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I Am Wondering What the Point In Living Is

you know , the two comedians that I thought were hilarious both committed suicide. Isn't that weird. 4,508 People

    I feel like just ending my life right now,

    what's the point in an airhead like me living? I'm the worst person I know and life is just not worth feeling this crap for 2 years straight...I do sometimes feel cheerful but atm I don't even want to go outside .... If I don't get into college this year then I may as well just...
    rcmh171822 rcmh171822 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 16

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    mandyxxx83 mandyxxx83 31-35, F 7 Responses Aug 16, 2014

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    Hello beautiful people I joined this group a

    few minutes ago. Not because I have or have had this though, but because I want to be here for you. If anyone. Any. One. Needs someone to talk to, needs to yell, wanting to let some words slip your mouth, or whatever, I am here for you. I can't help you, but I will try to be...
    ineedthis2 ineedthis2 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Sadness does not go away.

    Change your life, change your way of thinking, find other ways to deal. It makes me laugh I am at a determinate age where I am very self aware of the truths in this world. I'm sure love and beauty exist s in the world but it no longer exists in mine. Happiness is a pleasant...
    Eval1822 Eval1822 26-30 Jun 12

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    What's the point of life?

    Like why do I exist? Do I have a purpose? If so then why do I feel so lost?
    BrokenBabygirlx BrokenBabygirlx 18-21, F 5 Responses Jun 10

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    I am wondering what the point in living is.

    ...seems like I just wake up everyday next to my boyfriend and he kisses me and tells me he loves me but I feel like I'm never enough for him...I dropped out of college and I'm in dept. none of my family even talks to me and I have no friends....my phone is always dry and I just...
    getthin666 getthin666 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 8

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    The lesson u will learn from "THE FIFTH

    MOUNTAIN" book that i have read (By paulo choelho) : U can recreate ur past, no matter how bad is ur past or bad things u have done or happened to u, u have to struggle. Maybe u failed in doing things in ur past, so why don't u succeed in the things u r doing now ? . u have to...
    Fo2los Fo2los 18-21, M 2 Responses Dec 20, 2013

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    sometimes I wonder what's the point?

    why should I go on? why don't I just get the gun put the barrel in my mouth and paint the walls red...I keep getting hurt, by the people I love and would do anything for and yet they are the ones that rip my heart out for the world too see, the people that forget me, why don't I...
    MericaMan MericaMan 16-17, M 3 Responses Jun 7

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    One More Sunset

    Nothing ever seems to make me feel better than seeing a vibrantly colorful sunset. I watched one yesterday and it was amazing, I cried. I keep on telling myself one more sunset, to try to convince myself to fight the dark thoughts and this damn disease. Being sick sucks...
    codycosmo codycosmo 18-21, M 3 Responses Apr 15, 2013

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    Seriously... do you ever just wonder "Why am I

    still breathing?" What's the point of having a life if you're always miserable... why am I here in the first place?? I feel like such a joke...alone an pointless. And I want to have a happy life I don't want to just be alive I want to LIVE an live well. I try to be a good person...
    irreelevance irreelevance 16-17, F 4 Responses Mar 30

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    Today, I got really depressed,

    wanted to crash my car, but didn't, becuase I don't want to commit suicide, becuase that will hurt my family. Life is so pointless, I struggle everyday, especially for the last 10 year, and got nothig to show for it. I'm tired of being awkward, lonely and misunderstood. I'm...
    4EverBlissful 4EverBlissful 26-30, F 6 Responses May 27, 2014

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    First Time For Everything

    I've been depressed as of lately. Very very depressed, but I always hide it so well in front of the face of others. I start to cut people off, the people that I love the most. I stopped playing roleplaying games, even though I am being forced into playing one tomorrow with our...
    deleted deleted 26-30 6 Responses Nov 9, 2012

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    With all I am going through

    and the crap I am facing; living seems to be nothing but a burden when i have to go through war on my own against a army. People words don't help because the next day (or 5 mins) i get reminded that my hell home, haters, ex friends, ex, and world is doing everything they can to...
    Unknown1047 Unknown1047 18-21, M Jun 20

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    I have a brother who is 17 years old.

    He is leaving for college next summer and he constantly tries to hang out with me. This doesn't seem bad but it is to me. He has never tried to bond with me but he wants to now. My mom thinks that i am being ungrateful and my dad is deployed. I try to tell her that I may love my...
    Sydneynicole24 Sydneynicole24 16-17, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    I can assure every single one of us

    that there is a point in living. We have so many opportunities to touch the lives of people around us. Never lose faith that things will get better.
    robbie1280 robbie1280 18-21, T 1 Response Jun 26, 2014

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    I don't really think there is a point.

    Not anymore at least. ;_;
    Waffl3s Waffl3s 13-15 20 Responses 2 days ago

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    This is the last thing

    that I am posting on here. I will leave my account up because my family will probably look on this or something. They know I have this account and they look on it regularly. Maybe they will post something on here but I don't know. Good look to the future everyone and please don...
    ZoeAmilia ZoeAmilia 16-17, F 8 Responses Jun 2, 2014

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    A well known speaker started off his seminar by

    holding up a $20 bill. In the room of 200, he asked. "Who would like this $20 bill?" Hands started going up. He said, "I am going to give this $20 to one of you - but first, let me do this." He proceeded to crumple the 20 dollar note up. He then asked. "Who still wants it...
    Selanis Selanis 18-21, F 8 Responses Jun 15, 2014

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    What Is The Point Of Not Living?

    When you need support it seems you are on your own. But here is the deal you say you hate yourself that you had enough but did you ever stop to realize that despite how you feel that you are truly unique? Did you realize that outside that life's twist and turns can make you want...
    deleted deleted 26-30 40 Responses Feb 5, 2013

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    I have borderline personality disorder

    and clinical depression. I have suffered quite badly for past year including multiple attempts to take my own life.i just can't go on. I have my notes written, most of my belongings given away to charity. I have my final wishes noted. I have tried to talk to people including my...
    molliebawn31 molliebawn31 31-35, F 4 Responses Jun 5

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    heatherpottle heatherpottle 41-45, F 1 Response Jun 24

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    Instead Of Fleeing The Absurd Meaninglessness Of Life, We Should Embrace Life Passionately....(Camus)

    NOTE: FOR MENTAL...NOT CHEMICAL DEPRESSION (while they do somewhat dance together)  Sartre commented on one of Camus stories: "The absurd man will not commit suicide; he wants to live, without relinquishing any of his certainty, without a future, without hope, without illusions...
    1NewWorldToronto 1NewWorldToronto 46-50, M 4 Responses Mar 18, 2013

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    I really don't know where else to do.

    suicide is constantly on my mind. I try to be positive but it's not helping anyone. I don't want to bother anyone. which it seems that's what I always do even when just trying to hold a conversation or just checking on someone. I felt like hiding the pain would help but it's...
    survivorone survivorone 18-21, F 14 Responses May 4

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    Wanting to commit suicide has over taken my

    life to the point that even though it is gone I miss it like an old friend...
    LayWithFate LayWithFate 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 16

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    Seriously, what is the point.

    i have no desire to do anything. i don't want money, or fame, or a house, or a car, or nice things. they all just seem so...petty. I just want someone to share my life with, but no one wants a man who's only ambition in life is to love and be loved. So i just sit here, existing...
    TheWickedJester TheWickedJester 26-30, M 3 Responses Jan 13

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    Meaningless

    Well, life hits me again like a baseball bat in the jaw. No, I didn't lose a family member or my dog, it's just that in the end of the day, when I have nothing more to do, I start thinking about stuff. Thinking about what happened to me today, what could've been the day if I...
    Darkz0n3 Darkz0n3 22-25, M 16 Responses Apr 19, 2010

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    Laying here thinking of

    why I have to be honest about my life and it blows I don't want to be here any more life is too much trouble I lost my joy and happiness and I think of a way to kill myself I have been thinking about it for a while I havhave seek help been taking to a social work and I taking...
    fordguy98 fordguy98 51-55, M Jun 5

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    I don't no what the point of living is anymore.

    I'm always going to be alone. be when you have a disability nobody wants me. I hate my life
    kev1254 kev1254 26-30, M 6 Responses Jun 20

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    I just don't get why the **** I'm here.

    I've always been that one awkward kid who nobody cares about or talks to. Everything I do and try I always seem to fail, let's face it, I'm a complete fuckup. I am 17 years old and have been suicidal since 10. I've just never had the guts to do it because what if I survive and I...
    g8471 g8471 18-21, M 4 Responses Jun 21

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    my boyfriend who I love with all my heart left

    me today an has the girl I hate over and I'm going to Kill myself
    depressedfuck29 depressedfuck29 16-17, F 44 Responses Jul 5, 2014

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    The Freedom Of Not Having A Point

    Maybe there just isn't a point to life at all. Humans have decided that LIFE had to have a point. So all of these human things-your career, relationships, material posessions (sp.?), all of that ****, but does it really matter all that much? We are all going to die. This is not...
    mistressmonique mistressmonique 46-50, F 7 Responses Oct 4, 2013

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    FriendlyBeverage FriendlyBeverage 18-21, M 6 Responses Jan 14

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    it is like with every good thing

    that happens something bad happens later. i cant have a good day with one person barging in and ruining it. i am really a nice person but what is it that you want from me that you chose to manipulate me and leave me feel like a complete piece of ****. i do not understand anymore...
    toopansy toopansy 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 7

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    I am only 20 and my dad is dying.

    I was adopted into this family. My father is turning 67 in August and I fear he won't make it to the end of this week. His kidneys are failing. He has had 8 dyalisis treatments and 3 blood transfusions in the last week. He started vomiting blood earlier today... its fathers day...
    darkscratch darkscratch 18-21 2 Responses Jun 21

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    I want to die.... i'm an idiot,

    i'm a moron, i'm naive, i failed 2 universities, i am not doing my job, i'm lying to my parents, i'm lonely, i don't know what to do with my life, i don't know in who to trust and who to not, i don't even trust in myself, i'm dying inside, i'm lying to myself, i don't know how...
    Potchii Potchii 22-25, M 47 Responses Aug 8, 2014

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    I am so suicidal and no one

    even cares anymore. They wouldn't notice if I just left. I don't want to be forgotten. I feel so empty and upset
    lllie lllie 18-21, F 49 Responses Mar 27, 2014

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    There's this tree in my backyard,

    it's huge. I spent so many years of my childhood playing in that tree. I had my first kiss on a swing under it. Some of my happiest memories happened under that tree. But lately whenever I look at it I think about hanging myself off of it. I look at it and think it's sturdy...
    TheGirlFromJupiter TheGirlFromJupiter 18-21, F 6 Responses 1 day ago

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    KurtJaeger KurtJaeger 16-17, M 1 Response Jun 22

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    Death seems like paradise to me right now.

    As I sit here and contemplate, I pray that the death angels will be with me tonight for I am longing to give up this fight.
    15ShadesOfBlue 15ShadesOfBlue 16-17, F 10 Responses Jun 3

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    I mean. You are really insignificant.

    You just spend time preparing yourself for a boring life and school, and just bs your way through most of it. Ultimately, you are just preparing yourself to die.
    stormyskies12 stormyskies12 13-15, M 15 Responses Sep 16, 2014

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    No one likes me. Not my family

    and not my friends. They always leave me out of stuff. And i just don't want to live.
    IwasHurtAlot IwasHurtAlot 16-17, F 4 Responses Jun 18

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    Life is so dull 99% of the time.

    It's no wonder humans (and other animals) like getting high. Or creating fantasy worlds in the form of books, films and games. Or even just zoning out and listening to music. It seems everyone to some extent wants to escape reality and the dull monotony of life. How sad. It's a...
    Dontcare8 Dontcare8 26-30, F 14 Responses Sep 25, 2014

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    So I told my mom the other day I would not kill

    myself for her. Along with that I'm afraid of committing self-murder on my last breath so eternal consequences there and I would hate what it would do to my brothers and a couple of my aunts. The rest, well pretty much **** em. Everything falls away in the end anyway.
    YeahthatsMylife YeahthatsMylife 26-30, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    My family wishes I was dead

    because I was raped...
    usmcgirl95 usmcgirl95 18-21, F 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    I'm not really suicidal I just don't know what

    the hell the point is... You work all day to support your kids so that they can grow up and do the exact same thing? Work all day? Go to work so they can pay for a house that they leave empty all day?! Pay for food so they can live another day to go to work? I just don't see the...
    wishdish wishdish 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 19

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    Life sucks. What's the point of me being here?

    to suffer, have a few good moments but not nearly enough to even out the bad and then die?
    15ShadesOfBlue 15ShadesOfBlue 16-17, F 3 Responses Jun 9

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