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I Am Wondering What the Point In Living Is

you know , the two comedians that I thought were hilarious both committed suicide. Isn't that weird. 4,614 People

    I can assure every single one of us

    that there is a point in living. We have so many opportunities to touch the lives of people around us. Never lose faith that things will get better.
    robbie1280 robbie1280 22-25, T 1 Response Jun 26, 2014

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    One More Sunset

    Nothing ever seems to make me feel better than seeing a vibrantly colorful sunset. I watched one yesterday and it was amazing, I cried. I keep on telling myself one more sunset, to try to convince myself to fight the dark thoughts and this damn disease. Being sick sucks...
    codycosmo codycosmo 18-21, M 3 Responses Apr 15, 2013

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    To all the peaple who have broke my heart.

    i forget u .and to all whos been support me thank u .guys today im going to anonse to you.at 1 Décember 2015 im going to say goodbye to my life im going to commit suicide ive tried it ones with poison but a miracle happend it dident work.but this time i will use a rope to choce...
    cCristina cCristina 18-21, F 5 Responses Aug 15

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    I am so suicidal and no one

    even cares anymore. They wouldn't notice if I just left. I don't want to be forgotten. I feel so empty and upset
    lllie lllie 18-21, F 48 Responses Mar 27, 2014

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    The two most amazing days in a persons life;

    the day they were born, and the day they understand why.
    erxnio erxnio 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 24

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    When you stare at the wall Doing nothing.

    . Just look around your room.. Everything's the same Asking yourself whats the point? What god want me to do? You can't handle this pain anymore You can't cry anymore You can't talk anymore You can't trust anymore You lose interest in everything All what you want to do is...
    Lam111 Lam111 22-25 1 Response Mar 21

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    Today, I got really depressed,

    wanted to crash my car, but didn't, becuase I don't want to commit suicide, becuase that will hurt my family. Life is so pointless, I struggle everyday, especially for the last 10 year, and got nothig to show for it. I'm tired of being awkward, lonely and misunderstood. I'm...
    4EverBlissful 4EverBlissful 26-30, F 6 Responses May 27, 2014

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    I can't do this anymore I can't I really think

    this could be it. No going back . I lost my childhood I lost my best friend I lost the one family member I loved so much I lost him I lost my old life I lost my chance to start over I've lost everything And know my parents are using me against each other My mum hates...
    Abi0123 Abi0123 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 15

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    mandyxxx83 mandyxxx83 31-35, F 7 Responses Aug 16, 2014

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    The lesson u will learn from "THE FIFTH

    MOUNTAIN" book that i have read (By paulo choelho) : U can recreate ur past, no matter how bad is ur past or bad things u have done or happened to u, u have to struggle. Maybe u failed in doing things in ur past, so why don't u succeed in the things u r doing now ? . u have to...
    Fo2los Fo2los 18-21, M 2 Responses Dec 20, 2013

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    Attempted once. Failed.

    I will attempt again. There is really no reason for me being here. If I'm not here the sun will still rise, there will still be clouds in the sky, life will go on. I don't need any of that "but what about the people who love you" ahit either, because no one loves me.
    suicidalbieber suicidalbieber 16-17, F 3 Responses Aug 15

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    What's the point of living.

    Going through all the bullshit just to die in the end. What's the point of working hard to get thing if your just gonna live it all behind . What's the point of going through all the pain of this world ,like to me it doesn't seem worth it . I try I fail but then I push myself to...
    deleted deleted 26-30 6 Responses Mar 24

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    This is the last thing

    that I am posting on here. I will leave my account up because my family will probably look on this or something. They know I have this account and they look on it regularly. Maybe they will post something on here but I don't know. Good look to the future everyone and please don...
    ZoeAmilia ZoeAmilia 16-17, F 8 Responses Jun 2, 2014

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    They say that suicide is bad,

    but they don't realize that when a person life is bad enough, suicide what seemed like an option. Actually it always seems like only reason to be free. Words will always do nothing because it will always cover up the pain for mere seconds. I don't know if I'm going to suicide...
    Unknown1047 Unknown1047 18-21, M 8 Responses Aug 2

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    I was in a dark place last night

    and I looked in the mirror and talked to me. I said I am sorry for everything you've been through and I promise I am going to make your life fun and awesome. I love you and I'm proud of you.
    honestlyanonymouslyme honestlyanonymouslyme 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 17

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    I think tonight may be the night I finally do

    it. I had been looking for someone to do it for me so my mom got the full life insurance policy. But I can't wait anymore. I can't deal with the pain I'm in and the lack of people who understand. I can't afford my medicine and I can't afford to eat. I'm so sorry for who I am. I...
    sweettlc sweettlc 22-25, F 7 Responses Aug 16

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    It was 4 years back when i wanted to conquer

    the world. I started drawing as a kid and at 12 discovered my artistic abilities when i would create something and be appreciated for it. Those were the best moments in my otherwise depressing childhood/ teen years as i was an underdog barely known at school, the misfit, the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Aug 1

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    Seriously, what is the point.

    i have no desire to do anything. i don't want money, or fame, or a house, or a car, or nice things. they all just seem so...petty. I just want someone to share my life with, but no one wants a man who's only ambition in life is to love and be loved. So i just sit here, existing...
    TheWickedJester TheWickedJester 26-30, M 3 Responses Jan 13

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    A well known speaker started off his seminar by

    holding up a $20 bill. In the room of 200, he asked. "Who would like this $20 bill?" Hands started going up. He said, "I am going to give this $20 to one of you - but first, let me do this." He proceeded to crumple the 20 dollar note up. He then asked. "Who still wants it...
    Selanis Selanis 18-21, F 8 Responses Jun 15, 2014

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    It's difficult to find reasons to live,

    but very easy to find reasons to not die. The worst feeling is that of not wanting to live, but not having the capability to die, either. Purgatory. So, I'm trapped in my mind, alone, with all of these mental disorders, hopeless, wondering what the point in living is. Maybe it...
    RadiantOpal RadiantOpal 18-21, M 3 Responses Jul 4

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    my boyfriend who I love with all my heart left

    me today an has the girl I hate over and I'm going to Kill myself
    depressedfuck29 depressedfuck29 16-17, F 43 Responses Jul 5, 2014

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    Death. Why is it such a heart breaking

    conversation and thought to have? Why fear death when that's all we're living for. Why judge when someone's wanting to die early on their own circumstances when your going to die unknowingly. People always say "If you could know when and how your going to die, would you want...
    Madison677 Madison677 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 20

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    I'm so suicidal. He said he loved me

    but now he has a gf... I want to die I can't anymore.
    silencespeaksloud silencespeaksloud 16-17, F 4 Responses Aug 4

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    ARTICLE FOR THOSE STRUGGLING WITH SUICIDAL

    THOUGHTS OR LOST SOMEONE TO SUICIDE! *NOTE * (This is written from a spiritual point of view NOT religious though) Author had a near death experience to give an idea of what I mean. This is, in my opinion, a great article for those who lost someone to suicide and for those who...
    Dayzdreamer Dayzdreamer 26-30, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I tell myself to keep writing

    because I know it will help me but I don't care anymore. My rational mind scolds me and tells me to not be trusting of my indifference towards life. I am on the bus heading to a doctors appointment with my primary care doctor to talk about depression. I don't want to go and it's...
    honestlyanonymouslyme honestlyanonymouslyme 22-25, F 4 Responses Aug 17

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    I always thought of offing myself,

    but never really considered it as an option. Now that I have been, it's kind of freaking me out a little bit. I can't think of anything else. I'm not really sure how to describe the feeling. It's like my chest is made of stone and my head always feels slow, if that makes...
    X88B88 X88B88 22-25 1 Response 21 hrs ago

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    Today I had to open up to a group of strangers.

    I don't feel better or relieved after sharing. I couldn't relate to anybody elses story. I feel worse than before I shared. I was so nervous that I stumbled over my words and I started to hyperventilate. I feel weak and stupid. I wish I didn't have to go back next week but it's...
    loveagaintaku loveagaintaku 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 6

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    did I waste my life if I spent my whole youth

    hating myself. I'm 29 and never had a gf. as I'm becoming old I can't help but ask myself did I waste my life. I went to colleges and got jobs, that's all I did
    monotonouso monotonouso 26-30, M 5 Responses Aug 2

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    what's the point of living

    when all life is pain. every time I let someone in I'm hurt. whenever I try to recover there's always a reason to stop. I'm just so messed up no one can help me anymore.
    silencespeaksloud silencespeaksloud 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 6

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    I really thought I was gonna make it,

    but it was too much for me. I tried and tried and tried over and over but it keep being thrown back into my face. I just don't want to try anymore, I don't want to become a burden anymore. I wish I was stronger but I'm not, I made mistakes and never corrected them, have...
    MichaelHer1998 MichaelHer1998 16-17 3 Responses a week ago

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    I can utilize an analogy: Simply my feeling,

    please do not judge: A pencil,upon each side is written. Hope,dreams,belief. = Into the proverbial pencil sharpener. = I cannot hope,believe,dream,"why am I here?"
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Aug 17

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    What Is The Point Of Not Living?

    When you need support it seems you are on your own. But here is the deal you say you hate yourself that you had enough but did you ever stop to realize that despite how you feel that you are truly unique? Did you realize that outside that life's twist and turns can make you want...
    deleted deleted 26-30 40 Responses Feb 5, 2013

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    I am so impatient. I have 3 more years to go at

    university but I want everything to happen immediately... and I feel so inexperienced! I have an older boyfriend and all his friends (and him) were married, had kids, had a job. I haven't experienced any of those things and I really suffer because of this :(
    fosterpaste fosterpaste 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 4

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    I don't really think there is a point.

    Not anymore at least. ;_;
    Waffl3s Waffl3s 16-17 19 Responses Jul 2

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    There's this tree in my backyard,

    it's huge. I spent so many years of my childhood playing in that tree. I had my first kiss on a swing under it. Some of my happiest memories happened under that tree. But lately whenever I look at it I think about hanging myself off of it. I look at it and think it's sturdy...
    TheGirlFromJupiter TheGirlFromJupiter 18-21 8 Responses Jul 3

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    Living Out Of Obligation

    I just got out of class. We had to do a quick project/conversation in pairs(language class). being that there was an odd number of students in class today, I just sort of stood there. I tried speaking to someone but was ignored and everyone around me spoke as If I wasn't even...
    collegeboy19 collegeboy19 18-21 1 Response May 10, 2013

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    I just don't get why the **** I'm here.

    I've always been that one awkward kid who nobody cares about or talks to. Everything I do and try I always seem to fail, let's face it, I'm a complete fuckup. I am 17 years old and have been suicidal since 10. I've just never had the guts to do it because what if I survive and I...
    g8471 g8471 18-21, M 5 Responses Jun 21

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    BrokenIndividual BrokenIndividual 26-30, F 3 Responses May 15, 2014

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    I cry as I write this

    but I am tired. I wanted to pursue criminal law, I was forced to do MBA. I wanted to play with others as a kid but I stayed at home to study. I wanted no child abuse. I wanted no such experience. Because it still disturbs me. I have a good career according to my parents. But I...
    deceptiveoutofcloset deceptiveoutofcloset 26-30, F 4 Responses Aug 15

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    Instead Of Fleeing The Absurd Meaninglessness Of Life, We Should Embrace Life Passionately....(Camus)

    NOTE: FOR MENTAL...NOT CHEMICAL DEPRESSION (while they do somewhat dance together)  Sartre commented on one of Camus stories: "The absurd man will not commit suicide; he wants to live, without relinquishing any of his certainty, without a future, without hope, without illusions...
    1NewWorldToronto 1NewWorldToronto 46-50, M 4 Responses Mar 18, 2013

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    Do not pity the dead.

    Pity the living.
    deceptiveoutofcloset deceptiveoutofcloset 26-30, F 4 Responses Aug 17

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    I don't want to go back to the cage.

    Study study study work work work. I don't want to go back I don't want to go back
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 24

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    I mentally approach the notion of death

    as a promise of freedom after the hardships of life like sinking into an endless field of beautiful daises and feeling the warmth of the sun after living in darkness for so long. I remember the colored trails of a shaky drawing of my first suicide note I wrote in crayon in...
    honestlyanonymouslyme honestlyanonymouslyme 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 16

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    I mean. You are really insignificant.

    You just spend time preparing yourself for a boring life and school, and just bs your way through most of it. Ultimately, you are just preparing yourself to die.
    stormyskies12 stormyskies12 13-15, M 14 Responses Sep 16, 2014

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    I don't no what the point of living is anymore.

    I'm always going to be alone. be when you have a disability nobody wants me. I hate my life
    kev1254 kev1254 26-30, M 7 Responses Jun 20

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    You are the course i seek in metempsychosis.

    Liberate me from the cycle of lies. Unite me to the eternal bliss. For in your adobe i loose all my attributes. "Gatistvam Gatistvam Tvam Eka Bhavani"
    anathema09 anathema09 26-30