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I Am Wondering What the Point In Living Is

you know , the two comedians that I thought were hilarious both committed suicide. Isn't that weird. 4,252 People

    I honestly wish that

    when I go to sleep tonight that I never wake back up.
    Kittykat2174 Kittykat2174 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 16

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    one, two, three, four cut.

    .. the blood says the words of my soul. time will heal the wounds, but scars will remain to remind me
    isohatetheworld isohatetheworld 70+, F Feb 14

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    There's a hole in my sidewalk Portia

    Nelson I I walk down the street. There is a hole in the sidewalk. I fall in. I am lost... I am helpless. It isn't my fault. It takes forever to find a way out. II I walk down the same street. There is a deep hole in the sidewalk. I pretend I dont see it. I fall in again. I can...
    3point1415926535 3point1415926535 70+, F 1 Response Jan 30

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    I'm not sure how to start off,

    I'm not the best when it comes to communications, but I want give this a try. I'm not sure how this will come across, but I want to give this a try. This is for anyone who is depressed, feeling like a failure, who has losing hope, or has just given up hope. You are probably...
    BudBorden88 BudBorden88 26-30, M 4 Responses Jun 7, 2014

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    They say that everything happens

    for a reason and that everyone has a purpose on this earth but i find that really hard to believe. Most of my life i been good to people but me being good never is enough because at the end of the day i just cant make people love me or want me in their lives and it makes me...
    TheWorldVsJ TheWorldVsJ 26-30, M 4 Responses Jan 19

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    I have nosey neighbors in my neighborhood

    who are Mexican and they know everything I buy and everything I do. They once said that "I am so ugly that I cannot even get a man". They then began comparing me with the Pakistani girl across the street. She is very beautiful. I grew quite angry because I never had a life and...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F 4 Responses Jan 24

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    The only good thing is

    that i no longer feel guilty about my "sins"...i no longer fear pain or the dark like i used to...when you're empty...sometimes it doesn't even looks worth it to kill myself...but most times it seems like a painless exit...to keep my promise i have to walk on this endless...
    anderlr anderlr 13-15, M 2 Responses Feb 1

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    I have phases where I fell I can do everything,

    I make plans, I dream... And then, other days I fell I cannot crawl out of bed. Within the years I've learned to accept this down moments because I know they're would eventually be gone. It's all reduced to cycles of happiness and sadness. It just sucks!!!
    jmanu86 jmanu86 26-30, M 1 Response Feb 16

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    Today, I got really depressed,

    wanted to crash my car, but didn't, becuase I don't want to commit suicide, becuase that will hurt my family. Life is so pointless, I struggle everyday, especially for the last 10 year, and got nothig to show for it. I'm tired of being awkward, lonely and misunderstood. I'm...
    4EverBlissful 4EverBlissful 26-30, F 7 Responses May 27, 2014

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    I am often left wondering what is my purpose of

    living. This does happen quite often in one point of someone's life, 1-4 to be exact. But the extremity of ones dark thoughts come at a costing price. No words could describe the ripping sensation that continually lingers in my chest/heart. I can barely breathe and feel...
    RoseDani RoseDani 16-17, F Feb 8

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    Instead Of Fleeing The Absurd Meaninglessness Of Life, We Should Embrace Life Passionately....(Camus)

    NOTE: FOR MENTAL...NOT CHEMICAL DEPRESSION (while they do somewhat dance together)  Sartre commented on one of Camus stories: "The absurd man will not commit suicide; he wants to live, without relinquishing any of his certainty, without a future, without hope, without illusions...
    1NewWorldToronto 1NewWorldToronto 46-50, M 4 Responses Mar 18, 2013

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    Sometimes I scare myself.

    I don't want to be a freak or a ***** or a ***** or a lunatic anymore, I just want peace and I want to see my girlfriend again and I don't deserve to be alive and there's no way I can deal with myself anymore. Tomorrow morning I'll probably be fine but right now I just want it...
    ThatBitch15 ThatBitch15 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 2

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    One More Sunset

    Nothing ever seems to make me feel better than seeing a vibrantly colorful sunset. I watched one yesterday and it was amazing, I cried. I keep on telling myself one more sunset, to try to convince myself to fight the dark thoughts and this damn disease. Being sick sucks...
    codycosmo codycosmo 18-21, M 3 Responses Apr 15, 2013

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    chack out my suicide chat room cute

    and past the link http://www.chatzy.com/37831562858889
    hopetodie hopetodie 51-55, M 2 Responses Jan 17

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    mandyxxx83 mandyxxx83 31-35, F 7 Responses Aug 16, 2014

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    Life is so dull 99% of the time.

    It's no wonder humans (and other animals) like getting high. Or creating fantasy worlds in the form of books, films and games. Or even just zoning out and listening to music. It seems everyone to some extent wants to escape reality and the dull monotony of life. How sad. It's a...
    Dontcare8 Dontcare8 26-30, F 16 Responses Sep 25, 2014

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    Seriously, what is the point.

    i have no desire to do anything. i don't want money, or fame, or a house, or a car, or nice things. they all just seem so...petty. I just want someone to share my life with, but no one wants a man who's only ambition in life is to love and be loved. So i just sit here, existing...
    TheWickedJester TheWickedJester 26-30, M 4 Responses Jan 13

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    boxersoff4u boxersoff4u 51-55, M 3 Responses Jan 27

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    Today I sat down on the ground.

    Stared at a door and just thought about slitting my wrists. I just sat there for an hour staring arms spread out like I actually cut them. I started wondering if this was why I wanted to see my veins so badly. Wondering what my purpose was. Why I ate the things I ate, drank...
    heylookineededanameok heylookineededanameok 22-25, M 3 Responses Jul 11, 2014

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    I feel like I'm going to put a gun to my head

    and pull the trigger before the year is out.
    CharmedAmour CharmedAmour 22-25, F 5 Responses Feb 1

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    my dad just told me to kill myself.

    . I feel like I have no one else here for me.. help
    alisong1 alisong1 16-17, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    i wanna die but i don't wanna commit suicide.

    ... or at least not yet. I'm a lonely **** who can't get girls. I'm so lonely. lonely as ****. I've never had a real gf. no one there to physically love me. I'm almost at my breaking point. I'm sure i am ugly as ****. some girls say otherwise but only online and very few do. i...
    cloud7one cloud7one 18-21, M 2 Responses Feb 12

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    This is the last thing

    that I am posting on here. I will leave my account up because my family will probably look on this or something. They know I have this account and they look on it regularly. Maybe they will post something on here but I don't know. Good look to the future everyone and please don...
    ZoeAmilia ZoeAmilia 16-17, F 8 Responses Jun 2, 2014

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    Living Out Of Obligation

    I just got out of class. We had to do a quick project/conversation in pairs(language class). being that there was an odd number of students in class today, I just sort of stood there. I tried speaking to someone but was ignored and everyone around me spoke as If I wasn't even...
    collegeboy19 collegeboy19 18-21 1 Response May 10, 2013

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    I can assure every single one of us

    that there is a point in living. We have so many opportunities to touch the lives of people around us. Never lose faith that things will get better.
    robbie1280 robbie1280 18-21, T 1 Response Jun 26, 2014

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    I have arrived at the point

    where I wish to end my life, and have a detailed plan for doing so. It is at this point that I have realised something rather crucial. People don't end their lives when they can't face tomorrow. They end their lives when they realise that they can't face tomorrow, the day after...
    RealJax0009 RealJax0009 26-30, M 6 Responses Oct 3, 2014

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    I literally at breaking point right

    now it hurts to be alive
    ElizaChloe ElizaChloe 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 3, 2014

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    Its all meaningless. Am 20

    and am thinking on dying. A whole life ahead of me? Like what? Working 8 am to 6 pm everyday? Spending **** and being ruthless to get a promotion? If I die I will hurt my love ones but like all things their pain will pass and in the end all men die anyway. No heaven or hell...
    irishhen irishhen 18-21, M 1 Response 13 hrs ago

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    I am 18 years old, and I have never wanted to

    die more in my life. I have never been a bad kid, never smoked, done drugs, been drunk, don't party ever, or have had sex. I work as hard as I can in school, and have been on my school's student council for 4 years. Kids who don't care about school nearly as much as me, who are...
    janedoe3456 janedoe3456 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 4

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    I seriously think that I should.

    I probably will. People always say there are consequences for your actions, but killing myself is the one thing that has no consequence. I just hate my life. I don't want to be alive anymore. Pain demands to be felt, but not if you are dead. This is not an impulse decision, I...
    LostandHopless123 LostandHopless123 13-15, F 4 Responses Feb 12

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    FriendlyBeverage FriendlyBeverage 18-21, M 6 Responses Jan 14

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    First Time For Everything

    I've been depressed as of lately. Very very depressed, but I always hide it so well in front of the face of others. I start to cut people off, the people that I love the most. I stopped playing roleplaying games, even though I am being forced into playing one tomorrow with our...
    catboydale catboydale 22-25, M 6 Responses Nov 9, 2012

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    my boyfriend who I love with all my heart left

    me today an has the girl I hate over and I'm going to Kill myself
    depressedfuck29 depressedfuck29 13-15, F 44 Responses Jul 5, 2014

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    I've been feeling this way

    for the past 15 years. What is the point of living when you've got nothing to look forward to when you wake up the next day? I 've been obsessed with suicide for the past couple of years and have even attempted to take my life 4 times in the past four years. I know it hurts my...
    atonement86 atonement86 26-30, M 1 Response Jan 21

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    Well I'm still alive.

    I'd like for it to be the opposite, but I'm to much of a coward to end it all. What's the use in writing a suicide note when I can't even attempt to harm myself. It be great if I'd stop breathing today. I need some peace.
    MadNocturnes MadNocturnes 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 16

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    I am so suicidal and no one

    even cares anymore. They wouldn't notice if I just left. I don't want to be forgotten. I feel so empty and upset
    lllie lllie 18-21, F 49 Responses Mar 27, 2014

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    I mean. You are really insignificant.

    You just spend time preparing yourself for a boring life and school, and just bs your way through most of it. Ultimately, you are just preparing yourself to die.
    stormyskies12 stormyskies12 13-15, M 15 Responses Sep 16, 2014

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    Every Story Has An Ending,

    Bad Or Good When is it? When is it that you know your lost? When your broken into a million pieces and you can't find a single one? When your heart beats but you are no more alive then the ones you envy buried below? I don't know what it is. Or why it is. Why that single moment...
    solomon3020 solomon3020 18-21, M 4 Responses Jun 5, 2014

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    人生には希望がありません.

    .. 死が出唯一の方法です。人生の意味は何ですか?私はこの悲しみから抜け出すことは決してありません...私は私の人生をあきらめている
    3point1415926535 3point1415926535 70+, F Feb 6

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    I feel like if I just didn't get up,

    nobody would notice. I could just go on and on already dead and it would be weeks before anyone found out. What's the point if my life doesn't mean anything to anyone? If I'm not important to anyone, then me being around isn't important
    CaptainBenza CaptainBenza 18-21, M Feb 11

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    Right and wrong. We are taught to differentiate

    the moment we are cognitive and able to reason. One goes through life having a grasp of what brings happiness and what brings sadness. So why do I make the decisions i make? At this point i should be riding the wave of exploration ready and looking for a place to call my own. I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Dec 17, 2013

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    Why suffer? What is the world benefiting from

    my pain? I'm tired, bruised, and beaten. I'm beaten. You hear me, God? Let me go.
    Owlmaid Owlmaid 26-30, F 6 Responses Jul 31, 2014

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    The Freedom Of Not Having A Point

    Maybe there just isn't a point to life at all. Humans have decided that LIFE had to have a point. So all of these human things-your career, relationships, material posessions (sp.?), all of that ****, but does it really matter all that much? We are all going to die. This is not...
    mistressmonique mistressmonique 46-50, F 6 Responses Oct 4, 2013

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    yonnie97 yonnie97 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 20

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    I dont see the point in living

    if i dont get what i want in life..
    Deadweight99 Deadweight99 13-15, M 2 Responses Feb 11

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    A well known speaker started off his seminar by

    holding up a $20 bill. In the room of 200, he asked. "Who would like this $20 bill?" Hands started going up. He said, "I am going to give this $20 to one of you - but first, let me do this." He proceeded to crumple the 20 dollar note up. He then asked. "Who still wants it...
    Selanis Selanis 18-21, F 10 Responses Jun 15, 2014

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    ramdomgirl02 ramdomgirl02 13-15, F 7 Responses