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I Am Wondering What the Point In Living Is

you know , the two comedians that I thought were hilarious both committed suicide. Isn't that weird. 4,301 People

    I seriously think that I should.

    I probably will. People always say there are consequences for your actions, but killing myself is the one thing that has no consequence. I just hate my life. I don't want to be alive anymore. Pain demands to be felt, but not if you are dead. This is not an impulse decision, I...
    LostandHopless123 LostandHopless123 13-15, F 4 Responses Feb 12

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    ramdomgirl02 ramdomgirl02 13-15, F 8 Responses Feb 21

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    I want to die.... i'm an idiot,

    i'm a moron, i'm naive, i failed 2 universities, i am not doing my job, i'm lying to my parents, i'm lonely, i don't know what to do with my life, i don't know in who to trust and who to not, i don't even trust in myself, i'm dying inside, i'm lying to myself, i don't know how...
    Potchii Potchii 22-25, M 47 Responses Aug 8, 2014

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    Yesterday, at 2:57 I planned my suicide.

    I was alone, had knives, and wanted to go out in the bathtub. I was talking to my girlfriend, not telling her about it while telling my guy friend that I wanted to commit suicide. At 3:12 I was home, but my guy friend contacted my girlfriend. She called me and made me feel bad...
    SpectrumOfTears SpectrumOfTears 13-15, F 5 Responses Feb 12

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    yonnie97 yonnie97 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 20

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    Crazy enough.. We are all going to die

    someday. And I often wonder the days I open my eyes to a new day, until I close them for the next day.. Crazy enough.. We don't even know when that is.. But if anything, I wish all of you love and peace when this ride of life is all over. *hug*
    musicvideographer musicvideographer 31-35, M Feb 10

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    Every day I look at the sun setting

    and realize that I did nothing that day. No one loves me, I don't love anyone, so what's the point? I'd gladly end it but am too much of a coward.
    hreinn hreinn 18-21, M 4 Responses Mar 10

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    To live... The two hardest words I've ever

    had to face. People always tell me that I need to live a little but it's harder than it looks. I can't live without forgiving and forgetting the things I've gone through. And I can't seem to do that.. There's nothing good about living when everything around is either fake or...
    Vagabond01 Vagabond01 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 21

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    Im seriously tired of doing this everyday.

    I just wish my parents never had me. I didn't ask to be born so why can't I take myself out of this world. Don't tell me it gets better because it doesn't. It's been 7 long years dealing with this depression, anxiety, self harm, and suicidal thoughts. I kept saying I couldn't...
    tornapart123 tornapart123 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 6

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    I feel myself slipping .

    . . I want somewhere nice to go to.
    AitchKay AitchKay 22-25, M Feb 22

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    Its all meaningless. Am 20

    and am thinking on dying. A whole life ahead of me? Like what? Working 8 am to 6 pm everyday? Spending **** and being ruthless to get a promotion? If I die I will hurt my love ones but like all things their pain will pass and in the end all men die anyway. No heaven or hell...
    irishhen irishhen 18-21, M 2 Responses Mar 2

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    I was stopped again.

    but jsyk I'm going to a mental hospital for a while. I just want to die...
    SpectrumOfTears SpectrumOfTears 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 17

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    I'm not sure how to start off,

    I'm not the best when it comes to communications, but I want give this a try. I'm not sure how this will come across, but I want to give this a try. This is for anyone who is depressed, feeling like a failure, who has losing hope, or has just given up hope. You are probably...
    BudBorden88 BudBorden88 26-30, M 4 Responses Jun 7, 2014

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    One More Sunset

    Nothing ever seems to make me feel better than seeing a vibrantly colorful sunset. I watched one yesterday and it was amazing, I cried. I keep on telling myself one more sunset, to try to convince myself to fight the dark thoughts and this damn disease. Being sick sucks...
    codycosmo codycosmo 18-21, M 3 Responses Apr 15, 2013

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    SpectrumOfTears SpectrumOfTears 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 14

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    Where is the point ? I'm not

    even living, I'm just surviving and everyday it gets worse
    emptyispure emptyispure 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 6

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    This is my sisters account.

    She tried to commit suicide last night, before she did, she put her phone on my bedside table when I was asleep. I unlocked it when I woke up, and this website came up when I did. I thought it was odd that her phone was there, and I began to read through the messages she had on...
    BethMP BethMP 16-17, F 3 Responses May 3, 2014

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    Today, I got really depressed,

    wanted to crash my car, but didn't, becuase I don't want to commit suicide, becuase that will hurt my family. Life is so pointless, I struggle everyday, especially for the last 10 year, and got nothig to show for it. I'm tired of being awkward, lonely and misunderstood. I'm...
    4EverBlissful 4EverBlissful 26-30, F 7 Responses May 27, 2014

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    BrokenIndividual BrokenIndividual 26-30, F 3 Responses May 15, 2014

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    Right and wrong. We are taught to differentiate

    the moment we are cognitive and able to reason. One goes through life having a grasp of what brings happiness and what brings sadness. So why do I make the decisions i make? At this point i should be riding the wave of exploration ready and looking for a place to call my own. I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Dec 17, 2013

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    one, two, three, four cut.

    .. the blood says the words of my soul. time will heal the wounds, but scars will remain to remind me
    isohatetheworld isohatetheworld 70+, F Feb 14

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    I dont see the point in living

    if i dont get what i want in life..
    Younngwarrior Younngwarrior 13-15, M 2 Responses Feb 11

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    I don't want to exist anymore.

    My life is fine, everything is good. Good family, nice house, great friends, I do well in school, I have no major problems in my life. Except for the way I feel inside, it's like I feel the weight of the worlds sadness 100 fold. I feel happiness too, frequently. But I constantly...
    Roseandrea Roseandrea 18-21, F 7 Responses Jun 27, 2014

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    Take care goodbye to all thanks

    for the fun times bye bye......
    Deleated Deleated 26-30, M 4 Responses Mar 19

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    Every Story Has An Ending,

    Bad Or Good When is it? When is it that you know your lost? When your broken into a million pieces and you can't find a single one? When your heart beats but you are no more alive then the ones you envy buried below? I don't know what it is. Or why it is. Why that single moment...
    solomon3020 solomon3020 18-21, M 4 Responses Jun 5, 2014

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    Well I'm still alive.

    I'd like for it to be the opposite, but I'm too much of a coward to end it all. What's the use in writing a suicide note when I can't even attempt to harm myself. It would be great if I'd stop breathing today. I need some peace.
    MadNocturnes MadNocturnes 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 16

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    mandyxxx83 mandyxxx83 31-35, F 7 Responses Aug 16, 2014

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    Life is so dull 99% of the time.

    It's no wonder humans (and other animals) like getting high. Or creating fantasy worlds in the form of books, films and games. Or even just zoning out and listening to music. It seems everyone to some extent wants to escape reality and the dull monotony of life. How sad. It's a...
    Dontcare8 Dontcare8 26-30, F 15 Responses Sep 25, 2014

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    I am so suicidal and no one

    even cares anymore. They wouldn't notice if I just left. I don't want to be forgotten. I feel so empty and upset
    lllie lllie 18-21, F 49 Responses Mar 27, 2014

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    I have phases where I fell I can do everything,

    I make plans, I dream... And then, other days I fell I cannot crawl out of bed. Within the years I've learned to accept this down moments because I know they're would eventually be gone. It's all reduced to cycles of happiness and sadness. It just sucks!!!
    jmanu86 jmanu86 26-30, M 1 Response Feb 16

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    Meaningless

    Well, life hits me again like a baseball bat in the jaw. No, I didn't lose a family member or my dog, it's just that in the end of the day, when I have nothing more to do, I start thinking about stuff. Thinking about what happened to me today, what could've been the day if I...
    Darkz0n3 Darkz0n3 22-25, M 16 Responses Apr 19, 2010

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    OccultumLapidem OccultumLapidem 22-25, M 6 Responses Mar 3

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    Why suffer? What is the world benefiting from

    my pain? I'm tired, bruised, and beaten. I'm beaten. You hear me, God? Let me go.
    Owlmaid Owlmaid 26-30, F 6 Responses Jul 31, 2014

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    Seriously, what is the point.

    i have no desire to do anything. i don't want money, or fame, or a house, or a car, or nice things. they all just seem so...petty. I just want someone to share my life with, but no one wants a man who's only ambition in life is to love and be loved. So i just sit here, existing...
    TheWickedJester TheWickedJester 26-30, M 4 Responses Jan 13

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    my boyfriend who I love with all my heart left

    me today an has the girl I hate over and I'm going to Kill myself
    depressedfuck29 depressedfuck29 13-15, F 44 Responses Jul 5, 2014

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    FriendlyBeverage FriendlyBeverage 18-21, M 6 Responses Jan 14

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    First Time For Everything

    I've been depressed as of lately. Very very depressed, but I always hide it so well in front of the face of others. I start to cut people off, the people that I love the most. I stopped playing roleplaying games, even though I am being forced into playing one tomorrow with our...
    deleted deleted 26-30 6 Responses Nov 9, 2012

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    What Is The Point Of Not Living?

    When you need support it seems you are on your own. But here is the deal you say you hate yourself that you had enough but did you ever stop to realize that despite how you feel that you are truly unique? Did you realize that outside that life's twist and turns can make you want...
    deleted deleted 26-30 40 Responses Feb 5, 2013

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    I literally at breaking point right

    now it hurts to be alive
    ElizaChloe ElizaChloe 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 3, 2014

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    I just want to give up!

    I do absolutley nothing all day everyday. My existense is a total waste. I really thought my life would be more fullfilling than this. I'm just a faliure.
    XUD9 XUD9 18-21, M Mar 13

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    I mean. You are really insignificant.

    You just spend time preparing yourself for a boring life and school, and just bs your way through most of it. Ultimately, you are just preparing yourself to die.
    stormyskies12 stormyskies12 13-15, M 15 Responses Sep 16, 2014

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    What is the point of living?

    I'm alone, completely. I have $6 in change in my purse, my bank account is overdrawn by $700, and I owe more than $10,000 in regular loans, and $30,000 in student loans. I'm unemployed and over-qualified for anyone who's hiring - they won't even look at me. If I don't get a job...
    chumiloons chumiloons 46-50, F 6 Responses Oct 20, 2014

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    What's the point of living.

    Going through all the bullshit just to die in the end. What's the point of working hard to get thing if your just gonna live it all behind . What's the point of going through all the pain of this world ,like to me it doesn't seem worth it . I try I fail but then I push myself to...
    prankqueen prankqueen 16-17, F 5 Responses 3 days ago

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    Just so all of you know.

    .. if I'm not stopped... I'll be dead by the end of the week. Some of you might think I'm already dead but no. I went to a rehabilitation center. It didn't work.
    SpectrumOfTears SpectrumOfTears 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 9

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    I have arrived at the point

    where I wish to end my life, and have a detailed plan for doing so. It is at this point that I have realised something rather crucial. People don't end their lives when they can't face tomorrow. They end their lives when they realise that they can't face tomorrow, the day after...
    RealJax0009 RealJax0009 26-30, M 6 Responses Oct 3, 2014

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    I don't feel like living any longer.

    I'm not loved by anyone at all.
    IllusionaryGentleman39 IllusionaryGentleman39 18-21, M 6 Responses 20 hrs ago

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    I am often left wondering what is my purpose of

    living. This does happen quite often in one point of someone's life, 1-4 to be exact. But the extremity of ones dark thoughts come at a costing price. No words could describe the ripping sensation that continually lingers in my chest/heart. I can barely breathe and feel...
    RoseDani RoseDani 16-17, F