I Am Working On Being A Single Parent For My Sanity

I can't believe I didn't put the signs together. When the father of my son comes home after being away for a week or a few days my breathing problem starts up heavily. I start wheezing and hacking a dry cough.
I have to jump back into...

I don't know what has happened to the children of today. Many days of the week I try to teach kids how to hold doors open for other people, say "Please," and "Thank you," and develop gratitude.

I remind the kids to hold the doors open...

I think the reason why my diet is not working is because of the word "diet." I figured out that this word makes me feel like I am going on a hunger strike. I noticed that when I tell myself I have to stop eating junk food I focus on the...

 I noticed that I have been taking work home with me on an emotional level the last few months. I worry about my clients and I wonder how they are doing each day.
Today I realized that I do this not out of love and concern for them...

After writing the last post, I realized that I have a lot of anger with the holiday and I am writing my feelings out to get to the real reasons as to why I hate that day.

I would have to say that it is because, I want to be in a loving...

I just saw the movie "Fat, Sick and Nearly Dead." It is about a man who had a skin condition that was apparently caused by his unhealthy diet--at least that is what the movie alludes to--and he is so fat that you can see his belly...

Well, I need to move up my vibration. At the present time, my boss is continuously late with my paycheck. He owed me a check yesterday and as of this moment I am still waiting for my check.

My boyfriend and I had a conversation...

When I started my two blogs on "working on being a single parent for my sanity." I seriously did want to leave the father of my son because of many reasons. You would only have to read my posts to get the gist of it.
But as time has...

I have Tinlee. She is aggressive, but she is the boss. She is like an ugly man but a girl dog. She is tough. But she keeps things in order at home. Above all she is the dog that listens to most of the commands.
I have Barbie. She is in...

I have been planning for months to move, but today I have thought other ideas. I was thinking about renting one of my rooms and then I would have money to stay. I was also thinking about renting out two rooms and my son and I could be...

It is a day in which I am forced to think about my relationship with the father of my son. It is the day in which he continues to give me candy and flowers even thought I have said to him the last few years not to do so.

I just can't...

I have finally accepted that I am fat and unhealthy. Additionally, I am an emotional eater and find it extremely difficult to stop eating. At times I actually shove as much food as possible in my mouth in the shortest amount of time...

I am very sick and I need to lose weight. I have difficulty breathing, moving and existing.

My fingers are moving on their own an involuntary reaction. It is creeping me out. I am tired all the time, and I am ready to change starting...

I want to be able to say...
I forgive you Dan for going over to the neighbor's house today and fixing their car and then going later to our friend's house and fixing her vacuum. And I say I forgive you because every time you help others...

I was wondering what that weird feeling that I have been having today is called. I remembering having it a long time ago, but I wasn't sure what it was. And then I remembered. Damn, I'm happy.

I'm happy because my son is so much fun...