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I Am Wondering What the Point In Living Is

you know , the two comedians that I thought were hilarious both committed suicide. Isn't that weird. 4,369 People

    I want to die.... i'm an idiot,

    i'm a moron, i'm naive, i failed 2 universities, i am not doing my job, i'm lying to my parents, i'm lonely, i don't know what to do with my life, i don't know in who to trust and who to not, i don't even trust in myself, i'm dying inside, i'm lying to myself, i don't know how...
    Potchii Potchii 22-25, M 47 Responses Aug 8, 2014

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    I don't want to exist anymore.

    My life is fine, everything is good. Good family, nice house, great friends, I do well in school, I have no major problems in my life. Except for the way I feel inside, it's like I feel the weight of the worlds sadness 100 fold. I feel happiness too, frequently. But I constantly...
    Roseandrea Roseandrea 18-21, F 7 Responses Jun 27, 2014

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    What Is The Point Of Not Living?

    When you need support it seems you are on your own. But here is the deal you say you hate yourself that you had enough but did you ever stop to realize that despite how you feel that you are truly unique? Did you realize that outside that life's twist and turns can make you want...
    deleted deleted 26-30 40 Responses Feb 5, 2013

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    I feel so lost. I spend most of my free time

    lying on the bed and doing nothing. It's not even life, it's existence. The only moments I feel alive is when my boyfriend is around which is not all the time as we're in a long distance relationship. I don't have any will or power to study, work out, nothing. I'm just living a...
    fosterpaste fosterpaste 18-21, F 4 Responses Apr 7

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    It's those strange feelings

    that constantly run through my head. Suicide.... I have imagined and played out 101 different scenarios. I am not depressed, I don't have a mental illness. I haven't just broken up with my girlfriend. I am just like you. I have everything. I have a future. But I'm not sure that...
    Silthill Silthill 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 9

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    First Time For Everything

    I've been depressed as of lately. Very very depressed, but I always hide it so well in front of the face of others. I start to cut people off, the people that I love the most. I stopped playing roleplaying games, even though I am being forced into playing one tomorrow with our...
    deleted deleted 26-30 6 Responses Nov 9, 2012

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    Seriously, what is the point.

    i have no desire to do anything. i don't want money, or fame, or a house, or a car, or nice things. they all just seem so...petty. I just want someone to share my life with, but no one wants a man who's only ambition in life is to love and be loved. So i just sit here, existing...
    TheWickedJester TheWickedJester 26-30, M 4 Responses Jan 13

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    if you try really hard all the time to be happy

    and you dont see change and your still depressed and you tried to find god and make new friends and forget the ones that hurt you and tried therapists and psychologists and diffrent drs and tried talking and you still end up in the same position and you can't think of anymore...
    JustBeYourSelff JustBeYourSelff 22-25, M 2 Responses Mar 31

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    I think I will be killing myself in a few

    months, I don't know how exactly yet but I just know that I'm reaching a very hopeless point. I think I don't have to go through years upon tears of misery if I can evade that by dying. It's true it won't make me feel better but it won't make me feel anything. I won't have to...
    Irbidi Irbidi 18-21, M 6 Responses Apr 1

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    I am so suicidal and no one

    even cares anymore. They wouldn't notice if I just left. I don't want to be forgotten. I feel so empty and upset
    lllie lllie 18-21, F 49 Responses Mar 27, 2014

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    The Freedom Of Not Having A Point

    Maybe there just isn't a point to life at all. Humans have decided that LIFE had to have a point. So all of these human things-your career, relationships, material posessions (sp.?), all of that ****, but does it really matter all that much? We are all going to die. This is not...
    mistressmonique mistressmonique 46-50, F 7 Responses Oct 4, 2013

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    i have so much going on i dont know what im

    doing it doesnt matter what circumstances i change im never gonna get any better why did i think leaving was gonna make a difference i have to die i cant take anymore i dont have anyone
    givenupforever givenupforever 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 8

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    What is the point of living?

    I'm alone, completely. I have $6 in change in my purse, my bank account is overdrawn by $700, and I owe more than $10,000 in regular loans, and $30,000 in student loans. I'm unemployed and over-qualified for anyone who's hiring - they won't even look at me. If I don't get a job...
    chumiloons chumiloons 46-50, F 6 Responses Oct 20, 2014

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    Today, I got really depressed,

    wanted to crash my car, but didn't, becuase I don't want to commit suicide, becuase that will hurt my family. Life is so pointless, I struggle everyday, especially for the last 10 year, and got nothig to show for it. I'm tired of being awkward, lonely and misunderstood. I'm...
    4EverBlissful 4EverBlissful 26-30, F 7 Responses May 27, 2014

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    Lately I got this deep depressions.

    .. I don't know if I should fight it anymore. Too exhausted to go on when there is nobody to fight for...
    Miridia96 Miridia96 18-21, F 6 Responses 12 hrs ago

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    Life is so dull 99% of the time.

    It's no wonder humans (and other animals) like getting high. Or creating fantasy worlds in the form of books, films and games. Or even just zoning out and listening to music. It seems everyone to some extent wants to escape reality and the dull monotony of life. How sad. It's a...
    Dontcare8 Dontcare8 26-30, F 15 Responses Sep 25, 2014

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    I don't feel like living any longer.

    I'm not loved by anyone at all.
    IllusionaryGentleman39 IllusionaryGentleman39 18-21, M 5 Responses Mar 26

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    Right and wrong. We are taught to differentiate

    the moment we are cognitive and able to reason. One goes through life having a grasp of what brings happiness and what brings sadness. So why do I make the decisions i make? At this point i should be riding the wave of exploration ready and looking for a place to call my own. I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Dec 17, 2013

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    I want to be shred into wings of a butterfly.

    My blood is a velvet coat, covering my last reminiscence of shame. I walk into a hall, the wooden pathway growing thinner, darker. Many doors, though no windows. Maybe, just maybe, I'll fall to the hands of a door trap, knocking the life out of my body.
    NatashaRose NatashaRose 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 14

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    Wondering, but not finding it,

    life just seems so meaningless when it is impossible for something to value itself. I don't want my life to be summed up by how you people think of me when you people don't like me anyways haha
    surfdas surfdas 22-25, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    This is my sisters account.

    She tried to commit suicide last night, before she did, she put her phone on my bedside table when I was asleep. I unlocked it when I woke up, and this website came up when I did. I thought it was odd that her phone was there, and I began to read through the messages she had on...
    BethMP BethMP 16-17, F 3 Responses May 3, 2014

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    I think they purple underestimate me.

    I feel the need to prove myself. I should not have to live crying every night. Begging people to talk to me. And continuously reaching out for help. People know what I was abused. They know that I was raped They know that my parents were no good, but they still won't help me...
    GodsArte GodsArte 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 3

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    I feel sad, so sad. I am unemployed,

    few savings. So I got the idea to study again. But my family won't support me. I really don't know what to do anymore. Maybe it's better if I just vanish.
    naaktopstraat naaktopstraat 41-45, M 1 Response Apr 14

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    I don't have any reason to stay here anymore.

    I thought things can get better, but that was just a lie. I'm use to them and I just can't have a repeat of the pain. So soon I am just going to go, I can't go through the pain again.
    Unknown1047 Unknown1047 18-21, M 3 Responses Mar 22

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    For me the sadness of existence is the

    endlessness of the love ad the liking. Everything we have and feel will perish. What is there to die for? What is there to live for? In this world all that matters is money, status and superficial items. What does it matter if you are liked or not. When I die or anybody else...
    HoneyCue HoneyCue 31-35, M 2 Responses Apr 6

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    Death. Why is it such a heart breaking

    conversation and thought to have? Why fear death when that's all we're living for. Why judge when someone's wanting to die early on their own circumstances when your going to die unknowingly. People always say "If you could know when and how your going to die, would you want...
    Madison677 Madison677 13-15, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    Living Out Of Obligation

    I just got out of class. We had to do a quick project/conversation in pairs(language class). being that there was an odd number of students in class today, I just sort of stood there. I tried speaking to someone but was ignored and everyone around me spoke as If I wasn't even...
    collegeboy19 collegeboy19 18-21 1 Response May 10, 2013

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    what is the point if im not

    even living im just surviving
    emptyispure emptyispure 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 12

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    FriendlyBeverage FriendlyBeverage 18-21, M 6 Responses Jan 14

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    I literally at breaking point right

    now it hurts to be alive
    ElizaChloe ElizaChloe 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 3, 2014

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    my depression is at an all time low.

    the days that I'm not working and I decide to get out of bed, I sit on the couch and cut. I feel like I could take one "wrong" cut and no one would find me until the landlord comes knocking for rent. I know this sounds morbid and pathetic but it's how I feel. I was told how...
    mb2688 mb2688 26-30, M 3 days ago

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    One More Sunset

    Nothing ever seems to make me feel better than seeing a vibrantly colorful sunset. I watched one yesterday and it was amazing, I cried. I keep on telling myself one more sunset, to try to convince myself to fight the dark thoughts and this damn disease. Being sick sucks...
    codycosmo codycosmo 18-21, M 3 Responses Apr 15, 2013

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    BrokenIndividual BrokenIndividual 26-30, F 3 Responses May 15, 2014

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    Why suffer? What is the world benefiting from

    my pain? I'm tired, bruised, and beaten. I'm beaten. You hear me, God? Let me go.
    Owlmaid Owlmaid 26-30, F 6 Responses Jul 31, 2014

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    I mean. You are really insignificant.

    You just spend time preparing yourself for a boring life and school, and just bs your way through most of it. Ultimately, you are just preparing yourself to die.
    stormyskies12 stormyskies12 13-15, M 15 Responses Sep 16, 2014

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    my boyfriend who I love with all my heart left

    me today an has the girl I hate over and I'm going to Kill myself
    depressedfuck29 depressedfuck29 13-15, F 44 Responses Jul 5, 2014

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    What's the point in living?

    Life sucks. Too much stress. Idk what's wrong with me or if I should be scared, but I can't really give much of a damn about my family. I'm not self centred though. I'm loyal to my friends. But... Idk why I just don't connect with my family. If they die, I don't think I'll care...
    XxFirepawsxX XxFirepawsxX 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 7

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    What's the point of living

    when you're just gonna die in the end?
    Dardar113 Dardar113 16-17 3 Responses Mar 30

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    What's the point of living.

    Going through all the bullshit just to die in the end. What's the point of working hard to get thing if your just gonna live it all behind . What's the point of going through all the pain of this world ,like to me it doesn't seem worth it . I try I fail but then I push myself to...
    prankqueen prankqueen 16-17, F 7 Responses Mar 24

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    I'm so broken. I barely sleep without pills.

    I can't stomach my food. I'm dead walking. I know I wouldn't kill myself, but idk what's worth living for anymore
    aunaturaleee aunaturaleee 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 28

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    Every Story Has An Ending,

    Bad Or Good When is it? When is it that you know your lost? When your broken into a million pieces and you can't find a single one? When your heart beats but you are no more alive then the ones you envy buried below? I don't know what it is. Or why it is. Why that single moment...
    solomon3020 solomon3020 18-21, M 3 Responses Jun 5, 2014

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    Instead Of Fleeing The Absurd Meaninglessness Of Life, We Should Embrace Life Passionately....(Camus)

    NOTE: FOR MENTAL...NOT CHEMICAL DEPRESSION (while they do somewhat dance together)  Sartre commented on one of Camus stories: "The absurd man will not commit suicide; he wants to live, without relinquishing any of his certainty, without a future, without hope, without illusions...
    1NewWorldToronto 1NewWorldToronto 46-50, M 4 Responses Mar 18, 2013

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    Meaningless

    Well, life hits me again like a baseball bat in the jaw. No, I didn't lose a family member or my dog, it's just that in the end of the day, when I have nothing more to do, I start thinking about stuff. Thinking about what happened to me today, what could've been the day if I...
    Darkz0n3 Darkz0n3 22-25, M 16 Responses Apr 19, 2010

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    I started cutting again.

    There's this hole inside of me that never goes away. I feel disgusting, I feel ashamed, I feel tortured, I feel ugly-- and underneath all that I just feel alone. I'm sad. I'm so ******* sad.
    crookedteethteen crookedteethteen 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 10

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    I very often struggle worn

    why I'm here.....why God hasn't taken me...why I haven't taken my own life. I'm truly trying to not be selfish and end my pain and suffering ....but I'm just not strong enough. the people who say they are here for me. ....never answer when i need to talk....
    mandy6b mandy6b 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 9

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    I can assure every single one of us

    that there is a point in living. We have so many opportunities to touch the lives of people around us. Never lose faith that things will get better.
    robbie1280 robbie1280 18-21, T 1 Response Jun 26, 2014

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