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I Am Wondering What the Point In Living Is

you know , the two comedians that I thought were hilarious both committed suicide. Isn't that weird. 2,578 People

    Come Home

    Walking through the mirages of lifeI am missing a part of meMy own conscience fading awayI am sarting to feel a complete stranger to myself,I long for the next breeze to call me homeA quiet touch of love to welcome me homeAn indolent mumble to call " come home" 
    anathema09 anathema09 22-25, M 2 Responses May 12, 2013

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    When You Lose The Safety Dance Within A Memory

    Even writing this feels pointless, just feel so deflated, numb, exhausted, robbed of my person. Ive had issues since i was 14 now 25, ups, downs, but over the past few yr things just get darker, more intense. I feel like a failure, weak, pathetic, struggle with self esteem & get...
    deadflower666 deadflower666 22-25, T 17 Responses Mar 25, 2012

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    The point of living is

    that we have a purpose i know that maybe you want to die right now and kill youselves but everybody has problems we have problems but God can help us to get through them easily and peacefully everyone here should try talking to God even if you don't believe in him just tell him...
    Victoriastyles Victoriastyles 13-15, F 3 days ago

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    I just... Do nothing now.

    Beyond the point of apathy. I should be dead, and have tried a couple of times. My existence is nothing. I just sit in my house and consume resourses, there is no fixing me, I used to try so hard. But am beyond it all now, and I welcome death.
    foreversadsam foreversadsam 26-30, F 3 Responses Apr 4

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    I think about it often.

    In my opinion we're here to learn important lessons and gain all the experience that we can. I believe in reincarnation as well, and that in each lifetime we learn different lessons.
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 6

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    It really seems almost insane.

    Millions of people doing similar things, feeling similar ways. Each of us experience the same things and we all play these little social "games". Get good grades. Why? Because you'll stay on the sports team. Why be on a sports team? It'll look good on your first resumé. Why...
    Twichl Twichl 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 25

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    Living Out Of Obligation

    I just got out of class. We had to do a quick project/conversation in pairs(language class). being that there was an odd number of students in class today, I just sort of stood there. I tried speaking to someone but was ignored and everyone around me spoke as If I wasn't even...
    collegeboy19 collegeboy19 18-21 2 Responses May 10, 2013

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    Do I dare make that first cut?

    Doing so shall open an abyss I'm not sure I have the strength to close. Do I dare make that first jab? I can hear both sides vividly. Do I dare make that first gash? One side is screaming at me to stop, the other is encouraging me, telling me yes, yes, yes. Do I dare make...
    AVampireGirl AVampireGirl 13-15, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Whenever I think about the future,

    I mainly get sad. I don't want to be a part of society. I don't want to wake up every morning, go to work, come home, sleep and repeat it. I don't want to have to work to earn money to pay for the things I need...to be able to work. I don't want to slave over textbooks and pay...
    Tixol Tixol 18-21, F 9 Responses Feb 6

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    Revenge After years I am back Back to

    where a part of me died Memories are still so fresh Years did n’t change anything But then, neither can revenge What is done is done, It can’t be undone.
    anathema09 anathema09 22-25, M 2 Responses Apr 5

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    "Existential Crisis"

    as Dan Howell, a youtuber, calls it. I've always had the same thought for about two years now and it's causing me to have a bit of depression.
    AlexandraC321 AlexandraC321 13-15, F Apr 6

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    What Is The Point Of Not Living?

    When you need support it seems you are on your own. But here is the deal you say you hate yourself that you had enough but did you ever stop to realize that despite how you feel that you are truly unique? Did you realize that outside that life's twist and turns can make you want...
    deleted deleted 26-30 36 Responses Feb 5, 2013

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    Last night I tried to commit suicide.

    . It didn't work.. I guess I didn't take enough pills. I was up all night throwing them up. When my mom got suspicious, I just told her I felt sick, and she believed me. If someone could message me? I'm just really upset over the whole thing. And I'm scared because I wanna try...
    BethMP BethMP 16-17, F 9 Responses 4 days ago

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    This is the second night in a row I've laid here

    and thought about how to commit suicide and be successful.. I've tried several times this year all failed.. I don't want to live this **** life anymore.. No one seems to understand how bad **** is getting. I don't want help I just want it to END!
    96dixiegirl 96dixiegirl 16-17, F 3 Responses Dec 17, 2013

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    Reality depresses me

    so I try to find an escape whenever I can even if its only temporary so I read, watch movies, watch anime and daydream... Anything to keep my mind off my actually life.
    Moonbay Moonbay 13-15, F 6 days ago

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    Im pretty sure im done.

    My life is constant pain. I dont want to hurt anyone else.
    Wi5huponastar Wi5huponastar 22-25, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I can assure every single one of you

    that there is a point in living. You have so many opportunities to touch the lives of people around you. Never lose faith that things will get better. You are all very much loved.♡
    bkm13 bkm13 16-17, F Apr 6

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    How It Started.

    My story begins with a definition. A definition of a woman. A woman is the strongest, most beautiful creature put on this earth. She has the strength to endure timeless abuse. She has the love to make men crumble. She has the power that makes us change our way of living. She has...
    NighJord12 NighJord12 18-21 3 Responses Mar 11, 2013

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    I sometimes wonder what is the point in living.

    I really fill that human happiness was not considered in the the design of creation and life truly has no meaning.
    HopefullyThirdTimeLucky HopefullyThirdTimeLucky 26-30, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    We are brought into this world,

    and no one even asks us prior to that if we want to be in here.We are given a name we didn't choose, a body, mind, and world we didn't choose. Then we are forced to adapt, forced to survive, taught the fear of death... born to loathe pain and go after pleasure and satisfaction...
    superficialife superficialife 22-25, F 3 Responses Dec 7, 2013

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    I am so suicidal and no one

    even cares anymore. They wouldn't notice if I just left. I don't want to be forgotten. I feel so empty and upset
    lllie lllie 18-21, F 57 Responses Mar 27

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    I'm not suicidal but the whole existing just

    so we can not exist anymore just doesn't make sense. What's the true end goal?
    grilledcheesegirl grilledcheesegirl 22-25, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Heaven

    How will it be up there,Will there be dreams that sprout in rainSpring that last foreverFlowers beautiful like the rainbowSinging birds that even the best musicians envyFairies to play withMeadows of tranquilityHappiness that never dusksThough I will never be thereMy friend is...
    anathema09 anathema09 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 20, 2013

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    If you think about it ,

    the whole purpose in life is to keep reproducing and making babies to keep the human race alive. That is it people! That is why we are here to have sex and make babies . The End (:
    babyxval babyxval 16-17, F 4 Responses Apr 10

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    There Is No Point.

    You go to school just to be in debt. You graduate to not find a job. You find a job that you bust your *** in just to be paid in peanuts. I do the same thing everyday. I'm tired of waking up every morning, I'm tired of pretending like I'm okay when I'm not. I'm tired of being...
    goldengirl24 goldengirl24 22-25, F 6 Responses Nov 14, 2013

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    First Time For Everything

    I've been depressed as of lately. Very very depressed, but I always hide it so well in front of the face of others. I start to cut people off, the people that I love the most. I stopped playing roleplaying games, even though I am being forced into playing one tomorrow with our...
    catboydale catboydale 22-25, M 6 Responses Nov 9, 2012

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    Meaningless

    Well, life hits me again like a baseball bat in the jaw. No, I didn't lose a family member or my dog, it's just that in the end of the day, when I have nothing more to do, I start thinking about stuff. Thinking about what happened to me today, what could've been the day if I...
    Darkz0n3 Darkz0n3 22-25, M 16 Responses Apr 19, 2010

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    I'm being matter of fact here- What's the fing

    point? My son is grown- I work and sleep. For what?! To pay the bills? There should be more to life than this. I am broken and I'm tired. Beyond tired. I have struggled with depression as long as I can remember. I just don't see the point anymore.
    RagingAngel RagingAngel 41-45, F 1 Response Apr 5

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    I Am Scared Of Being Lonely

    There are good days and there are bad days. I am going through my days currently. I think about committing suicide several times a day. I am scared of these thoughts. I am 24 and I don’t want to commit suicide, but every day these thoughts come into my mind. I have always had...
    pisces1987 pisces1987 26-30, F 15 Responses Apr 25, 2011

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    Me

    I don’t want to be smart I don’t want to be intelligent I don’t want to be appealing I don’t even want to be happy I just want to be me To be accepted as what I am I never want to miss me..
    anathema09 anathema09 22-25, M 2 Responses Jan 19, 2013

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    Ever since this girl first walked into our

    school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my mind I was thinking "you know what, I'm gonna try to talk to her, I need to man up, I need to know how to talk to a girl and here's my first...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M Apr 3

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    i tried to run away from the hurt

    and pain .... a little backround i met someone on here and we talked every day i made time to be on line with her when ever she was herei fell in love with her and hinted that i had for a few weeks then i finally came out and told her that i loved her only to find that she did...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 6

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    When I was younger, the thought of death sent

    me into a panic attack. I never fully understand why anyone would ever want to commit suicide. I didn’t understand – it just doesn’t didn’t make sense. Life was beautiful, why would anyone want to leave? Fast-forward to today, I’m a nineteen year old college freshman...
    mebemollyy mebemollyy 22-25, F 4 Responses Mar 9

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    One More Sunset

    Nothing ever seems to make me feel better than seeing a vibrantly colorful sunset. I watched one yesterday and it was amazing, I cried. I keep on telling myself one more sunset, to try to convince myself to fight the dark thoughts and this damn disease. Being sick sucks...
    codycosmo codycosmo 18-21, M 3 Responses Apr 15, 2013

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    Always when I do something it will eventually

    always end the same with me feeling worse then at the beginning. It doesn't matter what I do or how much fun it is I will always become more depressed. Because of that I'm almost always closing myself off and most of the time just doing nothing that matters, like gaming or...
    RedUnderground RedUnderground 16-17, M 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    I don't think you're crazy,

    or weak, or wrong for having suicidal thoughts or wanting to die. Suicide sets in when your pain is just unbearable, and is more than your coping resources. We all cope differently and can only take so much. What may seem easy to bear for someone else, may be impossible to bear...
    rajasaeed rajasaeed 26-30, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I'm thinking about commuting suicide tonight.

    I don't see the point in life anymore. My best and only friend won't talk to me anymore because she got a new boyfriend. My boyfriends extremely depressed and has tried to commit suicide. I've been battling depression and suicidal thoughts for years. And I think tonight's the...
    BethMP BethMP 16-17, F 10 Responses 6 days ago

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    My name is Emily. And,

    I need help. I've been struggling with this for years now. Whether it was coming to terms with it or simply being able to tell someone. I am in pain. Not physically, but emotionally and mentally. The pain is unbearable. It never stops, only persist. I constantly feel...
    stellersjay stellersjay 16-17, F 3 Responses Apr 4

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    I'm really wondering what the point is in

    trying to do anything. I feel like no matter where I go, I lose hope. Can't go see my family because my dad is so pessimistic that I leave feeling like I should walk into traffic. Can't be with friends because I don't really have any. I don't have a boyfriend and even when I did...
    RBH101 RBH101 18-21, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    Right and wrong. We are taught to differentiate

    the moment we are cognitive and able to reason. One goes through life having a grasp of what brings happiness and what brings sadness. So why do I make the decisions i make? At this point i should be riding the wave of exploration ready and looking for a place to call my own. I...
    ReddingSane ReddingSane 22-25 3 Responses Dec 17, 2013

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    musicdance814 musicdance814 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 10

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    Im so tired of living

    so so tired. All i do is work and come home most of the time. I dont have a bf or children. I just feel my lifes a waste. Having alopecia on top doesnt make it any easier.
    AchingSoul AchingSoul 22-25, F 4 Responses Apr 10

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    If Im going to be going to school all my life,

    elementary, middle school, high school, college, and work... Where's the time to live life and have fun. Despite have vacation time mostly we don't have time or money to go out of state. When can I get out and travel, explore, experience... That's what I think "living" is.
    Kperr14 Kperr14 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 9

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    Will You

    As I search through my desperationsWill you,Guide me away from my pastSpeak for me till I find my voiceFight for me till I find my armorWill you..
    anathema09 anathema09 22-25, M 5 Responses Sep 22, 2013

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    Your skin isn't paper,

    don't cut it. Your face isn't a mask, don't cover it. Your size isn't a book, don't judge it. Your life isn't a film, don't end it. You are beautiful and you don't need to do this to yourself.
    RadiateLove RadiateLove 13-15, F 3 Responses Mar 4

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    I always wonder that.

    I mean whats the point of being on this damn earth if your always going through ****. Yea i know they say that if you walk a little further you'll see the light at the other end of the tunnel. But I've been walking for too damn long. My legs are getting tired and i can barely...
    deviness deviness 13-15, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    Don't take your life away from your loved ones.

    The hurt that you feel now is the hurt your loved ones will feel for the rest of their days. I lost my best friend My husband of 33 years. To mental illness. He was a Wonderful active person But now he is gone and I am a broken soul. Please get help Don't hurt those that...
    ronoco ronoco 56-60, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Dear No One

    That feeling is back again. I've tried for so long to fight it off but its back. I feel empty. like a big black hole swallowed my soul and its painful really really painful. I hate myself so much there are no words to describe just how much I hate myself, I fear offending people...
    bluemoon93 bluemoon93 18-21, F 2 Responses May 7, 2013

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    I'M Doing Bad Again.

    It's been quite a while since I've been here. 4 months? Maybe more? Who remembers? I am not doing good. In fact, not good at all. No, I do not self-harm (if you count pinching and using elastic bands –Pathetic, of course– as self-harm). But ever since March, my suicidal...
    unknowninvisible unknowninvisible 13-15, F 3 Responses Apr 24, 2013

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    My Story

    Before it was a clean paperMy story was written pristine and sparklingI used to read it again and againIt had spring, happiness and smilesBut a lot of people came to my lifeThey scribbled and scribbled hatredThrew and spilled ink of loathingOn my paper, even tattered thatNow, I...
    anathema09 anathema09 22-25, M 7 Responses Jan 14, 2013

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    I come to this point every night,

    thinking about killing myself and realizing how tired I am of living like this. my friends seem like they are exhausted of me being depressed so I've stopped telling them anything I keep everything to myself. I just hate living. I wish I could just die already
    thelostgirl25 thelostgirl25 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 6

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    Evening Walk

    Clinging to your index finger We went for an evening walk, To the lake side The returning sun tweaking our cheeks Flowers smiling at us Cattle herds giving us way The cool sea breeze relaxing us Went past the lively evening church Full of people and full of life We stayed a...
    anathema09 anathema09 22-25, M 4 Responses Sep 29, 2013

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    ellavalencia ellavalencia 18-21, F 4 Responses Apr 6

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    The Freedom Of Not Having A Point

    Maybe there just isn't a point to life at all. Humans have decided that LIFE had to have a point. So all of these human things-your career, relationships, material posessions (sp.?), all of that ****, but does it really matter all that much? We are all going to die. This is not...
    mistressmonique mistressmonique 46-50, F 7 Responses Oct 4, 2013

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    I think about this a lot

    but then I think of the future when my future kids will need a stable environment and a stable future and I want to provide for them and maybe make a change in the world, make something better for someone, but meh we will see
    kxCobra kxCobra 18-21, F Apr 3

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    Rotten Apple

    Like the leaking tap in my bathroom,That I have saved from being repairedTo hear the drops that falls and loose identityI wished love would leak from your heart tooThough in drops, will be a life time giftThat would make my life worth living It never happened, never will it...
    anathema09 anathema09 22-25, M Apr 1, 2013

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    The point of life is much debated.

    But I think everyone needs to stop trying to answer it. Stop trying to tell people what they think it is. Life is everyone's own utopia, it will not work for everyone. One man may wish for peace and have it granted, but that leaves another man that wants adventure left out. The...
    CharleighBrazil CharleighBrazil 16-17, F 5 Responses Apr 4