am I here in the first place?? I feel like such a joke...alone an pointless. And I want to have a happy life I don't want to just be alive I want to LIVE an live well. I try to be a good person...
    leadmenot leadmenot
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Mar 30, 2015

    I am... Panic attacks every day,

    crying myself to sleep, fighting depression that is trying so hard to take hold of my life again, i don't know why i'm trying when no body would notice if I was gone anyway. I just want to let go of everything.
    prothin2016 prothin2016
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Jan 25

    What's the point of living.

    Going through all the bullshit just to die in the end. What's the point of working hard to get thing if your just gonna live it all behind . What's the point of going through all the pain of this world ,like to me it doesn't seem worth it . I try I fail but then I push myself to...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    6 Responses Mar 24, 2015

    Why are we here? What's the point in creating

    life when your just bringing them into a cruel reality that atleast everyone suffers in? Is this some kind of sick game made to torture out minds and drive us into madness, and the ones who actually stay sane are the winners? Why is it that my depression came out of nowhere and...
    Himidio Himidio
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Jan 14

    Your skin isn't paper,

    don't cut it. Your face isn't a mask, don't cover it. Your size isn't a book, don't judge it. Your life isn't a film, don't end it. You are beautiful and you don't need to do this to yourself.
    RadiateLove RadiateLove
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Mar 4, 2014

    I can assure every single one of us

    that there is a point in living. We have so many opportunities to touch the lives of people around us. Never lose faith that things will get better.
    robbie1280 robbie1280
    22-25, T
    1 Response Jun 26, 2014
    FriendlyBeverage FriendlyBeverage
    18-21, M
    6 Responses Jan 14, 2015
    skinimin12345 skinimin12345
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 28

    I just want to be done.

    So far in 18 years I've only hurt people. I don't make anyones life better. I just wish I was gone. I want to be gone
    BicuriousMan BicuriousMan
    18-21, M
    Mar 7

    There's this tree in my backyard,

    it's huge. I spent so many years of my childhood playing in that tree. I had my first kiss on a swing under it. Some of my happiest memories happened under that tree. But lately whenever I look at it I think about hanging myself off of it. I look at it and think it's sturdy...
    TheGirlFromJupiter TheGirlFromJupiter
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Jul 3, 2015

    (I refer this to Christians going through

    TRIALS or/and TEMPTATIONS, lest a fellow wishes to wrongly counter the write-up) Dear Christians and whomever this may concern, God doesn't give us what we can handle but helps us handle what we are given, because, just as impure gold is passed through fire and made pure, we...
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    16-17, M
    1 Response Apr 10

    What is the point in living in a world

    that doesn't want you i can't do this anymore they are tearing me apart i am exhausted i have been dragged to my limit and beyond i am just waiting for the day i get pushed too far so i won't be a problem anymore
    SophieSophLJ SophieSophLJ
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Feb 10

    Today, I got really depressed,

    wanted to crash my car, but didn't, becuase I don't want to commit suicide, becuase that will hurt my family. Life is so pointless, I struggle everyday, especially for the last 10 year, and got nothig to show for it. I'm tired of being awkward, lonely and misunderstood. I'm...
    4EverBlissful 4EverBlissful
    26-30, F
    6 Responses May 27, 2014
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    16-17, M
    Apr 14

    I'm not really suicidal I just don't know what

    the hell the point is... You work all day to support your kids so that they can grow up and do the exact same thing? Work all day? Go to work so they can pay for a house that they leave empty all day?! Pay for food so they can live another day to go to work? I just don't see the...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Jun 19, 2015

    It's been on my mind all day.

    what is the point of living? nothing has been solid in my life. there isn't a single thing I have that's been a positive. I want to be happy but at the same time I don't think I am strong enough to get through the pain to get to the happy spot. I just want all the pain to...
    nb0411 nb0411
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Mar 5

    This is the last thing

    that I am posting on here. I will leave my account up because my family will probably look on this or something. They know I have this account and they look on it regularly. Maybe they will post something on here but I don't know. Good look to the future everyone and please don...
    ZoeAmilia ZoeAmilia
    18-21, F
    8 Responses Jun 2, 2014

    What Is The Point Of Not Living?

    When you need support it seems you are on your own. But here is the deal you say you hate yourself that you had enough but did you ever stop to realize that despite how you feel that you are truly unique? Did you realize that outside that life's twist and turns can make you want...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    36 Responses Feb 5, 2013

    Hello. This is for those

    who are thinking about attempting suicide. At some point in my life, many points actually, I didn't see a point in living either. But I'm sure you've heard of this, that ' Things will get better.' And it really does. You mind is build that way. Sometimes the chemicals in your...
    TenderTonic TenderTonic
    26-30, F
    Jan 23

    Pointless struggle to survive,

    time and time again running in circles
    Eren123 Eren123
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Feb 5

    For with God nothing will be impossible (Luke

    1:37). There yet is hope for you in Christ. Whatever your problem may be, and however seemingly grave the situation miay be, it is nothing to the Age of Ages. There yet is hope for you in Christ. All other things are void of actual help. Some may help in soothing the problem...
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    16-17, M
    Apr 3

    I am not a good person

    because I hurt people when my depression goes out of control. I am willing to end my life if possible because I constantly get this sinking feeling inside me. I know I shouldn't be talking about taking my life, I am just too chicken to give it a go. I am over cautious and this...
    lonelylifeindia lonelylifeindia
    26-30, M
    Mar 26

    I have been suicidal

    for a year and I had planned on killing myself the first week of spring break. I didn't have anyone to tell until yesterday where we're going to school tomorrow and asking for help. I'm so scared of being better because being depressed and selfharm is all I know really. Suicide...
    zeroLawl zeroLawl
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Jan 18

    Everyone needs compassion,

    a love that's never failing, let mercy fall on us. Everyone needs forgiveness, the kindness of a Savior, the Hope of nations. Savior, He can move the mountains My God is mighty to save. He is mighty to save. Forever, author of Salvation He rose and conquered the grave. Jesus...
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    16-17, M
    Apr 3

    I don't really think there is a point.

    Not anymore at least. ;_;
    Waffl3s Waffl3s
    16-17
    15 Responses Jul 2, 2015

    Seriously, what is the point.

    i have no desire to do anything. i don't want money, or fame, or a house, or a car, or nice things. they all just seem so...petty. I just want someone to share my life with, but no one wants a man who's only ambition in life is to love and be loved. So i just sit here, existing...
    TheWanderingWarrior TheWanderingWarrior
    26-30, M
    3 Responses Jan 13, 2015

    Life is so dull 99% of the time.

    It's no wonder humans (and other animals) like getting high. Or creating fantasy worlds in the form of books, films and games. Or even just zoning out and listening to music. It seems everyone to some extent wants to escape reality and the dull monotony of life. How sad. It's a...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    13 Responses Sep 25, 2014
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