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I Am Wondering What the Point In Living Is

you know , the two comedians that I thought were hilarious both committed suicide. Isn't that weird. 4,846 People

    sometimes if I'm walking

    and I see a car coming I drift closer and I think to myself that if it hit me I wouldn't be sad.
    thatsnotmyname12 thatsnotmyname12 16-17, F 2 Responses Oct 21, 2015

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    I just feel like I can be doing something more

    productive instead of sitting in the house all day.
    RainbowCrayon666 RainbowCrayon666 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 1

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    I don't really think there is a point.

    Not anymore at least. ;_;
    Waffl3s Waffl3s 16-17 17 Responses Jul 2, 2015

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    HopefullyThirdTimeLucky HopefullyThirdTimeLucky 31-35, M 5 Responses Dec 11, 2015

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    This Friday. But this time,

    I can't think of anything that will stop me.
    pockyshop pockyshop 16-17, F Jan 13

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    I have chronic depression

    and currently relapsing. I can only dream of suicide. I want to end everything because I believe I have endured enough years of being depressed. What stops me is what will happen to the people I care about. I don't want to be selfish. But for how long am I gonna think about...
    maricarangelica maricarangelica 18-21, F 4 Responses Jan 4

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    Life is so dull 99% of the time.

    It's no wonder humans (and other animals) like getting high. Or creating fantasy worlds in the form of books, films and games. Or even just zoning out and listening to music. It seems everyone to some extent wants to escape reality and the dull monotony of life. How sad. It's a...
    deleted deleted 26-30 13 Responses Sep 25, 2014

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    I mean. You are really insignificant.

    You just spend time preparing yourself for a boring life and school, and just bs your way through most of it. Ultimately, you are just preparing yourself to die.
    stormyskies12 stormyskies12 13-15, M 14 Responses Sep 16, 2014

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    I usually don't say this

    so bluntly, but honestly I really want to die. I'm hurt and hurting so bad mentally to the point where i can hardly breathe, to the point that I literally feel like I am going insane. I'm tired of my family, tired of trying but its never enough, tired of school, tired of feeling...
    leadmenot leadmenot 18-21, F 5 Responses Jan 8

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    Hello. I just want to write this story

    because I know how a lot of you are feeling and it makes me so sad. I'm 19 years old and have had problems with severe depression, psychosis, anxiety and OCD since I was around 14, it progressively got worse and worse. In school I was bullied about the way I looked as I was...
    GeorgiaAlicee GeorgiaAlicee 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 5

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    Today, I got really depressed,

    wanted to crash my car, but didn't, becuase I don't want to commit suicide, becuase that will hurt my family. Life is so pointless, I struggle everyday, especially for the last 10 year, and got nothig to show for it. I'm tired of being awkward, lonely and misunderstood. I'm...
    4EverBlissful 4EverBlissful 26-30, F 6 Responses May 27, 2014

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    mandyxxx83 mandyxxx83 31-35, F 7 Responses Aug 16, 2014

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    The lesson u will learn from "THE FIFTH

    MOUNTAIN" book that i have read (By paulo choelho) : U can recreate ur past, no matter how bad is ur past or bad things u have done or happened to u, u have to struggle. Maybe u failed in doing things in ur past, so why don't u succeed in the things u r doing now ? . u have to...
    Fo2los Fo2los 18-21, M 2 Responses Dec 20, 2013

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    It's a cold world When.

    You have it all, Every convcirvable Blessing from God. Imagine. You even have God himself. But Satan iverwhelms it all, Leaving you by the side Of the road like a lepor Even the good Christians won't touch. It leaves you cold. You believe in God Even though he seems to...
    QuestionMarks QuestionMarks 41-45, F 1 Response Dec 24, 2015

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    Ohanablue Ohanablue 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 22

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    What's the point of living.

    Going through all the bullshit just to die in the end. What's the point of working hard to get thing if your just gonna live it all behind . What's the point of going through all the pain of this world ,like to me it doesn't seem worth it . I try I fail but then I push myself to...
    deleted deleted 26-30 6 Responses Mar 24, 2015

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    Seriously, what is the point.

    i have no desire to do anything. i don't want money, or fame, or a house, or a car, or nice things. they all just seem so...petty. I just want someone to share my life with, but no one wants a man who's only ambition in life is to love and be loved. So i just sit here, existing...
    TheWanderingWarrior TheWanderingWarrior 26-30, M 3 Responses Jan 13, 2015

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    If only there is an easy way to die.

    ..if only I possess the courage
    EmotionJammer EmotionJammer 22-25, F 3 Responses Dec 11, 2015

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    Why are we here? What's the point in creating

    life when your just bringing them into a cruel reality that atleast everyone suffers in? Is this some kind of sick game made to torture out minds and drive us into madness, and the ones who actually stay sane are the winners? Why is it that my depression came out of nowhere and...
    Himidio Himidio 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 14

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    So far I've found my reason on

    why I'm on this planet... To be ignored. I've tried to make friends but I gave up. They don't want to be my friend? Fine, then they won't care if I died. (Died in general, not just suicide)
    UnstableInside UnstableInside 13-15, M 1 Response Dec 9, 2015

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    I think I want to quit life.

    I'm kind of sucking at it, I'm really unhappy, and I doubt anyone would care anyway. My parents would pretend to care because it wouldn't be socially acceptable not to care that your daughter committed suicide. But they've never really liked me as a person and wouldn't miss...
    sting0611 sting0611 31-35, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I've left the world behind.

    .. I am safe here, in my mind... Free to speak, with my own kind... this is my life...this is my life... I'll decide not you... Keep the world, with all it's sin... it's not fit...for living in.....
    rabbyx7xafc rabbyx7xafc 18-21, M Nov 22, 2015

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    I always believed in the best

    but sometimes hoped for the worst just so u don't have to face another disappointment. We're all going to die....thats inevitable. But sometimes I wonder if there's a possibility that I could just die sooner.
    AmazonDaughter AmazonDaughter 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 6, 2015

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    so my boyfriend, soon to be baby daddy,

    is on a date with his ex and im not supposed to know. but its 10pm n he hasnt tried to have sex in 3 days. so im sure hes having sex with her tonight. i cant handle this.
    jbrose413 jbrose413 22-25 5 days ago

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    I don't no what the point of living is anymore.

    I'm always going to be alone. be when you have a disability nobody wants me. I hate my life
    kev1254 kev1254 26-30, M 7 Responses Jun 20, 2015

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    Pointless struggle to survive,

    time and time again running in circles
    Eren123 Eren123 18-21, M 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    The hollow in me claims all.

    I fought. I loved. I lived for someone who is everything to me. But now that's over. I lost everything. I have no strength left. Maybe I should just give up altogether. It's not like someone will cry for me.
    themanoflegends themanoflegends 26-30, M 2 Responses Dec 24, 2015

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    Soon I know it will be soon.

    And no one will give a **** either
    pockyshop pockyshop 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 19, 2015

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    The Freedom Of Not Having A Point

    Maybe there just isn't a point to life at all. Humans have decided that LIFE had to have a point. So all of these human things-your career, relationships, material posessions (sp.?), all of that ****, but does it really matter all that much? We are all going to die. This is not...
    mistressmonique mistressmonique 46-50, F 8 Responses Oct 4, 2013

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    I really don't know where else to do.

    suicide is constantly on my mind. I try to be positive but it's not helping anyone. I don't want to bother anyone. which it seems that's what I always do even when just trying to hold a conversation or just checking on someone. I felt like hiding the pain would help but it's...
    survivorone survivorone 18-21, F 14 Responses May 4, 2015

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    Just thinking about how society runs,

    how many people suffer just becuz were given options that's ******* absurd. I get why suicide becomes an option, always in the back of our mind... why go through it anymore... why pretend were gonna be alright living in this ******* prison
    kiki2016 kiki2016 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 19, 2015

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    The more I grow an understanding how the world

    works .The more I observe .The more I learn stories of those who have lived before me. THE MORE I DONT UNDERSTAND WHAT THE POINT OF LIFE IS .
    Goldzs Goldzs 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 11

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    I didn't know what the point of living was.

    I used to not think it was fair to have to be alive and wake up every day. But as I got older, I learned there's no point in living. You just have to give it a meaning for yourself. You have to live and not jus survive day by day. And as I get older I pray for another day...
    laurenzerbe laurenzerbe 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 13

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    People use you. They won't hesitate to hurt you

    so deep. They do the unthinkable to break you. Yeah I am at my lowest point. Things are getting increasingly harder despite being on ADs. This isn't the kind of world I had absolutely no say in entering. If I had a choice to accept being born alive, I would have declined...
    Ardee988 Ardee988 26-30, F Jan 1

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    A well known speaker started off his seminar by

    holding up a $20 bill. In the room of 200, he asked. "Who would like this $20 bill?" Hands started going up. He said, "I am going to give this $20 to one of you - but first, let me do this." He proceeded to crumple the 20 dollar note up. He then asked. "Who still wants it...
    Selanis Selanis 18-21, F 8 Responses Jun 15, 2014

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    I have been suicidal

    for a year and I had planned on killing myself the first week of spring break. I didn't have anyone to tell until yesterday where we're going to school tomorrow and asking for help. I'm so scared of being better because being depressed and selfharm is all I know really. Suicide...
    zeroLawl zeroLawl 18-21, F 4 Responses Jan 18

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    I'm not really suicidal I just don't know what

    the hell the point is... You work all day to support your kids so that they can grow up and do the exact same thing? Work all day? Go to work so they can pay for a house that they leave empty all day?! Pay for food so they can live another day to go to work? I just don't see the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jun 19, 2015

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    BrokenIndividual BrokenIndividual 26-30, F 3 Responses May 15, 2014

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    What's the point in living

    if I'm depressed every single day.
    RainbowCrayon666 RainbowCrayon666 16-17, F 4 Responses Dec 31, 2015

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    I am... Panic attacks every day,

    crying myself to sleep, fighting depression that is trying so hard to take hold of my life again, i don't know why i'm trying when no body would notice if I was gone anyway. I just want to let go of everything.
    prothin2016 prothin2016 18-21, F 5 Responses Jan 25

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    F, 28. Looking for someone

    who also plans on committing suicide. Please private message.
    jlg813 jlg813 26-30, F 5 Responses 6 days ago

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    I'm really struggling

    and I don't know what to do
    sorayageorgina sorayageorgina 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 10

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    Living Out Of Obligation

    I just got out of class. We had to do a quick project/conversation in pairs(language class). being that there was an odd number of students in class today, I just sort of stood there. I tried speaking to someone but was ignored and everyone around me spoke as If I wasn't even...
    collegeboy19 collegeboy19 18-21 1 Response May 10, 2013

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    my boyfriend who I love with all my heart left

    me today an has the girl I hate over and I'm going to Kill myself
    depressedfuck29 depressedfuck29 16-17, F 43 Responses Jul 5, 2014

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    Instead Of Fleeing The Absurd Meaninglessness Of Life, We Should Embrace Life Passionately....(Camus)

    NOTE: FOR MENTAL...NOT CHEMICAL DEPRESSION (while they do somewhat dance together)  Sartre commented on one of Camus stories: "The absurd man will not commit suicide; he wants to live, without relinquishing any of his certainty, without a future, without hope, without illusions...
    1NewWorldToronto 1NewWorldToronto 46-50, M 4 Responses Mar 18, 2013

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