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I Am Wondering What the Point In Living Is

you know , the two comedians that I thought were hilarious both committed suicide. Isn't that weird. 3,843 People

    mandyxxx83 mandyxxx83 31-35, F 9 Responses Aug 16

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    I am just thinking about giving up

    because every time I try, I get lifted up only for reality to slam me hard on the ground, face first. I shouldn’t even be here, I’m that person that everyone replaces, I know just by looking at my arm. I am going to stop lying to myself because I know that one day I am going...
    Unknown1047 Unknown1047 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 2

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    What Is The Point Of Not Living?

    When you need support it seems you are on your own. But here is the deal you say you hate yourself that you had enough but did you ever stop to realize that despite how you feel that you are truly unique? Did you realize that outside that life's twist and turns can make you want...
    deleted deleted 26-30 40 Responses Feb 5, 2013

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    I've been feeling very bad these past few days,

    and especially today. It's very late at night, and I just couldn't sleep, so I decided to turn on my laptop and find some sites or forums about suicide, and I came across this site.
    purplestar17 purplestar17 26-30, M 2 Responses Aug 31

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    I mean. You are really insignificant.

    You just spend time preparing yourself for a boring life and school, and just bs your way through most of it. Ultimately, you are just preparing yourself to die.
    stormyskies12 stormyskies12 13-15, M 17 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    I feel so worthless and disgusting right now.

    I feel like I can't do anything right; I'm a useless failure who always messes everything up. The only reason people think I am intelligent is because I trick them into thinking I am. A lie is ALL I have going for me. I have already come to terms with the fact that I WILL...
    Boulier Boulier 16-17, F 8 Responses Sep 7

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    I do whatever I can to try

    and be happy but nothing is working at all.. nobody beside me for support just me on my own. I think about killing myself everyday now and I hate it because I know life has to be more than just feeling like death is the only way to have peace.
    Born2Inspire Born2Inspire 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 1

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    BrokenIndividual BrokenIndividual 26-30, F 3 Responses May 15

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    I don't know why I still feel this way.

    I really don't care to be alive anymore, but yet I stick around. I do ****** up things in my life, sometimes even risking my very existence, but to this day, I don't see my future, I don't see the point. Now I just do what I'm told, whatever someone seems fit. I'm tired...
    brandijade92 brandijade92 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 30

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    I really don't know the point.

    I'm really at the point where I just don't care and want to give up.
    anonymouss2014 anonymouss2014 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 1

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    Why do I continue to suffer day in

    and day out? Everyone I know has abandoned me. What will be left of me when I'm dead? There was nothing when I lived. People assume it's never too late to change but for me it is. Abused at childhood, raped in my teens, isolated in adult years. I've rotted while my rapist...
    Oldwounds Oldwounds 18-21, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Today I sat down on the ground.

    Stared at a door and just thought about slitting my wrists. I just sat there for an hour staring arms spread out like I actually cut them. I started wondering if this was why I wanted to see my veins so badly. Wondering what my purpose was. Why I ate the things I ate, drank...
    heylookineededanameok heylookineededanameok 22-25, M 3 Responses Jul 11

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    I want to die.... i'm an idiot,

    i'm a moron, i'm naive, i failed 2 universities, i am not doing my job, i'm lying to my parents, i'm lonely, i don't know what to do with my life, i don't know in who to trust and who to not, i don't even trust in myself, i'm dying inside, i'm lying to myself, i don't know how...
    Potchii Potchii 22-25, M 45 Responses Aug 8

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    The Freedom Of Not Having A Point

    Maybe there just isn't a point to life at all. Humans have decided that LIFE had to have a point. So all of these human things-your career, relationships, material posessions (sp.?), all of that ****, but does it really matter all that much? We are all going to die. This is not...
    mistressmonique mistressmonique 46-50, F 8 Responses Oct 4, 2013

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    not in a despressed/sucidal way.

    im genuinely wondering what is the point? what am i contributing that is so important that i need to live? it would not effect anyone if i was dead so im curious.  i dont really do anything or have any talents??? so i dont understand why im even living????? like why?
    enoshima enoshima 13-15, F 7 Responses Jan 7

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    Every Story Has An Ending,

    Bad Or Good When is it? When is it that you know your lost? When your broken into a million pieces and you can't find a single one? When your heart beats but you are no more alive then the ones you envy buried below? I don't know what it is. Or why it is. Why that single moment...
    solomon3020 solomon3020 18-21, M 4 Responses Jun 5

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    Every day I force myself to get up,

    go to school and go to work, pretend that everything is fine and listen to everyone else's problems. Make jokes to cover up how I really feel so nobody will know. I lose myself in projects and organizations that take up as much of my time as possible until I've exhausted myself...
    PoisonedQuill PoisonedQuill 41-45, M 1 Response Sep 5

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    Im 31 years old(male)single,

    no family( no family who gives a **** anyways)i work a dead end job,im broke ,ive never been married and have no kids.I am just sick of living,every day is a little bit more crappy than the last,i dont see the point of going on when you are so miserable.I bought a 9mm handgun 6...
    rboyd8683420 rboyd8683420 31-35, M 5 Responses Sep 6

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    What's the point anymore?

    Honestly, I don't know anymore. Everyone treats you like ****, you keep it stored inside until one day when you're hanging from your ceiling by a rope. I'm so sick of the bullshit anymore. Nobody wants to even look at you until you're dead, then they come back and say what a...
    XdMaRiNoX13 XdMaRiNoX13 16-17, M 3 Responses Sep 2

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    This is weird: everyone seems to write stuff

    about how they want to kill themselves or about other people who want to kill themselves in this topic. And I just want the answer to this question :). Although, I too have a light form of depression (damn I fall under the stereotype!). So, mainly I want to know things worthy...
    SekaiNoSoul SekaiNoSoul 22-25, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    Why suffer? What is the world benefiting from

    my pain? I'm tired, bruised, and beaten. I'm beaten. You hear me, God? Let me go.
    Owlmaid Owlmaid 26-30, F 6 Responses Jul 31

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    I'm pregnant. And I hate my life.

    Help. I'm scared and hopeless.
    NataliPurtyEyes NataliPurtyEyes 18-21, F 5 Responses 3 days ago

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    I am so suicidal and no one

    even cares anymore. They wouldn't notice if I just left. I don't want to be forgotten. I feel so empty and upset
    lllie lllie 18-21, F 52 Responses Mar 27

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    The night comes...the day ends.

    .time to reflect..time to think over and over...and ask yourself...what's there more to life? Seems like time passes by...you try hard..you live..you suffer...and it all repeats again...then deep inside you find a void and wonder if it will ever get filled
    genesis99 genesis99 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 7

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    I literally at breaking point right

    now it hurts to be alive
    ElizaChloe ElizaChloe 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 3

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    Your skin isn't paper,

    don't cut it. Your face isn't a mask, don't cover it. Your size isn't a book, don't judge it. Your life isn't a film, don't end it. You are beautiful and you don't need to do this to yourself.
    RadiateLove RadiateLove 13-15, F 3 Responses Mar 4

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    I have these feelings every couple of days

    where I just can't see my life changing in the next couple of years. When I was 14 I never would have imagined to be living Iike I am now. When I was 15 my best friend moved to Canada and that's pretty much when everything went downhill. I stopped going out, lost interest in the...
    Kampion Kampion 18-21, M 3 Responses Jul 12

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    I still don’t get the point,

    seeing back on my past and knowing my future is going to be worst. I just can’t take it anymore and they think they understand. Everything is always different and they think our pain is the same. Mine is on another level and worst is that they let it happen. They let me get...
    Unknown1047 Unknown1047 18-21, M Aug 28

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    One More Sunset

    Nothing ever seems to make me feel better than seeing a vibrantly colorful sunset. I watched one yesterday and it was amazing, I cried. I keep on telling myself one more sunset, to try to convince myself to fight the dark thoughts and this damn disease. Being sick sucks...
    codycosmo codycosmo 18-21, M 3 Responses Apr 15, 2013

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    I've tricked myself into thinking I could be

    something more. Something more than a miserable monster. Something more than a weak and pathetic person who deserves to die. For 11 years my dreams were all about death. Then I got better and I had dreams and goals of getting an engineering degree. Of having a family. Of...
    IamMorbid IamMorbid 18-21, M 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    What's the ******* point ?

    Everything I tried I failed. Everytime I love it never last happiness is temporary and hard to get but it's sooooooooooo easy to do well
    Rainbowkissesxo Rainbowkissesxo 18-21, F Aug 31

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    This is the last thing

    that I am posting on here. I will leave my account up because my family will probably look on this or something. They know I have this account and they look on it regularly. Maybe they will post something on here but I don't know. Good look to the future everyone and please don...
    ZoeAmilia ZoeAmilia 16-17, F 8 Responses Jun 2

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    Today, I got really depressed,

    wanted to crash my car, but didn't, becuase I don't want to commit suicide, becuase that will hurt my family. Life is so pointless, I struggle everyday, especially for the last 10 year, and got nothig to show for it. I'm tired of being awkward, lonely and misunderstood. I'm...
    4EverBlissful 4EverBlissful 26-30, F 7 Responses May 27

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    The neck or the wrist?

    My neck or my wrist? An oath of blood or a promise of death? The neck or the wrist? My neck or my wrist?
    Faelanthewulf Faelanthewulf 16-17, M 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    Over time I my view of the world,

    of life and everything has changed, I guess just to a more realistic viewpoint. It's such an interesting experience to feel able to look at people, really look at them, feeling as if you're seeing right through them. Being able to analyze it, and see it for what it is...
    Axelerator3000 Axelerator3000 18-21, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Living Out Of Obligation

    I just got out of class. We had to do a quick project/conversation in pairs(language class). being that there was an odd number of students in class today, I just sort of stood there. I tried speaking to someone but was ignored and everyone around me spoke as If I wasn't even...
    collegeboy19 collegeboy19 18-21 2 Responses May 10, 2013

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    ClockworkTimesUp ClockworkTimesUp 13-15, F Sep 1

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    This is my sisters account.

    She tried to commit suicide last night, before she did, she put her phone on my bedside table when I was asleep. I unlocked it when I woke up, and this website came up when I did. I thought it was odd that her phone was there, and I began to read through the messages she had on...
    BethMP BethMP 16-17, F 3 Responses May 3

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    Whenever I think about the future,

    I mainly get sad. I don't want to be a part of society. I don't want to wake up every morning, go to work, come home, sleep and repeat it. I don't want to have to work to earn money to pay for the things I need...to be able to work. I don't want to slave over textbooks and pay...
    Tixol Tixol 18-21, F 7 Responses Feb 6

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    Evening Walk

    Clinging to your index finger We went for an evening walk, To the lake side The returning sun tweaking our cheeks Flowers smiling at us Cattle herds giving us way The cool sea breeze relaxing us Went past the lively evening church Full of people and full of life We stayed a...
    anathema09 anathema09 22-25, M 4 Responses Sep 29, 2013

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    Will You

    As I search through my desperationsWill you,Guide me away from my pastSpeak for me till I find my voiceFight for me till I find my armorWill you..
    anathema09 anathema09 22-25, M 5 Responses Sep 22, 2013

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    I just don't care anymore.

    I have moments when I'm happy but then I get home and I'm so down and nothing helps take it away. I've started cutting again. I can't sleep. Death just sounds so good. To never have to face everyday crap again. But killing myself seems like giving up so I just cut or starve...
    DarkLumo27 DarkLumo27 13-15, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I don't want to exist anymore.

    My life is fine, everything is good. Good family, nice house, great friends, I do well in school, I have no major problems in my life. Except for the way I feel inside, it's like I feel the weight of the worlds sadness 100 fold. I feel happiness too, frequently. But I constantly...
    Roseandrea Roseandrea 18-21, F 5 Responses Jun 27

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    Lifesuckssmusichelps Lifesuckssmusichelps 13-15, F 4 Responses Sep 1

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    I'm tired of the bullshit.

    Everyone says it gets better, but it always gets worse. My life is constantly stuck on a repeat cycle of finding what I think is hope, but then it just crumbles. I'm at the point where I don't want to wait for that to happen again. I don't want to live that long.
    Yourguardianangel9613 Yourguardianangel9613 16-17, F 3 Responses Aug 28

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    Hey guys ! I'm just here to tell you

    that life may be as pointless as it seems. I was just like you guys two months ago and contemplated to kill myself with OD But I didn't. I know I'm young and all but even though life is hard ! Try your best and see if anything nice happens to you later ! It often happens to...
    jonho10 jonho10 13-15, M 1 Response Sep 7

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    Instead Of Fleeing The Absurd Meaninglessness Of Life, We Should Embrace Life Passionately....(Camus)

    NOTE: FOR MENTAL...NOT CHEMICAL DEPRESSION (while they do somewhat dance together)  Sartre commented on one of Camus stories: "The absurd man will not commit suicide; he wants to live, without relinquishing any of his certainty, without a future, without hope, without illusions...
    1NewWorldToronto 1NewWorldToronto 46-50, M 3 Responses Mar 18, 2013

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    Meaningless

    Well, life hits me again like a baseball bat in the jaw. No, I didn't lose a family member or my dog, it's just that in the end of the day, when I have nothing more to do, I start thinking about stuff. Thinking about what happened to me today, what could've been the day if I...
    Darkz0n3 Darkz0n3 22-25, M 16 Responses Apr 19, 2010

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    I've always been one to live by hope

    and looking forward to things. Now I feel as though my future is bleak as I'll never be able to break my crippling shyness with no-one here to help me. I always make terrible decisions that I regret and ruin everything; now I have very little wish to wake up in the morning. I...
    Nexile90 Nexile90 22-25, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Why am I still here? I don't do anything

    productive, my parents see me as a burden and nobody pays any attention to what I'm doing. Most of the time nobody knows where I am and nobody gives a ****. I could go sit in the middle of the street and they wouldn't notice, it's not like to would even care anyway. Nobody pays...
    FluffyTheCerealKiller FluffyTheCerealKiller 13-15, F 3 Responses Aug 28

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    First Time For Everything

    I've been depressed as of lately. Very very depressed, but I always hide it so well in front of the face of others. I start to cut people off, the people that I love the most. I stopped playing roleplaying games, even though I am being forced into playing one tomorrow with our...
    catboydale catboydale 22-25, M 6 Responses Nov 9, 2012

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    I honestly don't know what to do anymore It's

    hard to continue acting happy :( when inside I'm breaking each day I just want the pain to end I want everything to end I give up
    AutumnMagic AutumnMagic 16-17, F 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    my boyfriend who I love with all my heart left

    me today an has the girl I hate over and I'm going to Kill myself
    depressedfuck29 depressedfuck29 13-15, F 47 Responses Jul 5

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