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I Am Wondering What the Point In Living Is

you know , the two comedians that I thought were hilarious both committed suicide. Isn't that weird. 3,752 People

    Why am I still here? I don't do anything

    productive, my parents see me as a burden and nobody pays any attention to what I'm doing. Most of the time nobody knows where I am and nobody gives a ****. I could go sit in the middle of the street and they wouldn't notice, it's not like to would even care anyway. Nobody pays...
    ButtersTheMerciful ButtersTheMerciful 13-15, F 2 Responses 17 hrs ago

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    I'm not sure how to start off,

    I'm not the best when it comes to communications, but I want give this a try. I'm not sure how this will come across, but I want to give this a try. This is for anyone who is depressed, feeling like a failure, who has losing hope, or has just given up hope. You are probably...
    BudBorden88 BudBorden88 22-25, M 4 Responses Jun 7

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    BrokenIndividual BrokenIndividual 26-30, F 3 Responses May 15

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    Just want to die. Need someone to talk to.

    Everyone tells me to just wait it out till tomorrow, then the next day and the next day. But it's been over 3 months and I'm still telling myself 'just another day'. I can't do this anymore. I want out :(
    anonymousalone12321 anonymousalone12321 16-17, F 4 Responses Aug 13

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    First Time For Everything

    I've been depressed as of lately. Very very depressed, but I always hide it so well in front of the face of others. I start to cut people off, the people that I love the most. I stopped playing roleplaying games, even though I am being forced into playing one tomorrow with our...
    catboydale catboydale 22-25, M 6 Responses Nov 9, 2012

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    I am so fed of this life I keep trying

    for everything even when I fail to do so sometimes but I try and dont give up that easily and I know you will believe if u had my life story coz with the kind of personal traits I have its hard for me to do things, I keep myslf away from and bad thought I always cared for people...
    Blackangel4u Blackangel4u 22-25, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    Instead Of Fleeing The Absurd Meaninglessness Of Life, We Should Embrace Life Passionately....(Camus)

    NOTE: FOR MENTAL...NOT CHEMICAL DEPRESSION (while they do somewhat dance together)  Sartre commented on one of Camus stories: "The absurd man will not commit suicide; he wants to live, without relinquishing any of his certainty, without a future, without hope, without illusions...
    1NewWorldToronto 1NewWorldToronto 46-50, M 3 Responses Mar 18, 2013

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    I have no reason to live.

    I've tried everything to get over my depression and anxiety but nothing is working. everyone is giving up on me. I have nobody. I have no life. I sleep all day, wake up at 4 or 5 in the afternoon and then I go on the laptop until I go to sleep. I never leave my room. I keep...
    silentgirl1234 silentgirl1234 13-15, F 3 Responses Aug 13

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    Why do my suicides always fail.

    Can't I just die. Death is literally in my bedroom!!!
    MatildaBlack MatildaBlack 13-15, F 4 Responses Aug 16

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    not in a despressed/sucidal way.

    im genuinely wondering what is the point? what am i contributing that is so important that i need to live? it would not effect anyone if i was dead so im curious.  i dont really do anything or have any talents??? so i dont understand why im even living????? like why?
    enoshima enoshima 13-15, F 7 Responses Jan 7

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    thelonerinyourbed thelonerinyourbed 70+, T 1 day ago

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    Right and wrong. We are taught to differentiate

    the moment we are cognitive and able to reason. One goes through life having a grasp of what brings happiness and what brings sadness. So why do I make the decisions i make? At this point i should be riding the wave of exploration ready and looking for a place to call my own. I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Dec 17, 2013

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    Your skin isn't paper,

    don't cut it. Your face isn't a mask, don't cover it. Your size isn't a book, don't judge it. Your life isn't a film, don't end it. You are beautiful and you don't need to do this to yourself.
    RadiateLove RadiateLove 13-15, F 3 Responses Mar 4

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    Why suffer? What is the world benefiting from

    my pain? I'm tired, bruised, and beaten. I'm beaten. You hear me, God? Let me go.
    Owlmaid Owlmaid 26-30, F 6 Responses Jul 31

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    Living Out Of Obligation

    I just got out of class. We had to do a quick project/conversation in pairs(language class). being that there was an odd number of students in class today, I just sort of stood there. I tried speaking to someone but was ignored and everyone around me spoke as If I wasn't even...
    collegeboy19 collegeboy19 18-21 2 Responses May 10, 2013

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    A well known speaker started off his seminar by

    holding up a $20 bill. In the room of 200, he asked. "Who would like this $20 bill?" Hands started going up. He said, "I am going to give this $20 to one of you - but first, let me do this." He proceeded to crumple the 20 dollar note up. He then asked. "Who still wants it...
    Selanis Selanis 18-21, F 11 Responses Jun 15

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    I don't even know. No one gives half a piece of

    crap about me in my daily life. I just walk around like a ghost, going completely unnoticed. I could be at the top of the class and no one would even know my name. I don't know what to do anymore. I have no one to turn to. I have few friends, and the friends I do have rarely...
    MiniMiku MiniMiku 16-17, F 7 Responses Aug 13

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    Im a Girl who makes everyone smile

    but actualy dnt know how to make myself happy...
    MagiCizMe MagiCizMe 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 18

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    I'm tired of the bullshit.

    Everyone says it gets better, but it always gets worse. My life is constantly stuck on a repeat cycle of finding what I think is hope, but then it just crumbles. I'm at the point where I don't want to wait for that to happen again. I don't want to live that long.
    Yourguardianangel9613 Yourguardianangel9613 16-17, F 3 Responses 19 hrs ago

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    One More Sunset

    Nothing ever seems to make me feel better than seeing a vibrantly colorful sunset. I watched one yesterday and it was amazing, I cried. I keep on telling myself one more sunset, to try to convince myself to fight the dark thoughts and this damn disease. Being sick sucks...
    codycosmo codycosmo 18-21, M 3 Responses Apr 15, 2013

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    Suicidal thoughts , how they sound soooooo

    damn good , nobody would even care if I dropped dead this second , that damn point seems so far now.....
    Selma40 Selma40 36-40, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    CatWithScars CatWithScars 13-15, F 5 Responses 4 days ago

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    I have these feelings every couple of days

    where I just can't see my life changing in the next couple of years. When I was 14 I never would have imagined to be living Iike I am now. When I was 15 my best friend moved to Canada and that's pretty much when everything went downhill. I stopped going out, lost interest in the...
    Kampion Kampion 18-21, M 3 Responses Jul 12

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    Oh, and, plot twist: I just realized I'm

    actually too much of a coward to commit suicide. I'm too much of a wuss to do it any way other than painless. I wish I was a failure, then I wouldn't feel so bad about being so miserable. It's worse when I seem to have it all, but the spirit is just being sucked out of me.
    FryMorgan FryMorgan 22-25, M 3 Responses Aug 19

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    I cannot recall one year

    that went by without me wanting to die or wanting to kill myself. My life isn't even that bad... I have food.. a roof over my head.. some friends. Yet I feel so empty. I feel my friends and the people who love me are lying to me and plotting against me. Or that they are just...
    kbeary kbeary 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 16

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    skiwi78 skiwi78 36-40, M 5 Responses 3 days ago

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    What Is The Point Of Not Living?

    When you need support it seems you are on your own. But here is the deal you say you hate yourself that you had enough but did you ever stop to realize that despite how you feel that you are truly unique? Did you realize that outside that life's twist and turns can make you want...
    deleted deleted 26-30 40 Responses Feb 5, 2013

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    Will You

    As I search through my desperationsWill you,Guide me away from my pastSpeak for me till I find my voiceFight for me till I find my armorWill you..
    anathema09 anathema09 22-25, M 5 Responses Sep 22, 2013

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    With no one to love me,

    my life is just a waste! I hope i find good friends here on EP
    nikkiF90 nikkiF90 22-25, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Meaningless

    Well, life hits me again like a baseball bat in the jaw. No, I didn't lose a family member or my dog, it's just that in the end of the day, when I have nothing more to do, I start thinking about stuff. Thinking about what happened to me today, what could've been the day if I...
    Darkz0n3 Darkz0n3 22-25, M 16 Responses Apr 19, 2010

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    This is the last thing

    that I am posting on here. I will leave my account up because my family will probably look on this or something. They know I have this account and they look on it regularly. Maybe they will post something on here but I don't know. Good look to the future everyone and please don...
    ZoeAmilia ZoeAmilia 16-17, F 8 Responses Jun 2

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    I literally at breaking point right

    now it hurts to be alive
    ElizaChloe ElizaChloe 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 3

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    BlackBlood64 BlackBlood64 18-21, F 5 Responses Aug 18

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    mandyxxx83 mandyxxx83 26-30, F 9 Responses Aug 16

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    I am so suicidal and no one

    even cares anymore. They wouldn't notice if I just left. I don't want to be forgotten. I feel so empty and upset
    lllie lllie 18-21, F 53 Responses Mar 27

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    Whenever I think about the future,

    I mainly get sad. I don't want to be a part of society. I don't want to wake up every morning, go to work, come home, sleep and repeat it. I don't want to have to work to earn money to pay for the things I need...to be able to work. I don't want to slave over textbooks and pay...
    Tixol Tixol 18-21, F 7 Responses Feb 6

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    The Freedom Of Not Having A Point

    Maybe there just isn't a point to life at all. Humans have decided that LIFE had to have a point. So all of these human things-your career, relationships, material posessions (sp.?), all of that ****, but does it really matter all that much? We are all going to die. This is not...
    mistressmonique mistressmonique 46-50, F 7 Responses Oct 4, 2013

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    I have never been suicidal,

    but if I don't wake up in the morning, I'm okay with that.
    Ag0405 Ag0405 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 16

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    If I died, nothing special would happen.

    The world would still be exactly the same as it is except with one less person who will be replaced without anyone knowing. I don't need sympathy, understanding or care. I just want someone who I can talk to and relate to instead of feeling that I am alone in this world. I...
    Although Although 13-15 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    I want to die hopefully i get cancer

    or get struck by lightening or die in my sleep or die in my sleep soon
    miz0217 miz0217 18-21, M 2 Responses Aug 12

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    I still don’t get the point,

    seeing back on my past and knowing my future is going to be worst. I just can’t take it anymore and they think they understand. Everything is always different and they think our pain is the same. Mine is on another level and worst is that they let it happen. They let me get...
    Unknown1047 Unknown1047 18-21, M 1 day ago

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    For years I've just felt like I never really

    had anyone with me.... I feel alone.. And no one has my back....
    mrfluffy16 mrfluffy16 18-21, M 5 Responses Aug 17

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    I want to die.... i'm an idiot,

    i'm a moron, i'm naive, i failed 2 universities, i am not doing my job, i'm lying to my parents, i'm lonely, i don't know what to do with my life, i don't know in who to trust and who to not, i don't even trust in myself, i'm dying inside, i'm lying to myself, i don't know how...
    Potchii Potchii 22-25, M 47 Responses Aug 8

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    This is my sisters account.

    She tried to commit suicide last night, before she did, she put her phone on my bedside table when I was asleep. I unlocked it when I woke up, and this website came up when I did. I thought it was odd that her phone was there, and I began to read through the messages she had on...
    BethMP BethMP 16-17, F 3 Responses May 3

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    Wrists won't bleed enough.

    Get deep enough with thigh and I can get the femoral artery or put it in my belly. Should cause enough bleeding. I'd need someone to get though the sternum and at the heart.
    tonightsthenight tonightsthenight 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 15

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    If I died would you cry?

    Would you be bothered by it? Would you go to my funeral? Would you care? Of would I be just another 'emo' who killed herself? Because people instantly thing your emo when you tell them you suffer from depression.
    NobodyCaresOkai NobodyCaresOkai 13-15, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    It really seems almost insane.

    Millions of people doing similar things, feeling similar ways. Each of us experience the same things and we all play these little social "games". Get good grades. Why? Because you'll stay on the sports team. Why be on a sports team? It'll look good on your first resumé. Why...
    Twichl Twichl 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 25

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    Suicide, that moment

    when you finally get treatment for depression and take pills as well as talk therapy and realize that it is ineffective. You realize that you're never going to be "whole." You realize that your a bruised fruit and the bruises aren't going to go away, it just prevents more...
    littlebeanpie littlebeanpie 22-25, F 9 Responses Aug 16

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    kmejia0726 kmejia0726 16-17, F 5 Responses Aug 14

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    I don't want to exist anymore.

    My life is fine, everything is good. Good family, nice house, great friends, I do well in school, I have no major problems in my life. Except for the way I feel inside, it's like I feel the weight of the worlds sadness 100 fold. I feel happiness too, frequently. But I constantly...
    Roseandrea Roseandrea 16-17, F 5 Responses Jun 27

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    It's five days until my birthday,

    and my depression has got worse,I now have cuts all over my body compared to just my wrist,my anxiety levels have risen so much I feel like I can't even breathe,and my anger problems have worsened.. I've decided that in two or three days I'm going to commit suicide-overdose I...
    unicornchild unicornchild 13-15, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    Every Story Has An Ending,

    Bad Or Good When is it? When is it that you know your lost? When your broken into a million pieces and you can't find a single one? When your heart beats but you are no more alive then the ones you envy buried below? I don't know what it is. Or why it is. Why that single moment...
    solomon3020 solomon3020 18-21, M 4 Responses Jun 5

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    my boyfriend who I love with all my heart left

    me today an has the girl I hate over and I'm going to Kill myself
    depressedfuck29 depressedfuck29 13-15, F 47 Responses Jul 5

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