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I Am Wondering What the Point In Living Is

you know , the two comedians that I thought were hilarious both committed suicide. Isn't that weird. 4,254 People

    人生には希望がありません.

    .. 死が出唯一の方法です。人生の意味は何ですか?私はこの悲しみから抜け出すことは決してありません...私は私の人生をあきらめている
    3point1415926535 3point1415926535 70+, F Feb 6

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    Meaningless

    Well, life hits me again like a baseball bat in the jaw. No, I didn't lose a family member or my dog, it's just that in the end of the day, when I have nothing more to do, I start thinking about stuff. Thinking about what happened to me today, what could've been the day if I...
    Darkz0n3 Darkz0n3 22-25, M 16 Responses Apr 19, 2010

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    my boyfriend who I love with all my heart left

    me today an has the girl I hate over and I'm going to Kill myself
    depressedfuck29 depressedfuck29 13-15, F 44 Responses Jul 5, 2014

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    I've been feeling this way

    for the past 15 years. What is the point of living when you've got nothing to look forward to when you wake up the next day? I 've been obsessed with suicide for the past couple of years and have even attempted to take my life 4 times in the past four years. I know it hurts my...
    atonement86 atonement86 26-30, M 1 Response Jan 21

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    Today I sat down on the ground.

    Stared at a door and just thought about slitting my wrists. I just sat there for an hour staring arms spread out like I actually cut them. I started wondering if this was why I wanted to see my veins so badly. Wondering what my purpose was. Why I ate the things I ate, drank...
    heylookineededanameok heylookineededanameok 22-25, M 3 Responses Jul 11, 2014

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    I don't want to exist anymore.

    My life is fine, everything is good. Good family, nice house, great friends, I do well in school, I have no major problems in my life. Except for the way I feel inside, it's like I feel the weight of the worlds sadness 100 fold. I feel happiness too, frequently. But I constantly...
    Roseandrea Roseandrea 18-21, F 7 Responses Jun 27, 2014

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    The only good thing is

    that i no longer feel guilty about my "sins"...i no longer fear pain or the dark like i used to...when you're empty...sometimes it doesn't even looks worth it to kill myself...but most times it seems like a painless exit...to keep my promise i have to walk on this endless...
    anderlr anderlr 13-15, M 2 Responses Feb 1

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    I can assure every single one of us

    that there is a point in living. We have so many opportunities to touch the lives of people around us. Never lose faith that things will get better.
    robbie1280 robbie1280 18-21, T 1 Response Jun 26, 2014

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    A well known speaker started off his seminar by

    holding up a $20 bill. In the room of 200, he asked. "Who would like this $20 bill?" Hands started going up. He said, "I am going to give this $20 to one of you - but first, let me do this." He proceeded to crumple the 20 dollar note up. He then asked. "Who still wants it...
    Selanis Selanis 18-21, F 10 Responses Jun 15, 2014

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    What is the point of living?

    I'm alone, completely. I have $6 in change in my purse, my bank account is overdrawn by $700, and I owe more than $10,000 in regular loans, and $30,000 in student loans. I'm unemployed and over-qualified for anyone who's hiring - they won't even look at me. If I don't get a job...
    chumiloons chumiloons 46-50, F 6 Responses Oct 20, 2014

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    I literally at breaking point right

    now it hurts to be alive
    ElizaChloe ElizaChloe 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 3, 2014

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    BrokenIndividual BrokenIndividual 26-30, F 3 Responses May 15, 2014

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    ramdomgirl02 ramdomgirl02 13-15, F 7 Responses Feb 21

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    I mean. You are really insignificant.

    You just spend time preparing yourself for a boring life and school, and just bs your way through most of it. Ultimately, you are just preparing yourself to die.
    stormyskies12 stormyskies12 13-15, M 15 Responses Sep 16, 2014

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    They say that everything happens

    for a reason and that everyone has a purpose on this earth but i find that really hard to believe. Most of my life i been good to people but me being good never is enough because at the end of the day i just cant make people love me or want me in their lives and it makes me...
    TheWorldVsJ TheWorldVsJ 26-30, M 4 Responses Jan 19

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    I feel like if I just didn't get up,

    nobody would notice. I could just go on and on already dead and it would be weeks before anyone found out. What's the point if my life doesn't mean anything to anyone? If I'm not important to anyone, then me being around isn't important
    CaptainBenza CaptainBenza 18-21, M Feb 11

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    Today, I got really depressed,

    wanted to crash my car, but didn't, becuase I don't want to commit suicide, becuase that will hurt my family. Life is so pointless, I struggle everyday, especially for the last 10 year, and got nothig to show for it. I'm tired of being awkward, lonely and misunderstood. I'm...
    4EverBlissful 4EverBlissful 26-30, F 7 Responses May 27, 2014

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    my dad just told me to kill myself.

    . I feel like I have no one else here for me.. help
    alisong1 alisong1 16-17, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    rayraybaby formerly candyhot5 is a scam artist,

    she will lie to get your money! She fakes being homeless and insists she just needs gas money to come to you. Says she is from California, Wisconsin, Florida where ever is far away from you. She did to me and will to you do not believe her!
    NoMoreScams NoMoreScams 36-40, F 1 Response Feb 5

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    I honestly wish that

    when I go to sleep tonight that I never wake back up.
    Kittykat2174 Kittykat2174 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 16

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    This is my sisters account.

    She tried to commit suicide last night, before she did, she put her phone on my bedside table when I was asleep. I unlocked it when I woke up, and this website came up when I did. I thought it was odd that her phone was there, and I began to read through the messages she had on...
    BethMP BethMP 16-17, F 3 Responses May 3, 2014

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    This is the last thing

    that I am posting on here. I will leave my account up because my family will probably look on this or something. They know I have this account and they look on it regularly. Maybe they will post something on here but I don't know. Good look to the future everyone and please don...
    ZoeAmilia ZoeAmilia 16-17, F 8 Responses Jun 2, 2014

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    I seriously think that I should.

    I probably will. People always say there are consequences for your actions, but killing myself is the one thing that has no consequence. I just hate my life. I don't want to be alive anymore. Pain demands to be felt, but not if you are dead. This is not an impulse decision, I...
    LostandHopless123 LostandHopless123 13-15, F 4 Responses Feb 12

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    Crazy enough.. We are all going to die

    someday. And I often wonder the days I open my eyes to a new day, until I close them for the next day.. Crazy enough.. We don't even know when that is.. But if anything, I wish all of you love and peace when this ride of life is all over. *hug*
    musicvideographer musicvideographer 31-35, M Feb 10

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    Living Out Of Obligation

    I just got out of class. We had to do a quick project/conversation in pairs(language class). being that there was an odd number of students in class today, I just sort of stood there. I tried speaking to someone but was ignored and everyone around me spoke as If I wasn't even...
    collegeboy19 collegeboy19 18-21 1 Response May 10, 2013

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    mandyxxx83 mandyxxx83 31-35, F 7 Responses Aug 16, 2014

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    One More Sunset

    Nothing ever seems to make me feel better than seeing a vibrantly colorful sunset. I watched one yesterday and it was amazing, I cried. I keep on telling myself one more sunset, to try to convince myself to fight the dark thoughts and this damn disease. Being sick sucks...
    codycosmo codycosmo 18-21, M 3 Responses Apr 15, 2013

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    Its all meaningless. Am 20

    and am thinking on dying. A whole life ahead of me? Like what? Working 8 am to 6 pm everyday? Spending **** and being ruthless to get a promotion? If I die I will hurt my love ones but like all things their pain will pass and in the end all men die anyway. No heaven or hell...
    irishhen irishhen 18-21, M 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    I am often left wondering what is my purpose of

    living. This does happen quite often in one point of someone's life, 1-4 to be exact. But the extremity of ones dark thoughts come at a costing price. No words could describe the ripping sensation that continually lingers in my chest/heart. I can barely breathe and feel...
    RoseDani RoseDani 16-17, F Feb 8

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    Seriously, what is the point.

    i have no desire to do anything. i don't want money, or fame, or a house, or a car, or nice things. they all just seem so...petty. I just want someone to share my life with, but no one wants a man who's only ambition in life is to love and be loved. So i just sit here, existing...
    TheWickedJester TheWickedJester 26-30, M 4 Responses Jan 13

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    I have arrived at the point

    where I wish to end my life, and have a detailed plan for doing so. It is at this point that I have realised something rather crucial. People don't end their lives when they can't face tomorrow. They end their lives when they realise that they can't face tomorrow, the day after...
    RealJax0009 RealJax0009 26-30, M 6 Responses Oct 3, 2014

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    To live... The two hardest words I've ever

    had to face. People always tell me that I need to live a little but it's harder than it looks. I can't live without forgiving and forgetting the things I've gone through. And I can't seem to do that.. There's nothing good about living when everything around is either fake or...
    Vagabond01 Vagabond01 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 21

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    Instead Of Fleeing The Absurd Meaninglessness Of Life, We Should Embrace Life Passionately....(Camus)

    NOTE: FOR MENTAL...NOT CHEMICAL DEPRESSION (while they do somewhat dance together)  Sartre commented on one of Camus stories: "The absurd man will not commit suicide; he wants to live, without relinquishing any of his certainty, without a future, without hope, without illusions...
    1NewWorldToronto 1NewWorldToronto 46-50, M 4 Responses Mar 18, 2013

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    I often feel bad when i think about it.

    ..but i can´t think of something that could bring me back from this black hole...it´s like people tell me that i need to stop thinking so bad about myself and do things i like...i just don´t care about having fun,friends or a girlfriend, i just want to know why i´m here...i...
    anderlr anderlr 13-15, M 2 Responses Jan 17

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    chack out my suicide chat room cute

    and past the link http://www.chatzy.com/37831562858889
    hopetodie hopetodie 51-55, M 2 Responses Jan 17

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    boxersoff4u boxersoff4u 51-55, M 3 Responses Jan 27

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    yonnie97 yonnie97 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 20

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    Yesterday, at 2:57 I planned my suicide.

    I was alone, had knives, and wanted to go out in the bathtub. I was talking to my girlfriend, not telling her about it while telling my guy friend that I wanted to commit suicide. At 3:12 I was home, but my guy friend contacted my girlfriend. She called me and made me feel bad...
    SpectrumOfTears SpectrumOfTears 13-15, F 5 Responses Feb 12

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    Why suffer? What is the world benefiting from

    my pain? I'm tired, bruised, and beaten. I'm beaten. You hear me, God? Let me go.
    Owlmaid Owlmaid 26-30, F 6 Responses Jul 31, 2014

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    I want to die.... i'm an idiot,

    i'm a moron, i'm naive, i failed 2 universities, i am not doing my job, i'm lying to my parents, i'm lonely, i don't know what to do with my life, i don't know in who to trust and who to not, i don't even trust in myself, i'm dying inside, i'm lying to myself, i don't know how...
    Potchii Potchii 22-25, M 47 Responses Aug 8, 2014

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    I feel myself slipping .

    . . I want somewhere nice to go to.
    AitchKay AitchKay 22-25, M Feb 22

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    There's a hole in my sidewalk Portia

    Nelson I I walk down the street. There is a hole in the sidewalk. I fall in. I am lost... I am helpless. It isn't my fault. It takes forever to find a way out. II I walk down the same street. There is a deep hole in the sidewalk. I pretend I dont see it. I fall in again. I can...
    3point1415926535 3point1415926535 70+, F 1 Response Jan 30

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    Right and wrong. We are taught to differentiate

    the moment we are cognitive and able to reason. One goes through life having a grasp of what brings happiness and what brings sadness. So why do I make the decisions i make? At this point i should be riding the wave of exploration ready and looking for a place to call my own. I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Dec 17, 2013

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    Sometimes I scare myself.

    I don't want to be a freak or a ***** or a ***** or a lunatic anymore, I just want peace and I want to see my girlfriend again and I don't deserve to be alive and there's no way I can deal with myself anymore. Tomorrow morning I'll probably be fine but right now I just want it...
    ThatBitch15 ThatBitch15 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 2

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    I'm not sure how to start off,

    I'm not the best when it comes to communications, but I want give this a try. I'm not sure how this will come across, but I want to give this a try. This is for anyone who is depressed, feeling like a failure, who has losing hope, or has just given up hope. You are probably...
    BudBorden88 BudBorden88 26-30, M 4 Responses Jun 7, 2014

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    The Freedom Of Not Having A Point

    Maybe there just isn't a point to life at all. Humans have decided that LIFE had to have a point. So all of these human things-your career, relationships, material posessions (sp.?), all of that ****, but does it really matter all that much? We are all going to die. This is not...
    mistressmonique mistressmonique 46-50, F 6 Responses Oct 4, 2013

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