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I Am Wondering What the Point In Living Is

you know , the two comedians that I thought were hilarious both committed suicide. Isn't that weird. 4,610 People

    I can't do this anymore I can't I really think

    this could be it. No going back . I lost my childhood I lost my best friend I lost the one family member I loved so much I lost him I lost my old life I lost my chance to start over I've lost everything And know my parents are using me against each other My mum hates...
    Abi0123 Abi0123 13-15, F 3 Responses Aug 15

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    BrokenIndividual BrokenIndividual 26-30, F 3 Responses May 15, 2014

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    I don't really have any motivation to do

    anything anymore. I don't feel like wasting my energy on all the pointless day to day bullshït in life. I'm sick and tired of living.
    Soullessangel16 Soullessangel16 16-17, F 3 Responses Aug 17

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    The two most amazing days in a persons life;

    the day they were born, and the day they understand why.
    erxnio erxnio 16-17, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I really don't know where else to do.

    suicide is constantly on my mind. I try to be positive but it's not helping anyone. I don't want to bother anyone. which it seems that's what I always do even when just trying to hold a conversation or just checking on someone. I felt like hiding the pain would help but it's...
    survivorone survivorone 18-21, F 15 Responses May 4

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    The Freedom Of Not Having A Point

    Maybe there just isn't a point to life at all. Humans have decided that LIFE had to have a point. So all of these human things-your career, relationships, material posessions (sp.?), all of that ****, but does it really matter all that much? We are all going to die. This is not...
    mistressmonique mistressmonique 46-50, F 7 Responses Oct 4, 2013

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    I always thought the days would get brighter.

    And I always thought I'd see myself smile soon. But it's been 8 years and I'm sad. I'm more sad than ever before and I don't know what to do. I have tried getting help but it didn't work. I have tried talking and writing my feelings and being happy but I cannot be happy. I...
    laurenzerbe laurenzerbe 16-17, F 4 Responses Jul 25

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    mandyxxx83 mandyxxx83 31-35, F 7 Responses Aug 16, 2014

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    Seriously... do you ever just wonder "Why am I

    still breathing?" What's the point of having a life if you're always miserable... why am I here in the first place?? I feel like such a joke...alone an pointless. And I want to have a happy life I don't want to just be alive I want to LIVE an live well. I try to be a good person...
    leadmenot leadmenot 16-17, F 4 Responses Mar 30

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    I tell myself to keep writing

    because I know it will help me but I don't care anymore. My rational mind scolds me and tells me to not be trusting of my indifference towards life. I am on the bus heading to a doctors appointment with my primary care doctor to talk about depression. I don't want to go and it's...
    honestlyanonymouslyme honestlyanonymouslyme 22-25, F 5 Responses Aug 17

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    I think tonight may be the night I finally do

    it. I had been looking for someone to do it for me so my mom got the full life insurance policy. But I can't wait anymore. I can't deal with the pain I'm in and the lack of people who understand. I can't afford my medicine and I can't afford to eat. I'm so sorry for who I am. I...
    sweettlc sweettlc 22-25, F 6 Responses Aug 16

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    When you stare at the wall Doing nothing.

    . Just look around your room.. Everything's the same Asking yourself whats the point? What god want me to do? You can't handle this pain anymore You can't cry anymore You can't talk anymore You can't trust anymore You lose interest in everything All what you want to do is...
    Lam111 Lam111 22-25 1 Response Mar 21

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    Meaningless

    Well, life hits me again like a baseball bat in the jaw. No, I didn't lose a family member or my dog, it's just that in the end of the day, when I have nothing more to do, I start thinking about stuff. Thinking about what happened to me today, what could've been the day if I...
    Darkz0n3 Darkz0n3 22-25, M 16 Responses Apr 19, 2010

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    to be, or not to be,

    that is my choice,my right. on the edge of a cliff. waves crashing below,seagulls above.flying high ,like my spirit shall be.one day ,free like that bird. arms spread, like the wings of an angel.or laying down as my spirit escapes looking down on me.from the celing.I am gone...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Aug 11

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    I'm so suicidal. He said he loved me

    but now he has a gf... I want to die I can't anymore.
    silencespeaksloud silencespeaksloud 16-17, F 4 Responses Aug 4

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    It would be a great thing to be free from all

    this. All the pain..... All suffering.......... All the worrying.......... The only reason people don't want me to do suicide, it's because they don't want tell my dead body drop on their precious streets. I've heard all the lies like I'll be missed and that things will get...
    Unknown1047 Unknown1047 18-21, M 3 Responses Jul 22

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    Death. Why is it such a heart breaking

    conversation and thought to have? Why fear death when that's all we're living for. Why judge when someone's wanting to die early on their own circumstances when your going to die unknowingly. People always say "If you could know when and how your going to die, would you want...
    Madison677 Madison677 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 20

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    should I kill my self

    for being such a failure? I'm 29 and never had a girlfriend or approached a girl, work on a dead end job, just starting university this sep to get my degree. living in a **** apartment. no car no drivers license. I work downtown and everyday I see people my age living their...
    monotonouso monotonouso 26-30, M 6 Responses Jul 22

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    To all the peaple who have broke my heart.

    i forget u .and to all whos been support me thank u .guys today im going to anonse to you.at 1 Décember 2015 im going to say goodbye to my life im going to commit suicide ive tried it ones with poison but a miracle happend it dident work.but this time i will use a rope to choce...
    cCristina cCristina 18-21, F 5 Responses Aug 15

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    I mentally approach the notion of death

    as a promise of freedom after the hardships of life like sinking into an endless field of beautiful daises and feeling the warmth of the sun after living in darkness for so long. I remember the colored trails of a shaky drawing of my first suicide note I wrote in crayon in...
    honestlyanonymouslyme honestlyanonymouslyme 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 16

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    my boyfriend who I love with all my heart left

    me today an has the girl I hate over and I'm going to Kill myself
    depressedfuck29 depressedfuck29 16-17, F 43 Responses Jul 5, 2014

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    I am so impatient. I have 3 more years to go at

    university but I want everything to happen immediately... and I feel so inexperienced! I have an older boyfriend and all his friends (and him) were married, had kids, had a job. I haven't experienced any of those things and I really suffer because of this :(
    fosterpaste fosterpaste 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 4

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    Pertaining to the facts in my other stories,

    I was drugged and molested by my Fake Mother (who shares no blood with me) and her boyfriends and one of their entire families because of her lies. I do not know what exactly is going on in my head, but one day I wore my sunglasses and one of my ears appeared to be much, much...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I'm not really suicidal I just don't know what

    the hell the point is... You work all day to support your kids so that they can grow up and do the exact same thing? Work all day? Go to work so they can pay for a house that they leave empty all day?! Pay for food so they can live another day to go to work? I just don't see the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jun 19

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    I love talking to someone

    who eventually harasses and abuses me... I can't trust anyone anymore... It'll be better if I'm gone...
    silencespeaksloud silencespeaksloud 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 31

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    I was in a dark place last night

    and I looked in the mirror and talked to me. I said I am sorry for everything you've been through and I promise I am going to make your life fun and awesome. I love you and I'm proud of you.
    honestlyanonymouslyme honestlyanonymouslyme 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 17

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    Instead Of Fleeing The Absurd Meaninglessness Of Life, We Should Embrace Life Passionately....(Camus)

    NOTE: FOR MENTAL...NOT CHEMICAL DEPRESSION (while they do somewhat dance together)  Sartre commented on one of Camus stories: "The absurd man will not commit suicide; he wants to live, without relinquishing any of his certainty, without a future, without hope, without illusions...
    1NewWorldToronto 1NewWorldToronto 46-50, M 4 Responses Mar 18, 2013

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    What's the point of living.

    Going through all the bullshit just to die in the end. What's the point of working hard to get thing if your just gonna live it all behind . What's the point of going through all the pain of this world ,like to me it doesn't seem worth it . I try I fail but then I push myself to...
    prankqueen prankqueen 16-17, F 6 Responses Mar 24

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    did I waste my life if I spent my whole youth

    hating myself. I'm 29 and never had a gf. as I'm becoming old I can't help but ask myself did I waste my life. I went to colleges and got jobs, that's all I did
    monotonouso monotonouso 26-30, M 6 Responses Aug 2

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    This is the last thing

    that I am posting on here. I will leave my account up because my family will probably look on this or something. They know I have this account and they look on it regularly. Maybe they will post something on here but I don't know. Good look to the future everyone and please don...
    ZoeAmilia ZoeAmilia 16-17, F 8 Responses Jun 2, 2014

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    I just don't get why the **** I'm here.

    I've always been that one awkward kid who nobody cares about or talks to. Everything I do and try I always seem to fail, let's face it, I'm a complete fuckup. I am 17 years old and have been suicidal since 10. I've just never had the guts to do it because what if I survive and I...
    g8471 g8471 18-21, M 5 Responses Jun 21

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    There's no hope for me.

    I'm ugly, fat, black, boring, I didn't finish high school, I can't keep a job, I'm homeless, I have a terrible personality, I have no talents, I'm not ambitious, I hate going outside, I hate when people look at me, I can't be a better person. I'm better off dead.
    loveagaintaku loveagaintaku 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 4

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    I can assure every single one of us

    that there is a point in living. We have so many opportunities to touch the lives of people around us. Never lose faith that things will get better.
    robbie1280 robbie1280 18-21, T 1 Response Jun 26, 2014

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    One More Sunset

    Nothing ever seems to make me feel better than seeing a vibrantly colorful sunset. I watched one yesterday and it was amazing, I cried. I keep on telling myself one more sunset, to try to convince myself to fight the dark thoughts and this damn disease. Being sick sucks...
    codycosmo codycosmo 18-21, M 3 Responses Apr 15, 2013

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    I really thought I was gonna make it,

    but it was too much for me. I tried and tried and tried over and over but it keep being thrown back into my face. I just don't want to try anymore, I don't want to become a burden anymore. I wish I was stronger but I'm not, I made mistakes and never corrected them, have...
    MichaelHer1998 MichaelHer1998 16-17 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    I can utilize an analogy: Simply my feeling,

    please do not judge: A pencil,upon each side is written. Hope,dreams,belief. = Into the proverbial pencil sharpener. = I cannot hope,believe,dream,"why am I here?"
    DEVINIQUE DEVINIQUE 36-40, F 2 Responses Aug 17

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    A well known speaker started off his seminar by

    holding up a $20 bill. In the room of 200, he asked. "Who would like this $20 bill?" Hands started going up. He said, "I am going to give this $20 to one of you - but first, let me do this." He proceeded to crumple the 20 dollar note up. He then asked. "Who still wants it...
    Selanis Selanis 18-21, F 8 Responses Jun 15, 2014

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    I don't really think there is a point.

    Not anymore at least. ;_;
    Waffl3s Waffl3s 13-15 19 Responses Jul 2

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    I am so suicidal and no one

    even cares anymore. They wouldn't notice if I just left. I don't want to be forgotten. I feel so empty and upset
    lllie lllie 18-21, F 48 Responses Mar 27, 2014

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    Life is so dull 99% of the time.

    It's no wonder humans (and other animals) like getting high. Or creating fantasy worlds in the form of books, films and games. Or even just zoning out and listening to music. It seems everyone to some extent wants to escape reality and the dull monotony of life. How sad. It's a...
    Dontcare8 Dontcare8 26-30, F 13 Responses Sep 25, 2014

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    FriendlyBeverage FriendlyBeverage 18-21, M 6 Responses Jan 14

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    Seriously, what is the point.

    i have no desire to do anything. i don't want money, or fame, or a house, or a car, or nice things. they all just seem so...petty. I just want someone to share my life with, but no one wants a man who's only ambition in life is to love and be loved. So i just sit here, existing...
    TheWickedJester TheWickedJester 26-30, M 3 Responses Jan 13

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    There's this tree in my backyard,

    it's huge. I spent so many years of my childhood playing in that tree. I had my first kiss on a swing under it. Some of my happiest memories happened under that tree. But lately whenever I look at it I think about hanging myself off of it. I look at it and think it's sturdy...
    TheGirlFromJupiter TheGirlFromJupiter 18-21 8 Responses Jul 3

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    I don't no what the point of living is anymore.

    I'm always going to be alone. be when you have a disability nobody wants me. I hate my life
    kev1254 kev1254 26-30, M 7 Responses Jun 20

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    what's the point of living

    when all life is pain. every time I let someone in I'm hurt. whenever I try to recover there's always a reason to stop. I'm just so messed up no one can help me anymore.
    silencespeaksloud silencespeaksloud 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 6

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    They say that suicide is bad,

    but they don't realize that when a person life is bad enough, suicide what seemed like an option. Actually it always seems like only reason to be free. Words will always do nothing because it will always cover up the pain for mere seconds. I don't know if I'm going to suicide...
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